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beatriceportinari · 1 year ago
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Another year, another outfit to die in! Happy birthday again Izuna!!!!!!
Like last year, I played with someone else's lines for these charming patterns, thank you so much Lena @elhnrt ! I had a ton of fun :D
Check the readmore for pattern references and explanations, there are some easter eggs in there :)
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My goal for this piece, in addition to playing with patterns and textures and adding some Naruto references, was to add as many death flags as possible.
The idea of having Izuna in a fireman's coat is obviously not from me. I've always like the idea of Uchihas in fire resistant clothes, and the opportunity for a thick texture alongside a reversible double pattern is very appealing. I used the image of the second reference as a base, with skulls on one side and stylized lightning patterns on the other (visible inside the sleeves and collar). Both were common immagery of firemen coats.
The actual skull pattern is taken from the third reference. I'd seen this one before and before even learning anything abt it it was too beautiful to pass up. Those white and navy gradients are absolutely delightful and I enjoyed using my gel pens for them very much.... This particular type of imagery with skulls and bones in a field is called Nozarashi, inspired by Buddhist representation of death and transience.
The lightning pattern itself is a reference to water and lightning dragons :) Like Tobirama's iconic jutsu, it's one of the hints of what's abt to happen to our little guy. The scabbard is also decorated with dragon motifs for the same reason.
The background pattern is taken from the first reference, another fireman's coat with an illustration of Raijin, the thunder god. He is often representated with drums decorated with tomoes. It works nicely as a standard looking sharingan illustration, with a reference to Tobirama's hiraishingiris with the thunder imagery, like the thunder patterns inside the coat.
If you're interested in this I recommend the book linked in the second reference! It is entirely about skeleton motifs in japanese clothing of the early 20th century.
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avemstella · 1 year ago
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And I told you one day you will see, that I'll be back I guarantee And that hell's coming, hell's coming Hell, hell's coming with me
- Poor Man's Poison
Egeriaaaaaaaa... I have so many thoughts about u that are probably going to be super wrong, but for the moment I can live in my Delusions of u being a morally... bankrupt questionable queen (also all my Furina headcanons).
though that new egeria lore via fontaine wings does mention her committing sins so I heeeeyyyyyy
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moodycarcass · 7 months ago
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i feel like one of these days im gonna get badly yelled at an adopt designer for taking the "you can change the design to your liking" blurbs too literally
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xxswagcorexx · 2 years ago
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Fallen angel Ash + Red??????? do tell :D
OKAYYYY i've already Established red and ash in the last ask so. let's talk abt their dynamic as fallen angels shall we? ^_^ (ramble under the cut)
so the dichotomy between then is that red accidentally became a fallen angel while ash intentionally fell from heaven. although both of them have themes of free will, the way free will plays into their fall from grace is vastly different. red used free will and had a consequence that was Much Harsher than ash, who knew exactly what is gonna happen when he fell (and he wasn't really a big fan of angelhood anyways)
also on top of that, red mourning his angelhood while ash just. simply cant understand is sooo. yeah. red and religious trauma. (he has so much of that oh my god) . and also red not understanding ash's willingness to rebel intentionally. insert thing about their ideologies being Directly opposed here bc ash thinks red isn't living his best life for being so willing to submit himself to a higher power. Yeah
but the thing is. even though they're fallen angels for vastly different reasons, they're still the closest thing they have to understanding each other. because whether they like it or not, they're still in the same place. after everything. so an arc where they reluctantly accept each other and talk about fallen angel stuff would go so hard i think. (also add them working out their feelings together and *chefs kiss* i loveeee that trope sm)
and maybe. once they work things out and realize they only have each other, they can have hope that things will be better. because they have each other. they might not understand the other all of the time, but from what they understand, they can forge something between the others. and maybe from that, they can realize they can survive this new and cruel world they find themselves in (also yes this is another paradise lost parallel. guess what story sparked my idea for this /silly)
(^ also that one is inspired by the ending of paradise lost where micheal [non fallen angel] talks to adam and tells him to story of jesus and how there won't be a battle against satan and how jesus [adam's future son] will be hurt and killed instead. but even as adam hears that, he still has hope things will be better. even if everything is horrible rn. he still has hope because he was made in gods image. and its a wonderful parallel to an earlier scene where satan is sitting in the garden of eden and crying at all of the grace and beauty of it and yet he doesn't feel better because he's so full of hatred and spite. that has nothing to do with the hc its just one of the coolest things in paradise lost i think . )
anyways yeah they make me. very jksdnsdjkgnsgnsdgmns. ty for the ask anon i appreciate it! <3
#ashswag#reddoons#tw caps#media.warning.caps#religious imagery#<- just incase u dont wanna see that#anyways yeah this concept makes me ill!!!!#also not to mention in general i think the aesthetic is awesome#theres this one unholy cover by justine's mic and just the idea of red being with those aesthetics#esp the lyrics 'Crown me with thorns! For her I��ll gladly be a martyr!'#u cannot look at me in the eyes and tell me that Isnt reddoons coded#also iirc there was this one tumblr post that talked about how fallen angels were tragic#because it was the realization that even though they tried their best. they were thrown away when they disobeyed#and how it showed how easily replaceable they were#and i was like 'REDDOONS'#anyways yeah. how much would u laugh that this initial idea for this was for a crack l.oona au#tldr (in ths. lore that they have . in the music video) one of the members was left behind by all of her friends#in the garden of eden#and eventually fell as a fallen angel#anyways i was like 'LMAOOOO c.asino quartet!'#and eventually the idea grew on me so much that it became its own thing and this branched from that#also in general the mv (egoist by o.livia hye) had a really cool aesthetic that i could see red in#so uh. thats the cursed lore for today#anyways moving onto ash a lot of things that people associate with angels (computers statues fungi etc etc)#fit in with my aesthetic for ash A Lot#and then a saw a pic of a statue with angel wings and like. metal wiring in some of the wings#and i went 'ASHSWAG'#and then i watched the paradise lost video and fell in love with the themes of free will and rebellion#so ya ^_^#swagdoons
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shortqueershakespeare · 2 months ago
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damn i'm so beyond the age where i would actively enjoy going to reading festival but the friday line up is so good ffs
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burntchickenlookingass · 2 months ago
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No cuz im not done talking about ffcc
#i fucking love this game like its in my all time favorites top ten and shit#it was one of the first games ive ever played and it had a major impact on how i associate games with their soundtrack#the music is peak and i could listen to nothing but the ost for days#when i heard it was getting a remake i was so excited but when it actually dropped… man the disappointment#one of the things that made this game so iconic to me was the couch coop#i had some high hopes for the online version but it just lacked that same feeling#my sisters and i loved this game so much that we actually went out of our way to buy gameboys a decade later just so we could play together#we literally never owned any gameboys until recently and only so we could play coop#and yknow what? it was absolutely fukin worth it#that was the most fun i had in ages#i love playing in multiplayer games together#depressing fun fact: whenever i play a multiplayer game alone i get so sad and lonely because i cant stop thinking about how fun it could#be if my sister were here with me or if a friend was here dicking around#i wasnt too crazy about the mainline final fantasy games (of which we owned some honestly my loss) but the spinoffs where i could play#with my sister were some of the best#i remember just dumping hours into explorers with my sister as we helped each other hunt the shit we needed for our builds#and also that other crystal chronicles game the one that was like a prequel#god we were shit but we had so much fun#more games need couch coop multiplayer and im not talking about an endless stream of mario partys fuck off with those they got boring#after like 7 or 8 or some shit#speaking of mario party 7 GOD the MUSIC#recurring theme in games i love the fuckin soundtrack#in related recent news OKAMI gooooood yeeees#ok ok ramble over im done for now#feel free to ignore#rambles
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orbiting-star · 7 months ago
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I just spent the last 2 hours reading and fact checking the new Born Free article about big cats in zoos and my conclusion is: Born Free are full of shit
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thoughtportal · 1 year ago
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This is a developing news story and may be updated as more information is obtained. If you value such information, please support this Substack.
