#i sound like a child

[luxurydumpsterfire]

Hey, everyone in the murder drones fandom! So that finale was pretty crazy,huh? The animation, voice acting and humor was awesome as usual!

Here's the thing, though. And yes, I am aware of how irrational this will sound. I'm aware. But then again Tumblr isn't always very rational. So I'll just explain (this is kind of a rant).

So we all know eNVy, right? The ship between these two cuties? From the get go, people knew this wouldn't be canon. Simple enough, right?

So why the fuck did this upset me so much, people?!

There's literally nothing wrong with it! It's cute,they have chemistry and it's canon!

And yet,I prefer her,I prefer N being with her.

So, going into the episode, when she was revealed to be alive, I smiled so much. They could finally get some closure. Acknowledging their own feelings and being content with staying friends.

They didn't talk. They didn't hug. They didn't look at each other for more than a few seconds.

Even after she poured her heart out to him.

Dude,even UZI acknowledged her and welcomes (?) her back. "Glad you're not dead or whatever."

AAAAGH-

What do you do in this situation?! Because now, I can't just go "Oh,I hope they talk things out in the next episode!" Because this is it! There is no next episode and there will never be a next episode!

How do I even begin to feel better? :( Help me out.

[breakintomyhead]

fav introduction lyrics for each character in dethklok from least fav to most fav

5. skwisgaar skigelf taller than a tree

accurate but man idc his height

4. Nathan explosion

plain asf. but ig that's what the main character gets. heartbreaking

3. toki wartooth not a bumble bee

whos calling him a bumbke bee?? I'm getting their ass

2. pickles the drummer doodly Doo doo

its the "doodily doo doo" for me. pickles is a doodly doo doo !!

william murderface murderface murderface "murderface" is just a badass compound word. fuck YES I want to hear that two more times. very metal very brutal

[alaskan-wallflower]

i’m sobbing i start school tomorrow and i’m so scared

[teddybeartoji]

sometimes i just wanna scream and cry bc i just don't know any other way to show my excitement

[rosiegames]

first time back on the game in like a week… it’s the most sociable/unmuted I’ve been (for quiet a few games actually) 🫡

[santanimal]

He better move on

So yeah..the scream is not from an audio..it's from me! And yes, I kinda sound like a kid but I am not! and you get to hear a bit of my child like voice

[mashupofmylife]

unintentionally made my reality tv debut this weekend and so far only one very small, specific corner of my life is even remotely aware

[lvrhughes]

i want my hair in french braids rn but i don’t know how to french braid

let alone braid my own hair at this length but one problem for now, my mum usually braids my hair😭

[littlelightfish]

Funny things I found out playing with language setting in Netflix while looking episode 15:

Chilchuck's scream sounds HAUNTED in brazilian portuguese. Give it a try if you can.

(You can hear it here)

In spanish dub, Senshi says: "tocó mis senos de hombre", which means "he touched my man boobs" in Spanish. And I think that's the best dub line one so far.

[a-chuffed-floating-panda]

Why do some people think I’ll hear you with headphones on? Like actively listening to whatever I’m listening to? The most I’ll catch will be mumbling and movement

[piknim]

MAN i just remembered that i can't buy the new zelda game im 😭

[brucie-baby]

the fact that alfred was the one to put up jason's memorial is so important to me

[inkskinned]

hey btw if you're in the USA at  2:20 p.m. ET on Wednesday, Oct. 4, they're testing the emergency broadcast system. your phone is probably going to make a really loud noise, even if it's on silent. there's a backup date on the 11th if they need to postpone it.

if you're not in a safe situation and have an extra phone, you should turn that phone completely off beforehand.

additionally, if you're like me, and are easily startled; i recommend treating it like a party. have a countdown or something. be surrounded by your loved ones. take the actions you personally need to take to make yourself safe.

i have already seen mockery towards any person who feels nervous about this. for the record, it completely, completely valid to have "emergency broadcast sounds" be an anxiety trigger. do not let other people make fun of you for that. emergency sounds are legitimately engineered to make us take action; those of us with high levels of anxiety and/or neurodivergence are already pre-disposed to have a Bad Time. sometimes it is best to acknowledge that the situation will be triggering for some, and to prepare for that; rather than just saying "well that's stupid, it's just a test."

