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e77y · 1 month ago

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I really want to like being a woman but I don’t. But I’m not dysphoric either; I like my body fine and I don’t want to change my voice or my mannerisms or even my pronouns really. So I don’t think I’m transmasc. Sometimes I just really wish I was born and raised a man. But it’s more of an “in another life” dream kind of thing. I think it’s just internalized misogyny idk

#I guess I feel extra confused bc a lot of my friends are trans #and specifically some of my closest friends are transfem #and they like. actually LIKE being women and feel Anything about gender #whereas I just feel apathetic about it I guess?#I like being ‘feminine’ but more of the time it’s closer to like. being ‘effeminate’#which is why I always say I would probably be gay if I was born a man #but in this life I am just an aroace girl and that’s fine I guess #idk maybe this is eggposting and I’ll look back on this in a while and laugh #my friends (the aforementioned ones) always joke that I am like the world’s most durable egg #it will NEVER crack 💪 heheheha #cis-adjacent 4ever #I just don’t really care enough to transition and maybe part of that is just bc I hate everything about gender and it makes me feel sick #like I truly just wish we lived in a genderless society #but I don’t like seeing myself as non binary either or using they/them.. I’ve tried that trust me lol #and again I don’t want to take T or even socially transition or anything like that. I don’t want to be transmasc #idk. smart people pls give me advice. fix my brain pls 🙏 lol #ellyposting #wackyposting #<- bc this is silly and I’m crying about it at work again lol #also this was prompted by OCD shit I think #which I won’t go into bc it’s Silly but yeah

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