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soap and his hair
#i thought young/teen! soap would have such unruly hair he just keeps long most of the time until he joins the army#middle one is obv during his Private years!!#i made him smile there AND ONLY THERE cuz i thought that his earlier military career was when he was the happiest and Himself#AND ON THE RIGHTMOST!! me headcanon-ing Soap after that stupid mission except his left eye's now completely blind#ok gonna eep now teehee!#my art#2024#call of duty#cod#call of duty: modern warfare#call of duty: modern warfare ii#call of duty: modern warfare iii#cod mw#cod mwii#cod mwiii#modern warfare#mw#mw2#mw3#soap cod#johnny soap mactavish#soap mactavish#art#fanart#digital art#digital drawing#sketch#doodle#video games
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how we feeling after part 43 gang
(click for hd, closeups + other doodles under the cut)
the reason this came out so good is because my best friend came over when i was drawing and we just parallel played (drew next to each other on my bed) while listening to 43 (7th relisten for me)
here's my original sketch
another thing ⬇️
also, @percymawce-arts, i said id take pics of my process, but i uh. forgot to, so ill do them next time srry
#save me big john#guys i need to stop#who keeps letting me get my hands on art supplies#anyways. im gonna pull a hag#i cant wait another month for the next ep#malevolent#malevolent podcast#izel scribbles#artists on tumblr#sketchbook#traditional art#john doe malevolent#arthur lester#jarthur#private eyes#malevolent spoilers#malevolent fanart#malevolent 43#malevolent part 43#my best work
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Sides of a Coin
#danny phantom#dp#vlad masters#<3#danny is PISSED lmao#a smug vlad is never a good vlad#vaguely inspired by a fanfic idea bouncing around in my skull. but im gonna keep it private until i finish it#i hate that I have so many abandoned fics. i dont wanna post any more multi-chap's unless they're already finished#my art#(also IF i finish it. tis just an idea for myself. for fun :3)#i should totally be asleep but i just kinda blinked and 2+ hours had passed 🥰🥰🥰
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How would Lois react to learn Clark is Superman
#askjesncin#whenever Private Interview breaches containment I get asked this in my asks or DMs#im just gonna keep reposting this video to answer this question it's too funny to me now
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You're my World
Doesn't matter where we are as long as we're together.
New Pride Flags Makeup (AXL Edition) by @pinkyjulien 💛
#cyberpunk 2077#kerry eurodyne#kerry eurodyne x v#male v cyberpunk#masc v#vincent ezaki#cp2077#Cyberpunk2077#cyberpunk vp#cp2077 vp#cyberpunk photomode#virtual photography#my vp#otp: to bad decisions#;_____;#so happy about this updated mod and that I can slap these on them now whenever I want and also in combination aaaahhhh#like I said last year with my pride pics - I don't think that kerry doesn't really give a shit about labels xD#the medias are gonna say what they're gonna say anyway and create drama out of nothing#and he is comfortable in his own skin and doesn't see a need to label himself in whatever way#so he isn't all that into going to pride anymore (even if that was probably very different when he was younger)#vince though who couldn't be himself for a too long time goes every year and loves to celebrate it with others#even if he tends to be a bit more private about personal information otherwise - so this is a great opportunity#to be himself openly and fully - because he is confident and comfy and anything but ashamed and wants to make sure people keep that in mind#and then of course kerry come's along to support him and maybe is even down to dress up a little bit#or will allow Vince to put some rainbow makeup on him at least - and in a way it's very cute and reminding him of when he was his age#and yeh uwu just sharing experiences and going places together and celebrating their love and all#cyberpride2024
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gonna be so sad when tonight is the first preshow space with good audio and i'm asleep because i have a psych appointment tomorrow
#life update if anyone gaf we're now at the point where i know i'm getting the adhd diagnosis and yet i STILL HAVE TO WAIT#like she just isnt sure if it's adhd or add (its norway theyre not gonna update the terms any time soon just roll with it)#and im just like. girl i don't give a fuck#its been so many years i cant do this anymore#we've talked to my fucking kindergarten teachers like 😭 they've investigated my entire life atp#to make sure i did in fact have all these issues from birth#because my word and my mum's word just isn't good enough i guess#like lets rely on the selective memories of random ass people ive encountered growing up this is ASININE#anyway my godmother had a 4h consultation the other day and got diagnosed on the spot#so now my mum is mad at her LMFAO#cause my mum's like. that bitch doesn't even have adhd. shes fine.#which i feel like is probably wrong but i agree with the sentiment#where is the deep dive investigation into her wholeass existence 😭#its cause she got to go private but they refuse to refer me to a private specialist so i have to keep going publuc#public#and if i go private on my own its too expensive plus the waitlist is years long#so. whatever. i guess.#man im so tired.#i will never ever ever forgive my psychiatrist from when i was 15 who said i probably had adhd but because i did ok in school its fine#and they wouldnt set the diagnosis#because the fact that i have papers from when i was 15 saying i don't have it is what's making this all so difficult#even though if you read all the papers it says i hit on EVERY SINGLE POINT#which is why the One Psych who listened to me is absolutely fuming losing her mind cause she can't understand why any of this happened#man i hate my fucking life lol
