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Some times I read my old writing and Iâm like âwow this is crapâ sometimes I read my old writing and Iâm literally blown away like holy shit how did it do this
#kay speaks#if youâre wondering#what the good stuff is#itâs Leviathan#from the demon au#like holy shit#itâs good!#some things I wish I could rework a bit but#that story is such a banger#in related news#Ive written 800 words of the next chapter#so as i always say#none of my wips are completely dead#also I might post some snippets#i was going through my old docs#i have some just drabble things#that people might wanna read#while I scramble to remember all my lore
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Hello RvBGTBQ+ community
#i was possessed by my 2010 hyperfixation#rvb#red vs blue#oh god now all the tags let me mention this HC tho that Sarge has BLUE EYES but he wheres contacts but also it would make his color scheme#red white and blue đşđ¸đşđ¸đşđ¸ after he comes around to the blues I think he would embrace em#dexter grif#dick simmons#grimmons#sarge#leonard church#lavernius tucker#caboose#DOC#franklin delano donut#I just felt like sketching face HCs since this is like everything middle school me strived for in life#I KNOW THIS SEEMS OUT OF THE BLUE CAUSE IM LIKE A DR ARTIST NOW BUT IM HAVING A MOMENT REVISTING MY OLD FANDOMS IM HAVING FUN#also RVB fans lmk what you think about the HCs I have been going through all the tags recently AHHHH I LOVE TO SEE ANYONES INTERPRETATIONS#*adding a note too that my Tucker here is post sword/junior !#he totally just had dark hair and brown eyes but the whole ordeal mutated his dna a bit so now his wounds and eyes glow#I will absolutely draw him again I adore tucker JFJFHFHFHFH
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I think my favorite kotlc fic that i've ever written is the one where young Sophie catches Mr. Forkle sneaking into her house (a thing he canonically did to mess with her mind) and she just. pepper sprays him. straight in the eyes. dead on.
#its great#the fic itself lowkey sucked but that scene. 10/10#im going through my old google doc drafts rn and i just reread it lol#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#sophie foster#mr forkle#im like 90% certain that forkle sneaking in to mess with her head while she slept was canon#idk corect me in im wrong
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It's about "We'll do it at my place." It's about "I'd rather die here. Not in an ambulance. Not at a hospital." It's about Wilson and House agreeing win or lose. Win or lose right here. On House's couch. Not Wilson's place. Not House's bed. But House's couch. The couch he lived on after his divorce. The couch he slept on when House sabotaged his attempt to find a new apartment. The couch he peed on after House's prank backfired. The couch that he and House watched movies and monster truck rallies and trash reality tv on. He ate countless meals on that couch. He celebrated holidays on that couch. It's his best friend's couch. He lived there. And he would die there.
#going through my old writing docs#and found this#i was right#hilson#hate crimes md#house md#my post#gregory house#james wilson
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little library au â 2.8k words | jegulus
Regulus sighed as he placed another book on the shelf, his attention far away from whatever section he was restocking. Snow was drifting down slowly outside, the late-afternoon dark gray sky making the library seem much gloomier than usual.
The golden lights cast an orange-tinted hue across the shelves and tables while the fireplace crackled gently in its hearth against the wall of the lounge area. The combination of both gave the large and ornate room a warm and comfortable feeling, but didnât do much in terms of providing sufficient light. Each table had its own lamp, many of which were currently being used by students as they crammed to study for their finals.
Regulus would usually be one of the people sitting at a table in quiet panic, spending so much time there that he would surely be the last one to leave, but instead here he was, slowly making his way through the cart of books that needed to be returned to their rightful place.
He didnât dislike his job. He really didnât. If anything, it was the best job he could have right then as a university student, what with its flexible hours and low demands. He popped in four days a week, from noon until six p.m., then left and went back to his apartment. It was an easy schedule, one that allowed him to take his classes in the morning and do whatever he wanted in the evening, which is more than a lot of working students had. Itâs just that, as he watched the first snowfall of the year through the large windows of the library, he found that he would much rather be outside, letting the flakes land in his hair and touch his skin with little pinpricks of cold.
Someone had once told him that the snow in his pitch black curls made it look like he had his own little galaxy swirling in his hair. He still thought about it constantly.
So, every year when fall slowly turned to winter, when the weather started getting colder and the world started losing its colorful warmth, Regulus waited with bated breath for that first snowfall. He always made sure to be outside when it happened so he could let a little galaxy form atop his head and reminisce on what he thought were better days.
Placing the last book on its proper shelf, Regulus quickly put the cart away and steadily walked toward the front desk of the library.
âMs. Pince,â he said as he put his hands flat on the desk in front of him.
âYes, Mr. Black?â she replied almost tonelessly, her back to him and her head bent over whatever she was working on.
He steeled himself, not necessarily expecting being denied at his request but still preparing for it. Ms. Pince wasnât known to be lenient. âWould I be able to leave a bit earlier today? I need to study for my finals and Iâve already finished unloading the return cart.â
She slowly turned her head towards where he had placed the cart, lifting an eyebrow as she checked the watch on her wrist. âAll right. The library closes in an hour, so I donât see the harm. Will you be here tomorrow?â
The library closed at seven p.m. on the weekends, and given that it was a Saturday, Regulus was right to think that it would work in his favor. He tried to suppress his little smile of triumph. âYes, same time as today. My class ends at noon so I should get here at around quarter past.â
The librarian nodded and turned back to her project. âHave a good night, Mr. Black.â
âYou as well, Ms. Pince. And thank you. Iâll see you tomorrow.â
She simply hummed in acknowledgement and Regulus all but sprinted towards the closet deemed as the âbreak roomâ. It consisted of wall to wall shelves filled with ancient and dusty tomes, with a newer addition of a small table, a chair, and some pegs haphazardly tacked onto the back of the door for coats and bags. The room was big enough to walk around in, even with the table, but it was so dusty back there that spending more than fifteen minutes in the room made Regulusâ throat run dry.
