#i will have stuff for years lmao
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Remember when I could barely read anything for years?
Well, at that time the very few books I could read were Brandon Sanderson's ones. Until I couldn't. I tried to read rhythm of war and I just couldn't. Not because I got bored of it, had lost my obsession or whatever. But I was just physically unable to read it... Tbh Kaladin mental state being close to mine at that time was probably a reason. Anyway, after that I stopped reading completely. It broke something in me to not be able to enjoy something I know I normally love. And I knew it wasn't cause I grew out of it like I usually do And I felt guilty not reading, etc. So I basically stopped reading completely for what feel like ages.
When I started reading back I was scared picking up any of his books, so I didn't try, I then you know I slowly came back to my original self, found a part of my soul that was dead, or so I thought. But yes basically I'm now my normal reading self with my imagination functioning, as normally as it is possible when you're an adult working 40hrs a week, dealing with a dysfunctional brain, you know the drill. Last year was a good year in terms of books.
So what I'm telling you is that I'm finally confident and able to read a Sanderson book. And also it means I'm like 10 books late 💀 I haven't decided to read ROW because I've decided to be reasonable and test water first. And I've started Tress of the Emerald Sea so I can have a nice one shot at first. And god does it feels good to dive into something love. And to instantly recognise the narrator despite the years, to know you're gonna have a good world building and a magic system. I'm very early in the book, because as usual my reading pace during weeks is like very very slow cause I'm on low battery brain and sleepy but now that I've accepted that I don't feel guilt anymore. I think I picked the right book cause it's light, it low-key have the kind of British humour style I love so I can relax in peace. Can't wait to finally be able to come back to the stormlight archive and cry, cry cry.
Also generally speaking I have the urge to come back to big ass fantasy book series so it means I'm good.
#misc#i love reading you guys#also i somehow didn't spoil myself tsa#idk how#when i come across posts i just read the first words to know if im safe#and no spoilery fanarts#maybe o did see some and didn't know but o don't remember lmao#anyway im not gonna read all books at once#cause i like to digest with other books in the middle#and with french translation of tsa dividing books in two (for money or because Mélanie the poor translator is having a nervous breakdown idk#i will have stuff for years lmao#speaking of fantasy series#ive promised my friend to give Robin Hobb a second chance#long story i will talk about later short story i was 13 when i read royal assassin and i didn't like it#but i think i wasn't mature enough#so she landed me first book (divided in two again 😤)#but yeah they're waiting#but now#i've heard a lot about Steven Erikson Malazan's series#and it seems complicated as hell and i want to read it so bad#probably crave it because i don't have the freaking book#anyway do you have other fantasy series recs?#i also want to read le sentier des astres#which i started back then but it wasn't the time#and now i want to read the novella first#also don't rec me the wheel of time#i considered reading it wheel of time because well... Sanderson finished it#i've read the first few chapters#but it's the same beginning as every single classic fantasy books and that part of my life is over#could be standalone books too! i know these things sometimes exist in fantasy believe it or not I've read a few
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Ludovica and Sausage I mean Luck (gif version:)
#artists on tumblr#animation#tiger tiger#ludovica bonnaire#l. luck. sausage. they're impossible to tag in the wider scheme of things just roll with it#fanart#GO READ TIGER TIGER IT'S SO GOOD AND INSPIRING#there are other panels I'd like to animate for funsies but. Maybe after I do some other stuff first LMAO#animation takes ten years this is the curse#edit: GIF LOOKS NIGHTMARISH ON MOBILE SO UHH HAVE THE VIDEO TOO#pic
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i cooked(?)
