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Currently suffering from period cramps so i drew lightning mcqueen pixar cars also suffering from cramps thats the post for todayow ow ow ow it hurts ow
Oh and also-
#disney pixar#pixar cars#cars fandom#lightning mcqueen#sally carrera#cars fanart#my art#artists on tumblr#buscofem mim ajude#i want to pull off my skin
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when you're out of patience and you want to tear your own skin off
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#vent art from wednesday#mp100#mob psycho 100#shigeo kageyama#kageyama shigeo#???%#tw body horror#fun fact I have draw shigeo pulling his skin off....3 times now?#it is a mood indeed#doing better today#but wanted to finish#cuz I really do like this a lot#and the universe seems to like my shigeo vent art too#click for close up#my art
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Extremely funny to me that PiglinMyNose's character journey is "Death game with SnifferMyFeet" followed by "Eating pancakes in Decked Out 2" followed by "Tagging after Joel in Hermitcraft Season 10" followed by "Recording murder mystery skits."
Every time NameMC gives us a new PiglinMyNose skin, I just imagine he's busy with his acting work and SnifferMyFeet is sitting in an empty auditorium with a big sign that says '10' and he's like "WOO-HOO! Yeah! I know him!"
He would probably do this if Joel's intro skits were a live theater performance too. And he'd be dragged out by other Hermits while kicking and yelling.
Later you find out he's sprawled atop the concessions bar just idly kicking his feet and waiting for the show to finish. He misses his friend.
#Hermitcraft#hermitblr#PiglinMyNose#SnifferMyFeet#Joel Smallishbeans#Sniff and Pig#mcyt#Comics I would draw if I didn't feel like it's an uphill explanation to recap what Pig has to do with Joel#Fun fact: In my OG draft for Dog's Life all the cam accounts were like robots and players would steal spare parts off them#hence Pig being jumpy and nervous when Lizzie wanted to put him back on spectator in Chapter 6. but... then I loved him#Listen my society of underground fellas are outside a lot of common morals but they're not ''Let's harvest cameras for parts'' gone skldjf#There's still a scene in the upcoming draft where Skizz pulls his camera out of a coffin but. that will probably change.#Also I had a version where Pig and Sniff were just skins that Grian and Joel took turns wearing. but that was before I realized Lazy = Pig#I'm glad I gave Sniff a body. but him complaining that he feels disconnected from it is largely a reference to that empty skin#Ah memories...#As of 5/31 Pig is cosplaying as Grian and I fear what he and Joel are up to. Is this thumbnail or more murder skit? Hmm...
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one of the funny shifts I've seen in the Rise fandom is that Usagi was, at least initially when I first joined the fandom a couple years ago, generally understood to be a crossover character being taken from Samari Rabbit and put into the Rise universe (usually for shipping reasons). Nowadays its more common for people to have their 'own version' of Usagi and create a character who's completely separate from the Samari Rabbit guy. It's like if people were like "this is my version of Miles Morales :)" and it's a different guy every single time
#bambi's rambling#i tend to stay out of shipping circles anyway but it's definitely funny to me how usagi really feels like its now just the standard name#that people give to a Rabbit Boy who Exists to Be Shipped with Leo#and he can have any variety of character traits or appearances#like yall those are OCs who happen to share a name at this point#usagi is an existing character with established lore relationships and personality#and from what i know his interactions with the TMNT are usually crossovers between his media and theirs#so he's not a tmnt character so much as a guy who gets pulled into TMNT for fun but has his own story and conflicts going on and whatnot#and you can ignore that if you want its no skin off my teeth lol#its just funny to me how this started off as largely a crossover thing and now its a bunch of characters that are functionally OCs
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i'm plagued by like a terrible crystal clear idea for an AU that I'll never write and would need way more context to be Anything but is still evocative enough to make me go oughhhhh I Want it.