He shoved the door open, grabbed his things, then quickly walked towards the libraryâs side doors. No one really knew about them, given that they were hidden by some of the shelves, so you either found them by looking or accidentally stumbling upon themâwhich is exactly how Regulus had found them.
He put his coat on as he walked and looped his scarf around his throat tightly, then readjusted the strap of his bag as he opened the doors and stepped onto the freshly fallen snow.
It had been snowing incessantly for the past three hours, and Regulus had hoped it would be one of those first snowfalls that kept going for hours and hours, or at least until there was a decent amount sticking to the ground, and he was glad to see that this year was exactly like that.
Regulus smiled softly and tipped his head back, enjoying the quiet sound of snow falling on his face and the stillness the world around him seemed to adopt whenever winter arrived.
The side doors of the library opened up to a hidden area beside the building, a place Regulus liked to call the Statue Garden. The patch of grass was filled with statues of Greek gods and goddesses, all covered in green branches and moss as a result of the passing of time. Now though, now they were covered in a faint dusting of white, somehow making them look that much more regal.
Regulus closed his eyes against the falling flakes, a serene feeling spreading throughout his chest and slowly unknotting the anxiety that always resided there.
A crunch of footsteps broke through the quiet making Regulus whip his head in the direction of the sound. The thick trees blocked him from seeing whoever was approaching, but soon enough they came into the clearing, causing Regulus to scowl when he saw who it was.
The person continued walking, completely unaware of Regulus standing mere feet away, making his blood boil. Why couldnât he have one moment of peace?
âWhat are you doing here?â Regulus demanded, hoping his expression conveyed how unhappy he was with what was happening at the moment.
James Potter stopped in his tracks and looked up, eyes and mouth wide with surprise. He looked like he'd seen a ghostâwhich, to be fair, he basically had. Regulus hadnât seen James, his brother, or any of their friends in almost a year and a half now, not since his birthday party last year.
Regulus scowled even harder at the memory, the bitterness in his chest almost overpowering. He raised a brow when James kept gawping at him, already tired of the conversation. The idiot hadnât even spoken a word and Regulus was done. That had to be a record.
âPotter,â he repeated, this time more sternly to snap the other boy out of his stupor.
âOh,â James breathed gently, âitâs you.â
Regulus pretended the soft reverence in Jamesâ voice didnât still affect him after all this time and scrunched his forehead in a look of confusion. âYes?â
The other boy was quiet for some seconds before speaking up. âYour hairâŚâ he whispered, and that was enough to make Regulus shut down whatever James was going to say next.
âI asked you what youâre doing here.â
That seemed to make James remember himself, closing his mouth with a loud clack of teeth on teeth and an embarrassed scratch to the back of his neck, something he always used to do backâwell. Back then. James paused for a second before answering, âWalking?â
Regulus tipped his eyes skyward, hoping for some sort of divine intervention that would save him from having to deal with this conversation. âYes, thank you, genius. I meant what youâre doing here. At the library. You know I work here.â
The other frowned a little at that, the dimple in his cheek forming just as Regulus remembered. âWell, technically I donât.â
It was Regulusâ turn to be confused. âWhat?â
Jamesâ embarrassment seemed to fade in an instant, a look of trepidation replacing it instead. âItâs been a year and a half since Iâsince we saw you, Regulus. For all we know you couldâve fucked off to a completely different school. I didnât know youâd be here. Trust me, I wouldnât be here if I did,â he said the last part under his breath, but Regulus heard it all the same.
An unexpected flair of hurt ricocheted inside his chest, which only made his resolve harden. âAll right, well. How did you find this place then?â
James shrugged, âLike you find any place. By looking.â And almost like he could read exactly what Regulus was thinking, a wry smile formed on his face before saying âDonât worry, I wonât come back here. Clearly this is your spot, and I wouldnât want to taint that for you.â
Regulus had never known James to be mean. He could be snappy at times, yes, and was only stern with people when they deserved it, but he was never vicious. Nasty. Petty. Those words and James as a whole just didnât mix. So when Regulus detected a hint of that vicious poison in Jamesâ tone, whatever olive branch he was thinking of offering burnt to a crisp in his hands.
If that was how it was going to be, then two could play that game.
âFrankly Potter, I could care less where you go or donât go. I left for a reason, yeah? So you can fuck off back to wherever it is you just came from and we can call this conversation quits. No need to put ourselves through more misery than we need to.â
James scoffed and looked to the ground, shaking his head with a smile of disbelief. âStill havenât changed one bit I see,â he looked back up, straight into Regulusâ eyes. âAlright then, Black, have a good night, yeah? Glad that we could have this conversation.â He saluted Regulus with two fingers to his temple, then promptly turned around and walked back out the same way he walked in.
Regulus was left standing there with his heart beating out of his chest and that same hurt still ever-present between his ribs. Heâd never seen James get that vicious, nor been on the receiving end of one of his mean bouts. Heâd always been nice to Regulus, spending time with him when Sirius was busy or asking him questions about whatever book he was reading at the time.
