#i want people to understand what we mean when we're going insane over the quality of this show

[icharchivist]

Sharing because i can, Sandalphon VS Belial during the cosplay show/orchestra Songs of Primals at the end of Granblue’s 2023 festival. 

[lionheartslowstart]

POA

Something happened recently that has caused me to confront the fact that I am truly disabled. It's not that I didn't know I was, of course I have since the autism diagnosis, but I really, and I mean really, got hit in the face with it.

I'll explain.

I can't go into too much detail regarding the actual circumstances, but the long and short of it is that I had to give my parents power of attorney in order to solve a housing issue. I trust parents completely and I know it's not something they would ever abuse. They made it clear to me that should I ever want to dissolve it, we could do that, and that the sole purpose for getting it was to avoid any houses issues now and in the future.

We had to go to a lawyer's office to sign the document and have it notarized. It was all very official. Afterwards, I drove home, sat on my bed, and just cried.

When I received the autism diagnosis, I was diagnosed with Level 1 autism. Autism is divided into 3 different levels. However, in my research, these levels seem to pertain strictly to social skills. In this way, yes, I am a Level 1 autistic. But if we're talking about "functionality," I'm not so sure I can qualify as Level 1 anymore. (Seriously, why IS it split by social ability? That's stupid.)

I'm 30 years old, and I'm still financially dependent on my parents. At this point in my life, I can't work a full time job. As a result, I will never be financially independent, and I will never be able to afford housing on my own. I say "at this point," because maybe one day that will change, but I doubt it. And for the record, I count myself lucky I can at least work a part time job, because 85% of autistics can't work at all.

Autism is a developmental disability, and I feel that as I'm getting older, it's become more obvious. Because I'm staying the same. I mean, obviously not completely the same. I've learned and grown and matured, and my friends who have known me for over a decade always comment on how much I've changed, but that's not what I mean. I mean that I feel like an adult and a child at the same time. I mean there are certain things I can't DO, certain things I can't retain or process, because my brain just won't let me. For example, I can't set up health insurance by myself. Every time my mom tries to explain it to me, my brain glazes over. That's the best way I can explain it. And I swear, I am trying SO hard to pay attention. I can't help it. My brain just...won't.

If this is what my life looks like when I'm 30, what is it going to look like when I'm 50? 60? 70? Not good. Not a good quality of life at all.

I'm so jealous of my friends and family. I don't understand how they do it. Even my other autistic friends are able to work full time or go to school full time without incident. (I did go to college full time but I almost ended myself like 3 times and I had to take a LOT of time off throughout.) It makes me feel guilty and bad. Like a loser. A failure. And yes, I know that autism can look different in everyone. I guess this is just one of the ways it affects me personally. But even so, it's painful to watch everyone around you be fully independent, and for whatever reason that's just not you. I mean, I'm independent in other ways. I can live by myself, make my own appointments, work part-time, and form meaningful relationships. I'm really trying to focus on those things instead, but it's been difficult to stay positive. I feel like financial independence is pretty major.

I want to interject here and say that I am insanely grateful to my parents. I know how blessed I am. They are my biggest supporters, both emotionally and financially. They love me so much, and if I didn't have them I'm certain I'd be homeless, probably long dead. I know that most people don't have parents like mine, let alone autistic people. I thank them all the time and tell them how guilty I feel and reassure them that I'm not lazy or spoiled, that I take their support very seriously. And they always assure me that they know, and not to worry about it, and they just want me to be happy.

But I do worry about it. My parents have wasted so much money on keeping me alive, it makes me physically ill. If I wasn't around, they'd have more money in their pockets for other things. They wouldn't have to worry about me all the time. I genuinely feel like they'd be better off without me, at least in the long run.

Like I said, the thoughts have been real dark lately, y'all. I've been extremely depressed since we instated the POA. This is my reality.

I don't know if my friends will still want to be friends with me in 10 years. Even my autistic friends. I don't like that I'll most likely never be financially independent. It is my greatest shame and I wish so badly it wasn't true.

People who insist autism is a fad and that people fake it for attention or whatever can eat my entire ass.

I would do anything, and I mean anything, to not be autistic.

[samuelroukin]

hi! not here in favor of you making Actual Books (i don't even read any of the newly published books anymore for reasons and reasons and reasons), just complimenting your work in general

i dont really care for cod at all but i really enjoy how you write the characters!! and tbh the only reason i watched some playthroughs of the games was so i could understand your work better. sure, fandom is the main reason people click in, but it's definitely not why they're staying. and it's not why people are writing paragraphs of praise to your stubborn ass even though you work so hard to never listen to any of it 💖

also id be enchanted to hear more about your ocs on future works or even here on tumblr!! you're great at creating made up people that actually feel real. they're pretty round (funnily enough that is the actual technical term), even when you don't tell us a lot about them

also 👀👀 say you have original stuff in mind?????? i would love love love love love to know more about that!! you're getting pretty darn good at worldbuilding and ambiance. better with each update now that you're trying out this AU thing. it would be infinitely interesting to see what you come up with when working with your own stuff only

anyway what i mean is. even though I don't quite believe in Published Books on this day and age, please know that your writing is definitely good enough for the editorial market (even more so now that those dark romance things are going mainstream and a lot of them read like the stuff 12yos post on wattpad. what tf is the deal with that? but I digress. out of those circles your work is still definitely good enough) it's legit like Good Work, even if the tiny mean bully whispering in your ear disagrees. it's good realism. good introspection. good porn and also good narrative and great junction of those. it's lovely seeing how far you've come in so little time and we're excited to see you reach new heights in the future (because you will, with absolute certainty, unless you stop. but i don't think you could really stop yourself at this point lmao)