#the au is like semi-modern Fantastical but not Fantasy#with fisherman Laios living in a seaside town with Falin and daydreaming about the mysteries of the deep#and. selkie Kabru. who hides his seal skin and sneaks onto land to study people.#and Laios is not miserable but he's a little sad and a little melancholy and old enough that he knows he should be accepting that this is i#this is his life. its not so bad. he and Falin are getting by. they were able to leave home. they have jobs and a place to live#and food on the table#but you know he still has dreams of finding something magical to sweep him off his feet. feels a little guilty of how much he longs for it.#and then there's Kabru who is infinitely curious about the Surface World like he's full Ariel Mode running away from home#doing Dangerous Things because he wants to know more#and he's clever and funny and interested in Laios for some reason??? and he's BEAUTIFUL#and then there are layers of secrets and Laios has ya know his Fisherman Depression#but like they are pulled into each other's worlds#man like I DONT EVEN GO *THAT* HARD FOR LAIOS/KABRU BUT THIS JUST. ITS LODGED IN MY HEAD CURRENTLY
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😭😭 hes such a little diva bitch
#tbh. me#like aw great thanks for touching me man now i gotta go scrub my skin off#hes so effortlessly hilarious. no wonder josh is in love with him#that aghasted look from 'crime' to 'criminal'#his split second prissy little hand on hip#'josh... this ZEBRA STRIPED SERVANT! ..just ACCOSTED me !!!'#GET. HIM. ASS .#nobut he did not have to pull his arm down like it's a railroad crossin sign ure not gonna abide to so now ure splattered across the tracks#if stef doesnt want a guard he bowling pin flipped on top of him touching him#he does NOT want u GRABBING him HELLO??#U ARE NOT BUFF ENOUGH 4 THAT!!!!#hands off the princess pal 😾#yall dont be doing a good enough job to have those kinds of privileges buddy#back UP#diggs
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Gonna use this image any time someone says something low key sexist about Sable (ie "she's showing too much skin" regarding a fucking bathing suit 😭🤦)
I don't hear you complaining about Spirit 😭
#I swear to god some people in this community#just say ‘cover them up whore’ like a normal sexist does#also people who targeted the sables because of their bathing suit outfit and then others saying it’s fine to do that#because of what she’s wearing… do you not hear yourselves?!#purity culture will be the death of us all#and then when you play sable because you look and dress like her and then people say whoever plays her is a ‘gooner’#get off the fucking internet and talk to an actual alt woman#(this is low key a vague post about someone streaming with their friends and making fun of the sable that joined the three of them because#she had the bathing suit skin on and they were saying shit like ‘what a normal amount of clothing you have’ and the whole chat joined in.#it was the first game and I literally couldn’t watch them after that because it just made me so mad. YOU DON’T KNOW WHO’S BEHIND THE SCREEN#for all you know it’s just an alt woman who likes the outfit and your making fun of her because you think skin = sex = gooner which says a#hella lot about YOU more than the person playing her. if you know who I'm vauging about don't be a dick and harass them or send this to the#I was so mad that I just closed the stream and reblogged sable pictures because this hate against her so fucking insane.#I'm not trying to start drama. I'm just tired of this bullshit. I don't think they knew how insensitive stuff like what they were saying is#(even though they really should have; they're an adult and their words having meaning and they clearly have a young fanbase that looks up#them so they should be more careful about the shit they say) but I'm not here to try to fight anyone. I'm just furious about#constantly having to point out how fucking stupid this is and how it's rooted in sexism and purity culture.#when you say this shit you're not just 'making fun of a character'. you're indirectly making fun of alt women who dress less conservatively#you are indirectly shaming a group of people who already have to deal with prejudice outside of your 'jokes')#I love how misogyny and sexism is such a funny joke to these guys (no I don't)#I’m so fucking sick of how this community treats alt women#(speaking as an alt fashion afab person myself)#anyway. I'm just going to eat my dinner in silence.#nah who am I kidding I'm pulling up [popular 90s anime magical girl show staring 'rabbit' whose tag I don't want this to go to]#dead by daylight#dbd#rant#mint mumbles
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These new jjk and csm chapter leaks are fucking insane like actually what is going on. Leave those poor guys alone
#text#like actually. What#My jaw drops further and further with every new chapter leak from both jjk and csm#Free Denji and Yuuji bro😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 Haven't had a day of peace AT ALL#Writing is so good that it makes me want to pull my skin off I love n hate u Gege and Fujimoto
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just decided on a halloween costume and already made my first purchase. it may or may not be fortnite related
#personal#i’m so excited#i’ve wanted to dress up as a skin for a while but all my faves are too elaborate/expensive#but i think i can pull this one off for less than $50
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regretting my life choices
#not really but#i got a few of the annoying moles removed from my body today but the anesthetic is wearing off and i can feel the stitches#pulling on my skin now i want to rip them off so bad
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He wants to open his skin and crawl into it and never come back, he wants to wrap himself in his powers and never come out, he wants to crawl into a hole and never return, he wants to turn his organs into nests for him to lay, and burry himself under their crimson comfort. Go deep into his head, away from all this pressure.