#ruby rose#weiss schnee#blake belladonna#yang xiao long#rwby#derg AU#my art#revised some of the designs for rby#about 3 years something and we get the whole team! amazing.#ruby finally gets something other than a hoodie lmao#i have no idea what im doing btw uhhhh clothes#will probably change some more stuff in the future#also blake has a cape thing but i didn't want to draw it out hahadhajdh#someone give weiss some shoes
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class swap design masterpost for convenience (from top to bottom: bard!riz, cleric!gorgug, sorcerer!kristen, barbarian!fig, artificer!adaine, and rogue!fabian)
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhfy#fhsy#fhjy#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#figueroth faeth#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#my class swap stuff! oh yeah I think I got a tag for that I'll call that#fh class quangle#gna slowly go back and get that tag on relevant posts too. for organization's sake#even tho I didnt really intend this blog to be that kinda blog lmao. we were all just gonna be out here dealin with that at our own pace#anyways uh! they! u know all the lore for the designs already I put em in tags. but otherwise this also collects like the#color keys kind of for these. mostly the things that change between designs#doing this did make me realise half of these are a Lot more consistent in color keys than the other half lol#like kristen's palette stays pretty much the same. and fabian's. the hit's mostly in the construction#a lot of this is overall like an exercise in remembering what high schoolers would actually wear and how to work in Costume pieces#on this point at least I straight up have No relevant recollection lmao all the basic education establishments I went to have uniforms#and outside of school I was. well kind of a shorts and tee guy. so#on that topic I feel like fabian's is the furthest stretch lmao. like if a guy in high school wears the same bright yellow raincoat#to school every day that's like. people would Not like that guy. fabian really is saved by being cute and a rogue#he will still have stans when he's deep in his fishing arc in junior year he's the manic pixie dream bf#anyways uh. things to do! stuff to get done. sleep first tho. have a good night lads#I have not caught new nsbu yet! seems I mostly catch them like two to three days late nowadays.#so please uhh. don't reply on my posts with nsbu spoilers? we are all excited and having fun but that's rude#ok thank u. signing off for the day have a good night#!!
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This originally started as a rough sketch to try and figure out how I wanted to draw the Stark children then I blacked out and woke up with this.
Won't be their final designs though, I want to truly work on their outfits which wasn't the case here.
I made two alternative versions because I couldn't choose which one I liked better-
#a song of ice and fire#asoiaf#robb stark#jon snow#sansa stark#arya stark#bran stark#rickon stark#fanart#agot#a game of thrones#my drawings#sheep stuffs#this is circa agot but as I was drawing them while discovering the book the kids progressively got more and more serious as I things were#getting worse lmao#I'm trying to get back to digital art. I'll have classes this year but it's really not my strong point
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despite his initial rough impression, lqg gets a "fun" rating on the gege scale
#arts#mottau#dragging lqg into the autism to autism communication array#sy thinks he is so cool actually. but he will fiercely deny it if you say so#lmao stupid little baby crush#he has! a cool sword! and hes fought so many monsters! and hes called the Bai Zhan WAR GOD#and also is more lax than his other geges in letting him do stuff that toes the line of things he shouldnt be allowed to do yet#such as you know imitating sword forms when he's not supposed to touch cultivation or combat for another year#in lqg's mind theres no reason he cant practice the forms. and also he doesnt even have a practice sword let alone a real one#he will get yelled at later#can you tell that i read dun meshi and it irreversibly changed the way i draw silly little autistic smiles. bc i sure fucking can#anyways releasing this from containment since im almost done the next chapter. incentive (for myself)
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lizzie's momocon outfits were too cute not to draw pomni in ✨
(2nd outfit was designed by otakah_ on twt/IG!)
#pomni#the amazing digital circus#tadc fanart#s: tadc#c: pomni#hi it's been like 3 years?? lmao#i've rebranded finally#i still want to draw sekai stuff#i just have tadc brainrot rn#summer 2024
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this is what happened after the golden festival. probably.
mothiva mothiva come quick your malewife has a tummy ache
#yes I’m referencing loss in the year 2025. no regrets#tonight you get rushed shitposts. tomorrow? more rushed shitposts#I PROMISE I have actual stuff I’m working on lmao#art#bug fables#zasp bug fables#bf mothiva#bug fables mothiva#mothiva bug fables#zasp bf#bug fables zasp#do chubee and Jud have tags. probably not#instead of losing the baby he lost the chance to win the moon offering 😔✊ that’s even worse
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(ID in alt) I literally said I was gonna post this month's ago and then never had the wherewithal to describe it and so I didn't Lmao (said with pain). But since I'm thinking of opening my commissions I figured I should remind ppl that I. Yknow. Can draw.
Lots of Steph here (I had major art block making all of these and my brain worms for her kept me going) + some sprinkles of stephcass for Cass nation to enjoy!
