#i woke up after 2 hours🙃

[napping-sapphic]

Women are so attractive actually i love women so much it’s actually insane

[moonchild-in-blue]

Don't mind if I do 🤭

[trashmuis]

After this post, I'm going to go back to my more regular posts and just try to have some interaction with the things I like, because I need the distraction really bad right now and would like to be positive in any way I can, because um

I had to put my cat, Whiskers, down today. I'm absolutely devastated and I kind of just cried all day. I am going to miss her with all my heart as she was so sweet and cute and just a joy to have in my life. I am so grateful I was able to be here for her in her last moments on this Earth, but I am crushed that she is gone. She was 17.

Love you, Whiskers. Rest easy, Baby. ❤💐🕯

[going-to-ikea-for-the-fries]

It's a Match! || poly!141 x Reader

[Chapter 26] || [Chapter 27]

Pairing: 141 x gn!Reader Words: 500~ (in the video + picture) cw: accidental exhibitionism/voyeurism, good natured teasing Summary: While overcoming recent heartbreak, you decide to join Tinder in search of a rebound. Your friends advise to just Swipe Right indiscriminately... What happens when 4 soldiers from the same squad match with you? a/n: This chapter is **different**. You can read it OR watch it live! So sorry btw that the video is not embedded 😭😭🙏 a/n #2: Also this chapter is 100% inspired by this fanart by @ramvur but with Simon, instead of Price.

Chapter pre-27: Away (UPDATED!)

If you'd rather watch their text convo: CLICK HERE

It's 6 A.M. when your phone start buzzing repeatedly on the night stand next to you.

You paw at it languidly, blinking away the sleep as you attempt to unlock the phone and rub the sleep out of your eyes.

johnny: baby guess what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 johnny: baby johnny: babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy johnny: if ye dont answer my texts 🙄 you: jesus christ johnny its 6am what are you doing up??? 😑 johnny: good morning love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! johnny: weve got training today 😙 johnny: guess what happened you: what simon: Good morning sweeheart. johnny: WAIT WHAT ARE YOU DOING ANSWERING? you: good morning si 🫶 you: wait what do u mean u were calling for me no? johnny: I MEANT SIMON HES IN THE INFIRMARY HES NOT MEANT TO BE ANSWERING johnny: HOW DO YE EVEN HAVE YOUR PHONE you: i feel like u need to stop asking how he does things you: uve known him for longer than me and im not surprised anymore you: also IN THE INFIRMARY? johnny: thats what i was coming to tell you!!!!! 🙄🙄🙄🙄 you: why did u frame it like its a good thing?????????? johnny: because he got put there by Kyle during training johnny: we were practising chokeholds and he passed out you: I STILL DONT SEE HOW THATS A GOOD THING JOHNNY johnny: HES FINE YE DON'T UNDERSTAND johnny: HE GOT ROCK HARD WHILE KYLE HAD HIS LEGS WRAPPED AROUND HIS THROAT you: WHAT??? you: tell me more 👀 johnny: 😏😏 johnny: he was wearing shorts and his cock just popped out you: LIKE OUT OUT? johnny: out out 🍆 you: wow 😮‍💨 you: did u get any pictures? 👀 johnny: i did bonnie do ye want them? 😏 johnny: even caught the look in prices and kyles faces when it happened you: send me send me send me you: wait it happened in front of them???? johnny: worse happened in front of everyone 🥴 we were training with other units you: oh shit you: that has to have been embarrassing you: is he okay though from passing out? you: johnny? you: wow imagine ignoring me kyle: johnny's a little occupied at the moment lovie! kyle: good morning btw! 😚 you: good morning ky!! 🫶 you: occupied? kyle: ghost's chasing him for telling you everything and johnny's running for his life 😭 you: 🙃 you: normal day then? kyle: normal day 🥴 you: okay then well hope the training went well kyle: it did! 😏 anyway got to go kyle: pls go back to sleep need you well rested lovie you: i will i will.