#mob psycho 100#mp100#shigeo kageyama#body horror#when you're sick and sad this is what happens I guess?#some random snibbits from Black Sweatshirt#it does not get this body horror just....the descriptions of panic do#because having a panic attack makes me want to pull my skin off sometimes#...just me?#cool#my art
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im ngl i had a lil breakdown before my shower (which i took just before i went to bed to chill and watch the new eps) abt some thought-id-already-worked-all-thru-it irl stuff that resurfaced on me like trauma tends to and i just
it made everything in the show so. I don't know how to say it right. but i feel seen and understood and emotionally overwhelmed in a safe yet weird way, just like i did with a lot of s1 and I am Feeling So Much akdnfkgb (i cannot stress enough that this is a Good Thing and I'm absolutely thrilled and happy with the new eps and like. Going to be fine mentally I just gotta wrangle this like i have the times before.)
#text post#god i need a therapist that specialises in PTSD when i can afford therapy again#in the meantime recognition of the self thru the admired other while im in this state weirdly helps#makes me feel like im gonna burst out of my skin and I'm blasting metal in my ear buds to deal with that for now#gonna sleep eventually#i think lmao#im fine honestly bc like. this is not my first breakdown by any means but just. the fucking timing could not have been better#that said i both need a hug and absolutely could not handle being touched rn so that's something#no one's gonna read this far so im gonna just let myself have one little extra messy vent in that#my stupid fucking dad triggered part of this last one and I'm so mad abt it#he doesn't give two fucks abt me now (but he'd pretend to if he saw me in person bc jason LOVES keeping up appearances)#and he would just do a little nod and smile and talk over me telling him all that's happened this last year#i moved across the fucking country with help from friends so i wouldn't wind up dead in ND#and that's the thing i keep surviving and I dont understand why when I'm so often stressed and struggling to want to live#that and more has been sitting weighing and i just. want to tell him all of this and for him to be proud of me#he'll never be proud of me the way i want bc even my mum hasn't pulled that off#where they're proud of me as I am with no caveats or hiding parts of myself#if u think this is bad pls know i deleted a maximum tags tag essay/trauma dump just before this on this post lmao#i am In The Soup rn but it's gonna be fine#gonna rewatch s2 eps and be slightly but safely triggered by bits of ed and izzys stuff and get stoned and try to. process feelings#find some ptsd therapy worksheets online like dr. blohm suggested i try#forgive me the long tags and scroll by it fast if u want/need friends ill try to contain my current mess to this post & few others
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had a plan today. it was
remember that there's a place nearby where you can rent a fancy gaming pc for $12 (for an hour)
realize that this would probably be able to run the dawntrail benchmark
i could use this to see what i want to fantasia ahris'a into...
attempt to go there after bounsweet community day
its closed :(
#ominous rumbling in the distance#ahris'a adventure#my newer; dumber idea is to ask a friend and have them stream the benchmark for me#but idk if anyone would actually want to do that. plus i would be like#ok now try all the skin tone options i wanna see what looks best!!#and i really just need that for myself#this is the curse of having a mac#i have wondered if i could enable the benchmark using wine. but honestly i dont think my computer has enough space left to pull that off#... but it is worth a shot esp since this didnt work#EDIT: oh shit its like 4gb i do have that much space
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people don’t utilize their teeth enough
#like yeah you can eat#but you can Bite and Chew and Pull whatever you want#these bitches are Harsh#anyway still hoping one day I get to rip someone’s skin off with my teeth
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oh god how do i stop the yearning
#THEY DON'T WANT ME#WHY WON'T MY BRAIN LISTEN#i want my best friends to touch me#i want them to lift up my shirt to touch my skin#i want their hands on my thighs#i want them to pull off my clothes lovingly before going down on meeee#i want them to partake in the body they've finally made me feel so comfortable and safe in#but they don't want me like that#they've said they don't want a third#i just wish they'd either change their minds or stop showing up in my fantasies#because this is getting so unbearable#I'm unable to even go see them because the desire is too strong#i don't want to ruin anything...
