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Alright besties, a new gen has begun so you know what that means. Itâs family picture day! If you want an idea of how good Jamilah and Niran were at indoctrination, only 3 of their children have children, their oldest child has only been married for 8 years, but they already have almost 13 grandchildren. Todayâs update will be from Jamilahâs pov, with a few interjections from me. Despite how much she thinks she knows everything, she in fact does not. Enjoy!
Hello to my SISTERS in CHRIST! I have been active on this blog for MANY years so I think it would be a great idea to INTRODUCE my FAMILY to you ONCE MORE!
My name is Jamilah (49) and I have been married to my WONDERFUL HUSBAND Niran (54) for 30 years! We have been working DILIGENTLY together to lead the people of TOMARANG to Christ! We, along with a few of my cousins, established a church here that has nearly 100 MEMBERS! Our work is not finished, however, until EVERY knee in Tomarang bends to the Lord!!!!!!!
God has blessed Niran and I with SEVENTEEN children! Out of them, 10 still live at home with us: Blessing-Belle (21), Angel-Gabriel (17), Andrew-Redeemer (15), Heavenly-Rose (14), twins Disciple-Phillip and Noble-Peter (11), twins Mark-Patriot and Liberty-Sue (10), Kathryn-Praise (7) and Hallelujah-Mae (5). Every day spent with them is a TESTAMENT to Godâs GRACE! Also, if you know any ELIGIBLE young men please direct them to my DEAR Blessing-Belle.
My OLDEST SON Arrow-Michael (30) is married to Kanyawan (31), with whom he shares 6 BEAUTIFUL children: Baifern (7), Pimnara (5), twins Cherprang and Adisorn (4), Navin (1), and Kannika (0). Arrow-Michael works hard as a police officer here in Tomarang, while Kanyawan does her DUTY of homeschooling Baifern and minding after the little ones! I am very TOUCHED to see my son life his live in a way that is PLEASING to Christ and continue to pass these TEACHINGS onto his children!!
My second son Courage-John (29) is married to Kimber (27) and has 1 daughter, Darcy (3) and just welcomed his NEW BABY BOY Wilder (0)! Courage-John resides in NEWCREST and works as a journalist for a CONSERVATIVE news outlet. The work he does is very IMPORTANT in a world that values the WOKE AGENDA and suppresses the VOICES of us GOD-HONORING Simericans! I have noticed that Courage-John and Kimber have ABANDONED a few values that they were raised with but they are STILL strong in the faith. I hope they do not waver much more!
The âwaveringâ in question is that Kimber now wears pants sometimes and they pop out kids at a slightly slower rate.
Honor-Luke (27) is married to Kimberâs IDENTICAL TWIN Lauryn (27)! They have 3 children: Lincoln (4), Hope (2), and Hadley (6m). Lauryn is also currently 3 months along with TWIN BOYS! They also live in Newcrest and Honor-Luke works in the tech industry. Like Arrow-Michael, Honor-Luke takes great PRIDE in training his children up in Godâs Word and keeping GOD as the head of his household!
My FOURTH born and ELDEST DAUGHTER Glory-Jane (25) is STILL missing! I PRAY for her safe return!
Janie lives happily alone in San Myshuno, working as a model and actress. Sheâs booked and busy and never coming back lol.
Emmanuel-Paul (23) lives with his wife Desta (23) in Sulani. I did not FULLY approve of their relationship, so I donât have as much CONTACT with my SON as much as I would like!!! Emmanuel-Paul is a marine biologist and APPARENTLY Desta works OUTSIDE THE HOME as a lifeguard. If a woman MUST have a career, I find GALLAVANTING around the beach in a swimsuit to be a DEGRADING one, but it seems her HEADSHIP has no problem with it. From the FEW conversations I have RECENTLY had with Emmanuel-Paul, he insists that God has laid it on his heart to not have children until he and Desta were more âSTABLEâ. There were certainly days where Niran and I were short on FUNDS or PATIENCE but thatâs why we TRUSTED in God!!!! I hate that my son doesnât see children as a BLESSING but rather as a BURDEN!!! While they donât have children, they do raise a CAT together. Iâm SORRY I canât RECALL the little oneâs name right now. A cat isnât a replacement for a SOLDIER in Godâs army anyways!
The catâs name is Piccolo. Sheâs so insufferable. And I donât picture these two having kids at all actually, or at least for the next 10 years. They also arenât religious anymore. Saying that God laid something on his heart was just Mannyâs way of getting Jamilah to not question it.
Blessing-Belleâs TWIN Mercy-Marie (21) just got married to Emery (22) in a GORGEOUS ceremony in San Myshuno. They are heading to their honeymoon in TARTOSA soon! Emery and Mercy-Marie both have their own ONLINE MINISTRIES catering to men and women. I know from EXPERIENCE that itâs a beautiful thing to SPREAD the word of God as a COUPLE.
Then thereâs Sunday-Grace (19). She ACTUALLY still lives with us but thatâs not for long as sheâs ENGAGED to Cameron (23). Cameron does the online ministry ALONGSIDE Emery. Sunday-Grace is excited for the move to San Myshuno and to be entering the HIGHEST CALLING for a woman: a housewife and mother!
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Homesick 07 - you're here, that's the thing
â.àłàż*: Series: sae x f!reader | childhoodlovers!au
Stuck in a small town near the coast with a previous crush on a boy who returns after years
Week 1 - Monday
So here you are, situated across the seat from Sae again. Same small restaurant, even the same waitress, same icy gaze fixed on you except itâs Monday. You felt as if yesterday was Monday.
âSo, do you have any hobbies?â
âI practice my pass for a few hours.â
âI mean, beside soccer? Do you like drawing? or reading?â
âReading is fine.â
âReally? What books do you like to read?â Itâs almost as if you were talking to a wall. Heâll warm up right?
âMargaret Atwoodâ
âThat is the last thing I thought you might even read.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â Sae rises an eyebrow at you
âNothing! I love Margaret Atwood. Sheâs a wonderful writer.â Your defensive mechanism actives, your hands slightly in the air like he was a police officer
âYouâre a writerâ he mentions with an almost unreadable expressionâcuriosity, skepticism, or maybe mild amusement? You couldnât tell.
