#i want to crawl into a hole and die

[sneezysubbyboi]

hhhhh my parents stumbled across some girl's asmr on YT and they asked what asmr was, so I explained the basic gist like "it's a whole video where they go close to a mic and speak softly and soothingly right in your ear, it can be a relaxing thing or stimulating for people" and my mom deadass said "oh, like how you listened to sneezing?" even after all these years they never forgot 💀

[elegyofdionysus]

Me anytime I do something embarrassing and cringeworthy: *puts earpods in and blasts music* okay I just need to not be alone with my thoughts for the rest of the month. Easy.

[catcatb0y]

It feels really dumb crying over a video game, but seriously. Nine days of work. All the resources and hours I pooled into this, all of the rationing and the set ups- I filled up so much of a Discord channel just plotting the best way to get everything done.

I obsessively checked my placement all day.

Only to find out that they game glitched on me. Instead of being just barelg ahead by a hundred places... I was behind by four hundred.

And I didn't find out until less than a hour until the Event end. I spent over thirty minutes just huddled over my phone, hoping I could clear just enough-

But I couldn't.

Every single resource that I had been saving- wasted. All of the time I poured into this- wasted. Every day, every time I pushed to keep playing to just move me over the edge.

And I failed.

A hundred places behind my one fucking goal. Nine days, all that anxiety, wasting everything that I had saved, and I just barely failed.

There's nothing that I can do about it either.

The hard work I put into obsessing, the hard work I put into grinding, the hard work I put into getting those resources to begin with- all for nothing. Because of a glitch. Because I was so busy with real shit that I didn't think to obsessively double check it in every room of the house. Everything gone for nothing.

[ochalife]

I spilled a specimen 15mins into my shift, dropped a glass slide in front of my CIs, took a 5min nap during lunch break, processed like 50 specimens in 8 hours, went head-on with an asshole driver on the way home and stood my ground and am in a terrible, terrible mood. God I’m literally gonna go insane if I don’t get proper rest soon I swear

[solacecent]

I'm never going to live the life I want to have:(

[femme-lovely]

Okay, I am sick, sick

[orenjibot]

I. Man i shouldnt have posted that art cause i keep finding mistakes with it 😭

Its okay i can always color adjust it later. I just. Dunno why my brain borked when it came to color picking today lol

[can-we-die-now]

somebody please send help

[justalonelybitch]

I'm helping

Hanahaki

BY OFFERING MY NECK???????

[r7inyz]

finally played this game after hearing about it 3 years ago.. some stuff...yeah

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

something is wrong with me (/j) because I can't even handle 92 degree weather from inside a house filled with window AC units without wanting to rip everyone's head off, die, and throw up in that order

[akiiame-blog]

God politics are so bad for my anxiety and it's everywhere on my Twitter timeline right now, I hate itttttt

[pluviatrix]

aaaouuugh 😭😭😭😭😭😭 OUAGH !!!! 😭😭😭

[eddiethehunted]

depressed because i am still hyperfixating on steddie and st in general but i’m just so burnt out. i can’t even recover from the burnout bc i just keep having to work and i can’t afford to not work. i can never just rest. so i have no energy to think about anything fun or even draw or write which i WANT to do!!! i just feel like a failure idk 😔 i know it isn’t like my responsibility to provide content but i like being active in fandoms!! i just have 0 energy to even do anything bc im so depressed and that just makes me more depressed 😭

[llokmacd]

Hey I knew exactly what was gonna happen in episode 8 of TLOU and somehow was not prepared?? Like how did they make David more terrifying?

First of all: he was a teacher before this? Barf. “I’ve always had a violent heart” or whatever? Double barf. This man has done this countless times.

When he hit that girl and sat and ate right in front of them I knew in my gut he was going to be worse than in the game. Obviously the show doesn’t have to move on so you can play. The whole thing is meant to be observed. So they can flesh stuff out. But oh my god

And then AND THEN DURING THE FIGHT?!??? BEFORE ELLIE KILLED HIM?!??!?!??? The screams were so realistic I started sobbing and dry heaving. I don’t care that I knew she’d be fine in the end. It scared me and reduced me back to my experiences and how horrible they were. And there was nothing I could do. I couldn’t press a button. I just had to watch. And when he said something about “the fight makes it better” or whatever? Extra barf I cannot

And the disassociation afterwards?!?!??? Like?!???!??? Correct. You don’t know what’s going on or if you’re safe and she’s still in shock and she did get to get her aggression out on him (since Joel didn’t come in like in the game) but oh my god the immediate defense mechanism?!???

Give Bella Ramsey all of the awards because they deserve it and also give me a Xanax because I had a panic attack and sat rocking back and forth sobbing on my couch for like 30-40 minutes

A lot of stuff was similar to the game too. “Tell them Ellie is the little girl who broke your fucking finger!” Always a classic. But this was definitely MORE than the game. Just as a warning

[louisferrignojr]

petition to change the spelling of the word friend to remove the i because it's unnecessary anyway