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Hello ! Just to say that I found your answer to my previous question very, very cute ! ^^ I learnt something at least, I didn't know "femme" had a meaning in the US :) I asked this because I thought you were French and thus, could let me know some people into it too, IRL I mean. You made clear enough that you're lesbian so I wouldn't have asked anything more to you :) Oh but if you ever know a female feeder/feedee in France, lemme know, I'd be happy :D
hi french anon!! hahaha thank you, i’m glad!
i can completely understand the confusion and i’m sure you’re not the first. i should clarify that ‘femme’ (we pronounce it like ‘fem’) in US queer communities and several other countries influenced by US queer culture, is not only used by lesbians! many queer people use it as an identity term that means alignment with femininity among other things.
any of my followers from france?? or know some feedists there? help this lovely anon out!
#i will keep an eye out for you anon!#bonne chance <3#(i hope that was right i didn’t use google translate for that lol)#plushe answers
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i can't get enough of them
#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 screenshots#have been toiling away at an edit i’ve been meaning to make for months now which Is! giving me psychic damage#and i haven’t logged in in a few days so. shares this screenshot with you 🤲#i have so many random screenshots of them that i could share honestly i’ve been playing the game so much lately#but yeah. this edit i’ve been working on… legitimately can’t even start it because it upsets me every time i stare too long at it#i’m simultaneously putting it off while also being a perfectionist and nitpicking every detail#but anyway. it’s a nice change of pace to look at mattodore being sweet and beautiful instead#i’ve decided matthias is keeping the dimples btw 🙂↔️#also i love their alpha versions so bad i’m just completely ignoring the transparency issues w the hair and my preset#so don’t look at the obv outline of their bald heads#me saying hi i’m alive! look at my ocs! and then turning around and staring in harrowing grayscale at procreate#logging back out .#oh but wait.#beloved anon who sent a message abt matthias crying over theo know this: hehe yayyyyyy#and also i will reply eventually .#the abandoned state of my inbox…. let’s not discuss it.#sawrry . with big wet eyes#i will be capable of saying things about them eventually#i simply can’t form the sentences rn#<- but can ramble in tags foreverrr#hashtag tumblrgirl
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If male Jordan looks female does female Jordan look like a male? … (let me fuck em both)
unfortunately anon you'll have to get in line - there's already someone by jordan's side and he ain't the sharing type
but on f!jordan design!! I actually didn't think much when making m!jordan cause i was just thinking of what my oc's type would be (pretty men) HBREHBFJHBERF but if i were to view f!jordan, it would just be m!jordan design but female? so they'd look something like this:
BUT YOU DID give me the Thought of .... short haired f!jordan so you also get a bonus brainrot doodle from yours truly <3
but same anon - same, i want to fuck em both
#HBJERBFHJBEHJRFBJHERBF#HELP ME ANON IM SO SORRY FOR RESPONDING SO LATE#i had my hands preoccupied with another thing - (side eyes a certain bunny)#HJBERBFJBEJRHFBJERJHFEBJHFR#BUT I HOPE THIS ANSWERS YOUR QUESTION?!??!?!?#idk i just saw this and let my random thoughts take the wheel#ask dean#dean answers#jordan the pious#dol#dol related#degrees of lewdity#dol jordan#eri the orphan#dol pc#im sorry about my bastard son he's the possessive type#fan art#art#mine#my fan art#my art#anonymous#also had to bust out my ipad because my graphic tablet is DRIVING ME CRAZY with the connection issues#like babygirl i aint buying a new one you better keep working.
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I'm sorry that your ask got eaten by Tumblr's wacky code (twice), but at least I finally got this done! I quite like how I was able to translate your OC's design into a stick figure. It was pretty fun.
Lately, some of my asks have been disappearing and unfortunately, that means some of the art requests I got over the last few days were lost to Tumblr and it's weirdness. The good news is that I still have the emails, so if an ask suddenly disappears before I could save it, I'll screenshot the ask from my email and put it in a new post while tagging the one who sent it. Unfortunately, if it's an anon ask, I won't be able to tag you, so all I can do is hope that you'll see the post for that art request with your screenshot at some point. ^^;
It took me a while to get around to this one since I didn't think ahead and save the OC reference, but thankfully, I was able to get into contact with the owner to get the reference outside of my ask box. It was pretty inconvenient but hey, there's only so much I can do with Tumblr and it's messy code. After this conundrum, though, I made sure to screenshot and save all the asks and OC references sent to me for the requests so I won't have to do that again. Again, I'm sorry that it took a while to get to your request. But I hope you like it!