âThat I am,â you confirm, sitting up a bit straighter. âWhy? Do I not seem like one?â
âNo, you do,â he says, pausing to take a sip of water. âWriters usually talk a lot.â
You blink, caught between being mildly offended and intrigued. âWell, excuse me for trying to have a conversation. Itâs not every day someone admits they read Margaret Atwood.â
âDo you think I just kick a ball around all day?â His eyebrow quirks again, a subtle challenge in his tone.
âHonestly? Kind of,â you reply without missing a beat. The corner of his mouth twitchesâwas that a smile? Almost. âSo, are we talking The Handmaidâs Tale or Oryx and Crake?â
He leans back, crossing his arms. âCatâs Eye. Itâs a good portrayal of memory and rivalry. Realistic.â
âWow, youâre full of surprises,â you say, genuinely impressed. âMaybe Iâll lend you one of my stories sometime.â
âYou think Iâd read them?â
âI mean, if youâre quoting Margaret Atwood, thereâs hope,â you tease.
For the first time that evening, his gaze softens just slightly. âMaybe.â
Itâs not much, but youâll take it. The ice was thinner now. Perhaps by Thursday Itâll be better.
Week 1 - Thursday
âI have to cancel todayâs lunch, I have too many reports to finish Iâm sorry, next Monday is my treat. All of it (;_;)â Your thumb hovers over the send button, nervous and anxious how heâd react to this. With a quick swipe, you hesitantly hit send. Life loves being rough on you, only now did you just start getting along with Sae but your class by the last minute just had to upload an assignment by which was due tonight.
Your phone buzzes almost instantly. His reply is blunt: âYou couldâve just said no earlier.â
The words make you wince, and you stare at the screen for a moment, unsure how to respond. You type out several drafts of a replyâapologies, justifications, even something defensiveâbut none feel quite right. Finally, you settle on a simple, âI didnât know until this morning. Sorry.â
The message goes unanswered for hours, leaving a heavy pit in your stomach. Was he actually upset? You try to focus on your assignment, but the tension keeps nagging at you. You replay the past few days in your head, wondering if canceling lunch was enough to undo the tentative progress youâd made with him.
By evening, youâre half-convinced youâve ruined everything when your phone buzzes again. The message is short, almost indifferent: âDonât forget Monday.â
Relief floods through you, though his detached tone lingers in your mind. Was this his way of brushing things off, or was there still some lingering irritation? You decide not to press your luck, resolving to make next Mondayâs lunch worth it. For now, you focus on finishing your assignment, the weight of his words slowly fading but not entirely gone.
Week 2 - Monday
By the time you arrive at the small restaurant, Sae is already seated, his usual calm demeanor in place as he scrolls through his phone. The sight eases some of your nerves, though the memory of his curt response on Thursday still lingers in your mind.
You slide into the seat across from him, offering a tentative smile. âHey, sorry if I kept you waiting.â
âYouâre on time,â he replies, setting his phone down. His tone is neutral, but thereâs something about the way he studies you for a moment that makes you feelâŠseen.
The waitress appears with the menus, but Sae waves her off. âWeâll have the lunch set,â he says simply, glancing at you for confirmation. You nod, grateful he remembered your preference.
As the meal arrives, Sae seems quieter than usualânot cold, but thoughtful.
As the meal winds down, Sae surprises you by lingering over his tea, glancing out the window. Usually, heâs the first to signal the end of lunch, but today, he seems content to let the moment stretch a little longer.
âI wasnât upset about Thursday,â he says suddenly, catching you off guard. âI just donât like last-minute changes.â
The admission is so uncharacteristic that it takes you a second to respond. âI figured,â you say softly. âStill, Iâm sorry. It wasnât fair to you.â
He nods, as if accepting your apology, then stands. âNext time, donât cancel.â
Thereâs no heat in his words, just a quiet assurance that surprises you. As he walks to the counter to pay, you canât help but feel that, in his own way, this was his version of an apology too.
Week 2 - Tuesday
The doorbell rings, and you rush over to greet the customer, only to find Sae standing there.
âSae, I thought you were off today?â you ask, blinking in surprise.
âI am. I have practice in a few hours,â he replies evenly. âI wanted a cup of coffee.â
âNo sugar, but cream, right?â you say, recalling his usual order.
He nods, his gaze steady on you. âYou remembered.â
You laugh lightly as you step behind the counter to prepare his coffee. âItâs not that hard. Youâre one of the few who keeps it simple.â As you work, the silence stretches, but it doesnât feel awkward. When you hand him the cup, he takes it, his fingers brushing yours briefly.
âThanks,â he says, his voice softer than usual. He doesnât leave immediately, instead leaning against the counter as if debating whether to say more. âDid you need anything else?â You question with a soft smile
âNoâ
You nod, feeling like thereâs more beneath his words. Before you can press further, he straightens, giving you a small nod. âSee you later.â
And just like that, heâs gone, leaving you with the faint impression that these small, fleeting moments with him mean more than he lets on.
Week 2 - Thursday
The world is blanketed in white glitter snow, the cold bits your nose, leaves your toes frozen and numbly cold. You know what else the cold gives you? Coughing, sneezing, running noses even worse a stuffy nose so you canât breathe in your new candle scent, Gingerbread Cookie by the way. You remembered Saeâs words âNext time, donât cancelâ and yet you break that forbidden promise with much guilt. You open the messages app, look for his name which pops up instantly. Forgive me.
âI may or may not have to cancel todayâ send
read. (instantly)
âwhyâ
âI got really sick (ïŒ-âà±Șâ-) â
âand you might have to cover for me on Tuesdayâ
âIâm coming over, Mariaâs sending me to give you some food.â
You spring out of bed in a panic, your heart racing. You glance at yourself in the mirror and cringeâwhat a mess! You're wearing dinosaur pajamas, and you didn't even bother to brush your teeth this morning. You told yourself it was fine because you were feeling sick and needed the extra sleep. Without realizing it, you leave the text on read as you rush to get ready. You quickly brush your teeth, comb your hair, and apply a touch of pink chapstick, hoping it'll make you look less like you've just rolled out of a grave.
As youâre finishing up, there's a knock at the door. Your stomach does a nervous flipâwhy does the idea of seeing him in person always leave you on edge? You quickly wipe your hands on your shirt and rush to the door, trying to act as if youâve got everything together, even though you definitely donât.
