#i want to be held and conforted by them again as i fall asleep

[the-skaia-collecve]

I can not live laugh love in these conditions

[mixsethaddams]

Eddie and Steve were sitting on the back porch of the little two bedroom house that Owens and his merry band of government lackies gave to the Munsons in exchange for signed NDAs.

It was getting late and Steve knows he should go home, but Eddie keeps finding new conversations to strike up and it just feels too natural to keep responding. Getting up and announcing he was going home would be downright rude. The deckchair he was lounging in was confortable too, so it just made more sense to stay.

Eddie passed Steve the joint they had been nursing between them. Steve had lost track of what they were talking about a long time ago. He was too caught up in the low rumble of Eddie’s voice, quiet enough to make it feel like they were sharing secrets even if they were all alone with nothing scandalous to say. It didn’t matter what Eddie was saying. Steve was happy to just listen. The subtle fizz of the weed spread across his skin as he leaned his head back and enjoyed the light breeze that cut through the warm night.

Today was the same as every other day.

Steve woke up, showered, picked Robin up for work, and then spent eight hours rewinding tapes. He listened to her go on and on about her latest discovery of why Vickie was the perfect person, adding commentary where needed. Steve was happy for her, he was. He just wished she wasn’t so distracted. Not today.

And then he ferried Mike to Dustin’s, Will to the hospital to visit Max, brought Lucas home from the hospital so he could shower and then right back over again. He was barely through the door when Eddie called and asked how his day was, insisting Steve come over to hang out when he heard it was just ‘fine, average, nothing special’.

Steve had wanted nothing more than to fall asleep on the couch with a terrible tv movie in the background. There was something about Eddie, though. Something in the way he moved, the way he said Steve’s name and dragged his teeth along his bottom lip over the V sound. The thoughts of staring at the stars with Eddie might just be the one thing that could redeem today. Even if no one else would understand.

Steve arrived thirty seconds before two large pizzas, courtesy of one of Argyle’s buddies in the business. They each had all Steve’s favourite toppings. Which was weird because Eddie definitely didn’t like olives or pineapple. Steve had a cold beer in one hand and hot slice in the other before he even said ‘hello’.

If there was any way Steve wanted to spend the final hours of today, it was with Eddie. He knew why, of course. He bit his tongue every time he got close to saying it out loud, but he knew exactly what that something was.

“And I figured hey, if it means I don’t have to sell weed to highschoolers anymore, then why not, you know?”

Steve’s brain took a second to catch up to Eddie’s train of thought about his new job. He was going to be working in a garage with Reefer Rick’s nephew.

“Totally,” said Steve, sipping the mostly empty bottle in his hand, the liquid warmed by being held so long. “I bet you’ll be great at it too,”

“Yeah well,” said Eddie, quirking his eyebrows. “I hope so,”

They fell into silence again and Steve started to think it might not be rude to leave any more. The joint was down to the nub, the beer was gone, and Eddie’s eyelids were looking heavy.

“I should, uh…” said Steve, shifting his weight on the chair to stand up.

“Why didn’t you tell them?” asked Eddie, looking up at the moon. Steve could see its reflection in his eyes.

Steve stopped.

“Tell who?” he asked. “Tell them what?”

Eddie sighed.

“It’s your birthday, man…” breathed Eddie. “Why didn’t you tell anyone?”

“Oh…” said Steve. He could feel his face heat up. “I don’t… I guess its not a big deal for me… Not for years…”

Eddie nodded solemnly.

“You’re too good for us, Harrington,” said Eddie, shaking his head. “I saw what you did for Robin’s birthday. Did she remember, at least?”

Steve didn’t say anything. He knew he’d probably get a frantic apology and a card tomorrow. It wasn’t like he was going to hold it against her.

“Pizza and beer isn’t exactly the five star treatment you deserve,” said Eddie. “Hope it’s enough to, you know, make today not suck entirely,”

Eddie waved his hand around in a circle, as if gesturing to the very day itself.

“This actually might be the best end to a birthday I’ve ever had,” admitted Steve. “So, you know, thanks. For doing this for me, I mean,”

“Thanks for eating all the olives,” joked Eddie, draining his beer bottle. “Besides, any excuse to hang out with you, I’ll take it,”

“Yeah?” asked Steve, his voice smaller than he expected.

“Yeah,” answered Eddie gently. “I like being with you,”

Steve’s stomach lurched. He followed Eddie’s gaze to the moon. She was beautiful tonight and Steve felt safe the cool glow she cast over them.

“How did you know?” asked Steve, playing with the hem of his sweater. “Or like, care?”

“Saw it on your license a whole back,” Eddie answered, lighting two cigarettes at once and handing one to Steve. “And I cared because… Because I care. I didn’t want you to be sad on your birthday,”

“Oh,” said Steve meekly. “I’m not sad. Not now. I’m happy now, so it worked,”

Steve took the offering of the cigarette and sat back in his chair, looking at his hand and the subtle hint of ‘don’t go’.

“Did you have a birthday wish?” asked Eddie, holding up the still-lit match. It was burning quickly down towards his fingertips.

“Just one…” said Steve slowly, looking through the flame at Eddie.

“A person?” asked Eddie.

Steve gulped, and nodded.

“So make it,” Eddie said. “Don’t tell me, or it won’t come true,”

Steve blew out the flame, still gazing into brown eyes, watching them turn black when the light was gone.

Eddie’s watch beeped. It was midnight.

“Didn’t come true,” said Steve sadly, his eyes still fixed on the point where Eddie had been holding the match between them.

“Give it time…” said Eddie softly.

Steve took a long drag of his cigarette and wondered if this is what every night would be like. If his wish came true and he got exactly what he wanted, would he sit out here and smoke and stare at the stars and listen to Eddie talk every night? Was he allowed to have that?

“I wished for the person that makes me happy,” said Steve, not looking over at Eddie but feeling bolstered by weed and boldened by beer.

“It won’t come true now,” teased Eddie, his voice low.

“Even if I tell them?” asked Steve, turning to look at Eddie. He looked into Eddie’s eyes again and thought of all the things he wanted to say. He felt something shift between them when Eddie didn’t look away.

“I made a wish on my birthday too,” said Eddie. “That didn’t come true either,”

“What did you wish for?” asked Steve.

Eddie’s arm flopped between their chairs, his cigarette burning steadily between his fingers.

“To make someone happy,” he said.

“Like…” whispered Steve.

Steve slowly moved his hand so it brushed against Eddie’s, the backs of their fingers rubbing together. Steve hooked Eddie’s pinkie with his own. Eddie looked at their hands and smiled gently.

“Yeah,” said Eddie quietly.

Steve hummed.

“Guess I just needed to wish for it too,” said Steve.

[kidge-planet]

Anaïs’ headcanons : Kidge's daughter/ Second kid...

new born :

the same people that cried the first time cried again.

Keith was mesmerized by how pretty his little princess (he started to call her that since the day he met her) was.

Kayden, her big brother, didn’t like her that much at first… But he was only 3yo.

She got many gifts from her family… Especially nonna Colleen.

Krolia also gifted her a blade and just like Kayden, Keith will give it to her when she’ll be ready.

She was crying less than Kayden when he was a newborn.

Just like she did with Kayden, Pidge filmed Keith when he first held Anaïs. The only difference is that he was now more confortable.

She sort of looked like Pidge but her hair was a bit darker and has Keith’s eyes.

Kosmo was allowed at the hospital and kept sniffing her and then licking Pidge’s face as if he was trying to congratulate her.

Colleen is very happy ; she wanted a grand-daughter so much!

Baby :

Just like her brother, She started to crawl early and was following Kosmo Around. The only difference is that she moves a bit less and sleeps a lot.

She is very VERY curious. Plus, whenever she sees something new to her, she immediatly wants to see it closer, touch it and put it in her mouth. Pidge and Keith learned to always keep an eye on her, so did Kosmo.

Once, she tried eating Kosmo’s fur. Pidge saw it ans immediatly stopped her.

She loves cuddles with her mommy and her daddy… Same with Kosmo and Kayden.

Kayden plays with her a lot, even tho he thinks she doesn’t play interesting games… ( She’s a baby, you give her a little car or a doll, she wont make sens out of it and will just put it in her mouth or throw it…)

She eats EVERYTHING except banana… She just doesn’t like it…

She also eats a LOT.

She likes watching cartoons and drawing… She’s just a baby so she doesn’t really understands the cartoons and when she draws, It doesn’t look like anything… But Pidge calls it « abstrait art » and keeps all of the drawings she does.

Once, there was a song on the TV and Anaïs tried singing even tho she can’t talk…. Pidge filmed that and it was so cute that she sent it to everyone…

She LOVES animals.

She also loves candies a bit too much…

Anaïs quickly started to try to walk… She was able to after less than a month even tho she still falls.

Her first word was « wolf ». Kayden laughed at this.

She admires her big brother and her father when they train. It makes her laugh when Kayden punches Keith.

She also likes to whatch her mommy when she works on her computer because the sound of the key-board is sort of relaxing to her.

She’s often curled up to Kosmo and asleep.

Once, she saw outside with Keith and found a racoon… She grabbed it and fortunately, the racoon didn’t hurt her…

Keith have a thousand nicknames for her ( he does for Kaiden too but I forgot to put it in his headcanons niebfvhnefv) His favorites are « princess », « baby », « Anna », « Annie », « my love » and « bunny »… Bunny is just because he thinks she’s cute and small, like a bunny…

She does drooly kisses… EW.

Kid :

She is still obsessed with animals… She once grabbed frogs and put them in her pockets… She then placed them in her room .

She also still draws a lot… « abstrait art »…

most importantly , SHE IS WAYYY TOO CURIOUS ! Now that she can talk, she asks a thousand questions, some times very useless or embarassing : « mommy, why does the lady wears a red dress ? », « Daddy, why is the baby so ugly ? » ( she said that one in front of the baby’s parents…), « Nonna, how we you do babie ? »

she gets sick often… Too often…

she started to train along with Keith and Kaiden… She learns to fight and to do many sports… She likes it a lot and she registered in a football club…

Her mother has a few jewlery and she took them to out it on her plushies…

She calls Matt « Uncle Matt-Matt ».

She is very out going ! At shcool, she’s friend with every single kids ! She’s the litteral opposit of her parents…

she climbs trees which often scare Keith and Pidge because the trees she climbs often look fragile.

She still is often found snuggled to Kosmo.

Despite her young age, she is very interested by sciences and plantes… So Pidge takes some time to explain some stuffs to her…. So does Colleen, Sam and Matt…

She likes to draw Pidge.

Keith treats her like a little princess and wants to show her how she should expect boys to treat her in the future. ( So he often buys her and Kaiden flowers, for exemple… He buys some to Kaiden too because Kaiden should know what to expect too and because he loves his son as much as his daughter )

When she discovered how meat was made, she cried and refused to meat ever again… She love animals way too much.

She and Kaiden enjoy to garden with their nonna.

Anaïs, just like her brother, loves space. So when granny Krolia is on earth, both of them beg her to take them in her ship to fly around earth.

Her room is a mess. Always.

I stop here because I have no inspiraton or headcanons left for her§ Hope you liked this and I'll write the last part as soon as possible! see yaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

[bubuslutty]

YOURE SO CRAZY FOR THIS, OH MY GOD???? 

AHHH YOU HAVE AN AMAZING BRAIN OH MY GOOOODDDD 😭🙏

Yes, yes and a thousand times, yes.

He'll do everything in his power to ignore the Captain and his bride, which is literally impossible because they're on the same ship, but at least, when they're working, he can focus on something else and not think about all the noises that are stuck in his head, plaguing him every night.

And worst of all is that König feels crazy because it seems like he's the only one noticing the teasing from the couple?

Like, the crew is so casual about it, shrugging it off everytime König mentions anything about the Captain's bride. Does she always get naked and jump out into the sea? 

"Yeah, sometimes." Gaz shrugs and gets cozy in his hammock, getting ready to sleep. 

Every turn König makes, any step he takes, he finds himself in the same radius as the Captain and his bride doing filthy things out in the open, be it on her knees, reducing the Captain to a moaning mess, or her, held against the wall while she's getting her guts rearranged. 

It's infuriating! 

And if they're not fucking, she looks at him like she wants to fuck him. 

König is so annoyed, jerking off his heavy cock raw almost every night. trying to just fucking fall asleep without dreaming about her pretty eyes and pretty breasts.

And so he starts working harder, taking over his mate's other duties, trying to exhaust himself so once his head hits the pillow he can pass out and sleep one night without any dreams.

And the crew notices, first happy to let someone else do their job for them, then they get suspicious and start talking amongst each other. The Captain hears about this and doesn't say anything about it, kind of amused, he wants to watch where this is going, what König is trying to do. That is until he slips and gets himself hurt, maybe he twists his wrist wrong and it swells and he can no longer move it for a while until it heals. 