On Dec. 1, a woman immolated herself with a Palestinian flag outside the Israeli consulate in Atlanta.
Now, according to the Atlanta Fire Rescue Department, the woman — referred to in their report as “Jane Doe” — is alive and “in stable condition” at Grady Memorial Hospital, where she has been since the immolation.
After repeated requests for her name, the department stated to this reporter in an email that it “does not disclose the identities of victims”. Repeated inquiries to Grady, which is a public hospital, went unanswered. The hospital houses the Walter L. Ingram Burn Center.
“Jane Doe” is 27.
When asked if they had made any comment to tell the public that she was still alive this entire time, the official at Atlanta Fire Rescue Department said they “shared the last updated with local media via email on 12/21/23. The release stated: ‘The victim remains hospitalized in critical condition. The security guard, who attempted to assist the burn victim, has been released from the hospital.’” Several internet searches on that quote produce no results. This would also indicate that "Jane Doe" went from critical to stable condition without public notice. 
Aaron Bushnell immolated himself at the Israeli embassy in Washington, D.C. on Sunday, explaining “I will no longer be complicit in genocide” and shouting “Free Palestine!” repeatedly as he burned alive. So, his case — unlike many other self-immolations including Gregory Levey, Raymond Moules, Timothy T. Brown, Malachi Ritscher and others — has received some attention. Thus, “Jane Doe” being ignored fits with the usual pattern. Bushnell is the exception — probably because he livestreamed it. See “Ignoring Immolators Lulls the Society to Sleep.”
As Bushnell was burning himself alive, an officer pointed a gun at him, barking orders as if he constituted a threat. A security guard, Michael Harris, sustained injuries working to rescue “Jane Doe” — but there were similarities, where she was actually viewed as a potential threat.
At one point, the police report for “Jane Doe” refers to it as being a case of “arson”.
Much of the media coverage and general discussion of her self-immolation in December focused on if she had done damage. The Atlanta Police Chief said: “We believe this building remains safe, and we do not see any threat here.” The Israeli government released a statement: “It is tragic to see the hate and incitement toward Israel expressed in such a horrific way.”
Police records indicate that they obtained a search warrant and entered an apartment they believed to be associated with “Jane Doe” — initially using a drone:
The drone was able to relay information as to the layout and the belongings inside. After it was deemed "safe" entry was made with bomb technicians. While clearing the apartment no improvised explosive devices were located.
The police report also noted:
During the search a Quran was found in the bedroom along with a [sic] Arabic dictionary and a Hebrew dictionary. The bedroom bookshelf contained books related to fiction and fantasy. A "Drug use for grown ups" book was on the bookshelf as well. Two journals were seized from the bedroom. A thumbdrive was seized from the bedroom as well. A laptop computer was seized from the kitchen counter. A copy of the search warrant was left in the living room of the apartment. The front door [of] the apartment was secured before law enforcement left the premises.
When pressed for more information in compliance with an Open Records Request under Georgia law, Atlanta Fire Rescue Department claimed: “There is an ongoing and active investigation for the incident in question, which is why the only releasable information has been shared via the incident report. Investigative documentation is not available for release until the investigation is closed.”
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muu-kun · 2 years ago
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What Makes Your Muses Body Unique?
Simple premise. Give 5 (or more) headcanons about your muses' body. Hands, eyes, feet, birthmarks, tricks--anything! Tagged by: @tximidity
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Features spanning across the ages: Past (bottom icon) and Present (top icon)
Heart shaped face seen in the detailing and relationship between the roundness of his face around his eyes and the angles of cheeks until they meet to form a pointed chin.
I've discussed it before, but I'm mentioning once more (as well as including an image) the fact he has what is known as clinodactyly. It is isolated to three fingers on each hand-- pinky, index, and ring-- with each one varying in severity from one another. All of which in that exact order. These fingers of his are also all double jointed. The bottom knuckles, however, in ALL of his fingers are bulbous in shape. They curvatures of them fit perfectly amongst each other like a puzzle. The same cannot be said about the top knuckles, though, as gaps surround his middle fingers on each sides.
He has a silly little scar at a place very few can see. One of which acquired from an injury sustained as a teenager as a result of doing something he had ought to not be up to in the first place. In an attempt to climb over a metal fence into an area he'd otherwise not been permitted into, and unsupervised at that, he managed to get comically stuck in his hurdle over it by way of his shorts getting caught onto a sticking out piece of metal. Rather than proceed with caution, he adamantly lunged downwards with all of his effort, slicing through his attire and that of the top of his gluteal cleft to the inches just above it. It isn't entirely noticeable unless one is truly looking in that area, and yet in knowing of it the male can't quite help himself from finding joy in its existence. Especially when considering the fact it acts as his nearly invisible tail each time he excitedly sways his hips as though he's wagging it via an energetic stim.
Another feature he finds to be a delight about himself is the fact he has an outie belly button. He's never wished to cosmetically change it in anyway as it has never caused him any pain or problems. He'll never be able to get a piercing there, no, but that's okay on account it looks cute as a button on its own already. It also rests perfectly within his softened stomach. It is where his fat cells deposit themselves most prominently, and has a tendency to consistently bloat forward due to a combination of stored negativity and a hormone imbalance. Muu always has, and always will, calls it his baby fat.
Speaking of body fat, Muu is otherwise rather lacking in that department as he is generally petite across the majority of his physique. Some of which is contributed to an active lifestyle dictated by consistently walking his dog, going on foot or by bicycle to places close enough to not require his vehicle, or public transport even, routine pacing in instances in which he's attempting to physically regulate out an intense emotion, a whole food diet centered on his entirely vegan lifestyle, and plenty, PLENTY of sleep. Muu's actively in bed by no later than 10pm an any given evening as he for one doesn't like to exist in the dark any longer than he has to, and also because he just is very invested in listening to his body for queues it needs an abundance of rest. Consider yourself lucky if you ever invite him to something taking place after eight pm, because by then he'd ideally like to already he in his jammies with the intention of unwinding and settling down for slumber. His slim frame is also a contribution of an underlying eating disorder centered on withholding food from himself whenever he's under the impression that he ought to be punished for his perceived failures of the day; however, he's growing more inclined to forget such a habit in favor of snacking on vitamin rich treats as hunger and hurt go more together than the version of himself who started up the habit in the first place knew about. He's also taking on the role of gentle parenting himself, which does sometimes mean sneaking himself vegan cookies to boost positivity while negative voice inside his head is distracted. All in all, he weighs an astounding 115lbs / 52kg. Already on the thin side, where one can notice it the most is in his teeny, tiny ankles. Them and his wrists are minute in their circumferences, which isn't entirely of any surprise as both his hands and feet are small for even a man of his stature. Fun fact: both his shoe size and his ring size are that of a size seven in traditional American sizing.