Heâd liked James, even to the point of developing a crush on him, but that had been cut short when everything went to shit on his 21st birthday. He found it funny how he was supposed to be celebrated that night, but instead found himself ostracized from his friends and lost the only part of his family heâd ever actually loved.
It was his own fault, in a way, but he couldnât help how he still held onto this grudge of bitterness and anger towards the whole situation, and especially the people involved.
But they had their own lives now and so did he, with new friends and new goalsâgoals that brought him far, far away from this town. He shook himself and shoved his hands in his pockets, only now registering the cold that seeped into his skin.
Regulus looked around himself, the snow now falling in thicker flakes and the darkness of the evening creeping closer around him. Bad memories fresh at the surface, the first snowfall didnât seem so magical anymore.
He scowled at his own thoughts and stomped out of the clearing, resolutely deciding that he was going to go back to his apartment and bury himself in his studies. He wouldnât have a chance to think about things he didnât want to if he crammed his head full of chemical formulas.
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Two weeks.
Two weeks was all it took before Regulus saw James again. He was working his usual shift, reorganizing the historical fiction section of the library after students all but ransacked the shelves trying to look for whatever book it was they needed, when one of the freshmen also working that day came up to him saying Ms. Pince wanted to see him up at the front.
He sighed and put down the book he was holding, counting down the minutes before he was able to go outside to the statue garden again. Regulus liked to sit there and sketch the statues from different angles. Each day they looked a bit different, from snow having melted off or freshly fallen throughout the previous night, so he sat there and tried to capture their likeness as best he could.
Of course he hadnât forgotten what happened in the garden not ten days prior, that short interaction with James all but burned into Regulusâ brain. He still couldnât wrap his mind around the vitriol he heard in Jamesâ voice that night, especially because it was aimed at him. He wasn't saying it wasnât deservedâGod knows he deserved much worse than thatâbut it was almost like there were two different versions of James in his brain now. One before Regulusâ 21st birthday, and one after.
He couldnât really blame James, though. He was sure that if he were to waltz right back into his brotherâs life right then, Sirius wouldnât have even recognized him. Which was probably for the best, honestly.
Regulus was still lost in thought when he approached the front desk, which was the only reason why he hadnât immediately seen who was standing right next to it. âYou called for me, Ms. Pince?â
The woman turned around, her severe stare landing on Regulus over her glasses. âAh yes, Mr. Black. Since you are my longest standing student helper here, I was hoping that you could help show Mr. Potter how we do things here. He will only be working with us for a short period of time, but I expect him to know his way around nonetheless."
Absolute dread washed down Regulus' spine in that moment, his head slowly turning to look at the person standing to his right. Sure enough, James Potter was standing there in the flesh, with a look on his face that clearly showed how unhappy he was with the situation. He tried to put on his usual charming smile for the librarian, but Regulus could see through his bullshit a mile away.
âI take it you boys already know each other?â she asked them with a raised brow when neither of them spoke up, looking between the two boys as if ready for a fight to erupt at any moment.
James looked away and cleared his throat, breaking the weird staring contest he and Regulus found themselves in. âAh, erm, yes, we do. Iâm... friends with his brother.â
âGood! Then I can leave you to your own devices. Mr. Potter, if you would please sign these papers before you start. They are just to confirm the amount of hours you will be working with us over the next six weeks.â
James nodded and bent down over the paper, reading the text and chewing at the end of the pen in his hand. Regulus scrunched his nose at the action, a bit disgusted that he would put a publicly-used object in his mouth, but ultimately turned back towards the librarian. âMs. Pince, are you sure thereâs no one else that can show him around? I was already busy with the historical fiction section and thereâs still so much left to do.â
Regulus wasnât one to complain about things, usually taking them on the chin and simply pushing through so he could get them done as soon as possible, but he would've rather been caught dead before spending six weeks teaching James Potter of all people how to stack books. He was ready to forget their interaction two weeks ago and move on like nothing happened, but clearly the universe wasnât on his side with this one.
How utterly perfect.
Most likely having heard Regulus, James tried and failed to hide his laugh, but Regulus could see his smug smile tucked away behind his palm. Rolling his eyes, he turned back to Ms. Pince, praying and hoping she would (unknowingly) help him out just this once.
âIâm sorry Mr. Black, but you are the person best suited for the job. If you have any quarrels with each other, I suggest you get them sorted out now as I expect them to not interfere with your work,â she said with an air of finality before promptly turning around and walking back into her office.
Regulus barely held back a scoff at her expectations. Yeah, not bloody likely.
âWell Black, might as well get this over with, yeah?â James said with a smug look on his face, one Regulus was moments away from wiping off with a swift punch to his cheekbone.
Instead he curled his fingers into a fist, wishing he could be literally anybody else.
#iâm convinced iâve posted this one before but i just canât remember#and i canât find it in my tags either#sometimes i just go through old docs and iâm like âwow i completely forgot i wrote thisâ#and thatâs where i found this one#just a little winter vibes for you#regulus black#james potter#starchaser#sunseeker#jegulus#james x regulus#my writing#little fics
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while i think we all knew that this day was coming, i still chose, for seven years, not to give up hope. i put my faith in mappa and the yuri on ice team and while i'm not surprised by the cancellation, i'm still so dissapointed.
listen, i understand. there were a lot of factors that made production and release hard. it wasn't meant to be. i get it. but it still hurts. i still think we deserved clearer communication on this.
yuri on ice was a major part of my life for so long. that show opened my eyes to healthy queer relationships and made me realize that i was queer myself. watching the episodes as they came out and debriefing them with my friends was the highlight of my week. i have consumed fanworks from incredibly, astoundingly talented artists. i have created fanworks. i have talked to and connected with so many amazing people, all because of this show.
yuri on ice got me through the darkest points of my life. when shit hit the fan, i'd curl up in bed, wrapped in my blanket from hot topic, and loop the soundtrack to ground myself. yuri on ice has been there for every major turning point in my life, and comforted me through it.
although more recently i haven't been as involved in the fandom, it's still so, so dear to me. i'm sitting here, writing this, surrounded by yoi merch i've collected over the years. keychains, plushues, stickers. i'm blowing my nose with tissues from my makkachin tissue holder.