#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#jason todd#(yes for the teddy bear. it counts)#batgirl#batgirls#mine#< keep forgetting to tag my art as that I'm terrible 😭#ANYHOW I'm slowly getting back into drawing again after my last ipad got nuked (cant think abt that or ill cry) and i finished uni#oh yeah j finished my first year of uni btw. i went to an Olivia Rodrigo concert like a week or 2 ago. I've been busy lol#but yeah it's looking like I've got a fun summer of bottom feeding ahead of me now that I've officially been told i got passed over for that#-comic job i applied for. lol. lmao even#it's fine honestly it was a pretty daunting prospect i just have to find a way to fill the time by myself now#I've plenty of comics to read so that's nice. got wayyy into mark waids DD run recently (mostly for Chris Samnee's art)#so that's been fun! i have my empowered omnibus (embarrassing and kept under my bed <3) i have TT year 1 i have huntress and WW#uhhh i got flash 1 minute war. lots of good stuff!#so hopefully i don't go. completely feral from lack of stimulation#also hopefully commissions will be a thing i can do#godddd there's many mkre things i want to draw. i got too enamoured w my own bad theory and now I've drawn tim!bats#but unfortunately now i only want to draw tim!bats being laughed at my the batfamily bc seriously tim?? really??#< it's literally probably not going to happen but I've invested myself in this terrible future for some reason#imagine damian trying to robin for tim!bats for 1 (one) night and the next morning he doesn't say anything he just moves to bludhaven#he can't take this shit#oh so many ideas...#ANYWAY. ues. finally art. now if you like it. consider commissioning me (in 2 to 3 business weeks <3)#(no pressure)
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MXTX protagonists ranked by how bad their mommy/daddy issues are
Luo Binghe: absolutely nuclear level of mommy/daddy issues. this is the consequence of giving your protagonist two deadbeat dads and two dead moms, and then letting him project all those issues onto his overly indulgent teacher
Wei Wuxian: he could've had perfectly normal orphan levels of parent trauma, but what's that?? IT'S THE JIANG PARENTS WITH A STEEL CHAIR!!! the combo of fear and respect he had for Yu Ziyuan is already bad enough, but then there's also the feeling of responsibility for the Jiang siblings that they put on him, which then leads to, you know, all the Yunmeng sibling problems
Lan Wangji: this dude is so haunted by his father potentially kidnapping his mother and then locking her up and putting himself in seclusion, and this significantly shapes his relationship with Wei Wuxian. plus he took his mother's death really, really badly :(
Shen Qingqiu: he like never mentions his parents?? which is weird, but at least he's not haunted by it. however, he gets the special privilege of being the person exacerbating someone else's mommy/daddy issues. he brought this on himself. he doesn't get to walk out of a confession involving a metaphor where he'd be pregnant with his partner and act like that's normal
Xie Lian: he definitely has trauma surrounding his parents for sure, but they don't seem to have manifested as specifically mommy/daddy issues? it's just, you know. normal grief. honestly, there's so much shit going on with his trauma and baggage that he can't be defined by this one thing
Hua Cheng: does not seem to care about his parents?? at all???? he's presumably an orphan and they're probably the origin of his self worth issues, but like. in the grand scheme of things, they do not seem to be that big of a concern for him. who needs mommy issues when you have devotion to dianxia i guess
#mxtx#svsss#tgcf#mdzs#no one can compete with luo binghe in a mommy issues competition#luo ''i don't need a father or mother. i have shizun'' binghe#sqq is normal about his own parents but he like. calls himself a mother hen to his disciples#and then his love confession involved telling lbh he wouldn't abort him#i will not let him live that down#wwx's complicated feelings about yzy get me soooo bad#because he feared her but he still rebelled but he still respected her#and he internalized that order to protect jc and jyl so badly#wow jiang parents how did you manage to mess up all three of your children in different ways!!!#lwj struggles with the conflict between wanting to hide wwx away and protect him#while also knowing that messed his mother up#wild how close to home wwx's accusation of wanting to lock him in a cage hit#hualian definitely have trauma about their parents but it doesn't define their issues#they have enough other stuff going on lmao#800 years is plenty of time to develop all sorts of other issues
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little Tula sculpture because this season immediately put me in a chokehold in the best way possible <3
#N posts stuff#dimension 20#d20#burrow's end#tula#d20: stupendous stoats#air dry clay#sculpture#dimension 20 fanart#from the front she is giving The Sniler but it's cute lol i'm very happy with how she turned out#truly i have not done a sculpture in years; i bought this clay on impulse one week before the first episode aired#perhaps some kind of vision led us there<3#now i'm kind of tempted to make a little jaysohn and lila though lmao
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THEE audiodrama disguised as podcast