and please know that achieving that level of quality with no help or instruction or training in so little time is a grand fucking accomplishment

point is: Who Care? We Care (even if we're not an enormous audience)(...yet?). and not just because it's cod

it's def a nice compliment to get thank u 🙏💖

and so is you reading my stuff without caring much for cod! though i wouldn't be able to write this much about them without (clearly) being completely insane about Them and the basis the games laid (haha laid) because without them i'd be nowhere at all, these characters are so. well they clearly took over my brain lol, though i worry a Lot about them being ooc when i write them 💀

i actually feel like my guys are so barebones and one dimensional rip, which is fine since i mostly created them as little more than a joke and they're just being used as set dressing, so that means a lot 🙏

my Main story is this sprawling urban fantasy thing, which if i ever did write it would need serious adjustments since it's. old and not aged very well. the gist of it was the main character (30 year old barista) has Visions, cue road trip with his bestie (ex bf from high school that he reconnected with years later) to figure out The Deal after they suddenly get much worse. it's about that on the surface, and below about dealing with missed chances and not living up to ur potential. it sounds stupid but i've been Thinking about it since i was like 14 so cringe is to be expected lol

lsklhkjhffghst yeah no offense to them but despite this fic being what it i i wouldn't really want to fall into that category even if that sound like i think i'm better than them (i'm not it's just not my thing. or i guess it is and i just have a superiority complex. anyway) um thank you once again 🥺i def feel like i haven't improved a lot but you're dead on about not being able to stop myself anyway lmao

idk why you're being this nice to me but 💖💖💖

[jaythelay]

Perhaps this will come off generic, or even obvious, but there's far too many people who haven't had the same circumstances in this randomly generated experience to come to such conclusions.

Let's start with this: Have you ever had an insane amount of passion and motivation to work on something or play something, and 3~ days later, you cannot even force yourself to try?

That's Normal. That is non-harmful, you are doing good Just Having Started, that's the baseline minimum, but consistency? Constantly?

I fully understand that feeling of "being too slow" or "not being enough" when comparing yourself to people who appear to just be able to snap out hard work like it's nothing.

The fact is, You Do Not Need To Be That.

I have a philosophy behind this, I call it "The Butterfly Knife Philosophy" want to get good with a butterfly knife? Here's what you do, Buy One, keep it nearby. Eventually, you will play with it. Eventually, you'll get good with it, and eventually, you can just Do It Whenever.

My friend had been feeling down for a variety of reasons, but one of them was buying a punching bag and a bike, but not using them. Here's the thing though: It's not about Using Them Alot, it's that At One Point, you were Motivated. Which means later, you will be again, and then, you'll use it, and in 3 days, you'll be bored, the cycle continues, because That's Valid. That's Normal. That is Acceptable. That Should Be The Expectation. And it's Overwhelmingly Common.

You don't have to Do The Thing with any consistency. Fuck, go a year without drawing, go a decade without making food. One day, you'll come back to it, and that is all that matters, that you Have The Thing and When You Want To Use It, you Have It.

Don't burden yourself with qualities that need to be ingrained over a long course of understanding and time, nor comparing yourself to those who've done exactly that, but most importantly, don't try to keep up with expectations that Only Cause Negativity.

Just Be. Be Human. You don't need a ton of accomplishments under your belt, you don't need to do anything, there is nothing in stone, nothing in writing, this is no force pushing you. A Fraction of Fraction of a Fraction's Fraction of another Fraction into yet another- infinitium, have had long lasting impacts. You nor I need to Be One Of Them.

I feel like the pressure of "working out" and "eating healthy" sorta bleeds into this, we don't know how to force ourselves to do things, and to continually try will only cause a downward spiral.

You'll see failure after failure and not effort after effort. So. Come to Peace, focus on the Efforts Made, not the Lack there of, nor the consistency of. Merely, that at one point, you did it, and you want to again, just, not right now. And that's fine. Lay down or somethin' bro.

Other's pace is never for everyone, and likely, not even for you, and again, that's fine, there is No Standard or Bar to Reach. There's been trillions of people and we'll only remember the best or worst of them. You're free from prying judgemental eyes my friend.

If even still you don't encapsulate this, then recognize that The Bar you're reaching for, is one you set up, and not only will no one notice if you lower it, but by starting small, you'll inevitably reach that Bar's height, and inspire someone else to try reaching for that Bar's height too.

Be still, we are not meant to move forever, we're not meant to do anything really. We just have goals we don't know how to achieve.

Time. Time and Effort is the answer. Not consistency.

[virusinfected-memes]

TIK TOK SENTENCE STARTERS, PT. 5 ;

85 starters. CW: cussing, sexual themes, violence. Some starters are just random quotes from Tik Tok creators, some starters are from Tik Tok trends that have popped up over the past year or so. The original sources of these trends are from various memes, shows, songs, and other popular media. Feel free to change words and pronouns as needed! [PARTS: 1 - 2 - 3 - 4]

"Alright, on your knees, mortal scum! You stand in the presence of _____!"

"Always remember: you may not be able to change the past, but you can still ruin the future."

"Am I ever gonna get it?"

"And if you call me a bitch, make sure to put 'sensitive' in front of it."

"And I keep my side of the street clean. You wouldn't know what I mean."

"But I can't forgive you."

"But I don't want to stay in the middle."

"Can I get a kiss? And can you make it last forever?"

"Come out and haunt me."

"Did I mistake you for a sign from God?"

"Don't be ridiculous, _____. Everybody wants this."

"Don't try to find me."

"Do you ever just have this deep seated desire to bother people? I have clown blood."

"Do you think I'm fragile?"

"Do you wanna dance, baby?"

"Everybody wants to rule the world."

"Get in, sparkle farts! We got chaos to spread!"