When you open it, there he isâSae, standing with a paper bag in one hand and an expression that could only be described as slightly amused. The cool air from outside drifts in, and you realize just how freezing it is, but it hardly seems to phase him.
âMaria said you needed some food.â He holds out the bag, his eyes scanning your appearance.
You force a smile, trying to play it off. âI appreciate it. Seriously, you didnât have to.â
âI did. Youâre not going to get better if you donât eat,â he replies, his tone surprisingly firm. Itâs strange, but you almost feel⊠cared for? His eyes soften as you take the bag from him. âYou should rest more, not worry about lunch.â
âYeah, I knowâŠâ You mutter, unsure whether to invite him in or just thank him and let him go. âHowâs your practice going?â
âItâs fine. Itâs always fine,â he says with a casual shrug, clearly not wanting to get into specifics.
âYeah, well, Iâm sure youâre a pro at this point,â you tease, hoping to lighten the mood. âThanks again for bringing this over.â
âAre you alone?â Sae presses, his gaze a little sharper now, like he's trying to figure something out. His usual cool demeanor is tinged with a hint of concernâor is it curiosity?
You blink, thrown off guard. âYeah, Iâm alone. Why?â you ask, trying to mask the unease in your voice.
He doesnât immediately answer, just tilts his head slightly, as if weighing your words. His eyes flicker around the room, noting the quiet atmosphere before landing back on you. âDonât think I care or anything, Maria asked me.â
You stare at him for a moment, caught off guard by the sudden shift. âMaria asked you?â you repeat, still processing what just happened. He doesn't wait for you to finish your sentence, stepping past you and into the room like itâs the most natural thing in the world.
âYeah, sheâs worried. Said youâre too stubborn to take care of yourself,â Sae replies nonchalantly, as he slips off his shoes and places them neatly by the door. Itâs like heâs done this a thousand times before, walking into someoneâs house with little regard for personal boundaries.
You blink, slightly overwhelmed by his confidence. âYou donât have toââ
âRelax,â he interrupts, cutting you off. âIâm just making sure you donât collapse from being too sick to notice.â He sets the paper bag down on the kitchen counter, then starts looking around like heâs deciding where to place it. Youâre frozen, caught between the shock of his boldness and the odd feeling that heâs genuinely trying to help.
He notices your hesitation and finally glances back at you, raising an eyebrow. âYou got a problem with me being here?â
âUh, no,â you stammer, still processing. âI just wasnât expecting... this.â
âWhats your symptoms?â Sae ask going straight into questioning
âUh, I have a fever and stuffy nose sometimes itâs runnyâ itâs in between and my throat kind of hurts, oh and a really bad headacheâŠâ Sae nods as you rattle off your symptoms, his expression serious, almost clinical as if heâs trying to diagnose you himself. âSounds like youâre not just dealing with a simple cold,â he mutters, stepping over to the counter where youâve left a few medicine bottles. His eyes scan the labels quickly before he looks back at you. âYouâve been taking anything for it?â
You nod, rubbing your forehead. âYeah, Iâve been taking some cold meds, but theyâre not really helping much. I think I might need something stronger.â
âProbably,â Sae agrees, clearly not impressed by the half-hearted attempt. He walks to the kitchen, his gaze never leaving you as if heâs assessing whether youâll collapse at any moment. âSit down,â he commands.
You blink, a little thrown by his sudden authority, but you obey, sitting down on the couch. Saeâs movements are efficient as he starts pulling things out of the paper bag he brought earlier. He places a thermos on the table, some kind of herbal tea, and a small packet of tissues.
âDonât argue,â he says, catching your eye before you can protest. âDrink the tea. Itâll help with the throat and headache.â
You hesitate but follow his orders. âSince when did you become doctor?
âI took care of my brother when he was sick like this.â You grow quiet, every time the topic of his brother was brought up you noticed the atmosphere would change. âYou must love himâ
His eyes are looking away from you, and his mouth seems to not nudge a sound. âYou should rest.â He says
âNo.â You reject quickly.
âCan you not be stubborn? I came all the way here.â
âIts just⊠I get scary dreams when Iâm sick. Last time I had a dream where food was trying to eat me.â
âGoâ Sae's command is firm, and for a moment, you hesitate, caught between your reluctance to admit vulnerability and the strange sense of calm that his presence seems to bring. You open your mouth to argue, but something about the way heâs looking at youâhis sharp gaze softened by a hint of concernâmakes you stop.
"Go to bed," he repeats, his tone unwavering. âIâm not leaving until you rest.â
You sigh, knowing youâve lost this battle. The last thing you want is to talk more about your dreams, but you canât help the feeling that Saeâs insistence is rooted in something deeper. Still, you let the conversation drop, reluctantly standing up from the couch and heading to your room.
Sae follows behind, still watching you carefully. The room feels a little warmer, more comforting than it did before. The silence between you two is thick, but itâs not uncomfortable. Itâs just... different. You crawled under the covers, gaining more warmth like it was heavenâs light. Sae slowly steps out till he heard his name called âSae?âŠThank you.â You mumble with an opia
âCan youâŠstay? Till Iâm asleep?â Sae breaths through his nose, exhaling. He pulls a chair and sits it near you. As you close your eyes, nostalgia creeps in your brain, You can almost hear your mamaâs lullaby hushing you asleep. Nights like these remind you when mama took care of you, her gentle hand smoothing your head. Before you knew it, small snores leave your mouth.
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THIS!!!!! I absolutely believe this and itâs 10009% canon in my brain
Roy is objectively an academic (ehmâŠ.NERD) so I fully believe that he was so focused on alchemy as a study that he never cared to pursue any relationships before going to Berthold. He might not have even had many friends as a kid either bc of his dedication to the science. I also wouldnât be suprised if his auntâs profession left him a bit of an outcast bc kids can be mean and society hates sex workers.
I also believe the age gap made it so he never considered Riza that way. Then he left for the academy and if he ever lost his virginity, it would have been there. However, even at the academy his goals were probably still the only thing he really cared about.
I definitely donât believe he dated after the war for like a bijilion reasons, including the ones you mentioned.
When his relationship with Riza changed and he was left feeling SUPER confused internally. So if he did lose her virginity to her after they started working together, there would have been a LOT of mental barriers for him to work through to get to that point.