He ends up getting scolded by Johnny, called an idiot by Simon and worried over by Gaz. Then he finds himself in the Captain's cabin, sitting on a sofa while the Captain's bride is slowly massaging his wrist with a cream. 

He can't even meet her eyes when she's telling him how reckless he was. They can't let their biggest and strongest man hurt himself, can they? 

All the while Price is staring at them from the other corner of the room, window open and blowing the smoke of his cigar outside. König feels like he's in a lion's den, any wrong move and he'd get eaten, by Price or his bride? He has no idea, but either terrify him.

"Please, be careful, alright?" She sighs, wrapping up his wrist in a tight but confortable bandage. 

(i'm no nurse I literally have no idea how to treat someone and I never gotten a wrist injury before, this is just silly smut lmao)

And when she's done wrapping him up, she kisses his wrist, "Here, so you'll heal quickly." 

And König feels absolutely deranged from getting hard from an innocent kiss!!! out all things!!! what the fuck is wrong with him??? 

"König, would you like a kiss?" She asks and König is about to fucking faint. like, what do you mean she just asked him if he wanted a kiss? 

He was actually starting to get dizzy, "What?" He dumbly said, as if he didn't hear every single word that came out of her mouth. 

"Would you like a kiss? You can say no, it's alright." She asks again, gently, as if she'd scare him away while Price is still watching. 

And of course he wants a kiss. He wants a kiss so bad. maybe more if he's allowed. but for now, he'd take a kiss, he'd take one kiss just to taste her. Just to remember her taste in his mouth when he's biting his fist and jerking his wet cock in a dark private corner in the ship when his balls get too full.

So he takes this chance and gives her a jerky nod, and she smiles like the fucking sun and the moon. And places a hand on one of his biceps, holding him, and he wants to scream. And uses the other hand to lift the hem of his hood, exposing his scarred upper lip. 

And she leans forward, slowly, like if she breathed too loud he'd vanish away. And glances up at him, "Still want a kiss?" 

"Yes– Yeah." He gulps, his trousers about to burst. 

And she presses their lips together, and he just freezes and flies to the moon and comes back to earth at the same time.

Her lips are so soft, warm, plush, and there's a hint of something sweet, like maybe cream or oil on her lips, she tastes like a woman, like the sweetest wine. And with a hint of tobacco in her breath and König flushes from head to toe because he knows she doesnt smoke.

He can taste his Captain on her lips, the Captain has been in her mouth, he knows, he's seen it. And even when the Captain kisses her, he's so filthy with it, tongue and all, sealing his claim on her lips like a stamp. 

And it's too much for König that he just cums in his trousers, right there, on the couch inside the Captain's cabin, just from a little kiss. 

When she pulls away König feels like dying, truly embarrassed and is already thinking of just packing up and jumping off the ship, swimming to the nearest Island to escape his embarrassement. 

"Did he just-" Price finally says something, his cigar held between two thick fingers. 

"Yeah, he did." His Angel smiles, and holds her hands on her chest, eyes glowing like it was Christmas while looking at the darkening spot between König's legs. 

"You cum so much, König." She says, utterly in awe and itching to touch his bulge, but she doesn't. 

his eyes are now burning with embarrassement while his fists are balled up at his sides, chest heaving up and down.

"Price, I want him. Can I have him? Please?" She suddenly turns around and asks the Captain and König feels like a mutt, like some sort of animal talked over as if he wasn't in the room, and worst of all, his cock is getting harder and harder each passing second if that was even possible. 

"Ask him, sweetheart." John smirks and she turns to look at him again, eyes twinkling with danger. 

"König, I have an offer to make." She says and König knows he's utterly and absolutely fucked. 

Pirate!Captain Price au (nsfw ver)

word count: 1.2k

tags: nsfw, f receiving, p in v, making out, spitting, skinny dipping, mentions of public sex (nobody gets caught tho)

warnings: kidnapping

a/n: I tend to go on a tangent with the story telling n lore instead of sticking to John fucking. ANWAY. I love him and if you also love him and have silly thoughts abt him and his boys, send me an ask, or comment, or reblog, whatever you want 💙

pirate!captain Price fucks like he's trying to kill you, with determination and pure hunger for it. He's a man on a mission, and nobody can stop him from getting what he wants.

Captain Price has wicked hips and a filthy walk, he's hot and he knows it. He's so comfortable in his skin, scars, fat, muscles, freckles and all. His movements are confident yet relaxed. He appears to be so sure of himself without doing anything, just standing there and people hate him for it. How infuriating is a man with such charm and confidence decided to become an outlaw, a pirate of all things.

So he knows how to use those hips, pounding his sweetheart on the mattress and making her wail and scream for him with how good he's making her feel.

pirate!captain Price has ridiculous core strenght, he could fuck his sweetheart for hours, rolling his hips against hers like he was born to fuck her. And he's so fucking filthy with it as well, "Too much for you? Should I slow down, sweetheart? hm?"

And slow down he does, rolling his hips deep deep in her guts, forcing her to listen to the filthy squelch that resonats in his Captain's cabin everytime their hips meet. And he has a dumb smile on his lips, obsessively watching where they meet between her legs.

And you better believe he'll kiss his pretty lady like he wanted to drink her up, he's nasty and it would be embarrassing to call what he's doing to her kissing, not even making out can cover how sinful he's with his mouth and tongue.

Pirate!Captain Price, when he's in a mood he'll even spit in her open mouth, holding her pretty face in his bigger, rough and scarred hand, then spitting right in her tongue, and he watches how her eyes roll at the back of her head and she moans loudly, swallowing his little offering.

He's also big on eating her out, be in his cabin, outside on the deck in the middle of the night under the stars, where anyone can catch them, or in a dark alleyway behind a pub. And because he has a beard, he likes to get it absolutely drenched and leave his sweetheart's inner thighs all red from the friction.

And he doesn't mind when she whines how much her inner thighs are bothering her, he just has a smug smile on his lips and apologizes with a coo, placing a wet kiss to her forehead and cheeks, and deep down he's not really sorry, but for his sweetheart, he'll coo and coddle until she melts over and over again in his arms.

Pirate!Captain Price barley kidnaps rich folks in exchange for ransom money from their rich family. If he has an excuse to dress his sweetheart in the finest of clothes, he would take it without hesitation.

So she's the one who sneaks in a ball, so she can later open the gates for them so they can sneak in, rob the place while everyone is busy dancing and then kidnap the wealthiest person in there.

And of course she's dressed in blue, John's favourite colour, the colour of the sky and the sea. Her dress is shiny, made out of silk and fabrics only found in far, far away countries, that even rich folks struggle to get, but not pirates, pirates can get their hands on anything if they tried hard enough.

She's wearing a layered blue gown, the sleeves long, with her whole neck, collarbone and a generous chunk of her chest exposed, and she looks so so beautiful, her hair half up, decorated with pearls and gold. And she's quickly stealing everyone's attention, coyly tucking a stray strand of hair behind one of her ears with a gloved hand.

She's invited to dance by many people, and she makes up elaborate stories about being a foreign Duchesse, laughing and giggling at stories and anecdotes she's been told, forgetting for a moment she was an outlaw, a criminal, who stabbed her to-be-husband right through the heart on their wedding day.

When the job is done, she returns to their ship on horseback, laughing in delight with John's men.

When the kidnappee is tied and locked in the basement, they sail away and celebrate with music and drinks of their own.

Sometime in the same night, Price's sweetheart is running and giggling on the ship, chased by Price, who's trying to catch her, still dressed like a dream. And she gasps and swoons when he catches her in his arms.

She acts like she's trying to fight him, wiggling in his arms and telling him, "Let me go, you pirate! I'm a woman of honor and dignity!"

Price tickles her and she laughs, trying to slip away, and he has his arms securely wrapped around her waist, breathing the perfume she sprayed on her neck in, sighing in pure bliss.

"You're mine now." He speaks against her naked shoulder, placing a wet kiss on the skin.

"I'm not yours! Let me go or the Royal Navy shall have you hung!" She threatened, turning in his arms and pushing his chest away.

"Hm, no. Finders keepers." He hums and pulls a string that kept her corset securely tied around her body, and when she felt it getting loose she squealed and crossed her arms over her chest, "John!"

"What? You'll be naked by sunrise, I'm just speeding this up." John says, shrugging while wearing a small smirk, "You've got a problem with that?"

"If that's the case, let me help." John's sweetheart says, wearing a smirk of her own and starts undressing right there on the deck, while his men are still having a party not far off, the only privacy they've had was the shadow of the Captain's cabin and nothing else.

"What are you doing?" John asks, looking over his shoulder and panicking a bit because as much as he enjoyed fucking his love where they could get caught, he still made sure nobody was around, and if someone happened to pass by, he'd use his body to shield her away. But this, this was madness, any of his boys would just turn around and see her standing there naked, glowing under the moonlight like a siren.

The only things she still had on was her pearl earrings and a necklace John gifted her a while back. "Come swim with me." She offered, smiling and still fucking standing there naked with her clothes a puddle to her feet.

John gulped and decided to just get naked as fast as possible while she watched him, and when he was done, she tiptoed to where he was standing, cupped his cheek and placed a kiss to his lips.

And before his fingertips could graze her skin, she pulled away and dived into the open cold sea.

Fuck this.

John dived right behind her, controlling his breathing and taking a deep breath when he resurfaced, his body freezing due to the cold water, but he knew his body would soon get used to it. He then felt arms hugging his shoulders from behind, and he grinned when his sweetheart kissed his cheeks with her cold plush lips.

"Did I just see Cap'ain and his bonnie jump in the sea naked?" Johnny said with a frown, cheeks pink due to how much he's drunk.

"Hm?" Simon hummed with his eyes closed next to him, leaning his head on his shoulder.

"Never mind." Johnny said and yawned, scratching his chin and leaning his head on Simon's.

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[straykidsnerd255]

Hey i dont know if you feel confortable doing this kind of ask but, can i ask rasgado with a student who always feel like a burden , because this student feels different from others, because this student feels always ignored and always feels like when he has something to say everyone ignore him or her, one day rasgado hear this student cry because he feels worthless everytime he wants to show something to People he feels cringe or no good enough etc socially akward , sorry to ask that ... thank you so much if you do it btw 💖💖

This doesn’t make me uncomfortable whatsoever. The reader and Rasgado are the same age for this one shot! Rasgado is 19 and the reader is 19 as well. Hope you enjoy love!<3

A/n: I am gonna make the reader female for this one!

Rasgado was in charge of making sure all the students were getting their training done. However, he did notice one person that wasn’t doing so well. Whenever she would ask for help the others would just shrug her off or ignore her and it made his blood boil. He could tell that she was about a year younger than he was and he was willing to do one on one training with her. He glared as the students started putting their all when they hadn’t been when he walked by. He rolled his eyes before heading towards the girl he noticed. However, before he could reach her, he was pulled by the other students asking him to help them with their techniques and stances. He sighed but knew he couldn’t deny them. So he went and helped them for the last little bit.

The next day came fast and before he knew it, he was standing in front of the students again, except, the girl he was going to talk to yesterday wasn’t there. He looked around but couldn’t find them. So, he began practice and walked around for a bit. He had his arms crushed as he watched everyone practice. As he was getting ready to call the class for a break, he heard sniffling not too far from where they were practicing. He asked Shion to watch his students while he went to find the person crying. He was wondering for a few minutes before he heard the same girl's voice. It was shaky and full of sadness and it just broke his heart.

“Why don’t they listen to me?”

“I have good opinions too, right?”

“I’m just not worth their time at all apparently.”

“But then again, I was never good around people.”

“I can’t even hold a conversation with my friends.”

“Why did I have to be so awkward in social life?”

“You know, being awkward isn’t that bad.” Rasgado said. She jumped when she heard him speak and turned to face him. She had tears running down her face and she was still hiccuping from the amount of crying she had done. She looked away embarrassed that her trainer of all people found her crying. Rasgado jumped over the small brick wall that she leaned against and sat down next to her. He pulled her into a hug and just closed his eyes. She clung to him and just cried. She let all her emotions fall as she cried against his chest. However, he never once told her to stop. He held her close and allowed her the time she needed to cry. 

When her tears came to a stop, she had fallen asleep and clung to his white shirt he was wearing. He smiled gently down at her and carefully scooped her up. He walked back towards the training hall and found Shion announcing training was over and that everyone could leave for the night. Shion noticed Rasgado heading to the infirmary with the girl that Rasgado had told him about while he was looking for her. Shion shook his head but continued telling the other students it was time to go when they got stubborn. He had to eventually threaten and say; “Rasgado won’t train any of you if you stay here longer than you are supposed to. Go home.”

