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the detail we missed, yet again [ episode 24 spoilers ]
JUST before he slices the sword above Tahoumaru's head, there is an imaginary silhouette of Dororo behind him. This is in episode 24, when he recalls all the people he met along the way- Mio and the children, her death, the hole in Saburota's heart, the mother who attempted to sacrificed herself, and cupping Dororo's cheeks. It's like he was trying to understand and make sense of all the encounters with the limited senses he has, and what it truly means to be human.
Which was why he refused to kill his brother.
I watched this for the millionth time now, because frankly I'm addicted and everytime I watch it I notice something different each time. It's wonderful, I thought I saw a white haze behind him in between. I paused and was in shock- how did we miss this?
I have seen many people say that the show should be called 'Hyakkimaru', and Dororo is a useless character, or even an annoying brat. I wholeheartedly disagree. The reason why Hyakkimaru became human in the end, and not a blood-thirsty ronin, and why he understood what humanity and relationships mean, was because of that child.
Kannon-the Buddha who is the protector of childbirth, I would like to think when the idol sacrificed its head, it sent that child to him to vaporize those demonic embers in Hyakkimaru, by teaching what being human is. Children are pure beings, brimming with positivity even during harsh times. I think it's very philosophical. Dororo is called Dororo, because she was in fact who stuck by his side no matter what.
Had the deal not been made, Hyakkimaru would have already known what it feels like to have a family.
"You're not a demon, Aniki! Don't become a demon! Don't die!
#dororo#study memes#dororo and hyakkimaru#dororo 2019#anime and manga#why you gotta do this to me#i have so many thoughts#it's 3am#i need to study#i need to sleep#it's the feels#i love this show#i watched this over a million times now#im addicted#send help
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NO SPOILERS PLS <3
Finally watching Madoka Magica for the first time and I'm so desperate to know why Honumura (I think that's her name) was so fucking deadset on killing this cute thing :3
Like, I'm aware that Madoka Magica is the "edgy magical girl anime," but there's something kind of lowkey hilarious about watching an anime emo girl stalk this marketable plushie like it stole her fucking lunch money and pissed in her cereal XD
#dreamer talks#no spoilers pls <3#personal#madoka magica#yeah yeah im finally watching a ye olde anime that everyone else has already seen a million times over#so far I'm loving the different animation styles#although the characters' faces are spread way too fucking wide for my personal taste#update: i am now aware her name is spelled homura#idk how i fucked that up but i did#lol
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sorry but buck was down So Bad the second eddie walked into the station; i can smell the repression from here my dude and honestly i can’t blame him because i, too, would panic if eddie diaz showed up to my place of work looking That hot
#buck doesn’t know he’s allowed to flirt with men so he’s mean to them instead#but in reality they met and started flirting 2 seconds later#the UST is so real and i’m only on 2x1#literally who was gonna tell me eddie is that good looking holy shit#i need them to kiss on screen right now#im sure this has all been said a million times over but im new here sorry#evan buckley#evan buck buckely#eddie diaz#buddie#911 season 2#911 show#911 abc#911 fox#em watches 911#em saying things
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!!! FLASHING LIGHTS WARNING!!! [IM NOT FUCKIN AROUND!!]
REACHED THE CUSP OF 'THIS MAY NEVER BE ABSOLUTELY FINISHED N IF I DONT SHOW IT NOW, IT WILL NEVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY.' SO HERE, A PROJECT IVE BEEN ORBITING AROUND UHH SINCE 2021 OR SO.