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Now when it comes to Riza Iâm a little bit more unsure. I do think that itâs entirely plausible for her to have made it out of the academy a virgin and basically go through the same trauma/arc as Roy. But I also think, like Roy, her best shot at having sex would have been during the academy.
Unlike Roy, though, I think her childhood trauma (neglect, abuse, abandonment, etc) may have pushed her to seek comfort and human connection in whatever way she could get it. ( @lantur explored this idea super well in her Delicate btw) I can see a world in which Rizaâs desire for love and affection pushed her to explore her sexuality. After Ishval, though, I doubt she continued any sexual activity.
Once she started to have feelings for Roy (or once her childhood crush came back) there was no one she wanted to have sex with more. For her, finally sleeping with him would have been way easier then I think it was for him.
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And in case anyone is wondering why bother to question the sexual history of blorbosâŠ
I do think itâs worth pointing out that while FMA isnât sexual in any way, it doesnât shy away from discussing sexuality as an important part of humanity (ie Lust and Greed).
Plus Royâs who shtick is being a lazy, himbo, womanizer and itâs canonically proven that 2/3 of that persona is false. I think itâs fair to question if that final third is completely false or just exaggerated. And also the whole part where he grew up around escorts.
Like FMAB doesnât shy away from opening up a discussion about sexuality as a part of human experience so I think itâs fair to question how the characters in the universe express their sexuality.
Ok hear me out but I can totally see Roy Mustang being a 30 year old virgin
Like we know that he spent at least some of his adolescence in the Hawkeyeâs home learning alchemy and I doubt Berthold gave him much free time to cultivate any sort of relationships, except maybe with Riza, but even then sheâs four years younger than him so I think their friendship would be limited back then.
Then he goes straight to the military academy where itâs mostly men (I donât believe we saw any women in the OVA episode and if there were any we can assume there are seperate barracks. Weâre also assuming heâs not attracted to men even though I also love and accept bisexual Roy headcanon) and frat laws are enforced so not many options there.
Then itâs straight to Ishval where he gets unbelievably traumatised and comes out so self loathing I doubt he ever even considers the possibility of dating.
Now I hear you say âbut he grew up in a brothel!â to which I say EXACTLY! He saw how his aunt and sisters used menâs sexuality as a weakness to exploit and blackmail them, so Roy is very conscious NOT to do that, instead twisting it to make it seem like heâs one of those men when in actuality heâs working with the girls.
Idk how much I actually believe this theory, but itâs definitely plausible. There are also moments where he 10000% had the opportunity to lose his v card (preferably with Riza Hawkeye, who I can very easily make the same argument about) and maybe he took that opportunity, who knows.
Heâs also such a nerd I doubt he cared much about dating before the war.
Anyway, regardless I fully believe heâll never confirm or deny anything, simply to keep the mystery alive.
#fullmetal alchemist#fma#fmab#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#roy mustang#headcanon#riza hawkeye#Royai
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oh ding dang it finally happened guess i should draw something huh đ€ maybe like a skeleton comic hmm... nah no one wants to see that đ
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to no ones surprise more of my special guy
#mu qingfang#svsss#my usual meow meow doodles from class lol#save me mqf save me#speaking of which. how many people still know me as the mqf guy from 2 years ago#if you do i have to thank you and you would be correct he has been passively in my brain this whole time#actually i recently actively got back to one project i started year ago i might post something for it some time in the future#but you didnt hear it from me#aaaaanyhow#also gotta say that compared to 2 years or even a year ago#mqf with mustache is MUCH more prevalent now in the tag than he used to be which fills me with glee hahha#of course any and every mqf is beautiful and wonderful and brilliant#but i am obviously biased
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this tree from my new drawing looking goated afffffff đđ
#yes this is a nel/vas drawing get off međ#text#i wanted everyone to see it but also since i draw on paper in total silence i think a lot about everything so i wanted to voice some -#- thoughts too's. tbh i've been veeery self indulgent lately#actually i'm happy that n*lv*s is getting actual hits out of me that i like looking at#especially on-paper stuff that i can recall being fun for me to draw. all traditional art is fun to draw#and digital has turned into an actual task for me (only sometimes tho maybe i;m lying.. mspaint we're still bffs)#i think i just don't see the joy in trying to scrap up a ''' finished ''' piece in an art program .. pencil i love you and i love the -#- feeling of it scratching along the paper....sigh............ Rabu#i don't want my blog or thoughts to turn into traditional art suck-off ventures bc ik not everyone can get into it for many possible -#- reasons but if u feel like it U can ok? do it for Pencilâïž and for me? for silusvesuius? đ đđđđ đđđđđđđ đđđ#but Lord i hope i don't also come off as one of those people that r like 'to improve in art just draw that one fictional character u -#- rly like đđ' bruh gtfo my face with that.#i'm noticing 'improvement' in my stuff mainly...i think... because i'm always striving to impress#not so much other people that are here just for my art but more so myself#i have a very huge ego (Mind Battle)#also it makes me sad to think about how big egos or genuine (not obnoxious) flauntiness are looked down on#and i can tell bc i used to look down on people that would express the things i'm expressing now#especially in art focused spaces. now i'd rather be in a circle of artists that love to J*rk off their own brain for it's ideas -#-and talent than be w/ very self-conscious artists that are never expressing pride about any of their work#worse if it's to the point where they actively start to fish for compliments bc of it#fishing for compliments is always OK i just wish it didn't stem from insecurity in that context if that makes sense#but maybe that's very easy for me to say and admit bc i did develop a very big ego around my art and ... Creativity? like it's a sims skill#not that i still don't seek out 'attention' or compliments from others to soothe myself but hmmmmmm i hope u feel me.#it just turns me into a very competitive person#who am i competing with? Myself#i'm always in 'you can do better Because you're YOU' mode#which is much better i believe than comparing yourself 2 other artists#i don't think a lot of people read my tag ramblings but if u do i wonder how one feels about a very pompous artist#like me .......(?)
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Excellent post op, mind if I hop on?
Chosen uses his feet to fly exactly once. On Reddit.
Also text isnât the only thing Chosen can eat with his pac-man mouth! In AvA2 he gobbles up several menu buttons as noogai is activating the antivirus.