#AVA#AVM#Animator VS Animation#Animation VS Minecraft#Other People's OCs#Star's Art#Asks#for the anon that requested platonic blue and purple talking to one another on the couch - don't worry! I got your ask too#but unfortunately it was also one of the asks that disappeared from my Tumblr inbox ;-;#just wanted to let you know that I do have it and I'll be working on that one next so that you know to keep an eye out#if you see this post
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you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.
i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.
#every time i try to reach out or talk to someone it goes nowhere. i dont have any social skills anymore and have no clue how to keep a#conversation going. half the time even when i do people stop replying to me. which is fine theydont owe me a reply but still feels likeshit#when i tried to make one new irl friend it just didn't work because they have better options for friends. we spoke occasionally but never#messaged online like ever and would only talk when we happened to be in the same place. i tried multiple times to organize a time to hangou#none of which came to pass. i dont understand why this one didn't work because i thought this person was interested in being my friend but#i guess i was wrong or thought they were more interested than they really were.#i have a problem with reaching out anyway which has been a problem i have had since i was like 11. reaching out to people first doesnt come#easily to me - in the beginning when i was a lot younger i didn't want to bother people with my presence & thought if i were to come to#someone first they would feel pressured into talking to me when they didn't want to. this is stupid of course. but has still not left me as#something i feel is very core to the way i act today. waiting for someone to come to me first feels like my only option because i do not#know how to reach out effectively (my evidence being i have failed every time i have tried) & i am convinced people dont like me in the#first place and do not want me to approach them.#i dont really even know who to reach out to in the first place. my world is extremely narrow. the number of people i know has shrunk#significantly and my standing in their eyes collectively has also shrunk significantly in the past few years. i feel like every person i#was once friends with wants nothing to do with me. i feel as if i have burned every bridge possible.#when it comes to the fact i complain all the time . which i know of course is annoying. its because i cant find any kind of joy in anything#i do or see or whatever. nothing makes me happy - i only see things to complain about. all stimulus seems grating and the world seems#specifically catered to make me miserable. all i can really do is complain. i treat this blog like a stream of consciousness and when most#of that consciousness is occupied with how much i hate being alive the blog will mostly be complaining. its a vicious cycle lol .#anyway . i guess the key theme is low self esteem begets low self esteem in many ways. mental illness begets mental illness.#i am not really saying this to anyone least of all to you anon. i just felt compelled to recount i guess for myself the reasons that came#to mind for why i am like this. i am talking to myself here
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Don’t get me wrong, I adore the snl posting and of course have as many interests as you want lol. I just hope the bistro huddy fandom hasn’t lost you entirely! You are always a joy in the fandom. Of course if you’re not interested in it anymore that’s completely fine. Or if you’re just taking a break. I just hope we get the joy of seeing a post or maybe a fanfic from you once in a while. Your fanfics are my favourite! again I soooo hope this isn’t being read as me being pushy!! If anything this is a thank you for making cool things for the fandom. Love the jamber stuff and how positive you are. Thanks!
oh my god this means so much to me you have no idea i can’t thank you ENOUGHHHH 😭😭😭😭🩷🩷🩷🩷 pleaseeee be rest assured im not going anywhere. you and the many other beautiful people in this fandom are what will keep me here forever!!!!
i do feel like currently a majority of the fandom and honestly the show itself have moved on from jamber (and i’m not all that interested in rubycole). it’s happened before, i call it downtime!! i use that time to play around with other hyperfixations and rest my beautiful jamber brain 😌
and then they show up again and i am thrown HEADFIRST back into the building. i have a million fic WIPs, no joke, count em, so you’re absolutely not hearing the last of me <333
#the next family meal date actually just dropped and i’m literally eyeing it rn knowing if we get the slightest jamber hint im going to be#talking about it all fucking WEEK#if it’s any extra reassurance: im still subscribed to the patreon + i watch every episode when it comes out + i frequently revisit my wips#not to mention my beautiful friends who always keep me updated#ACTUALLY I WAS PLANNING A BISTRO HUDDY X SNL POST FOR MY TIKTOK NOW THAT I THINK ABT IT#ok sorry to ramble but 💖💖💖 i love you anon tysm you genuinely did answer my own week-long ‘would anyone gaf if i left this fandom’ spiral#MWAH MWAH#bistro huddy#velbi.txt#jamber4ever#anon
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Flower husbands relationship with martyn in 3rd life? Why did they hate him so much? Why did Martyn try to get Jimmy to leave Scott that one time? Why did Scott say him and Martyn were going to sleep together once they were both dead? Many questions that plague me at night
IM STILL ON MY SCOTT 3L REWATCH THE. THAT FOURTH QUESTION???? HELLO???
