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DREAM I LET YOU IN 🪽࿔*:･
#keep calm spiral out demos#i really like these demos#like a lot#i was worried i would fall off#HAVEN’T#this is the vibe
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Hello I have once again upset myself thinking about Logan an the effect Aurora had on him and his relationships.
Walter is a father figure to him and HOBW and their relationship is in TATTERS, and as far as canon shows, it's never mended.
Does Logan believe the man who raised his sibling and took care of him after Sparrows death died hating him? Does he believe Walter only saws the bad in him? Does it have any impact on his decision to go into his self-imposed exile? Does he regret not telling Walter about what happened to him in Aurora soonee??
Did he and Walter ever have a chance to reconcile, to speak of what happened to them on their respective trips to Aurora? Did he ever express regret for Logan feeling as if he couldn't speak of what happened to him?
Did Walter ever embrace Logan as one of his own again, or did they stay away because of their history?
#fable#fable 3#logan fable#logan of albion#king logan#walter beck#SORRY I'M CRYING IN THE CLUB ABOUT THEM#especially because....I don't think walter knew about logans experience in Aurora until we find out in game#its said no one believed Logan; But i swear; i know in my heart of hearts Walter would have#or at least would have tried to#like we talk about walter and hobw relationship but realistically he probably saw Logan as his boy too#like these are his kids even if they aren't#Walter saw one of his surrogate children fall into madness and become a tyrant; and had no idea why#because no one else believed Logan when he spoke of what he saw; and Logan freshly traumatized and being written off as a mad man#chooses not to tell one of the most important people in his life and it leads to everything becoming so much worse#leaving him with only Theresa who knows what hes going through; and giving Reaver a greater influence on him than he should have on anyone#which is a horrible duo to have as a support system they do NOT support health#Logan in his attempt to not worry or frighten those he loves most he ruins their relationship and becomes their enemy#and I'm loosing my mind over it
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what if we get one last lesdaughter moment before the horrors. what if he tells her he doesn’t regret her. what if.
#idk if i actually want this. might kms fr#i saw the evil of my evil quote again and like. i just want him to tell her he doesn’t regret her i think that would fix me (it won’t)#and it’s like. ik he’s doing the trial stuff against his will so idk how much real lestat could even do#but pls. let me hope#anyway#so what if claudia dies thinking lestat hates her. WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#screaming crying throwing up#falls off stage and dies#not coping very well with the prospect of s2ep7 as you can see. it's fine. we're all fine#traveling to the vamp afterlife myself just to tell claudia her mom loves her unconditionally. so. no worries (many worries)#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire#daphne.txt
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i have no mouth and i must scream speech but for about insomnia hate hate hate let me tell you how much i have come to hate being awake
#took half an expired tops brand unisom . wheeeee medicine that does nothing and then the next day you're groggy for twelve hours#but i have to do SOMEthing if i don't Try to make myself sleep that's Giving Up and if you Give Up . well#this is the second week in a row that ive failed to sleep on a night leading into the work week and i know most of the external reasons why#like. busy day tomorrow so anxious. haven't given myself a full weekend in a really long time so strung out.#had important stuff to do earlier that didn't happen so dwelling on that. woke up at 9am and wasn't out of bed until ten thirty so like#i got more than adequate sleep last night but this does not make me feel less worried about NOT sleeping TONIGHT#because again. every time i have a night of big insomnia im convinced that it's the beginning of an unending trend#that will make me wind up like my mother who is lucky she gets more than three hours of sleep every couple of weeks#and while she's done this her whole life qnd has adjusted to it (as much as a body can) i just know. based on how insomnia is for me#that i never could. it would be exactly as terrible every time i would never be able to be calm while it was happening#anyway everybody send me your best knockout gas#AND. it's SNOWING. fuck everything i hate it all#tomorrow im gonna be groggy as hell and have to drive to work and back and have to be With It bc we're doing activities and shit#and have to be like the model of library enthusiasm when i barely have that on a good day. and not actually physically groan#every time someone new wants a card because it means i have to interrupt what im doing dor the next fifteen minutes to say a spiel#i know i shouldn't hate that i should be glad we're getting engagement. and i am. i just wish i wasn't the one at the desk#and im not good at keeping that off of my face or being welcoming when i dont feel welcoming#i haven't gotten to do processing at my actual office desk in months. haven't gotten to be Off The Floor#which certainly hasn't helped my overall stress levels. i need to not be socially on so much it's slowly pulling me apart#and then i get home wnd im too tired to do anything and my house also falls apart around me#but if i DON'T have outings i also rot . there's no solution to this problem. not without quitting my job which ill never do#bc in today's market id never get anything half as good as this ever again. and as has been established. this relatively good job#is still not good enough for me not to be emotionally and mentally falling apart
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Clark Kent should be a scout leader. That nerd should have to herd around 8+ overenthusiastic pre-teens while hiding the fact he’s superman. He’d be eaten alive.
