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poppy playtime au idea:
what if doey turned players into clay dough/clay-like?
but players never escaped playtime co, staying with safe heven
#poppy playtime player#poppy playtime#poppy playtime au#doey the doughman#doey#poppy playtime chapter 4#help#sorry for bad english#i wish I’m smart#poppy playtime doey#Let it me know it’s already exists#ppt doey
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Y’all reading the newest chapter scans is like whiplash
I forgot how unhinged he can be, and tbh how much more unhinged he’s currently being.
Anyway Izuku is my favorite character so, sorry y’all, I know everyone is excited about Katsuki
However. Everyone else can talk about Katsuki. I live on my scraps.

Love how Shigaraki tries to get a dig at Izuku about Katsuki like how Monoma did when he unlocked blackwhip, so his immediate reaction is diverge diverge diverge.
Talk about repressed but this is a whole new level.
And his eye bags, they just make him look so exhausted.
I said this before but the chapter after Katsuki woke up Izuku looked relieved to me yes, but also… very scared. Very afraid of Katsuki’s well being.
Especially since, if we compare what Katsuki is doing now (using the pain as an extension of his quirk), you could EASILY COMPARE to when Izuku unlocked danger sense with shigaraki. How concerned and afraid Katsuki was in those chapters.
The thing is though, Katsuki was honest. He was honest that Izuku shouldn’t be doing this on his own, he’s being honest now—“I’m Kacchan of the Bakugou’s!”
He knows how he’s feeling and he’s letting himself feel it.
Somehow, Izuku still isn’t.
Hell, when afo ignores Katsuki, what he does is laugh about how much pain he’s in, but that it’s the key.
Let’s compare how Katsuki is using pain to how Izuku is using pain with danger sense. Let us not forget, danger sense is a physically taxing quirk, much like the rest of ofa. It causes a migraine when in any immediate danger.
Idk about y’all, but I get migraines so bad sometimes I vomit from the buildup of pressure. I can’t focus on anything. I just cant really imagine Izuku using danger sense that well in a fight… yet he does.
And, what exactly is danger sense for? To get out of danger? Maybe to avoid the danger? Ofa is an extension of Izuku’s inner turmoil, every single quirk exhibits this, and it would make so. Much. Sense. For danger sense to mimic his avoidance of emotions and vulnerability.
Katsuki’s quirk as it is now uses pain in a very odd way to me—he doesn’t try to use it to exit himself from the danger or pain, but actively searches for it. The pain is the key.
Danger sense is also a relatively self serving quirk, only really useable for himself. And for him to reference danger sense of all his quirks rn, it would make sense since…
Izuku has been self serving and avoidant since before even this fight. Hell, before even the war arc. Maybe this has gone on his entire life.
I want to hit him so bad for this y’all don’t GET IT.
And, just so we all know, he did this in 348 too. When confronted with emotional conversations, his first thought will always be “but how’s the fastest way I can win this fight?”

MY PROOF YALL IM SO DONE WITH THIS DUDE
“You see I have never once thought about hurting the people I care about like that!” Okay maybe be less boring

HM I WONDER WHY
THATS SO CRAZY DEKU
YOU TELL ME
WHY IS THE GIRL WHO YOU REJECTED AND THEN SAID THAT HER WAY OF LOVING IS SOMETHING YOU COULD NEVER DO TO OTHER PEOPLE (ALSO IMPLYING JUDGEMENT IN THIS STATEMENT), SAD RIGHT NOW?
LETS USE SOME COMMON SENSE PLEASE
I’m hyped for when Izuku is forced to be honest y’all don’t understand. It’s gonna be an angst fest and it’s gonna be romantic and I literally can’t see it not heading down the “explicitly canonical” path.
#is he really your favorite character if you don’t want to punch his jaw#bkdk#midoriya izuku#mha deku#bkdk brainrot#bakudeku#bakugou katsuki#bnha deku#mha analysis#deku midoriya#like I want to hit him so bad sometimes because he’s so smart and so dumb#I wish I could kick him in the gut#call him stupid#tell him what he has to start acting like#and then say I’m sorry bbg you’re so amazing and you could do no wrong#and I’d lie to him with a straight face#<3
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my romantic self-esteem is just absolutely rock-solid. for whatever reason!
