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hello friends ! i hope you’re all well and staying healthy and warm <3
just wanted to let you all know i will be inactive for a while, sadly I’m putting my baby doggy to sleep tomorrow. i hope you all understand and I’ll be back when I’m feeling a bit better, if you wanna stay in contact just dm me and I’ll give you my Instagram :]
thank y’all for understanding, see you guys later <3
(here are my favorite pictures of him, my son ace ! he’s 13 :3, most of when he was a lot healthier and younger)
#crying so hard typing this lol#it sucks but i know it’s what’s best#the tech told me how emotionally intelligent i was for making the choice lol#i was like thank i guess 😭#he’s curled up next to me#in his sweater :(#jess talks#cw pet loss
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(almost) four years in, and I finally had time to draw something for the anniversary! woo! 🎉🎉🎉
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#because i need to talk for a minute about how the plot of the anniversary story so far is literally just#crowley jumpscares us in our living room to demand we make him lunch and yuu is just like 'i need to start locking the door'#oh twst you always know just how to get me#the qol updates though! CONVERTING SINGLE KEYS INTO 10-SETS YES THANK YOU OH MY GOD#SKIP LESSON TICKETS!!!!#3X BATTLE SPEED!!!!!!!!!!!!#SAVE TEAM BUILDS AND SUPPORT CARDS FINALLY AHHHHH#oh and some other stuff too but look i NEEDED these things#also master chef grim! he's so precious!#though he's not going to get a little sporty uniform after all?#grim canonically flies in the nude i guess#no it's okay chef grim is ADORABLE#if you zoom in on his card you can see little smoodges from his inexpert cake decoration 😭#which on the one hand is cute but on the other hand i'd been convinced he'd just slapped some frosting and candles on an actual can of tuna#anyway happy (a few days until the) fourth anniversary everybody!#i've been here since the beginning (preregistered during the dorm reveals babyyyy) and it REALLY doesn't feel like it's been four years#you know what they say: time flies when you're watching anime characters have emotional problems
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When my sister goes to Walmart by herself and I don’t answer her immediately bc I am cutting potatoes ….. She is completely cartoon brained too so I know this is exactly what she was doing in her mind’s eye. standing there in front of the fridge.
#text#can’t stress enough that there is only animations in her head#that’s why she keeps drawing on photos of me to turn me into a bee#WRONG BLOGNWRONG BLOG#😭 ok I guess thanks for liking it then#💀💀💀
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I love the fan theory that Datz was the one to name Apollo — that neither he or Dhurke knew what Jove’s baby’s name had been so Dhurke left it up to Datz to do so, and Datz named him after his favourite food — Apple. To say that Apollo’s real name is Apple Justice, and Apollo was an Anglicisation/mispronounciation from how Little Apple said it on eventually moving to Japanifornia. Fitting with Datz only calling him AJ, plus it is exactly the kind of thing one could see him doing.
ITS SUCHHHHH A CUTE HEADCANON LOL the image of like, 5-6 yr old apollo insisting to a visiting rebel that his name is APPLE JUSTICE !! and they look at dhurke like, sorry what, assuming his baby mouth isn't good at saying whatever his name is. and he just shrugs. like you heard the kid. his name is apple justice.
and imagining thalassa who finds out abt all this she's like ... well thank you for taking care of my son but why is. Why did you name him that ..,
#asks#thank u for waiting this ask is old af 😭 but i was lazy to draw ...#ace attorney#dhurke sahdmadhi#datz are'bal#apollo justice#aa6 spoilers#Like i guess.#jove justice#apollo juicestice (machi voice)
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girls when their issues get dismissed as anxiety for the millionth time
#futaba sakura#persona 5#p5r#p5#fanart#futabadoodles#chat i am SO losing it#went to get diagnosed w adhd wasnt diagnosed because and i quote “it could be anxiety” omfg#neurotypical psychiatrists especially white ones die in a hole 🥰#also because i “wasnt struggling enough”#like hi so i have this thing called emotional intelligence a good support system and access to coping skills hope that helps!#god forbid a neurodivergent person has tools to manage their condition and isnt in hell everyday i guess!#hate her ass!!!!!!!#i wasnt looking to get diagnosed for medication or support bc i already use a lot of like adhd specific supports and shit#and w accommodations my anxiety diagnosis can cover what i need for the most part so it was rlly just a validation/confirmation thing#like idk yeah. i am managing. im not particularly struggling. because ive been selfdx for a while and have implemented changes in my life#and i happen to be in a very very good place rn and im very lucky. so like. ???#rlly felt like “you have all the symptoms but youre not struggling enough with anything to be able to diagnose ypu” ok thanks fuck you#cuz ppl w adhd can manage being unmedicated by choice i js wasnt officially diagnosed before i guess its deemed “okay” to not live in hell!#dunno im frustrated. i have difficulties but i manage them well and i am very lucky to live an easy life for now so like 😭??
