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ra-vio · 10 days ago

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I've been chanting this like a spell

#sonic the hedgehog #miles tails prower #the blue one is not here but like. thats the tag i guess iddunno #this is a little old. wait nevermind its from oct28 thats not that old.#i thought i drreew this like. months ago. time is not real. its been a long time and no time at all at the same time #like last week was nov 1 and today its the 30th or it might as well be like!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#WHERE DID THE LAST QUARTER OF THE YEAR GO THIS SHIT SUCKS MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY I'VE BEEN CHANTING THIS IN MY HEAD FOR WEEKS #my head is so empty and i drank coffee without eating so its been hurting for hours. i already ate TWICE #BODY WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME>??????#anyway. this weekend i believe? my friend from class wants to play monster hunter world #he's trying to hunt anjanath cause he says its hard and it needs to do #i remember when anjanath was hard........#i tried to fight a fulgar anjanath the other day outside of an assignment though and it ended up leaving locale right when it was dying #i probably took too long cause they keep changing the goddamn controls. a couple days before i went back to world i was on rise #and the glaive controls different there with the wirebugs and shit #and then you get to world and no bug but the big boi on your arm. i love you glaive bug!!!!!!#and then before that i was playing the wilds beta which played oaky to me idk my graphics were shit so if things were floaty #i dont know. it looked like i was playing without my glasses. but the controls were fun.#BUT WHAT IM SAYING IS THAT I RAN THROUGH THREE DIFFERENT CONTROL SCHEMES CAPCOM YOU AS A COMPANY #NEED TO BE ARRESTED THREE DIFFERENT CONTROL SCHEMES. maybe there isa button remap function im missing #if so im still not gonna use it im just gonna suffer

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pushing500 · 7 months ago

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Mechi has come to the very intelligent conclusion that the best course of action he could take right now is to make the Void angrier so it sends more scary things to attack us.

Unfortunately (or maybe fortunately?), he got the plague before he could do anything stupid. Looks like he'll spend a few days curled up in bed living off coffee. Hopefully, that's the only bad thing in store for him in the near future–

Randy is so very cruel...

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tiddiesoutwhenthetisout · 3 months ago

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not me curling my laptop charger wire the way you curl band equipment cords HAHAHA god i miss it

#i really said “okay big performance in the city square let's make this work” and i did but absolute fuckery of the manager just made me...#and she also used to complain about being an opening act-- like come on that's a nationally-renowned band and we're not there yet 😭#we used to fight a lot though so ack i really should have taken that as a red flag #but i was 14 and stupid 🤷‍♂️#being solo way better uM i shouldn't say this yet but i got a commission today audhauagah i don't even have a portfolio #fuck guys i'm so so so nervous from big changes in life because uM god i just came from actual hell with various things working to make me #kms #but uH we're uH not too keen on that anymore atm and uH it's probably going to all fuck up after i share that i have good news in life #but yk what #let's keep challenging god #i know he hates me #but we will not be defeated we will strangle him by the tie #AHHHH help me i want to get into music again pls pls pls pls pls #anyway back to my old band manager #she was known for being a shitwad in the scene anyw but i was young and stupid as i sais #and i defended her and rationalized her behavior because “we're friends right”#i'm starting to get why my mom is wary of people i get to know #i'm tbh a fucking idiot i would never admit that elsewhere (nah i do) uM my brain is bouncing off the walls #i took a bargain with 7pm coffee and look where it got me #i was also getting up there in my 5 days of uni absences agsgshags #DOES ANYONE ACTUALLY READ THESE I KINDA HOPE NOW NO ONE DOES #IM KINDA UHHH MY CHILD THERAPIST SAID UNCONVENTIONAL #I THINK SHE MEANT FUCKING CRAZY #sorry #oh yeah i walked tf out the band after that big performance set up just for us because i couldn't keep working with that kind of environment #other bands started flocking to recruit or proxy after i was let go by my famously fucked-up ex-manager LOL #but um i have issues so i'm not among them and i think they get the message tbh #appears and disappears #that is actually my brand

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waittheydontloveyou · 1 year ago

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Day 3 of no taste/smell.