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was genuinely not expecting that miku drawing to blow up like it did, I'm glad people like it so much! even if it makes me anxious aaaaaa
#leafie speaks#I'm not used to this I'm gonna have imposter syndrome now lmao#it's even worse on twitter it keeps getting qrt's from private accounts aaaaa#anyway hi new followers I hope u like furry art and plants
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#IT'S ALMOST LIKE A JUMPSCARE I FEEL SO SHOCKED AND BETRAYED#my tablet's at 2% as we speak rn.... it should be fine!!#this was originally gonna go on my pinterest but it would've kinda bothered me bcz the canvas size is different from what I usually post#plus I haven't posted a single kyoko sakura picture here and I don't feel like that's right#also pinterest keeps PRIVATING MY POSTS WAAA WHYY#rip my pinterest followers and mutuals they don't get to see this unless they have tumblr#I'll actually tag this post this time :3#madoka magica#pmmm#kyoko sakura#puella magi madoka magica#that is all I'll put :p
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Fascinating how misgendering is akin to and on the same level as real life physical violence to you guys. But calling someone an abelist slur is a-okay.
Also interesting you resort to calling me a "d*ke" despite me not being a lesbian. Almost like "t*rf = lesbian" to you and you also hate lesbians.
Also note how none of these things are arguments. You can't argue against the facts laid out, and so you resort to immature homophobic and ableist insults to what? Try and offend me?
Wasn't your community just pissing and moaning that unfair blog deletion was some egregious horrific phobic offense. Y'alll don't seem to pressed about abusing the system to get people you don't like banned/deleted.
The only pathetic one I see here is you. Tumblr is a side thing for me, I have things I do in the real world that progress my future. What are you doing with your time and life?
#asks#anon#i tried blocking anon to see if it would show a user in my blocked accounts but it didnt#alas i wanted to try and catch whoever it was#tho I'm gonna guess perhaps the artist of the hyena and invertebrate piece. but could be anyone honestly. you're all the same#unless i did it wrong and there is a way to find out who is sending the anons#mutuals I'm really sorry anon is mass reporting. idrk what to say to try and keep your accounts safe? maybe going private for a bit#mass reporting feminist blogs while complaing that tumblr admin is 'q***rphobic' is the same vein as having acab stickers#and then calling the cops on feminists having a meeting or event that doesn't center you
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genuinely so fucking sick of ppl holding proshipper opinions as if its normal like please please please get help and stop exposing ppl on the internet to ur harmful outlook
#tw proship#sorry im so fucking tired#and look right. i cant prevent what you wanna make i cant stop you#idgaf man i just dont wanna see it#keep that shit private or go get therapy or something like its not gonna kill u to not post abt incest and pedophillia#u dont have to u can do better please#especially minors who do this youre just kids. stay safe and dont fall into dangerous communities#once again i knoww its fictional but maybe ! the communities around it arent safe or healthy and perhaps youd be personally better off#not engaging in them#and if ya got trauma right. keep it personal and work thru it caus its gotta be an unhealthy coping mech at best in most cases#look. it makes me naturally uncomfy i dont wanna see it#stay off my page
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oh my fucking god lee are you seeing these rumors about esteban allegedly getting into physical fights and being difficult to work with? why the fuck are people just blindly believing one anon’s claims? like what fucking evidence is there for this shit? why would they renew esteban for 3 years if this shit was true? i’m genuinely getting really pissed off rn with this whole situation
and if people want to call it pulling the race card then fine but it makes me so uncomfortable that people are trying to painting someone with North African heritage as violent and aggressive…
are you fucking serious? i haven’t seen any of that and frankly i don’t believe any of it
although one things clear, the second anything negative is said about esteban whether there’s any evidence for it or not, people will absolutely jump at the chance to attack him. i saw so many people say they started hating esteban after dts and i was just ??? cause i thought we all agreed that we can’t just blindly trust dts?? and that most of it is bs?? but i guess when it’s esteban it’s a different story.