(I do wanna note as an aside that Chosen actually isnât unique in his ability to eat things that arenât food, as weâve seen Purple eat League data and we all know about Blueâs escapadesâŠbut he is still the only one with a mouth.)
Itâs interesting that he doesnât need the mouth to breathe fire but has used it when breathing fire anyway. I wonder if that means anything. (I once tried to figure out how many different fire-powers Chosen has by how the fire is stylized and whether certain stylizations correlate with how he uses it, since Darkâs fireballs are stylized very differently from the fire he uses to fly with; I failed because Chosenâs fire was animated differently in every episode of season 2 đ)
Thank you for emphasizing the lack of damage Chosen suffers from the vira-tech, as opposed to Orange. I've always found it interesting that Orange had visible wounds while Chosen didn't.
Also youâve already pointed out the weather/cloud thing regarding his lightning, but something else interesting about his storm powers: of the three times heâs used them, he was only in the air for two, and both times he stopped using his fire to fly yet he remained in the air.
As for his vacuum-punch, as my discord friends call it, he does use it twice in The Flashback but the first time we actually see it is during his Return!
Interestingly, the Adobe debris seems to get pulled into it when he uses it here
(Would you believe I've been watching this series since 2017 and yet I only just noticed Chosen's double-jump for the first time earlier this year?)
Also Chosen has only said one word ever in his life.
Well, now that AvA 11 has put my heart in a wood chipper, let's finally get around to making a post about Chosen's powers! Which I've been meaning to do since I made my post about Dark's powers! Yippee!
(This post will contain no AvA 11 spoilers or screenshots, for the record.) (It is, however, very gif heavy, as a lot of their abilities/the examples I have are best viewed in motion.)
Like the Dark post, this isn't meant to criticize how anyone portrays Chosen's abilities. This is just a reference for what powers they're shown to have in canon, and how they seem to work. With that said, let's get into it.
Unlike Dark, Chosen never got any sort of power boosting/altering item (as of the time of writing, anyways). Their power set is straightforward, and largely consistent throughout the series. Most of the powers they have as of season 3, they've been shown to have had since AvA 2, excluding a handful of one-off abilities I'll make note of at the end.
Starting off with powers they share with Dark, and also their most used power, pyrokinesis. Their pyrokinesis seems to function pretty much identically to Dark's. They can fly, breathe fire, and throw fire as a projectile.
They're also shown setting themselves on fire, usually in a large, explosive blaze, which Dark is not shown doing.
And an interesting note: Chosen (and Dark too) seems to only produce fire from their hands and mouth. This appears to be true largely due to the fact that they only ever use their mouth or hands, even to fly, even when propelling themselves some other way may be more convenient.
I feel I should note here, as I said in the Dark post, that Chosen does not seem to be able to create 'fire bombs'. So far, the only characters shown to have that ability are Dark and Firefox.
They also share the heightened strength and resilience Dark has. Alongside this, Chosen seems to be resistant to deletion, being attacked by both Dark with the V blade, and the Virabots, multiple times, and showing no signs of the deletion that RYGB experienced, or even the physical damage sustained by Orange at Dark's hands.
Getting out of shared abilities, another common power of theirs is their lazer eyes. Able to cut through solid concrete, and the limbs of Virabots. They also seem to have a physical force to them, and can set things on fire.
They also have cryokinesis, the ability to create and control ice. They're able to create truly massive icebergs, and apparently also freeze themselves. Presumably, similarly to how their pyrokinesis seems to work, they likely have a resistance/immunity to freezing, hypothermia, etc as a result of this power, though that is largely speculative on my part.
I've seen people say before that Chosen seems to gain new powers sometimes, and I think they're usually talking about this ability or the next one I'll mention, but they've both been present since AvA 2!
Speaking of, they have... either electricity powers, or some sort of storm manipulation, I'm actually not 100% sure what's going on here.
They're capable of controlling/summoning electricity/lightning, but every time they do it, a storm cloud also forms. So... /shrug. Make of that what you will, I guess.
This ability does not seem to give them an immunity to electricity, much like electric eels.
Not totally certain if this counts as a power or not, but I have to make note of the pac-man mouth. What even is this thing (affectionate)
They can eat text, and breathe fire via this mouth. (Though it doesn't seem like the pac-man mouth is required for them to breathe fire, as they don't appear to use it in Wanted or The Box, despite breathing fire multiple times.)
This next part is where I'm gonna list all the powers that Chosen only uses once/a handful of times, and that don't seem to be directly linked to their other abilities in any way.
First up, in AvA 2, they double jump exactly once and never again. Please bring this back it's so unreasonably funny
The rest of their one-off powers come from season 2.
In The Chosen One's Return, they use some kind of golden wave attack to force the Virabot out of control of the PC, and back into a form that they can actually attack (and ultimately defeat). This attack seems to weaken the virus in some way, though it's not entirely clear why.
Also in this episode, we see Chosen create a Wifi portal for the first time. Some kind of white light appears, before the portal opens up under their hand. It's unclear if this is an ability unique to Chosen or not, but we also don't see them do this again after this moment.
And finally, in The Flashback, twice during the fight with Dark in their workshop, Chosen throws a punch that's surrounded by a swirling white light of some sort. It's very unclear what this is, or what it does exactly.
Good lord Chosen has a lot of powers. I guess they live up to their name??
I might make another post like this for Orange at some point, though I have a hunch that that would end up being outdated pretty quickly. Will probably do it anyways tho, if just for the sake of completing the set. That'd end up being a Lot of speculation tho, so...
#thank you so much for this post op#animator vs animation analysis#seriously watch that scene frame-by-frame#several frames get reused and THAT appears EVERY TIME that one frame comes back#I may have to concede to the people that call him silly#you can pry comically-serious Chosen from my hands but y'all may have a point
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Some losers are clogging the death note tags with AI art. DN fandom⊠please stop interacting with AI & hyping these people up. We have SO many talented artists constantly contributing to the flow of beautiful fanart free of charge. There is literally no fucking reason to generate DN fanart (unless you get a kick out of destroying the planet).
The person I just saw doing this was also selling prints, itâs literally a grift at the expense of the planet & especially toward people living in areas that the climate catastrophe is affecting the most. Please do not waste your time, attention, or money on AI.
