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congrats to all those golden globe winners but sorry that you did not achieve the highest honor imaginable :( forever changing my brain chemistry in the span of two hours :( better luck next time bud
#the award for Changing Brain Chemistries and Overall Being Excellent of course goes to Round and Round starring Vic Michaelis#beloved visually bright/colorful dungeons and dragons groundhog hallmark Hanukkah movie starring a nonbinary actor???#(i believe Vic Michaelis uses she/they correct me if i'm wrong)#i will never be the same. thank you#Round and Round deserves recognition#and aside from wishing that Round and Round had the rest of the universe in the chokehold it has me in i just wish#that there were fewer white men winning#and more POC/women/queer folk who were even nominated :( but nah the goncharov team just doesn't have enough acclaim i guess :((#anywhomst#i love shouting into the void#and i love Round and Round starring Vic Michaelis
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I know those eyes.
[First] Prev <â-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen qing#wen ning#Sibling similarity but you only see it when you realize they have the same soggy eyes.#These two always struck me as a bit of a play on Jiang Cheng and Jiang Yanli for 'siblings who contrast each other.#But after spending a lot more time marinating on Wen Ning I actually think they are way more similar that is initially apparent.#Sure their surface level personality traits are pretty contrastive. But they both are so willing to risk their lives for what's right#Who raised them? In a story so full of examples of how parents shape their children - why are these two lacking in parents?#I imagine that Wen Qing is the older sibling and so her morals of 'help those who need it no matter who they are' got passed a long.#But how did *she* arrive there? Was that instilled within her or was it a reaction against bearing witness to callousness and cruelty?#We'll never know..the only thing I can say for certain is Wen Qing is *so* soggy in the audio drama.#She's like the ant with the bindle. It's a hell of a way to bring a previously sharp tongued character back into the narritive.#Side note: Thank you all for being so patient and kind while I took my break!#It's been a very chaotic few weeks and I didn't realize how bad my burnout was getting. I'm back and ready to keep drawing again!
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soon it'll be dawn again
transcript under the cut âŹ
page 01
Fig: no way? - you're still up?
Riz: Whâ yes?
Riz: Why'd I not be.
page 02
Fig: I me~~ean - that took.
Fig: whole day.
Riz: Yeah?
Fig: 'm beat.
Riz: you should sleep.
page 03
Fig: nah. my guy's still up
Fig: I wanna hang out.
page 04
Riz: That's really nice.
Fig: Hah! - Nobody ever expects an Archdevil rockstar to be nice.
Riz: ⊠yeah. - 's just budget work tho. (the stuff I'm working on) - I've heard it's boring.
page 05
Fig: yeah, but you do itâŠ
Riz: It keeps things going, right? - Nothing happens if nobody sits down and - does the thing.
Fig: That's right⊠- though. Yeah.
page 06
Fig: sometimes it's someone else who - doesn't want the same thing to happen.
Riz: ⊠- mm.
page 07
Riz (off screen): âŠIt took me a long time to get that not everyone likes doing what I do. - 's probably because you guys are so niceâ - or. - kind.
Riz (off screen): to anyone too, not just. - the people you /love/.
page 08
Riz: that's not how it is elsewhere. - The world'sâ not. hostile. - but 's not like it's kind.
Riz: So I'm doing as much as I can nowâŠÂ
page 09
Fig: Hey.
Riz: ?
Fig: Go dig some dirt with me.
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Riz: [blank speech bubble] - oh you meant like - actual dirt. (not incriminating information)
Fig: o yea.
Fig: there's clay in the backyard soil. - sometimes when I'm sun deficient or something I go touch dirt for a bit.
page 11
Fig: here u go
page 12
Riz: uh
Fig: now we make a thing! - 'm pretty good at freehanding a bowl.
Fig: I'll show u
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Fig: justâ yep, flatten that out as evenly as u can, thenâ! - actually ur nails'd be so good at cutting out the strip. [larger than usual space] wait. - wait. wait u can carve patterns with them! we HAVE to try
Riz: uh - What. do I carve?
Fig: anything!!!
page 14
Fig: andâ yep just seal the inside uh. seam?
Fig: yep that works - okay time's up! all contestant hands up
Riz: [blank speech bubble] - okay - wh. what's next?
Fig: haha - watch this.
(sound effect text): FWOOâMP
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Riz: WHâ DON'T JUST DO THAT???
Fig: Now it's fired!
Riz: THAT WAS NOT SAFE
Fig: (actually it's just dry. if u add water rn it'll dissolve)
Fig: ok catch!