i try not reveal too much about my personal life on here, but as someone who has interned for multiple teams and circuits (and i mean A LOT), none of them have anything bad to say about esteban ever, almost every employee who has ever interacted with him has said how he’s so sweet and grateful and always makes sure to thank everyone around him, and when i interacted with him briefly, still in the context of working at a circuit, he was so welcoming and friendly. (and that’s honestly the reason he’s my fav)
people will always tell poc that we’re pulling the race card so atp speak your truth. f1 is so predominantly white and they will never listen to a single thing we say ever, i’ve seen so many people say we’re over dramatic for bringing up the racism and that there isn’t any but that’s also the same shit my white friends told me when i was the only poc in the friend group and they were excluding me so what does that say about them.
you’re so 100% right about how the portrayal of esteban as aggressive and violent is due to racism because there is quite literally no other reason for it. “oh it’s cause he’s aggressive on track�� yeah, so is every other fucking driver cause it’s a fucking race, fuck right off i’ve never seen this shit with other drivers
#i’m so exhausted#being a poc in motorsports is so… ugh#i’m also trying very hard to not go into tangents about race theory#if you disagree#i am open to having conversations but if you’re gonna be rude or racist to me then i will block you#also i wanna say#the JOKES about esteban and pierre getting into fist fights are funny#i’m not referring to those#and that’s very obvious#just before anyone says anything in my notes or asks#also i won’t say more on working with teams and circuits#i really do prefer to keep my personal life private#attention acquired!
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pDNA was an old OC that a lot of people seemed to like!
Her ref sheet is not coming out the way I want it to.
I wanted her to be a sort of reploid? But her joints being curly kinda made it hard to say she was one... maybe some sort of weird derivative? She's supposed to be strictly a digital entity, and not at all tangible but... I still need to work on the sheet a bit more and find the old art I have of her lying around to clean up her toyhou.se...
