#i want to pull off my skin
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Currently suffering from period cramps so i drew lightning mcqueen pixar cars also suffering from cramps thats the post for todayow ow ow ow it hurts ow
Oh and also-
#disney pixar#pixar cars#cars fandom#lightning mcqueen#sally carrera#cars fanart#my art#artists on tumblr#buscofem mim ajude#i want to pull off my skin
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Extremely funny to me that PiglinMyNose's character journey is "Death game with SnifferMyFeet" followed by "Eating pancakes in Decked Out 2" followed by "Tagging after Joel in Hermitcraft Season 10" followed by "Recording murder mystery skits."
Every time NameMC gives us a new PiglinMyNose skin, I just imagine he's busy with his acting work and SnifferMyFeet is sitting in an empty auditorium with a big sign that says '10' and he's like "WOO-HOO! Yeah! I know him!"
He would probably do this if Joel's intro skits were a live theater performance too. And he'd be dragged out by other Hermits while kicking and yelling.
Later you find out he's sprawled atop the concessions bar just idly kicking his feet and waiting for the show to finish. He misses his friend.
#Hermitcraft#hermitblr#PiglinMyNose#SnifferMyFeet#Joel Smallishbeans#Sniff and Pig#mcyt#Comics I would draw if I didn't feel like it's an uphill explanation to recap what Pig has to do with Joel#Fun fact: In my OG draft for Dog's Life all the cam accounts were like robots and players would steal spare parts off them#hence Pig being jumpy and nervous when Lizzie wanted to put him back on spectator in Chapter 6. but... then I loved him#Listen my society of underground fellas are outside a lot of common morals but they're not ''Let's harvest cameras for parts'' gone skldjf#There's still a scene in the upcoming draft where Skizz pulls his camera out of a coffin but. that will probably change.#Also I had a version where Pig and Sniff were just skins that Grian and Joel took turns wearing. but that was before I realized Lazy = Pig#I'm glad I gave Sniff a body. but him complaining that he feels disconnected from it is largely a reference to that empty skin#Ah memories...#As of 5/31 Pig is cosplaying as Grian and I fear what he and Joel are up to. Is this thumbnail or more murder skit? Hmm...
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idkw every time i cut myself a fringe i'm surprised that i get sensory overload from my hair TOUCHING MY FACE
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i'm plagued by like a terrible crystal clear idea for an AU that I'll never write and would need way more context to be Anything but is still evocative enough to make me go oughhhhh I Want it.
#the au is like semi-modern Fantastical but not Fantasy#with fisherman Laios living in a seaside town with Falin and daydreaming about the mysteries of the deep#and. selkie Kabru. who hides his seal skin and sneaks onto land to study people.#and Laios is not miserable but he's a little sad and a little melancholy and old enough that he knows he should be accepting that this is i#this is his life. its not so bad. he and Falin are getting by. they were able to leave home. they have jobs and a place to live#and food on the table#but you know he still has dreams of finding something magical to sweep him off his feet. feels a little guilty of how much he longs for it.#and then there's Kabru who is infinitely curious about the Surface World like he's full Ariel Mode running away from home#doing Dangerous Things because he wants to know more#and he's clever and funny and interested in Laios for some reason??? and he's BEAUTIFUL#and then there are layers of secrets and Laios has ya know his Fisherman Depression#but like they are pulled into each other's worlds#man like I DONT EVEN GO *THAT* HARD FOR LAIOS/KABRU BUT THIS JUST. ITS LODGED IN MY HEAD CURRENTLY
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😭😭 hes such a little diva bitch
#tbh. me#like aw great thanks for touching me man now i gotta go scrub my skin off#hes so effortlessly hilarious. no wonder josh is in love with him#that aghasted look from 'crime' to 'criminal'#his split second prissy little hand on hip#'josh... this ZEBRA STRIPED SERVANT! ..just ACCOSTED me !!!'#GET. HIM. ASS .#nobut he did not have to pull his arm down like it's a railroad crossin sign ure not gonna abide to so now ure splattered across the tracks#if stef doesnt want a guard he bowling pin flipped on top of him touching him#he does NOT want u GRABBING him HELLO??#U ARE NOT BUFF ENOUGH 4 THAT!!!!#hands off the princess pal 😾#yall dont be doing a good enough job to have those kinds of privileges buddy#back UP#diggs
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He wants to open his skin and crawl into it and never come back, he wants to wrap himself in his powers and never come out, he wants to crawl into a hole and never return, he wants to turn his organs into nests for him to lay, and burry himself under their crimson comfort. Go deep into his head, away from all this pressure.
