#i’d genuinely lose it
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i feel like poolverine easily could’ve been one of those “they’re flirty but it’s mostly unserious” situations, and for most of the movie yeah they were extremely gay, but wade’s been like that with other guys and it was never treated as a serious type of relationship before. they’re willing to die for each other, but even then the romantic aspect of their relationship could be glossed over because it’s a superhero movie, that’s just what they do, and they’re working together to save a whole timeline—it’s not just about them. but then the movie doesn’t end with them saving the day and moving on. i think this’s really the part that sells poolverine as a genuine relationship to me… logan’s leaving, and wade calls for him. he can’t stand to let him go. then he introduces him to his family, and logan stays. he doesn’t really need to stay, but they’ve both decided they’re better off with one another than without
#don’t get me wrong#wade and vanessa are going to end up back together again if there’s ever another deadpool movie#and then he’ll lose her again for whatever reason#because that’s just how it goes#ignore the fact that logan tells wade to talk to vanessa and i’d be convinced that the ending was supposed to imply them being canon tbh#not gonna delude myself into believing poolverine will ever be genuinely and seriously canon#but shippingwise#i think this’s why i’ve latched onto poolverine despite some of the similarities between cable & logan#with cable it was never gonna be serious#despite it being fun to ship them and enjoy their dynamic#but#with logan… storywise… it makes so much sense for them to be endgame#they both were at terrible points in their lives and really needed each other#not just to fix each other’s problems. but they needed someone who was so on their own level that they could fix each other#not in a healthy way. but#yknow#anyway#idk i’m kinda rambling about nothing here#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#wade wilson#logan#um#logan howlett#<- ….i guess#poolverine#deadclaws
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My controversial opinion about Hob Gadling is that I believe he’s absolutely the sort of guy that “puts things behind him”, and tries to wash his hands clean of the things he feels icky about. This is implied pretty well in the show, with him blithely moving from soldiering and robbery to printing, from slaving to… whatever it was he was doing in the 19th century instead. That being said, this is not at all the same as actively trying to atone, or even making a concerted effort to be a better person, and I really wish fandom could tell the difference!
#the amount of times I’ve seen people argue that Hob has redeemed himself and ofc feels really horrible about his role in the slave trade#but there is ZERO textual indication that’s true#in fact judging by how he acts in the 19th century and how he was after all the other shit he did that he maybeeee feels kind of sheepish#and would just like to move on thanks!#i love flawed characters and I love monstrous characters and I love hypocrites and I love friendly amoral assholes#Hob is genuinely a super compelling character and embodies the sort of greed of humanity we see in other forms in Madoc and Burgess#he’s got a more friendly face and he’s a slightly lighter version of it but sandman presents humanity as fundamentally flawed and greedy#and Hob is that to a T#I’d really love it if fandom embraced this version of Hob#making him a fluffy anti-racist progressive hip college professor is just so weird#or especially when they have him espouse progressive views… in the past???#look Hob is actual facts a worse person than the Corinthian in a lot of metrics#when I see 17th century Hob talk about the beautiful diversity of humans I just lose my mind a little#also he’s clearly a wolf of Wall Street yuppie asshole in 1984#hot take Dreamling would be more fun and spicier if people leaned into Hob’s canon traits more#both Dream and Hob are kind of awful#I actually like Hob!#but… man I do not like fanon Hob one bit
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Girl please stop romanticizing obesity, it will literally kill you eventually (and I know it’s not the first time someone says it to you). Like are you even ok? Romanticizing being immobile & being humiliated on the street? Why would you even aspire to this? For some attention of questionable men on this app? Girl they don’t deserve you. This message comes from a place of concern, it is not intended as an insult. You said you want a career in the future, maybe focus on that, I’m not sure how possible it is do all that while being immobile or having whatever condition.