When Rasgado had laid her on the bed, he didn’t leave. He wasn’t just going to abandon her when she had just cried out her pain. He wasn’t that shallow. He crossed his arms and closed his eyes while he waited for her to wake back up so he could talk with her more. He wanted to make sure that she was doing ok and that if she needed help, she could come to him and ask for help. When he had met her, he had fallen in love but he didn’t want to scare her away by saying that he liked her if she didn’t feel the same way. He cared about her and didn’t want to scare her. So he waited. 

He wanted to ask her now. He wanted to tell her he liked her but he was scared that she wouldn’t like him back but when he heard her stirring and starting to wake up, he took a deep breath and was ready to tell her. To tell her that he liked her and he was well aware that she could reject him and didn’t have his hopes up. He waited till she knew where she was  and what had happened before she was brought to this room. “Thank you for listening and allowing me to cry. I don’t think I have cried like that in a while.” She said clasping her hands together. Rasgado gave her a sad smile before placing a hand over her clasped hands.

“It’s ok. I’ll always be here for you. On a side note, I actually kinda like you so it wasn’t a problem to help you when you were sad.” He said. Her eyes widened and her face turned red. “You like me?” She asked. Rasgado nodded his head. “I do. But if you don’t like me back that's ok! I just needed to get it off my chest before I-” He stopped mid sentence when her lips pressed against his. Y/n pulled back and smiled up at the saint in front of her. “I like you too, Rasgado. I always have.” She said smiling softly at him and she held her arms out for a hug. He smiled and instantly pulled her into a hug before she pulled him down to lay with her. She curled up into his chest and closed her eyes as she fell back asleep. Rasgado smiled softly and brushed some hair from her face. “I love you.” He whispered.

[lost-inthedream]

How sf9 would warm up their s/o who's cold

☆★ Requested for the writing party

This is pure fluff and made as little (and very cheesy) scenarios.

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➹Youngbin:

 he definitely analyzes your outfit and nags at you if you are wearing a too thin coat for his taste. He meets you and immediately touches the fabric and look into your eyes with a questioning look, he repeats your name without clearly mentioning the issue. In any case, you know what he means and just laugh it off. "Binnie, take it easy. Look, I'm pretty.,"You draw a sweet smile from him. “Yes, baby, you’re stunning in this color.”

As soon as you cross your arms before your chest in a sign of cold, he starts to rub your upper arm and pulls your body against his. Close to your ear, you hear his voice in a warm tone "Princess, I guess we should come back home right now so I can cuddle you properly" He doesn't mind if people are looking, just suggests you to insert your hand inside his long coat pocket as you head to the parking lot.

➹ Inseong:

You get habituated to have your boyfriend glued to you during cold days, he insists that only you can warm him right. So you laid some pecks on his clothed shoulder and let him be. Once you start to feel the cool breeze provoking shivers on you for real, he helps you at covering your neck with the coat you have on, he even takes off his own scarf to lend you. “We should have stayed home” he complains paying attenction to your facial expression and touching your icecube-like cheeks.

You and Inseong are rarely seen outside in very cold days. You prefer your dates to take place in the confort and warmth of your house, sometimes his. He orders some hot food, takes the remote control and covers both of you with multiple blankets, wishing that nothing makes you stand up from that couch, the coziest pillow fort.

➹Jaeyoon

Jaeyoon is naturally a clingy boyfriend. As soon as you comment on the temperature, he nests you onto his chest and caresses the back of your head, tenderly messing your hair with his sweater paws. The soft wool of his clothing also touches your face and makes you smile. “Y/N, you’re suddenly so silent” he notices as you snuggle on him, your embrace tightening around his body, a Teddy bear.

“You are so warm and smell good.” Your voice is muffled but you do not bother to pull back from his chest. You can feel as he sighes, clearly melted by your words, he surely has a silly smile making his eyes become two half moons. You take adventage of his body for some minutes more before he invites you to his place.

➹Dawon:

You do not even need to say. If you shrink a little bit when you are on the balcony looking as the snow flakes, he knows it. Sanghyuk does not say a word, he purely runs inside and comes back with a fluff blanket to lay over your shoulders. You thank him, but he just shakes his head in response and brushes his nose against yours. The cold touch makes both of you chuckle like two idiots.

You accept his embrace, his gesture mantains the blanket exactly where it has to stay. “Tell me when you want to go inside.” he says calmly and kisses your forehead. You spend some minutes more just apreciating the light flakes that sweetly cross down your sight.

➹ Rowoon

Asks multiple times if it is too cold for you. “Are you sure?” He fixes your cold cap covering your ears, his face gets a bit serious but in the end he messes with a lock of your hair and whispers how pretty you are, making you shy. ”Now my face is getting hot.”

“That’s the idea” he jokes.

He takes you inside the closest restaurant if you insist that it is not too cold. Prefers sitting by your side over across from you, so he can mantain you close. You laugh when he asks you to open your mouth big, but there is alredy a generous portion of noodle held in the chopstick.

➹ Zuho:

Ju immediately interprets your complain about the cold weather as a good reason to head back home and cuddle until you both fall asleep. “We don’t need to be cold when my place is so warm for us” he suggests lifting your face to him by the chin. “What do you say, love?” he asks slightly pouty. How to say no??

You easily find your pajamas inside one of his drawers and change into them so your bodies can meet again in his bed. Both of you sleep quite quickly, only to be waken up a few hours later by Kkompaeng and Huru waking graceously on top of you, his low meows calling you out of cozy dreams. Juho shushes them, settling their fluff frames between the two of you. Your eyes weight and you doze off once again.

➹Yoo Taeyang

He notices how cold your hands are and cage them on his, making them disappear for a while. "Oh my God, you need gloves". You can see so much concern in his face as you struggle to not shake, managing to smile and say you are alright. He blows the warmth of his own breath a little bit, then buys you a coffee so you can come back home before you freeze.

Taeyang prefers taking you to your own place, where he can watch as you get comfortable in your cough or bed. He loves the soft smell radiating from your blankets. "You won't ask me to leave, will you?" he asks as he looks you unfolding that large cover that you have just picked from the wardrobe. "My love, I'm sure that we both fit under this blanket right here"

➹ Hwiyoung:

None of you seem to be willing to enter before the eclipse starts, the sky is perfect for witnessing such phenomenon. In any case, you admit you should have take a blanket with you. Despite Younkyun proximity to you, it is impossible to not shake at some point. He notices your struggle and pulls you between his legs. “Not the best weather to stay in the rooftop”. You hear him murmur behind you, tightening his embrace around you in every way he can, therefore with legs and arms.

“Why did the sky chose to be this beautiful in such a freezing night?” you complaim knowing that you eventually is going to need a real blanket, same for your boufriend. He plays it cool, but he smoothly shivers as well. “This is a hard question, love”. You forget about the eclipse for a second as your eyes get stuck on the view of your legs folded together.

➹Chani:

He is always going to offer his own coat, he simply cannot bear with your shaking next to him. The way you shrink your frame trying to warm yourself (and failing) just gets his heart in pain. There is no way of convincing him otherwise, he definately takes off his warm item and envolves you with it. “Don’t say a word, baby. It’s better now, right?” he asks tilting his head to the side to appreciate how cute you look protected in his coat. 

You both need to find a rescue or go home quickly because soon or later, he is going to be cold just like you were. You cup his face, nose and cheeks getting redish. "Chani, I am very thankful for your gesture but we still need make you warm." You could warm him up in public, but you know it would make him shy. The two of you eventually make your way home in a hurry because you promised that you would spoil him with warm cuddles and kisses.

[missskzbiased]

Cuddles and Tears

Genre: Fluff, Hurt/Confort, Angst (?), Oneshot, Drabble (kind of), Stablished relationship 

Pairing: Boyfriend! Bang Chan X GN! Reader

Word Count: ~1,8K

Warnings: Mentions of Parents disrespecting pronouns, one hinting of suggestiveness (?) [Caress waist/hips but nothing more] and one use of the word “sex”

Notes: I hope it can make you feel better @starrychannies, I’m sorry for the delay. I’m a slow writer lol and also my internet mocked me for a while, so... Well. That’s it.

I’m not the most versed person in the world regarding to neutral pronouns, so if something seems offensive, please warn me so I can change it. I did my best to be as sensitive as I could be at the hurting and the comforting, so I hope it could show.

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     It was like thousands of rocks crashed you against the mattress.

     You let your body sink, face buried into your pillow and legs out of the bed, hanging in the air uncomfortably. You groaned, squirming to get all of your body on the bed; ending up in a particularly awful position ─ pillow rolled to your chest but still pressing your throat; twisted shoulder allowing one of your hands to rest in a strange angle while the other one supported your forehead in a fist.

    You couldn’t even lie down on your bed properly.

    You pulled your pillow from under you, fluffing it before burying your face into it once more, fixing your limbs to a more comfortable position. The moment felt right, almost peaceful, and the silence that engulfed you was enough to make you beam for a split of a second. You focused on it for a little bit, feeling relief wash over you when you noticed that it did end; the day was finally over.

     Then the silence reminded you why you were so upset to begin with.

     You tilted your head to the side, allowing the air up your nostrils; as you slowly filled your lungs, your feeling slowly turmoiled inside your chest, tightening your throat. You felt the tears coming to your eyes before you could fight back those feelings, squeaking as you tried to hold back your crying.

     You curled up, reaching for a cushion so you could hug it tightly; a vain attempt to feel embraced and loved. The warm feeling to your chest calmed you down a little bit, yet the tears flowed down your cheeks, soaking the pillow under your head. The sudden clattering at the front door ─ probably Chan struggling to use his spare key, as usual ─ startled you, making you yelp before clumsily wiping your tears in a rush.

    ��Babe, are you there?” He raised his voice to make sure you could hear him, the creaking door muffling his voice. The clattering resumed as he tried to close the door, and you took the opportunity to shift on the bed and hide your face in your pillow, pretending to be asleep “Babe, are you sleeping?” He whispered, coming inside your room a few moments later.

    You held your breath, trying to look as asleep as possible.

    The stupid idea gave you away almost immediately; the urge to breathe prompting a sharp and eager gasp for air that startled him. He shot you an amused look, arching his brow as he approached the bed, sitting right beside your torso. You felt the mattress sink under his weight and you peeked through one eye to watch his soft expression, hand caressing your cheek gently.

    “What is it, Babe?” He asked, cupping your cheek before leaning to peck your lips, tilting his head to study you “Tough day?” He added when you didn’t answer, averting your eyes from him. You pursed your lips, embarrassed to share your insecurities with him, and he took your silence as a bad sign.

     He sighed, getting up, and you shot your hand to hold his shirt.

     “Stay” You pleaded in a small voice. He glanced over his shoulder, looking at you all flustered, hands going to cover his bright-red ears “I didn’t mean to hurt you” You assured, looking at him with teary eyes.

     “I’m not going anywhere, Love” He reassured you, sitting back before taking your hand to place a small kiss on your knuckles “I was going to cook you something… Did you eat? You usually feel down when you’re starving” He pointed out, and this made you chuckle. He smiled against the back of your hand, leaning his cheeks on your hand.

      “I ate at my parents” You said, showing him a smile with no teeth “But thank you, Chan” You added, the warm feeling of being loved and cared for making your heart swell. He kissed your hand once more before letting it go, throwing you a suggestive smile and roll your body carefully, making you face de ceiling.

     “Maybe I could give you a hand?” He wiggled his brows, hand caressing your waist and hips with feather-like touches. You shrank, rolling to your side and curling up once more, bringing your knees closer to your body as you shook your head weakly.

     “No, not today” You mumbled, and his face dropped, concern washing over his features. He got up once more, and this time you were sure he would go away but he didn’t. He made his way to the other side of your bed, laying down next to your before cuddling you, pulling your body impossibly close to his.

     “Okay… Does this help?” He asked unsurely, placing a kiss on your head before kissing your shoulder; lips pressing there as he leaned his face against your back, head resting on yours. He hugged you tightly and this was enough to bring you to tears once more.

     He tensed up behind you, startled by your outburst, and you rolled to face him, hugging him back as you buried your head on his chest, letting all of your feelings out in form of tears. He stroke your hair gently ─ humming something to calm you down ─ and you cried loudly as his thumbs drew circles on your back, trying to soothe you. He didn’t try to ask you anything, letting you pour your feeling out of your chest as you wanted.

     His silent care was extremely reassuring.

     “Everything will be fine, Babe” He whispered when your crying toned down a bit “I’m here for you, okay? We’ll get through it” He added, kissing your forehead.

      What did you even do to deserve him?