Whats the point of being alive

#sob i adore food #i cleaned my house ish yesterday.#I drank a large sweet coffee drink and didn’t taste a damn thing. not even the whipped cream #the caffiene worked though.#I made spaghetti with red sauce today #my son said it was good #I wanted to taste it so baddddd #just realized it’s 9am #LOL I FED HIM THAT FOR BREAKFAST #we’ve been up since 3 bc my kids are insane and I didn’t reLize how early it was. apparently #nailin it

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mosaic-of-light · 18 days ago

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Good thing #19: Drinking coffee right now :)

#good things #I am having a nice time drinking my coffee so even though it's a very small thing I am adding it here #after all this is my blog for small things and I have decided that no small thing is too small to be added #i feel like i've doubled the posts I had on this blog today #but I am very happy with that #part of me worries that i'm adding too much in one day but the other part of me knows that some days it's hard to add even one thing #so I am just adding a ton if there is a ton #I am collecting good moments #it has taken me a very long time to be able to recognize the small good things and I want to document them all #I am creating a mosaic of good things #a mosaic of light as my name suggests

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feralwifey · 4 months ago

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I do perform like a superhero. Did some laundry, went to the bank, did some shopping, cleaned the house like normal, made a leg of lamb and potatoes for dinner, bathed the baby, tidied up everything, cleaned the kitchen and did dishes and cleaned the kitchen floor, idek how many books I read with my toddler and songs we sang, took care of all our trash, idk did more than that can’t remember. But like how? Is it my parents ocd or is it just dedication to the bit? I’ll never know.

#I use baby and toddler for the same child btw someone sent an ask about it #no I don’t have two kids #yet #I want three or four #but I’ve been trying to reduce my caffeine intake #so I went from two or three energy drinks #two coffees and sometimes a coke #to at first one energy drink and one coffee #to no coffee but energy drink #to now a coke or two a day even though I don’t even finish them #eventually I’ll switch to tea and get myself some mushroom coffee #but I have to do it slowly because migraines #never thought I’d give up my beloved energy drinks #but it’s time #probably sweat four liters today though #can’t wait for winter

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altruistic-meme · 2 months ago

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i meant to answer asks and try to write tonight but instead I had to drive to my parents house, went to the store, and talked with my sister on the phone for 2hrs. so while it was still a productive day it wasn't productive in the direction I wanted it to be.

#and i have the feeling i will play video games tomorrow so fjsjdjajd #BUT #we'll see #i will have to see if my sister asks tomorrow #otherwise the plan from today will be the plan for tomorrow #i did get a button down shirt with pomegranates on it though :)#i got it to wear to work but............. tbh.....#its very light so idk if i actually WILL wear it cus i like it and don't want out to get dirty djajdjjs #the point being that my job is doing a 'wear pink for bear cancer awareness' thing tomorrow #and i....... didn't own any pink shirts. bc i don't really wear pink.#i did get a backup pink shirt that says 'flute' with a line drawing of a flute tho #i liked it cus it doesn't make fucking SENSE #ESPECIALLY bc i don't even PLAY the flute lmao #it is a womens cut tho>:(#but i can...... PROBABLY survive that for a day #i mean i know i CAN but i will likely be grouchy #OH UNRELATED BUT MY COWORKER SAID SHE WOULD GIVE ME HER K-CUP COFFEE MAKER AND IM #SO EXCITED #gods i how she brings it tomorrow i really wanna figure out Coffee #and i think it'll be much easier if i don't have to make 6 cups of cofffee every time i want 1 cup of coffee #which is the reason i HAVEN'T been making coffee #anyway. this got so off track.#shh ac