"Help me make the most of freedom and of pleasure."

"Honey, I love you. I think you're a terrific girl. But you have clothes like a fucking dickhead."

"I can't take Benadryl because I owe the Hat Man money and I don't want to see him."

"I didn't know I could love something this much until I laid my eyes on you."

"I don't ever wanna see you and I never wanna miss you again."

"I don't need to be fixed. I need to be rebuilt."

"If you touch that again, I shall kill you right now. Do not touch this! This is a 'no touching' zone!"

"I got nothing to lose."

"I guarantee I gotcha'."

"I have not behaved one single day of my life. Not one single day have I behaved and I'm fine."

"I just can't say goodbye."

"I just heard a butt-curdling scream."

"I know that violence is not the answer, but... Yes, it is."

"I know you see me looking at you on the daily."

"I know you want me."

"I love that Netflix was like, "OoOoh, we're gonna reduce your quality to 480p if you don't pay us more!" Like, bruh... I come from the land of 144p Naruto episodes cut into sixteen parts on YouTube. 480 is luxury. 480 is bouge."

"I'm absolutely a danger to my own mental health."

"I'm comin' back for you, baby."

"I mean, look at this thing! I can't imagine a more beautiful thing."

"I mean, what if I don't want to live the way you live?"

"I might be broke as hell tomorrow, but that's alright, 'cause I'm that bitch today."

"I might kill my ex. Not the best idea."

"I'm in a trance lately."

"I'm not going to nap. I'm just going to rest my eyes and clench my teeth for a little while."

"Im not like other girls. I'm worse."

"I'm one of those witches, babe."

"I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say."

"I'm the love witch. I seduce men with my spells, my potions, my eyes, and my body."

"I'm tired of working on myself. I will now be unapologetically insane."

"I never make the same mistake twice. I make it, like, six or seven times."

"In my dreams, I'm making you pasta and nothing bad has happened to us yet."

"I said I wasn't gonna be judgmental, but fuck it. I'm sick, I have an excuse."

"I think I like when it rains."

"It's already too late for you to try and run away."

"It's me. Hi. I'm the problem, it's me."

"I want to get on my broomstick and fly away with my kitty to another city to work on my witch powers, then live with a pregnant woman who owns a bakery and start a delivery service."

"I want to go to there."

"I was at about six there. You don't wanna see me go to ten."

"Mortals, behold! The glory of the kill is mine!"

"No, I don't think you understand. I'm obsessed."

"Normalize being a sleepyhead. It's okay to be eternally trapped within the realm of ancient dreams."

"Nothing ever lasts forever."

"Not working out? Not eating right? Fucked up sleep schedule? You aren't depressed. You're on your way to achieving tremendous arcane power. Become the wizard you were meant to be."

"Oh, you think the b-word's offensive? You should hear what I say in the Call of Duty lobbies."

"Okay, I don't know how you went this long without knowing this, but there are people out there who create original Sonic the Hedgehog characters, and often those characters fuck."

"Okay, well, what you said was some bullshit. That's what it is."

"Okay... Why'd you have to fucking bring that up?"

"One kiss is all it takes."

"Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why."

"So you're telling me if I killed your family, you wouldn't be my friend anymore?"

"Take a swing. Here's my neck."

"The next time you feel lazy, remember that laziness is a puritanical myth based on the sin of idleness and is used to oppress people into forced labor."

"There are currently no bug-dragon dual type Pokémon, but I wanna share a few insects that I think would make good candidates for being the first."

"They keep on asking me who is he."

"What are you gonna do with that? You gonna hit me? Better make it count. Better make it hurt. Better kill me with one shot."

"Whatever I've done, I did it for love."

"Which was more culturally significant? The Renaissance... or 'Single Ladies' by Beyoncé?"

"Who wants to look simple when you can look stunning?"

"Why do I keep getting attracted?"

"Why don't you sit right down and stay a while?"

"Why do we keep telling people who aren't freaky that they're vanilla? Vanilla is the freakiest flavor. Like, look at ice cream, for example. It goes good with all of the toppings. Vanilla doesn't care who you pair it up with, so long as they get on top. I aspire to be as slutty as vanilla is. Also, if you are a slut, what flavor of ice cream are you, bitch? Pistachio? Neo-political? That's fucking disgusting."

"Will I get over it? No. But life goes on."

"Yeah, I'm gay. Good at Yu-Gi-Oh."

"Yes, I am doing blasphemy! Yes!"

"You better fix my entire life, you little shit."

"You can't keep me waiting."

"You might play the same games as me, but I play them in a far worse and more unskilled way than you ever will."

"You're just being cynical."

[neoatlantiscodex]

How to Build a House (Part I-IV)

Because we've evolved beyond the need for our buildings to suit our environment. You can go to Vegas and see signs everywhere about water conservation, and then go out to their perfect golf courses, where the green transitions immediately into sand dunes.

Part I: Foundation

Most of our traditional building techniques focus on wood. We don't need to build with wood anymore, but that doesn't mean we cannot learn anything from it. One of the big problems with wood is that it will rot if put directly into the ground, and so you need something else there. Namely rocks.

Reminder: Concrete is just artificial rocks.

The size and depths of your foundation is dependant upon the size of your building, and your ground conditions. The bigger your house, and the worse your soil, the more complex your foundation needs to be.

Part II: Basement

If you extend the foundation upwards, you get a basement. We normally think of basements as underground, but we are wrong in doing this. Basements are just another word for the Undercroft. Because you don't want to add wood to your lowest level, having a floor made of stone was a great idea. Stone was more expensive, so you make it the smallest floor.

Which is wild for us modern people to think that medieval houses often had the lower floor be the smallest.