#; ♡ ; headcanons#please feel more than free to steal this from me as I'm sure I and many others would love to read about your muse(s)#tw mentions of ed#if anyone requires a specific tag ofc feel free to reach out and let me know#I also could have admittedly done much more than 5 but knew I'd go into overkill if I continued on#also can I just say I am entirely in love with number repetitions in muus information that so much coincides with something else#which is interesting given the fact that my preference for divination is numerology#and muu who has decided he quite likes select messages of apollo is lithomancy#I also didn't dive into k@llmann in this due to more research being done about it every day to really hone in what aspects of apply to him#and which don't because there are so many conflicting reports of percentages and what is restricted to one gene discrepancy over another#I'm also just an indecisive little sl@t because initially I gave him a predisposition to gynecomastia due to a fc of his having it#but since I no longer rotate in that fc I haven't considered whether or not that's a trait I'd even like to keep in association with him#perhaps because we went the route of micro weenie due the chances of his gene discrepancy having one is Very high#whereas having such traits as gynecomastia and decreased testa size is of lesser likelihood#or at least in comparison to other variants of KS and especially in the case of entirely different conditions as is#like klinefelter for example
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bunnygirllover45 · 2 months ago
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— CREATURES OF HABIT. ♱ TRIGGER WARNING(S): This one is about psychological training, pet play undertones (they're not undertones they're very on the nose but oh well.), slightly suggestive. dark content. Johann itself is a warning. WORD COUNT: 1k words. ADDITIONAL NOTES: First time writing something for this guy in a while, sorry if it sucks. I just enjoy writing psych yandere stuff.
The first months in Johann’s basement were grueling. The sudden change of pace, the claustrophobic sensation of always being surrounded by the same walls, you swore multiple times you were about to break, but each time you felt like that, Johann was always there to put you back in place like a beautiful —and fucked up— puzzle.
Then, one day, out of nowhere, Johann introduced some ‘mental exercises’ for you. He told you they were so your brain didn’t stagnate over time due to the confinement, but you couldn’t help but feel like there were some ulterior motives behind it.  Most of the exercises were simple, from just sitting at a table and drawing shapes on paper to following basic instructions, no matter what was going on, Johann never skipped the routine.
Today’s exercise was simple enough: sit down and obey. Johann was really patient with you, so despite your early nervousness, you always found yourself quickly getting accustomed to the session, trying your best not to overthink how utterly weird the whole setting was. Being mentally trained by your kidnapper—no. Scratch that; lover.
“You know about Pavlov’s experiments?” Johann asked softly, tilting his head to look at you. His brown hair fell over his stare, obscuring his expression under the dim light of the basement. His legs were stretched under the table, brushing against yours. “Pavlov discovered that dogs were prone to begin to salivate once they saw the trainers that often brought them food, it was an unconscious action they made.”
“They associate ‘this person’ with ‘food’. The same goes with sounds.” He explained carefully, playing with the chain of the collar attached to your neck, tugging it lightly in an almost mindless manner. “Notice how sometimes when you make sounds in the kitchen your pet always comes? It’s because they relate that sound with food.” 
A smile tugged on Johann’s features as he focused his dark eyes back on you, the intensity in his eyes made you shiver—you knew that look all too well, some wicked idea just sparked inside his twisted head. “I thought it would be interesting to try that with you.” 
The way he whispered those words with that tone of his that was equally aloof as it hid some of his excitement made you tremble, but a part of you felt curious about the idea too. Lately, you found yourself associating the sound of the chain of your collar with going outside, Johann always kept the collar inside the house but not the chain, which was saved for when you two went outside for short walks —for your legs sake, as he says—.
“What… did you have in mind?” You managed to ask softly, staring at him with expectating eyes. Johann almost shrugged nonchalantly at your question, his fingers caressing the length of the chain around your neck before settling on top of your hand, intertwining his long fingers with yours, his thumb now tracing circles on your knuckles.
“I don’t really know, why don’t we start with something simple?” his free hand reached to cup your cheek, tenderly caressing your skin, you almost leaned into it before he surprised you by suddenly snapping his fingers against your ear. The sound left you confused for a second not because of its loudness but because of how close it felt, you self-consciously reached to cup your ear, staring at him with a frown. “Why did you do that…?” 
“Sorry.” He chuckled, pulling your hand away from your ear to replace it with his own. “You know I don’t like screaming at you, so each time I want you to be quiet I’ll do that, okay?” 
“Each time I snap my fingers, you’ll be quiet.” 
A part of you wanted to protest, but at least you gave him the benefit that he hadn’t ever screamed to you before when you tried to escape or do something that slightly annoyed him, he was gentle, in his own twisted way, but Johann also had to establish some limits if he wanted to keep peace inside the little paradise he made only for you. “Snap equals quiet. Repeat that to yourself mentally until it becomes like second nature.”
As you got lost in your thoughts for a few seconds, you suddenly felt Johann’s hand tracing your thigh, up and down, his nails scratching your skin in a way that didn’t make it hurt but tingle, it was suddenly so overstimulating, the feeling of him tracing maddeningly slow circles on your skin out of nowhere.
Your eyes snapped back to him, but Johann didn’t seem to have any expression at all, he only looked at you with those empty black voids of his eyes, completely still in his seat. Your legs began to tremble as he traced closer and closer to the skin of your thighs, scratching softly, caressing in his own, tenderly violent way. “What are you…?"
Snap.
You jolted suddenly, your mouth closing shut at the sudden sound. Johann’s chuckle followed your reaction, and as you slowly opened your eyes again you found him smiling at you, pupils swallowing his already dark irises. “I’m glad to see it’s already working.”
“But-” Snap. “Quiet.” 
You furrowed your eyebrows at his sudden abuse of power, but Johann only smiled at you. “Don’t pout… I’m just having fun with you.” He tugged at your lower lip playfully. “You’re a quick learner, I’m proud of you.” 
A sudden rush of heat reached your cheeks at his words, and you found yourself looking away from him, but suddenly Johann caught your chin between his fingers, clicking his tongue. “C’mon… don’t look away. I need to know if the training is working or not.” 
“And don’t tense your jaw either, you’ll make your face hurt.” His big hand now cupped your face, pressing at the sides of your cheeks to unclench your jaw, you sighed in a defeated manner. 
Johann slowly stood up, walking around the table until he was leaning behind you, his brown hair making your neck tickle and your skin prickle with goosebumps at the feeling of his breathing against your ear. “I should test it in other settings, don’t you think?” 
His voice was heavy with suggestive undertones, and you couldn’t help but shiver at the idea, nodding slowly you looked at Johann, he gave you a small smile before pressing his lips against your temple. “That’s my darling.” 
Until each one of my actions seeps into your brain matter— until you cannot breathe without copying the movements of my own chest. Until your very existence intertwines with mine.
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shepscapades · 9 months ago
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Thanks to artfight, I’ve finally finished a detailed, official dbhc cub reference! :D
(I’ve put his Artifight description below the cut, which has a more detailed explanation of his timeline, lore, and aesthetics! >:3)
-ˋˏ ༻ ❁  OVERVIEW ❁ ༺ ˎˊ-
Name: C.B.F.N.4000 (Cub) Pronouns: He/Him Species: Android Height: 5’9’’ Associated Visual Themes: vex, ghosts, explosions, mischief, scientist aesthetic, potions, potionmaking, sleepy/tired aesthetic, conspiracies
-ˋˏ ༻ ❁  ABOUT ❁ ༺ ˎˊ-
CBFN4000 is an au version of MCYT Hermitcraft’s Cubfan, set in my DBHC (or Detroit Become Hermitcraft) AU! This au is inspired by the 2018 game Detroit Become Human, but not because it really has anything to do with DBH—I simply yoinked the android mechanics and incorporated them into the world of Hermitcraft. It began as a S8 au, and has roughly followed the hermitcraft timeline up to the present! 