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something on my mind rn. as you all know i’m a lesbian. applause from the audience. and sometimes it just gets to be like annoying when. well. so i have at least A friend who’s asked me several times over ‘so you don’t have Any attraction to men? like at all?’ and i know they’re not being like malicious but you know. that answer has not changed since like seventh grade. and in the same vein it just feels aggravating when i have the nerve to say Oh i think she seems like a lesbian. that’s giving dyke. etc. and to be met with ‘umm well maybe she actually does like men.’ like. first of all in personal conversations if i’m just saying shit chances are i’m just going off of patterns from my own life or other lesbians i know. i’m not here for Bi Erasure and i promise you in this context your attraction to men is not ever invalidated as much as my lack of it. esp in college with so many people talking about their dating/app experiences and etc it’s 99.9999% of the time about men and i just Can’t participate in that conversation which is yk not the end of the world but a bit isolating and even if i do contribute anything it just feels like… a slight Stiffening like. and even just getting brushed off with Well yeah but you’re not even into guys. like real! i still have eyes though. and esp when my attraction isn’t being celebrated and engaged with in the way theirs is it’s just really fucking lonely! and maybe that’s a gross inner voice of insecurity that i’m projecting onto them but like you must get what i mean right. there’s still this odd air specifically around people who Do Not engage with men at all. and if i do make any kind of joke or comment abt someone maybe just Not being into guys i’m made into the asshole who’s invalidating their experiences etc when like. i’m just saying shit man idk. and it’s like many of these people are bi and claim attraction to women but get so like uncomfortable actually talking about it. i don’t think i’m the one with problems! i think there’s still some internalized shit there. you know. anyway all this to say as much as we’ve had the conversation of invalidating bi attraction some of you need to think about not treating gay attraction as this secondary awkward weird elephant in the room. and on a more personal note on top of the Everything that was getting under my skin last night this was just a cherry on top where i was feeling soo… misunderstood and invalidated lol even tho again i largely think those friends were being very supportive and kind to me. this is just one thing i was like. 😐
#esp cause the other one literally pulled the. well idk a man would have to be like Perfect but id still hook up with one. yeah it could be#any woman literally but you know men aren’t totally out of the picture if they’re like. Actually the most attractive man ever and then#i could just pretend it’s not a man#… and you want me to act like that’s not a dyke thing to say. like ok#i didn’t say that to her face btw she can figure that out herself. but you get what i’m working with#it’s so frustrating and truly. once again. just isolating. cause as long as people claim they’re into men it’s like they have this in for#so much bonding that i will never access cause i don’t give a fuck about men. so it’s like yeah i get defensive#esp speaking about a situation in which someone behaved so egregiously homoerotically with me and displayed many signs of um. being gay#and then could just run off with her bf she didn’t even seem to be that attracted to. u can see where#as MUCH as it’s not my goddamn business. when i’m dragged into that it would absolutely get under my skin and of course i’d say some stupid#shit about her needing to accept lesbianism into her heart. lol#because unfortch. yeah. That still came up as part of this. as much as i’d like to just forget it and move on#she just somehow fucking comes up and now it’s not even me obsessively talking abt it. it’s like that situation just cannot leave me alone#for my peace of mind. it’s been months. and that’s also sad and fucked for me cause it’s like#as horrible as that was for my like self esteem and peace of mind. it’s the fucking Only thing i had going for me in a long ass time#and since it just worked so well i latched onto it yk. and i have to trust as i get more confident and move on in the world#i’ll attract better people and whatnot#but it’s like personally extremely lonely and then just feels like an added stupid layer when. it just feels so invalidated in a way. idk#like no i did not have a relationship that i can technically mourn i just had a weird connection with someone who wouldn’t admit even the#slightest attraction even if it was glaringly obvious. it just preys on this stupid fucking loneliness i feel too. and i KNOW i don’t need#to constantly validate that and whatever and none of my friends actually think i’m delusional#it’s just that. i need to get a grip and not cling to it. like just accept it for what it is and go on. and when it’s brought up at random#when i’m already in a stupid sensitive spot it’s hard. u know. and then also w these friends they’re not used to hyperbole so when i say#shit like well i hope they die. they’re like Omg! 🙀 and i’m like oh my god i don’t mean that literally like. hello#this whole thing was not about film girl but of course she made a silly little guest appearance. in conversation#which is just embarrassing for me. you know.#pisses me off that she can move on and probably act like nothing even happened meanwhile i was over here sobbing like i’d been through#a heartbreak. and i’m remembered as like obsessive silly goofy crazy for it. and i was. but damn i’ve taken accountability for it 😭#abby talks#long post
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