...it's just so surreal that the movie has finally been put to rest. but i'm happy to have known and loved this fandom, and i will carry these memories with me, always.
#this is my yoi heritage post#i owe these boys everything honestly#i was going through my docs recently and i have a mountain of yoi fics that never went anywhere haha#maybe i'll polish up some old wips and post them soon...#we'll see#also mutuals SORRY FOR THE YOI SPAM HAHA#ill b back 2 my regular ace attorney yapping soon â¤ď¸#just needed a minute to grieve#yoi#yuri on ice#yuri!!! on ice#ice adolescence#iceado#mappa#mannn fuck yall fr this#we deserved this news at least 4 yrs ago
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felix being referred to more or less exclusively as "your soldier" in-game speaks to how little the writers put into his character beyond his noggin full of sith secrets & his relationship with the consular; still, i do find it kind of sweet and funny, in a way. he's not a republic soldier, not even your personal bodyguard; he's your soldier. the consular is a small nation-state in and of herself
#accurate.#felix iresso#swtor#jedi consular#open tags for My Rant:#going back through rishi and doing the cute little holocron quest got me brooding - as i often do - on my best boy felix#that the writers could not think to give him anything in KOTXX that wasn't Torture Angst is deeply shitty but a little understandable.#all the other consular comps kind of have a way forward that isn't consular-related when the consular goes away#nadia has the jedi. zenith has balmorra. tharan has his old illustrious career. qyzen has little baby clan and also his religious directive#meanwhile felix isn't involved with your order or a supergenius or a politician or even someone with a lifelong goal#he was a guy doing his best at a dead-end job that turned into a far more enjoyable but still lowkey dead-end job#i would argue they could (should) have sent him to ossus but i can see them balking because Doc was already there#that's a little narratively redundant especially bc Doc has an extremely useful set of non-martial skills you would want to center#when telling a story about survival and persistence against the odds like with ossus#(also he was in the group of companions second-closest in proximity to the emperor in base game)#HOWEVER.#because i am immensely sexy and cool and have a huge brain i think i've cracked it#the way to give felix a compelling story post-consular is to put him the fuck in charge.#no longer your soldier or anyone's. his own. maybe even in charge of a large group of people in need of someone to follow#considering he used to be really good at that#a group like...idk...maybe the rest of the people incarcerated on his prison colony?#much to think about.
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Okay folks. What if I did something wild and posted a bunch of old (non-tmnt) fics with minimal further editing??
#posted on ao3 i mean. maybe also the links on here? haven't decided yet#see i've been going through my docs#and some of these are totally (probably?) postable with some minor copyediting#none of them are tmnt#and some of them are OLD#some need a lot of work but most i was just too nervous to post or was being a perfectionist about editing#but i'm no longer or never was in any of these fandoms and instead of waiting for me to maybe one day be into the source material again#i kinda just want to put some of these out into the world#most of them are meh#but some i still really like and maybe other people would enjoy them too#whattrainofthought
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Lotta people wondering if there is correlation between "Haki can reverse DF status effects" and "Croc never used Haki" (-> "he can't use Haki lest it detranses him"), and while plausible
I do want to ask, do y'all think Haki could reverse what Shinobu did to Momonosuke? No, this is related I swear
Like my logic is that there's generally speaking two types of Devil Fruit abilities
there's ones that create "temporary status effects" onto others, either wearing off with time or if the user passes out/dies/undoes the ability (Foxy, Sugar, Bonney etc)
ones that change you permanently and won't become undone even if the user died (though some may still be reversible by the original user) (Hancock, Shinobu etc)
And as we know, Haki can reverse those temporary status effects, as we see Law do with the Sickness Doc Q inflicted on him and his crew, right
So the question is, while Haki can reverse the temporary changes, can it also break through those (mostly) irreversible changes? Do you think Momonosuke could reverse Shinobu's Ripening ability and deage himself if he mastered his Haki?