Cub was the last android made during Season 8. While many of the hermit androids were made at the beginning of season 8 and a few were made for season 9, Cub was finished and activated mid-late Season 8, around the time when Hermits started noticing the Big Moon. Cub’s model ended up being a sloppy experiment in deviation, as Doc suggested they try to transfer deviancy to an android upon activation to try and avoid traumatic situations that might cause an android to deviate violently or upsettingly, such as Etho’s, Tango’s, or Mumbo’s experiences. While this went relatively well initially, it clearly wasn’t very thoroughly thought out, as Xisuma (who is normally so adamant and detail-oriented when it comes to assuring the androids’ safety with experiments like this) wasn’t truly himself due to external manipulation and mostly left a relatively young-deviant Doc to carry out the project himself. 
Cub, though adjusting to sentience rather well at first, very quickly became wrapped up in the Big Moon happenings on the server, new personality and inexperience to emotions like fear and ignorance completely overwhelming his young system. He became obsessive over the implications and consequences of the Season 8 Moon Apocalypse, joining the Mooners and spreading his conspiracy theories religiously throughout the server as he descended into madness. The insanity was like a virus to his programming, pervasive and all-engulfing, and Cub’s final attempt to free himself from the Moon’s impact with the Earth—to launch himself on a llama into space via potion-powered TNT(insane btw)— left his hands and feet singed and cracked to ruin.
The experiment, considered a horrific failure by a deeply shameful—and more awake—S9 Xisuma, left Doc and Xisuma with the decision to reset him for the new season, and they ended up pairing him with a hermit like they had done with the other androids, to give him a chance to find deviancy on his own terms. So, at the start of season 9 and fresh after a reset, Cub was paired with Scar. Naturally, because Scar is… Scar, Cub deviated almost instantly after being given to him, and very quickly adopted the iconic lazy, stoic, amused attributes normally associated with Cubfan. Scar’s tendency towards mischief and general shenanigans grew instantly on Cub, and the two were an immediate inseparable pair. So much so that when Scar began rambling one day about his Season 5 Hermitcraft Shenanigans (where deals with the Vex may or may not have been involved), Cub immediately stated he was interested in being in on it. Whatever “it” means. It’s unclear if Cub also made a deal with the vex or became connected to them in some other way, but… well, he got Doc’s help to trick out his eyes, hair, and back to best fit the part. Scar is very jealous that he can't magically make himself have the same features to match.
Cub is closest with Scar (there's something there, I think), but he gets along just as well with any of the other hermits! He’s close with Jevin and many of the other redstoners like Etho and Doc, who are the other two androids I’ve put on artfight!
-ˋˏ ༻ ❁  EXTRAS ❁ ༺ ˎˊ-
Cub's eyes can light up in the dark, and he’s the only android who has edited his programming so that the default state of his LED is white, not blue. It still will go yellow and red if his processors are working particularly hard, but he’s replaced the blue setting on his LED with white to better match the Vex vibe. Cub has all of the vibes of a fae. If that’s anything <3
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no-144444 · 9 days ago
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chapter one: twists and turns - ln.4
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summary: lando norris was a preppy asshole in secondary school, and you were the girl he despised. years later, you're a hot-shot sports lawyer rewriting the rules of the sport he calls home, and your paths cross, whether you want them to or not.
pairing: lando norris x fem! lawyer! reader
a/n: anything in orange and bold is the past
𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟𓆝
Lando stared at his alarm clock, waiting for it to go off in exactly one minute. He loved his off-season, but hated getting back into training. It made everything ten times harder, he was ten times more tired, and he had no more me-time.
Wales was nice, he thought, but after his exhausting day of test after test, all he really wanted was to be back in Monaco and somehow convince Max F to come over. He sat in his hotel room and felt that same pang of loneliness he’d been working his whole life to subdue. That feeling that settled itself deep in his chest and didn’t come out until he was with his friends or his family. He liked being with people, he was a people-person, but he also wanted something deeper. Something fulfilling. He looked out the window, Swansea was pretty beautiful, actually. The water was calm and the moon reflected off it, making it all look a bit more cinematic than it did during the day. His phone buzzed and he reached over his bed to grab it. 
Zak B: We need you back in Monaco tomorrow for a pretty exciting meeting 😃. See you there!
He groaned into his pillow. He was getting slightly disillusioned with F1. He had no chance if he didn’t win it this year, and no excuses. He just wanted the season to start already so he could get on with himself and prove that he learnt from everything last year. One chance. One more chance, or McLaren would drop him. 
𓆝 𓆟
He wasn’t sure what he was expecting when he walked into a Law firm, but it wasn’t this. His lawyers were all suit and tie-wearing, stuck up, and slightly pompous. This place seemed pretty fun to be honest. There were notice boards up for ‘trainee-activities’, free seminars on cool shit, and it was in the mountains, overlooking all of Monté-Carlo. 
“This way please,” a young woman directed him to a long board room, where half the grid already sat, with a large number of older drivers too, and all the current team principals, with some oldies as well. He sat between Max and Jenson, greeting them both. 
“What’s this about?” He turned to Jenson. He just shrugged and smiled. 
“Not sure, just got invited, said it was important,” he explained. 
Lando looked across the table at Oscar, who had definitely just rolled out of bed. He kicked him under the table, and brought him to full attention. 
“Ouch,” Oscar deadpanned, kicking Lando’s foot back. “What?”
Lando smirked, watching Oscar's reaction. “What’s all this about?” 
He shrugged. “Andrea just sent me a text.” 
Suddenly, another door opened and 4 people stepped out, but he couldn’t really make out who they were, but the room went silent anyway. One of them turned around and looked, smiling at some of the drivers, then turned back and sent more hushed whispers to his colleagues.
Another one turned around, smiling at the group. “You’re almost all here, so I guess we’ll get started,” he announced and all eyes were curiously watching him. “We know we’ve been pretty secretive about what this meeting is about, but trust us, we think you’ll be happy to know that it’s about the rules of F1.”
And then you turned around, and Lando’s world was flipped on its side. His eyes probably shot out of his head like a cartoon character, so much so that Oscar gave him a weird look. But he didn’t look at Oscar, he couldn’t. Not when you were right in front of him for the first time in years. 
“I’m Dr. Y/l/n,” you smiled. “This is Mr. Davidson, Ms. Riley, and Ms. Ray, my associates. I’m an expert in sports law, and Mr. Davidson here is my trainee. I’ve worked especially in Rugby and Rally Racing law, as have my three colleagues here, and we are here to speak to you about making the rules of F1, and motorsport in general, a lot more fair for the drivers and governing body,” you explained. “Any questions before we get started?” 
Everyone was quiet, and Lando was too busy looking at you to notice the question. 
“Great,” you smiled at the table. “I’ll let Mr. Davidson take it away,” you turned to him, and for a split second- Lando swore up and down- he saw him smirk at you. Lando wasn’t listening to the rule changes you all wanted to make, he was too busy watching you shuffle through papers and add notes as Mr.Davidson spoke. He had a scowl plastered on his face from the second that man opened his mouth. Yet, you stood there, laughing at his stupid law puns, helping him out when he got lost, and adding in bits he clearly had forgotten. You’d changed, clearly. Lando could remember doing a group project with you, back in Year 8, you were a fucking dictator. If he spelt one word wrong, misused one comma, you’d find it and berate him. The scowl only deepened.