omfg 😭 i apologize for writing little stories to get myself off, i guess?? lmfao. i have a fetish. i state clearly in my bio that this is what to expect. sorry im horny posting anonymously on tumblr.com ???? stop being weird when u don’t even belong in these spaces
#this is so silly#like i really have any choice but to focus on my career#and i’ve literally said before that i don’t plan on reaching immobility#i really doubt i could. i have tummy issues and am literally allergic to garlic#and i’ve also definitely stated before that what i do requires me to have some level of fitness#permits went thru and i have. a massive project out in west TX in september#also. why does this person assume i’m not doing it for myself??#i was fat before posting here. and i will be fat after#i love my body and i’d love it even more if i was bigger#but i’m fine where i am and i’d be fine losing 50lbs too#tho i don’t wanna be under 200lbs bc that’s where body dysmorphia starts#i am predominantly attracted to fat women so. let me be that pls lol#anon. we have one life and i’m genuinely blessed to have attraction to smthn outside of the norm#this variation is normal within a population and i will have a normal life despite what ppl like you think#talk#ask
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I can’t stop thinking about Loop. Imagine doing everything, anything, to get out of a traumatic situation but the price is you. Your body is gone, your name is gone, your family doesn’t recognize you, you feel like most of your memories of them are gone too anyway. Suddenly you’re denied your identity. It’s like YOU never existed… and someone else took your place. You, whose biggest fears are forgetting and being forgotten in turn. You, who’s hesitant to change and now you’re forced to. You can’t even really blame anyone else because you did get your wish, right?
It’s explained clearly in the game, but the implications of it just hit me extra hard sometimes. Siffrin is as much of a study of Loop as Loop is of Siffrin. They share(d) their fears too so mal du pays words essentially becoming the truth to Loop is just… 🪨🪨🪨🙁🙁🙁💥💥💥💥
What do you do when all you have is ripped from you, all your worst fears come true, and youre forced to just… come to terms with it?
#isat spoilers#isat loop#2hats spoilers#shaking you by the shoulders#i love siffrin and loop so much#’’wkb’’ consider: i am new and also stupid#yes ive KNOWN but i didint really GET it yk? like how horrifying losing you self is#they make me die#postgame loop makes it hit extra hard bc ppl are partially defined by their experiences#the longer siffrin and loop exist as separate the more they diverge#that must be TERRIFYING. to an extent to both of them#of course they’ll always have many similarities as they started as the same person but like#loop is just despair au siffrin#<- specifying postgame fics that explore loops identity bc canon had them fade out#which i love btw delightful angst i love everyones takes on loop#in stars and time#isat#i think genuinely in Loop’s shoes as someone who’s also hesitant to change: if I didn’t cry 24/7#i’d be clinging into who i was and still want to be in some ways. but as i’d heal i’d probably want to be distinct#like im me and always will be me but i want what i experienced to not be a footnote. i dont want to be a mirror#’’i am who that family loved but im also someone new’’ yk? its so hard to battle with those two opposites of ’’im []’’ & ’’im not YOUR []’
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Flower husbands relationship with martyn in 3rd life? Why did they hate him so much? Why did Martyn try to get Jimmy to leave Scott that one time? Why did Scott say him and Martyn were going to sleep together once they were both dead? Many questions that plague me at night
IM STILL ON MY SCOTT 3L REWATCH THE. THAT FOURTH QUESTION???? HELLO???
(^ edit: anon clarified, ask was referring to the “I wanna cuddle together before we die” comment from martyn)
#I’LL. KEEP AN EYE OUT FOR A LINE LIKE THAT ON MY REWATCH . because if he said that holy shit. i’ll lose it#anyways. martyn trying to split up jimmy and scott in episode 1 is a mix of concern and jealousy imo#jimmy and martyn were near inseparable in evo and this conflict builds from that (martyn directly brings up property police later—#in regards to this fight theyre having)#he’s upset jimmy doesnt want to come live with him instead and sees jimmy’s hesitance as a betrayal basically. and it snowballs from there#it’s. deeper than that. but im very tired. but it’s still deeper than that you have to trust me anon#you have to be able to marry the concepts of martyn splitting fh up for his own self interest AND martyn being genuinely concerned for jimm#this is how we will reach enlightenment anon#asks#I realize this is only one part of the question but yeah I’d need to revisit the rest of this on my rewatch#my original scott 3l notes did not account for martyn
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plugs rlly kill me w the ‘don’t waste my time’ bullshit bc how can you say that & then make me wait an hour in a deserted parking lot after saying to meet you right away . . lmao ?