#I’m a catch!#and I’m so not interested in anybody who wouldn’t demonstrably make my life better in every way#and that involves not being afraid of me or the idea of romance/marriage in general#and if you are afraid it just isn’t interesting or attractive enough for me#there was a boy a few years ago and tbh I think he liked me#and I liked him! he was cute he was intense in an endearing way#and he was smart#we argued about Taylor and then the next time I saw him he was like Christmas tree farm is a good song#(it had just come out)#and he never did anything about it and then he moved away and that is totally fine#and I wish him well.#but the crush was killed by the simple fact that he never liked me enough to say it#like truly and with all (non-romantic) love; go with God#at that point lol#that said I have never wanted marriage or children as an abstract concept#so it makes it much easier to think along these lines#it would be so devastating to want it so badly and not get it!#but I can’t even imagine summoning the desire for it in an abstract sense#I’ll meet someone and love them and then that will lead to marriage and possibly children#or I won’t#but both roads look about the same to me in terms of desire#or any desire big enough worth mentioning#not talking about the whispers or the daydreams that do sometimes intrude#but yeah I don’t think full desire would come until there was a person#and there might not be! I cannot conjure them from the deeps lol#anyway I’ll stop talking about it because I know it can be sensitive/delicate to talk about#in a public setting
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I love spamton so fucking much I feel sick I have so much energy bubbling under my skin I cannot sleep what has this little salesman done to my brain? It’s been three years now!
#spamton#I thought my fixation on this guy would be gone by now!#but no!#I just saw two new spamton animations#and my brain is firing on all cylinders#I want to do a million art pieces now#I have dissected him like a vulture but I keep returning for more#I wish I was smart enough to write an essay about him#but I’m afraid that it would be a word mess
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I hate the language of scientific articles that are focused on “correction” of natural human variation. Such a disgusting mentality. Autistic children not emoting “correctly,” intersex babies being “incorrectly developed” or “mutated” or “disfigured…” and so much more.
(Not shocked, just yet again disappointed.)
#recovering bioessentialist#slowly but surely#i hope#i am becoming more educated#i’m learning more#reading up on stuff#historical abuse#sure#but also the normalized abuse today#published without shame in scientific articles#peer reviewed#and always remember#that means other supposedly smart scientists#read this stuff#and went#yeah#sounds good#i see no problems#i wish all my intersex tumblr users a very may your disgusting abusers rot in hell#and a very happy non dysphoric life#filled with good friends#and lots of delicious soup#and i wish all my shitty doctor tumblr users a very fuck you#and my good doctor tumblr users a very both sides of the pillow cold and getting the usb right on the first try#intersex#perisex#transgender#fuck doctors#aesops boy#little red aesops boy
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I really want to like being a woman but I don’t. But I’m not dysphoric either; I like my body fine and I don’t want to change my voice or my mannerisms or even my pronouns really. So I don’t think I’m transmasc. Sometimes I just really wish I was born and raised a man. But it’s more of an “in another life” dream kind of thing. I think it’s just internalized misogyny idk
#I guess I feel extra confused bc a lot of my friends are trans#and specifically some of my closest friends are transfem#and they like. actually LIKE being women and feel Anything about gender#whereas I just feel apathetic about it I guess?#I like being ‘feminine’ but more of the time it’s closer to like. being ‘effeminate’#which is why I always say I would probably be gay if I was born a man#but in this life I am just an aroace girl and that’s fine I guess#idk maybe this is eggposting and I’ll look back on this in a while and laugh#my friends (the aforementioned ones) always joke that I am like the world’s most durable egg#it will NEVER crack 💪 heheheha#cis-adjacent 4ever#I just don’t really care enough to transition and maybe part of that is just bc I hate everything about gender and it makes me feel sick#like I truly just wish we lived in a genderless society#but I don’t like seeing myself as non binary either or using they/them.. I’ve tried that trust me lol#and again I don’t want to take T or even socially transition or anything like that. I don’t want to be transmasc#idk. smart people pls give me advice. fix my brain pls 🙏 lol#ellyposting#wackyposting#<- bc this is silly and I’m crying about it at work again lol#also this was prompted by OCD shit I think#which I won’t go into bc it’s Silly but yeah
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Im on episode four, and Vanitas is surprisingly sinister- I was expecting him to be silly goofy and a little childish- but then he did that thing with Jeanne (or whatever her name is) and I’m just- dude?????? wtf???????
