#i was just addicted to The Patterns

[unionizedwizard]

love the way my father had the audacity to act surprised when i got my autism diagnosis. my guy did you really think it was normal for a twelve years old to obsess over glenn gould playing bach partitas so hard it turned into crying fits. do you really think that's normal. to stare into space. while listening to bach for six hours in a row. do you now

[rocketbirdie]

Cloud Strife

1 in 3 chance for each played 7 to create a Planet card when scored.

[eternallovers65]

"It's just a wrestling storyline" and then it's the most addictive, sad, profound, homoerotic crazy shit ever

[3liza]

I think it must be for the lack of going outside of your room on this website that debates about personal presentation and appearance literally never have any material analysis. sorry it's counterrevolutionary to shave my legs or wear makeup or a bra or style my hair in certain ways or "worry" about visible signs of aging but have some of you just never encountered real world situations where those things caused measurable problems dealing with other people, jobs, money, respectability, access to resources, or the ability to influence important situations? this starts happening when you go outside a lot. there's a debate on my dash rn about balding and finasteride in which not a single person has mentioned the potential negative social outcomes of losing your hair and how that can affect socioeconomic status and personal risk. maybe someone doesn't need to be "vain" to care about keeping their hair and consider the risks of medication for it. maybe they've seen how bald people get treated and referred to and made a cost benefit calculation that they can't afford, sometimes literally, to eat that cost, with everything else they've got going on. maybe I wear makeup when I have to go talk to doctors and other gatekeepers because people make assumptions about your class and mental status when you have "bad skin" and "eye bags". maybe a lot of women who wear uncomfortable restrictive bras and shave whatever and buy skin products and do gua sha have already been sharply punished when someone saw leg hair or a mustache or puffy greasy skin or god forbid their nipple through their shirt. not everyone can just say "fuck it, I can afford to eat one more social cost that will measurably impact my ability to get medical treatment or pay rent". sorry this sounds like an economics lecture, that's because it is

if you are about to tell me a long story about how you personally have not been affected by perceptions of your appearance actually so you can conclude it never happens at all, please don't. sometimes you get lucky, that's it. and on this website I think it's less likely that you're lucky and more likely that you're oblivious

[feukt-42]

Huh.

[crippled-peeper]

What was that about the cocaine addiction part? I'm genuinely confused

the number of radfems I’ve seen call people porn addicted while literally proclaiming they have a cocaine addiction and are proud of it in their bio or URL is a bit baffling is all I’m saying

[saudebazi]

everyone prioritizes their family and that means even extended chacha ke chacha fufa ke tau etc and i can't even prioritize my sagi one i hate myself

[funky-dealer]

found out abt Third Blind Eye - Semi-Charmed Life the other day 😌😌😌

[little-flame-prince]

Ohhh my gods. Oh my gods. Oh my gods. Of fucking course. Very funny.

[yappacadaver]

you know who wouldn't pull his writing punches? brian clarke from the mortuary assistant. he would never do me like this

[starstruckpurpledragon]

The test blanket I made for myself is complete and it turned out really good for my first time doing a tie blanket. Estelle has claimed it in the name of cute puppies, which is appropriate since one side has paw prints on it. ^_^

I have started on an actual gift blankie now, dinosaur fabric for my nephew :D

Blanket number one took roughly five days, so I figure this one will take a similar time frame. Gives me plenty of time to make several blanket gifts before December gets here.

[prolibytherium]

I was wrong about kratom not causing hallucinatory-esque cognitive effects I just snapped out of this detailed waking dream-vision-fantasy that I was a guy living in LA being hunted by a sniper named 'Granny Longshot'

[rosiegames]

first time back on the game in like a week… it’s the most sociable/unmuted I’ve been (for quiet a few games actually) 🫡

[liesandbrokenhearts]

I haven’t drank in like 4 months now and I’m unsure if I should just stick to that or drink over the holidays… like I was in a liquor store the other day and god I miss it but I’m not sure if I’d fall into wanting to do it more if I drank the one time?

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

kinda almost can't believe how yesterday I was noticing health effects from behaviours and then my brain was legitimately like 'do the behaviours again and the health effects will be less' and I straight up believed it and it was only afterwards when it was Worse that I went '...wait a minute that's not even logical'

[itspileofgoodthings]

in the most concrete way yet I feel like I’m getting a handle on what my flaws and weaknesses actually are lol.