Because I feel like, if not, Crocodile could totally use Haki (if he can in the first place) without it undoing Iva-chan's HRT, because Iva-chan's HRT is supposed to be permanent, it doesn't wear off, the only way to reverse it is supposed to be by Iva-chan's own hands
But if Momonosuke could deage himself again by mastering his Haki, then I feel like Crocodile could indeed be in trouble
#Moon posting#OP Spoilers#OP Meta#Sir Crocodile#I do feel like Doc Q's ''Turning Into A Woman'' Disease is like. Setup for fucking something#That shit was *way too fucking specific* for it to be just a throw-away gag for funsies#Who knows maybe Blackbeard and Cross Guild end up clashing and Doc Q does his thing#And ends up doing -100000 Dysphoria Damage to Crocodile's psyche or something#(But if Croc can't use Haki that could lead to a badass fucking way for him to awaken his Haki or something)#Or maybe Doc Q could abuse the sickness to his advantage if BB crew go up against the Strawhats#Because. As we all know. Sanji can't kick a lady. And Doc Q could make himself untouchable by our idiot cook. Or summin'#IDK#I think my deal is just that I don't want to see Crocodile get permanently detrans'd because god fucking knows#If he wanted to get the T again Ivankov would absolutely humiliate him to hell and back and I don't want to watch that#Esp since the two are on bad terms. Ivankov does not have to fulfill Crocodile's wishes at all.#It'd just be too painful man I just would not want to sit through that shit#Let my man enjoy his gender euphoria in peace he's too old he shouldn't have to deal with humiliation and dysphoria anymore
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Guys I have ocs too. Check her out she's been the thing keeping me hinged since I was 12
#i wiiill introduce my guys and maybe post the lore doc eventually. if you guys want.#this is iggy hes 16 and an escaped lab experiment/child soldier and i love him#nics art#oc#iggy oc#LoE wip#you may be able to go back through the tags and find old posts i dont remember how good i was about tagging stuff
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OC-tober Day 2+3: New and Old
Fly Guy is my newest guy, and Blank is my oldest I still use on a technicality. Since I draw these dudes in various outfits a bunch I wanted to draw them together, so I did :)
#box art#OC-tober#my ocs#Fly Guy#Blank Slate#bug#insect#fly#Blank was the result of merging two old ocs together so he's the oldest I still use at all#if not him I thiiink Spoons is the oldest I still use?#I do have three Pokemon OCs I don't actively use but still love that are older than both though#oh actually going through files Doc and Rosie were also before Spoons but after the Pkmn ocs#I might draw some of those others as a bonus
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#vent incoming (nothing too serious i just need to complain about being mentally ill)#ugggggh can i just have ONE major creative project that doesn't brush up against my ptsd??? like literally just one???#like with my musical i wrote that was kind of a given bc i was writing that as a (not always healthy) coping mechanism#but now i'm working on this doc and it's like yippee it's not about me and it's a topic i love and working with incredibly supportive peopl#but then that asshole from my college just had to go and traumatize me last semester in a way very tied to the doc#and like luckily i don't have to deal with that asshole anymore. i can just work on my silly little doc and do my silly little interview#with my silly little 65-year-old best friends lmao. except whoops! even tho all that traumatic shit is far behind me#literally the act of preparing for an interview is poking at my ptsd again!! what the fuck!!!#@ my ptsd - The Asshole From Your College Is Not Going To Teleport To Toronto To Ruin Your Interview You Dumbass#it sucks but y'know i'm gonna get through it bc it's worth it to keep going#and honestly this is the best project to be working through shit like that bc scott's also someone who makes very personal art#which can end up brushing up against ptsd. like we literally connected over his ''ptsdiva'' podcast#and he's said the main thing that made me stand out after our first conversation was that i was the first person irl to mention the podcast#and also even if i wish it hadn't gone like this. scott *was* around when i was dealing with being traumatized by that college asshole#and he was so supportive while i was processing my shit and made it clear he'd defend me if he needed to#and i've gotten the opportunity to be there for him during his own rough times while working on this documentary#so like. it'll be fine. i hope i can just feel my feelings and get over it before the interview itself. but if not scott will understand#but yeah fuck that guy from my college and i hope he knows all the kids in the hall would hate him for what he did to me
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that panel where tsuna compares sakura to dan and nawaki , i have so many thoughts about it. like how it effected how tsuna trained her, the responsibility, the exceptions and worries she projected on to sakura, listen if sakura had said even once she wanted to be hokage, tsunade would have been her #1 campaigner
#listen i love naru but if she'd met sakura first she would have given her the hokage necklace#it this essay i will--#ooc /#i'm going through my headcanon/rambling doc#trying to finish up my nin-pig post#and found on old ramble about sakura/dan/nawaki comparison#and i have thoughts and feelings about it#thoughts.
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hey you guys should read the winnie the pooh/bee movie (with a camp camp reference because i was a basic bitch) short horror story i wrote in 7th grade
cw for blood, violence, substance abuse, addiction, and overall gore/horror
Morning dawned on the little cottage in the Hundred Acre Wood. The little yellow furry yawned, stretched his legs, and slowly waddled to his bathroom. He looked in the mirror and saw Winnie the Pooh, an innocent little bear.
Well, at least, he used to be an innocent little bear.
It had been 6 years since Christopher Robin left for boarding school.
6 years since the honey addiction started.
6 years since he started trying to find his father.
8 months ago, Owlâs black market trade of honey smuggled in from America had gone dry. Apparently, the bees had revolted against the honey companies. But Pooh had enough.Â
Until he didn't.
Honey substitutes kept him sane, but they weren't enough. He had psychotic breakdowns, he was shaky, unstable. And worst of all: Christopher Robin never responded to his texts.
Piglet couldn't take it anymore. He did some digging online and found records of possible families. He gave Pooh the address of an investigation bureau.Â
So he traveled to America, with a note to the office. But at this point heâd given up on finding his family. He now had one goal in mind:Â
Find honey
Pooh pulled his black hoodie over his head as he jumped out of the white van. He quickly clipped the barbed wires and snuck into the abandoned honey farm. Sneaking in was highly illegal, and just the slightest creak madeÂ
Pooh jump. He took a deep breath and kept walking.
The abandoned hives had started to decay, the honey had rotted and turned red. In this lighting, Pooh could have sworn it looked like...bloodâŚÂ
No! he thought, It's just my imaginationâŚÂ
He stopped, and sniffed, his little black nose sticking tentatively out of his hood, his yellow snout scrunched up...did he smell what he thought he smelled?
Honey!