      “I love you so much” You blurted out, trying to wipe your tears away “So… So much” You mumbled nasally, sobbing and reaching out for some tissues to blow your nose. He chortled when you sounded like a broken trumpet, resting his hand on your waist.

    “I love you too, Rudolph” He joked, bumping your stuffy nose “You don’t need to tell me anything but I’m here to listen if you want… I may even throw some punches around” He grinned, and you chuckled, pushing his shoulder lightly.

   “You can’t hurt a fly” You reminded him but he shrugged.

   “Did a fly hurt you?” He asked jokingly and you shook your head to deny the absurd idea “So I don’t see the problem here” You laughed, amused by his train of thought, and he smiled at you “See? If food, sex, or cuddles can’t heal you, at least my amazing jokes will” You rolled your eyes, smiling.

    “You’re such a dork” He squeezed you, throwing his leg over your body and snuggling you.

     “At least I’m your dork” He shrugged “Sounds good to me”

     You fell into a comfortable silence, only your breathing sounding in the room. You blinked; eyes wandering over his face as you took in his soft expression, loving eyes staring into yours. He blinked back, caressing your cheek before nuzzling your nose. You drowned in the intimacy, eyes diving on his; the moment warming you up.

     “I fought with my parents again…” You began cautiously and he gave you his full attention “They called me by… Well, you know how they are” You sighed in defeat “They can’t accept that I’m… Well… They” You cringed at your inability to express yourself better but he didn’t seem to mind, nodding to show that he was paying attention.

     “Give them some time… Maybe they can grow used to it” He suggested, and you frowned, feeling sad all over again.

     “What if they don’t?” You squeaked, feeling the tears coming once again “What if they don’t love me anymore?” Your voice sounded strangled, overwhelmed by your insecurities, and he looked at you worried, afraid he couldn’t help much.

      “I’m sure they love you” He said, wiping away your tear “And if they can’t accept it… Well, lots of people will… And they all will love you for who you are, just like me” He promised, stroking your hair.

      “It’s like I ruined the family” You blurted, and he gasped, cupping your cheek “They love me when they don’t see me… They love me but I’m too difficult… They love me but I make it hard for them” You said bitterly, recalling all of your arguments with them “How can I be who I want to be ─ who I really am ─ when everything falls apart because of who I am? How can I love myself when I’m the cause of it all?” You hid your face on his chest, crying everything out once again.

     “I don’t know what to say” He admitted “I can’t understand what is going on inside your head… I mean, I can… But I don’t know how it feels on my skin” He kissed the top of your hair, resting his cheek there, taking a deep breath “All I can say is that you’re not at fault, Love… You really aren’t… I swear to you” He rubbed your back, trying to soothe you once again “If they can’t deal with it, then it’s their problem… You can’t pretend to be someone you’re not because they can’t face who you really are”

     “So how can I fix it?” You sobbed “If I can’t fix myself—“

      “You don’t have to fix yourself!” He hissed “There’s nothing wrong with you! They are the problem” He spat, and somehow those words seemed to reassure you enough. His love seemed to reassure you enough. You peeked at him, fighting back a small smile.

     “Exactly what I’m saying” You pointed out “The problem is Them” He shot his brows up, surprised by your conclusion.

    “No— That’s not what I meant! I—“ He floundered, making you break into a fit of giggles “Hey, you little shit!” He whined, feigning anger as he flicking your forehead “Don’t scare me like this” He sighed, chuckling relieved.

    “Thank you” You whispered, leaning closer to give him a soft kiss.

    “Whenever you need” He whispered back, giving you another kiss, looking deep in your eyes before an amusement glinted on his eyes “And I can still throw some punches around… I mean, your parents aren’t really the fighter type and –“

     “No!” You slapped his shoulder, laughing “You can’t hurt them!” You rolled your eyes.

     “Well, they don’t look like flies, so…” You groaned, pushing him jokingly before rolling to your other side “No!” He howled, cuddling you in desperation “I can scratch the jokes out of the list!” He promised, getting a chortle out of you.

    Even without a look, you could tell he was smiling against your shoulder, pulling you closer to help you fall asleep.

    And sleep you did.

    Peacefully.

[peachyteez]

second chances ≫ DAY SIX, GIVING IN.

as a feral wolf hybrid that was violent with all of the employees assigned to him, seonghwa was subjected to be put down. however, jiyu being the softhearted feral hybrid nurse she was, she decided to save seonghwa no matter what.

PART OF THE HEAVEN SERIES

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✧ notes: welcoming hybrid caretaker!chanhee (from the boyz hehe)

back。| next。

“you look like you came from the walking dead,” was the first thing yeonjun said to jiyu when she walked in the office and honestly, he wasn’t wrong. anyone could notice the dark circles underneath her eyes and her dazed and sleepy expression. “did you even sleep last night?”

sighing, jiyu put on her white coat and crashed into her chair. she buried her head into her arms onto the table. “nope. was too busy thinking about some things,” she sleepily mumbled.

yeonjun had a gut feeling. “and did you decide?”

“...no.”

yeonjun deadpanned. “so you’re telling me you stayed up the entire night to think...and you didn’t even come to a decision?!”

“sounds about right,” jiyu said as she sat up and stretched her arms above her head. “i just don’t know what to do, jun.”

yeonjun softly smiled. “well, i can’t make the decision for you, ji. that’s something you need to figure out on your own.”

“look how that turned out,” she wryly mumbled. “you think they’ll let me nap in the infirmary?”

yeonjun started working on beomgyu’s report. “just don’t sleep the whole work shift.”

jiyu rolled her eyes and let out a playful scoff as she got up to go to the infirmary. “if i’m not back in an hour or two, then come wake up me.”

walking down the hall, jiyu tiredly rubbed her face before stuffing her hands into her white coat pocket. she felt a piece of paper slightly crumple and she sighed, knowing exactly what it was. the adoption form.

thinking back to the night before, she wanted to pull her hair in frustration. whenever she came to a decision, her brain would always think of an excuse to talk her out of going through with the adoption.

so absorb in her thoughts, she failed to notice someone else walking out of the infirmary. “good god, ji. you look like—”

“i came out of the walking dead?” she finished.

“well, that’s a nicer way of putting it—ow!” he yelped when jiyu punched his arm. “go sleep in the infirmary. you look like you need it,” he added, rubbing his arm where jiyu punched.

“thanks, chanhee,” she chuckled as she walked past him and into the infirmary.

falling into the bed, jiyu realized how exhausted she really was when her eyes closed and she immediately drifted off into dreamland. funny how easily she fell asleep here compared to her own bed at home. she was so deep asleep, she didn’t notice the two people that entered the room.

“there she is,” yeonjun gestured to the sleeping female on bed to the wolf hybrid.

seonghwa peeked in and his facials softened seeing that jiyu was okay. when yeonjun, his former caretaker, came in to check up on him instead of jiyu, he thought something was wrong—or she could’ve been avoiding him after what he said the previous day.

“c–can i stay here?” he tentatively asked yeonjun.

yeonjun chuckled at the wolf hybrid. “you’re really attached to her, aren’t you?” he asked.

it’d be a lie if seonghwa said yeonjun was wrong. he didn’t realize how attached he grew to her until today when he didn’t see her.

“i guess she didn’t tell you why she’s hesitant, right?” yeonjun humourlessly smiled. “let’s just say that she wasn’t supposed to be here,” he mumbled under his breath. patting seonghwa on the back, he gently nudged him into the room. “to answer your question, you can stay.”

and with that, yeonjun closed the door and left.

seonghwa furrowed his eyebrows. what did that even mean? sitting down next to the bed, he stared at jiyu, taking in how peaceful she looked. his ears twitched as he observed her.

jiyu readjusted her sleeping position, startling seonghwa since he thought she was waking up. but when she settled down again, he noticed a folded piece of paper that fell out of her coat pocket. carefully reaching over and grabbing it, he was shocked when he opened it and found it was a filled–out adoption form.

and it had his name and her signature at the bottom.

his tail started uncontrollably wagging, which made noises as it rubbed against the chair. jiyu furrowed her eyebrows and slowly opened her eyes at the noise.

what she wasn’t expecting to see was seonghwa sitting on the chair next to the bed with his eyes practically glowing as he stared at a piece of paper. “seonghwa, what are you looking at?” she sleepily asked as she leaned over to look.

her breath caught in her throat when she recognized the paper. quickly reaching a hand into her coat pocket, she realized it wasn’t a dream. “u–um...i can explain!” she frantically said as she sat up on the bed. “i know you’re iffy about adoption, so that’s why i never said anything about it. but yesterday, you and yeonjun talked some sense into me and—”

seonghwa blinked as he tried processing her words. she could be a rapper with how quick she’s talking...

“—so i put a lot of thought into it and—”

seonghwa reached over and put a hand on top of her head, a quiet signal telling her to calm down. “have you considered being a rapper?” he lightly joked. “and i’m not mad.”

jiyu stared up at him and blinked in confusion. “y–you’re not?” she meekly asked.

“if i were to be completely honest, no. actually, i really wouldn’t mind if it was you that adopted me,” he casually added, making jiyu’s eyes widen.

“but you seemed hesitant yesterday on the topic of adoption so i didn’t push it any further,” he said. “but this makes me confused, too,” he held up the adoption form.

jiyu sighed. she decided to ultimately come clean about everything, even if it made his views of her change. “and i’ll explain everything,” she softly smiled. “it’s a long story, though so get confortable,” she warned.

seonghwa got up and laid on the bed next to jiyu. her eyes widened. “um—”

“you said get comfortable and my butt’s going to hurt from sitting on that chair,” he explained as he crossed his arms underneath his head. “so, what’s your story?”

“do you know hwang corporations?” seeing seonghwa nod, she bitterly smiled. “that’s actually my family’s business.”

seonghwa, quite surprised at the revelation, cocked an eyebrow up at jiyu. “then what are you doing here?” he asked before realizing how rude he came off. “i mean—”

“it’s fine, i get what you mean,” jiyu chuckled. “but my life was planned out for me ever since i was born. i’m the only child, so naturally, i’d have to take over the company when i’m old enough.”

“but i don’t want to. i was tired of everything being planned out for me, i was tired of being a puppet rather than an actual daughter in my dad’s eyes.”

seonghwa intently listened. “what about your mother?” he carefully asked. seeing jiyu’s expression tense, he realized he must’ve overstepped.

“she died when i was fifteen,” jiyu sadly smiled. “she was actually a hybrid caretaker, too. i must’ve gotten the passion for hybrids from her.”

“but i managed to convince my dad to let me have five years to myself before i have to take over the company. and he agreed, with the condition that i’d have to take over the company with no arguments or fights. so with that, i packed up and moved out. no support from my dad, except the apartment i live in right now.”

“and now here i am four years—i finished university and became a hybrid caretaker. i have a year left before he takes me back, so i’m trying to live it out as best as i can.”

seonghwa went silent as she finished her story. “so to sum it up,” he started, “you don’t want to adopt me because you’re leaving in a year.”

jiyu nodded. “i’d feel bad for leaving you after only a year...so that’s why i have second thoughts.”

“have you considered my feelings?” seonghwa asked. seeing jiyu’s confusion, he sighed. “no one ever said you had to give me up after a year.”

jiyu looked down and fiddled with her fingers. “i’m scared of neglecting you since i’ll be busy with the company. it wouldn’t be fair to you.”

seonghwa sat up and stared down at the female in front of him. “whether it’s fair to me is my own decision, don’t you think?” he asked. “besides, even though i’ve only known you for only five days, you’re not the type to abandon a hybrid. you saved me from getting put down after all.”

jiyu’s eyes widened. “you knew?”

“the nurses here aren’t so quiet,” seonghwa wryly smiled.

jiyu didn’t know what is was about seonghwa, but his words were somewhat really convincing. he was right. she was only considering her own thoughts and reasons, that she disregarded seonghwa’s thoughts on the matter.

seonghwa peered down at jiyu’s face. “everything okay?”

jiyu snapped out of her thoughts and her expression morphed into smile as she took the paper from seonghwa’s hands. reaching up and rubbing at the base of his ears, he started chuffing and his tail started happily wagging.

she chuckled seeing his embarrassed expression after she stopped. “that was embarrassing, never do that again,” he pouted.

“well, get used to it because i’ll surprise you with them from now on.”

seonghwa’s eyes widened as his ears stood up in full alert. “from now on? does that mean—” his tail couldn’t keep still, making jiyu laugh.

“yes, hwa. i’m willing to take the risks,” she smiled.

seonghwa couldn’t control himself. he threw his arms around jiyu and nuzzled the top of her head. his tail started wagging even faster out of pure excitement. “i won’t make you regret your decision!”

jiyu reciprocated his hug with a chuckle. “i’d never regret it, seonghwa. i promise.”

a few minutes passed with seonghwa still embracing jiyu, his eyes closed with bliss. jiyu didn’t want to burst his happiness, but she really had to get up.