#jrwi fanart#THE SQUIRMING IMAGE#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#cw flashing lights#LOOORRD OF LIGHTNING SAAAAVE ME!!!!#RAAAHHHH I LOVETHIS SONG SO FUCKIN MUCH AND I LOVE GILLION SO FUCKIN MUCH RAAHHHH!! RAAHHHH!!!#BUT YES YES I HAD LIKE A WHOLE OTHER HALF TO THIS SKETCHED OUT BUT IT WONT FINISH COOKIN FOR A MILLION YEAARS!!!!#MAYBE SOMEDAY.....#ANYWAY. this is my first time actually syncing audio to my animations. normally i domnt know howww.#i animated it all in fire alpaca AND THEN i mixed everything in a pirated movie maker. it kinda uh. sucks. but its WHAT I GOT BAYBE!!#i relaly like how i animate swishy hair... i was inspird by eris from sinbad. i can only HOPE i got on that level w the watery flowyness#LIUGHTNING IS HARD TO ANIMATE TOO. I WATCHED ALOTTA VIDEOS ABSORBED MINIMAL TUTORIALS AND UHH I THINK I DID OKAY!!#better than bad!!! but i can still do better. eventually. ugh. FLASHING LIGHTS TOO HUH? U LIKE ANIMATINGB FLASHING LIGHT?#U LIKE MAKING THE BLACK N WHITE FLICKER RLY FAST UNTIL UR EYES BLEED OUT UR SKULL?? YEAAAHH YOU DO!!!#im also vry proud o the title cards i made at the beginning teheheheh. dependign on where riptide goes i MIGHT change it#BUT HEY THEORY TIME? I HOPE ONE OF THE GODDESSES COMES DOWN TO PILOT GILLIONS BODY SO THEY CAN BEAT THE FUCK OUT O THE OTHER GODDESS#WHO IS ALSO IN SOMEONE ELSES MORTAL BODY. GODS COMING DOWN TO WREAK HAVOC OVER PETTY DISAGREEMENTS OOOGH HOW FUN!!#GOOD ON YOU CHAMPION!! YOUR VESSEL HAS BEEN TRAINED TO BE STRONG AND HARDY. PERFECT FOR CHANNELING DIVINE ENERGY.#OHHHH WHAT A PERFECT WEAPON YOU ARE. NOW GO AND IMMANENTIZE A WATERY ESCHATON#PARAGON OF OCEANS WRATH I WANT TO SEE YOU DROWN THE LAND. DESTROY!!! EAT!!! BURN!!! RAAAGHH I NEED GILLION TO GET MORE POWER!!!!#ALSO in other news i uh. actually posted this onto twitter forever ago but forgot to post it here bc i can only post it from pc and BABY!!#IM NOT ON THE COMPUTER OFTEN! NOT ANYMORE!! NOT ANYMOREE!!! IM FREE BAYBE!! i used to be so miserable. sometimes i think abt that.#ANYWAY. pls enjoy. just this much took so long. i love makin the lil guys move.... ouh.... hava good day if u get the chance to.
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ok the rate at which shows are being canceled after one season is becoming more and more ridiculous and excruciating to the point where they dont even give people TIME to watch the shows anymore!! i will be recommended a good show by a friend and think “ooo im excited to watch when im not super busy” and then just a month later before i even had the chance to watch it, its already canceled.
and these days whats considered a “successful show” has to surpass hundreds and hundreds of millions, sometimes over a BILLION hours streamed to be worthy of renewing but when shows get somewhere between 50 million and 100 million theyre treated like they were a complete flop even though that is STILL MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF PEOPLE WHO WERE INVESTED IN THE SHOW AND WOULD WATCH FUTURE SEASONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was going to watch that show. i was so beyond excited to watch that show. it had one of my favorite actors in it and it was produced by the same creators of my favorite show of all time. but because i have responsibilities from work and school like a normal fucking adult, i couldnt make the time to watch it and now only a week after i was recommended the show, it was already canceled.
i am used to mourning stories that ive become attached to that will never be complete, but this is altogether different. you didn’t even give me a chance to meet these characters or watch this story. a story that an entire cast and crew of probably thousands of people put all their hearts and soul and TIME into and yet you gave it just a fucking month before you decided it was unworthy of pursuing. even though tens of millions of people who were lucky enough to have been available to watch it at the time thought otherwise.