#i’m genuinely annoyed i’ve been actually waiting on this dude for an hour#honestly gonna be rlly glad when i don’t feel anxious enough to go into the dispensary alone#this is honestly like pissing me off cause i’ve had a HORRIBLE week and all i’d like to do is hit my bong LMFAO#like c’mon dude i have a night shift tn and on top of that im not even mentally stable enough to be working this week after quite literally#losing a part of my sanity earlier this week don’t piss me off
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I think everyone would benefit from being really unwell about one famous person that isn’t some form of content creator
#everyone talking about their favorite actors or musicians. okay thats cool#get back to me when you wanna talk about edd sorenson or something#like genuinely? obviously it was kinda neat to see pentatonix walk literally right passed me#but it was sort of like idk. seeing a squirrel get really close#just like woah! that was wild. anyway#if i saw edd sorenson in real life i’d lose my mind#camtankerous says things
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i can’t explain to you how insane it is that they had the lightning thief as a required reading in sixth grade, which is how i found percy jackson, and now the series is coming out when i’m the same age as luke
#percy jackson#shout out to everyone who read percy jackson for the first time at 11 or 12 and is now 19 or 20 how are we doing#i’m losing my mind about it#because yeah if i was a demigod and the only time i got attention from my parent was when i was doing their bidding i’d be pissed too#luke’s reasoning makes perfect sense and i genuinely believe he could have gotten somewhere with getting the gods to pay more attention to#their kids had he not been manipulated by kronos because percy essentially succeeded in what luke set out to do#it’s also kinda scary seeing kids who are the same age i was when i read the books on screen along with kids who are my age now#pjo tv show#pjo
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saw a tiktok that was like. Daily Affirmations: my work crush doesn’t like me. and now i’m like wow i wish i could send this directly to all of my new high schooler coworkers. who are all really annoyingly obsessed with our one male manager because he’s The Chill Manager. you may have seen me refer to this man before (it’s different when EYE love him because we are the same age. the high schoolers being obsessed with him is weird as hell and he DOES need to stop encouraging this) back in winterspring i was doing a lot of opening shifts with him and i was joking that we had the king and lionheart dynamic. which was real at the time but not so much the vibe now just because like. the vibe has shifted idk i work different shifts there’s different other managers i’m technically promoted there’s all these new people i don’t care about. the vibe is different. anyway. don’t care for these high schoolers and their obsession with him. especially because they’re like actual assholes sometimes to my friend managers… (they used to just work here and then two managers left and they got promoted) (i also technically got promoted at the same time but they rank above me and do more shit that i don’t want to do so like. obviously i’m not bitter or jealous about it. like if i had to manage a bunch of teenagers that didn’t respect me i might cry every single day) (which is happening to one of them fr. they’re literally such assholes to her sometimes it’s crazy like she’s not even as mean to you people as she should be…) not to side with like. The Man or whatever but unfortunately i’m not a teenager with a part time job i go to when i don’t have soccer practice so i cannot relate to the proletariat in this situation… like i knowww they’re seeing my girl as Bitch Manager and it’s making me hate them soooo bad. like you idiots can’t even fold jeans correctly!! i hate you!!!!