Pooh ran towards the hive, forgetting about the idea of staying secret. Sweet, sweet honey! He began to shovel it into his mouth, when he heard a small voice.
âHey! Don't you know the laws!â shouted a bee, standing there with his arms crossed.
âIt's just a little honey!â Pooh pouted.
âIf you take another mouthful of that honey, you will forever pay the consequences!â the bee continued. âYouâll face the wrath of me, Barry B. Benso-��
Pooh had run out of patience. He quickly stomped on the bee and continued eating, convinced that the bee was dead and he wouldn't be bothered again. He scampered over to another hive.
Behind him, Barryâs hand twitched.
When he was full, he filled his van with as many jars of honey as possible. Pooh knew he had to get out of there fast, so while he left, he didn't pay attention to the 25 mph speed limit sign, and was half-an-hour away from the old farm when he first heard the police sirens. He sighed and pulled over.
However, the police officer immediately noticed the sticky red stuff on his yellow paws. âAnd one more question,â the officer asked after Pooh received the ticket. âWhat is that?â
Pooh panicked. Honey was illegal now, and he didn't want to be put in jail. âUhhhh, corn syrup?â he cringed.
âOh, really?â the officer scoffed. âIt looks suspiciously like... blood.â
âIt's not! I swear!â Pooh shouted.
The officer grabbed his paw. âWait, is this honey?â
Pooh hit the gas
He quickly found a place to sleep. A dingy motel, the color of mildew, that smelled like wet socks. Pooh was so tired from the police chase and the jet lag, and the honey effects were starting to wear off. Pooh sighed and rolled over. He tried to sleep, but a little scratching noise on the wall kept him awake. Eventually, he sighed, took a swig of honey, and stood up.
âWhat is that noise?â he asked. Pooh looked over to the small, dirty window. It was open, and there was a hole in the bug screen. Small enough for a bee to fit in...
I'm just paranoid, he assured himself. Barry is dead. I killed him...didn't I?
âYou didn't do a good job of it.â a buzzing whisper echoed around the room.Â
âBarry?! How are you alive! How do you know what I'm thinking?!â Pooh screeched.
âOh Pooh, I was never alive. Iâm not a normal bee.â Barry smiled a crooked, dead smile. âAnd youâve destroyed my mortal body and taken my bee syrup. I'm here for revenge.â
âB-b-but where are you?â Pooh whimpered.
âWe are right outside your windowâ the voice responded.
We? Pooh though. But heâs only one bee...
Pooh looked outside and let out a shriek.
Swarms of bees crowded around his small window. And they looked intent on revenge. Pooh quickly hid the jar behind his back and slammed the window.
Two hours had passed and Pooh was still cowering in his room. Sure, he had stolen some honey. Sure, he had squished the lead bee. But how did Barry get here so fast? Who were the other bees? Eventually, his curiosity got the better of him.
Pooh cracked the window. âUhm, so sorry to bother you, but...who are you?â he whispered cautiously.
âWe are Barry B. Benson, the reincarnation of every bee youâve ever stolen honey from, and we are here to make sure it never happens again. Barry NEVER forgets. In fact, we are already on the path to vengeance.â the bees screeched in unison.Â
âWhat-what have you done?â Pooh whimpered.
Barry smiled. âWhy do you think Christopher Robin won't talk to you?â
âH-heâs at school, he may have forgotten-â
The bees began to cackle as Barry held up a rotted head. Poohâs vision clouded. No, no, no-Â
He was paralized by the indescribable sight.
(authors note: i edited this at age 12 im sorry)
Pooh ran.
The flight back is in 20 minutes, Pooh told himself. Iâll be fine, it'll be fine. He had all of his honey hidden under his fur coat, which blended in with his fuzzy yellow figure. As soon as he could see the JFK check-in, he slammed on the breaks and ran for it. Through check-in, through security, through international customs, and to Gate 1B of British Airways. The stewardess offered him a cup of coffee. He panicked and threw it back at her, covering her in boiling liquid and mumbling something about wanting tea. The seatbelt signs came on, and Pooh relaxed. He was safe now, there was no way Barry could find him here.
On the back of the plane, a woman asked the grumpy stewardess why there were thousands of bees outside her window.
Cameron Campbell was not your average man. Heâd had several crumbling careers, including a failed fast-food chain called McCampbells, a Russian honey-smuggling business, a mini war with Kentucky, and a summer camp. But heâd spent his time in jail towards becoming a better person, and was ready for his first day as a co-pilot. His partner had gone to use the bathroom and left him steering the plane. He smiled, his grey mustache shining in the sun, and turned on the speaker.Â
âThis is your captain speaking. Weâre currently passing over the Atlantic Ocean. That island you can see in the distance is-âÂ
He was momentarily distracted by a half-decomposed bee holding an ax above his head. Cameron dropped the speaker and screamed. âWHAT?! WHO ARE YOU- PLEASE DON'T KILL ME, PLEASE-â
With the speed of a bullet, it lodged itself deep into Cameronâs eye. With one last scream, his body went limp. Barry B. Beson was deep in Cameronâs brain. Barry concentrated hard, and bees swarmed Cameronâs eyes. Barry was now in complete control. Cameronâs body smiled and steered straight down, towards the ocean.
âWe apologize for the noise and turbulence. Please remain calm. Everything will be fine.âÂ
He clicked off the microphone and locked the cockpit door.