#im so mad im so mad im so mad#dark is my favorite show ever of all time ever ever ever and 1899 is made by the same creators#when i tell you i lost my shit i was so fucking excited but IM FILMING MY THESIS RIGHT NOW IM DOING WORK I DONT HAVE TIME#I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE AT LEAST THREE MOTNHS BEFORE THEY RENEWED IT OR NOT#i love wednesday but i feel like that show is a big reason why this one was canceled#it came out the same week and wednesday got over a billion streams so 1899 having only 87 million looks bad but THATS STILL 87 MILLION???#im so fucking pissed rn#if dark got canceled before s3 i would have fucking ended it all thank god at least i have that#but now ill probably never watch 1899 bc i dont want to love it and never know the ending#im so mad#1899#netflix#byler#youll agree w me
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Heard you got covid and came here to drop something. Hope it lifts your spirits in these troubling times 👀
(it's a pov from that bj in you library scene)
I'M HYPERVENTILATING OH MY GO D
#MY WATCH ALERTED ME THAT MY HEART RATE SPIKED#I'M STUTTERING I'M FLUSTERED I'MFUCKIN SOBBING#this HAS TO BE what wet dreams are made of sweet baby jesus I'm an absolute MESS#this took me out#I feel like a million bucks but I'm also deceased#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH KAJHFSJGS#I'm still catching my breath from staring at this for five uninterrupted minutes#it's hot in here is anyone else sweating a little. or a lot.#every time I scroll up I get frazzled all over again#this did A LOT MORE than lift my spirits oh my god#I gotta go reread the fic now fuckfingskg#THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU A THOUSAND THANK YOUS#asks#sallowly#sebastian sallow
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WHOEVER THE FUCK IS RECOMMENDING MED PPL TO GO INTO RADIOLOGY JUST CUS IF THE MONEY, IM GONNA FUCKING gET YOU
#first i had ai dictacting schedules and now the radiologists just thought there was a AHHGGRHHH#YES. YES U CAN MAKE MONEY GOING INTO RADIOLOGY. BUT DO NO T. JU ST. GO INTO IT. for the MONEY#MEDICINE IS FKING PAIN BCS BUSINESS IS A PAIN & PPL ARE IN PAIN & PPL ARE A PAIN#like it is Very. ppl orientated it's FKING MEDICINE and even if ure a vet or whatever theres obvs usually humans attached fo animals#so like u might not always be dealing with the ppl but ur coworkers who are also being directly accounting#for the ppl SURE AS HELL DO#like yea ppl die all the time but ure telling me u dont gaf when u couldve done something to stop a LIFE#a HUMAN LIFE that was DEPENDING ON U just doing a like tiny action in the grand scheme of ur things#but ends up a major life changer to them even if they dont always have the knowledge to recognize it#and u let them die bcs of the money#i cant fcking STANDDDDDD IT ohmy GAWD.#also like radiology is not all that hunky dory like radiactive is part of the fking name like#UGHHHH LIKE IM SUPPOSED TO BE SCOLDING MY PTS WHY TF AM I SCOLDING MFS FOR MY PTS#anyways yea tho totally just join medicine for the money it's tofally not a massive damage to u n society#but also . fuck society for making ppl feel like they only have this choice or it's starvation bcs thats also so fking real fuc that#but bro at least try not to fuck ppl over once u gain a position just bcs u happened to be in a bad mood today like#medicine is Literally. horror. it's not that 'i watch pimple popping videos haha i can handle it' horror . it's literally.#the horror of treating humans like humans while never allowed to be one urself kind of horror#it's watching a little girl crying and a big bulky father weeping like a small child bcs his wife died#&then u step out the room and a pt throws his poop at u bcs he keeps lying to u abt not having any alcohol &wants to go home but has no ride#wants a million opiods and has been absolutely wailing at ur staff and if he leaves ama it docks u so now u gotta#peruse a bunch of legal documents to try and figure out a loophole on how to get him outta here while also dealing with 60 other pts#on the brink of death or intensely septic and the whole time ure trying to save them u got bitches screaming in ur ear abt the#north carolina fluid shortage like btch fuck that im giving this kid the shit they need to survive fuck off#especially funny bcs theres fluids available but we refuse to buy them bcs theyre for a higher price than our og supplier like ok#anyways#love my life
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Yeah... I remember seeing the architectural design majors at my uni having this breakdown each semester...
#love in the air#lita#rain#scriptwriting was the only course within my major famous for making people openly cry#because the professor would eviscerate you with her feedback#not to be mean; but she would look at the feedback you'd already been given by your classmates over and over throughout the course#and if you still hadn't fixed issues she'd really stab into them and rip you apart#she liked me though- i followed the syllabus due dates and no one else did#meaning day 1 i already had a treatment ready by the first class#and even though she told me the syllabus schedule didn't need to be followed; i chose to follow it#because it kept me a week ahead or so#So when I finished each 200+ page draft of my script I was finishing it a week early#which let me focus on other exams in other classes and manage my workload more easily#the only time scriptwriting made me cry was when i spent 6 hours typing draft 6 of a 214 page feature and my computer crashed#erased the whole thing#i'd been typing up the script based on hand notes i'd written on my previous draft so it was easy to recreate#but redoing it took 8 hours since my hands were so tired#but that wasn't the classes fault; that was my fault#i did really well in the class; you just can't take feedback personally and a lot of writers really struggle with that#i've lost so many friends because they claim to be writers who take feedback seriously#and then it turns out they're little bitches about it and throw tantrums after begging me to give them feedback#so now I will not give a friend feedback on anything they write#for the record- the way i was trained is not to be cruel or mean#you literally just go through it like 'here is what I had issues with as a viewer and here are some ideas on how to easily fix that'#always offer a solution#and for every complaint you have to give a complementt#so i'm not out there like gordon ramsey ripping into people; it's very gentle and kind#except when i gave M her round 6 feedback on her script and she STILL insisted Mt Everest was 3 billion years old in her story#AT EVERY STAGE OF THIS SCRIPT I REMINDED YOU IT IS AROUND 30 MILLION YEARS OLD GET IT THROUGH YOUR-#Watch
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i never feel unsafe when i go on walks with tucker because i know at the end of the day he will protect me (even though he’s a big softie) but today yall i was real worried!