Riz: [blank speech bubble] - careful!!
Fig: dw no need haha
page 16
Riz (thought bubble): oh - it's warmâŠ
Fig: now I want you to throw this.
page 17
Fig: u gotta do it - c'mon
page 18
Riz: whâ - It's like 3AM right now
Fig: oh it's not /fired/ fired it's not gonna make a loud noise
Riz: And then just? leave a pile out here?
Fig: pour water over it & it'll be gone I told u
Riz: but
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Fig (off screen): RIz.
page 20
Fig: I've done all this before.
Fig: Can you trust that at least?
page 21
Riz: no, Iâ - I do. - I trust you.
page 23
Riz: okay what happens now
(sound effect text): glob
page 24
Fig: we do it again!
page 25
Riz: wh. [larger than usual space] What do you mean. (this clay's too wet also)
Fig: see! you're already learning
Fig: [blank speech bubble] - there are flows that are futile to fight. - The world changes.
Fig: Things change.
page 26
Fig: I've learned my lessons with "forevers". - But - as an artist
Fig: I can give you one thing: - You can always do it again.
page 27
Fig: most of everything depends on the rest of the world, - but this. - making new. - that's yours as long as you want it.
page 28
Fig: So?
page 29
Riz: Yeah. - Yeah! - let's make another one.
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#riz gukgak#figueroth faeth#technically no spoilers in this comic but listen. I Will be gloating in tags. I will Never Shut Up#for the record!! this was fully conceptualized and sketched Before the finales. I started sketching this after the boat fight#and when murph closed riz's arc this season with ''maybe it's okay to change and welcome new things'' I pogged irl#I am simply the best at reading comprehension what can I say! (<- grown ass man with roughly the same perspective on teenhood as the player#fucked up that this became so long (almost 30 squares lol) that it took me this long to finish#lmao I say all that but. genuinely I am delirious and my feelings abt riz's arc this season are so big... I was getting psychic backlash#for a While lol. it was scary!!#had to sit down and do therapy on my own ass for a bit. the teenage apocalyticisation is real. that word isnt tho Im pretty sure#truly anything you do at that age feels like that's it that's all you've got going on forever. and its not true! its simply not true#you'll be okay my guy. you love your friends so so much but also there will be more to love out there#this one goes out to fellow aroaces and also folks leaving somewhere theyve called home for a long time#nothing lasts forever but that means new things come by too! ur ability to make new is infinite!!#there's no magnum opus people leave but new people come by too etc. I am too sleepy to remember what I wanted to say uhhh#well. thank u for looking at my art. I think thats the one pack it n ship it boys
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Heartbeat
[image description: A grayscale Trigun comic featuring Vash and Wolfwood.
Against a black background, child Vash floats in Ship 5, curled up and with his thumb pressed to his mouth. Heartbeat noises sound around him, and he looks at peace. The background shifts to white and shows adult Vash, sitting shirtless with his knees pulled up to his chest. The heartbeat sound continues only to be interrupted by knocking. Wolfwood, from outside the bathroom, asks, "Hey blondie! You fell asleep in there?"
The scene expands to reveal Vash sitting curled up in the bathtub, shower spraying on the back of his head. His clothes are left aimlessly on the bathroom counter and floor. From outside the bathroom, Wolfwood, shrugging of his jacket, continues, "⊠The sand steamer leaves at dawn tomorrow so don't take all night. I'm not waking you up gently if you're late." Vash's eyes continue to look downward, glazed and unfocused. Step sound effects and a yawn sound from outside the bathroom before Wolfwood says, "'m going to bedâŠ". In the tub, Vash sits curled up against a dark background, before eventually lifting his head and unfurling himself as the background grows lighter.
He twists around to turn off the shower and then looks at the floor, going, "Ah." He sits, thinking, before calling out "Wolfwood?". A sleepy Wolfwood replies, "âŠyeah?" from offscreen. "I forgot my towel!" Vash exclaims. "Ugh, look under your change of clothes⊠Knew you'd forget so I left it thereâŠ" a grouchy Wolfwood replies. "Gee, thanks!" Vash replies, a cartoony doodle of him saying "so reliable!".