Sighing a bit, you set your phone down on the charger again and attempt to go back to sleep... unsuccessfully so.

After half an hour of tossing and turning, you find yourself grabbing the phone again and your thumb clicks on John's name in your contacts.

You don't text him often, the last time having been nearly a week before, but, right now, you felt like you should.

you: the lads just woke me up you: johnny more specifically 🙄 you: now i cant get to sleep again john: if it's any consolation john: I told him not to john: need help? you: how would u help? john: can call you and sing you a lullaby? you: pls dont john: then I'm out of ideas darling you: u could help in another way john: and what's that? 😏 you: remember how u said u had a house of ur own you: and if i ever needed a break we could go there? john: i see 😏 john: want me to take you away for the weekend darling? you: yes please

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[legacyshenanigans]

Yesterday, I passed out around 11am after being up all night, and woke up 1:30pm after having 2 and a half hours sleep. And its now 9am the next day and I'm still awake from 1:30pm yesterday..

Help 🙃😅

[adventuresasmrsfindley]

Helllloooooo! Feels like forever since I updated.

We had a really nice Thanksgiving! We spent it with my family at my parents house and it was a day full of yummy food and laughs and games.

On Friday we headed to Iowa to spend the weekend with my MIL. I wasn't super looking forward to it but it ended up being fun. She made lasagna for dinner on Friday night (my fav!!!) and then we watched Home Alone 2. I slept like absolute garbage which is why I really don't like going there. Saturday Cole went hunting so Knox, my MIL and I were lazy all morning and it was great. We watched a Hallmark Christmas movie and stayed in our jams until lunch time. Knox took a nap which is unheard of these days but we've been going non stop. Cole and I got to sneak away to Des Moines and have a little date after he got done hunting and that was really nice! We did some Christmas shopping and had dinner. It started snowing while we were there so the hour drive back in the dark was notttt great but we made it safe it and sound.

We woke up this morning and had breakfast and then headed back home. I got us all unpacked and started laundry while the boys played in the snow and built a snowman. Now we are just relaxing! I think I'm going to start a new book. I have tomorrow off work and I'm so glad. We've barely been home since Wednesday. Knox is off school too so we are going to have a lazy day together! The only thing we need to accomplish is the grocery store but that's fine because we will get TB for lunch while we're out 😂👏🏻

Oh, also. We took separate cars to my MILs because Cole went straight to the farm to hunt so we were taking different routes. About an hour into our drives Cole calls to let me know he stopped at a gas station and his truck wouldn't start back up. 🙃 We were trying to figure out what to do because I was pretty far from him and he was pretty far from home and a tow that far would have cost a ton and it was just a mess lol. He was confident it was his starter because I guess it's been going out for a while. I was pulled off the highway getting us a snack and I was like oh there's an auto part store right here. Call and see if they have your starter and I'll head your way. They did have one, but by the time I got it bought his truck had started so he was able to go on his way. That was another $300 though. When it rains it freaking pours lol

[semperreformanda]

life has been pretty eventful lately

baby got his first ear infection (with a cough and cold combo 🥴) which meant he woke up anytime between 10mins-1hr every night for a week straight and I thought I was gonna die at some point

I've successfully somehow weaned him off 2 bottles so he's now only drinking milk in the morning when he wakes up and then at night before bed

I had to cut down on his milk consumption bc apparently his iron is on the lower end and calcium really sucks at iron absorption

which means now he's eating more solids !!! he's getting 3x meals a day and 1-2 snacks in between. I used to think he just wasn't into solids, I guess he's just getting full from milk 🫠

now that he's feeling better, he's eating better, and I DON'T WANT TO JINX IT but he's been sleeping 10-12 hours straight at night for the past 3? 4? nights. usually the 10-12 hours straight would be a fluke and the next day he would be up 1-3 times, but it's been 4 NIGHTS Y'ALL

even when i have to wake up at like 3 am to give him his antibiotics for the ear infection, little bro remains ASLEEP

which is doing wonders for me tbh

the lack of sleep was really making me irritable, sad, weak, etc. but once I started getting sleep again I was back to my regular self