#death note#death note fanart#itâs just wild to me that anyone would even think to do that when the fandom is still WILDLY active#thereâs no justification!#also like⊠if youâre going to buy a print why the fuck wouldnât you choose to support an actual artist?#spending money on an AI generated fanart is like half a step away from how pointless buying an NFT is. please understand this#sheepishvagabond-shinigamijack and yuzimi-online are doing this shamelessly#salgrart too i think (?) but there is no disclosure anywhere on their blog. It just reeeeaallly looks like it#i was only scrolling the tag for a few minutes and ran into those three so i am sure there are many more. please just block them#that sheep person is using ai to generate L piss kink audios please just fucking kill me#turning water into waste both literally and metaphorically. wonderful
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thinking a lot about separatist attitudes on here that have done more harm than good in the past
remembering how when i was younger it was common to reblog posts about discrimination etc with a disclaimer in ur tag that you don't personally experience what's being talked about, or at least something on ur blog listing out ur privileges. and like, privacy concerns aside, i also remember when it then became Problematic to do tags because it's a Reminder to the minority op that... other people exist and were trying to make the post about themselves or something?
like maybe the argument was that it came off like a way to get points for reblogging a post about oppression while not experiencing it urself, even though... in my experience the reason we did that was because our identity labels determined what we could/couldn't do in the eyes of our surveilling mutuals. if i reblogged a post about racism without clarifying my own identity, people might assume i wasn't white and put my opinions through a lens i shouldn't have had, because i also fully believed the idea that only people who experience a thing can have valid opinions on it.
it also determined whether you were Allowed to reblog posts with certain slurs, or reblog posts about something as simple as listening to music if it was from a blog with bpd in the handle but you didn't have bpd because listening to music with a mental illness makes it... different somehow. so you needed to be as transparent as possible so people could judge your morality appropriately and it was normal to want that because otherwise what are you trying to hide and don't you want to improve? etc. and i do think, superiority complexes aside, people did think they were doing a good thing when they'd send me asks like "hey you reblogged a video where a black person says the n slur but you're white so you shouldn't be communicating that by extension!!!"
like of course we have to keep our own privileges in mind when discussing certain topics. it does have an impact, something something intersectionality. but the culture around this being SO micromanagy and invasive seemed to create more divides because relating to people with different experiences was Bad and trying to be supportive was impossible to do in The Right Way.
we need to be more critical of the info we get, of course! but being in a tumblr sphere where you could only listen to minorities about their oppression meant that when some black blogger said it was fetishistic to find people of color attractive, i went "okay i won't do that then!!" instead of realizing... hey maybe barring myself off from finding anyone who isn't white attractive as an attempt to not be racist is in fact looping right back around to being racist. you need to be mindful of what that attraction entails and how to go about relationships fairly etc, but it was basically asking us to find people of color unattractive????? which kinda sounds fucked up!
and that doesn't even begin to cover how so many minorities have different opinions on things, and then i later realized if i could be wrong and change my opinions about things related to my own identity that's not a solid mindset to have. "listen to minorities instead of platforming oppressors about these matters" got totally misconstrued into listening to takes that make no sense from 15yr olds who had been identifying as lesbians for 2 months total, because ur made out to be an idiot who can't think for urself if you don't share an experience. i say this as a lesbian but lesbians seemed to spearhead so much aphobia that it was justified because welp, gotta listen to lesbians and other queer people about this even though they haven't yet unpacked the personal issues that come along with intersectionality yet! and ofc, ignoring the queer people who did support aces and aros because that was decided to be homophobic to do.
i think we can go forward into these conversations consciously without going so hard about it that we end up creating new walls between us and anyone different, but thinking it's okay because These Walls Say I'm A Good Person For It. like, back to the disclaimer tagging, i feel like if i made a post abt lesbian stuff and ppl were tagging it with a disclaimer abt being straight it would be weird but appreciated that it's solidarity from people i wouldn't have expected it from at the time.
i also think that having microlabels and split attraction and all these different ways of letting people embrace queer relatability (for example, since this applies to some things more than others) even if they're not the traditional definition of the label is a good thing because more investment and support for an oppressed community can only be a good thing in the end. but no, you can't have an icon of a character of color if ur white, even though doing so would help other people find the show and therefore support it!
we are all so much more similar than we are different and as long as people are mindful of their experiences versus those of others in the right contexts, and as much as i get why people did want to treat their tumblr circles like locked forums where they wouldn't have to deal with cis people asking questions or having misconceptions on their posts... i just don't think the infighty/hostile ways we went about it and still do go about it sometimes ended up as helpful as people treated it to be.
but whatever, tumblr is tumblr.