Vash, shirtless but with sleep pants on, opens the door, towel draped over his head, to see Wolfwood, reclining on the bed. Wolfwood's smoking and holding his rosary, lit by the light from the bathroom. Vash climbs into bed next to him, towel still around his shoulders, and rests his head on Wolfwood's chest. His eyes close and then open to see Wolfwood watching him. Vash exclaims, "Oh! It's speeding up!, and Wolfwood bonks him on the head before saying, "Get on here since ya wanna be so up close 'n personal!". The two tussle briefly and Vash laughs before Wolfwood tucks the blanket around them. Wolfwood continues to smoke as Vash curls up against his chest and listens to his heartbeat, the background turning black once again as he smiles, content. /end id]
#trigun#trimax#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#vash centric#my art#image described#vash finding comfort in regular and rythmic sounds#vash missing the quietness of the zero-g room and never being able to truly find that same safe space again#at it again with the heart-themed vash comics#its gonna happen again#from the manga we already know vash's little habit of curling in on himself#so i thought i'd give my own little idea to that concept#also sleepy woowoo with his rosaryđ«¶đ«¶#<- very important to me#i think he'd use it out of habit to occupy his mind rather than for any religious reasons#thank you sm gnomebud for the ID!!#raepliica_art
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truly a moment in tv history. like they are directly addressing the audience with these questions while the spn tptb are in real life bullying the show's fans over these exact questions
#sorry i actually enjoy all the meta episodes#thank you robbie thompson i guess#and honestly i've never known another piece of media to be so adamt to be interpreted in the exact same way that they want it to be#interpreted. while the actual creators don't even have a shared consensus what the story should be about and how it should be seen#s9 rewatch#9x18 meta fiction
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So does anybody else ever think about how Loop felt the need to demonstrate that the party's deaths wouldn't have any effect on the loops. I know I do but that's besides the point. Anyway I don't think Loop actually needs to bathe, they just like to feel included.
#'but lucabyte didnt you already do a comic with this exact same message? that loop has potentially killed their party intentionally before?'#yes i did absolutely do that thank you for noticing. that is what the cannibalism comic is about. no that was not a metaphor. lol#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sifloop#isat siffrin#isat loop#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#lucabyteart#ill ramble elsewhere some other time. maybe in a text post. but. long and short of it: even if you assume the answer to 'how do they know'#is that in sasasap isa got frozen once. theres still the fact that the loops are from sif being too distressed. how far gone does a siffrin#have to be before they can witness a party member die and notice it has no effect. how does loop feel to have planned to kill the party#during act 3. why did they NEED to show sif that. are they trying to preemtively stop them from getting the idea in their head#that maybe that might work? when they're out of all other options? when they just get so frustrated and at wits end?#loop helps in subtle ways through the whole game. and in less subtle ways like begging sif not to use the dagger. and while yes the#overarching reason you need to learn that the loops are tied to sif is because you need to figure out wish craft.... loop doesn't know the#actual mechanics of the loops themselves. just what didn't work. the power of friendship. getting the final hit in. being perfect. etc...#and besides all that.. how did loop feel during that hangout. being so deceitful. especially since before the other shoe drops#sif is enjoying themselves. but they know what's coming the whole time.#as for: why bathing? its the obvious imagery for blood on their hands/washing/never being clean. and is a bit of an inversion of the other#piece i just drew with the other casual closeness and nudity being kind. this one is cruel instead.#anyway tag ramble over ill do a masterpost of all my fanwork with some directors commentary sometime i promise. since i know im often vague
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one of the richest most interesting facets of rhaenyra and alicentâs relationship is there are zero universes in which they get to be together while retaining the core of who they are. like even as we speed closer and closer to annihilation and the spectre of former âgirlhoodâ hovers between themâŠ. there is no future which allows them anything more than shared adolescence. they are not equals. aemma lives? otto arranges an advantageous match for alicent. rhaenyra is not named heir? she would still be a princess, probably also matched and sent away from kingâs landing. alicent is her lady, and rhaenyra is always her princess. daemon or no daemon, aegon or no aegon, they are always destined to be longing for a fairy tale that doesnât exist. and thatâs so compelling because it doesnât matter that it could never be, itâs comforting! they want to reach for each other! but itâs never anything more than a mirage, even without the dance.
#they are not equals! they were never girls Together rhaenyra was also a princess and a dragon rider#alicentâs resentment of rhaenyraâs inability to join her in the exact cage of her gender/station wouldâve always come between them#which makes any grasping even more tragic#but itâs always why i canât abide uwu rhaenicent posting#hotd#they never even had a golden childhood REALLY like rhaenyra left on syrax and alicent said no thank you!#rhaenyraâs fairytale of being alicentâs knight and flying across the sea with her wouldnât even have happened bc alicent would NOT have#gotten on dragonback! like OOOOOOH itâs so rich#they have never been on the same page ever and Yet!