(reminds me about other things I could fix which would help my body, like diet and exercise)

also, my parents and brother left the first week of January, which was bittersweet. it's so nice to have them here. it felt like home again. i know i shouldn't say that because i am home here too, but it's the home i grew up and known for most of my life, i guess you can't really take that away

I was homesick again for the past few days after. they can visit, or we can visit, but we will all eventually leave. it's never going to be the same again. it's not that it's bad. it's just a reality i still mourn over here and there. I wish they were closer (or we were closer), but I guess I should be thankful I'm not in the mainland USA where traveling back home takes half a day. if I want to come home, I can just fly for 4 hours.

since turning one, baby has soared in his milestones. he's not properly walking yet, but linguistically, he's doing so well. he can say more words other than wow, mama, whoa, ball, vroom. now he can say hi, dog, car, dada, truck, etc. and he can wave, blow a kiss, touch his nose/mouth/teeth/hair/head/tummy/feet, and mimic nursery songs. it's the cutest thing 🥺

one of our closest friends is pregnant again 💖

which made me think about a possible pregnancy in the future, because in our friend group once someone gets pregnant, SOMEONE FOLLOWS. 💀 I think that's just how it works.

I used to have baby fever, but it's disappeared when baby had really rough sleep starting at 4 months old. I couldn't imagine taking care of a newborn at the same time. and thinking about "sharing" my love with another baby kind of makes me sad. I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW. the love doesn't get shared, it grows. but I kind of want to cherish this time with our baby before our attention gets divided. they do say the firstborn gets your time, the second gets your experience.

we'll see. I'm turning 30 this year. I don't want another baby right now but I also don't want to wait too long. 🙃

[bishiglomper]

When we got home I rinsed my cup out and went to get ice from our built in ice machine in the freezer..

The dispenser wasn't working so I reached in to move the ice forward

My hands were dry but I guess there was an errant drop of water somewhere on the back of my hand

Which slid around my wrist and down my pinky when I reached in

...which promptly made contact with the metal coil that moves the ice forward 🙃

I mean I practically spooned the coil against 2/3 the length of my pinky. Which fused itself to the coil immediately thanks to that sudden little droplet 🙃

It took several seconds for me to decide that yeah, NOPE; I was not going anywhere. I called for help. It took at least a whole 2 minutes for mom to make it to the kitchen and for me to explain what happened and direct her to get me some warm water. And tell her how to apply it 🙃🙃 it hurt the whole time.

Then it buuuuurrrrned. I had to stick my hand in a cup of room temperature water for a few minutes before it stopped burning. It felt exactly like the time I burnt my finger on a car cigarette lighter. I had to keep my hand in water for several hours after that.

But then it was okay. I didnt see any noticeable marks

But for some reason, now, 11 hours later, I have a long red mark and it burned when I touched the door and shit. Now it burns constantly

I made it through a shower and moving clothes around and crochet and all sorts of things last night! Without noticing a thing! Whats with this delayed wound?! Ugh. I'm so offended. 😤

I wanted to crochet a couple more skull cozies before the craft thing tomorrow. But I use my pinky to keep tension 😭 I can't bend it

Also the reason I'm awake before dawn was because I woke up hurting. Fibro. But it felt like my bloodsugar was out of whack. Thought maybe I was finally crashing from the copious amounts of sugar I consumed during the day. But nope. It's still a bit high... 👀 💦

Could be because I did all that activity all day..

Also I got my scary painful shot last night too.

who knows

Fibro/CFS is a bitch.