(^ edit: anon clarified, ask was referring to the “I wanna cuddle together before we die” comment from martyn)
#I’LL. KEEP AN EYE OUT FOR A LINE LIKE THAT ON MY REWATCH . because if he said that holy shit. i’ll lose it#anyways. martyn trying to split up jimmy and scott in episode 1 is a mix of concern and jealousy imo#jimmy and martyn were near inseparable in evo and this conflict builds from that (martyn directly brings up property police later—#in regards to this fight theyre having)#he’s upset jimmy doesnt want to come live with him instead and sees jimmy’s hesitance as a betrayal basically. and it snowballs from there#it’s. deeper than that. but im very tired. but it’s still deeper than that you have to trust me anon#you have to be able to marry the concepts of martyn splitting fh up for his own self interest AND martyn being genuinely concerned for jimm#this is how we will reach enlightenment anon#asks#I realize this is only one part of the question but yeah I’d need to revisit the rest of this on my rewatch#my original scott 3l notes did not account for martyn
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my unpopular opinion is that while i think Snow is ultimately responsible for the sex trafficking of victors i don’t think he’s the “face of the operation”. like obviously he’s the one that set it up, knows everything that’s going on and completely enforces it i still see him being someone who would like to publicly keep his hands clean of it. i don’t think anybody who pays for the victors would ever pay him directly and i think the victors would very rarely, if ever, have a conversation with him about it directly. i know most fics (and i’ve complained to you about this part before lol) depict Snow showing up to a victor and saying “hey you gotta have sex with this guy tonight or i’m gonna kill your whole family” but in my eyes he has a lot more people who do his dirty work for him and it’s a grooming situation. it’s probably people these kids see on a more day to day basis subtly edging them in to this before really locking them in
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#ask and you shall receive#lovely anon#thg#can I just say it is incredibly refreshing to know there’s someone else out there who knows something about how trafficking situations#tend to go!!! so thank you for showing up in the inbox and I hope many people see this#it’s absolutely a grooming situation in my eyes. the intricacies of a ring like that mean that they would rarely if ever have direct contact#with him and he would almost never be involved in the payment or basically I guess. booking. of a person. he has others doing that and just#facilitates and runs it but he isn’t doing the actual on the ground day to day.#which means btw. it’s highly likely that for career districts the people grooming them are their trainers and mentors. so everyone keep that#in mind because it’s people who are in close contact with the kids and that they trust.#unpopular opinions
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Hi! Just a question! I love your blog a lot, and I was wondering: do you know any TID or TLH blogs I can follow? I love the modern side of TSC but I'm looking for more historical TSC on my dash :)
hi anon!
ok. so. unfortunately I can't really think of a lot of blogs actively posting historical tsc right now. like i used to be mutuals with nearly every thomastair account on here and I've been racking my brain for people to recommend because most of them now either exclusively post non-tsc stuff or have stopped posting entirely 🥲 on the bright side, Matthew's novella will be shipping soon & the Better in Black stories won't be far behind and hopefully they will breathe some life back into that side of the fandom!! fingers crossed the drought will be over soon :)
that said, I do have a few; @edwin-paynes-bowtie is multifandom but still posts pretty regularly about tlh especially, @spacehero-23 posts incredible art, and @gracecarstairss mostly posts swordcatcher rn but there's some great analyses on her blog too!
(if anyone else has some suggestions or is a mostly historical tsc blog feel free to comment!)
#you could also keep an eye out for anyone whos about to start/currently in the middle of a reread#I'm sorry I couldn't be of more use anon#bella talks#anon ask
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m o r e s p i c y a r l o h c 😍 (i’m so down bad for him)
that makes both of us and the rest of the people on this blog lol
Arlo
idk i feel like he's some kind of service top
like i genuinely don't imagine him as a selfish lover but rather the opposite
he's holding on to you gently by the waist while going 200mph inside you lol
and that man is canonically strong so he got you in 90 different positions twisting you around like a pretzel from auntie anne
not flexible? don't worry. he'll make you flexible.
all you hear is your joints cracking as your bed becomes a twister match
while that's hot af, he's so pretty when your on top
he might even like it better that way, not having to be so proactive all the time. sit back, relax, get his dick wet 👍
CERTIFIED MUNCH
he was who ice spice was talkin bout fr.
might be his favorite thing to do besides fucking. like imagine, he's kneeling down on the bed with your legs dangling off his shoulders. your thighs and hips aren't even touching the sheets, he's supporting you with one hand on your back.