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(hoping by "send a #" you meant in asks) 7 !!!!!
ur mind .... i didn't even think of this option 🫣🥰🫶🏽
#ok to rb#everyone thank izzy for having the biggest brain in the world#i also took down the original post bc im answering this at 4am cause i woke up in the middle of the night 😭#but i also really love that u thought of this bc i didnt!!! ahdkfkajdkf and it saves me from having to pick which of these to post!!! c:#bunny binks#bunnyflesh#girlpenis-redux#i am gonna try going back to sleep now 😴#also i was contemplating scheduling this for later and i asked my wife (who also woke up too ): ) and she said “real dick riders will find#your 4am nudes“ and that was the REALEST shit I've ever heard#im still gonna rb them later but like ajfkfksjfkflsjdbfdlsksk#butch bait#femme bait#dyke bait#i guess this was accidental ask bait too 😂🫶🏽
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My jewish community, friends, rabbi, and educators: We are very invested in helping you be jewish. Do you want to help read the haftarah? Here's a chanukiah! You can have it!! Borrow these books! Here's some books! You need more books... Come to pesach! Come to the chanukah party! When are your classes done? We need a minyan for once!
Me and my 50000 IQ: What if I am Secretly Appropriating judaism? What if I am doing a Cultural Appropriation........
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#there comes a point where your concerns about if you are an Appropriative Cultural Appropriator hinders your jewish journey#i think a comforting thing is knowing that my incessant fear about this is confirmation that i love judaism#i love it with my heart and soul and (i feel) i'd be a less realized person without it#and i think people who genuinely engage in cultural appropriation just Do Not Care about the cultures they appropriate from#they don't love the culture enough to respect it and that is a big reason that it even IS appropriation#especially when jewish people are INVITING you to do things... it's not appropriation#i dunno last night i was feeling very anxious about lighting the chanukiah candles because i'm alone#but i've also lit shabbos candles. and it's just like... why would i choose not to engage in this when one day i will have to?#this time next year i will have to light candles. as a jew. and if i have no clue how to do it myself then i'll just avoid it#plus... i love my chanukiah and i want to use it. it is currently decorating my room because i love it#i hope they'll let me take pictures of all the chanukiah that'll be at the party#i'm sure they will because they're very open and they are very accommodating. in fact i'm bringing my clarinet too#i haven't touched that thing in well over four years 😭#but jewish music without a clarinet is like a body with no soul. it's impossible. it is not what g-d wants i think.#i just hope my ability to play by ear hasn't been affected by my lack of playing. i don't have perfect pitch tbc#but i fully believe you can know your instrument so well that you develop an ear for perfect pitch#in fact... i refused to memorize my marching band music because i DID develop that 'perfect pitch' ear. that's my dirty secret#i didn't practice in part because i can't have a space where noone could hear me practice and it's embarrassing and private to me#literally EVERY jew in my life has been almost TOO ecstatic about my jewish journey. i'm very thankful for it#i guess i just didn't think i deserved to have people as happy about me being in judaism as i am#so to be clear this is my brain being rude and dumb. this anxiety has NEVER been reinforced by anyone but myself#so i take full responsibility for it. but i think that anxiety is something many/most converts/jews-in-progress feel
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I am nothing if I don't follow the whims of my heart wherever they may lead!!! Lazytown self insert!! 😳💖💖
She lives in Lazytown and I'm debating whether to make her Stephanie's cousin or just another citizen, but either way the particular reason she isn't as active as she could be is she's scared of EVERYTHING. Yes, I've thrust upon her my issues with anxiety (inspired partly by the recent wave I've been experiencing over the past few days 😅) she's scared of cars, birds, germs, certain types of bugs, and it leads to her feeling safer at home.
