liesandbrokenhearts

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Traumaversaries, grief from my dad dying this month 5 years ago, on break with my boyfriend again for multiple months now while he’s on vacation in another country, seasonal depression and my skin hates me making my body dysmorphia even worse I fucking hate this time of year

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I’m stuck in this body forever

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Solar Eclipse, England, 1930. Photographer unknown.

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Jessica Lange photographed by Antonio Lopez, 1975

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it still comes as a surprise that closeness cannot be achieved from a safe distance

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What is your dream in life?

To feel fulfilled. To feel sustained and comfortable in my skin and to have some form of never ending joy in my life, in whatever avenue it manifests itself. I just want to lead with my heart instead of with my mind in my pursuits, wherever it takes me. My dream life would be chosen daily. I would choose what felt best to me in the moment and by what serves that space in time, I would do things without irrational fear. All i want is a life worth the suffering.

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Georgia Palmer by Kévin Drelon for Dry Clean Only Magazine December 2024

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I have an eating disorder but the people who have eds that are fatphobic disgust me like what the fuck

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I wish I was anybody but myself

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I have everyday meetings I have to be part of and my body dysmorphia kicks in so bad when I’m on camera

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I hate when my self hatred rises up so intensely that everything feels meaningless

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Louisa Gagliardi (Swiss, 1989) - Boiling Point (2022)