#i will fight goddammit
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#and i will FIGHT!!!!!!!#i will fight goddammit#i will claw and snarl and bite if i need to but i will fight#this is not okay and i am not okay just letting it get worse#i need therapy yes i need emotional support yes#i need to find someone i feel okay with talking to about my emotions and whats on my mind i need that i know#i need to work on my house and sell it and then move home and use the money i got to pay off all of my debt i have to do this#i cannot let myself slip into this marsh of depression and lack of motivation#not until ive at least made it just a little bit further#just enough to get out of here and get some help first#please self just work on this for a little bit longer#just a little bit further and I'll be able to just let myself break down#i cant do it now or im going to lose it all#i will fight and i will push and i will make sure i do get what i need#i may not win and i may fall flat on my face but at least i can say I FOUGHT until then#dont give up and keep fighting me#I'll get there eventually. slowly but surely ill get there.
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dance of dreams
#THEYRE SPINNIIIING THEYRE TWIIIIIRLING JUST LIKE IM TWIRLIIIING MY HAAAAAIR blink blink blink blink. hi :3#im not taking back the :3 its how i feel dammit. its REAL RAW EMOTION u gotta accept it. en ee wayz#so 7.3 eng drop huh. yea so um. i . so u remember how the initial drop made me go insano mode and i drew 5 pieces in 4 days?#so it wasnt done. the second drop gave me one more to draw. its the THEM chapters its mals rage when hes like 'YOURE AWAKE??'#the TENSION!!! the DRAMA!!!! oh i am SICK my heart SKIPS!!! the two guys with dream powers fighting ougughh made just for me#made in a LAB for miss cartoons!!!!!! made in a lab for ME!!!!! silver's eye is a lil bit open if u look close. mal will find out soon#IM SICK SICK SICK SICK AND TWISTED MY BRAIN IS RATTLING LIKE A JUNKER CAR U BOUGHT AT 16 FOR 400 BUCKS#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#malleus draconia#the overblot fit still sucks to draw but goddammit ill do what i must. also yippee i dont hafta tag spoilers for once FGHJD#suntails
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"A Jester can mock, and the King cannot fight
For the gift of free thought is the jester's one right."
A sweet golden prince who lived up in the sky,
Listened to his families' terrible fights,
The ceiling would rumble, the tile would shake,
The throne room was fragile, and soon it would break.
He'd attempt to speak, but it never went right,
His father would rage, and he'd lose every fight,
As decades passed by, it soon became clear,
The King saw his son as a monster to fear.
The Prince quickly followed every command,
Only to be trapped by his father's cruel hand,
Years of destruction with no end in sight,
This war would not end with a large act of might.
And so the Prince stopped fighting fire with fire,
And instead he pulled out his golden stringed lyre,
Since he had no respect, he would leave the King's cage,
And swap out the throne room for a shining stage.
He taunted with wit and he giggled with guile,
And even his sorrow he shared with a smile,
His father's gaze lessened, his temper was tame,
As his once "Golden Prince" treated life like a game.
The centuries passed and the mirth never ceased,
The sun never set on the first son of Greece,
He danced for his siblings and bit down his pain,
Since each peal of laughter meant there'd be less rain.
There's only one role for which there are no rules,
So who is the jester, and who is the fool?
#trials of apollo#toa apollo#lester papadopoulos#apollart#sunny speaks#pulled out everything I remembered from 11th Grade Lit for this poem hopefully it's not shit#I wanted to play on the idea that has been spoken about in some of my fave ToA meta essays#That being that Apollo consciously (or sub-consciously) makes himself seem weaker and less competent to avoid his father's wrath#it is a very interesting part of his character to me I love exploring it#and you know what maybe I also just wanted to draw Apollo in a jester outfit#y'all should know by now that 90% of my motivation is dressing Apollo/Lester up like a Ken Doll#haha#Lester the Jester#just thought of that#also peep my reference to the “my blorbo was born alongside the birth of Ancient Greece” hc that I posted like over a year ago#I just realized I rhymed right and fight twice in the poem GODDAMMIT#Guys I'm a horrible poet Apollo's gonna smite me :'(
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Sam Reich knows what he’s doing because every time I rewatch the finale teaser to try to look for clues I get immediately distracted by how hot everyone looks in it.
Sam you smart son of a bitch I know you did that on purpose.