The lessons she learns with Sportacus and the others are to teach that even though the world can be scary, you can overcome it and get out there and experience all the good in it! 🥺💖
Taglist♡: @me-myself-and-my-fos @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @sunstar-of-the-north @dearly-beeloved @adoredbyalatus @changeling-selfship @crushes-georg @miutonium @cherry-bomb-ships @rosieaurora @rejaytionships @sunflawyer @in-true-blue-love @tropicalgothships @little-miss-selfships @cupiidzbow (as always pls let me know if you need to be added or removed!)
#artfarts#self insert#self ship#self shipping community#self insert community#romantic selfship#fictional other#lazytown#sportacus#sportacus lazytown#lazytown oc#🍎 apple of my eye 🍎#HRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!#I DONT KNOW MAN WHO AM I TO DENY MYSELF SMALL JOYS AND COMFORTS!!!!!!!#i think i really like him 😭😭😭#and god do i need something as fun and silly and lighthearted as this show lately!! its so nice!#also hehe freddie/rudy inspired me to post the second pic bcs of his more rough/sketchy art!!#like it doesn't have to be super polished to look great 🥺🥺 thank you feddie!!!!#and the second pic is meant to be like.....my s/i was about to trip or maybe fall into a hole#and he did an unnecessary backflip before running in to save her!!!#I GUESS YOU'LL SEE MORE SOON + THOUGHTS#i definitely hope so at least 💖💖💖
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U zee being cool and allat... like she always is
+ two random doodles
#guess my favourite character!!! 😜 (difficulty : IMPOSSIBLE) /j#I love Uzi such a big amount she's like a daughter to me y'all will never understand y'all will neve#WHY IS HER HEAD TURNED TO THE... right?... WEST IN ALL OF THESE 😭 I swear I had drawn her from every angle possible this is a coincidence#reject medibang return to MS paint#oh yeah also what happened to my last post. Who decided it will blow up. Why is it over 800 notes- THANKS? THANK YOU??? I donno what to say#like honestly I did NOT expect that doodle to gain traction but I guess it did so- yeah! Thanks guys you rule🔥 keep murdering those drones#murder drones#uzi doorman#md uzi#uzi murder drones#my art
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STICKERz
#zeno's art#ocs#ultimate x-calibur#nova starbridge#optico#of course a redraw of jan's new years piece#have i improved? idk#i guess my artstyle is more cartoony now#i want to say i've gotten better at coloring but i used less colors here than i did in jan#this will be the end of the purple period (lying)#also whenever i draw personal art i always feel guilty i've got like 10 comms to do 😭#i hope you guys can forgive me#here's to a year with better art#and also 2024 WILL be the year i start a band it's been my dream it will happen god willing#even tho i've gotta get a gee-tar first... maybe i'll practice my sister's dusty old acoustic to get used to holding them#ok. sorry i was weird this year but thank you all for supporting me!
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She's on a hospital bed, amnesiac after an accident and she's having a crush on this man who is apparently her husband.
@dragonuva's part on an art trade with them from last year! 🥰 It's based on the first chapter of Chiptune by Newlense.
Guys. This fanfic is my favorite FAVORITE connverse fic and I love it so much I don't care if the last update was in 2020 nor if it's never going to be continued. It's so tender and the angst whalloped my guts in the right places. 😭💕
#Yoo I can't believe I actually didn't post this.#There was a comment that described the fic as being like a dream and I agree.#connverse#Connie Maheswaran#Steven Quartz Universe#based on a fanfic#Pease ignore my own comment on the fic tho. I was so smitten by it it brought out the cheese in me. 😭😵#There's something about the writing style that made me fall in love with it too.#Thank you for the art trade!#dragonuva#SU#Not my art#I will make my own fanart of this story. I swear.#Usually I don't mind that much if a fic is incomplete. I'm just glad I get to know and experience the story.#There IS one connverse fic that I actually did really hoped and was oh so curious to see what happened next. Last update on#that was on 2019 and it's marked ascomplete so I've just stopped hoping. ¯\_༼ •́ ͜ʖ •̀ ༽_/¯ It do be like that.#I do have a guess about something in Chiptune. Because something about Connie's circumstance is a little odd.