his pretty eyes staring at you as all you can feel is his tongue inside you. also he's fucking amazing at it too bc i said so.
i'm tempted to say that he's an ass guy but it feels so wrong but also so right. maybe he and john have something in common and he's a boob guy, that feels correct in my soul.
ok john likes boobs. isen is either ass or thigh. blyke is either thigh or boob. and the only way balance can be achieved is if arlo is an ass guy
either way, he's not the type of guy to get hung up on that anyway so it's not like he cares. he loves your body just how it is.
on kinker notes, i subscribe to the arlo being daddy agenda.
he may not ask you to call him it, but he sure as hell won't tell you to stop. and if you don't like the whole daddy thing and think its weird, that's cool too, he loves hearing you scream his name anyway.
ALSO him calling you mommy/daddy??????????????????
he's definitely more vanilla but i see handcuffs and hair pulling in his future
#michixoxo#unordinary#unordinary arlo#unordinary headcanons#thank you so much anon for this#i didn't even have any plans for this i just wrote everything off as it came off my brain#this is how bad i need this fictional man#he's so babygirl#blonde hair and blue eyed men need to keep one eye open at all times#im lurking out there fr#coming to get ya
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Please never stop writing <3
ty anon 🩵🩵 i don’t plan on stopping anytime soon!

#anon ask#what if i cried? then what?#just straight up sobbed my eyes out?#ough you people are so nice 🩵#as long as there are brothers to torment or write fluff about#i’ll keep writing
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Which chapters are you most looking forward to being animated when we hopefully get a new season? For me its the miniature garden shrine and the beautiful dreamer and the cookie trail chapters. I just know their going to be so colourful and beautiful and I can't wait!!
The Souko two-parter and Natsume of the Moonlit Nights chapter. I'm a sucker for Reiko stories in general but this one hit like a ton of bricks. Then the latter is because I'm really obsessed with Nishimura's friendship with Natsume. I could probably ramble about it all day.
I also really want to see the second teen exorcist story because I need to see Matoba eating cake under a table in animated form.
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#ask dcs#anonymous#natsume yuujinchou#natsume's book of friends#thank you anon for the question#and good news!#after months of feeling like a corpse i feel a bit more alive#i'm going to start recruiting people relatively soon#so if you guys want to help out and make faster releases possible to get to those recent juicy juicy chapters#keep an eye out
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Drop your Sona I wanna draw you :D
kldsfj oh my goodness that's so fucking sweet lskjfd 😭You're SO sweet!!
I don't really know as I've never really thought too much about it before but idk if you meant like, a picrew type of thing or like a fursona but if it helps, my dear friend Thane did a doodle of me and her together as a silly lil thing so that could be a reference!
I like flowery shit and stuff irl. if it's a sona though I'm not really sure but like, I should be squishy or give squeaky dogtoy/gummi bear vibes that is also a lil shit or something. idk maybe chibi lil me. or something with big eyes
I'm not really sure how this works for certain but maybe like, a weird lil moodboard or "vibes" that would fit would help?? (I'm sorry! I've never really thought about this before!!!)







This is so sweet and silly and kind.
#Mad rambles#skldfj aaaaaaaaa <3#like idk but like. if you know my “Water Wife”/shot by odysseus shit. like yeah. I love Penelope but I'm not a “suitor” per se.#I joke about it but I almost feel like it's more like a smol lil creature that keeps finding her way into the Ithacan Palace to give#Penelope gifts and while looking with big heart eyes. only for Odysseus pick me up by the scruff to put me back outside.#he's punting me like a football out the door. I'm fine with this :)#like idk I'm weird lil endearing pest. lol#that probably doesn't make sense but I'm not very good at describing this type of stuff ;~;#ask#anon
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Not sure if you saw but people are posting that Matthew was at Sidney Crosby’s training camp in Vail this weekend.
I DIDNT SEE??? But I’ve been WONDERING if he was there because what’s the point of having a house in colorado if he doesn’t train with Crosby
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Per your last reblog, you might want to check out maladaptive daydreaming disorder and OCD as well! Obviously I'm not armchair diagnosing you based on a few sentences you wrote, but mental health is like a big soup, and things that might be depression can overlap with other mental health issues, and it can be very emotionally helpful to know what words you're looking for :)
That’s what I’ve been thinking for a bit too based off what I’ve heard about other stuff.
Luckily!!! I’m getting a therapist soon so hopefully I’m able to indulge in my problems in a healthy way and probably ask a few questions. The last time I had a therapist is when I was a kid and most of the time my parents would interfere and no one would listen to me :,). Now that I’m an adult I can safely talk about it.