#txt#i do wonder how many of these ppl were psyops or influenced by it but at the same time#i do think things got so intense so often bc at least as a teen i was following a lot of other teens and ppl more newly realizing#their identities or that the discrimination they'd faced was something they were allowed to be mad about etc#so tumblr being a Safe Space meant people could be more raw about it and outraged and channeling that into#i guess punching down at times but also well-meaning misguided attempts to make things easier for people like them#you can't have One Big Public Online Safe Space so ofc that went horribly#anyway it's no wonder mixing this sort of Activism with people also blogging about kids cartoons resulted in... everything tumblr now is#i imagine a lot of people didn't have this same particular experience but i think it explains a lot of why i am the way i am now lmao :')#one callout and ur life was over so thank you anxiety medication and friends i can actually trust for helping dig me out of#the social scene where that was the case#still. in the year of our lord 2024 i did have to deal with someone who was exactly like this still#and almost 30 years old!#it rly depends on how hard you go into the echo chambers i guess#for how much you can actually see other people as just as human as you are
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in general, sometimes i really wonder what sort of impression i make on this place
#some told me (ily muach) but this sort of question do appear sometimes#like i know my personality and such#but like writing wise#and like from things i do here i really wonder how people see me#probably because im also new here and a bit tmi but this is like the most active i have been in socmed after quite a l o n g while#everyone here has been nothing but kind to me tho ily everyone#im glad im here hahaha#maybe one day i will talk about how happy i am whenever i talk to someone here#as a shy person it really means a lot to me haha#okay this is getting embarassing but yeah that question does exist#babblings#it's been 3 work days right so yeah let me be noisy this once again#or maybe i should make another blog that i treat like a priv acc and i dump everything there#hey thats a good idea actually#there are many things i want to say but all in all im really happy to be here. thank you everyone#i am still learning on how to express it and about interaction all in all as i am still as much of as a grandma as when i first start#but there is that. ily everyone#just putting this out here for a bit haha. might as well
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#exams did go fairly well#hopefully nothing worse than a B but i think an A is certainly possible in at least one of them#so hopefully đ„čđ„č#i did study quite a bit not as much as i hoped for but a step up from my lack of effort the last few weeks#so hopefully i can get back to better routines now#i mean i do know probably many didn't study at all for these exams as they were not that serious#buuut if you want a good grade i feel like you have to at least i studied for like 2-3 days altough i would have liked to study for a week#also my schedule is just insane i think but then maybe it's just me idk#my time management is not the best but i still wonder how others would do with so many classes and extra activities#i have like 20 classes this semester + 2 exams i intend to take extra#i'm not attending all of them that wouldn't be possible and i'm not sure i can take all the exams but i'm happy if I manage like 17 or so#but like a normal amount is 10 classes a semester in my country but in reality most students don't take this many either#well i'm basically enrolled in two programms atm so there's that ig#but often i'm just wondering when i'm gonna study#i also play tennis a lot and competiting for my club (at a rec level)#and i'm training for this entrance exam for sports (i'm currently studying teaching with other subjects + English)#altough this is making me question if i'm fit for this everyday đ« i'm fairly good at 2 things ball sports and just like general athleticism#we also need to dance do gymnastics and swim i struggle with all of them#i'm not fast enough at swimming and my technique is bad i can't even do a cartwheel and a bad dancer đ#the requirements are really high though i mean when i think of people i know from tennis or football no one would even get there closely#like i was the fastest at my former football club (and at every uni football course) and i might just barely cut it for sprinting#and i'm really quite athletic when playing tennis my opponents always notice and coordinated in sports as well#but somehow coordination for gymnastics is not the same?đ
how can i be so graceful playing tennis and most sports with balls but so clumsy#otherwise like doing a handstand... no balance đ„Č#but anyways i also do like general fitness stuff going to the gym running a bit and trying to eat healthy#but my studying hours are very limited often tmrw i have uni from half 2 until 8pm in the evening and i have a preparation course for sports#before uni starts at half 10#i just really get the urge to drop everything sometimes đ„Č i also wanna see friends again more not just at uni and in the bus#i miss my semesters with 10 courses a week it was beautiful so much freedom and free time đ„č#uni was so enjoyable back then... don't get me wrong i enjoy most of my uni courses what i not enjoy is not having any time to myself
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i do think being unconditionally loved is an experience that can be so so healing actually. it cant ever fix anything alone but to feel loved and valued and considered is something that makes carrying burdens just that little bit easier. to trust that youre someone they think about when youre not around, because they tell you. to feel like youre someone important to them because they tell you. to feel safe in knowing youre not being too intense, too annoying, too much, because everything you offer is offered right back without a seconds hesitation. this isnt something i ever thought id get to have, but i found it when i wasnt even looking. and no, it still isnt easy. it doesn't change most things. but it gives you a reason to try.
#not to get sappy or anything#nyxtalks#feelings warning ahead#i don't know i guess im all up in my feelings but. just knowing someone thinks about me when im not around has been kinda life changing#it seems so silly. to put so much weight on just 'hey youre not here but i wanted to tell you this'#but i genuinely mean it when i say that i didnt think id ever have it. that i thought it was asking too much to expect people to remember#i exist when im not actively forcing my presence on them. but she makes it feel like the easiest thing in the world to do#and it makes me want to believe that i deserve that because shes one of the most wonderful people ive ever had the pleasure of knowing#and if /she/ can see that in /me/ then who am i to tell her shes wrong?#i do still worry about so much. i do still think horrible things about myself. those things dont just go away#just because of a little consideration. but i want to see the person she sees. i want to be worthy of the love she shows me#i wish i could tell the person sobbing on their bathroom floor in January about how she doesnt stop. how she manages to be everything#you could possibly want without ever even asking.#i dont want to misrepresent how hard it still is. its not changed. but i think i value myself just a fraction more now#talking to her has also helped my understand myself a lot. introspect on so many things#maybe its not the healthiest take to want to be doing better for somebody elses sake but.#is wanting to do her proud really so bad?
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getting very close to the point I stopped back when I first saw the show (pretty sure I stopped around the end of season 2 because I got so pissed with how it was going I never bothered with season 3) so here's a non comprehensive list of things I completely forgot about that happens in the magicians
eliot's clay-golem and subsequent coma after the golem dies while he's possessing it
the whole cacodemon thing
Quentin gets possessed and almost killed by niffin-Alice
mayakovsky shows up again in season 2 and is like. Penny's mentor for a little bit
magic gets fucked up for everybody because ember took a shit in the wellspring
Raynard the fox's demigod son is a highly favored and successful us senator who has accidentally and unknowingly been using his extremely powerful innate magic abilities to win at politics
the temporary alliance between Julia and the Beast
ok circling back to the Alice possessing Quentin thing most of the time when they're depicting the possession it's with Olivia Taylor Dudley as just Alice with the understanding that everyone else sees Quentin but there's like a 10 second scene with like 1 line where it's just Jason Ralph and holy SHIT it's really good they should've done that more I love it when someone is acting as a different character pretending to be their usual character and it was pulled off soooo well for just those few seconds that I wanted to see more of it so bad it's not even funny. anyways
julia does war crimes against sentient trees
THE BANK HEIST EPISODE!!!!
I was going to end the list here but it won't let me delete this bullet point so I'll take the opportunity to say that I like Fen way more than I did back when I first watched the show. she's cool.