She lacks lore. Just... there to look pretty lol
#pdna#garbage original characters#ancient art ifact#unfinished crap#gonna try to keep wips out of the queue so that i can actually finish them#and just spam my twitter real-time with wips#twitter and tumblr maybe#tumblr less so but twitter i am unashamed#twitter account will remain unlinked and private as i say some mean things on there#very mean and very rude and very not politically correct#i want to keep my tumblr clean and friendly for everyone but i am mentally unstable and need an outlet#so that will be the arrangement from here and onward
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every day people reblog my posts to say the stupidest shit in my notifications where i can see it. and i am being so brave about it
#head in my fucking hands#i generally try to keep being a hater to private conversations but sometimes people really just test me. my god.#multiple times in one day. stop it stop being annoying in my notifications!!!#gonna have to start making all my funny posts fucking unrebloggable is2g#im grumbling on main bc i have a migraine i have an excuse. but also for real i am about to make that post unrebloggable#if one more person leaves stupid-ass tags or worse a stupid-ass reblog. that's it no more rbs on it. lord.#rimi talks
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No bc how do u simultaneously ship chaipunk and chaiflower but then turn around and have an issue with punkflower bc of ages YOU MADE UP like
#no bc the whole age discourse is so stupid#like i got called a proshipper for liking punkflower when first of all I read comics#and second hobie literally has no age#like 3 different niggas from the movie said 3 different things#and me personally idc which interpretation u follow if ur a movie only#like for example I don’t like hobie getting sexualized bc I see him as 16 bc I read comics and he’s a teen there#but if u see him as 19 bc u saw the movie#I’ll privately think ur weird and all but I’m not gonna hold it against u bc u ONLY saw the movie#that’s ur frame of reference#and the three niggas diff opinions#were 16 19 or up to interpretation#which is why it gets me so pressed when niggas are like X director said 19#like yeah but Y director said 16 and Z director said u decide so what now#like i LOVE that ppl are ready to call out shit like that yknow#i just think this circumstance ain’t it bc it is literally based on u and how you’ve interacted with the media#everyone keeps comparing it to genshins traveler but even then everyone has the exact same information to go off of#thats not to be said in this case bc if I start talking about shit from the comics a movie only is gonna look at me crazy#and i don’t say movie only derogatorily btw it’s just a fact#no that pissed me off#AND WHEN I SAID I WASNT PROSHIP THEY SAID MY DEFENSIVENESS MADE IT TRUE LIKE BESOFR#anyways the weirdest part to me was that the movie DID imply something between gwen and hobie#like whether it was happening or not there was very much a basis for miles’ jealousy being set up#and if u rlly think hobie is that much older it’s weird to me idk#and i feel like a lot of y’all aren’t being honest and just wanna sexualize him#despite the whole pub things the common consensus is 19 which is like minimum to not make u look creepy#and if someone tried to ship hobie with an adult yall would KNOW it’s weird despite being in ur late 20s and making i wanna rude edits#and again that’s just private thoughts based on my interpretation which I know isn’t factual bc the creators literally can’t make up their#-minds#and PSA Im perfectly fine with being wrong if hobie is solidly confirmed to be an adult in the movie I just think there’s nothing solidly#for or against it as of now so fighting forreal over it is stupid. can’t wait till y’all ignore him again 😭
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you know someday i'm gonna feel so good when i have my student loans paid off
that ain't gonna be soon, trust me, but i think about it
#i've been saving so much for it that i paid off over like $2k in the last 2 or 3 months#it's just thinking about how the amount of interest goes off that drives me literally crazy#and my monthly amount i owe is like just under $120#which to some people as a regular bill is more manageable than others. but as i have an irregular income#as a substitute teacher it's something that gives me a LOT of stress.#which is another reason i've been overpaying. in case something happens/i can't get a lot of work#it defers the next due date.#that way it's not urgent but yet i still *feel* it all the time#debt is a crazy kind of thing#and to think that my loans are from COMMUNITY college. two years. publicly owned#when i start taking classes again soon. i currently have enough saved that if i take like ONE class#i can pay out of pocket. and i think im only gonna take one class to start anyway#which will also help with the deferred payments#see i just fucking hate having to think practically about money like this#tales from diana#idk how ppl leave high school and go straight to live in a dorm room at a private university for four straight years#and rack up tens to hundreds of thousands of dollars in debt.#first of all that lifestyle was not accessible for me to begin with. even when paying it was such an abstract put-it-off thought#as it is for so many 18-year-olds who are told not to worry about where they apply.#but i had under $12k to repay when the student loan debt was unfrozen last fall#and it's been weighing on me soooo heavily since then. i think about it every damn day#it's like the money i make isn't even mine. it goes straight to mohela and food#keep in mind i also live w my parents & am on their health insurance so someday there'll be moooore bills!!!!
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MUTUALS IF YOU WANT MY INSTA HERE IT IS !!!!!
#im really gonna try to keep up with it!#i just want to get to the point where i can take pics of myself comfortably im so tired of hating how i look#AND if you want to see transition pics later down the line they will be posted there so 👀#my friend already gave me a couple pics of me in highschool so im very excited to use them for the timeline <3#my account is private so i will accept you when you follow!!!!!
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