#mob psycho 100#mp100#shigeo kageyama#body horror#when you're sick and sad this is what happens I guess?#some random snibbits from Black Sweatshirt#it does not get this body horror just....the descriptions of panic do#because having a panic attack makes me want to pull my skin off sometimes#...just me?#cool#my art
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Gonna use this image any time someone says something low key sexist about Sable (ie "she's showing too much skin" regarding a fucking bathing suit 😭🤦)
I don't hear you complaining about Spirit 😭
#I swear to god some people in this community#just say ‘cover them up whore’ like a normal sexist does#also people who targeted the sables because of their bathing suit outfit and then others saying it’s fine to do that#because of what she’s wearing… do you not hear yourselves?!#purity culture will be the death of us all#and then when you play sable because you look and dress like her and then people say whoever plays her is a ‘gooner’#get off the fucking internet and talk to an actual alt woman#(this is low key a vague post about someone streaming with their friends and making fun of the sable that joined the three of them because#she had the bathing suit skin on and they were saying shit like ‘what a normal amount of clothing you have’ and the whole chat joined in.#it was the first game and I literally couldn’t watch them after that because it just made me so mad. YOU DON’T KNOW WHO’S BEHIND THE SCREEN#for all you know it’s just an alt woman who likes the outfit and your making fun of her because you think skin = sex = gooner which says a#hella lot about YOU more than the person playing her. if you know who I'm vauging about don't be a dick and harass them or send this to the#I was so mad that I just closed the stream and reblogged sable pictures because this hate against her so fucking insane.#I'm not trying to start drama. I'm just tired of this bullshit. I don't think they knew how insensitive stuff like what they were saying is#(even though they really should have; they're an adult and their words having meaning and they clearly have a young fanbase that looks up#them so they should be more careful about the shit they say) but I'm not here to try to fight anyone. I'm just furious about#constantly having to point out how fucking stupid this is and how it's rooted in sexism and purity culture.#when you say this shit you're not just 'making fun of a character'. you're indirectly making fun of alt women who dress less conservatively#you are indirectly shaming a group of people who already have to deal with prejudice outside of your 'jokes')#I love how misogyny and sexism is such a funny joke to these guys (no I don't)#I’m so fucking sick of how this community treats alt women#(speaking as an alt fashion afab person myself)#anyway. I'm just going to eat my dinner in silence.#nah who am I kidding I'm pulling up [popular 90s anime magical girl show staring 'rabbit' whose tag I don't want this to go to]#dead by daylight#dbd#rant#mint mumbles
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These new jjk and csm chapter leaks are fucking insane like actually what is going on. Leave those poor guys alone
#text#like actually. What#My jaw drops further and further with every new chapter leak from both jjk and csm#Free Denji and Yuuji bro😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 Haven't had a day of peace AT ALL#Writing is so good that it makes me want to pull my skin off I love n hate u Gege and Fujimoto
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anyone ever feel like dissecting themselves
#like i can feel each part of my ribcage and what if i just carefully peeled my skin off with a knife and take out my lungs#and cut my heart out and throw it into the small jewellery box on on my desk before bleeding out#or cutting my feet of and removing each bone and counting it or pulling my eyeballs out or cutting my mouth in half where my jaw hinges#im so normal guys dont worry about it#this is not in a self harm way more out of curiosity and if its not me id be wanting to hurt my family or friends or someone i love#i. might not be normal.
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just decided on a halloween costume and already made my first purchase. it may or may not be fortnite related
#personal#i’m so excited#i’ve wanted to dress up as a skin for a while but all my faves are too elaborate/expensive#but i think i can pull this one off for less than $50
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my flesh prison is making me sad.
#eugh I can't look at my reflection I want to pull off my skin#this is a horrid feeling and it hasn't been this bad in awhile
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regretting my life choices
#not really but#i got a few of the annoying moles removed from my body today but the anesthetic is wearing off and i can feel the stitches#pulling on my skin now i want to rip them off so bad
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im ngl i had a lil breakdown before my shower (which i took just before i went to bed to chill and watch the new eps) abt some thought-id-already-worked-all-thru-it irl stuff that resurfaced on me like trauma tends to and i just
it made everything in the show so. I don't know how to say it right. but i feel seen and understood and emotionally overwhelmed in a safe yet weird way, just like i did with a lot of s1 and I am Feeling So Much akdnfkgb (i cannot stress enough that this is a Good Thing and I'm absolutely thrilled and happy with the new eps and like. Going to be fine mentally I just gotta wrangle this like i have the times before.)