“hwa, i need to get up,” she meekly said with a pat to his arm. “we still need to get your thumbprint on the form and your official documents.”

seonghwa immediately retracted his arms with a sheepish look on his face. seeing new, various expressions on his face, jiyu couldn’t help but feel a sense of accomplishment. a few days ago, he was glaring and growling at everyone. now, although he’s still working on it, he can freely smile around others.

she reached up to rub his head again, softy smiling when seonghwa started nuzzling his head against her hand. “i may not be able to provide you with much, but i promise whatever happens in the future, i’ll keep you safe,” she quietly mumbled, only for him to hear.

“you’ve already given me heaven, jiyu. that’s all i could ask for.”

[allthingshetalia]

Germany and Romano waking up from a dream where their s/o cheats on them? Maybe include part of their dream? This blog is wonderful 💖

💕Ohhh spicy 🌶💕

Germany

He watched as your hand rested against his chest. You looked up at him with a lovestruck gaze, like he had seen so many times. The face of an unfamiliar man was staring down at you. His own eyes not entirely reflecting your own passion. Ludwig watched from outside the window. His hand clenched in his pockets.

So this is what you were doing when you disappeared? Running off and spending your free time with some man who obviously wasn’t obsessed with you. You replaced him. You replaced him with a man that was less than. A man that didn’t seem to hold even a fraction of the love for you he did. What had he done? Has he been neglecting you? Was he not good enough for you? Did he not satisfy your every need and wish?

He couldn’t wrap him mind around it. Even now as his body shook in anger and betrayal, as his heart throbbed and twisted painfully in his chest he couldn’t grasp what he was seeing before him. Ludwig burned a hole in your back as he watched you. It was like his eyes were daring you to turn around. Daring you to see the man you sleep next to watching you as you fawned over another man. And you did. Your head seemed to turn around at in ungodly angle. Your beautiful e/c eyes boring into his own. The love struck expression immediately fell.

“Ludwig?” You shouted. He didn’t bother to say anything to you. He watched as the world around you seemed to fade leaving only you.

“Ludwig?!” You repeated again. This time he swore he could feel your hands pressed against his shoulders, shaking him. But that was impossible. You were separated by a thin sheet of glass.

“Ludwig!” You had to back up as your boyfriends forhead almost collided with yours. “Woah.” You chuckled. You quickly cut off you laugh as the man under you desperately tried to catch his breath. His hands gripped at the sheets next to him and his eyes darted around the dark room. He choked on his breaths and you stared at him worriedly. “It’s okay, ludbug.” You soothed. You were dead asleep on his chest when he suddenly started shaking. It felt like an earthquake and your eyes immediately flew open only to see your boyfriend breaking a sweat.

You leaned up and rested your forhead against his. You couldn’t see his eyes very good, but you could see them get glazed over with tears. You gasped softly and wrapped both arms tightly around his shoulders resting your face right next to his, so you were cheek to cheek. “It’s okay.” You repeated. He breathing eventually slowed down and he seemed to realize how he was still gripping at the sheets. His hands immediately fled to your waist gripping at his oversized shirt you wore to bed.

His hand left your waist and rested against the back of your head making sure you were pressed up tightly against him.

“I’m sorry for waking you up.” He sighed, resting his head loosely against yours. You rolled your eyes and loosened your grip on him.

“Who cares! I just want to know what got you so upset.” You assured. Your fingers tapped against his bare chest playfully, hoping to ease the tense atmosphere. It was silent for a long moment.

“You cheated on me.” Hs said finally. You lifted your head away from his and stared down at him.

“Oh Lud I’m sorry.” You whispered. Your hands rested against the side of his face twirling the thick blonde locks above his ear.

“Why are you sorry?” He asked worriedly. You quickly realized how it sounded like you were actually apologizing.

“That’s a horrible nightmare. I would probably be sick right now if I had a dream about you cheating on me.” You explained. The blonde beneath you nodded and sighed.

“I know you would never do that Kätzchen. I don’t know where that came from.” You nodded understandingly and rested your head against his chest.

“Dreams are weird like that.” You hummed. You rested your chin against his chest and looked back up at him. “I love you.” You smiled. You could see his eyes squint happily and a small smile etch itself into his face.

“Ich Leibe dich auch.” He smiled.

Romano

��WHAT THE F*CKING F*CK?!” You wrapped the sheets tighter around yourself and stumbled after Lovino.

“Lovi! I can explain!” Your hands reache four and grabbed at the Italians shirt. He turned around and glared at you with such fury and betrayal you were surprised you didn’t crumble to pieces.

“Don’t you ever call me Lovi again! In fact don’t ever utter my name again.” He spat. His heart scratched and gripped at his chest, the pain of his heartbreak making tears fall from his eyes. He quickly wipped them away, hoping you didn’t see them.

“Don’t me mad at her! It was my fault!” His heart seemed to ache more as he watched his own brother, trying to get his belt on properly.

“Lovino please.” You begged. Your hands clasped infront of you, begging for forgiveness.

“Last time I checked it takes two people to cheat. Both of you should be ashamed of yourselves.” Lovino growled. He heard of panicked gasp escape Feliciano and Lovino didn’t even care enough to look at him. Instead his eyes were trained on you. He was use to his brother fücking up his life. He was always better than him. But you? You were the one person he could trust. The one person he told every single secret to. The same secrets he swore he would take to the grave with him. But then you came along. Stealing his heart. Making his life worth living. And also making his life a complete hell. He wanted nothing more than to crawl in a ditch and slowly die. His whole life has been long and painful, so why shouldn’t his death.

He gave both of you one last look before rushing out the house. He didn’t pay any mind as he heard both of you shout after him. He ran and ran. Faster than he ever had in his life. He ran until his lungs ached as much as his heart. He ran until he tripped over a branch. The impact seeming to send him into a bother reality.

His eyes shot open. His breath coming out in rough, aggressive pants, like he had really been running. His throat hurt. His chest hurt. Everything hurt. His hand instinctively flew to his side.

“Lovi.” You grumbled, when his hand smacked you. You rubbed your arm and curled yourself deeper into your blankets. Before you could fall back asleep a warm body tackled you deeper into the mattress. “What the hell!” You shouted.

“You are evil!” The groggy shouted of your boyfriend, made you roll your eyes.

“How am I evil? I was sleeping peacefully until you decided to go on a marathon in your sleep.” You muttered.

“You cheated on me.” His voice was quiet and soft. Heartbreak evident in his voice. You rolled over on your back and pushed away the conforter that got tangled in your limbs.

“Oh Lovi. What happened.” You mumbled. Your arms reached out and you would have smiled at the way his body immediately fell against yours. His head buryed itself in your neck, his arms wrapped tightly around your waist.

“You cheated on me with Feli.” You gasped and held him tighter.

“Now that’s impossible. We all know you’re my favorite Italian.” You assured softly, hoping you would get a small chuckle. “That’s a horrible dream- no nightmare. But you know I would never do anything like that right?” You pressed, snuggling deeper into his soft hair.

“I know. It felt so real.” He sighed. You nodded your head understandingly and ran a hand up and down his back.

“The worst dreams are always the real ones.” You affirmed.

[ecclais-fouoras]

See you the way I do

Previous chapter here

Warning ⚠️ slight smut

The next morning you wondered around the kitchen in search of something to eat for breakfast.

Delia was still asleep in your room, she was pretty tired after last night. You started making some pancakes and green melon for the both of you. Watching it cook you were straddled by soft hands Coming under your shirt to rest at the front of your hips, stroking the skin with swift pale long fingers.

"Oh god ..hey baby you scared me" her head came to rest on top of your shoulder

"What are you making darling"

"Pancakes" she started gently kissing your neck before going up and meeting your jaw which she then nuzzled.

"Yummy...I missed you in bed when I woke up..."

"I'm sorry I knew you'd be hungry, that little monster in your belly needs feeding"

You had meant it has a playful thing, completely forgetting about the baby, just stating that she was insatiable in the morning"

"I..about that...I don't..I'm not sure about what to do" you finished the pancake that was heating on the stove and placed it on the plate before turning around in her arms, your arms draping her, holding her close

"That's okay" her eyes got watery and

She placed her head in the crook of your neck sniffing trying to keep her emotions in

Control. You placed a kiss on top of her head

Your fingers detangling her pillow styled hair.

She breathed your perfume, immediately being meat with the remembering of how she had  betrayed you and still amazed that you were still here, with her, comforting her childish Indecision. Her tears finaly spilled out of her eyes, as if she had been holding them in forever.

"I'm sorry" her voice broke at the words that left her mouth

"Hey...no...baby..baby look at me"

You took her face between your hands and lifted her head so she could meet your gaze. Before pressing a soft kiss on her lips you said,

"Darling it's okay...i know you are...but we're strong we'll get through this together."

It was still Early, the sun was slowly beaming out of the curtains, and you were both there in the middle of the kitchen, holding each other like nobody else in the world was there. And at that moment it sure felt like it, her hands on the back of your neck as you continued to press kisses on her mouth, down her cheeks her neck as you moved her towards the table. Lifting her ass up to rest on the table, she moaned ass you nipped her collarbones and you lifted her shirt over her head to have more acces to her body, she sat there naked except for her panties her fingers gripping your head as your mouth ventured down to her nipples. You were about to suck on her buds when you were interrupted by someone clearing their throat.

Immediately grabbing Cordelia's shirt to hide her bare chest as both of your cheeks reddened in embarrassment.

"Well I See at least some of us are having fun"

"Oh good.. we're sorry...she got a little carried away"

"Well don't look at me like you didn't enjoy it as much as I did Delia"

"...Ew.. I really don't need to know that..just next time get a room please..I'm not keened on catching my supreme in action"

"Yes of course...sorry again Zoe" the blond haired was still gripping the shirt in front of her. After Zoe was out the door you felt Cordelia jab your shoulder playfully

"Oh my god....that was so embarrassing what were you thinking !"

"Well you weren't complaining five minutes ago when I had your boob in my mouth."

She jabbed you again before putting on her shirt and you pouted lightly.

"No."

"Come on she's in the greenhouse"

"Babe no..."

"Okay..." You said as you pecked her lips before lingering there and deepening the kiss, her hands held your shoulders as she moaned when your hand creeped between her legs and cupped her through the underwear. Before she could get any less exited you pulled back, went back to the stove and took the plate before laying on the table.

"Really ??!"

"What dear ? Getting worked up again?"

"You've got to be kidding me"

She got off the table to help you with breakfast even if you were both hungry for something else. You ate in a confortable silence, sterling kisses and exchanging food.

As a few hours passed she found you after you were done teaching, her hand guiding you towards your shared room. After you were both in you went in for a kiss, your hands unbuttoning her pastel colored blouse. Your eyes falling down to her black lacy bra, the sight sending shivers through your body, god she was beautiful. Before you could go any further her hands flew to yours

"Wait..wait..wait I didn't bring you here for sex"

"Oh..sorry I thought.. after this morning well..I just guessed...why did you bring me here then ?"

"To talk"

"Oh okay"

"Here we should sit on the bed" her hands fell on her lap as she sat and she started fidgeting. So you took her hand between your fingers for reassurance.

"Baby...calm down.. you're okay..."

"I know... I'm just stressed I guess, I still don't know how you're still here, why you stayed with me. I feel terrible about breaking your trust...you were always amazing with me and that's how I repaid you... I'm sorry..again...if I had a time machine I would go back in time and stop myself but I can't."

"I love you that's why... My love is stronger than a simple fling. I trust that you know it's a mistake, that you'll never do it again, and that you'll always be honest with me, i don't want you to go through stuff like this alone, How long have you known you were pregnant ?"

"Just a few weeks...about that..I did some thinking, and if you don't want me to keep it I won't...I love you I don't want to do anything else to upset you"

"Hey...hey no that's not how it works. I don't have the right to demand you to do that.. it's your body, you have to do what you want.."

"I'm...i just..I'm scared...what If i get an abortion when I had no chance of getting pregnant in the first place..and I end up never having a baby again...what if I keep it and you leave ?..or I fade and your alone with it ..What if I'm not a good mother ? It's just it broke me when the doctor said I simply couldn't have a baby."

"I know...Delia you'll be a good mom, look at how you are with the girls. And you are right, this might be your last chance to get pregnant..but there are other options, adopting..or in utero fertilisation. But you also need to know that having a baby when you have fertility problems like you did has a high risk of miscarriage, and health problems. So you're going to need a lot of medical care.

"I know..we've tried pretty much everything already with hAnK."

"It comes down to how you want to experience motherhood. Delia do you want a biological child of yours or just a child not specifically from your womb."

