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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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Apparently the local university’s undergraduate entomology course sends students to catch insect specimens at the same place I like to go birdwatching, which explains why I saw three enormous frat looking dudes with tiny bug nets and overheard one emphatically say “bro BRO I told you we already have enough lepidopterans”
#I told my brother (in the ag field) this and he said ‘oh those are definitely turf bros’#apparently entomology is a required course if you want to specialize in golf course management which I guess is a career that some desire#and there is some Westside story type beef between the turf bros taking entomology for pest control reasons and future PHDs who love bugs#actually chatted with them later they were very lovely
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hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month
#shush jesse#EDIT from future me: this post was about astarion but im fully a galegirl (gendy neutch) now so idk what that says#he's also my type for what its worth#this post abt astarion#hes just so painfully on brand for me#i know so little about him though is the thing but i still feel insane#but i cant play the game and i dont want to watch anyone play it and i dont want spoilers#so like.....secondhand blorbo right now
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Continuation of this
#trying to write bills cipher in character is harder than it looks#I HAD to finish this comic but I have so many other things to do so now I gotta go do that#it’s nearly 1am help#my art#gravity falls#twins in time au#Stan pines#Stanley pines#bill cipher#I think the idea of bill weaponising Stans fear of losing his brother is so interesting a concept#especially because he literally does lose him in the future#baby Stan having to atone for the actions of his future self when he just wants his cool brother to like him#:((((
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dont forget what happened to icarus
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#my art#guhh cat#i like ford the most in this 1 .i struggled hard w fiddleford but thts OKAAAYYYY :thumbs up:#also idk if it translates well at all but i wanted to include stanleys brand.fresh off the press 📣#i do want to come back to this at some point and touch it up . future me w the future ability 2 execute this how i wanted hmmm#but im j happy to have smt i want to draw again LAWLL#gf art is incredibly embarrassing 4 me to post#like not even ab the show (which is awesome amazing legiterally da best) and i loveee lovee all the other art its like.#i feel like there is a magnifying glass looking in2 my soul.exposed. ths is how roly polies and armadillos feel
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drew all the lifers in my style before the year ends ! took a while but i had so much fun :> Original template by @/xmaruu11
#my art#trafficblr#3rd life smp#life series#grian#goodtimeswithscar#gtws#mumbo jumbo#smallishbeans#solidaritygaming#jimmy solidarity#scott smajor#impulsesv#skizzleman#tangotek#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#zombiecleo#inthelittlewood#martyn inthelittlewood#rendog#ldshadowlady#bigbst4tz2#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#mcyt#ive wanted to do this since i saw the template#im new to the life series but the brainrot is so extreme#happy new year too ! idk what the future holds but have a great year ahead to anyone reading the tags#also talk to me about the life series please im. going insane
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older momo hcs
#ayase momo#dandadan#my art#this actually started as me wanting to draw momo in a different hairstyle and it evolved#i actually have a bunch of hcs for the gang too so y'all may or may not see more#future au#maybe??
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Lace and Leather.
#britney spears u will always b an icon#its supposed to be just m syd at first but i wanted to draw f syd too bc i like her#being bi is hard work...........#i would render but.......... too..... lazy to.................#degrees of lewdity#sydney the fallen#my art#[to render in the future]
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I keep thinking about that AU concept where Ford goes to find Stan *before* he ever went to Gravity Falls and ough these brothers just make me so ill ☹️
#doctorsiren#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#gravity falls fanart#monster hunter pines au#digital art#my art#procreate#I just keep thinking about ford going to find stan and helping stan get out of his bad situation#because in this world. he forgives him for accidentally sabotaging his future#and he understands that stanley just wanted his brother to stay around#and then they both go to gravity falls and hunt/research anomalies together there :(
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#putting this here in case anyone decides to go looking for more info about my particular guy here#1) soccer player 2) gay 3) started for italy met and got engaged to his future husband while there and adopted a girl#4) ends up spending the rest of his life in germany bc he got traded but he WAS able to get gay married there#because it's legal in germany and not italy. ENGAGED FOR LIKE 15 YEARS BTW!!!!!#5) husband dies at 110 and then my guy dies 7 years later also at the age of 110#6) I don't want to start a new life in the game because I played as him for hours and don't have the heart to wipe the slate clean#yusuf yacob you will always be famous. to me. sorry for making your penis injury gain interest#and sorry your mother died after being charged by a hippo
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I LOVE AU'S!!! i might have gotten a little carried away though ;;;
alt versions under the cut! including a version with the translated ciphers ^^
#i get embarrassed tagging people directly#handyman bill#which belongs to losanpostle and waty_mot on twt!#mr bill pines au#which belongs to honeqqu on twt#evil ford au#which belongs to petrisolaris on twt#also my own portal 2 au which i may or may not expand upon in the future#werewolf ford belongs to chenniedol on tet#*twt#if anyone wants me to tag directly i will edit and do so#i just dont want to be annoying in peoples' notifications#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#frilliam#ive nevrr drawn an axolotl before they are so silly#gravity falls#gf#my art#the pines are hispanic bc i say so
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Read Lost Legends again recently and I can’t stop thinking about them (tears rolling down my cheeks
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#they make me want to rip my hair out man#just kidding I’m zen I am at peace with their future#fanart#my art
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sometimes i just get hit with the feeling
i wasnt supposed to make it this far
also what do i do now
#crush echoes writing#tw vent#also i dont want advice this is not an advice account this is just for venting#vent account#vent#bpd vent#personal vent#vent post#ventcore#writing#mental illness#my writing#bpd thoughts#actually mentally ill#vent poetry#bpd#bpd problems#actually bpd#tw sui ideation#sui attempt#tw mental illness#tw sui implied#tw sui vent#the future is so uncertain#im scared#pstd#cpstd#adhd things#adhd problems#wtf do i do
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the "would u live w mutuals" poll has me curious abt this. so
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i cooked(?)
#ruby rose#weiss schnee#blake belladonna#yang xiao long#rwby#derg AU#my art#revised some of the designs for rby#about 3 years something and we get the whole team! amazing.#ruby finally gets something other than a hoodie lmao#i have no idea what im doing btw uhhhh clothes#will probably change some more stuff in the future#also blake has a cape thing but i didn't want to draw it out hahadhajdh#someone give weiss some shoes
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a new star
#i been thinkin about the asteroid again#i think about the asteroid a lot more than i think is normal#like just the complete randomness of it and how everything changed in literally the blink of an eye#like the dinoss rules the fucking earth and probably still would if space had just been a little bit different#how long did it take the asteroid to reach us#at what point was the impact inevitable#like these sound like scientific answers but i need you to know these are questions that my soul wants answered in poetry#yes the math is cool but can i talk about what tragedy looks like melted into the earth#how power and pain and mourning but also change and new life and a future were embedded in a layer of iridum that spread around the planet#can we talk about how looking at the layers of the earth is the most physical type of time travel there is#can i please talk about that layer of pain#can i mourn when i see it#or am i just a weird kid crying when i look at rocks#ALSO. was parasaurolophus alive when the asteroid hit? i dont think so#but it's too late#yall get to suffer with me#dinosaurs
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