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intertexts · 2 months ago

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#was like huh. why do i feel bad and not good and head empty. i did not in fact eat anything today!!! except coffee!!!! at all!!#everything here is like far away & gross though & this studio gets out at 245. so i will probably just wait. but. bluh.#feeling. bad. annoyed that someones in my fucking spot. design prof is wanting like status updates on packaging work & i am #so Fucking behind because of!!! everything else!! that i'm already behind in!!!! & also i miss ny. i want an upstate ny autumn.#like so bad its unreal. does this ever stop pls write in and tell me (slash jay.)god. cant wait 2 get home & make indomie & take a miserabl #face down nap & accidentally wake up in the dark. not manifesting this actually but as previously stated. ghghbhbhghh.#txt

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heartshattering · 2 months ago

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I will be productive today ᕙ⁠(⁠⇀⁠‸⁠↼⁠‶⁠)⁠ᕗ

Let's go let's go~

#ahhhh #I'm hoping making a post about it will help me make it true haha #my brain isn't wanting to turn on so I am going to have more coffee #I've been setting daily goals for myself but the day goes by so fast??#I really hope I can get stuff done today even if it's already noon #I was having a paranoia episode where I thought I had poisoned myself even though realistically there's no way I could have #and tbh being awake is overwhelming and makes my brain hurt :')#I wonder what I'll do if I ever work outside of the house like am I always just gonna want to disappear all the time?#blegh #anyway #I am trying

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loumauve · 3 months ago

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the goddamn toast water post just made me utter "history is fucking real" in the most solemn and serious tone of voice, out loud, to myself, in the goddamn bathtub

#life is ridiculous and I'm its biggest clown #in my defense it's not even 9 am and I woke up at 6 for some reason (the reason prob being that I start work at 6 atm)#so I chose (violence) reading Stray Gods fic in bed for a few hours followed by the need to just vibe in the bathtub #I've only just had my coffee and a slice of cold pizza leftover from yesterday and it's such a uni-days thing to do #I've kinda missed it. tho I wasn't drinking coffee back then (how the fuck did I survive mornings without it??)#anyway. feeling very soft and tender abt my past self today. I miss her even if she was just as much of a mess. in different ways #the kind of mess who would openly flirt with some strange dude she didn't really know over the phone #the kind of mess who moved across the country just for a chance at trying with sb she liked who really never wanted to date her #the kind of mess who's always fallen for her best friends and who'll likely never stop #the kind of mess who feel so damn hard for a woman 15 yrs older than her just bc she was kind and sweet and a mess herself #the kind of mess who moved in with a friend she was solidly in love with for a bit who had her boyfriend over most nights #just.. it's not all about those feelings but they're decidedly a big part of why I've ever done anything #and I will prob always miss the friend who'd lie on the train platform with me just giggling into the night as ppl walked past #her head on my stomach and me just feeling so high it felt like I'd never stop floating (just for a while though)#I guess what I'm trying to get at here is that Mi miss just letting my feelings take me places even at the risk of losing it all #I'm so much more hesitant and guarded now. and sure part of it is being medicated for my bipolar. it's good that I don't call strangers #and almost invited them over. or that I no longer walk barefoot through the city at night by myself (usually)#but I do miss just idk. intimacy I guess. and how easily it used to come to me to just try and be open abt wanting it I guess #oh well. best be getting out of the bathtub. it's not a good place to be with these thoughts. and it's too early for this anyway #a day in the life of..

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fatfemmegf · 4 months ago

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bees chasing me around at work :(

#love bees from afar #very allergic though #i know he will not sting me unless he must but i do not want to take that chance!!#although i would get to leave work early if i got stung 👀 would also have to go to the hospital :/#also my position at work got moved last minute which resulted in my not being able to buy a coffee #and i woke up late so i couldn't make one #and i'm out of my redbulls #so i had to get a white monster from the vending machine at work #which. very much tastes like being a teenager yk #weird feeling!#i wanted coffee today though :(#might stop and get one after work