Part III: Jettying

Why? Hubris? To spite God?

Because it was practical, and it lowers your tax footprint. There was a lot of older construction practices who's primary goal was lowering your tax footprint. We've come down hard on them, but, quite frankly, if the rules are reasonable, and people do something really cool to avoid them, then we don't need to change them. They would sometimes build over river to avoid paying property taxes.

The practical part is that pre-modern houses were built using single beams spanning any open space. Long beams tend to sag over time, but if you put weight on the outside, it evens it out. So, by building the higher floor a step larger, you put weight on the team, and get more space.

Medieval houses would typically pay tax/rent based off either the size of the base, or the size of the frontage. This is actually an incredibly simple way to run building regulations, and the simpler the regulations, the easiest it is to build.

Part II-II: Basement II

In the modern era we've decided to start finishing our basement, only to lo-and-behold discover that it's cold. Not only is the earth cold in northern climates, but heat rises.

Stone has a high heat capacity, meaning it takes a lot of energy, either way, to change the temperature. This means they are great for holding a constant temperature. Before the era of AC, if you wanted to keep something cool, you kept it in a cold room in your basement, or in a room that goes into a hill. If you prevent light from getting in, it would keep colder.

Basements were also used for general storage, or for a business. Because back in the day, most people lived in the same place they worked, and in cities, where space was scarce, you built up. In the modern age, we literally have laws to prevent people from working out of their house, because we're utterly insane.

Once we started added plumbing, furnaces, electricity, etc., having an unfinished basement made it simple to maintain these. When you added cars, it was also a great place for a garage/car port.

Do we need basements, now? No. But they are useful and practical. And understanding their limitations can dramatically reduce your future energy use, and improve your quality of life.

Part IV: Car Port / Garage

Amazingly lost technology. Partially because we started finishing basements. What's worse, is that in most modern countries, parking is getting extremely expensive, as the space is valuable. So valuable that people have died over parking disputes.

A car port is a room in your basement that you can park your car in. If you fully enclose it, it becomes a garage.

If we extend this to apartments, ground floor apartments suck. For everyone. So, you can lift it up a bit, and give them parking under the same foot print. Because a problem we have is that the companies building apartments just do NOT want to build underground parking.

Now, if you have protected underground parking, people could park a car. Or a bike. Or a scooter. Or keep a canoe. Or do maintenance on their car, which is difficult if not impossible to do on apartment parking lots. And this also gives you a place to keep your waste disposal, and other heavy machinery. So, this is another reason to make people pay based off the rote value of the land itself, not the profits that can be made from it. You could also have a bus / train station there.

Thank you @noneatnonedotcom.

[the-firebird69]

MGMT 'Kids' (Un)Official Video - Better Quality

I figured out something finding him was not a good idea that were fighting him but I understood I was down and having a hard time I was angry at him and I couldn't figure some stuff out it was inundated just like they wanted so I think our team was in trouble too and I got what he was saying I found out they were and you got help and I said you can't do that again and he got a little happier said moving but this is reality I understand it now this is one of our songs and I love it just saying the trees are mad at us and stuff and it's really stupid but that's what they do this guy who cares they get mad and we thank them later for getting mad but this is how it goes we don't want to listen you dumb assholes or your stupid s*** you have something to say like this you should probably keep it yourself when you got to be destroyed it does destroy BG because the people who are ant don't like him and that would be Thor and Freya and their race of our people

Hera

We've had enough of your s*** drama for many lifetimes you are a huge traitor to our kind we hate you you're a traitor to the rebellion you're doing it all so you can say you're obscure now you're insanely stupid what you've done everyone's going to hunt you down no matter what you do. I'm going to get you out of there I can't stand you anymore.

Lily

I'm actually trying switching the day thing he says it's helping his people and foreigners and your stupid s*** and you're not doing it for that you're doing it to bother this guy I don't think you understand what we're saying stop what you're doing

Jason

I can't now I've committed to do it

Trump

We're going to stop you but there's a lot of people against you now Trump that we're not before there's a ton of people in their own clan and your clones as well there's rising opposition all over the world to you and your asinine crap it is going to the Hague what you been saying out loud is treason too humanity and people are talking about it while they're in session about you and Putin I hear both bad and you're too far gone and Putin is always been gone now they want their money back and they're going to take it back and from you at the same time

There's a castle in Ireland on the Shannon River sent longberry or something and it looks exactly like Walt Disney world and Walt Disneyland castles living areas some people are looking at wondering what the hell that is and it's near the Royal canal Greenway and people want to know what it means when our son and daughter are thinking.

And they're talking about the castle and we see it and she talked about two about it that there is something odd why would you be there in the middle of Ireland and this it was there and we say it may have been and they rebuilt it it's kind of symbolic because the old castle was moved the new one was built and now it's an old one in Ireland and it has to do with their son and what the max want to move him around to and why.

Too we can't have her in that planet it would melts fast we'll send electrical current through it and we can't do that and now I hear what you're saying is debris too Mars is much better suited to do this and he's right about some things we could do smaller ones and we know it we can give away with they're pretty big. It's big enough. She will be transferred and we're going to get ready we need less bugs. We will have new bases and huge taverns for the Giants were those are like 500 miles down and we know what we're going to put there yeah. We're getting ready to do all that.

We are working on it and we want to go we really needed to. And we understand what this Castle means we understand that symbology it's the place

And we're going to take a look at the area

Thor Freya

Olympus

[lowcharismaparty]

I recently heard the phrase "I think he probably has a little crush on me," and it took me back to my high school and college days of crushes. Of being around people that were so interesting and exciting and unfathomably cool that you become a little obsessed with them. When they do one of the things you find so great, a piece of the iceberg that is your sense of self cracks off and floats away as you bask in awe of how insane it is that a person like that exists. When they're not around you keep wishing they were, as if you're preparing for an imagine future romantic partnership with this person.