“And now moving on to why we’re doing this. We asked the FIA about changing to a law-like system, and they were strongly against it, but we went to the owner of F1, Mr. Domenicali, and he agreed this needed to happen. We’re working with the FIA here, so don’t expect everything to turn out just perfect, I’m sure they’ll still be difficult to work with, but we want to get as close to fair as we can. Now, we’re handing out pages of paper to everyone at the table and we want your opinions on the rules right now, write specific rules that need changing and how you’d change them, give us your opinions on the system in place now and how we can fix them, we want as much input as possible,” you smiled to the group as the others handed out pages of paper and pens to everyone. George, of course, began writing a novel on his page. Oscar jotted down some ideas. Jenson wrote about 10 words. Lando just stared at his page. Then wrote:
Call me. XXX XXX XXX
And he held his paper up to be collected like he was in school. He saw how reluctant you were to grab his paper, but you took it anyway. 
You were less than impressed to see what he’d written and he could see it on your face. You looked at him for the first time, and all he did was smirk back and wave. You crumpled up his page and handed him a new sheet of paper. 
He was happy with himself. He missed this, these secret moments between you two, the ones that made him feel better about himself. He liked how no one saw, and no one noticed. He liked that it was just you and him, and nothing could change that.
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“What’s with you and Dr. Y/l/n?” Oscar mused as they sat in the lobby, waiting to be given their ‘buddy’. 
Lando stared back at him. “What do you mean?” Oscar was like… the least socially conscious person he'd ever known, surely he wasn’t being that obvious, right? 
Oscar raised an eyebrow. “Do you think I’m fucking blind mate?” 
Lando shrugged with a hopeful smirk. “Yes?”
“Dude, come on. How do you know her?” 
“School,” he relieved. “But it’s not like we were friends. We just… knew each other.”
Oscar nodded, satisfied with his answer. If only he knew how complicated it really was. 
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“This is Y/n Y/l/n, she’s new in school, please show her around,” the Principal, Ms. Browne smiled at Lando. “Your parents know each other, correct?”
In the loosest sense of the term, Lando thought. He knew who you were, he’d seen you at some parties his parents had dragged him to. You were like every other girl at the school, a prim, proper, prickly, princess. At least, that’s what his brain told him, because he’d literally rather do algebra than show the new girl around the school. 
You answered for him. “We do, yes. Thank you Miss.”
You were so polite. So polished. It pissed him off, and he couldn’t even tell why. He rolled his eyes and slid off his chair, mumbling a small “Come on, princess,” as he showed you to the door. 
You left the principal’s office behind him, carrying your books. He was short for his age, and he still sounded a bit young for his age, but you didn’t really mind. You knew he was into racing, and your dad followed his career more than he followed your life, so you hated him already. His rudeness and stand-offish behaviour just added fuel to the flames. 
“So, you’d you move here?” he asked, though he was clearly uninterested in the answer. 
“Work,” you answered simply. He nodded. 
“You sing, right?” he asked and you nodded. “What show are you doing?”
“Into the Woods.”
“Have you done it before?” he asked because… well he wanted you to keep talking. He didn’t want some awkward silence he’d have to fill with his own opinions and life, because there wasn’t much there. He wasn’t super into musicals (by any means), but he knew who you were, specifically because his mum was always raving about you to him. You were her friend's daughter, and you were apparently the next Broadway talent. He knew who you were. He knew every show you’d ever been in, mostly because his mum dragged him along when he wasn’t racing. 
“Nope,” you shook your head. “But it’s pretty simple.”
He nodded. “Alright, well, this is your dorm block. You have a map, and I am no longer needed. Goodbye,” he said, before walking back across the campus to his own dorm. His friends were much too happy to know how it went, walking the new girl around the school, it would’ve been cool if it were anyone but you. 
So he just put their gossip to bed by calling you socially awkward and boring.
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“Mr. Norris, you’ll be with Mr. Davidson over here,” Sierra, Oscar’s trainee explained. Mr. Davidson sat opposite him with a smile. 
He lifted his hand to shake it. “Call me Liam,” He had a firm handshake, fucking hell. “I’m really excited to be working with you on this. I think you’re a brilliant driver.” 
Just then, Lando caught sight of you over his shoulder and again, all his attention went straight to you. Liam stared at him for a second. “Everything alright?” he asked. 
Lando nodded, his eyes trained on you as you gathered your things, he noticed the way your shirt clung to your body, the way your hair fell, the way your slacks were tight in all the right places. You were perfect. “Who’s Y/n going with?” he asked, without even thinking. 
Liam looked even more confused. “I didn’t you two know each other, small world, eh?” he questioned, chuckling. “And she’s taking the team bosses and some retired drivers. She’ll be at the same amount of races as us though, so you'll get time to catch up-”
“I want her,” he stated, leaning back in his chair and crossing his arms. “Her or I’m not doing it.” 
Liam’s face fell, and Lando counted it as a personal win. Oscar covered his face with his hands, embarrassed by his teammates' antics. “Umm, I’ll have to go talk to her about that-”
“Go. I’ll wait,” Lando smiled, looking every bit the aggressor he was being. He looked smug. 
Liam got up and went into a room (what he assumed to be your office), and a few seconds later came out telling him to go in. 
He opened the door and popped his head in. There you were, sitting at a desk behind a large screen, glasses perched dangerously close to falling off your nose. You stopped your vicious typing to look up at him expectantly. “This a good time?” he smirked. You were scowling. You rolled your eyes and went back to your furious typing as he sat down. He looked around your office. Your diplomas on the walls, pictures of you at various events and charity fundraisers, pictures of you and your team (Liam was right beside you in every single one, but he let it slide for a moment). You had a whole life he’d known nothing about. A subtle ache settled itself in his chest as a sort of… guilt blossomed. You had a whole life he knew nothing about, and he had no one to blame but himself-
“What the fuck is your problem?” you demanded, turning your attention to him. 
He chuckled. “That wasn’t very professional.” 
“Lando,” you groaned, regaining your professionalism. “What do you want from me? I didn’t choose this job, I got chosen for the role. I’m managing a team of more than 50 people alone, while doing my duties to speak to all the team bosses and take some work off the plates of my employees. I cannot possibly also talk to you every few days about your experiences with the FIA and the rules,” you huffed. “You have Liam, he’s a great lawyer, trust me.” 
Lando’s mood soured at your casual use of his first name. “Then I won’t do it.” 
You sighed. “You’re only doing yourself a disservice by not doing it, but we can’t force you,” you went back to your typing for a moment. “Close the door on your way out and send Liam in, will you?” 
Reluctantly, he got up and left you to your typing. He knew you needed his opinion, he was one of the other drivers most heavily penalised last year. 
“I’ll wait here,” Lando nodded as Liam went back into your office. 
But he made a mistake. He didn’t close the door after him. 
“You two know each other?” Liams asked. You sighed. 
“Not really, just in passing.” Lie. “He doesn't want to do it, He doesn’t have to.”
“We need his opinion though,” he sighed. “I know he sucks but… we need him.”
“Well I don’t have the time, Liam. I don’t have the time anymore. He’s just trying to rile me up-”
“Maybe I could take the retired drivers off you and you could just do the team bosses and Norris?” Liam offered. 
You were silent for a moment. Then groaned. “I really don’t want to.”
Liam chuckled. “Well, we all have to do things we don't want to do, Princess.”
Lando saw red, but listened further. 
“I guess you’re right. Tell him I’ll see him in Australia.” 
“Alrighty, thanks boss.”
Australia. Right. 
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Pole position, shitty weather, and a win anyway. Good weekend. 
He brushed you off as the celebrations started, but when he saw you chatting with some of his engineers, gathering information, he knew he should speak to you. He was pulled away by the media before he could, and you ended up sending Sierra to do his post-race breakdown. You’d already felt for Monaco.  
Shit.