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gothic lolita machete came to me in a dream
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#HHWAH#but he unironically kind of makes it work though??#I never realized that the leap from what he normally wears to gothic lolita would be this small#basically the same thing just a lot more lace and frills and embroidery#loving! the pomegranates!#it always makes me ecstatic when people find a way to include them or his other... symbols? motifs? objects of significance?#it's nice you kept the red gloves and red heels#the little crosses on the capelet and the stockings too hah#and the massive bow where the fascia would go#I support genderfuckery Machete by the way#his design and mannerisms have always been somewhat androgynous or at least that's what I've been trying to aim for#despite his sharp angular form he's supposed to have an aura of elegance and delicateness#at least on his better days when he's not in full rat man mode#given the choice he'd rather be called beautiful than handsome I'm pretty sure#folks have been mistaking him for a goth lesbian a whole lot lately so I can't be too far off#thank you this made me grin like an idiot when I opened the inbox#gift art#aggiepython#own characters#Machete
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i need you more than anything
#taevi.png#life series#scott smajor#jimmy solidarity#solidarity gaming#flower husbands#dangthatsalongname#trafficshipping#so guess who watched scott's and jimmy's 3rd life and is now insane about jimmy's death and the impact it had on scott#it's so interesting about scott's grief in 3l especially in the moments when he learns jimmy is dead and how he chooses to express it#i'm still thinking about that afterlife scene and how it's so deeply intergal to scott's character#everyone say thank you to bree for getting me into fh i will never view them the same again#taevi have a consistent scott design challenge instant fail#blood tw#blood cw
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pairing: hoshina soushirou x gn!reader (no prns)
request:Â hiii idk if u take these kinds of requests but id like to see jealous reader (preferably if reader and hoshina are already in an established relationship and reader works in a different division, meaning they dont get to see each other much) like maybe heâs used to calling okonogi âmy dearâ and its the first reader heard him call anyone with a pet name like that and she starts to overthink and gets pouty/ sulky and hoshina doesnt notice it at first but when he does he starts teasing her which doesnt help HAHAHAHA if its ok can it be hurt/ comfort and end in fluff & HELLO!! can i request an angst to fluff with hoshina where reader thinks he likes okonogi more than him especially since he is against revealing him n readerâs relationship to the third division (for other reasons of course). hopefully this isnt too specific!! i hope u have a wonderful day:))
notes: hoshina calls the reader âdarlingâ, hurt comfort, him accepting jealousy a valid emotion (very important to me i fear), so sorry i merged the reqs!! i hope this was satisfactory for both TY FOR THE REQ!, this is a twt thread i thought about while writing this, (l/n) mention in the bonus part
wc:Â 1400
Oh, you hated when this happened. You hated when your heart started to tighten in this horrible way you knew well. You hated being jealous.
You hated how self centered it made you feel and how it ate away at your thoughts and feelings. It made you feel like your good thoughts were disintegrating to horrible ones. However, what you hated even more was how it meant you were doubting his love for youâ and that was the last thing you wanted to do. You didn't want to doubt him, nor did you doubt him, but when the jealousy got to your head it was over. You were stuck in a loop.
To top it off, the cause of this all was truly harmless and hardly that big of a deal, but that's usually how most anxious thoughts start. They start little.
You were called to visit the 3rd Division to help with research on a field you were particularly knowledgeable on, and you happened to hear Hoshina's laughter from the operation room, so you went in to take a peek.
âIt was not that funny,â Okonogi was saying to him, but Hoshina only continued to laugh.
âYes, it definitely was,â he laughed. âI knew Kafka would forget about that hole in the training grounds again.â
âWhy don't you remind him, then?â
âComedic relief, of course.â
âAlright then.â
âOkonogi dear, you're no fun,â he said.
They said a few more things, but you couldn't seem to focus on their words. âDearâ? Was that merely a simple pet name? Or was there more to them than you initially expected?
Oh, the worries started to fill your head. And they were things you didn't want to be worried aboutâ Okonogi was always so sweet to you when you popped by and you knew Hoshina loved you. The last thing you wished to do was doubt them, nor did you want to make things awkward around them. There were just so many things that you just didn't know about, being in a different division as him. You doubted they even knew you were dating, and the voice in your head would only get louder.
It was then that Hoshina saw you at the doorway and called over to you.
âAre you done with work?â he asked, his voice excited and hopeful. Your heart stung.
âNot quite yet,â you tried to sound disappointed, but for the right reason. âIâll get going now.â
You walked away from the room as quickly as you could, seemingly naturally. You didn't want to be there and you didn't want to talk to him before calming down firstâ you were sure you'd say something silly if you spoke now.