Crushes are so often depicted as painful experiences, because the crusher just wants to say all the epic shit they're feeling *to* the crushee. And of course the REAL goal is to have the crushee also be a crusher and say similar stuff right back. But wanting a thing is actually really fun and joyous, too. Basking in how rad someone is, is an experience itself, even if it's often so easy to categorize it as just the first step toward the goal of being with them.

And of course I remember being young and inexperienced, and so confusing the bigness of these thoughts and feelings with the shape of reality. That because I felt something so intensely, it *must* mean it was real (which really meant "reciprocated"). I don't think I made my feelings other people's problem too often, but there were a few girls to whom it became clear that I was crushing pretty hard on them. No one got hurt, but these are pretty cringe memories. Thankfully it's been long enough that they're also just funny. Oh, youth! How we're given the equipment to feel entire worlds but very little framework to prepare to know what the fuck to do about it.

And, of course, some of those *were* reciprocated, and turned into actual relationships. So then, as a young idiot man, it became even more complex to determine which crushes were worth pursuing and which were something to get over and move on from.

Thankfully, if we're paying attention, we get better at these kinds of things, and by my mid to late 20's I was pretty good at just being cool. Not, like, hip, just... not obnoxious. Even when I was bursting inside with how completely astounding this person was to me, I knew that expressing such things is a lot to take in, so I just learned to internalize these bittersweet joys and simply be a good friend. Try and spend time with the person, but understand that it would likely remain a friendship, and that's still really great. I don't get to sit by the fire with them and gas on about how pretty they are, or whatever, but when you really like someone, that's not really what it's about, at the core of things. Simply getting to witness what they do and how they are IS the thing.

It's like driving down the freeway at 75 miles per hour and briefly glancing over to see a beautiful sunset or field of trees or crazy architecture. You caught a fleeting glimpse, as Roger Waters says, and you want more, but it's wonderful that you got what you could.

Anyway, it occurred to me that there are times I may have been less subtle than I think, and that the other person picked up on my feelings for them, but since I was clearly not making a thing out of it, they probably remarked to themselves "I think he probably has a little crush on me." And it hit me that the distinction between a "little crush" and a "huge crush" (as those are the options) is really about how things appear on the outside. Like, I don't know if I've ever had feelings for someone and it didn't have a huge quality to it. Sure, I'm a romantic, but excitement for another person's glowing awesomeness is not a little experience! We call a crush "little" when it's kept in check. When the crusher continues to act like a normal human being. We call the crush "huge" when the crusher is super selfish about what they (and often only they) are going through, and they stare wistfully and sigh longingly and generally make moping look drug-induced. And it's fucking lame.

But it's also *in the name*, ya know? "I have a huge crush on her". If you hear that, and you're still learning what normal human behavior involves, that sounds like permission to make yourself into a billboard of emotion. But of course your feelings are your business and if externalizing them would make other people uncomfortable, it's super shitty to force them on a room. You might as well be filling your environment with your farts. That's cool in private, but the rest of us don't need to be involved. And that's a really hard lesson to learn, when we're all at the center of our universe, and how we see things is literally how they are, to us.

So go ahead and feel. Feelings are important and necessary and fun and healthy and a lot. And build that social network of people who want to be there for you by hearing about all your frustrations and realizations and crushes. And have HUGE crushes!

But don't make them other people's problem. Let the people around you remain a fan of you, and perhaps think to themselves "I think they might have a little crush. That's really sweet."

[lollytea]

Hunter foolishly being worried how willow n dariuses relationship will play out ( sińce they destroyed his ship n he scared her n teammates)

but gosh HE WAS SO WRONG they become besties n obviously both treasure him dearly but sometimes he cannot wrap his head around over their banter/inside jokes. He s glad tho

Also i d love to have Hunter go for advice what prezent to give to willow (he somewhat knows just needs to put his ideas in order) and it ends up with darius picking out the sweater/jacket/dress n Hunter sewing patches/adding on personal details

Hdhdhd adore them being pentagram buddies imagine it starting as missclick on willows part n sending him a dumb meme but they keep chatting from time to time

//you will be the end of me lolly im supposed to be responsible not looking thru your huntlow tag/lh also happy lolly tagged her posts everyone 🎉/lhj

THEYRE SO FUNNY

Like Darius and Willow's relationship is definitely tumultuous and antagonistic and this initially had Hunter very nervous. He had to attempt to be the mediator when the two are about to go at it like feral cats. He's in the middle like "Okay, okay, okay, okay. How about we all just relax?" Only to eventually realize that he does NOT have the social skills to curb whatever the fuck is happening here. If his girlfriend wants to scalp his weekend father, she is far too stubborn to be talked out of it and vice versa. So he has accepted that this is just how its gonna be.

But its so strange because while they bicker constantly, they also seem to have this overly familiar relationship that Hunter doesn't quite understand. He honestly feels pretty locked out of the loop whenever hes with the two but he isn't so much upset by that as he is INSANELY CONFUSED. Like??? What the fuck is going on??? Usually when the three of them are together, Hunter is occupying all his brain power to figure out what the FUCK these two are talking about.

Willow: Boscha keeps vagueing about me on her fensta and it's honestly kinda funny.

Darius: Uck. Well don't just tell me about it. Show me the screenshots. I need to see how petty she's acting.

Hunter: Whats "vagueing"? What's "fensta"? What's a "screenshot"? Why can't you people just use real words?!

Willow: Oh honey, I'm sorry. Well "vagueing" means--

Darius: Google it, gramps.

Willow: Be nice to him.