[celestialmazer]

Foo Fighters

Hampden Park, Glasgow 17.06.24

Certainly and expectedly the most emotional concert I've ever been to for so many reasons (crying/welling up well into the double digits throughout 😂)

Got spooky for me too the times Josh sounded like Taylor but was blocked by the crowd and my mind's eye was just filling in the blanks with memory 🫠🙃

Important notes:

(woke up with a really sore lower back for no reason the day before which hadn't eased, but tbh - standing for hours on end aside - my subdued movements matched the expected overall vibe of tentatively sombre initially meets let's go fucking mental when the mood takes us! Lots of first timers in the crowd too so a bubbling sense of the unknown pervaded ✨ surrounded by almost entirely good sorts including a wildcard wee lady who appeared out of nowhere when the music started, ready to thrash so hard her hair got my eyeball and mouth at one point 😂 the most polite vibe tall guy I've ever come across at a gig and the most hilariously polite off-their-nuts group excusing themselves to go to and from mosh pit area, one had a comedy large backpack which I reckon he needed as a travelling apothecary)

• Rami aced his intro again by playing Flower of Scotland - it's an easy win that is always going to work 😂 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

• At this performance Josh's t-shirt read

"God gave rock and roll to you Satan wants it back"

• And couldn't quite get a pic that captures it properly but Rami had a lil guy with a hat labelled executive potato I think 🤷😂🥔💗 (Very last image)

ICYMI - didn't notice this detail during the concert, found out after, but for a brief moment during My Hero the headlight of the big red delicious turned to projecting a hawk 🥲 - had one accidental photo of it which I've made more obvious. Proper video link from Foo Fighters live below

https://www.instagram.com/reel/C8frGS0SCIy/?

Treated to a walkway performance of Skin and Bones (written in Scotland during a T in the Park turns out!), Under You (Dave still didn't quite manage through this time but keeps trying! 🥲) and Ballad of the Beaconsfield Miners!! (and he shared he only later discovered the trapped miners requested an iPod of Foo Fighters not cos they were big fans but cos they wanted something to drown out the drilling ���) (and we found the German man at the front of the queue got to! 😂🙌 Like a Euros exchange programme)

Violet Grohl came out for her tour debut to sing Show Me How, such a pretty voice 💜

Aurora dedicated to Taylor 🥹😭

Dave swigging some Buckfast - had no concept of what it was when a photo went viral a while back so became an accidental, begrudging spokesmodel - thinks it's actually not that bad 😂

The Teacher visuals were beautiful, emotional, psychedelic and felt like they crossed realms which... was a lot 🙃

Have literally never seen Nate look so buzzing as coming up for this bow 👏 🙌 the chill had set in so Pat got a hoodie on and was milking his exit 💗 thrown sticks and picks landed nearby, quickly snatched up but not by us

Sooo, we realised we practically filmed the whole concert between us - a great distraction attempt from crying 😂 so have put a playlist up for posterity... swithering about going through the digital camera archives and filing in the gaps in my upload history, but that's so far down the current to do list it's unreal (would've been unstoppable if I'd got a smartphone years ago at concerts, lol)

Supported by Honey Blood and Courtney Barnett

Tour: Everything or Nothing at All

Setlist

1. All My Life

2. No Son of Mine

(with snippets of "Paranoid" by Black Sabbath and "Enter Sandman" by Metallica)

3. Rescued

4. The Pretender

5. Walk

6. Times Like These

(Dave and Rami only into full band)

7. White Limo

8. La Dee Da

9. This Is a Call

10. Guitar Solo / Sabotage / Keyboard Solo / Flower of Scotland / Blitzkrieg Bop / Whip It / March of the Pigs

11. My Hero

(acoustic into full band)

12. The Sky Is a Neighborhood

13. Learn to Fly

14. Arlandria

15. These Days

16. Skin and Bones

(tour debut; acoustic with Rami on accordion)

17. Under You

(Dave solo acoustic)

18. Ballad of the Beaconsfield Miners

(acoustic into full band)

19. Nothing at All

(with a snippet of "Blackbird" by The Beatles)

20. Unconditional

21. Monkey Wrench

(with added audience “Here We Fucking Go” and “No Scotland No Party")

22. Show Me How

(with Violet Grohl) (tour debut)

23. Aurora

(dedicated to Taylor Hawkins)

