#currently staring at all my shit and I’m like….. sighhhhh having someone with me would be nice
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#✨ daydreaming ✨#just want a partner who genuinely wants to help me when I’m struggling with something#‘oh you’re struggling with cleaning and organizing your room? don’t worry darling I’m here to help’#kisses me on the forehead and starts cleaning the trash or picking up obvious things#doing things without me having to tell them to do it#whenever I asked my ex for help he would groan and say he doesn’t want to clean on his days off or whatever#and then when he finally did help he would just stand there like a kid not knowing what to do#idk I felt like maybe I was expecting too much?#but then I remembered he was my boyfriend and I feel like people in relationships should strive to help their partner#I’m not expecting all this one sided by the way#i can’t even count how many times I’ve helped my ex in the past with huge things and then when I asked him to help clean he was like ehhh :(#not gonna get into that cause my ex isn’t the point of this post#I just remember daydreaming back then and now#about meeting someone who wants to push me and protect me and be there for me through the ups and downs#I want someone to sit down with me and force me to go through my shit#maybe picking up something and listening to me tell them the story about that thing and they fall in love with me more#want to eventually get distracted with my childhood things and we are sitting on the floor their arm wrapped around me while I show them#a scrapbook I made and all the memories I packed in the pages#but I also want them to help me be productive again and then we actually get through all my shit#and they are so happy that they could help me and make me happy#they watch me smile ear to ear and my eyes light up when I realize we are actually done and did everything I wanted to do#and they hug me tight and maybe pick me up and twirl me around for a second before asking where I want to go for dinner#cause they are taking me out for being such a good productive girl 🥺#anyway I have way too many daydreams like this#currently staring at all my shit and I’m like….. sighhhhh having someone with me would be nice#I don’t remember the name of it but it’s like an adhd or neurodivergent term for like an accountability person#so having someone with you doing boring tasks that are really hard for me to handle or keep on task#anywayyyyy to try and be productive OR to go out to my car and smoke a little bit 😬#decisions decisions lol#hope you’re having a lovely day 💕
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