Hunter: Yeah, be nice to me.

Darius: I am! I just helpfully suggested a place to find answers!

And its shit like. Hunter will show up at Willow's doorstep for a date and just as he's about to knock on the door, Darius will swing it open and stride past him.

Hunter: Darius?!

Darius: Hunter.

Hunter: Wh-you-I-....why were you just in Willow's house?

Darius: Because she's hopeless, that's why. The little purple haired girl is busy today and she needed someone to set her on the right path. Wanted to impress you. Isn't that so very cute? Hair, make-up, outfit, etectera. Of course she didn't care about my plans for the day. Just demanded I get my butt over here and be her little fairy godmother. Real bossy, that girl.

Hunter: Wh--

Darius: Anyway, I did a fantastic job obviously. You're welcome. *Winks and struts away before Hunter can get another word in*

And yes. Yes absolutely. Willow's sixteenth birthday rolls around and Hunter panics big time. Because not only is this her first birthday that he gets to celebrate with her, it's her first birthday he spends as her boyfriend. He knows he wants to patch up a whole dress but it's simply the matter of picking out a dress. And god, if there's one thing Hunter doesn't know shit about, it's fashion.

I feel like, while Hunter is still new to this whole tailoring hobby, Darius is a pro and can probably make some excellent quality clothing. So he makes Willow a dress himself. Hunter helps to the best of his ability.

Hunter: Sorry I think we're just gonna have to buy one. I don't....know her exact measurements.

Darius: That's fine. I do.

Hunter: What?

Darius: I've resized plenty of clothes for her before. That reminds me, I need to teach you to do that. She's only gonna get buffer after all.

Darius makes Hunter promise to not tell Willow who made the dress. ("We can't have her incorrectly assuming I like her.") But Hunter is a SHIT liar so he's just very awkwardly explaining how he just happened to stumble upon it at the market and thought "huh. That would look nice on Willow. Haha....ha."

And of course Willow knows the patches are Hunter's handiwork. But when it comes to the dress itself....

"Wow. It fits me perfectly. It flatters me perfectly. It's my exact style. The colour matches my skin tone. It's...like it was made for me. What a coincidence, huh?"

And Hunter, sweating absolute bullets is like "HAHAH. Yeah. Coincidences are crazy, right?"

Willow decides to let Darius get away with this one. For now. She'll put it in the pocket of her beautifully crafted dress (he put POCKETS in it, holy shit!!!) and use it as leverage once the opportunity arises.

[hangezoeenthusiast]

You failed me

multiple x gn!reader

word count: 2,524

warnings: cursing, yelling, arguing, death, angst, blood, explosion, the egg (it deserves its own warning)

synopis: you guys failed me(us)

(the lyrics go with each person, might not get everyone, and also xd’s part is kinda wonky)

song: rät by penelope scott

I come from scientists and atheists and white men who kill God They make technology, high quality, complex physiological Experiments and sacrilege in the name of public good They taught me everything, just like a daddy should

Quackity, Karl, George, and Sapnap left you. Your mentors, your friends. The ones who taught you everything you knew. They went to build their little “Kinoko Kingdom” while you stayed in the ruins, the dust. “They’ll regret that.” you swore. You built something better, something greater.

It was called “Las Nevadas”. A place where everyone was allowed. They would remember not to fuck with you. They would soon realize that they should watch their back for the rest of their short, stupid lives.

“Watch out, you guys, I'm watching your every move.”

And you were beautiful and vulnerable and power and success God damn, I fell for you, your flamethrowers, your tunnels, and your tech I studied code because I wanted to do something great like you And the real tragеdy is half of it was true

Wilbur majorly fucked up. He was supposed to be with you to the end, your guys’ country, right? No. He left you behind. He went to find peace, find his heaven, while you stayed on earth, wallowing away until your flesh seeped off your rattling bones, rotting away by yourself, with no one to bare witness.

“Why didn’t you bring me with you Wilbur?” you asked his stupid grave on top of the once L’Manburg. “Why did you get the ecstasy, why do I get the remains?”

“I’m coming for you Wilbur, and when I do, we are going to wreck upon justice on everyone who wronged us, wronged you, they will feel our wrath.”

But we've been fuckin' mеan, we're elitist, we're as flawed as any church And this faux-rad West coast dogma has a higher fuckin' net worth I bit the apple 'cause I trusted you, it tastes like Thomas Malthus Your proposal is immodest and insane And I hope someday Selmers rides her fuckin' train

"Y/n!" Technoblade yelled. "I TRUSTED YOU, AND YOU BETRAYED ME, FOR WHAT, TO BLOW UP A STUPID COUNTRY, A COUNTRY THAT WAS DOOMED TO FAIL FROM THE START." He started to battle you, missing every single swing, blinded by fury.

“YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE ON MY SIDE.”

"LOOK AT ME GODDAMN IT."

You looked up at him in the eyes and boldly said, "No, Techno, don’t you see, you’re in the wrong here, you’re the one who betrayed me." You were blinded by friendship, you couldn’t see that Tommy had betrayed Techno, and that what the Butcher Army did to Techno was terrible.

"What do you mean Y/n, you know what they did, they wronged me, they used me, they tortured me, they gave me hell, so I gave it back to them, I destroyed the things they loved, the people they loved, you see Y/n, those who have treated me with kindness I will repay that kindness tenfold, and those who treat me with injustice, that use me, that hunt me down, that hurt my friends, I shall repay that injustice a thousand times over, do you understand?"

"No I don't, Techno, you can't do this.” you begged. He pushed you out of the way, "Get out of my way Y/n." “No, I won’t, I won’t let you destroy everything we worked for.”

“Well, then I have to fight you.”