#DC you need to give him more children to worry about#I literally had one of my troop members fall off a cliff once (he survived) they need to be saved from THEMSELVES#he’s the world’s biggest boy scout why isn’t he actually a scout DC#why isn’t he?? tell me DC#it would be so fucking funny#superman#clark kent#DC
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Thinking about how the different races think about teeth.
Hylians, sheikah and gerudo are probably just like humans, baby set and then adult set, mby with little fangs bc I just love that aspect of fantasy.
Zora regrow their teeth like sharks, just have them constantly cooking behind the scenes ready to drop in when one breaks off. I want to say they have more than one row in their mouths, and I will bc its freaky and cool.
Gorons have really dense teeth (not bone), bc they need to crunch through stone and jaw strength only takes you so far. But honestly I reckon their teeth are constantly growing, faster as children and slower as they age. The regular wear and tear keeps them generally small but sometimes you need to break off chunks to keep it manageable. (Kinda like nails? If you let them keep growing then they tend to curl and dig into your skin and cause all sorts of problems)
Rito... don't have teeth. Obviously. They maintain their beaks with various surfaces, cuttlefish if you're fancy, but like if it breaks that's pretty much it, either leave it or get a prosthetic. But teeth? That freaks them out. Wdym ur bones are exposed and sometimes fall out how are you okay with this?!?
#...all of this too say it would be REALLY funny if on like a champion mission or smth link gets hit a bit too hard and looses a tooth#and urbosa is like “yikes. thats unfortunate. but hey youre young lets hope it was a baby”#(it wasnt)#miphas got her hands in his mouth “hmm i cant see the next tooth yet but im sure itll be here soon :))#how long does it usually take for you?“#daruks there “dont worry brother tiny teeth are all the rage with young gorons these days. youll still be able to enjoy a rock roast!”#and revali is torn between making fun of link for losing his bones and being horrified that sometimes they just FALL OUT of hylians#like what the fuck could that happen to him? is his beak just going to fall off one day? surely not#zeldas already taken the tooth to study it bc how the fuck does he eat rocks without breaking them is it magic??#anyway thats my silly little thought#rito#goron#hylian#sheikah#gerudo#zora#botw#loz#moss' madness
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The inconveniences of your boyfriend being a… psychic? Budding demigod of fate? Eh
#I like to play with the idea that Liam always even from the beginning of their friendship knew Finn was going to die#becAUSE I love that sort of dynamic!! like he held off telling him so Finn wouldn’t spend his last months worrying constantly#but then ALSO Liam wondered if it’s best to tell Finn because it’s- you know- how he dies??#and maybe he decided to start being nicer to Finn when he realized how soon Finn would die and wanted to make his short life better#but what he DID NOT expect to happen was falling in love with Finn!! oooooh that’s good stuff that’s totally never been done before ahaha#(it absolutely has)#and he tries everything in his power to change that fate but everything he tries just brings them closer to it#because that’s the path they’re meant to follow all along#I should explain this power btw:#if Liam looks into someone’s eyes he had the ability to see how they’ll die and that often also meant when if it was soon enough#he got that power taken away later because he resurrected his boyfriend without permission smh#I was going to make a real multi-panel comic but I remembered I hate making comics lol#my ocs#my art#digital art#procreate#artists on tumblr#digital illustration#illustration#original art#doodle#art#original character art#original character#oc#oc art tag#oc artwork#artwork#drawing#digital doodle