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icantalk710 · 4 months ago

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#cute friend i've been hanging out/hooking up with told me this morning he wants us to be platonic friends going forward #since he wants to date again and be monogamous #which i told him was valid and we've hung out casually on a 'feel it out' basis so we were mostly aligned #though i was a bit open to things becoming more with us bc it's felt like we've had great chemistry as friends and sexually #and i did ask initially if we were okay with things proceeding given our longish friendship but it's felt good since #so it is a bit of a bummer i cant leave him with some hickeys for the foreseeable future probably but i also do want to date more myself #if things come up accordingly #so maybe some good timing if a shame bc i was looking forward to us catching up this weekend before probably fooling around again #and i meant to touch base with him on that after our last chat on Monday but work has been a ton since coming back from vacation lol #[and just caught up today]#anywho guess we'll see how things go from here #though that does free me up to maybe feel things out with someone in DSA i've been friends with who found me nearby on this other app #and mentioned wanting to maybe do coffee and go from there 🤔 watch this space i suppose #but for now sleep-in time 😴#ore no inochi

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filet-o-feelings · 9 months ago

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Today's a big 'tummy hurts' kinda day

#i was super hungry so i made eggs with cheese #only ate half and now i feel like im gonna be sick #and i want anap even though i slept enough and have had iced coffee and an energy drink #tempted to take sick time for the rest of the day #wanna go home but i am home #wanna clock out and go back to bed #how's everyone else doing today?

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panco-1812 · 1 year ago

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I got my very first SC right when crafting Merch on Anniv lol

I was aiming for Mayreel or Kamael (to piss off my friend who wanted it) but this is literally too cool to even protest

ALSO MAYREEL SPOTTED

#guardian tales #GT anniversary baby wooo #I WAS JUMPSCARED TODAY BY BOTH GETTNG KNIGHT'S SC AND SEEING MAYREEL ON THE ANNIV ROAD EVENT BACKGROUND #I was like woah super cool Garam SC as the final reward wait what's that green green WOAH MAYREEL #I want Garam's SC too......#not enough coffee though #fucking Garam Dapur please come home with Bapak Mertua will ya

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carcarrot · 1 year ago

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ok thats it i literally need a new job now .

#i know i bitch and moan a lot abt my job. but not without good reason!#however i really want to get out of here now today.#fucking. supervisor who keeps telling me to do more as far as maintaining the coffee area #when 90% of the issues are actually fault of the dumbass stock traders we make coffee for who dont know how to make a cup of coffee #and cant clean up after themselves. and i get that its my job but this is also just fucking stupid #and normally she tells me this stuff in the area where i brew the coffee which is more or less away from people #its at least more away from people than the hallway where the coffee station is where people always are #which is where she chose to loudly tell me more things i should be doing #maybe don't fucking do that in front of the people i do this stuff for! now they think im a fucking idiot!#like that's just. idk kind of unprofessional to me like you don't lecture your employees in front of customers #if we're so concerned abt the appearance and image of the service we provide (which this place is concerned way too much with)#then idk maybe talking abt that kind of stuff should be done more privately. or at least quietly #like she wasnt yelling at me but like everyone around could clearly hear it #but like ive said before i cant standddddd this job anymore.#so i might apply for that store leader job at gregorys coffee #even though the work culture there seems like a different kind of annoying #id at least be making Much More and also closer to where i live so #i just have to fix up my resume and make it seem like i can handle more of a management kinda job

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fastasyoucan1999 · 2 years ago

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at the end of every day it’s like… well i could have been a little kinder. and then tomorrow i try to be a little kinder and by the end of the day it’s like. well i could have been a little kinder and it goes on and on forever

#anyway have been CROCHETING!!! liv and i the grandma mutuals … it is not at all surprising what a hobby can do to u. phone time down fifty #precent.. new music listened to. a collection of things i made with my hands!<3 how is everyone today.. i have only one class and then a #designated hang out with my friend where she brews me coffee and we watch lecture vids together and then spend sixty minutes cheating on a #quiz that wouldn’t be all that difficult if we just read the assigned readings but. why would we do that #also been thinking abt getting a king novel…. want cujo so bad but all the covers are nasty. why are all his cover nasty was talking to #katelyn abt this. the stand mass paperback cover makes me infuriated ok what was i saying i want cujo but i might just get a short story #collection!! though i’ve promised to read at least one more book off my shelf before i get any new ones :/ sorry i’m done!! personal boring #diary in the tags!! questions still stands though how is everyone!!

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