#sherlock and co#s&co#sherlock holmes#john watson#mariana ametxazurra#Ive been thinking abt these design SO much lmao. even while doing other things#decided to take cues from acd/granada more. hence sherlock's headband to mimic slicked back hair#and I went with Colors bc. well first of all Im a clown. but second of all I recall some stuff abt victorian fabrics and uh. the wonder of#arsenic green etc#they were enjoying the colors I can commit to some#and. okay Im so real with u Im also a long haired john truther bc he has a podcast of course he'd have long hair but#I think its gonna take a Hot minute. currently this is still like the slightly-grown-out regulation cut#john's jacket is bc he and sherlock are 90s kids. this was a moment of enlightenment to me. I can give john every windbreaker on earth#mariana gets the jean jacket bc I like to imagine she's a y2k kid#(sherlock I think is only 90s kid in year of birth that man's childhood was skipping class to burn shit in the wood)#(but he canonically sews which I fucking love so much. he has not bought new clothes for almost a decade#if a shirt's disintegrating no it isn't. not on his watch)#a lil sad I cant figure out how to give them hats lol I feel like thats the most victorian thing there is. a stupid hat#I can at any moment give one of them a beanie. but I refuse#there are. like a Hoard of other scribbly sketches I did to get used to drawing them. but those are for me those are not for the public#and also theyre in my sketchbook and Im too lazy to scan them#happened mostly during lunar new year lol. I was getting Hard whipped then thank u s&co for carrying me thru#ok I do other things now. have this for a while ok? thank u#have a good night lads. enjoy motion
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My friend told me to doodle whatever I wanted onto her scrapbook of our friendgroup outings so here (she likes batman hence his presence)
My traditional sketches are kinda wonky but yeah
+ Random Rollo childhood HC doodles I never posted. Get marie antoinette syndromed boy
#twst#zvzd art#malleus draconia#leona kingscholar#twst grim#micah gozon#twst yuu#I've been artistically so unproductive this whole year this is unironically all i have to show for LMAO#I am working on a comic rn tho so hopefully i mamage my time well enough to do it without sacrificing my college stuff lol
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doing chibi is a good design exercise bc it forces u to think on shapes n essential details, essentially thumbnailing ur designs. its also a terrible design exercise bc it ends up looking cute no matter what
#dimension 20#fantasy high#riz gukgak#very specifically class swap bard!riz#fh class quangle#mm. I may need tags for all the asides Ive been doing lmao#riz's canon design is so coherent and thematically clean that I genuinely struggle to keep up...#bard!riz's whole thing is working out his identity through abject fear so it kiiiinda makes sense that hes got a different thing going#on every year I guess? like lmao the directive I go into each of these designs with changes vastly#freshman bard!riz has to look extremely nonthreatening. and also make you wanna pick him up and chuck him at a wall#annoyingly inoffensive. slides off your memory pretty much immediately. a void of an experience#crucially Does Not Show Teeth While Smiling#sophomore year bard!riz I have been keeping the like. cameraman direction for#I want him to be swimming in clothes a little bit... he kinda lands at like. 80s/90s shlocky horror protag too which I do like#bc what is season 2 to riz if not a horror story lmao#junior year bard!riz I want to be somewhere between clark kent and tintin#the journalist aesthetics is not so clear and easy to build as the detective or spy aesthetics...#but also I just. really like boy journalist lmao this is the BD blood speaking again#and! I actually do draw his hair differently than in my canon junior year riz stuff. its a bit shorter here so it doesn't#obscure as much of his face#its so funny actually going from drawing canon stuff to class swap esp. with riz bc he's smiling SO much here#and it's 100% trained like its crucial for u guys to know he is equally if not more fucked up as a bard#barely anybody can wrangle him in canon it's already been mostly him keeping himself on track. imagine if he actually learned how to act#mmm. I think these designs are still gonna soft change as I draw them. thats fine we have fun#drawing sophomore year bard!riz for those comiclets was fun as hell. I think on this factor alone I call it a success lol
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Chibi Gonta for the soul <3
#gonta gokuhara#gokuhara gonta#danganronpa#v3#ndrv3#moth#ladybug#my art#cw bugs#told myself I'll publish smth happy/cute with him before the end of the year and yay I managed to do it!#it's still 2024 for me 8D#...and it's actually smth I drew instead of posting old wips OTL#well the sketch was almost a year old lmao but I did finish it in past few days so still!#no special meaning behind flowers other than that those simply are some of my fav flowers (and bugs!)#tho I did check out of curiosity and huh they all have quite wholesome meanings at least in my country#mostly stuff like fortitude strength memory of loved ones joy or expression of hope in times of loneliness that causes fear of loss#chaber bławatek#kaczeniec błotny#mniszek lekarski#(not drawn 100% accurately but eh good enough)#The fortitude and strength in facing hardships for mniszek is very funny bc it indeed it's a flower that's chill to grow on pure cement XD#but yeah I do associate moths with Gonta xD ya know... fluffy... cute... drawn to light/fire... and all that#ramble off#happy new year everyone
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Merch artist question
#Thank you for the help guys :)#i remember when I used to sell merch and I actually miss it#I also have a lot of stuff left from those years that I want to sell lmao#bee talks
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