#my bisexual ass is not immune to the dropout cast walking slow mo down a hallway#I am currently operating with the Circle theory#but anytime I try to look closer at the teaser Beardsley sprints down a hallway or Grant puts a tootpick in his mouth#Im fighting for my life out here#goddammit#brennan lee mulligan#zac oyama#jess ross#grant o'brien#katie marovitch#rekha shankar#ally beardsley#sam reich#dropout#dropout tv#game changer#game changers#dropout game changer#college humor
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Shitposty artfight attack for @plutonium-sky
Its a "Yes, Rico. Kaboom." Meme.
YouTube video link below
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#kaboom#the grudge i have against that door grows#sky children of the light#sky cotl#artfight#artfight attack#art fight#artfight 2024#art fight 2024#shitpost#fanart#Youtube#GODDAMMIT I JUST REALIZE IT WAS AN I NOT AN L NOOOOOOOOOOOO#too late to run or fix my mistakes so i guess it's just going to be stuck like that 😭
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There was the whole thing back in the day about DS9 and Babylon 5 sharing similarities, but nobody is talking about how they both have:
Those terrible upside-down-funnel mugs. You know the ones
Triangular pillows
#the true commonality: cursed household items#they also even have nearby portal that ships come out of#I hear there was huge fighting but I’m just like ‘yay there are two cakes’#deep space nine#babylon 5#ds9#there’s a crossover and someone orders a coffee and it comes in the same mug and they’re like GODDAMMIT#I THOUGHT I WAS FREE OF THESE
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Confession #502
#rwby#confessed by anonymous#reaction to confession 368#fair game#yeah#spoilers#I mean Qrow was my fave so#how we feeling Qrow nation 🤡#I kinda wish they had rather done something stupid like woo oo is Clover gonna die or not ?!?!?#and then after credits scene of Qrow visiting him at hospital or something#but bro in a coma#Qrow being “oh well hes lucky af so im sure hes gonna make it :''-)”#he would try his best to not go see him too often bc he's scared his semblance would do some little fuckery#writing my little fanfiction again in the tags goddammit#but Qrow could be all like “oh im - im fighting for him so when he wakes up im here and i have tried my best teehe yay!”#...then he wakes up when Atlas falls like damn wtf is happening here 🧍♂️#when you think youre falling in a dream but youre actually falling#in love#hehe#shipping
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so i was making some op richard angst/horror art right ?
just some sketch and pose practice, maybe even blood practice if i felt like it. lore-dump yknow how i like being vague with my lore lots of fun
but then. as i was drawing it.
i realized why it looks so familiar.............
mother FUCKER
#HAHA#UAHGA GODDAMMIT#i might still finish this#just change it a little since i dont really think it looks good anymore#i dont think the uhh vibe of fighting it really comes across so#another time#spooky month#spooky month au#richard spooky month#spooky month richard#OPJV! richard#[ jace draws sometimes ]#spooky month opposite au (jv)#cw blade#cw sh implied
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I've been crying non-stop for LITERALLY HALF AN HOUR, and I'm barely here. It's only the middle of the story!
#like a fucking idiot#like a damn baby#like full on sobbing#crying so much#i even sent video notes to my partner and a friend#because i had to pause here to cry#i paused my reading and the audiobook because i can't#i just can't#he's just a boy#goddammit#let him breathe#httyd#httyd books#httyd book 12#how to fight a dragon's fury
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Straight up had a dream last night that DC revealed that Bart and Kon were dating and it was in the WILDEST FUCKING WAY.
K, so picture this: Clark needs someone to fly around disguised as him for a plan. So Clark goes through the options in his head: Bruce can't fly, MM is off world, Jon is too much of a twink to be believable, Kara is blonde, Kon is.... Perfect! With a person in mind who would be perfect for his plan, Clark flies off to find Kon.
Cut to Judy Garrick zipping around the Garrick's house. Joan is quietly scrapbooking at the kitchen table and Judy is bored out of her mind. Judy asks Joan if there is anything she can do because she is so unbelievably bored.
Joan responds, very calmly, that she can hear "your brother's boyfriend touching down in the backyard, so why don't you go ask him?"
Judy's face jumps from emotion to emotion as three things are revealed at once. 1) Joan considers Bart to be a son and thus, Judy's brother, 2) Judy's new brother is not straight and 3) Bart has a boyfriend who is in the backyard.
