#i was in full survival mode

[stargazinglesbian]

"we should just shoot any of these [trans] freaks with fucking 12 gauges" im so tired of living here

[chloesimaginationthings]

Michael Afton is the best at avoiding FNAF lawsuits

[nekrosmos]

FINALLY signed my contract and I start my new job on Monday ✌️​

[psikind]

✌️🖤💖

[lcatboy]

oohb i should draw baby fever shadowvanilla <— guy who is definitely not about to get his period soon

[variablejabberwocky]

every time i see a dick grayson x danny phantom ship i am reminded that apparently im a lot meaner than the average shipper

the most common ship name i see is "death defying". which, uh, great. very hopeful. also very much not true for danny. and it depends on when in the timeline and what canon you are using for dick

then i've seen "dead air" as a name for them. which is...much more neutral and at least applies to both of them (since they are both flippy flying boys)

and then there's me, who, at the time lacking any knowledge of the popular name for this ship, but fully aware of the trend in the other danny/robin names, came up with my own terrible creation: "dead drop" (sometimes written as "drop dead")

....yeah, apparently im a bit of an asshole

[goldkirk]

i haven't been this not okay in over a year and i do not miss it and i do not want it

[shikai-the-storyteller]

It's still so crazy to me that Pac made it canon that Felps saw Cell maul him in prison. I wonder who he hated more in that moment — the perpetrator or the bystander

[damnbluewires]

i want to crack my scull open at the nearest wall and it takes all my willpower not to do that right now

i got through my 7 hour long interrogation for my residency, after 2 and a half years waiting for it, and now they tell me they want to have an additional interview with me? no idea when, no idea about what else, i don't even know why. i thought i did okay. this is torture

how long does it fucking take to decide if i should live or die. this is insane. why are they doing this to me.

i cant fucking do anything, i cant think of anything, i cant talk to anyone, im just paralysed with anxiety, and i have no idea how long it will take. a week? another two years?

honestly, im open to advice. is there anything out there that can make me forget about my own life for a while? a podcast, a book or a book series, a hobby? i just dont know what to do. i want to be put in a coma. i still dont want to die, but its a close thing.

i need to do something with myself before i have a mental breakdown, cos then i will fail my interview for sure.

i want to cry but im unable. i cant even... anything. i was supposed to be done with it.

what did i do wrong?

[autobot-bumblebee]

can I offer you a crossover doodle in these trying times?

[sodrippy]

work should end at 4pm (now) instead of 6pm (one hundred years from now)

[theskymother]

animal jam is a lot more fun when you're rich

[slutdge]

god idk whats wrong with my brain it doesnt matter how tired i am as soon as i lay down to try and sleep i feel like im having a heart attack and being hunted for sport

[ficsiwontwrite]

A wangxian au came to me in visions and dreams last night

It was basically mountain dweller hgj coming to war hero wwx with a baby but there’s setup ofc

Madam lan runs away with her sons, she raised them as rogue cultivators who start to wear weimao once they start to look like their father ofc

They live in Wen territory, have a house in a mountain and only night hunt in the neighboring villages

This may mean wangxian haven’t met but unfortunately the lotus pier fall and things that happen after still occur…

When wen chao catches wwx he doesn’t drop him in the burial mounds tho, wzl gets curious about how he doesn’t have a core so they take him into one of their outposts prison

Meanwhile the Lu family are expanding just a bit their hunting grounds bc they heard of the mess happening (I’ll give the Lu surname for Madam Lan) they’re relocating a really small village near an outpost who was already ransacked for war provisions, but the wen took almost everything and those people won’t survive the trip without food so the Lu go there to steal it back ofc

They kill the people on the outpost to buy enough time for a relocation, (the farmers are not allowed to move, they were supposed to keep growing food for the war) and find wwx also there, ofc wwx was already in the middle of making a way to escape by himself but the help was surely appreciated

Mama Lu and her eldest son take the food to the villagers while her youngest son Lu zhan takes the very hurt wwx to hide back home for recovery

(yes I choose Lu just to be able to use lz bite me)

There goes very romantic 3 months, fun of homoeretic wound wrappings and revolutionary cultivational theories

While in the burial mounds he would turn to the plentiful resentful energy, in the Lu mountain it’s only a fleeting thought, instead he gets inspired by the music activated wards the mountain has

It’s already common knowledge that anchored wards just need maintenance in case of strain, but the fact that madam Lu was enough of a wiz at them to build up and make them take different effects depending on music who doesn’t strain a single player when it covers the entire mountain….

A cultivator cultivates their yang energy, and meditation in rich spiritual places will help but wwx just saw lz control an outside force!!!!!

So yeah, Wei Ying and his v pretty assistant create an entire new way of cultivating with seals that is powerful in proportion with a cultivator’s skills and preparation, not their golden core

Wwx goes to war, lz goes with his family and get his title of hgj by helping the people who suffer as collateral (which also gets mama lu and his brother tittles but I’d have to do research for those so eh) but after an year or so Lz finds a two albino twin babies at the foot of his mountain so he and his family end up with a schedule of who will stay with the babies, who needs a lot of care,

The war ended and lz wants to find wy and he will have too anyway since the babies are dangerously weak, they were clearly neglected before the Lu took them and the doctors they were able to contact and take home were only able to say they don’t have long

The Jiang Sect has married in the renowned doctor Wen Qing tho, so the family has hope

So there appears hgj in yummengJiang, with two spirit-like toddlers asking for war hero wwx’s help in saving their babies (meant his family’s, but not interpreted that way)

Now everyone is convinced wwx somehow got a man pregnant lmao

The kids will be ok with wen qings help ofc, there’s no medical marvel she can’t do in the Jiang with another genius to bounce ideas off there and the freedom to research

[planet4546b]

fascinating discovery with new meds is that when i’m not fighting for my life in my mind i have the physical energy level of a jack russel terrier living in a studio apartment. ‘just got done with my physical labor job and i have a little time before i go fence for 2 hours, i should go in a jog :)’ WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?

[countthelions]

2024 was,,, pretty damn rough I'll admit. Looking forward to 2025 being a year where I do more for myself, shape my world with more kindness, more fun, yknow, some better self respect. Live and love for me