Pooh knew what had happened. He didn't know how it had happened, but he knew that voice. Barry had found him. Pooh ran as fast as he could, but he knew it was pointless. He was trapped.Â
The bees began to swarm throughout the plane, attacking the other passengers. Pooh hid under a seat, in an empty dog cage. The buzzing suddenly stopped. Pooh looked up.Â
There were people sprawled everywhere, covered in stinger scratches and dripping with red. Pooh tried not to vomit at the sight. A small child stirred. Pooh ran over, trying to see if he was alive.Â
âH-hello? Are you quite well?â he whispered.
The child turned around. In her empty eyes, Pooh could see the familiar glare of Barry B. Benson.Â
âOh, I feel just nifty, Winnie benson.â it creaked softly.Â
âB-Benson? What?â Pooh stuttered.
âThat's right, pooh. Why do you think you like honey so much? It runs  in the family.â Barryâs voice echoed.
In a way, Pooh realized heâd succeeded. Heâd found his father. But all these people would be alive if he hadn't.Â
The lifeless bodies of the passengers stood up and smiled at Pooh, blood dripping from their empty sockets. There was nowhere Pooh could run. He slammed on the cockpit door, knowing it would make no difference. Tears streamed down his face. No, no, no, this wasn't how it ended!
The door opened. Pooh ran inside and leaned against the door. He had about 3 minutes till the swarm penetrated the metal barrier.
Pooh curled up into a ball and screamed. He shouldn't have come here at all. Should have listened to his friends. There was no one to blame but himself. All the bees heâd killed had come back to find him. Heâd tried to hide from it, but it was true. There was nowhere he could go where his past couldn't catch up. Nowhere he could run where his problems couldn't find him.
He noticed the parachute bag, 5 feet away from him. There was still hope for the little yellow bear! He wiped his nose, then quickly strapped the bag on and opened the emergency exit door. Pooh thought about everything he had to live for, took a deep breath, and jumped.
Pooh was falling fast. He fearfully pulled the parachute. It opened and-
He kept falling. Pooh panicked and looked up. The parachute was full of little, bee-shaped holes. In one last moment of paralyzing fear for what would happen now, he managed to squeak, âOh, bother!â before he hit the water.
They never found any trace of Winne the Pooh ever again, except for a small, empty jar of honey with his TikTok username scrolled on the bottom. They never found the bees, either. But legend tells us that every time you take the life of a bee, its soul joins the ever-growing form of Barry B. Benson.
And Barry never forgets.
#i found it when going through old old docs and it made me giggle#i got an A because my teacher was lazy#nics stuff#winnie the pooh#the bee movie#camp camp
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Spn blogs in my recs and they WILL NOT LEAVE.
#theyâre even on my main blog now#at least for me#and like yeah I get it blood and rot and family and whatever#I think Iâm getting my period soon because it usually doesnât annoy me like this but GOD#I donât WANT these here.#but tbh I just donât like the fandom. itâs all very clique-y and I am so so lonely#like genuinely I havenât felt good about a single thing I posted for that in way too long#I like WRITING but posting?? in that fandom? itâs terrible. I hate it#& Iâve taken to writing out all my frustration and anger and grief in a separate doc to be deleted before posting the main work#which is fucking. just. itâs bad. Iâve never had to do that for ANY fandom I wrote for.#and I geeeeeet that itâs because itâs such a big fandom so people know each other and itâs not like my small communities where you#parallel play in peace. but I donât like it. itâs deeply uncomfortable and isolating and Iâm so sick of it#but I also like the writing I do so I try to just stay in my niche and not look at anyone else#I think I unfollowed every fandom blog save for two? three? so I could be alone instead of lonely#but it still washes over me whenever I post something.#oh an! sometimes Iâm tempted to just do something super mass appealing so theyâll like me but that just makes me feel worse#Iâve been tempted to delete my blog so many times because I lost my friends from the old fandoms and this one is the poorest substitute#but I also feel like that wonât make me happier either. I wish Iâd just never started engaging w that show tbh#okay done. just. Iâm going through it
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So. @purlturtle tagged me in a thing and now we all get to suffer for it. ;3
RULES: post the names of the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! Tag as many people as you have WIPs.
Okay, to start with: I do not have a WIP folder. My Google Docs is a conglomerate of utter disorganization that somehow manages to still function as a repository of writing. Sort of.
Many of these are just snippets that are more or less a ghost of an idea, or that probably deserve their rest in the quiet soil of the cemetery of fleeting ideas. Others are determined to haunt me until I give them some sort of manifestation, or finish shaping their forms. Who knows, maybe y'all will turn one into the other?
To make all of this a little easier on everyone, I am going to organize this by ship and/or fandom. Buckle the fuck up.