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#✨ daydreaming ✨#just want a partner who genuinely wants to help me when I’m struggling with something#‘oh you’re struggling with cleaning and organizing your room? don’t worry darling I’m here to help’#kisses me on the forehead and starts cleaning the trash or picking up obvious things#doing things without me having to tell them to do it#whenever I asked my ex for help he would groan and say he doesn’t want to clean on his days off or whatever#and then when he finally did help he would just stand there like a kid not knowing what to do#idk I felt like maybe I was expecting too much?#but then I remembered he was my boyfriend and I feel like people in relationships should strive to help their partner#I’m not expecting all this one sided by the way#i can’t even count how many times I’ve helped my ex in the past with huge things and then when I asked him to help clean he was like ehhh :(#not gonna get into that cause my ex isn’t the point of this post#I just remember daydreaming back then and now#about meeting someone who wants to push me and protect me and be there for me through the ups and downs#I want someone to sit down with me and force me to go through my shit#maybe picking up something and listening to me tell them the story about that thing and they fall in love with me more#want to eventually get distracted with my childhood things and we are sitting on the floor their arm wrapped around me while I show them#a scrapbook I made and all the memories I packed in the pages#but I also want them to help me be productive again and then we actually get through all my shit#and they are so happy that they could help me and make me happy#they watch me smile ear to ear and my eyes light up when I realize we are actually done and did everything I wanted to do#and they hug me tight and maybe pick me up and twirl me around for a second before asking where I want to go for dinner#cause they are taking me out for being such a good productive girl 🥺#anyway I have way too many daydreams like this#currently staring at all my shit and I’m like….. sighhhhh having someone with me would be nice#I don’t remember the name of it but it’s like an adhd or neurodivergent term for like an accountability person#so having someone with you doing boring tasks that are really hard for me to handle or keep on task#anywayyyyy to try and be productive OR to go out to my car and smoke a little bit 😬#decisions decisions lol#hope you’re having a lovely day 💕
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Adventures in The World of Steel Drywall.
#fire emblem#feh#THIS IS IT. AND. I THINK IT'LL BE BEST/FUNNIEST. TO MAYBE LET IT SPEAK FOR ITSELF#on the main post. anyway.#this IS inspired by a dif post i'll rb but it's a gif of two furries one about to pin the other to the wall#AND THE WALL. JUST. BREAKS. THEY FALL THROUGH IT.#and it just left SUCH an impression on me like. suit of armor is a type of fursuit.#in the way that if you were to attempt to pin an armored swordsman against drywall#you would likely have the same result.#LIKE. THAT'S ONE HALF OF THE JOKE HERE. other half of the joke is just. THE JUXTAPOSITION. LOOK AT THEM.#i don't even HAVE to say more. hell i already said most of my piece about it separate post. just. Look At Them.#one more piece actually i really had to think and Consider. what color i wanted moe's slides to be#what i was picturing in my mind. mostly black w white stripes across the band. you know the ones.#the Balance def fits but i worried it would get lost in the sauce. too much black on the fit maybe#i experimented w brown and green until. epiphany. the camo. return of moe wearing camo in modern settings.#IT'S SO FUNNY TO ME. ESP BC THE GREEN IS SO DARK. IT'S..? ALMOST SUBTLE??????#but Just Enough to make you go. oh for the love of God. what are you WEARING‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#moe is just. wears a stupid comically 'masculine' outfit in such a way that just pisses you off.#fe alfonse#moe tag#summoner oc#my art
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Lorah: Lilac Knight's Love
Artist: @littledashdraws
Wanted to share this commission by Dash, who so lovingly illustrated my vision for Gunter's first wife!! Although Lorah's lived in my head since 2017, this is the first time I've had her drawn. Because I'm so thrilled over this art, I put together a little introduction for her!! you can read more about her below~
Residence: Duet Mountains Occupation: Farmer •❀• Bedside Nurse •❀• Homemaker Birthday: July 11 Gender: Female Relatives: Gunter (Husband) Katerina (Daughter)* Personality: Shy •❀• Bubbly •❀• Optimistic Hobbies: Crafting •❀• Gardening •❀• Baking Age: 21 (when she first meets Gunter) •❀• 36 (at death)
A Nohrian commoner whose known the kingdom's southern mountain range and neighbouring valleys her entire life, Lorah was a recognizable resident of her town even though she kept to herself. Learning the basics of herbal remedies from a young age, she would split her time between tending to the fields and easing the woes of the sick. In adulthood, she would chance upon meeting a Nohrian Great Knight during her town's annual spring festival. The couple's engagement, after seven years of courting, had become one of the most highly anticipated moments amongst the townsfolk.