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hislittlestar · 3 months ago
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Altar to Lord Lucifer
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I’m excited to share that I have finally been able to make a physical altar to Lord Lucifer! Now, this is just the start, as I’m only using items that my family already own and what I found with one trip to Goodwill, so I expect it to grow/change in the future. Though I’m already pretty satisfied with how it looks.
A bunch of the pieces are special to me and have symbolic meanings, so feel free to ask questions. There’s pieces that I made, like the candle box and dried lavender I picked. There’s phoenix and dragon figurines that I played with as a kid. When I went to Goodwill for altar pieces, I was happy to find this angelic figurine with golden hair holding a violin with roses on it. I see Lord Lucifer with similar hair and associate violins and roses with him, so I thought it was a cool piece.
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Though the altar is in my closet, it is already really special to me. Here’s a bonus pic of it in daylight:
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dragonqueenbizawagi · 2 years ago
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Dick didn't know where it went wrong. Well... not exactly. Looking back Dick could see the nervousness he'd mistaken for anticipation. Danny had acted so happy to see the circus for him that he hadn't seen his excitement for what it really was - fear. Running through the tents he definitely wasn't allowed in he mentally kicked himself for not seeing the signs for what they were. Danny was a good actor it seemed but that's no excuse. Dick knows the rules for dealing with traumatized kids. No expressing strong feelings when suggesting something to them - they'll feel pressured to agree. Dick had gotten blinded by his own love for the circus when Danny first mentioned being a part of one once, and now his so- Danny was paying the price.
Pausing to look around Dick heard something. A soft voice making comforting sounds. As he followed the noise he heard the sound of sniffling with it. Danny's voice chimed in as Dick got close enough to make out words.
"No, it's not okay! I ruined the day for him! All I had to do was keep my stupid fear under wraps for a few hours and I couldn't even do that! The stupid lights and sounds got to me and then the ringmaster's face morphed into his and-" Danny's words broke off into choked sobs and Dick's heart broke as he listened, but before he could rush in to hug him the calm voice from before spoke up.
"Hey, no! It is NOT your fault! Alright? Listen to me. It is NOT your fault for having a panic attack, okay? If your 'stupid' fear is that strong then there's no way you /could've/ controlled it. Especially not with the lights and sounds and everything like that all at once. And it is not your responsibility to suck it up and have a good time. It's your adult's job to bring you to stuff YOU want to go to. If you tell them you don't like something and they take you anyway then that's their fault, not yours."
Danny whispered something that didn't reach Dick's ears from where he was... well, now lurking behind the wall of the tent. Just outside of the entrance and using his stealth to not alert his surprisingly alert kid to his presence.
"What?" asked the voice.
"I didn't tell him!" said Danny, louder. "I couldn't! He was so excited when I brought up that I'd been in a circus too that I couldn't bring myself to tell him that..." He paused as he took in a shaky breath. "That it wasn't a good thing to me. And! I really did want to enjoy this! I thought, maybe if I went to a normal circus I could see it how it's supposed to be - how he sees it. He shares stories with me that make the circus sound so cool! I wanted to feel like that when I think of tents and clowns, not like... this..." Danny's voice trailed off as he finished his thought.
Dick suddenly felt better and worse. Better in that it hadn't been entirely because of him, and that some of that excitement had in fact been real - and worse in that Danny's words had confirmed that he went because Dick wanted to go. Because he had gotten too caught up in his own excitement to pay enough attention to Danny's true feelings.
"That's a good goal kid, but overcoming trauma doesn't work like that. Lot of people try to force themselves or others to face their fears, but that only works if you're in control the whole time. Think about it, you don't cure someone's fear of water by shoving them into the deep end, right? So next time you want to overcome your fears, make sure you can back out at any time and you've got friend or trusted therapist or someone there to hold your hand and reassure you the whole time. Your adult could have done that if he'd known. If you say, 'Hey, I'm really excited to go to the circus with you but also really nervous because the last time I went didn't go too great and I'm still a bit scared. Can we avoid x when we go there?' or, 'Can we leave if it gets too much at any point?' then I'm sure he would be happy to help! And if he isn't, just let me know and I'll knock some sense into him!" Danny giggled at their joking threat. Dick smiled and relaxed at the sound.
"Thanks. I don't think I'll need to take you up on that offer, but thanks." With that Dick decided enough lurking was enough, he didn't want to become Bruce after all. He backed up a little before running to peer into the tent. "Danny?" he called, putting on his best worried dad™ face (he learned from Bruce AND from dealing with his siblings).
As Danny saw him Dick expected him to shrink back up in guilt or panic at what Dick would think, acting like the traumatized boy Dick should have seen him as. Instead, Danny surprised him by running up and hugging him, mumbling apologies into his shirt as he held on tight. Dick wasted no time wrapping his arms around his kid in a patented Grayson Octopus Hug™ that Danny seemed to be giving in turn. He noted the lady with butterfly face paint watching them with a soft smile, but ignored her for now in favor of reassuring Danny as the kid slowly unstuck his face from Dick's chest. Straightening up up so he could hook his chin over Dick's shoulder to talk better, he spoke.
"I'm sorry I ran off like that"
"No no, hey! It's okay! I'm not mad or anything, you don't need to apologize. How are you - are you alright?" Dick pulled back to look Danny over, noting the obvious red eyes and tear tracts down his face, but also the possibly bruised knuckles that Danny started to hide.
"I'm fine, mostly... I've calmed down a bit now. I-" he paused to shift nervously, "I don't really remember what happened after I got called on." Danny's small voice echoed his body language as he shrank in on himself again.
"Well, you panicked and punched the ringleader after he grabbed you without asking, and I will be having a word with him about that later, don't you worry. Had to punch him twice before he actually let go," Dick almost growled this part. He wanted to believe that the man had just startled and held on in shock, but he was already an asshole for grabbing a clearly reluctant volunteer in the first place. Dick never understood why some Ringleaders went specifically for the shy or nervous ones, as Haley had never done that and in fact had been adamantly against it. Shows go so much better when you're not dealing with a panicky and therefore unpredictable volunteer. Hopefully this example would dissuade the ringleader from doing it again.
"And then you ran off and I followed. I got held up by the crowd a bit and you were damn fast, so I lost you, but I'm here now!" Dick finished, wrapping Danny up in another bear hug. He had so many questions he wanted to fire off in return but Danny could tell him when he was ready, for now Dick had to make sure to reassure him so that he didn't ever feel like he had to pretend for Dick's sake ever again. "I'm so sorry I didn't pick up on your anxiety sooner, kiddo. I thought it was just nerves from excitement, but, it was something more wasn't it?" Danny winced at that and hid his face in Dick's shoulder once more. Dick just rubbed Danny's back as he waited for Danny to compose himself.
"Yeah..." Danny said, "I- I kinda forgot to mention that I'm terrified of circuses... and ringleaders in particular..." Dick's grip tightened as he realized that Danny's anxiety had only really become visible when the ringleader got involved. Before he could say anything though, Danny continued, "It's just- you got so excited when you talk about the circus! I couldn't tell you to stop talking about it. And I really did want to go! I just-" Dick cut him off.
"Danny. You don't owe me anything, you hear me? Yeah, I wanted to go to the circus, but that's because I wanted to spend time with you! I thought it was something you enjoyed and I figured it was something I could relate to you with. I love listening to you talk about space but I can't do that with you, so I jumped at the first sign of something we could do together! I'm sorry I let that blind me for so long."
"Nah, it's not your fault. I've had plenty of practice pretending I'm not terrified when my parents talk about their interests. And like I said, I really did want to go! I really started liking trapeze and tightrope stuff when you showed me, and I thought I could just push down my fear and ignore the ringleader and just enjoy the day. Remind myself it's not the same circus and all. But... I guess it didn't work so well, huh?" Danny split off with a nervous grin as he rubbed the back of his neck, looking away. Dick frowned as he processed all that.