"I just wanna be a mom...but I think I want to experience pregnancy..."

"Okay..well then I think you know what is going to happen"

"... I..is that okay with you" she looked worried, like she was expecting you to be mad at her. You brushed her hair behind her hear and when you bowed down and lifted her shirt before kissing her belly and talking in a praising voice to the baby, she knew she'd made the right choice. Her hand came up to stroke your hair, before you went back up and started making out with her, taking her top finaly off, before cupping her breasts, and kissing your way down taking off her panties under her skirt and putting her bra cup down before sucking on her nipples, your fingers finding her clit finding her wet enough to put your fingers inside her pulling out a moan from her lips. Before you trailed your mouth down further you whispered at the slight swell of her stomach,

"I'm going to make your momma feel so good now" you spent you time worshiping her body, making her cum a few times. You were going to have a family, now.

You were going to make sure this baby had two loving mothers.

[vampire-fuckers]

Could you do a thing for Carmilla with a vampire Female S/O (who happens to be taller then Carmilla) cuddling? I don’t see much for her and I love your writing❤️

I don't see much of her either, and I really like her character! I like all the vampire sisters actually, then again- who wouldn't like tall intimidating vampire women? Lmao- hope you enjoy!!

Carmilla cuddle headcannons with a taller Fem!Vampire S/O

•While her S/O may be taller, Carmilla always ends up being the more dominant one. She likes being in control, no matter who her partner is.

•While her partner being both a woman and a vampire, she'd actually open up a lot easier compared to if it were a man or a human.

•She'd view her more as an equal, and would often enjoy sitting in a hot bath, being held close by her partner.

•While Carmilla would like to cuddle before bed, the tub is where she would let go of her dominance more- so we'll start there! She would just melt into her partner.

•She'd enjoy having her hair played with, and this can very easily cause her to fall asleep in her lovers arms.

•Another way to make her melt is gentle words of affections, just speaking to her in a soft tone. Ask her how her day was, if she's fed recently... Just small gestures like that would make her feel cared for.

•However, when the cuddling is moved to the bedroom- she usually enjoys being the more dominant one. Unless of course, tnis is right after one of the tub cuddle sessions- in which case she would quickly fall asleep soon anyways.

•Carmilla want to be the one to hold her partner, tell her how much she loves them. She would want to tell her things like how she dosen't know how she'd live without her.

•As far as positioning goes, Carmilla would want to be on her back, with her partner laying ontop of her, with her lovers head being on Carmilla's chest.

•The reason being, because she feels more confortable and in control. Plus, from this position she can lean in and kiss her head.

•That and I feel like she would strongly dislike the spooning position, because being the little spoon would make her feel vaunarable.(Though she'd never admit that.) As well as, being the big spoon would be a bit more diffucult with a taller partner.

•Though, despite wanting to be more in control while laying in bed... Like with the tub, she'd fall asleep rather quickly.

•She always sleeps well with her beautiful partner by her side...

((I hoped you enjoyed! This was really fun to write, and I actually really needed these soft vibes right now. I hope to hear more asks from you! Have a good day/night!♡♡)

[blackmilshake]

ok so i’m a sucker for angst and this is totally not based on something that has happened irl😳so imagine, reader has a twin who is rlly hyper and more fun about the world and wants to live her life where as the reader doesn’t trust anyone and gets scared easily and is dating harry and brings him home to meet her family but he starts to like readers twin more and reader has to beg for him to stay 🥵 love flashbacks but plz make an imagine of of it also turns out this was a mini rant

A/N: Hey love! I like angst too, not sure if I hit it this time tho, I’ll give it a second read tomorrow. Thanks for the request. Hope you are safe. Enjoy!

Being a twin was quite an experience, when you and your twin sister were children, since you were identical twins you used to prank your parents and friends all the time, your mom used to dress you two exactly the same, the only difference a bracelet with your names on it.

As you grew up, each one started to show so much more how different you two were, you loved science and investigation, meanwhile your sister, Amy, loved cinema, photography, she was so extrovert and you a little more into the introvert side of things.

And it was ok, you did enjoy being at home with your books, some confortable clothes and a good tea, and admired how much energy Amy had, she went out all the time with a lot of your friends, because you had the same friends, and they understood that you wanted to stay home time to time.

When it was time to go to college, your parents wanted the both of you to study the same thing, but you had decided that you wanted to be a doctor and Amy wanted to study photography, and so you applied to medschool and got accepted. It was the best thing that could’ve happened to you. A full scholarship, you wouldn’t disappoint yourself or your parents. It was your priority, your career.

Who knew that you would end up meeting your first boyfriend ever in a public library a rainy Saturday morning, but there he was, the library almost empty, yet he asked if he could sit in front of you.

And of course you accepted, and couldn’t help but notice him staring at you from time to time, then he talked to you, made you laugh, went for lunch.

It was hard for you to accept him as something more than a friend, you had never let anyone in in that way, you were petrified. Also, you didn’t want to get distracted by anything, your career was your top, but you ended up falling for that sweet smile and corny jokes.

Now he’s been your boyfriend for a little over a year, it felt right to bring him home to your parents, since you’ve know his family for months now.

Your sister was there too, she opened the door, and of course Harry knew about her, but it’s always the same reaction, “omg, she looks just like you.”

Your parents loved him, he was so confortable that by the second day at your parents house he was playing monopoly with them while you were studying in your room.

By the end of the day you hadn’t heard from Harry not even once, and you were happy that he was so confortable with your family, but his lack of attention towards you was bothering you a little.

It was almost midnight, when you went downstairs for some food when you heard giggles coming from the living room, your twin sister, Amy and Harry were on the same couch, Harry’s arm over your sister’s side of the couch as she laughed at something he said.

When Harry noticed you he stood up with that same smile he gives you.

“Babeeee! I missed you!” You just smiled the best you could.

It was the first time that you felt... jealousy perhaps?

It’s just...

Yeah, you and your sister were physically identical, but deep down you felt as if people liked her more than you. She had something... she was more charismatic, more... more something. You were always more serious, people told you that all the time. You had the same friends because she always included you.

And yeah, you had thought about how Harry and Amy would match just perfect, both had that something. And to think about that was unsettling to you.

You hated how you felt.

You almost wanted to cry.

Maybe it was all part of your insecurity?

Just your mind playing games at you?

You were great too... right?

Of course you wouldn’t tell Harry about that, it was something stupid.

So you just watched the two of them for the next two days, watched them laugh and get along more and more everyday.

You also noticed how Harry barely spoke to you those three days you had been home.

Sure you were studying, but when you are at your place he’s always with you, even helping you.

The next day was your flight back to London, and you wanted to be strong and not cry until you are alone at your place, you really did try, but tears started to fall down your cheeks.

You tried to be quiet, since Harry was sleeping right next to you, but also failed as a sob left your mouth, and that’s all it took, he was up, he turned to you, still half asleep.

“Babe? Are you ok?”

You only nodded and tried to turn your back at him, but he was faster and held you, turning the little lamp next to him on, eyes big now, you were crying. He had seen you cry like two times total, and you had your reasons.

“Oh, my. Kitten? Why are you crying?”

You just shook your head no, you weren’t ready to face all your feelings, not out loud. Not if by the end of the conversation he chose Amy and not you. You really did felt for him.

“Are you feeling bad?”

You shook no.

“Does something hurt?”

You shook no again.

“Was it a bad dream?”

Shook again.

“Kitten, talk to me. Maybe I can help.”

How could he be so naive?

How could you be so naive? Of course he liked your sister more than you.

You had to tell him, it was the right thing to do. You wanted him to be as happy as possible, and you also wanted the best for Amy, and Harry was the best.

“Maybe we should break up.”

Your voice was barely a whisper, but he heard you, and he felt all his blood falling to his feet.

It was so unexpected. You two were so happy. Or that’s what he thought.

He had never felt that happy ever, he truly loved you, and felt everyday more and more for you, so your words hit him like a pile of bricks, it got hard to breath.

“What?” He said, as tears filled his eyes. He tried to swallow the lump on his throat. “Why?”

“It’s for the best, Harry.” He felt a little angry now. Were you just playing with him? Why would you bring him to your parents house just to break up with him?

When you finally asked him to go with you to meet your parents he was beyond excited. He thought you were moving forward.

“The best? The best for whom?”

“For you, Harry. It’s so obvious.”

“Isn’t it obvious that I love you? That you make me so damn happy? The happiest I’ve ever been? Why on earth do you want us to break up?”

It hurt you so much to see him like this, so vulnerable, eyes red and breathing so fast it must hurt.

“Do you like Amy?”

He looked so confused. Not sure why you were asking such a thing.

“How is that relevant now?”

“You didn’t answer.” You said, ready to give him up to your sister.

“Stop playing, babe. Is this a joke?”

“No, do you like Amy more than me?”

Now he kind of understood.

“You think I like your sister more than you?”

You tried so hard not to cry harder, and Harry was trying so hard not to laugh, a nervous laugh. Praying internally that that was all, and not that you didn’t love him anymore.

“No! Babe, of course I don’t like her more than I like you, I love you, your character, your vibes, how passionate you are, stubborn and hardworking. I could never like or love anyone more than you, even someone who looks just like you.”

“But you would make such a great couple with her. She’s just like you. And it seems like you really like her, bet she likes you too. Maybe you just met the wrong sister. I won’t be mad, I promise.” You said, head down.

“Babe, kitten... I don’t even... are you nuts

?” He said half smiling, taking your chin with his index and thumb, making you look at him, his other hand drying the tears down your cheeks, as his own tears started to dry out.

“I love you. You and only you. I’m sorry if I did anything to make you think otherwise, you mean the world to me. You keep me on my feet, you make me happy, not only how you look, and don’t misunderstand me, you are smoking hot, but it’s you, what’s on the inside that drives me crazy, how much I love you it’s indescribable, you make me better, I love you, ok? I wouldn’t change you, ever. So I won’t let you break us up. We are too good to be apart. Ok?”

Happy tears felt down your cheeks now as you nodded.

“I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be sorry, kitten, just say you take me back, cause you scared the he’ll out of me for a second, babe.”

You giggled a little.

“I take you back.”

“I love you” he said truthfully as he pecked your lips.

“And I love you.” You said, big smile on, as you pecked him back.

[lily-writing-stories]

Hunt Ch8 ; It was a nightmare

I followed him  , staying behind , swallowing hardly at how hard his words hit me .

We walked back to the car and he drove me home without a word , driving away quickly when i got out of his car. With an heavy heart , i  went into my room , and lay on my bed without even taking off my clothes ,  starting to cry like a baby  . I spent at least half of the night crying before falling asleep totally drained.

The day after , i quickly took a shower and get dressed,  leaving the house without having breakfast , i didn't put the alarm on my phone yesterday so i came to work almost late.

Spending all day working seemed a good idea to take my mind off everything. When we were done with  Deaton i told him i wanted to clean a little more, so he gave me the keys to close behind myself once i'll be done . Scott had tried to call me , but i didn't replied , followed by Stiles who called multiple times , after his 6th call i decided to take it , could be an emergency.

- Hey , What's up ?

I tried to sounds as normal as possible .

- Finally ! Where are you ?

- Deaton's , Why?

- We know who are killing werewolfs , it's a hunter or maybe two, Argent don't know him , he's probably not from here , but we know he's gonna be in the woods again tonight , can you join us ?

I thought again at what chris said "You're not helping" .

- I'm coming !

I hurried up to close the clinic and get in my mom's car that she let me take   , driving towards the woods , parking next to Stiles and his Jeep . He was alone , waiting .

- Hey , Where are the others?

- Scott and Lydia are already in the woods , and Argent and Derek in town.

I followed him towards the woods , obviously Chris did as he said yesterday . Stiles explained to me a little better what they had discovered about the hunter and i'd be lying if i say that i didn't gave me goosebumps.

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I saw the hunter raising his gun toward Scott , my first reaction was to run in front of him as i heard a gunshot then another one . I looked at the hunter who was at the ground , Chris had shoot him . Good. I turned around at my brother  , to see if he was okay , his eyes and mouth were wild open , i felt my stomach hurt ,from fear maybe, looking at  him head to toes to see if he had been shot ,but nothing . Everyone came running toward us , they were yelling but i couldn't quite understand what they were saying , i couldn't stop this pain in my stomach even seeing that everyone was alive. I put a hand on my belly instinctively, my hand became wet ,i look at it , and saw blood all over it . I was the one who had been shoot. It sarted to get dizzy , and everything was becoming less and less clear in my vision and in my mind .

- Scott ...

I felt his arms holding me , his screams  sounded far ,before i could hit the ground and everything went black.