Yet, immediately you heard footsteps behind you and a hand you knew well grab yours.
âSoushirou?â you asked, turning to look behind you.
âWhat's wrong?â he asked, his voice soft and visible concern in his eyes. âDo you feel unwell?â
Pang in your chest again.
âNot at all, nothing's wrong?â you said, but you could see the way he pursued his lipsâ the hurt in his eyes from how you wouldn't tell him what was troubling you. Gosh, why did you feel this way? Why must you feel much silly emotions.
âIt's truly so stupid,â you said. âI'll tell you another time.â
âAlright,â he said, letting go of your hand. That one was your badâ you knew he wouldn't push you any further, even if he wanted to.
Dinner that night was awkward. You weren't even that jealous, but the fact that you felt something was gnawing at your brain upset you. Not to mention the fact that you were keeping something from him made you feel even worse.
âHow was your training?â you asked.
âAlright, I suppose,â he said. There was a horrible moment of silence. You werenât sure what to say.
âI think Iâm getting a hang of this new technique,â he finally continued, but you wouldnât look up at himâ you were afraid he wouldnât look your way.
âI see,â you said. âThatâs really cool⊠Iâd like to see someday.â
âIâll show you as soon as its better,â he said.
The rest of dinner felt⊠quiet. The two of you still talked throughout it but it was terribly different from the usual lively catch-up youâd haveâ it was heart-wrenching quite frankly.
So as youâd imagine, going to sleep was even worse. You subconsciously faced away from him and pretended to fall asleep quickly, hoping heâd sleep soon too. You hated what was going on, but you just couldnât bring this up. You knew it was silly and you knew youâd forget soon enough. Youâd probably regret making such a big deal out of it.
âDarling,â he said, and immediately you turned to face him. He was already facing you. âYou donât have to tell me if you donât feel like it⊠Iâm sorry I pushed you.â
Gosh, you thought. You gulped. You wished he wasnât so kind.
âYouâre going to think Iâm so annoying though,â you said, voice cracking in a way you didnât wish for it to and immediately his eyes widened.
âDarling, what happened?â he asked, suddenly worried. âYou could never be annoying to me.â
âI⊠heard youâŠâ you started and he just listenedâ he waited. âI heard you calling Okonogi, âdear.â And suddenly Iââ
âIâm so sorry,â he said, without hesitation. âI hadnât even realized I did that, it was completely by habit. I wonât anymore.â
You finally met his eyes and the way he looked so horrified he had made you feel bad was so prominent in his eyes.
âNo, Soushirou,â you said. âI didnât mean for you to have to change anythingâ I know so well that both of you are so sweet to me and thereâs nothing going on. I justââ
âDarling, calm down,â he said, cutting you off. âYouâve done nothing wrong, why are you beating yourself up? This was my bad and thatâs about it. None of this is you.â
âIâ,â you said, taking a moment to collect yourself. âI hate to be jealous, Soushirou. Iâm so sorry.â
âWhy?â he asked and you paused to look up at him, utterly confused.
âWhy?â he asked again.
âItâs such an⊠ugly feeling,â you said.
âIs it?â
âIs it⊠not?â
âWhatâs wrong with being jealous?â
âBecause itâs like Iâm doubting you or something⊠when I donât at all.â
âI think thatâs a different thing entirely, no?â he asked. âYou can know in your head that Iâm in love with you and still feel something elseâ theyâre not always the same. A little jealousy is perfectly healthy, I think.â
âOhâŠâ you said. You wanted to say so much more but there was so much to process first. Your heart swelled with such warmth.
âI get jealous too. I hate when Narumi gets too close to you or bothers you when Iâm not around,â he continued on. âBut in my head I know youâd never do anything to hurt me and youâd stop him if he crosses a line. Iâll try to stop if that bothers you though.â
âNo,â you said. âThat sounds⊠nice. Iâm rather⊠happy⊠you were a jealous actually. But Iâll make sure to keep some more distance between Captain Narumi next time.â
He laughed. âSounds good. But you tell me if thereâs anything more that bothers you okay. Iâll fix myself up.â
âI will,â you said and he kissed your forehead. âBut Soushirou, I donât mind much anymore. You can stay the way you are.â
âNo, no, stop overthinking. You need to sleep now, you have an early morning tomorrow.â
âYeah. You too Sou,â you said and he hummed.
Once you were certain he was asleep, you kissed his cheek and slipped your hand into his. You liked holding his hand when you fell asleep, but you werenât sure if it made it harder for him to fall asleep.