#i walked with tucker to a sonic near my house that i’ve walked with him a million times#got him an ice cream like i’ve done a million times! and have never felt more on edge on a walk with him ever in the four years i’ve had him#like the vibes were a hundred percent not there#i typically let tucker eat his ice cream there let him drink some water ect to cool down a little bit#at first i could kinda see the guy watching out of the corner of my eye and i thought oh this location doesn’t have pup cups maybe he’s#never seen a dog eat ice cream but then when i went to go throw something away i noticed this man fully PRESSED to the glass watching us so#i was a little antsy and moved to a table a little closer to the outer sidewalk then i hear a door close and realize he is outside :)#and here’s the thing about tucker tucker is VERY aware when i am anxious and this is a dog will not let anything come inbetween him and his#ice cream but tucker kept stopping and looking over at the guy then back at me taking long pauses from his ice cream at one point moving#over to stand in front of me with his ears perked#when tucker got mostly done i was like ‘oh good boy are you full? let’s get you home’ and as i stand up to leave the guy comes closer and#starts asking me questions about tucker and thank GOD another customer came up looked at us and immediately started asking the guy questions#because i was genuinely contemplating running out of there#but home and fine now and obviously it was at a sonic by an intersection nothing was gonna happen but i was mad worried and i am forever#grateful tucker is a very intuitive animal because if homeboy did his usual ‘only thing that exists in this world is ice cream’ schtick it#could’ve been different (he was mad at me about the ice cream afterwards btw but we had already crossed the street)#eris: text#tucker: text
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Woke up early and decided to check the electoral votes and now I'm #Siiiiiiiiick
#speculation nation#uspol#i am not getting enough sleep tonight y'all.#i... i mean it's not a sure thing just yet but... he's 3 electoral votes away from winning and has a lead in 5 of the 6 states left.#and he's over five Million votes ahead in the popular vote. unless a miracle happens he's going to win it.#and the republicans won majority in the senate. and theyre leading in number of house wins now...#need a last minute democratic surge of house nominations or we are going to be BIG time fucked#we cant have trump with a republican senate AND house. we cant. we cant.#watching as we are on the cusp of a full republican government With Trump In Office. im going to be sick.
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barely an hour at work and already on the brink of another breakdown i need to quit this fucking job and/or perhaps kill myself
#my boss told me i work too much overtime and i agree but also i am literally the only trained person on kitchen and unless we're fully#booked im alone and have to do everything myself and if theres a task i cant finish its waiting there for me tomorrow to pick back up plus#literally everything else bc everything in this hotel is fucking broken so i cant even do everything on time like this fucking dishwasher is#now broken for the what?? tenth time this summer???? hello???? so the dishes keep piling up and up and up and i have to do them later#whenever the technician shows up but that all goes toward extra time that i cant do certain tasks#pkus the night guard is incompetent as fuck every single morning theres so many mistakes i need to fix and i always have to clean up his#parts as well bc he never finishes breakfast on time and then leaves the kitchen looking like a mess#and the buffet looks like shit bc even though i tell him a million times how hes supposed to put things he keeps doing them differently and#BADLY on top of that so the buffet looks like someone just threw up some food on it in random order like i cant keep coming an hour early#just to hold your hand through the process of putting prepared food in the designated spaces youve been here for a month now at some point#youre gonna have to be able to fucking do this every time i come an hour early thats an hour i work longer every day bc of course all the#cleaning up after breakfast is done doesnt get any shorter#and then on top of THAT apparently im now responsible for ordering shit for the entire hotel and running meetings and oh yeah im also#supposed to watch over reception tomorrow WHILE doing breakfast. fantastic. thats gonna go so well i cant wait 👍🏻#and im also working on sunday btw. so cool. bc clearly im so well adjusted and also mentally stable that i dont need a weekend or whatever.#and its fully booked with one of the most important businesses in town so like no pressure no pressure#and of course the boss is on vacation bc she somehow is always on vacation during the busiest days which is also so cool of her to do#also did i mention no one is ever gonna love me and ill die alone bc i only fall for people i can never be with#but also thats cool and chill and i dont even care 👍🏻
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i should rewatch amelie 2001.......