#literally the past three nights i’ve been working overnight with just the 2 friend managers and we’ve been having major bitch sessions#about these high schoolers…. sorry if this makes us bitches!!#maybe if more than 4 of them were literally any good at all at any part of their job we’d hate them less idk…..#like. if they sucked less it would mean i’d have to do less work. like girls work with me here im sick of covering your asses…..#can’t even put things back where they’re supposed to go correctly…#like why am i finding clearly marked clearance jeans mixed in the stack of full price ones…. stop pissing me offfffff omg#sorry again. but the next idiot teenager who asks me where something goes and i look at it and it’s clearly marked as clearance is going to#make me lose my mind for real. yes i do need a different job i know that im aware of this#the problem THERE is that all jobs look awful to me <3#and there’s genuinely nothing on earth i care enough about to make it a career!#i genuinely need to become a trophy wife and stay at home mom. like there’s no careers for me i fear#i don’t mean that in a ‘submitting to the patriarchy’ way i mean it in a ‘the only thing i’ve consistently known i want in my future for my#entire life has been kids’ way#anyway. having a job where you’re the fifth most in charge person there and third on an average day. makes you evil fr
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Whumpee hearing the word ‘privilege’ for the first time in the societal sense and being very scared that someone’s going to take something away again.
#I remember when I first heard about privilege in that context#I was genuinely so scared that if I wasn’t good I’d lose those privileges#even though I thought they were things I could keep no matter what#whump#whump prompt#privilege#misunderstandings
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Rosie about literally everything Judy has ever said
CONFIRMED: judy rybinski says *any* sort of word (example: rambling about oranges being her favorite thing ever) and rosie is automatically all ears watching her with hearts in his eyes no doubt.
TOO GOOD FRIEND ITS TOO GOOD !!!!!
#judy u are so loved!!!! (by a major rosie rosenthal himself)#like#judy was talking so delicately about loving oranges and rosie was bascially losing his mind and his brain was going:#WRITE THAT DOWN WRITE THAT DOWN#yeah#this is TOO GOOD#one of the most accurate things i’ve seen about judy x rosie together like#she talks and he just listens and is absolutely enthralled hanging onto every word (and in the most genuine loving way)#stop i won’t shut up about them#OK ILL STOP#THEM THEM THEM#I LOVE THEM#these are always a joy to see hehe :)#judy x rosie#judy rybinski#rosie rosenthal#silver bullets#mota writings#fun fact if you’ve gotten to this part in the tags — judy wasn’t even paired up with anyone at first — much less did i think i’d pair#her with rosie!#absolutely no regrets now haha!!!
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i think one relevant thought in regards to criticisms of Aang's character arc and how I don't think most of the discourse comes from a place of actually understanding his character, is that lot of it seems to revolve around the idea that people think that the only valid kind of character arc is about change? Like they think characters HAVE to let go, or that growth necessarily means losing something; a big part about Aang's character is that his beliefs matter but most characters either don't understand them or dont care about them (implicitly mirroring Ozai's own 'WHO CARES, THEY LOST' mentality), so his struggle is in keeping true to his beliefs and ways in a time actively hostile to them, I think?
No that’s 100% true. His big fight the entire time is proving the value of his cultural beliefs in a world which doesn’t understand them but needs them. It’s why I mention in my tags that Aang’s arc was never about being fundamentally changed. He didn’t need an ideological upheaval in order to grow because he wasn’t supposed to grow AWAY from the kindness and value of life that the monks instilled in him. He NEEDED it in order to still see the Fire Nation and Zuko, as worth saving too. (It was Zuko’s role in the narrative to have his ideology drastically changed and shifted!!)
Also the whole loss thing will never not bother me because it essentially implies losing his entire people and culture wasn’t enough. It wasn’t enough that he had to deal with the guilt of being the sole survivor of his people. Of having made a choice that took him away from them when they needed him. How is that not enough? It’s literally what haunts him through book 1. It’s what inspires his rash decisions to go along with plots to figure out the Avatar State too soon. It’s what drives him in book 3 post the failed invasion to decide he CAN’T keep dragging people down with him he HAS to do it alone.
His loss is so big. So incredibly big. I don’t understand how it’s not enough.