âThank you,â you whispered to him. âYou mean the world to me.â
You lightly kissed his cheek, careful not to wake him up, but to your surprised he smiled. He squeezed your hand and without opening his eyes, âYou missed,â he said.
He kissed you on the lips and you laughed, snuggling up against him. âYou were awake.â
âI was waiting for you to hold my hand,â he said. âI like when we hold hands when we sleep.â
BONUS:
From then on, Hoshina stopped calling Okonogi âdearâ as much, and itâd only happen when it truly slipped out of him from force of habit.
âVice-Captain, youâve started dating (l/n), havenât you?â she said to him one day while they were sorting through files.
âHow... did you know?â he asked. The two of you had been dating for quite a while now, but he was more surprised she guessed you correctly.
âItâs terribly obvious youâre completely in love,â she said.
He blinked. And then he laughed.Â
Heâd have to ask you that night if he can share the news with everyone, properly, then.
#hoshina x reader#hoshina soshiro x reader#soshiro x reader#hoshina#hoshina soshiro#kaiju no. 8 x reader#kaiju no 8 x reader#request#FINALLY#IM SO SORRY I THINK ONE OF THESE REQS HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ALMOST A MONTH NOW#thank u sm for requesting though#AND THANK U FOR READING!!!#i hope you enjoyed#hoshina accepting jealous as a valid emotion is so important to me#genuinely like gosh.#a tangent but i saw this twt thread a while back saying that jealousy is a valid emotion and jealousy is different from envy and ive truly#never been the same since#i will link it somewhere actually#it was so sweet to me#they said you can feel jealous and still feel insanely happy for someone and i think that is the same idea#u can feel jealous and still trust your partner
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wi papa look a thing there for me. awa.
prefacing this with a PSA that i'm going to try and keep short but basically regardless of anything i say here let me make it known that i do believe he should apologize. whether or not he's still actively saying that word in 2024 it is something he's used in the past even if he isn't performing said play anymore/saying things like that so flippantly. granted if he does apologize there's always going to be a section of fandom that's like 'he only apologized bc he got caught' yes?????????? that's what always happens????????? lbr you're not going to get on IG and announce you killed your ex two decades ago and you'll be turning yourself in when there's an entire true crime community in the depths of the internet who will dig up the cold case + the suspiciously convenient alibi anyway without you lifting a finger. politicians who get called out for blackface in college do not go around telling people they did blackface in college. celebrities who were homophobic on this hellsite in high school back in the early 10s before they realized they were gay are not going to let you know what their handle was. this is how the world works.
that being said i must confess i caught wind of the stirrings of this a bit early bc during the clusterfuck that was the Jam vs Zamasian RPF poll (i did not go in the notes. rancid ass shit) someone had taken a screenshot of a reblog made as a 'gotcha' to Zamasian voters by implying that they were anti-Black for voting for a ship featuring an actor that said the n-word in a play he hasn't performed for several decades since, with a short taped example that the general public was not going to know how to find unless they were on a mission. i poked around, saw a couple hints here and there that implied that the clip actually existed, marked that down for future ref and went about my business. disappointing? sure. run of the mill especially among people his age in the industry from that time period who are perceived to benefit from white privilege? absolutely. the former bird identified app dragging all of this back into the light (including the interview with Chris Rock. which i have not seen though there's no way it was within the last few years for AMC to still hire Eric if they had seen it. correct me if i'm wrong pls) is unexpected but tracks for the fandom on there.
generally i don't believe in cancelling someone for things they said or did more than ten years ago if they are no longer the same person they were back then. i don't believe Jacob or Assad or any one of the staff of color who may have been working behind the scenes would have agreed to continue interacting with Eric if he had the same attitude as he did when he first wrote and performed the play. i don't believe his Black comedian niece would continue to talk about him and share photos with him if he was calling her or the Black side of her family the n-word. i am willing to give the 'Eric Bogosian n-word' reply tweet he reportedly made before deleting it shortly after the brief benefit of the doubt bc it was 1. supposedly under someone else's tweet talking about the play incident and 2. i cannot count how many times i have accidently commented/almost posted something on here or YouTube or Reddit or ao3 bc i was on mobile and once the keyboard's open the app/browser flips the fuck out and puts the search bar and the comment box too close together. now if his ass shows up and shows out and stands ten toes down while he's currently on time-out or doesn't address any of this we're dealing with a different story. if more examples of him acting like this come out i'll drop him faster than you can call the election it will be that serious.