24. Best of You

Encore:

25. The Teacher

26. Everlong

Oh and we got our pic in the paper as we were there and getting merch so early on the photographer asked us (his first fans of the day) and we were like ...😐 Why not 😂 (cue wind and sun)

https://www.glasgowtimes.co.uk/news/scottish-news/24393473.crowds-foo-fighters-fans-arriving-glasgows-hampden/

[queerlyloud]

Yall, medical trauma is wild as hell. My PCP asked me the basic MS diagnostic questions at our appointment on Thursday after I told her about the pain in my spine that woke me up out of a sleep induced by tizanidine AND meclizine. Like I should have been dead to the world for 8-10 hours, but the pain was so bad it woke me from that heavy a sleep and was so intense that I was in too much shock to move for more than 2 minutes after I woke up. Literally paralyzed by the pain.

Anyway, I told her about that and about how even though I told the neurologist I was referred to that, he only had an MRI done on my head, neck, and upper vertebrae , with absolutely none done of my middle or lower spine, despite those being my primary pain centers. So my PCP immediately booked me for x-rays of my spine so that a full spine MRI would be approved by my shitty work insurance.

I have every single symptom of PPMS, all I need is for an MRI to catch lesions on my spine so they can do the tap and identify the inflammation in my spine that shows up in every single blood work I've had done in the past 5 years.

I might finally get my diagnosis.

But instead of being excited and happy, my brain is instead choosing to have me pre-experience the depression I will feel if they don't spot any lesions on the MRI.

Fml 🙃

[doctorguilty]

After eating things quieted down and I finally managed to fall asleep but my grandparents manifested downstairs once again to argue and throw things around while organizing and doing laundry, or whatever, often times just whacking into my door so I woke up maybe an hour later and I'm grinding my teeth mentally begging them to leave, like fucking christ PLEASE enough is enough all they do is argue and shout, on top of the fact they've put in 2 or 3 loads of laundry back to back just today and its the loudest machine on earth which I desperately try to just tune out 🙃 but that with the shouting and slamming is so much, please leave leave please please I'm so tired and my head hurts I can't take it, they go to bed at midnight and its only 4:30 I feel like I'm in hell

[thethingything]

we struggled to get to sleep, woke up after 2 hours because we had a nightmare and started having a panic attack in our sleep, then struggled to get back to sleep again so in total we've had maybe 2 and a half hours of sleep because honestly what else did I expect from trying to wake up an hour or two after hour body wants to sleep 🙃

[mirandahamilton]

Y’ALL here’s my story tried and true….

i woke up this morning and i thought i’d just slept weird on my neck bc it was sore but by the time i got to work (6:45am tbf) it was EXCRUCIATING….. i literally had to leave early bc i physically couldn’t take peoples money & put it in the register bc moving my neck/shoulder hurt so bad 🙃🙃🙃

i cried on the phone to the chiropractor and thank goddess she was able to squeeze me in last minute bc i was NOT doing well……she cracked me in half tho and i borrowed my grandma’s neck brace to keep it stabilized lol and after a 3.5 hour nap i am happy to report the pain has gone from an 8.5/10 to like a 2 😌 AND i have 70ish% of my range of motion back (couldn’t turn my head to the right at all earlier) so i’m taking the w. grateful to be alive 🙏 but also wtf and why me, who has never done anything wrong ever and does not deserve this

[sunflower-kisses]

On top of the baby eating every 2 hours last night, I woke up around 4:30. Maybe a little before because I had to kick David out of bed and got the baby fed while waiting for him to change her before he left for work. Well after getting her settled back to sleep and I was almost asleep, the cat snuck under our bed. She managed to cough up a fur ball and then try to fight whatever lizard, cat, reflection she saw in the window. The baby slept through it all. Me? Not so much. So I've been up since about 4:30. 🙃🙃🙃🙃

Thankfully so far the baby is sleeping great today. She woke up when I got her dressed so we could run to our Walmart grocery pick up but was asleep by the time we pulled into starbucks. Somehow i managed to transfer her from her car seat back to bed. She wakes up every time the second you unbuckle her. But she didn't this time. So i guess I have some time to finish catching up on bottles and dishes and then I can get back to working on the area of the house we moved around. It honestly looks so much better already. I really want to paint 1 of the rooms. But that requires a lot more motivation than I can muster at this moment lol.

