#throwing it to the void
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#why am i like this#why#why oh god#screaming crying throwing up#screaming into the void#writing#ao3#archive of our own#writers on tumblr#ao3 writer#writer's block#writers#writer#writeblr#writerscommunity#writers and poets#writer stuff#creative writing#writerscorner#writer's life#fanfic writing#fanfiction#ao3 issues#ao3 fanfic#fan fiction#ao3 author#fanfic#ao3 addict#ao3 stuff#ao3 author curse
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I can not live laugh love in these conditions
#im venting in tags bcus fuck you#i miss my source#i miss my friends#i miss my lovers#i wish i had them back#i know its not healthy to be overly connected to source but i genuinely cant seperate rn#i want to cry until i pass out#i want to be held and conforted by them again as i fall asleep#i want my hands to be too full to grab stuff because im holding their hands#i want to hug my big sis as she tells me its ok to cry#i want to play with my friends again#i want my family back#i want my friends back#but im stuck away from them and ill never have them. back#even if i find them it wont be THEM#im probably just tired and i just started my period but im so tired of it#we have so many things we rlly need to vent tbh but have nowhere to put ot#so heres this#throwing it to the void#did system#did alter#introject#fictive#alter#alter vent#vent#(im not saying who this is)
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i call this one "nobody likes you when youre 23"
#uploading this from the club. 5 minutes till bday...#really needed to throw this into the void lmao
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WAIT when did he get FANGS
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#brushie brushie#i thought i was imagining it but i have compared screenshots and it is true#they gave him a bunch of new animations and just decided to throw some fangs in there too!#unless this is an earlier thing i just missed because i don't pay attention (very possible)#anyway i decided to do one last ten-pull and THERE HE WAS#and his personal story is SO unexpectedly cute oh my gosh#at any given moment crewel is thinking about how much he misses his dog(s)#it is CANON#canon like the fangs (why) (i'm not complaining i just want to KNOW)#get you a fandom where they randomly and with no explanation give a character fangs I GUESS#anyway thank you sensei for validating the mountain of keys i threw into the void for you#i'd assumed he'd duo with grim so it is unfortunate that it turned out to be with a card i don't have and will probably never get 🙃#but it is VERY funny actually that he duos with crowley so i'll forgive him#the only funnier character would be jack#OR NO WAIT actually leona#'which character would be the funniest to --' the answer is always. ALWAYS. leona
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If my attention was limited in supply would you want me more
Would nonchalance be preferred to the affection i give
Tell me how to love you in a way you feel loved and ill listen
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sleepover
#kitsch ⭐️#tadc#funnybunny#jax x pomni#the amazing digital circus#pomni#jax#glitch productions#gooseworx#rises from my thousand year slumber to throw this in the void and disappear again#art tag ⭐️
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Once a beast, always a beast
#lorelai#vampire#tw blood#my art#i do not like how this turned out but i want to throw less shit into the void and post it anyway as at least. an archive
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forever thinking about royal’s bad ending. my thing with it is that maruki doesn’t necessarily give anyone what they want most, he gives them what’s most appropriate for them to want within a maruki-approved framework. iirc there’s a really interesting text sequence in the game where he just straight up changes someone’s career because they’re not “good” at it, regardless of whether that’s what they actually want. why struggle at all? ever? right?
and so ultimately i don’t think goro akechi’s greatest wish is necessarily ren. i think it’s a wish for sure, but his greatest wish is his own agency. despite any regrets he has and the fact that shido and yaldabaoth treated him like a pawn, he's generally pretty adamant about owning his choices and their consequences. he doesn't want that erased. and instead, you end up with pleasant boy™ if you take maruki’s deal. maybe maruki (incorrectly) thinks sanding off all of akechi’s rough edges will make him easier for ren to love. but the crux of it is really that maruki has to essentially lobotomize him to preserve the illusion of his perfect reality, because their ideologies are so diametrically opposed that akechi would spend every waking moment fighting back.
this isn’t to undermine ren’s importance to akechi btw — he explicitly acknowledges that he wishes they had met earlier, and there are countless moments throughout their confidant that underscore how much it means to him that they mirror each other so well. he absolutely does want more time with ren, just not under these circumstances.
and that’s also what makes ren’s choice on 2/2 doubly devastating. he knows that either way he loses akechi. and if he takes maruki’s deal, he loses him knowing that his last moments with the real akechi involved the two of them being unforgivably out of sync.
#shuake#ren amamiya#goro akechi#takuto maruki#persona 5#DOES THIS MAKE SENSE#this has been on my mind for ages#siri play ideal and the real dot mp3#like the two of them happily playing chess together hits hard bc in another life they could’ve had that#but the thing is#neither of them want another life! they just want each other as is!#me for the millionth time: takuto maruki most interesting antagonist of all time#tired of all the one dimensional evil villains#give me the pathetic wet cat man who projects his issues w his ex gf onto u and turns ur bf into a stepford wife ❤️#will the real goro akechi please stand up#*#wishing i had the time to replay this game for 3rd sem alone but alas. capitalism strikes again. adulthood is a scam#so instead i am rotating these guys endlessly in my mind and throwing my thoughts out into the void#eta: have really been enjoying seeing ppl's tags on this!!!#thank u for rotating them in ur mind as well
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im not normal about them
#screaming crying throwing up#THEY LOVE THEIR FUCKED UP WOLF DAD SO MUCH HE LOVES HIS TRAUMATISED PUNK DAUGHTERS SO MUCH#arcane season 2#arcane#arcane spoilers#jayce what in the void possessed you#warwick arcane#vander arcane#jinx arcane#vi arcane#isha arcane#arcane season 2 act 2
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i have no particular ideas but i would die if you ever did griddlehark <3
not rlly griddlehark but u know what i do have some misc bone lesbians thingies laying around
#id in alt text#idk why they never felt good enough to post but whatever throwing them at the void now djhdh#also i firmly believe nobody in the whole resurrected world deserves a mullet more than gideon#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#ianthe tridentarius#the locked tomb#my art
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What happened to em
#*throws a headcanon to the void*#ravio found joy and whimsy while legend lost his#lorule was quite the hostile place y'know#ravio had to fend for himself#then the royal family picked him up cuz of his talents or something#linked universe#lu legend#lu ravio#my art
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Okay but like
In the lost pages of Journal 3 Ford mentions Bill disappearing for weeks or months at a time, which is kinda interesting to me
There are two ways we could interpret this.