anyway for now i'm choosing to keep an eye on this while acknowledging that us Black folks do have the right to be upset and pissed as fuck. we deal with enough racism/microaggressions in fandom spaces as it is we definitely don't need new ones, and we don't need them from the past career choice of the main cast of a show a lot of us enjoy. amen
#tv: interview with the vampire#interview with the vampire#iwtv#eric bogosian#what a lovely start to the 5th already (derogatory)#i've said what i needed to say. i'm leaving reblogs on for now but if people start clowning in my notes it's going off i ain't here#for any of that shit. bitch if this was another cast member we were talking about i'd say the same thing don't get it twisted#if i even smell one of you about to be like 'i always knewâ' 'i never liked himâ' 'DM fansâ' it's an instant fucking block. shut up.#you're not helping thank you#edit: typo located in the second to last paragraph that i just fixed..................... this is what happens when you type out what#you thought out in the shower i'm cryingggggggggggg
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COME ON MACHINE, FUCK ME LIKE AN ANIMAL.
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#gabriel ultrakill#ultrakill#wear headphones#suggestive#volume warning#if you dont wear headphone listening to anything on here. im sorry. i cant help you#finally. 6-2 uncensored#ok ok the title is a lie 6-2 is based but he should have said what he really meant.. :]#everyone say thank you gianni#i won't be adding the ones with and without music every time#but ppl might want to use this for somethin so I put one without music as well#ok i promise the next post will be Normal.#normal. im normal.....#sorry the volume levels are inconsistent#when i apply the effect it gets real loud#so i have to reduce the volume#and it never ends up the same volume as the non filtered clip lol
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I started reading Dungeon Meshi last week, became instantly charmed and captivated, and blitzed through the entire manga in 4 days (and changed my profile picture about it). With that in mind, I would just like to say...
I love your dungeon meshi art so so much
CHILCHUCK!!!!!!!!
Thank you kindly! I love Dungeon Meshi a lot, so I'm happy to see so many people get into it for the first time.
CHILCHUCK!!!
#ask#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#I feel like chilchuck was overlooked in the pre-anime fandom a lot (which sucked as an OG chilchuck fan).#So I am thrilled by how much love he has been getting. He is a great character and so much fun to draw.#Great comedic straight man while also having some really hard hitting emotional moments.#I think he needs a union mandated vacation after this dungeon expedition -and a drink with an umbrella in it.#Veering off topic for a moment:#I started drawing this at the same time as the Dragon comic (I had chilchuck brainrot)#and since then two of my dungeon meshi comics have hit over 10k notes. Which is bonkers!#A year ago I was getting hyped over a post reaching past 100 notes...I never thought I'd be here. Thank you for all the love and support.#I may have started as a MDZS blog but drawing for Dungeon Meshi has had a huge impact on me *and* my art.#This Chilled Chuck is thus a mini celebration for a incredible milestone B*)#I'll keep my weekly dungeon meshi posts going until the season ends so please keep looking forwards to it!
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Incorrect, the fact that Biden has dropped out and a candidate with history of supporting medicare for all and being more receptive to a ceasefire in the I/P conflict has made me go from "I cannot morally support the Democratic nominee" to "I am voting for the Democratic nominee despite the fact she isn't perfect in every respect." I'm really happy this played out. The Dems for the most part abandoned the old Obama platform and it feels like its possible an actual progressive agenda could come to pass in my lifetime.
Kamala 2024!
If you weren't going to vote Democratic in this election before Biden dropped out you're a dorkass loser who does not care about any of the issues you're yammering about here and also a fundamentally bad person, and I hope you get run over by a bus.
But you got one thing right in all of this gibberish, Kamala 2024.