I’m not really sure WHAT I have since, like you’ve said- Mental health is one big SOUP, primordial pool even. Cuz I do disassociate and there is proof of other identities that I’ve experienced for some time now. Hopefully I can look into it with my future therapist and find out what’s wrong.
Unfortunately it’s hard to relate to people outside the internet bc they think any Mental Disorder that isn’t Depression or Anxiety means “Mental Hospital crazy straitjacket patient”.
#Ask#Anon#Ive been looking into OSDD and keeping an eye out for other symptoms I exhibit so I can properly voice them#I am extremely aware due to a lot of factors so it’s important that I’m able to speak for myself#Though I don’t wanna go the route of self diagnosing just yet bc of how Complex Mental disorders can be. But I’m still keeping an eye out-#and researching what I can#Ableism cw#Only a little in the last part#Not the ask itself#But thank you anon ^_^ !!
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nosy anon again making a return because i think what my brain did was read that i helped find some kind of writing and then did not fully process what the writing was?? but upon rereading i am very intrigued if you ever get the urge to share i will be all eyes/ears/senses required to enjoy things!!
I GET TO DO WIP WEDNESDAYYYYYY!!! the writing exists mostly in the form of a tag (fantastic! 'verse) and also a thirty-two page doc of snippets and planning, so the sense you will be using most is imagination:
don't think i have ever actually formally written out anything about fantastic! 'verse but! the tl;dr of it is that it's a semi-college au: joel is still a hockey player for the lv phantoms, but morgan is a college student-athlete. it's incredibly relevant to the plot that joel falls in love with morgan in the check-out line of a wegman's, lies a little bit, and ends up going back to get his degree.
most of it is just good fun about college kids growing up, but i think there's a lot of parallels between making your way through a development system where traditional "success" isn't always guaranteed (ahl -> nhl, completion of higher education -> pursuit of a career) because that development system isn't always designed for you to "succeed" or have opportunities. heavy quotation marks around success because part of that struggle is learning what you want in life and how you define success. are your dreams achievable? are they still the same dreams you always used to have? it's infinite branching universes of would you still love me if i was a worm (ahl player forever) (a college dropout) (a college graduate) (older) (realizing the fallibility of your body) (uncertain of the future) (human).
silly little snippet:
#do i LOVE this snippet no we're still workshopping but i felt like y'all needed context for why it's fantastic! 'verse#and i can't link ash's tweet because. priv nor can i link kay or jos' replies so this is me saying Just Trust Me the tweet is this scene#anon the gift keeps on giving. i get to gab i get to be nosy the world is ideal i am here for it#does it count as wip wednesday if the w in question has been ip for four (?) years?#liv in the replies#HI THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO GO OUT WHEN I FIRST GOT IT BUT I MISSED WEDNESDAY SO I HAD TO WAIT A WHOLE WEEK TO HIT IT AGAIN#BECAUSE I GOT EXCITED ABOUT DOING THE DAYS OF THE WEEK wip wednesday#you know the one oh i LOVE this part audio? that's me any time somebody asks me questions i am SO inclined to share.#one time somebody made a comparison about the blog and walking through a garden and it made me weepy i can't even lie#ALSO I SAW YOUR OTHER ASK i am in the trenches about whether i want to post it or not i did also go look and see her morgan posting in 2019#and maybe she is the same girlfriend?? maybe they broke up and got back together?? maybe she just cleaned up her vsco??? SO confused#(the debate is for all the reasons you mentioned lol it's just me deciding how Public you have to be before i think i want to paper doll yo#into my narratives? in a public forum because i would absolutely dm/gc/etc where there's no chance she could see or be involved#(as if she is on tumblr) but also figuring out how much i let into the sandbox. To Me things like the edm polycule or including wags can be#interesting within the narratives and sometimes i just pretend they don't exist! right now i am intrigued by the fact of whether or not#i invented a girlfriend (???) for morgan but she really doesn't fit into my narratives in a fun/interesting way besides that#and i don't want to spread misinfo if i DID invent this other girlfriend. rip morgan's imaginary (??) gf although i KNOW there was one#with the artsy vsco claw marks on his back. i promise!!! maybe it was just her!!!#fantastic! 'verse#i have better snippets i promise this au is funny it also features like. all of the 2019-2020 flyers because that's when i started writing#AND probably ten of those 32 pages are plans for a sequel/companion about isaac ratcliffe my beloved 😭#don't think too hard about who is actually playing on the flyers or draft orders without people. EYE know who is still on the team#but i did not do the math shenanigans to figure out who replaced people like morgan or scooty loots. vibes only no PP units
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