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I tried to open my eyes , it took me a while to adjust them to the light , even if it was soft . The first thing i saw was Scott sleeping on the chair to my left . I tried to sit but it was painful  and i was weak .Slowly  i reached to grab my brother's hand , which woke him up immediately in a jump. He looked at me and almost yelled my name , getting a painful laugh from me.

- You thought you could get rid of me that easily  , buddy?

He shake his head , smiling ag he moved his chair closer to the bed taking my hand , kissing it , and holding it into his face, on his cheek , closing his eyes , taking a deep breathe , as if he haven't breathe for days .

-  Don't do this again , it was a nightmare

- You mean taking a bullet to save you ? Meh , it wasn't a big deal

I laugh again , but then wince at the pain in my belly.

- I'm gonna call Mom , she'll give you something for the pain

I nod and he left , coming back not even a minute after , my mom running to my side almost crying .

- Baby ...

She hold me carefully and kiss my forehead , caressing my hair.

- I'm not dead Mom , don't cry please

- Lily ...  You were very ...

She didn't finish her sentence and put something in my perfution to calm my pain . Both of them then looked at me , staring without a words and it soon got unconfortable  .

- Why are you lookg at me like that?

They looked at each other before my mom took my hand.

- Baby , you were in a coma for almost 2 weeks

I blinked few times , processing the info.

-  McCALL , YOU DIDN'T CALLED ME !

We three looked toward the door , to see Stiles with a fake shook look on his face , his hand dramatically on his chest.

- Scott , how dare you not call me when our little warrior's awake ?

I giggle , a less painfully this time and held my hand for Stiles to come take it , which he gladly did ,putting a kiss on it and bend a little .

-M'lady , happy to see you awake.

- It will be queen for you .

- Sorry Queen lily , savior of our puppy Scott

I laughed a little more , happy to see one face who didn't looked at me like i was still dying.They all stayed with me few hours before having to leave for the night except for my mom , but i insist  that she go home to rest a little . i don't risk anything anymore .

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During the 3 days i had to stay at the hospital , almost everyone came , expect for Chris , i kinda had hope to see him , but he didn't came , and i didn't asked why to anyone , i think that's clear , but still ... i thought that he would came. It hurt to know that he doesn't care to the point of not even visiting me.

I was happy to got home after all this , my belly wasn't hurting so much anymore , the wound was healing already . I went in my room laying on my bed , happy to found to confort of it and i must have fall asleep because when i opened my eyes , i jumped seeing Chris sitting on my bed , staring at me.

[lotustories]

Sincerely, Yours

Lie To Me Sequel

Type: fluff, smut

Warning: mentions of alcohol use, sex, and vulgar language

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Chapter 10

“Did you buy sunscreen or bug spray?” You called out to the boys as they packed the car with luggage. All of them freezing at your question and your grunt as that answered your question. “Well,” You scowled. “Now we have to stop.” You grabbed your bag and slammed the door behind you. Half way to the driveway taehyung called from behind you. “Hey!” His whiny voice, “I was still inside.” He pouted, closing the door softly behind him. “Oh, sorry.” You stopped to wait for him. Taehyung grabbing your bag for you. “Camping for 3 days, why did I agree.” You jumped in the car, yoongi’s hand on your ass pushing you lightly as he followed you to the back of the car. “because you love us?” Jungkook perked up in front of you, his innocence making your heart squeeze. “only you.” You joked, but a whiny Jimin scowled at you. “I bother you the least,” he scoffed. “and you dare say you don’t love me.” His eyebrow raised as he gave a nod before sitting beside gguk. “I won’t share my marshmallows.” He poutingly held his pillow in front of him, taehyung inserting himself into the conversation. “oh,” he looked at those already in the car. “will everyone fit?” His head cocked to the side. Someone had to sit with you and Yoongi. “I’ll go in the back, you sit next to Jimin.” Hoseok climbed in, sitting on the other side of you. “Jimin,” You leaned forward, your hands cupping his face from behind so that he looked up at you. “You know I love you,” You smiled, he only rolled his eyes and stuck his tongue out at you. “You just want my marshmallows.” He attempted to pull away but you lifted yourself up to plant playful kisses around his face. He hated when you gave him affection. You and Jimin were the most like brother and sister than everyone else. “Okay, okay!” He hit you with his pillow. You pulled away laughing, as he turned to you with his ruffled hair. “I will share.” His eyes narrowed, he turned to Yoongi with the same look. “tie her down or something.” Jimin jokesd, your eyebrows perked at the suggestion. “Oh, please do.” You turned to Yoongi with the playful tone. He tried to hide his smile but he couldn’t. “Maybe.” He whispered as he laced your hand in his.

The ride was long, the youngest boys fell asleep quickly. Hoseok playing his game the entire way, seokjin driving and Namjoon keeping him entertained with music. Yoongi on the other hand was holding you. His hand laced with yours as he ran small circles on your back with his free hand. “hey,” you heard Yoongi mumble. You looked up to meet his eyes and he smiled softly. “The Cabin only has 3 rooms, we will have to share with someone.” He whispered. “we’ll figure it out when we get there.” You ignored him, snuggling more into his chest. “I have to pee.” Hoseok screamed making you jump in fear. “Aye!” You smacked his thigh, a small Yelp of pain coming from his lips. “You scared me.” He laughed as he rubbed the area you slapped. Seokjin pulled up to the nearest gas station, everyone hoping out to grab snacks and use the restroom. You jumped out and lurked down the aisles, a flirty Yoongi following behind you. “Baby,” his voice low and eyes narrowed as he followed behind you. “hm?” You turned, the candy in your hand as he snuck up closer. Wrapping his arms around you and pulling you so close that your fronts were pressed into each other. “you look beautiful today.” His lips pressing to your chin and slowly down your neck. “no pda,” You tried to pull away, he only gripped tighter. “give me a kiss before you finish getting your snacks.” He pouted and you gave in quickly. “grab me gummies.” He slapped your ass before wandering off to grab drinks. “YN!” Jungkook’s head perked from a few aisles ahead of you. “yeah?” Standing on your tippy toes, he held up a giant bag of gummies that you both loved. They were very hard to find in most stores. “Oh my god,” you ran to his aisle. “Is that all they have?” You saw the shelves stacked with them. You both piled them in your arms and made your way back to the car where the boys were waiting. “What is that?” Yoongi laughed at you as the candy hung from your mouth. “I love this candy.” You giggled, sitting down next to him as you pulled it apart to eat. “Try it,” you handed him one and he stuck the whole thing in his mouth. Jungkook and you yelling at him as he looked at you bewildered. “What?” You groaned as you passed him another piece. “You’re eating it wrong, you have to pull it apart.” Yoongi smiled and pulled the candy apart correctly, his tongue sticking out so that he could wrap the sour candy around his tongue. “It’s good.” He smiled slightly as he chewed. Yoongi leaning down to press his lips against yours, you could feel him smiling into it.

Shortly after arriving to the cabin, the long hours and pain shooting throughout you from sitting. “Okay, so top room is for yn and yoongi” seokjin pointed upward, “but you have to let someone else sleep in the bed.” He added and you looked down at the boys who seemed to already be paired off. Namjoon and gguk, and seokjin we’re standing near each other, Jimin and taehyung and hoseok off to the side. “Hoseok.” Yoongi spoke before you could even think, you turned to him and simply shrugged. Yoongi pushing you towards the house with the bags in his hands, “okay,” hoseok shrugged, not caring as he followed behind. You all set up, had dinner, and sat around the living room for a bit. This was such a nice tiny vacation. The room felt peaceful and the view was beautiful. “i want to talk to you about something,” Yoongi whispered softly, barely audible by you. “hm?” You focused on the tv before you, the boys sitting intently as they started to doze off. “if you don’t want to, I won’t speak of it again.” He was mumbling, but you can tell he was nervous to ask whatever he wanted to ask. “hey Im going to head to bed,” hoseok yawned before walking off. Yoongi leaned down, his lips so close to your ear that the slightest whisper could be heard. “would you want to have a threesome with hoseok?” Your head snapped to him, eyes wide but he was calm. “what?” You voice clearly shocked but he still remained calm. “nevermind, it was a stupid question.” But you shook your head. “No, what brought this idea up?” You questioned, yoongi sighing as he closed his eyes before answering you. “Honestly?” He stared back at you, the slightest movements of his eyes. “i don’t know,” he was still waiting for an answer. The silence stayed for a bit longer and you turned to him. “do you want to?” He stared at you puzzled for a minute before looking in the direction to your room. As if thinking about what to say, but he looked back down and nodded. “I do.” The smallest whisper of words to fall from his lips.

When it was time to sleep, hoseok lied there already, on the right side of the bed. His body clinging to the pillow for warmth. “sleep in the middle.” Yoongi motioned for you to lay down while he changed into sleeping clothes. You hesitated at first, but now since he said this was something he wanted. You felt like you were being tested. Why him? And is that why he picked hoseok to share the bed. So many thoughts running through your head. So many questions. It was as if hoseok felt you next to him, because instinctively he wrapped his blanket around you and pulled you into his body. Yoongi stared down and raised his eyebrow, the tiniest amusement in his face. “confortable?” He teased, pressing his lips to yours as he pushed his front towards you. Both boys extremely close, you could feel your stomach doing backflips and you couldn’t tell if it was because you were scared or excited. “Go To sleep.” Yoongi started dozing off, his hands wrapped around you just as hoseok’s were.

What the hell was going on.

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Sorry it’s short jsjsk

[taylorboy27]

Begin Again//Kaylor AU

It was a beautiful Wednesday afternoon in the city of New York, autumn leaves covering the streets as walking people past on their way to their family or friends, couples holding hands and slowly walking and smiling to each other, even elders where out enjoying their lives and reminiscing in the "good ol' days" with each other. But in that same city was a blonde girl with eyes as blue as the summer sky and a smile as white as the fist snow of November, lips covered with signature red lipstick her look as bold as a lion and as elegant as a self centered cat(very much like hers to be frank). She walked down the streets of this city thinking to herself what the hell she was doing there, for you see, this beautiful and young woman also happened to be recently heartbroken and was still very bitter over it, but she had the right idea at least, and went to a coffee shop near her Greenwich village apartment that was a mere 10 minute walk away, her being alone made her loose inside her mind and by the time she was there she was so lost inside she almost missed it entirely, but the delightful smell of newly brewed coffee stoped her dead in her tracks and called her inside.

it was a small but cozy cafe with a few couches and chairs, a table in the center of them, and a few other loneners much like her, most costumers seemed to be in a hurry to get their coffee and leave to see their family and loved ones, but since she had no one to rush to and cuddle, not anymore at least, she decided to drink her coffee calmly in one of the smaller sofas by the window, she approached the counter ready to order her usual "pumpkin spice latte”, as any fall lover would, but for some reason she couldn't bring herself to enjoy it partly due to her current emotional estate, and partly because (and she won’t ever admit this if asked) but she had had to much of it this fall, so she analyze her opinions and decided to go for a good ol’ vanilla cappuccino.

But when she got to the counter it was like lighting had suddenly stuck her awake after being asleep for a thousand years, her heartache was suddenly gone and the colores where back into her life, hell it was so intense she even wonder if she high(which was very unlikely as she has never even held a joint, but at the moment it seemed reasonable) because there behind the counter stud a pair of eyes so beautiful they made the galaxies look dull, I can't tell you their color because there isn’t one to compare but if I had to give you an idea it was as if the colors and the live in the ocean mixed in those eyes, they had the boldness of the ocean waves in them, but the warmed of a in the colors of a coral reef, and just maybe a dash of star dust to make them shine. They where so hopefully, so full of joy and Light it was almost hard to look at them but they where soft enough so you would never want to look away and so addictive you felt like getting to know every little part of them. And as if that wasn't enough a bright genuine smile almost made of sunshine was in the softest lips she had seen, it was so big that on the sides of it a little dimple started forming, along the sides of this (what she would later described as a "mansion with a view") were long light brown hairs falling into the top of those gorgeous eyes, she kept trailing every inch of it until her blue eyes fell on the name tag attached to the apron "Karlie" was written in a beautiful cursive letter, it was then when she memorized the named and repeated it a thousand times in her head thinking it was the most beautiful and unique name she had ever heard, but then again this now named angel in front of her was all new and one of a kind to her. But all good things must come to and end and so when she looked up again and gave a shy smile, Karlie spoke up.-

-Hi! Welcome to Big Sur Café what can I get you?- it was such a rehearsed speech yet it managed to send shivers down her spine.