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HI LOVE!!!💖💖💖
pathetic + carcar <3
Oscar sits. The bed is firm beneath his palms. Carlos is on his knees.
The other man’s mouth is parted, gently pliant in a way he never is anywhere else. He's usually this way, crawling to Oscar in his need. Demanding with his touch, on edge after a race, after one of their racing incidents.
If Oscar were unkind, he might think Carlos, still bereft of a seat for '25, was starting to cause on track run-ins with him deliberately. For what reason, Oscar doesn't know, and Oscar doesn't wish to entertain that train of thought because it was a nonstop bullet to nowhere good.
Unfortunately though, he has always enjoyed driving on the limit.
"Is this how you like it? How you need me?” Carlos says, acrid with disgust. With Oscar, with this, with himself — who’s to say.
“I don’t need anything from you.” Oscar replies.
Carlos’s laugh is hollow. “That is a lie. I think you find a strange happiness in leaving me unsatisfied."
Oscar doesn't respond. Just peers at Carlos with his most neutral expression, mind turning. Piecing together the puppet that is Carlos. Heart too big. Talent overshadowed by others. The obvious and barely concealed inferiority issues that might as well leave the man bleeding openly on the side of the track.
Alpine 2022 means Oscar has had too close a brush to irrelevance, and he knows a little something about being unwanted. He has broken his ribs. Understands plenty about silent injury. How to push through pain. It's just the way it is, kid. Mark had said once. Luck of the draw. The words ring in his ears, in the silence.
Perhaps they have more in common than he wants to believe. Perhaps this is why he and Carlos compel each other.
"You are so quiet. I don't know who are you are fooling with your act." Carlos says, under his breath, perhaps more to himself than to anyone else. Trying to bait Oscar, twisting the nail with hope that it hurts.
Carlos clambers up from the floor, bringing himself eye to eye with oscar. "If they only knew what you are like in here, the way you beg me to let you come, the way you look when I–"
Oscar finds himself bored of this. The excessive verbiage, the posturing, when they could just call this what it is. A bad habit. A need.
Besides, Carlos’s arousal is evident the strain of his boxers, the deep maw of his eyes.
So Oscar peers steadily up at Carlos, and spits into his open mouth.
Carlos looks as if he's been slapped. There's a flash of danger in his expression.
Oscar counts upwards. The room is so silent that Oscar thinks there’s an element of truth to that saying about a pin being dropped. Oppenheimer could rise from the dead and remake his bomb, and neither man would probably move.
Then Carlos lunges at Oscar. Kisses him, shoves Oscar so hard back onto the bed that Oscar can barely breathe.
If it's destruction that Carlos wants, then Oscar can be charitable, just this once. He lets Carlos take what he needs, lets Carlos push and push with his tongue and his hands and his body. Lets Carlos take from him until Oscar's own mouth swells with the ache of it. And still, Oscar does not cede, and never does.
Carlos gasps when he breaks the kiss. It’s the surprising noise of concession, of defeat. But Oscar lets Carlos cage him in, hands at the side of his head, and he lies perfectly still. He doesn’t feel the need to posture all the time, to prove his power.
"Are you done?" Oscar says.
Carlos hovers, muscles tensed with anticipation, waiting for the gunshot. The next move from Oscar to push them over the edge, or end it all.
You're pathetic, Oscar thinks.
But watching Carlos spiral, watching him fall apart in the face of Oscar's glacial indifference - Oscar wonders if he is the pathetic one too.
As the person who keeps the door open for a kicked dog.
Who unfolds his hand, and lets him stay.
#carcar#carloscar#wiz.writing#have i written this exact flavour of carcar before? very possibly#but whatever#i'm running on vibes + procrastination + fumes#thanks giu for submitting this during my previous airport purgatory.... got the impulse to work on it randomly now...#<- now was a month ago 😭#the feminine impulse to just post whatever#it is. idk what this is. but it is. and sometimes. we just. go with that. i guess.#it feels like there is stuff that’s missing here but blablabla we ball#sorry giu this took forever#just. life.
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definitely not what was going on in this scene, but he fumbled her so bad.