"Okay, we'll be coming back to that part about your parents later, as well as why you hate circuses and ringleaders in the first place, but we can discuss that in private back home. For now, just know that I love you, and if something is ever bothering you like this again, talk to me! We don't ever have to something for fun that you don't want to do! And if it's something necessary? Like doctor's visits, or something you still want to do buuuuut- ...then let me know, and I'll help you find a way to get through it. Okay? Just- promise me you won't pretend for my sake. Deal?"
Danny softens at Dick's unwavering love and support. "Deal!" He says, attention finally flicking over to the lady who had helped him earlier, who had busied herself with setting up her face paints. "Oh, ancients! I'm so sorry, we can go now! You're clearly busy! Sorry for intruding!"
"No no, it's quite alright!" The lady said with a smile, her expression contorting the butterfly on her face, making its sparkly wings move. "In fact you've still got plenty of time before the show ends and my shift starts if you'd like to get your face painted to cheer you up! On the house!"
"Really?" Danny asked, clearly nervous about taking up any more of the woman's time. "I wouldn't want to overstay my welcome..."
"Of course! Consider it an apology on behalf of the circus crew who think singling out the most nervous volunteers isn't the nicest thing to do," the woman said with a wry smile. Clearly Dick wasn't the only one who hated that move. "Otherwise, feel free to head home early, or try to go back and finish the show if you feel up to it. Or you're welcome to just hang out here and collect yourself a bit more until my customers come. I really don't mind!" She looked at Danny never once addressing the other adult in the room, instead making sure the kid knows it's their choice. Smart! Clearly this woman was good at working with kids (or technically teenager in this case).
Nonetheless, Danny still looked at Dick nervously as he weighed his options. Dick pulled him into a loose side hug and said, "Whatever you want kiddo, I'll be here," which seemed to be the right thing to say as Danny let out a breath and relaxed into his hold.
"Yeah, I'd like some face paint actually," Danny said, a tired smile on his face as the stress and adrenaline from his earlier panic attack finally started to wear off. "Thanks for helping me calm down earlier, by the way. Oh! And I never got your name!"
She smiled and waved off his gratitude, saying, "It's no problem! And my name's Adelaide, but you can call me Miss Addy. Now please, sit down! What would you like me to paint?" Danny mulled it over for a second.
"You got anything about space?"
Small prompt idea.
Danny is Dicks son. Dick takes him to a circus in order to bond with his newly found son and share with him something he holds dear. However maybe
1)Danny hates/petrified of the circus cause of freakshow. This causes him to panic and/or bolt. (Accidentally punch the ringmaster that looks kinda like freakshow?)
2)He mentions off-hand that he was part of a circus once did tightrope. Dick is ecstatic and thinks this is awesome. Until he finds out the circumstances, that is.
3) Just loudly declares he hates the circus when someone brings it up at family dinner. *metaphorically breaking his Dad's heart, who is already so stressed trying to be a good dad*
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breelandwalker · 2 months ago
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I'm starting to question how much the "old" pagan costumes and festivities were indeed about fertility, sex, etc.
Ronald Hutton claims that there is no evidence in history that the maypole was saw as a phallic symbol, for example. And there are other possible meanings. But you usually just read in books as a matter of fact that it was a phalic representation and the dance around was about fertility etc
I recently read the witche's bible because I was curious about traditional wicca rituals and there is suuch a high focus on how every single costume or holiday was about fertility and sex that honestly it makes me wonder, how much it was indeed about those things and how much is just the interpretation of modern people like Gardner making it about those things
You're hitting the nail on the head without even realizing it, Anon.
SO much of what we think we know about "old pagan customs" comes from books written by Victorian-era occultists. And if there is one thing to be said about Victorian-era occultists, it was that they were horny as FUCK. (And the Edwardians weren't any better.)
These people went around rubber-stamping FERTILITY in big red letters on anything to do with goddesses or springtime or even the most passing reference to pregnancy, childbirth, midwifery, or babies. Literally any excuse for ritual nudity or a sacred orgy. And no, that is not satire. Or a euphemism.
The other thing that can be said about Victorian-era occultists is that quite a lot of them were history buffs and very prolific writers. (If you look at the roster of the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn and their regular guests, it reads like a Who's Who of the writers of fantastical fiction and poetry at the time.) So the result of that is a whole lot of literature about folklore and "ancient pagan customs" written by people who were filtering what little historical information they had at the time through the lens of their own opinions and those of their colleagues.
(It's worth noting that that "lens" often consisted quite heavily of free-associated ideas not supported by history or things they completely pulled out of their own asses. Leland's "Aradia" is a good example of the "Ancient Sacred Text Given To Me By A Real Witch Who Totally Exists And I Definitely Didn't Write This Myself And Make Up This Claim For Clout" genre.)
Quite unsurprisingly, a lot of these beliefs got absorbed into the roots of the modern witchcraft movement a few decades later, since those were the popular resources available at the time and the same generally-prevailing opinions and biases were still present. So this started WELL before Gardner and his coven were on the scene. They just picked up the thread.
And as we all know, once there's a generation or so of removal from the founding beliefs of a movement, people tend to take the older texts as gospel, regardless of how flawed they might be.
See Also: We Still Have To Talk About The Witch-Cult Hypothesis Because Margaret Murray Wrote The Encyclopedia Britannica Entry On Witchcraft And It Wasn't Updated Until The 1960s.
See Also: We Still Have To Explain The Difference Between Historical Fiction And The Historical Record Because Of The White Goddess And The Mists Of Avalon.
See Also: We Still Have To Talk About The Burning Times Myth Because Raymond Buckland Made That Stupid Fucking Documentary.
See Also: Why The Hell Is Anyone Still Recommending Silver Ravenwolf.
Anyway, the short answer is that yes, your impression is correct, and I'm glad you're reading Hutton and forming that practical context for the witchcraft/pagan literature and media that you encounter.
Keep honing that bullshit detector and best of luck!
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Some of my observations about Link Click: Yingdu Chapter
⚠️Spoilers for S1, S2, & Yingdu Chapter, but mostly the Yingdu Chapter⚠️
Now that the final episode has aired and finished with a bang, I can properly start another observation and theory post without the threat of immediately being proven wrong💀As per usual, feel free to correct me on anything and add your own info should I not include it.
A post-Bridon interview between director Li Haoling and Hui Xiao Hui revealed that Xia Fei held onto the cat ears hat the whole time and returned it to Cheng Xiaoshi and Lu Guang.
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That same interview also had the director hinting at the possibility of Liu Xiao having more than one power, along with the fact that Liu Xiao has planned everything early on and that S3 will reveal his motives.
Considering Li Haoling's comment about the three ways someone could inherit powers (1: genetics, 2: passed through death, and 3: killing to steal), this could mean Liu Xiao has either received a power by having it passed to him from someone on their death bed, killed someone for their power, or is genuinely adopted, chat did y'all manifest this—
One major reveal from the interview was the confirmation of Lu Guang having looped through one timeline, not branching off and jumping to new timelines as many (including myself) grew to believe. A.k.a., there are no parallel universes or multiple timelines. I went over this in the notes, but imagine overwriting a cassette tape or hitting the reset button on a device.
Though there are still a number of discrepancies this fact fails to explain or clear up, Shao Yuanyuan telling Cheng Xiaoshi to not concern himself with investigating her and his father lends credence to him not knowing where they are or when they're coming back in S1.