#text post#god i need a therapist that specialises in PTSD when i can afford therapy again#in the meantime recognition of the self thru the admired other while im in this state weirdly helps#makes me feel like im gonna burst out of my skin and I'm blasting metal in my ear buds to deal with that for now#gonna sleep eventually#i think lmao#im fine honestly bc like. this is not my first breakdown by any means but just. the fucking timing could not have been better#that said i both need a hug and absolutely could not handle being touched rn so that's something#no one's gonna read this far so im gonna just let myself have one little extra messy vent in that#my stupid fucking dad triggered part of this last one and I'm so mad abt it#he doesn't give two fucks abt me now (but he'd pretend to if he saw me in person bc jason LOVES keeping up appearances)#and he would just do a little nod and smile and talk over me telling him all that's happened this last year#i moved across the fucking country with help from friends so i wouldn't wind up dead in ND#and that's the thing i keep surviving and I dont understand why when I'm so often stressed and struggling to want to live#that and more has been sitting weighing and i just. want to tell him all of this and for him to be proud of me#he'll never be proud of me the way i want bc even my mum hasn't pulled that off#where they're proud of me as I am with no caveats or hiding parts of myself#if u think this is bad pls know i deleted a maximum tags tag essay/trauma dump just before this on this post lmao#i am In The Soup rn but it's gonna be fine#gonna rewatch s2 eps and be slightly but safely triggered by bits of ed and izzys stuff and get stoned and try to. process feelings#find some ptsd therapy worksheets online like dr. blohm suggested i try#forgive me the long tags and scroll by it fast if u want/need friends ill try to contain my current mess to this post & few others
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had a plan today. it was
remember that there's a place nearby where you can rent a fancy gaming pc for $12 (for an hour)
realize that this would probably be able to run the dawntrail benchmark
i could use this to see what i want to fantasia ahris'a into...
attempt to go there after bounsweet community day
its closed :(
#ominous rumbling in the distance#ahris'a adventure#my newer; dumber idea is to ask a friend and have them stream the benchmark for me#but idk if anyone would actually want to do that. plus i would be like#ok now try all the skin tone options i wanna see what looks best!!#and i really just need that for myself#this is the curse of having a mac#i have wondered if i could enable the benchmark using wine. but honestly i dont think my computer has enough space left to pull that off#... but it is worth a shot esp since this didnt work#EDIT: oh shit its like 4gb i do have that much space
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to be quite honest i'm not entirely over having my teenage body scrutinized and deemed overly scandalous and inappropriate at various times by insane staff and faculty in evangelical high school for existing in leggings or a dress. just things i'm thinking upon and getting enraged over this nye. imagine having a normal body image
#couldn't wear leggings or tight pants in the cult school and once was pulled aside by a male teacher who told me my shirt was too low#(the shirt had literally been given to me by the dorm dean) full offense but i hope he dies painfully#and then at the next (liberal by adventist standards) school had dress check every fri night and sat morning to go to mandatory church#in last two years had a fully evil head dean who pulled me aside on my way to sunday breakfast to look at my ass and tell me no one wanted#to see that and when we had (also mandatory) 'banquets' instead of prom she told me at the (mandatory) dress precheck that the dress i#borrowed was too tight around the armpits (?) and i needed to fix it (i just hiked it up higher when i had to walk past her to leave and#she didnt notice) i dont even remember what kind of dress it was#this woman was so cartoonishly evil. people whose skin i would rip off and burn in front of them#also if i were skinny u know none of these evil motherfuckers would have looked twice#i literally will never be able to afford enough therapy to fix the damage these people + my mother did to my self image....anyway#oh plus purity culture..........wow its crazy how my eating habits are abnormal idk why#i hate adventists sm#wait im not done. this woman also put up a sign on the front doors of the dorm about how us girls have to 'protect the men of our campus'#by not wearing leggings etc. die in a fire. ok im done#me#ed tw#(?) just in case#ex sda
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people don’t utilize their teeth enough
#like yeah you can eat#but you can Bite and Chew and Pull whatever you want#these bitches are Harsh#anyway still hoping one day I get to rip someone’s skin off with my teeth
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