"loud scary sound time" isn't like, my favorite thing, but we can at least try to prevent some additional anxiety by preparing for it. maybe get yourself a cake? noise cancelling headphones? the new hozier album? whatever helps. love u, hope you're okay. we are gonna ride it out together.

[keferon]

This is a cybertronian. He’s 2 hours old so we made him look like a child. A lil baby robot. All cute and basically just like a human kid. <- the thing I see everywhere

This is a cybertronian. He’s 2 hours old but he looks like a grown ass adult, strong just like an adult and can already transform into a jet even though he has just one brain cell and no fucking idea how to fly. <- the thing I desperately hope to read about one day even though I haven’t seen it to be properly explored even once

[sinninghowlter]

Vent Post under cut

sometimes I wonder how I have made it this far. Others can't explain to me how one major shift changes in my life and suddenly everything is wrong. I just miss my constancy. Universe, give me back my favourite things. I miss being obsessed. I miss being in love with them, with the things that made me me.

Maybe I asked too much of them so they found what they needed elsewhere. Maybe I took more than I gave and maybe I don't deserve to be in love with life anymore.

I just don't understand what I did wrong. Did I not do enough? Did I do too much? What made the universe pull the plug?

Do I have to step away? Would anyone miss me? Would anyone notice? I could throw my phone into a lake and it wouldn't matter. Maybe my laptop too. Any form of connection I had to the rest of the universe. I bet if I walked off into the abyss no one would see me leave? No one would hear me scream and the world would keep spinning.

I am irrelevant. the world of interests and community would continue. No one would notice. I am no one. nothing. just a self-centred and entitled asshole with my head in my ass. Ignore me. I will stop one day.

[infinitelystrangemachinex]

massages forehead So Ambessa hid Mel away because she was a weapon in the literal sense, a mage. But Ambessa came to Piltover for Hextech? And Ambessa had nothing to say to Mel about her powers having visibly awakened? Even when Mel offered to go with Ambessa, giving her the ultimate opportunity to make Mel a weapon for real? And Ambessa made no attempt to find or retrieve Mel - not just her daughter and the remnants of the family Ambessa professes to love, but also her ultimate weapon - when she disappeared? And Ambessa trusted Singed and Viktor on their home turf - neither of them hiding how insane and self-serving they are with every reason to take over Ambessa's soldiers or just blatantly turn on her as soon as it benefits them - more than she trusted Mel? While Caitlyn (and by extension Piltover) was visibly and clearly falling away from Ambessa's teachings before Ambessa's eyes? (as if getting rid of certain people allows piltover to get rid of fascism but we won't get into All That)

Not only do I struggle to be hyped for Mel's powers beyond how amazing and beautiful she looks, but I can't help but feel like Mel is somehow less powerful in season 2 than she was in season 1, and not in an interesting way. As if Mel's ability to bend all of Piltover politics and economics to her will in season 1 now means nothing in season 2? You can argue that Jinx's attack led directly to Mel losing ground in Piltover - because I expected Mel to have to claw back that power without being able to rely on people who are too easily seduced by Ambessa and authoritarianism, and she would have to get creative to go toe to toe with her mother. I expected pushback to her mage identity that she would have to navigate. But instead this went either unwritten, or was ignored or discarded. Instead Mel is removed from the main plot, cutting her off from what made her the most interesting - only for all of Mel's very real talents, her very real powers and abilities, to be not only translated but REPLACED with magical powers she doesn't know how to control, and by the finale, those magic powers are the only powers that are considered real. Mel takes a backseat to Piltover's governing and decisions, a backseat to Jayce of all people who was not only new to politics mere months ago but made poor governing, strategic, and diplomatic decisions when he had that power. In season 1 Mel stayed off the "throne" but she did pull its strings one way or the other, and she makes no attempt at this in season 2

In my least generous suspicions, Mel was gentled and quieted to capitulate to an agenda for other characters who had to be correct and heroic - or wrong and villainous - no matter what the leadup narrative said, given her powers to help sell the game and set up future shows, and was effectively ejected from the Arcane story with faceless soldiers and a role she doesn't want because she was inconvenient there