The person Vein speaks to over the phone certainly isn't Liu Xiao, namely because Liu Xiao spends half of the episode playing faux Tetris on his phone, but also because Vein strictly uses English while on the phone with this mystery person. Perhaps he was in contact with someone associated with Yingdu's Chinese Chamber of Commerce (Vein is the leader after all), or simply an unknown figure that he has ties with and was informed by that person that Wang Qing has possession of the notebook.
Late addition: the show speaks for itself, but Vein needed Wang Qing's student ID, along with any other bits of information Lu Guang and Cheng Xiaoshi discovered about her, to track her down with the help of whoever he remained in contact with.
Another late addition: It's been confirmed in the interview that Vein wants Cheng Weimin's book for himself, just like Liu Xiao.
Wang Qing's power involves faking death, something that's been hinted at by her student ID number translating to "fake death ability user."
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The information of Wang Qing's classmates has been blurred out, but it's all unique text and some of it can even be made out. The pages for Amy and Blair (the girls that bullied Wang Qing) appear briefly, and though Amy's information is harder to make out, Blair's is somewhat discernable.
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The kid that used his power during the test also appears, but the most that can be made out from his page is a middle initial. It should also be noted that Wang Qing had the most absences among the students we saw pages for, and that Cheng Weimin wrote, "Intervention needed," on her page.
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We finally know the fates of Cheng Xiaoshi's parents. While Cheng Weimin is certainly dead from the fire at Bahati (confirmed by the ISBN number of the Sonnet Shakespeare book), Shao Yuanyuan is still alive somewhere.
Shao Yuanyuan's use of possession through a photo confirms that Cheng Xiaoshi received his ability through genetics. While we don't know if she is the original holder of the power or if she gained the power from Cheng Weimin after he died, it's clear Cheng Xiaoshi gained his power from either of his parents.
Li Haoling confirmed that death results in the passing of one's power, meaning there's a chance Lu Guang can still possess someone through a photo they took. But while it certainly appears that Lu Guang possessed Wang Qing and used her fake death power on Vein, it doesn't explain how he could've possessed her without having a photo she'd taken in that very moment (Shao Yuanyuan received the photo she took of Cheng Xiaoshi and possesed her that way). Edit two days later: a new video of an interview had Liu Haoling confirming that Lu Guang did not possess Wang Qing
One user on Twitter pointed out a detail on Liu Xiao's phone: the date on his phone is not the current date in Yingdu (June 2019). They also stated, "This is the evening, probably around 5 pm, which would be the same time as 00:05 September 13 in China."
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While the above point could be an error, it should be noted that a box of text appeared during Bilibili's and seemingly only Bilibili's version of the episode: "Three years later, after the Li twins case." This whole thread is interesting actually, give it a go.
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Speaking of errors, Li Haoling stated that Cheng Xiaoshi's eyes being yellow as he and Lu Guang run from Vivian's situation in EP1 was an animation error. The entire season, particularly the earlier episodes, are riddled with errors like these, most likely due to the schedule changes (this season was originally set to premiere in April of 2025 at the latest but was rushed to Dec of 2024).
On the topic of dates, Lu Guang came to the reset timeline on April 11th and passes the 12 hour mark once the clock hits 5:32AM (meaning he possibly and originally met Cheng Xiaoshi four days prior to the guy's birthday).
Vein interestingly uses darts on Cheng Xiaoshi and Wang Qing rather than real bullets as he's done in the EP1 opener. It's also unknown if he's aware of powers, let alone that Shao Yuanyuan was in control of Wang Qing as they fought.
This is another late additon, but a fan on Twitter compiled a full timeline of S1, S2 and Yingdu, also heavily detailing a lot of the inconsistencies that's been plaguing the fandom in a concise manner.
It's implied that Wang Qing needs a person's real name in order to use her fake death power on them, though it's unclear how she knows Vein's real name.
For once we ended the season without a death, though we have no idea what happened to Xia Fei and his former colleague Jack, who were both reported to have recently gone missing after we cut back to Lu Guang in present day China.
CHENG XIAOSHI GOT THAT DUMPHY
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Vein's real name is Xiao Weiying
Back to the book with the eye (the same book Cheng Weimin had in his desk), it's being heavily speculated that the book contains either classified information on the students of Bahati (particularly the ones with powers), or something deeper. Either way, Shao Yuanyuan's statement about the fire being started on purpose supports the idea of someone starting the fire in the hopes of grabbing the book while Cheng Weimin leaves it behind or dies.
The idea of it holding information on the students' powers, or simply being a catalogue of all of the powers Cheng Weimin has crossed paths with, seems likely with Liu Xiao potentially being another seeker of the notebook.
Liu Xiao was the one seen unzipping Vein's body bag in the post credits scene.
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Qiao Ling asks why Cheng Xiaoshi changed the studio's name from "Hero Photo Studio" to "Time Photo Studio," and while he gives his indirect answer of being connected through time, we can infer that changing the name is his way of keeping his promise with his mother after leaving Bridon. To make things clearer, a flashback in S1E10 confirms that the name of the studio hadn't changed while Cheng Xiaoshi and Qiao Ling were renovating (which is also when Qiao Ling first meets Lu Guang).
Lu Guang hasn't blushed once in the Yingdu Chapter, but Cheng Xiaoshi has (which makes for a grand total of two blushes from Cheng Xiaoshi and a stagnant five for Lu Guang).
Li Haoling stated in the interview that Cheng Xiaoshi will die in 2022.
When asked if Xia Fei was a survivor of the Bahati fire, Li Haoling dodged the question.
Soon after the fire at Bahati took place, Shao Yuanyuan tasked Wang Qing with allowing her to speak with her son through her someday. Since Wang Qing was still a student and in the hospital at the time, this means she's remained in contact with Shao Yuanyuan for 10 years.
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Li Haoling commented during the interview that Lu Guang doesn't know about Vein having come back to life.
He also stated that Shao Yuanyuan would have interactions with Lu Guang in S3.
Actually, here's a full thread of translations for the interview, and a slight summarization of what was said.
The artwork Bilibili released to commemorate the series reaching 700 million followers on their site has this message in the tweet: "The game between "Hunter" and "Mastermind" continues, turning over the cards in the mystery and throwing the final chip." We can infer from past context clues that Liu Xiao is the hunter and Lu Guang is the mastermind.
Cheng Xiaoshi volunteered to play the flower fairy in the third grade despite the role calling for a girl (among other embarrassing stories Shao Yuanyuan told to make Cheng Xiaoshi believe it's her in Wang Qing, she's quite the charcter).
Shao Yuanyuan's speech about saving Cheng Weimin implies she's on a similar journey as Lu Guang (they're both desperately trying to save someone they're close to by resetting the timeline).
Wang Qing goes by the alias "Chris" for her psychiatry business, though it's unknown if her business is still continuing after she disappeared with Cheng Weimin's book.
Considering Shao Yuanyuan's lines when she finds Cheng Weimin in the fire, she was likely not meant to be there at the time, and possibly confused Cheng Weimin. That would explain how blasé he appeared to be about leaving Cheng Xiaoshi in China, if we're to believe that Shao Yuanyuan would usually be in China with their kid while he's in Bridon at the language school.
Cheng Xiaoshi changed the background of his conversation with Xia Fei to a picture he took with him during their modeling gig.
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Aight, my well has run dry, and once again I'm certain I'm forgetting something (definitely forgot to go more in depth with the two pieces of artwork that dropped around EP6's premiere), but I hope this is satisfactory in some regards. Again, correct me or add anything I may have missed, time for me to hunker down for the long 2+ year wait until S3 arrives😭
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