*NOT the Nohrian Queen. I named their kid before I realized what Xander's mom's name was and by that point I was already ATTACHED (tell me Caterpillar is not the cutest nickname). So now the reason they share a name is lore relevant (which is a part of this fic!).
divider by saradika
#fire emblem fates#feif#fe14#gunter#yeah sure this can go in his tag#fire emblem oc#paranoid over tagging her as an oc cuz. she does exist in canon. but also. canon gave us nothing!#i'd like to consider it free real estate for oc development purposes#also cuz if intsys ever does decide to publish details about gunter's family i would say:#what do you mean. i've been letting his family live rent free in my head for almost a decade.#ANYWAYS YES SHE'S A RED HEAD. who do you think i am. /of course/ im gonna make her a red head.#things about me: gunter i am also attracted to your wife. therefore: she is a red head. case closed.#HER LITTLE COWLICK I LOVE IT SO MUUUUUUUCH#also dash gave me the behind the scenes info that she and Leigh have the same eye colour AHA#sorry gunter you are bound by a cosmic fate to fall in love with a certain eye colour#this will come up in a future fic. im sure. the freckled shoulders are already going to >:3c#oh yes if anyone else is curious. i did in fact sit down and map out a timeline to get her age how i wanted it.#by my calculations gunter would have been ~28. they have approx. 15 years together before everything falls apart#their long courtship is important to me okay#anyways to end this off. MISS LORAH I LOVE YOUUUUU beautiful woman who has been baking in my head for over 7 years.#I am taking good care of your husband don't you worry!! the old man is getting all the love he needs#god I wish she could have seen him as an old man. GOD. I work so hard cuz I'm loving him for her and me!!!!!!#gunter (fates)#lorah (oc)#fef#gunter's family
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literally the only things that's wrong with my bloodwork is anemia and my mom still finds a way to shame me for being fat over it
#my insuline and glicose levels are perfectly within the average range and she's still “it's closer to pre diabetic tho”#“the doctors gonna tell you youre pre diabetic”#uhm no... for one thats not how that works the whole purpose of diving the levels between regular prediabetic and diabetic is so we KNOW +#there isnt a “regular glicose level” thats also pre diabetic level THEYRE MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE#second... he CANT say that cause that would be LYING to a patient about their medical test results... which im pretty sure is a crime ?#anyways now I know why Im so fucking tired all the time and why so much of my hair is falling out : D#like any health issues that MIGHTVE been made worse due to my weight are FINE !!#the only things that are wrong are shit being lower than theyre supposed to be#(even my vitamin d levels are back to regular) (they were super low last time) (still they made it to regular by a 0.5 margin)#(so I will keep an eye on that)#everything else???? PERFECTLY FINE !!!!! and that pisses off my mom cause she cant pull the “im just worried for your health” card
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i feel like i type so much more than is reasonable when i do talk to people but i also don't get to socialize a ton so i just have soooo many words in me and if i'm like, tired or short on time, it is so much harder to restrain to the already-pushing-it point i can sometimes manage ;-;
#txt#i am used to posting long things that are essentially a conversation with myself because i either don't#want to bother others with certain topics or i just am used to anything i have to say really being... worth saying...#so i will sometimes go back and add more tags because i'm still thinking about it after the fact and the gap in time where someone#would have said something to prompt further thought is just. me continuing it with myself. bc i'm still thinking about it.#and then that translates into how i talk to other people where i sometimes feel like i either have too much to say without only#keeping what's of utmost relevant importance#(which is also due to me knowing if i don't say it Right Now Immediately i will forget if it does become relevant again)#so i am expecting people to read too much#and/or i then am not... listening to people? or i come off like im not listening to people?