And thus the battle began, Swords clashing against each other, blood spilling from open wounds, friends digging each other into a whole both of them couldn’t get out of. Techno was letting you off easy, he knew his strength, he knew that he could’ve beaten you in one swipe, but he didn’t want to kill you.

So when you had the opportunity, you swept from under his feet, and knocked him down. You placed your blade onto his neck, pressing down until a little drop of blood appeared, “Stay down Technoblade, or I’ll do something worse than try to put you on trial.”

He watched as you walked away from him, trying to save L’Manberg from a worst fate than death itself.

“One day Y/n, you’ll see, I’m on your side.”

I loved you, I loved you, I loved you, it's true I wanted to be you and do what you do I lived here, I loved here, I bought it, it's true I feel so stupid, and so used I feel so used

"Why would you do that Dream? You didn't have to do that." you interrogated. Dream had stupidly blew up the community house. You both didn't plan that, he had gone behind your back. "I had to Y/n, you wouldn't understand."

"What do you mean I don't understand, you went against my back, we were supposed to-" you cut off yourself, "Dream, don't you understand, you did something stupid, and what did you get, you got stupid jail." "The reason I did that is because I needed to isolate myself from humanity." he said, proudness lacing his words.

"What do you mean?" you questioned. "If anyone knows I can revive people, I'm screwed, so that's why I need to be by myself, yeah it sucks major ass, but at least no one else will know, well, besides you anyways." "I have a task for you Y/n/n, I need you to find a way to bring Tommy and Ghostbur in here."

"Why Dream?"

"I'm going to revive Wilbur."

I was your baby, your firstborn, the hot girl in your comp-sci class And I was Darwin's prep school dream, bred, born and raised to kick your ass I fell for circuit boards, rocket ships, pictures of the stars If you could only be what you pretend you are

"PHILZA MINECRAFT COME BACK HERE." you were chasing Phil, through the woody forest, covered by oak trees. He had information on Technoblade's whereabouts and you needed it. You chased him with your enchanted netherite armor, netherite sword and axe, and a few op potions. Your goal was to capture Philza and interrogate him on where Techno's place was. The thing was, you were his child. His own child trying to kill his own son.

He felt betrayed, his own child turned against him and their brother, their family. "The Butcher Army must've gotten to you somehow." he thought in his head. Surely, his darling Y/n didn't do it on their own will, right?

He was incorrect, you did it because you believed that Techno needed to be brought to justice, by punishment. You believed that your own sibling needed to die, because he was a "liability" to L'Manberg's growth and future. He needed to die because as long as he would live his long life with his little enderman Edward, retired, he would still cause trouble to everything you, Quackity, Tubbo, Fundy, and Ranboo had built.

He pleaded, "Stop Y/n, you don't have to do this." You argued, "I do Philza, as long as he lives, my plans for L'Manberg will forever cease to exist."

He felt like shit, you called him Philza, not Dadza, or Dad, or anything besides his normal name. "Did I screw something up?" he asked himself quietly under his breath. "Yes you did Phil, you took the traitor's side." you had heard Phil mumble.

"HE'S NOT A TRAITOR." Phil yelled at you. "Yes he is, he deserves what he is about to get, I will say it again, where is his base?"

"I'm not saying, Y/n, why are you doing this, Techno is your own sibling." "He's not my sibling anymore, that stopped when he destroyed L'Manberg, you're lucky I forgived you." you declared.

"Y/n/n, please don't do this."

"I have to Dadza, I can't let him roam free."

When I said take me to the moon, I never meant take me alone I thought if mankind toured the sky, it meant that all of us could go But I don't want to see the stars if they're just one more piece of land For us to colonize, for us to turn to sand

Bad had tried to convice you to join the Eggpire. You had no effect while being next to the egg, and he had to take you out. People who had no effect towards the egg had to be eliminated.

He was creepily following you, waiting until you stopped to get a chance to capture you. He had hope that you did have an effect, that you would join the Egg with him. He didn't want to kill you, you were his best friend, besides Skeppy of course.

"Come back here Y/n." he said. "No chance in hell Bad, get the fuck away from me." "HEY, LANGUAGE!" he exclaimed. "No language, get away from me, you're creeping me out."

He threw his trident, spinning in the air, trying to catch up to your frantic steps. You were trying to get to Church Prime, where no one could kill anyone, hopefully Bad would abide to that rule. You were just about to step on Church Prime when you bumped into a hard, armored chest.

You looked up shyly, and saw Punz, with his red eyes reflecting anger. "Where are you going Y/n?" he questioned. "Somewhere." you blankly stated. You were desperate, you didn't want to die, or anything else that Bad was going to do to you. You tried to dodge Punz, but he placed a hand on your shoulder, "Stay right here Y/n."

"No, get away from me, I don't know what's wrong with all of you, but go away, I don't want anything to do with your stupid Eggpire." He raged, and grabbed your wrist heavily, "DON'T TALK ABOUT THE EGG LIKE THAT, IT WILL TAKE CONTROL OF THE SERVER, AND YOU ALL WILL BE ITS SERVANTS." "LET ME THE FUCK GO PUNZ." you screamed. You were wiggling in his grip, trying to escape his lunatic self.

While he was holding you, you saw two other shadows behind you. It was Antfrost and Bad. "What do you guys want from me, I didn't do anything wrong."

"You are against the Egg Y/n, people who are like you and Tommy have to die."

"Well, I'm not dying today." you murmured under your breath. "What was that you said?" Antfrost asked you.

You smirked, "I'm not dying today, I'll tell you one more time, let go of me."

Bad and Antfrost walked closer to you, Punz right behind you, all of them cornering you into a tight spot. "What you going to do about it Y/n, you're cornered."

"You'll know when they get here, but for now, you better run boys."