#I’m sorry this is kind of a rant lmao#your ask was true tho people have actually argued that Aang didn’t grow#because he didn’t change who he was fundamentally#which ya know fundamentally misunderstands the entire show#and yea people have genuinely argued he didn’t lose enough YOURE totally right about that#anyway I hate it#like really fucking hate it#ATLA#ask#answered#also YEA it DOES mirror Ozai’s mentality!!!#genuinely don’t know if this makes as much sense as I’d like it to but EH#if I didn’t answer now I’d fucking forget
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I need to be put in a waffle iron or something
#i am. really stressed!!#i hate being online i keep losing friends#Majority of them did shitty stuff to me and it makes me so sad#I already have trust problems so when people come and say theyll always be here for me and then the next thing i know im blocked because i#Expressed my discomfort about something shitty they did it makes those trust issues even worse#We were pretty close and now i regret telling him shit because he could use it against me#And im starting to fall out with my “best friend” irl. Everything is making me sick#I can’t do this anymore I really want to disappear#There has to be something about me so repulsive to people#That i just turn them away#its gonna be like that for the rest of my life isnt it? I probably wont even get a partner in the future#I just don’t know why I fuck up every friendship so bad even if it wasnt. My fault#I shouldve kept my mouth shut even if i was uncomfortable#my last friendships ended like this too#I caused a huge server fight by saying I was uncomfy and I’m pretty sure everyone hates me now because of it#even though some said they werent#I am just really lonely and feel like a piece of shit#Because I am one#I don’t really know if I want to keep being here anymore#I genuinely think nobody likes me#Even when I was in school nobody liked me#I was the “weird girl”#I just wish I was normal and likeable and then maybe I’d have friends irl#I don’t know what’s wrong with me and I’ve considered suicide over it multiple times#I ruin everything#My friendships. My life. My parents marriage. My art. Everything.#I doubt anyone will read this or gaf so just. ignore me
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I just love that I can think about something a little too hard and it suddenly feels like it’s real.
I’m sobbing uncontrollably over my grandma dying when she’s literally fine. Girl let’s not do this yet please
#m rambles#tw death mention#I could call her right now#she texted me five minutes ago#yet the grief feels so fucking real#just the thought of losing her one day is enough to feel like I’ve been fucking stabbed#how the hell am I supposed to want to live if living longer means having to live to see that reality?#how am I expected to deal with the thought of her not being there anymore one day?#I’m not even exaggerating about how real rhis feels either#I’ve cried more in this one sitting than I have for everyone else I know who’s passed combined#I just wanna hug her and forget about the world for a while#I’d call her but she always gets on me about this#‘we all die someday honey’ YEAH BUT I CALLED YOU TO FORGET ABOUT THAT FOR A BIT#god damnit#edit: just saw my reflection and my entire face is red and splotchy#I genuinely don’t think I’ve cried this hard…. ever?
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wow this site sure does just keep getting better doesn’t it
#armageddon rambles woah#i’m going down with this ship till the very end but if goes to Shit shit then i may try bluesky. under the same name#but i am open to suggestions#and i’ll always have quotev but it’s not the same in the slightest#and i’ve heard a bit about cohost#those are the two things i’ve considered#i just don’t wanna lose contact with my friends man i genuinely dunno what i’d do if i did
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Oh man I’d forgotten how much I loved this ugly evil rat bastard💕💕💕My awful terrible no good chaotic evil bureaucrat,,,, chia has returned to her roots and they welcome her kindly everyone,,,,
#I hate him soooooooooo much#(dreamily) I want to beat him w hammers#in all seriousness I love him SO much#his writing is so engaging and dynamic#I love mastermind assholes and I love dramatic bitches and baby he’s serving in BOTH#he does not care about winning he does not care about losing. the second you engage in his game he’s won regardless#also him and ging… homotron 100000#free my girl chandler let her atomize him#chia rambles#hxh#pariston hxh#im picking up on the hxh manga now that im up to date w one piece#its the only manga I’d venture to say i love more than op#seeing that one gong page spread genuinely moved me to tears AGAIN#togashi is a master of his craft
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