1, is that these gaps in conversation were deliberate manipulation tactics planned by Bill. To leave long enough for Ford to feel worried and want him back. This does backfire a little when Ford has that jealousy outburst and accuses Bill of having other people to inspire. (Which is like. Ford are you hearing yourself-)
But ultimately the absences Bill leaves does more harm than good for Bill’s plans. I think if he was around MORE then Ford would’ve definitely become WAYYY more attached to him
Which is why there’s a second interpretation I have that I really like
2, the idea that Bill just. Lost track of time a lot between being Ford’s muse and doing other shit in the nightmare dimension. For one thing, Bill is canonically millions of years old in the context of Earth. He’s lived through so much time that it would be understandable if he didn’t quite grasp how much time he spent away from Ford. In the grand scheme of things Ford was only a blip in time compared to everything Bill lived through, what’s a few weeks amongst eternity?
Not to mention the Book of Bill confirms that Bill canonically dissociates, and it’s very common to lose chunks of time with dissociation. What if he dipped out of his consciousness in the times where he wasn’t with Ford? We don’t have any idea what Bill was doing between Ford visits. It’s so interesting to speculate
What if Bill still thought Ford was okay with him because he didn’t realize how long he was gone?
#splynter rambles#gravity falls#bill cipher#the book of bill#this could be interpreted as platonic or romantic ngl#but still#billford#IM JUST THROWING THOUGHTS INTO THE VOID
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Wade's undiagnosed adhd (switching between dual wielding swords, guns, and daggers) is only ever matched by Logan's undiagnosed autism (noticing weak spots in his opponents and going 100% momentum + force on his attacks)
@wadesknife this for u bb
#we've seen the fight at the void#we've seen the honda hatefuck#we (kinda) saw the adamantium gays team up against the deadpool corps#I'm not counting that because i need actual strategy and tactics of a deadclaws vs common enemy fight sequence#Logan would clearly be the close range fighter between them but that doesn't mean Wade wouldn't throw a blade if he fuckin wants to#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#deadpool 3#logan howlett#wade wilson#poolverine#deadclaws#deadpool 2024
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You know what I think is really fucked up is that this Ben obviously misses his siblings, his academy, soooo much and the narrative just..... doesn't care.
Whatever their problems were they were his siblings, his family and he watched them all die terrible tragic deaths before they ever got a chance to escape the clutches of their abusive father. And now he's stuck with this group who is insistent on seeing him as an asshole version of their ben that they and the narrative kinda act like his family never existed and that is so fucked up and such a missed opportunity.
#Maybe this changes im just on ep 2 but from what I've been seeing I doubt it#crazy that guardians 3 handled this exact concept so much better#KC watches#the umbrella academy#ben hargreeves#the sparrow academy#tua#tua season 4#tua s4#throwing thoughts to the void#tua ben#tua s3#umbrella acedmy#tua spoilers
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Inumaki Toge is the sweetest guy you know. He’s always so kind and courteous when he holds the door open for you first, or extends a warm palm to let you walk up the stairs in front of him. There’s so many sick, nasty freaks out there so you’re lucky to know a guy like him— even if he sends you terrible memes that he thinks are so funny (if you’re under nine maybe.)
But one afternoon you unlock your phone to see Inumaki’s sent you a photo. Assuming it’s another shitty meme from the first text he sent “saw this and thought of you.”
And you have no idea that he’s now freaking out on the other side of the phone because instead of sending you the hilarious alpha wolf meme that he’s just found on Pinterest, he’s sent you the last photograph in his camera roll— the photo he’d just taken a few hours earlier when you were leaving your favourite bakery.
A photo of his camera angled perfectly beneath your short skirt (almost as though he’s done it before) with an obvious peek of the baby pink panties that you’re still wearing right now.
Because how the fuck is he going to explain this to you—
#I’ve been working on kinktober fics in the background so I literally haven’t had time for tumblr#but it’s been giving me so many extra filthy thoughts I don’t have time to write#so I need to throw them into the void so I don’t forget#tw:noncon#trigger:noncon#toge thirst#jo thirsts#thirst posts
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Parents really do traumatize you and then force you to reparent yourself instead of being a capable human being who can contribute to society like a normal person. Sorry I can't get a well paying job right now I'm trying to learn coping mechanisms.
#i will never care if you reblog#vent#tw vent#cw vent#parentification#toxic parents#emotional trauma#trauma#childhood trauma#trauma coping#childhood emotional neglect#eldest daughter syndrome#eldest daughter#parentified child#childhood neglect#thoughts to throw into the void
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