#tbh he reminds me of Dazai#secretly sinister and such#all characters should have a decent silly to sinister ratio#but like- I fear he’s gonna end up being super smart slightly crazy generally goofy kinda character#‘I fear’ like there’s nothing wrong with this type of character#I adore Vanitas so far#I wish he didn’t do that thing with that girl tho#the whole time k was waiting for him to say sile#*sike#like ‘I just wanted to piss off the kid for blah blah blah’#or some shit#idk#but nah I think he’s just got a crush#and he’s not at all normal about it#in front of his husband too!#damn!#in the very second episode I made a joke about Noé being the top#I fear I was mistaken in my judgement#but yeah- I love our little silly dramatic walking lore drop Vanitas#he reminds me of Dazai tho#entirely because I’m very fixated on bsd rn#im afraid that this’ll tear me sssy from bsd tho#I don’t need that rn#I still need to read so many books and write so many figs#fics#agh#this is only a mild detour#I’ll be right back in bsd soon#vanitas no carte#the case study of vanitas
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take this gift

in celebration of me making an account on threads😭
#dhmis#don’t hug me i’m scared#fanart#fan art#red guy#red guy dhmis#my art#indigo’s art#hes still my favorite#even 12 years later#red guy🤍🤍🤍#so yeah im on meta threads now#which is basically just twitter 2.0#i wish elon never bought twitter bro💀#i like going on twitter just to see the unhinged things people say#it is very entertaining#but like#the app is dying#so badly#so ig if i wanna be smart i gotta move#i’ll still just post red guy on twt tho#just to keep active#and maybe on insta too#ok this is too many tags#goodbye guys ily all#enjoy ur food#art#artists on tumblr
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and I hope you reblog this and add in the tags ‘#it’s okay #i forgive you :)’
and then we can be friends
maybe
hopefully
#poem#poetry#breaking that facade for a moment I’m sorry guys I am not as tough or smart as I act like I am#I’m gullible and I’m trusting and I believe in the good in everyone#a lot of people thinks that’s bad or dangerous#I wish it wasn’t#but maybe I like to live dangerously
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i never REALLY cared one way or the other wether or not ed was illiterate but by the time they revealed he could read i was honestly a bit annoyed by it, for no other reason than that i had gotten really fucking sick of people saying it was racist or classist to assume that ed couldn’t read because they were conflating illiteracy with stupidity and saying it was an insult to ed’s intelligence which was always so frustrating to me. ed can be very smart and still be illiterate. maybe he wasn’t able to teach himself because he was too busy trying to survive or because he had trouble reading for some reason and he didn’t have the money to access the education for it as a kid. there are adults who can’t read or write in the world and that doesn’t make them stupid and it was never racist or classist to assume that ed might not be able to read or write. at first i didn’t care but the fandom’s attitude towards illiteracy made me hope that ed was illiterate just so people would stop treating illiteracy as a sign of ed being stupid or people being bigoted in their interpretation *because* it was being seen as a sign of ed being stupid. so that when it was revealed ed could read, just because of the fandom’s attitude, i was like “well that’s annoying”. cause now nobody is going to talk about how dumb the attitude towards illiteracy was in the fandom.
#not saying ed needed to be babied and taught to read by stede or anything#but though that narrative has weird vibes and i’m not a big fan#needing help learning to read or being an illiterate adult in circumstances like ed’s#truly not the insult or infantilism towards ed that people think it is#and i wish they’d at least been given the chance to figure that out before ofmd confirmed that ed can read#without giving us any reason for why he signed the document with an x or where he learnt#which wasn’t necessary. fully ready to believe ed can read#it just would have been nice to have a character who was neurodivergent and quite clever and also illiterate#without that being an insult to his intelligence#ed could very well have been very smart and only semi literate#and i just think that would have been cool#obviously i PERSONALLY am literate#but the way people were talking as if illiteracy as a character trait is insulting or infantilising or bigoted#was really pissing me off#and if ed had been confirmed to be only semi literate for example#firstly more people would be applying critical thinking to their watching of ofmd#and secondly more people would be realising that literacy isn’t an automatic hallmark of intelligence
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No no no cause what if Magnifico was a star? Keyword there being ‘was’. For one reason or another he was taken from his parents and brother (star) and stripped of his divinity and marooned on earth, maybe a vengeful family member which could have been a reference to Hercules (HERACLES).