-h-hi, I-um, could I get a um a vanilla cappuccino....?- she said coursing herself for being so obvious with her sudden star struck. Yet Karlie seemed to not notice it or simply chose to ignore it, either way she just smiled tilting her head and sticking her tongue out to write the order down in the disposable cup with a black sharpie, you see in the rush of adrenaline she forgot to tell Karlie that she would take it there but seeing how concentrated and beautiful Karlie looked writing down in the cup she decided to just have it in the plastic cup.-What's your name?.- she was still admiring the beautiful girl in front of her and was cut off guard by the question, all she could answer was a small and faint "what?" Before Karlie asked again a bright smile still on her face.-What's the name for the order?- oh yeah Taylor yeah sorry.- was all she could answer without being flustered again.-

-it’s okay, anything else?- she was about to say no when she saw a batch of freshly made cookies and went over to eye them quickly.-yeah a cookie too thanks-

-okay that be $13.22.-Taylor got a 20 out of her bag and gave it to Karlie starting to match her smile, when Karlie was about to give her the rest of the money Taylor just pushed it back gently with a big smile and a silent "keep it”.

Karlie gave a smile back putting the change in the tip jar and went on to make the coffee and get the cookie, while Taylor just went to take a sit on the couch getting comfortable, Karlie finished the coffee and normally she would just put it on the side of the counter and say the name but there was something about Taylor and the way her blue eyes shined when they looked into hers that made her go up to the couch she was in and gently sitting it down next to the cookie, Karlie was about to walk away but Taylor felt a little extra bold that day and decided to make a move.

-do you want to sit down?- it was a simple enough question but it had so many implications and meanings that it took her by surprise, but nevertheless she smiled and nodded shyly before sitting down next to her not far enough to be seen as only friendly but enough so that Taylor could choose where to take it, as if silently asking her the implications of the interaction. At first they just sat there in silence, waiting to see what would happen, and as time passed by and Karlie was about to give up and leave, Taylor turned around to face her and said, “I have two cats you know, and I named them after my favorite characters from my favorite shows, the first one her name is Meredith Grey Swift, and the second one is Olivia Benson Swift. But we... Umm I....around the house her name is dibbles because it’s suits her personality more, she is like “Hey guys it’s Dibbles”.....yeah....” in any other circumstances Taylor would have never said that but something about Karlie made her feel so comfortable that she just went for it, and thankfully the response was a good one because Karlie just bursted into laughter and Taylor couldn’t be more happy thinking that her laugh was the best sound she had ever heard, and smiling because she felt so strange knowing that Karlie found her funny because he never did.

-Sorry for laughing- said Karlie, still trying to regain her composure, but happy that the girl gave her a chance, so she decided she would share her own pet story.-I have a dog, his name is joe, and he is really friendly.-Taylor sat there still trying to process everything about this interaction, but finally she just smiled and said-he better be friendly because the girls sure aren’t.-after that they just sat there looking into each other’s eyes for what seemed like forever, everything was perfect for an instant and with that hope still around them Karlie decided to be bold for the first time and ask the girl out.-hey uh I know this may be to bold but, would you maybe, consider going on a date, with me?-Taylor was shocked but nevertheless she giggled and agreed, but as they where about to talk the details of their date a new costumer walked in and their moment was broken, Taylor signaled Karlie to go get it, as if saying I’ll wait, she sat there watching Karlie work for a bit, but as she was getting confortable again, her brother Austin called saying he was outside of her apartment waiting for her to let him in, she wasn’t expecting him today, and certainly not when she was in the middle of something but still she believed family (even annoying family) comes first, so she took out a pen and wrote on a napkin her phone number and address, with a note saying “pick me up on this address at 7:30, tell the doorman you’re there for T.Swift, see you soon ;)” She looked at the note one last time before putting it on her lips to leave a kiss mark with her signature red lipstick, and after collecting all her belongings she went up to the counter just as Karlie finished taking an order, she smiled at her and slid the napkin over to Karlie, said a quiet but polite goodbye and left the little coffee shop feeling completely different than when she walked in, completely leaving the heartbreak behind and taking with her something she thought she’d lost, she left with hope for a new beginning, she left thinking that just like that on a simple Wednesday on a cafe she felt it begin again.

[futurewriter2000]

Glances

A/N:Well....I wrote this. I didn't go to school again bc I have an oral exam and I'm judt a fucking idiot and a coward. God, I'n so stupid. Anyway I wrote this this morning. Hope you like it @duringirl

PAIRING: Sirius Black x reader

REQUEST: Hawo ^^ I was wondering if you could write a one shot where Sirius has a panic attack and reader is there and helps him trough it and just conforts him and yea. Thank u ^^

WARNING: Watch out for grammar mistakes.

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XX

He was there. You were here. He was goegeous. You were average. His smile was everything. Your smile was enough. His eyes were special. Yours were just (y/e/c).

That was what you kept telling yourself, repeatedly as you glanced from time to time at the boy you've secretely liked since Third year.

One glance and your heart raced for a second or two.

You focused back on your parchment, scribbling down the ingridents, pretending to listen to the professor.

Your heart calmed down but with another glance, it started to race again.

" Amortentia, the strongest love potion. Elixir to induce Euphoria. Polyjuice potion, to transfrom from one to another. Wiggendewel potion, to awaken someone from sleep..." professor Slughorn counted down the potions for the upcoming exam, your hand writing them all down and your eyes glancing from professor, to your parchment, professor, parchment and back to him. The boy who appereantly fell asleep to Slughorn speech.

You couldn't blame him. He hated potions and what made it even worse for him, you had potions right first period on fridays.

One glance. It's all it took you to know that three rows before you there was a boy, sitting with his head laid on his arm and pulling in quiet snores to which only James next to him could hear.

"What was the last one?" asked Alice beside you, causing your thoughts of the boy to fly away and the sly smile that crawled on your lips, fade away.

" Uhm...Volubilis potion. " you simpered and she wrote it down aggressively, causing her pen to let out drops of ink on her parchment.

Slughorn's eyes were now focused on the sleeping boy in the third row before you. His eyes narrowed and his lips turned in a thin line. He stopped before his desk and grabbed the books, lifting them and letting them fall back on the desk.

Sirius' head popped up and he confusely looked around. "Fairly, I ought to wonder why Mr. Black would want to sleep through my class, especially the class where I explain the subject of the upcoming exam."

"And fairly, sir, I ought to think that I will do an outstanding work on this exam if I get just enough amount of sleep." Sirius replied. His voice was low and raspy, his hair a bit messy and his lips turned into a grin.

The class chuckled, the corner of your lips turning up as you continued to draw squares on the top of your parchment.

You glanced up, his eyes met yours and your heart stopped for a second. Your pen removed itself from the parchment, your eyes now staring at his before they turned back around at the professor.

"Meet me after class, Sirius." said professor loudly and sharp, turning around with his robes and walking back to his desk.

Sirius' head turned to his best friend, causing James to snicker before turning it around again and lock his eyes with yours once again.

Your head was empty, your ability to move, to smile, to do something was completely unavailable at the moment. He stretched a grin and winked.

You felt your head spin but then again you shook off the feeling and smiled in return.

' He's a friend. Do not get involved with him.' you scolded yourself.

The two of you were friends. Not close but friends. You supressed your feelings for him the moment you started feeling them.

He was a pure-blood. You were a half-blood. He was from the Wizarding world. You were from the Muggle world. He came from a wealthy family. You came from not that wealthy family but not poor either. He was out-going. You kept your feelings and your thoughts to yourself.

The two of you were contrast in many ways than one and who were you to be in his league.

" Hey! (Y/l/n)! " he shouted after you, struggling to get through the crowd and to you.

A smirk crept on your lips and you turned around, tugging your books closer to your chest. "Black?"

He was now close and smiling. " A lovely smile you sent me there." he started but you only rolled your eyes.

"Please, Black. Stop with the flirting and get to the point. You know it doesn't work on me." you snorted and his grin spread across his own lips.

" You should feel honored I decided to come to you. It's not an every day that you get to see Sirius Black." he boasted and you scoffed.

"Yes, especially when this amazing Sirius Black drools on the desk. " you teased and he chuckled. " But yeah, don't worry. Here." you pulled out your list of potions.

"Firstly, I don't drool. And secondly, thank you." he took the parchment and stuck it in his own book. " You'll get it back soon."

Because from all the students, classmages and friends. He decided to get your notes. It's not that he held any feelings for you but it let you wonder.

He could have just copied from James. It's a short list. Could he- no. You shook your head and left for your next class. " He'd never."

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And a week had passed since then, your list of potions was never returned but you didn't mind. You studied with Alice and she let you borrow hers.

You ran through it one more time while Alice closed her book and let out a huff. " I'm done."

"Already? But we haven't gone through the last three potions." you quirked an eyebrow and she got up, stretching her back.

" I'm going to wing it." she yawned and you let out a snort of laughter.

" That's usually my line."

" I know but it works, doesn't it?"

"What do you mean?"

" Well, whenever you decide to give up on the last minute studying, you say 'I'm going to wing it.' and then you end up passing every exam."

" Not every exam. I can never pass Arithmancy."

"Nobody can pass Arithmancy. Arithmancy is shite."

You laughed at her comment and closed the book as well. " The reason I pass them is becuase I cheat on the exam."

" Yeah about that, how do you do it?" she asled as she started to gather her books.

You shrugged. "I don't know. I guess I wing it."

She narrowed her eyes in envy. "I hate your not caring arse." and she left.

" Love you too! " you shouted behind her and started to gather up your books as well.

Alice. She was always so nice yet so sassy. It was a good combination. No wonder every guy fell for her.

You smiled to yourself and lifted the pile in your arms. Gaining your balance, you turned your way towards the stairs and started walking.

A few steps up and you were already on the floor. Not because you have lost your balance but because someone ran into you with super speed and knocking you down.

" Urgh!" you groaned, rubbing the back of your head before finally looking up at the person. " Sirius?" you asked after the pain disappeared and the surroundings became clearer.

His eyes were wide, scared, filled with unshed tears. You heart grew heavy at the sight but before you could say anything he just stormed out.

Doubting yourself first, you got on your feet and started running after him.

You didn't know what you were doing.

Your back was in so much pain and still you continued to run after a boy who you weren't even close friends with.

But you did it anyway. You ran after him. He was walking fast and with heavy breathing. He wanted to turn into his Animagnus form but couldn't due to a girl following him.

He wantes to say something. He wanted to do something to let you leave him alone. For you to not see him in this situation. But his head was heavy and his heart was racing. The air was suffocating his lungs and a lump in his throat made his stomach knot.

Until he couldn't hold it in any longer. His bare feet touched the cold grass and he just fell on his knees, sobbing uncontrollably.

You stopped in your tracks, rethinking your decision, doubting yourself once again.

"Sirius." you spoke quietly,making your way to him and placing your hand on his shoulder.

He was ashamed to look up. He couldn't lift his head and face you.

Sirius Black crying. Ay, there's something everybody would gladly see.

" Sirius, look at me." You spoke softly and placed your hand against his cheek.

His eyes locked with yours, cheeks completely wet from the tears and his breathing was strong and fast.

"Calm down."

"I-I can't." he sobbed and continued to breathe even heavier. " I- I" he tried to speak but the lump in his throat prevented him from saying a word.

You heart was racing. You didn't know what to do. There was no doubt he was having a panic attack. Crying uncontrollably, choking on his own breath.

You had no idea of what to do so in a desperate situation, the only thing you thougnt of was pulling him closer and hugging him tightly. Both of your were on your knees, your arms wrapped around him as your head was pressed on his shoulder.

"Calm down." you spoke very softly and quietly.

His arms were wrapped around you as well, his head burried in the crook of your neck and his hands knotting themselves in your shirt.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." he continued to pant, cry, sobb...

" Don't be sorry. Just calm down." you whispered back and slowly, very slowly he started to calm down.

After he got his thoughts back together, he sniffed a few times and lulled away. "Guess you want your list back." he joked around, causing you to roll your eyes once again.

"Really? You almost give me a heart attack and you later joke about it."

" Awfully bad habit." he smirked and you threw yourself back on the grass.

Your eyes were set on the starry night and your thoughts running wild in your head, not wanting to settle down. " You want to talk aboit it?" you blurted out without thinking, your eyes on the sky.

" Not really."

" Is it the reason you sleep in every class?"

" Maybe."

You laid on the ground, staring at the stars and staying quiet.

After a few moments, you got on your elbows and looked up at him.

He looked at you as well, somehow ashamed of the situation he was in.

You smiled.

He quirked an eyebrow.

"Come on." you got up on your feet, patting your clothes and offering him a hand.

He got up as well, patting his shorts and smiling. "Where?"

"To the kitchen."

"What? Why?"

" To adopt a dragon. What do you think why? Food makes everything better." you grabbed him by the hand, this time determined.

" You surprise me, (y/n) (y/l/n)." he smiled and you chuckled.

" So do you, Sirius Black."