Bering and Wells / Warehouse 13
Save Thy Tears Bering & Wells
Under Your Gaze (I Could Conquer The World, Babe) ****
7. It Means She Never Wants to Hurt *
A Difference Of Opinion (Libidinous)
Bering/Wells Circus AU | In the Ring, In the Stall, Dear, For You, I'll Risk It All
Bering & Well Dawnguard Vol. 1 **
Like the Last Breath of a Dying Star
Bering/Wells Comfort Sex in Moscow
Bering/Wells "Vendetta" trip home
Myka/Helena "Fall into Heaven" insert
Omega!Myka
Bering/Wells kink AU
Bering & Wells ANR
Bering/Wells San Junipero D/s
Bering/Wells Greek mythology
Helena + Myka in waistcoats
5. (It Is So Much Harder To Live For Love Than To Die For It) *
Bering and Well Dawnguard Scene Outline **
Bering/Wells Pete and Amanda's bachelor/ette party ****
Bering & Wells Dawnguard Vol. 2 **
Bering & Wells Dawnguard Vol. 3 **
B&W Dawnguard Scenes/Scraps **
Bering and Wells Oblivion
Ophelia's Secret
14. Words Pierce Where Cupid's Arrow Missed *
8. Not Like That *
6. Now Survival Is Her Middle Name *
9. Never Again *
11. And Her Bruised Heart Shatters *
10. But Stone Meets Fire and Ice Meets Steel *
Bering/Wells Myka figures out she's bi
Bering & Wells bike shop AU
12. Just One More Time *
13. (How Many Times More?) *
Bering/Wells College AU
Bering/Wells High School
Helena "Running"/Memory by Kane Brown
Ghost Helena/Myka
Bering/Wells Consideration
Bering/Wells Letters
Bering and Wells Aftermath
DJane HG
Knight Myka/Sorceress Helena
Bering and Wells Secret Santa
Doctor Who
Nine/Ten one night stand (E)
A Fobwatch and a Sapphire-Studded Choker Vol. 3 ******
A Fobwatch and a Sapphire-Studded Choker Story Scraps ******
Rose/Doctor Beauty & Beast
Rose/trans!fem!Doctor
Nine/Rose Ballroom
Nine/Rose angst kiss
Doctor/Rose stranded (C's Christmas fic)
Nine/Rose Road Trip
Nine/Rose one-sided
How To Play Matchmaker for One (1) Idiot Time Lord
Werewolf!Bill x Holly
Rose as Fobwatched Time Lady
C's Birthday Banquet Fic
Fem!Ten/Rose New Year's Eve
Dom!Rose Wall Sex
Sanctuary
Kate/Helen Vampire *****
Helen x Nikolija
Afina/Helen Attempt 3 ***
Helen/Afina noncon v2 ***
Helen/Afina noncon ***
Helen/Kate for J *****
Helen/Kate/Kali (Server Spider Kink)
When the Blurred Line Breaks
Teslen vampire/hunter
Teslen Porn Star AU
Adolescence of a Mongrel Vampire (Graphic)
A Mermaid's Siren
Helen/Kate Vampire v1 *****
Teslen arranged marriage
Teslen tenderness & communication
Dancer Teslen
Helen/Nikola ecouterism
Sanctuary CYOA snippets
Sally x Kate (x Helen)
Sanctuary Soulmarks
Helen x Sally
Nikolija x Helen Magoi History
Teslen Letters During Exile
Star Trek
"Wild Frontier" Seven/B'Elanna
Queen/Knight Seven/B'Elanna
B7 Home
B/7 Heaven's Vault AU
Kirezri Post-Canon
B'Elanna x Seven New Year's Kiss
Superfluous Adornments (B7)
Lenara/Jadzia Aftermath
Human Emotions
B/7 Drunk "Came Here To Forget"
J7 Mentor Affection
B/7 Pride & Prejudice
B/7 BDSM
Video Games (with Original Characters as Protagonists)
Tearing Her Apart (in all the best ways) (Nerium x Fiana)
CharrRP Profiles *********
Charracter Roster *********
Amata'jah
Poisoner, Physician, Hist-Child, Dovahkiin: A Study in Apparent Contradictions
The Nature of Betrayal
Vesuvia's Story
ESO RP Char Profiles
Other Fandoms
Liberty's Secret Wedding Night
Sam/fem!Jack "Sir" angst locker room smut
Fem!Jack/Sam "Tin Man"
Fem!Jack/Sam
Villaneve Soulmarks ********
Villaneve Soulmarks Post S3 ********
Rhulana/Gladys Camp/Wound Care
Plague Tale Aftermath
Sheila/Ann Worship
Gwen/Morgana post Arthur's kiss
Alyanette vampire/hunter AU
Rena Rouge, On Her Own Terms
Stahma/Kenya
Teenage Aliya/Oroi
Her Own Heart's Poison, Barranyi's Gift
Safe Lack of Distance
Kibbs unintended confession
Catalyst
Jane Maura Almost-Kiss
Original Work/Original Characters/Other
Flash Fairy Tales Retold
B&W Author Questionnaire
Between Life and Death *******
Nuryeh x Kaliva *******
Kel'Reth arranged marriage *******
Nuryeh x Kaliva Story *******
Kel'Reth Saga *******
Zir'Rethi Temple Librarian *******
The Long Fall into Heaven
Dratschi mating rituals *******
Sci-Fi Romance Sel'thiak
Neytari/Melanie scrap
One Last Dance
Nerekhi x Viyera Letters *******
The Scent of Magic Snippets *******
Snake love story
I tried to denote different docs that belong to the same general work/universe via asterisks, at first, but at some point its accuracy is questionable. :P
(Okay, there's more, but I have to come to some kind of stopping point. I think once I come to documents I haven't actually opened in like four and a half years, where I have to check what the title actually means and whether or not I've published them⌠I think I can safely call those "in hibernation" and not really "WIP"s at that point⌠:P)
No pressure, but I'd love to know about @tinknevertalks and @ladyelysandra, and anyone else who wants to do this!
#rinari writes fic#purlturtle#you fucking asked schildkrĂśtchen ;P#as for tink and elsyandra... you two have guided me down a lovely rabbithole of sanctuary femslash again recently thanks to ao3 and here#so thank you for that!#fanfiction#wips#too many wips#i think that can officially be made a tag#anyways this is what i've been doing this hot hot summer day#going through my docs folder#more like rummaging actually: stĂśbern#sometimes it's nice to find old stuff and think 'hey i really should...'
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