#if i fumbled a bad bitch like justine that hard i would simply end it all. ........... oh wait.#miles edgeworth#justine courtney#verity gavelle#why can he not talk to adult women he always messes up somehow it's so funny 😭#the same thing happend when lana smiled and thanked him and honestly? i guess i get it. i would lose all abolity to speak if a beautiful#woman smiled at me too#freya talks aai2#does anyone even ship them? what are they called like........... worthcourt? <- english private school ass name
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#not to be a broken lil man on main#but I was on the phone with my dad for 30 minutes just now (that's a lot for a phone call with him) and like.... damn. yeah. i do have one#parent who's not horrible huh#we talked a lot about my plans for the future...... which I only now told him bcs scary and bcs........ I never ever during my 25 years of#being alive got the impression from my parents that something like this would be an acceptable career choice or something they'd support#and I mean. my [redacted] of a mother is the best example for how. not alright it is with her that I'm doing something that's not very...#traditional for this family#but anyways. my dad was absolutely fucking lovely#to the point that I get getting teary eyed and felt my throat closing up cause. huh. i guess in his own way he does love me and believe in#he asked me to send him a link or a pdf of my first conference report because he wants to keep it somewhere 😭😭😭😭😭😭#I'm....... ouch. ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch#you know the ghosting I am really good at with tumblr chats (sorry guys. ilu. I just suck at communication)???? i'm also extremely good at#that with whatsapp chats and just. not calling my irl loved ones#so idk. hearing him say he understands and just wanted to make sure I wasn't upset with him and like. wanted to know if I was doing okay.#damn. okay. damn#idk#this was such a good talk and he was so suppertive and non-judgemental and I actually told him about my birthday and how my mother's call#upset me and he was like. yeah. same. and like... he's basically gone no contact with her as well as it turns out#idk. I really should give him more credit and like... I feel like there's so much shifting and change and development happening while I'm n#not there and sometimes it's hard to remember that he actually /could/ understand some things. just cause I've always been so used to not#sharing anything about myself because it wasn't safe when I was younger and... idk........ lots of emotions going on rn#so glad we talked though. so glad#simon.out.#if you read all this.... idk man.... sorry for oversharing but thanks for caring ig <3
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Hello hello! I read your tidbits for plant ww au and if you don't mind me asking, how come ww is no longer able to verbally communicate? Did dying and reviving take away some of his physical capabilities? Or is that simply a consequence of becoming half plant? 🤔 ww being alive is all that matters but I'm so curious!
hello!! at the time, i think i made it that way because of him becoming half plant-ish? admittedly, i didn’t give the logistics too much thought but he doesn’t make a lot of sounds and doesn’t speak, like dependent plants. it Probably means that something physically has been affected, but i haven’t researched enough into what i want that to be :’] i also think since he woke up again, he hasn’t felt the particular urge to communicate verbally/found viable enough solutions to make do. he isn’t able to communicate with plants either in the shared consciousness way.
if i go deeper into this au, i might change more things around… i’ve already started adjusting what capabilities he should have as being a revived guy from a little less than half of vash’s power + love. ashamed to say i haven’t given too much thought into plants hcs and full capabilities either!! i always forget what they’re capable of in canon ;;
anyway, i hope that answers it!! and here’s some doodles i drew while thinking of how to answer this question!
a small comic - he has plenty of little feathers so i went and made use of them
#asks#thanks for sending this!!#and im sorry youre potentially seeing this in your notifs like Weeks later 😭😭#it took me way too long to respond to this orz but ya!!#from a design point#dependent plants aren’t very diffo from humans in the first place#and ig by canon info of humans having made them it ofc makes sense…#which is why im still like (???) about what would be different#i guess the experience does most of the changing for him
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*skitters into your asks box like a rat*
Pritty please can I have sumore Biff and Grif stuff 🥺
*skitters away*
my bad for the late reply im swamped with homework >_>
#i was debating on what I’d change biff’s death to in my rewrite and thought of him being shot in the neck like wash would be baller#so thanks for that I guess 😭#either way it was gonna be locos fault so who care#rvb#red vs blue#doodles#ask box#blood cw#rvb temple#temple rvb#mark temple#rvb biff#biff rvb#rvb grif#grif rvb#dexter grif#s15 rewrite au#? not really but kinda
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