#personal#answered#anonymous#i mean let's be clear here no president is gonna attempt to be progressive ever again within my lifetime#because joe biden tried to do like 25% of that and got ZERO fucking credit#he did so much on healthcare on reform on loans on so many social issues and for all his litany of failings on i/p#he has been distinctly harsher on netanyahu than a good chunk of dems and certainly the entire republican party#for the first time since i was four we are not involved in any wars as americans and that is thanks to joe biden#but the thing is that he gets no credit for any of it!#him pulling out of afghanistan caused his approvals to tank in a way that never recovered#and leftists gave him FUCK ALL for it#they gave him nothing they just continued whining that even tho he cancelled a bajillion in student loans#he didn't actually cancel a QUADRILLION dollars so both parties are the same and voting is the most arduous task known to man#no democrat who is running is going to forget that catering to leftist/progressive policies gets them zero leeway with those supporters#that it not only tanks numbers but you still get constant haranguing about it anyway#so they're not gonna do it#we are gonna get fuckall for at least a good fifty years#and anything we get will be utterly in SPITE of people like you anon it will happen in spite of everything you've done#mostly because of people like me and mine who understand that voting is the bare minimum#and that for the democratic process to work the way you want it to you need to participate and not pitch a fucking fit#like a four year old who was told they can't go to disney this weekend#like i know you ratfuckers are happy this played out because this is all a game to you and you don't actually care#but that's why i've got zero faith in you people and why i'm glad it's my kind of folks#actual die hard democrats who have always been hardliners for supporting democrats in every possible election#who are picking up the slack and donating to harris and supporting her agenda#which is the exact same as biden's because she's his vice president and they share they same platform#because that's what they were both running on! twice!#anyway fuck you please feel free to find a necktie and test how tall your doorframe is
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haunting the narrative -> haunted by the narrative -> haunting the narrative -> haunted by
#adventure time#fionna and cake#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#fan art#fanart#art#digital art#my art#just a lil something something i did for fun#adventure time has always been the show that makes me want to draw (i have SO many AT drawings from 2015 it's ridiculous)#but now I'm coming back to that ye olde passion with new digital art skills and many more evil tragic thoughts (thank you fionna and cakeđ)#i couldn't get the thought about them haunting and be haunted by the narrative out of my head so I had to make some art for it#the caption for this was almost: so who wears the haunted by the narrative in the relationship?#they take turns of course because damn these guys really do be having that tragic romance huh. hot potato cursed existence#never quite on the same wavelength. always out of reach. their love the very thing that dooms them to be apart. a love defined by absences#like two ships in the night passing each other by. except they keep trying to seek the other out. and so end up going in circles#the tragic dance of madness and sadness. lead on and i shall follow. ....so anyway...these two amiright?#/might/ have to write something at some point...maybe...#because like... ghosts are my thing. and these two...well. even when they aren't haunting the narrative they are still ghosts#never let themselves live in the present and okay I'm going to stop now. enjoy the art byeeeee#...AND they'll never be at peace because they'll always be reaching for a version of each other that no longer exists andâ#(i am dragged kicking and screaming from the room before i can devolve into a full blown meta)
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Kaka compilation
Because everyone is sleeping on him. Witness his greatness!! First two Kaka colored icons were colored by me, lineart by Ryoko Kui though!
Kaka & Kiki are kinda like Laios & Falin⊠Kaka being stoic and giving repressed energy like early Laios, Kiki being cryptic and always smiling and kinda soft-looking. Autism siblings 2, ostracized and othered as kids and have a deep bond due to sticking together through it all, though unlike with Laios their parents are very loving so Kaka developed family as a big value more than Laios (bc asides for Falin Laios doesnât care much about it).
In the gnome festival comic you can see Kaka is more emotive than he seems! Full with a :3 face, and heïżœïżœïżœs the one crying at the end. Heâs insecure about his legs and being tall⊠It really got to him. Conceal donât feel. In the gnome festival comic you also see him sensing othersâ gaze on him and that something is off unlike Kiki, again Laios-like in the way that judgement from others gets to him more than her.
#The twins are so autistic swag#A falin just as chilled out and smiling and a laios who never stopped repressing#Theyâre so neurodivergent and theyâre allowed to just exist I love you Kui. Kaka is just literally me#I looove characters that are hard to know and hard to read/easily misunderstood. Theyâre my favorite thing#LOOK AT THE WAY HE SMILES THE WAY HE BLUSHESSS HEâS PERFECT and I would take a harpoon to the chest for him thank u#I do love Kiki too btw but Iâve been seeing her in fancontent and posts way more than Kaka so I had to give him some spotlight#But also Laios is my fave of the Toudens so this very much checks out#Their pre-Flokes story would be interesting to analyze too#Dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#kaka floke#Kaka#Kiki and kaka#floke twins#As you may guess from my new-ish icon I am in my kaka era#ALSO I SWEAR TO GOD STOP BEING MEAN ABOUT HIS NAME#KA IS A SYLLABLE IN MY IRL NAME. YES I WAS BULLIED AND CALLED KAKA AS A KID. MY NAME ALSO MEANS UGLY STUFF IN A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE#KAKAâS A PRETTY NAME IâLL DIE ON THIS HILL. ITâS NOT WEIRD IF YOU DONâT MAKE IT WEIRD#Oh also another laios falin parallel: they both sort-of-date the same woman
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