So Judy immediately runs to the backyard and is stunned to bump into Clark (who was there looking for Kon) and then the dream continued on with the two of them hunting down Bart&Kon (who were just at school being normal goddammit!!!) but the entire time Judy is secretly out for blood because she thinks that Joan was referring to Clark and that this adult man is trying to date her new little brother and Judy keeps trying to kill him but it doesn't work because Clark is Kryptonian (and oblivious to the attempted homicides).
Anyway, wild dream all around.
#bruh i cannot control what my brain does in its spare time. i am merely a passenger staring out the window in awe#as the driver does crazy mind-blowing stunts#tho tbf i can lucid dream so occasionally i do fight the driver for the wheel and win#im not even fucking joking tho this was my dream#bart was FUCKING PISSED when they found him because HE HAS A SECRET IDENTITY GODDAMMIT#they can't just fly up to him in school!!!#Judy's shock was also my shock. i literally remember thinking 'dc let them date?!? when the fuck did that happen???'#'and in a SUPERMAN COMIC OF ALL PLACES?!?'#also i don't even think bart lived with joan anymore?? she was just like 'yes this is my son now. max and i share custody'#and you know what? bart can have five+ parents. thats allowed. good for him
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That was a wild couple of days
#nocturne shenanigans#kinda real talk territory#grandfest had me thinkin about a lot of stuff ever since the theme dropped#went through a lot of Not Great stuff in my past#but there's a lot of things and people that I was hellbent on fighting for#while I'm not satisfied and wish I could've fought more I think that just show how much it all means to me#because this could have lasted forever and I could spend every waking moment fighting and it wouldn't be enough#for every 'I love you' that still lives in my heart#for every 'goddammit' stuck in my teeth#for every 'I can't do this anymore' that saw another sunrise#for the people who carried me who aren't here anymore#for the many other things that I can't fit on any list no matter how much space I have#I fought for them and I hope I did right by'em#grandfest was very...melancholy...#I think that's the right word...
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What if I WROTE. WHAT IF I DID. WHAT WONDERS WOULD FALL UPON THE WORLD.
#not writing disease is very distinct from the stages of grief and the stage I'm in is called#'ready to fight god with my bare hands and win the moment i have some GODDAMN TIME'#this is also cuz I'm very slowly rereading the tiefling fic and like. godDAMMIT. i am a GOOD FUCKING WRITER. what the HELL.#it's not even writers BLOCK cuz I've got the ideas i just don't have enough sustained time to organize them neatly#which my brain does require for sticking with a project
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im afraid after all of this caeru is still stuck in the 6th coil. sad! well there's other self-destructive twinks
#yin-thoughts#fallen london#the scoundrel accidentally locked the door on him and now he's fighting for his life failing 40% watchful checks#he has all 4 burdens. im not leaving without getting my echoes worth goddammit#honestly i might just have him stick around in the labyrinth phase for the next few days just so he can get some more money out of this#preparing for knifegate is hard work okay
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Calling it now: The Michael Sheen autism show “The Assembly” is going to be a bigger bomb than the outrageously mediocre Frost/Nixon and I for one am an autist excited to be fed with cringe ragebait the world has not seen since “The Other Sister”
#‘hey what’s it like dating a woman your daughter’s age’ ‘oh it’s fine because i’m gay lmao’#good omens#the assembly#autism#actually autistic#i’m tired of fighting for autistic representation i’m just ready for the popcorn to laugh at how goddamn obtuse people are#like that fuckin love on the spectrum show is the closest thing we have to acknowledging out sexuality mainstream#it’s… dire#michael sheen#david tennant#iykyk#bbc staged#the other sister#autistic cringe#<- this tag rules lmao#i hate frost nixon with a burning fucking passion it should have been good godDAMMIT#*our sexuality i cannae type sorry
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THE WORLD OF DANGER DAYS IS A MODERN 1800S AMERICAN FRONTIER RRRRRAJHHHGHGGG ‼️‼️‼️
#YES this is about red dead redemption 2 and danger days#I will NOT shut up about it#CAPITALISM IS THE ENEMY YOUR GANGS ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN THIS LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!#IT'S ABOUT THE SACRIFICE AND JOURNEY OF REDEMPTION YOU TAKE!!!!!#REALISING THERE'S ONLY SO MUCH YOU CAN DO AND SO FAR YOU CAN GO BUT WILLING TO FIGHT FOR IT ANYWAYS!!!!!!#GODDAMMIT!!!!!!#mcr#gerard way#my chemical romance#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#mick squeaks#RAHHH#danger days the true lives of the fabulous killjoys#party poison
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ALSO I have been tagged... last week (I'm so sorry) by @kazamajun for wip wednesday and I finally have smth I'm comfortable sharing so. there we go.