He’s left with some magic and is raised by farmers. One day he finds out about his past, he gets angry and runs off and while he’s gone his home is attacked, he comes back right as the bandits leave and he tries to save his parents but can’t and they die. He runs off and is just kind of there for a year or two before a powerful sorcerer finds him and recognises his magic and so takes him in and trains him.
AND WHEN THE MOVIE HAPPENS HE TRIES TO STEAL STARS DIVINITY OUT OF JEALOUSY AND HE SUCCEEDS BUT STAR CONVINCES HIM TO GIVE IT BACK BECAUSE HE’D HAVE TO GIVE UP AMAYA.
It’s all like:
Star: “You’ll get the whole world and all its power. But it’s at the cost of her.”
Magnifico: *Visibly conflicted* “… I just want to go home.”
Star: “You already are.”
#i’m so smart#genius#Disney should have hired me#disney wish#king magnifico#queen amaya#wish asha#star#IM GONNA DRAW IT#I DONT CARE IF NO ONE LOOKS BEAUTY CRAVES EYES BUT WILL EXIST WITHOUT IT
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after a couple weeks of violent depression and another week of having gross shit in my lungs i finally almost felt better but Boy did I wake up in a mood today
#I’m so tired of having to like. take care of myself#Being in an actual relationship feels suffocating and frustrating to me but damn I struggle with a lot of basic shit#Like wanting to feed myself or even get out of the damn house#I have no motivation to keep up with my hobbies and as much as I LOVE my job I feel like it’s rotting my brain to only focus on one thing#I miss having a friend group I hate that all the people who actually love me unconditionally are so goddamn far away#And also a bunch of recluses like myself for the most part#I wish I could motivate myself to do anything but rot in bed and work#I wish I hadn’t fractured my brain to the point where I can barely form memories at all anymore#None of this is coherent or particularly related to each other just#some things on my mind#I used to be like. Really smart#I swear I’m only getting worse lately and even if I’m more calm/relaxed in general it’s come at a huge cost#I need help for real and with how bad everything is and is only going to keep getting worse it doesn’t even feel fair to ask for it#Ok yay I’m gonna get to hang out with my lover all weekend and that will def help but ohhh boy getting through today is gonna be annoying#I screme
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Wandee continues to be one of my favourite characters at the moment 🥰
#wandee goodday#he’s very human and I love him and I may have to stay out of the tag for a while lol#or just filter for gifs 😂#I’ve blocked like 20 ppl already and we’re only three eps in 😭#I wish I had something smart to say about him and this show#but I’m just not good at that 😞#you’d think I’d be better at analysing stuff with an MA in art history#but I just suck lol#Lazzarella watches tv#wgts*
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the urge of wanting suguru to be real and also wanting him to be my boyfriend is hitting very, very, very hard rn…
#i’m watching japan vlogs bc i like to vicariously live through others and AHHHHH i wanna go shopping & eat delicious food w suguru :<#like it’s hitting me v hard rn omg i rly wish he was my bf 😭 he’s just so cool & handsome & smart… i want himmmmmm#personal
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More Urgeheart 🤍
#bg3#baldur’s gate 3#my gifs#shadowheart hallowleaf#Kane Hanover#the dark urge#durge#Shadowheart x durge#durge x shadowheart#really wish I remembered their OTP epithet#uhhh#OH wait#I’m smart#thyself as I see thee#fancy. fits. good. 👍#the only good OTP epithet I’ve ever made was for Neera and Faron#which is ‘Near and Far’#not that that’s how you pronounce Faron’s name#I don’t like these but they’re good enough
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losing my mind at trying to heal everyone after fighting the giant fucking spider matriarch and accidentally clicking on astarion only for him to proposition my tav in front of the whole party in the most over the top shady way possible while we’re all covered in webs and toxic spider goo at like 3 health and tavariel, literally about to fall over dead, is like ohhh i’ve got to to see where this goes and if i die what about it
#she’s so close to being self-aware she thinks she’s doing it for the bit (lol)#but really she just has a crush and it is humiliating#she is Not smart but she really genuinely thinks she is#and astarion thinks the same thing about himself?? self recognition through the other akdjdk#i wish the rest of the party could comment on it i want to her what shadowheart has to say#i want her to beat my ass#between the two of them i’m in like femme 4 femme torment#bg3
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