#howling#the magicians rewatch#btw I wonder how many of you have blocked that tag yet. lol#but yeah I think I blocked out a lot of season 2#because I was just SO pissed that the one openly gay character got forced into a straight marriage#where due to magic he cant ever get out of it and can't be with anyone else ever again without risk of ACTUAL DEATH#and its all portrayed as Eliot 'growing up' and his attempts at getting around it are kind of depicted as being immature and Wrong#which is still. you know. fucking YIKES#and I still fucking hate it but the show is also just filled with fucked up and unfair shit happening to everybody in general#so i can at least acknowledge that it kind of tracks with what this show tends to pull#not happy about it but like. y'know.#there's literally an abortion subplot this season. whatever#<- these are also reminders that no matter what I say about this show I do NOT recommend watching the magicians#in fact I would actively discourage it entirely. dont do it. don't make my same mistakes
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in all seriousness i 90% sure im going to quit my job tomorrow and for a while i will have just enough money to live on and will have to spruce up my resume and job hunt and stress but MY GOD i need to do something else because this is making me suicidal
#like actively suicidal. wanting to die in a way i have not since highschool. literally woke up and thought 'i dont want to be here anymore'#and then couldnt make myself get out of bed until like 10 minutes before i had to leave the house for job 2#i know its unprofessional but i pretty much...quiet quit i guess. i worked from home for like a month straight without telling my boss#and she called yesterday wondering about it and the whole time the only thing i could think of was 'you didnt even know for a MONTH#thats how little people communicate around here#the office culture is toxic. the people are self absorbed and shut me out. ive gone through like 6 big life events and no one knows because#no one in that office cares enough to ask. and even if i volunteer the most i get is a 'wow that wild look at this tiktok yeah anyway'#im so burnt out. i have 1 day of rest and i dont get to do that at all. so no like im not going to get up get dressed sit in traffic park#on the street because a year later they still havent given me a clicker for the parking lot and sit in the back of a warehouse for hours#talking to no one. ive literally gone days without talking to anyone there. its so lonely.#theres only so many audiobooks and podcasts and albums you can listen to before you think 'i would be ok getting hit by a truck tomorrow'#im going to hate these next few months but i just need time#and the lord works in mysterious ways because my other boss just started talking about hiring for mon/tues which are the days i work bad jo#so i would at least get those hours until i find something else stable. im going to try very hard not to be mean about it but im like...#hey girl this place sucks ass and you know it. im not negotiating#but thanks for that raise 9 months late#im giving you three weeks for find a replacement and i dont care if you fire me in that time#il work from home or panera or starbucks or library but im not stepping in that office again unless its for my minifridge and heater
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The THING is. When people (I am including myself in this) try to talk about how "Why is there overall less of an emphasis on women's stories and female characters and f/f shipping, especially when according to the stats we see being shared, fandom is significantly populated by queer women, hmm this seems a bit strange," there's ALMOST ALWAYS this assumption that it comes from a place of gender essentialism or purity culture or hating every single man for existing or something. ARE there some people who mean that? Yeah, there are going to be people like that in EVERY group of people who try to talk about anything. But when people complain about this, it's most generally because WE EXPERIENCE STRUCTURAL MISOGYNY IRL, AND NOW WE ARE EXPERIENCING THE SAME SOCIAL EFFECTS WITHIN SOMETHING THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE "FUN." THAT IS THE PROBLEM.
And this goes for when people try to talk about racism in fandom spaces as well. And ableism. And transphobia. And any other form of prejudice you can think of. Is talking about this in one (1) context that is not directly political going to forever eliminate bigotry? No. Obviously not. But the thing about systemic bias and prejudice is that IT IS PRESENT AT EVERY LEVEL, EVEN THE "FUN" ONES.
#THERE IS NUANCE IN THIS CONVERSATION#fandom misogyny#misogyny in fandom#like...honestly I don't think the Main Problem re: ignoring stories about women or the women in stories is Fetshizing MLMâą actually.#I mean there's some of that that goes on. there's some of that that goes on in regard to characters of color or trans narratives or f/f#media too. there are people who dehumanize people through over-sexualization in EVERY context unfortunately. HOWEVER. I AM#wondering how much of that assumption comes from an attempt to explain the disparity between the focus on queer men#& queer women. personally I think a lot more of it is related to misogyny than we think it is but I'm not omniscient I'm just evaluating#things in accordance to dialogue I've observed and my own personal life experience which is ADMITTEDLY IMPERFECT AND INCOMPLETE#(you have NO IDEA how much shit I've gotten over the years simply for being a woman and no other reason.)#(and if it wasn't for being a woman it was for being disabled)#(and there's a particular intersection of THOSE things I feel like there could be more discussion about too)#and the thing about 'fandom isn't activism' is about how IT SHOULDN'T BE A SUBSTITUTE FOR REAL-WORLD EFFORTS.#it's about how YOU CANNOT ACTUALLY HARM FICTIONAL CHARACTERS BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT REAL.#it doesn't mean 'we never examine personal bias at all because this is a hobby'. I played soccer as a hobby once. I danced as a hobby once.#the sports and dance worlds are still affected by bias and prejudice and that should be discussed and evaluated accordingly#fandom is still MADE UP OF real people. and the people who create and/or act in the pieces of media that spawn fandoms#ARE ALSO real people. looking at the effects ON THOSE /REAL PEOPLE/ is still important in understanding structural prejudice and#oppression. (and...lbr. how many actresses and poc have gotten harassment and threats just for playing a character. for having the#audacity to exist in a popular piece of media as a woman or poc. because. the number is. distressingly high.)#(I myself have been the target of shitty forms of harassment just for DRESSING UP AS AN UNPOPULAR FEMALE CHARACTER AT A CONVENTION)#it might be one thing if all of this NEVER translated into how people viewed and affected real life people. if it ALWAYS stayed within the#context of playing around with fictional characters BUT IT RARELY DOES! IF EVER!!!#anyway I say nothing new but I saw something that made me angry. and until people Get Itâą I am going to keep screaming about it#y'all knew what you signed up for :)#you know what I'm not even going to tag this with my general conversation tag for this phenomenon because I think people need to#see this occasionally
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You see ever since I was a young boy I wanted an excuse to be to be a girl and what better excuse then being forced into it!
USERNAME LORE GIVE IT TO ME NOW YOU ALL
#and now Iâll give others what lil me always wished for#whether they want it or not#>:)#.#forcefem#i-like-talking#..#with how many posts Iâm making itâll already take a big wile to scroll all the way down to my first posts#and Iâve only been active for 2 months#a some cuties have reached the end in recent memory#but I wonder if anyoneâs gonna reach the end over a year or two :3c#and if so would they still read all my rambling in these tags?#if you are:#words cannot express my affection for you#and come talk to me already if ya havenât cutie x3
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