Also I would like to tag... idk who currently has wips. @eldragon-x I think you do. @kazooyah you too (if you want to ofc). Anyone else tell me so I can tag you and also you are tagged anyway.
OK LET'S GO
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The fight was as fast as it was intense.
The King of Hell made the first move, absolute in might as ever, doubtless eager to finish it quickly, but his powerful strike never came into contact with the goddess' body: her palm met his fist halfway and she used his momentum against him, redirecting the blow and gracefully dodging out of the way, before grabbing his arm, dealing him a swift chop to his neck, bringing him to his knee with a well-placed kick, and slamming her elbow to the back of his head. Unrelenting, she then concluded the throw by tossing him overhead.
But as expected, it did nothing to keep Kazuya down for more than a second. A kick to get her away, and he got back up with a dangerous red gleam in his eyes.
She mainly focused on evasion and redirection, turning his strength back on him all while doing her best to avoid his attacks, as it was evident that he had immense destructive power on his side, and knew how to utilize it at his very core.
She could not espace every of his moves however, and the punch that followed an axe-kick of his hurt her more than from anything she ever faced before. It unfortunately wouldn't be the last blow that would breach her defenses.
The first electrically charged attack that hit her thorax had her stopped breathing momentarily, and at one point he got back at her by grabbing her leg and slamming the goddess to the ground.
She did not spend the whole fight evading or trying to, however, her fighting techniques were as refined as his were perfected. To hit her, he would need to reach her first, but she would hit her mark almost everytime, forcing him to block her blows.
He found no luck falling back on his other abilities either: pure white bird-shaped energy crashed into and nullified flying purple laser-shooting crystals more than once. Her light was on par with his demonic electricity, and she had him panting as much as he did her.
It was clear still that neither of them has ever faced such an fierce opponent before.
She knocked him out of his devil form eventually. A single contact of her light was usually all it took to purge all demonic energy of those from below; he, on the other hand, endured the full force of it fifteen times before a light-infused fist send him flying and purple scales dissipated from the King of Hell to reveal a humanoid form much more similar to her own.
That did not made him any weaker, or any less determined.
Eventually, they each dealt each other a killing blow.
True purifying light from her hand obliterated his demonic insides from behind his chest, while highly concentrated infernal electricity fired at point blank from his remaining third eye tore right through her stomach. Neither knew who delivered which first.
Both fell to the ground the same, in opposite directions, across of each other.
Both also knew that they would be dead soon. Well, as temporary as being dead was to a god.
The physical part of the fight ended, but the battle still wasn't over: the winner of this encounter would be decided by which of the two would see the other die first.
Everything was silent in the clearing save for the two gods' ragged breathing.
Already the woods were giving back to She who made them: small orbs of light emerging out of the spring, the trees, the plants and the grass, were making their way over to her, envelopping Jun's wounds in a warm embrace.
She forced her eyes to stay open to see the god on the other side, being reclaimed by the depths of the earth, tendrils of blood creeping up and dragging him down. With his last bout of strength he was clawing at the ground toward her, still glaring at her.
But was he? Jun looked deeper at the red eyes fixated on her before realizing they were in fact looking past her, pleading past her.
Not yet, not yet, not yet. Not again.
She was no longer the enemy he was fighting.
Without knowing why, on pure instinct perhaps, her hand extanded with the intent to reach him: in her exausted state, maybe her eyes no longer saw an adversary to defeat, but someone in need of help.
Her eyes closed on their own before they could meet his lifeless ones.
#this is the very very very first fight scene I've ever wrote so this was. an experience.#I did went back to it multiple time and it did get easier when I first started to play the actual game#also this whole fic thing is pissing me off: its so advanced that I *think* I can finish it. like its sitting at a solid 80% completion.#but everytime i read it im like “oh god theres so many things missing and theres so much to do im never gonna actually finish it”#its the longest thing ive wrote AND ITS NOT EVEN THAT LONG. its also like the third thing I wrote#AND ive started two other things since I've started it... months ago GODDAMMIT#tagging later
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