[kikis-writing-world]

I unfortunately regularly have dreams where I'm either dating or married to someone because I'm lonely and I noticed after I had like three of them in a week that in every single one of them I'm regularly touching the guy as much as I can, like holding his hand or just leaning against him or whatever I can manage, and he's always going along with it without question My brain calling me out as touch starved in my sleep 🙃

I've dreamt of partners before, even sex dreams, but this one had an intimacy and a safety glowing through it that I haven't felt in a long time. I woke up and felt like I spent the morning waiting for him to come back "home," and then I had a bad convo with my mom which made me feel even lonelier... I get friendly hugs from some of my friends sometimes but it's literally been almost 2 years since I was last held

This is a part of the dream I remember pretty vividly, even 12ish hours later.

I was sitting in the living room and Dream Boyfriend came home with bags as if he'd been out shopping or possibly running other errands. He smiled and said hi to me on his way into the room, and I smiled and said hi back but held my arms out and waited for my hug. He set the bags down and turned back over to see me, still sitting with my arms up. He smiled even bigger and walked over, with just... the fondest look I can ever remember seeing directed my way. In that way that dreams don't always make sense - there was no movement, but we had moved - suddenly I was wrapped up in his arms, halfway in his lap while he sat in the chair I'd just been in. He just held me, letting me snuggle into him and chuckling about how I was acting like he'd been gone for days, not just the short amount of time that it was. Despite the teasing, he let me stay there as he told me about his day.

Nothing he told me stuck in any significant way, but the feeling of it all. Just someone who was so happy to see me, who wanted to hold me and be snuggled in return, who wanted to share the parts of their day that I had missed... And the dream shifted a few different times that he was entering from elsewhere and he came over to me with that same fondness, ready to hold me no matter what was going on around. Fuck, it was everything I wanted and I'm gonna be trying to "get over" this dream dude for a while. How fucked up is that lmao

[ohyespotatous]

Day 3–5/100 Days of Ghibli Life

💌 - I never really noticed the charm of this small city I live in until I started paying attention to the little things around me. The water that's always cool—whether when it's a warm day or a chilly one, the pine-covered hills with fresh air, and the bright, clean sky. Back in Jakarta, spotting stars was almost impossible with all the clouds and light pollution. Here, I just have to look up, and there they are, twinkling almost every night. It’s magical :)

🧹: Saturday was my deep-cleaning day! I finally decluttered and reorganized my childhood room. I did laundry on Sunday

🍜: Cooked fried fish and veggies for Sunday lunch

🍵: Treated myself to a Red Velvet Oreo Latte and fried tempeh after work on Sunday night

🐈‍⬛: Caught up on admin tasks and updated my resume

🏔️: Worked from a cozy cafe at night for the first time in a while

📚: Practiced English (IELTS prep)

🏃🏻‍♀️: Did posture correction exercises

🎈: Relaxed with some good fics :))

>> 8/10 Wholesome Wins 🥰 Intermissions: 🌳,✍🏻

📝 - Saturday was all about cleaning my room, which I'd been putting off for months. My childhood room was packed with stuff, so it felt overwhelming to clean it. After I broke it down into three steps: decluttering, organizing, and cleaning, it felt less daunting. Focusing on one task at a time made it manageable and even fun! It turned out to be surprisingly relaxing. Good job, me! pat pat

On Monday, though, I slipped a little. I woke up late and I had shopping and meal prepping to do first. So I planned to work on my project after 2 PM. Once I finished meal prep, I sat down to watch something... and got carried away 🙃 I ended up starting work in the evening and only managed 2-3 hours before bedtime 😐 Let's not do that again!