#even though i rly do try to be attentive i just forget sometimes to leave space for other people to talk because i am#used to only talking to myself so much lmaoo so i think i come off like i only want to Talk At people due to how Much i share#and sometimes i probably am not as attentive in convos as i would like to be but i try to be! i just dont know if the balance is there#but i also don't rly know how to be more concise bc of that mix of not wanting to forget and also not wanting to be misunderstood#and being so excited to get contribute etc#anyway there are also a lot of social things i HAVE been neglecting by accident i am so sorry if youve sent me an ask etc#and you've gotten silence i am getting to things slowly ;-;#i just mean moreover in active conversations the way that i act is like. i always worry i am doing something wrong all the time forever#and maybe i would worry less if i could put more of my thought dump energy into observing others more attentively#to get a better read on things lol#me coming back to this post as an example bc i had another thought:#i also type rly fast and my brain goes rly fast so while i do clean up what i say typically#others might find it more convenient to be more concise due to typing slower#whereas i don't think before i type i just type as i think one to one#i lose thoughts otherwise but Thinking Before I Speak is a lost art to me rip#but then if i am talking to people irl or on voice i am so much more reserved. i ramble a lot!!#but it's easier for me to fall back
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#ff14#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv viera#verbaros cerbaros#Time to start a “Characters jumping off a cliff cause i think it would be funny” gpose collection#Don't worry you can't die of fall damage#No bunnies or voidsent where harmed in the taking of this picture#My clown car of idiots
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good morning from yuca
#me posts#cats#yuca#i was worried she would fall off the table head first but fortunately she did not#this time
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Kusakabe, dear, you're too beautiful to be saying that kind of stuff
#jjk spoilers#All the prettiest characters were brought back from apparent death#Nobara was okay and it's true that when I read the lawyer's and Kusakabe's fights against Sukuna I thought it was being kept vague#but to pull a Nobara with all of them... idk#No one stays dead here except for the people who actually care for the kids and by that I mean 'including Yuuji'#kinda lowkey bitter about it#Don't get me wrong I like the characters and also they're super pretty but idk It makes death feel cheap? And the high stakes kinda fake?#Choso Gojo and Nanami actual only characters who died apparently#Well. Poor Itadori#And Kusukabe goes and runs his mouth that way in front of the kid. He is not entirely wrong but also he very much is#And yes he also says 'don't worry it's not for you to feel guilty over anything you're just kids' but also he did very much say that thing#about it all being Gojo's fault for not killing Itadori. In front of Itadori who feels guilty for that precisely#and in front of Megumi who asked Gojo to spare him and also went through the experience of Sukuna using his body as well#So Kusukabe's reassurance about them just being kids and not to feel guilty falls a bit empty#It does feel in character but man it truly makes one appreciate the way Gojo and Nanami dealt with the kids a lot more haha#Ui Ui seems like a dear#Anyway... this chapter felt a bit lame for the most part for me? I like the idea of the characters discussing the could have/would have#and feeling guilt and helplessness over their choices but the way it was done felt a bit lame and without any real emotional punch#It felt more like an explanation to the reader in an awkward way. And there's a lot of empty chat about guilt and grief#without any of the characters really giving off a grieving air about everything and everyone they've lost#And this is precisely what I felt was going to happen with this manga's writing haha#I truly don't understand this kind of writing choices. Contrary to some other shonen writers this author did seem to have the potential#to write this kind of thing well besides the worldbuilding and powers and fight stuff. It's truly a pity. It so breaks my heart#And still this is considered one of the good shonens. Well. WELL haha#I do think shonen can be good! I just think it falls almost always even when there's potential into bery shallow writing#I don't know. Maybe I should read that one Alchemist manga#I've been repeatedly told that one's good and it does seem like it doesn't do... this. But I find the art style so not to my linking#I wish I had never gotten into JJK for real for real. I absolutely adore it. I always end up frustrated. It could be so good. Genuinely good#And yet it's just okay in a sort of forgettable way. What a pity#Everything good ever is present but it never dares do anything to fully explore what it sets. It just does the typical shonen stuff
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