#its one of those movies that youd see a million times over a short period of time and then for a loooooong time cant bring urself to watch#it again.... but its been years. maybe i should do it now. ill probably understand it differently. the romance never clicked for me all tha#much when i was a kid#pogaduchy
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every so often i get a horrible little thought in my head that says but what if you DID adapt all of toh season one into your daemon au.
and every time i beat that god damned thought back with a stick. but do know there IS a section in my notes document that is me REALLY wanting to adapt a few s1 episodes dkjgdfg.
bc like. i made the right choice. the stuff i was/am still most excited to write is all s2 + s3 stuff--but like. agony of a witch? young blood old souls? the intruder?!
it would be me writing like 250k more words of entirely setup but that doesnt mean i dont think about it!
#chatter#theres actually a nonzero chance i write the intruder lol i think i wanted it to be a side story at one point#but as of now it obvi wouldnt fit anywhere into the plot. it might end up more as a flashback?#i just think of ALL the s1 episodes that one would change the most#since the route i took with the owl beast is uh. way different lol. for one shes seen king as her kid since the start <3#she and eda were just. very reluctant coparents at the start lol#actually back when this was just an idea and i hadnt started writing yet#i DID almost start off at agony of a witch instead of s2e1#again i think i made the right choice (showed the Big Important Moment from the s1 final episodes in my s2p1)#but STILL. i THINK ABOUT IT#woes of writing a fic series that will likely end at over 1 million words </3 why am i like this#also i guess technically i wrote a daemon au version of the library episode#but that was uhhh forever ago and before s2 came out (or at least before i watched it? idk when i wrote that one actually lol)#and ive made some MAJOR changes since then lol.#i guess technically my massive au is a reboot of that. but. different.#tho of course mari and alma return <3 its actually really funny theyre the only kids w unique daemons/palismen#since like flapjack clover ghost etc didnt exist yet but by the time i started writing Big Boy Au#they did! and i just poached them!#still think i got the vibes pretty close tho. especially stringbean i freaking NAILED luz's arc i absolutely called it <3
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oh my beloved peak period film mid 1990s movie adaptations of classic british children's literature
#i'm once again watching black beauty (1994) tonight#vs a couple nights ago when i watched the secret garden#plus sorry idk actual animal actors are amazing to watch i prefer them a million times over to the cgi ones they use now#like augh. anyways u never grow out of loving horses huh
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JUST SAW THE OWL HOUSE FINALE I AM INCONSOLABLE
#zymtalk#toh#the owl house#<- sorry this will show up in the main tags i just like blog organization </3#IT WAS SO GOOD IM A WRECK BUT IT JUST MADE ME WISH WE GOT THE FULL 5 SEASONS THAT I HEARD#WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GET ORIGINALLY EVEN MORE#GOD. CAN YOU IMAGINE. I HAVE TO THINK EACH S3 EPISODE WOULD BE THEIR OWN SEASON#im a MESS i am SICK#ALSO FUCK!!!!!! ITS OVER. THATS TOUGH. IT HURTS TO THINK ABOUT A LOT MAN#everyone say thank you dana terrace and the toh crew and give them each a million dollars straight from disneyland funding#IM SO. I AM SO.#its weird i feel like maybe i shouldn't have actually watched it rn because being in denial of it being over while i try 2#balance a Mega Ton of stress was a better idea but also this felt so.#i think its the literal definition of bittersweet. it made me feel good but ITS OVER!!!! AUUFHUGUH!!!!!! THATS HARD MAN!!!!!!!#rewatching the entire show 4847485 times starting right now
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I broke the newest and biggest leaf on my favorite plant I’m truly going to fucking end it all everything is just way too fucking much I was so proud of this leaf bro
#I’ve posted about this or messaged people about this 5 times now#rationally I understand it’s not a huge deal but actually it fucking is#the plant is angled in such a way I can only see the newest leaf just sitting there mocking me without it’s bottom#it’s just what the leaf breaking represents that has me so upset#I love this plant and I was so proud of the leaf and I went and fucking ruined it like I ruin everything#because I wasn’t more careful because I was rushing because I wanted this to be over with so I could get into bed and watch a movie or play#a game and relax#and now I’m just fucking upset#everything is too fucking hard#I never feel good#I’m always stressed#things that bring me joy are too ficking stressful because either something goes wrong or there’s a million obstacles in the way to get#started#I just want one thing to be easy???? one day where everything I do isn’t a fucking fight to get it done???#just one fucking day where I feel good fucking please ???
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