'Cause we're so fuckin' mean, we're so elitist, we're as fucked as any church And this bullshit West coast dogma has a higher fuckin' net worth I bit the apple 'cause I loved you, and why would you lie? And then I realized that you're just as naïve as I am Oh, you're so traumatized it makes me want to cry

"Tubbo, don't do this." Schlatt had unfortunately found out that you were a spy, that you were on Pogtopia's side. He had ordered Tubbo to kill you with fireworks, to light you on fire, give you blisters all over your body. "Please Tubbs, you're my friend." you pleaded.

"I can't Y/n/n, or something worse will happen." he whispered to you. "What do you mean?" you asked. "He can-" he trailed off, looking somewhere else besides your eyes. "Tubbo, you don't have to do what that stupid bastard tells you to do, you're your own person, with your own thoughts and actions."

"I'm sorry Y/n, I hope you can forgive me."

"TUBBO N-" you was cut off by firewords hitting your skin, making blisters and burn marks all over your body. You lost your second canon life, feeling betrayed by Tubbo. He killed you for what, a stupid father who never cared about him in his entire life, a father who exiled his friends that actually treated him like a person, and not like some random piece of trash.

You respawned in your bed, feeling bruises and bumps mostly on your forearms and your back.

"I'll help you Tubbo, I’ll get rid of him.”

You dumb bitch I loved you, I loved you, I loved you, it's true I wanted to be you and do what you do I lived here, I loved here, I bought it, it's true I'm so embarrassed, I feel abused

“Come on Y/n/n, come with me.” Punz begged of you. He wanted you to visit the Egg. You didn’t want to be controlled by a stupid omelette. "I'm not Punzo, why are you so obsessed with that stupid thing."

"DON'T SPEAK OF THE EGG LIKE THAT."

You put your hands in front of you, accidentally touching Punz's chest, "Ok calm down buddy." He didn't calm down and instead yelled at you on why you had to join the Eggpire.

"If you join, you will be forever happy."

"If you join you'll get whatever you want."

You were tired of the members of the Eggpire to convince you to join them, you didn't like eggs anyway. "Punz, for the last time, I'm not joining you, stop telling me."

“Then you have to die.”

So fuck your tunnels, fuck your cars, fuck your rockets, fuck your cars again You promised you'd be Tesla, but you're just another Edison 'Cause Tesla broke a patent, all you ever broke were hearts I can't believe you tore humanity apart

“XD!” You were pissed at him, he had destroyed your house, made your friends pissed at you, just everything you liked. All because he wanted you for himself.

He wanted you to be dependent on his every word, and he was being a manipulative psychopath. And you didn’t tolerate that, it was like he was his human counterpart, Dream.

He walked to you with confidence, waiting for to get a hug from you, well, he didn’t get that. You slapped him so hard his head swung to the left.

“WHAT THE FUCK.”

“That’s what you get you stupid son of a bitch. You fucking ruined everything.” “Calm down Y/n/n, what is wrong?” He acted concerned, but you knew that he was faking. He would do anything to get someone’s approval.

“DO YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT’S WRONG, IT’S YOU, YOUR STUPID PRESENCE IN MY LIFE. YOU KEEP ON WALKING AROUND LIKE YOU FUCKING OWN THE PLACE.”

“Calm down darling, just take some netheri-” you interrupted him by slapping the ore out of his hands. “I don’t need jack shit from you XD, you know what, take back the necklace, I don’t want it.” You pulled the shiny, green emerald necklace off your neck, and pulled XD’s palm out.

You placed the necklace filled with memories, and put it on his hand. You closed up his palm, and walked away, leaving XD to his own accord.

“We could’ve had evertything X.”

[bluerosewritings]

Duel Rules | Riddle x Stubborn!Reader

[Originally uploaded to ‘The Hearts Mirror’ on Wattpad]

Your stubbornness had started off as an admirable quality to Riddle. While other students were grumbling about the Queen of Hearts' rules, you were determined to follow them, almost to a fault. Sure, you weren't as big of a rule abider as Riddle but you'd set your mind on upholding what you believed to be the values of Heartslabyul and Riddle respected you for that.

The only issue was when you came across a rule you didn't agree with. Not matter what, if you didn't want to follow it, you would never follow it, and it drove Riddle insane. Even post-overblot, your dorm head was still shocked at how adamantly against you were at following rules 39, 176 and 590. Especially rule 590.

That was how you had once again been called to the dorm lounge long after it had been deserted by the other students, sitting across from Riddle who was massaging the bridge of his nose. A frustrated sigh escaped his lips as he briefly looked up at you, wondering how in the of Twisted Wonderland the two of you managed to keep finding yourselves together like this.

"(y/n)-"

You cut him off. "It wasn't my fault."

Riddle couldn't stop his eyebrow from twitching. "It wasn't your fault?"

You nodded.

"So the fact that your roommate is currently in the infirmary after a magic duel from a shot multiple people, including myself, saw you cast... is not your fault?" Riddle said, finally looking you in the eye. His expression was a hardened glare, though you could tell there was something else behind it as well.

"Look, he started it," you explained, "he said some pretty stupid stuff and said if I won a duel against him, he would keep his mouth shut - if I lost, he got to tell everyone and I took his place in Azul's contract. Not my fault."

Riddle shook his head. "Even though you broke the rules of the duel?"

The accusation made you shift in your seat. Riddle knew logically you couldn't deny it - it was a miracle that the headmaster had agreed to let him deal with the issue, even if he was your dorm head. While duels typically weren't allowed on school grounds, rule 590 of the Queen of Hearts was something of a loophole, where as long as only non-elemental magic was used a duel was allowed. During your duel, however, you had cast wind magic, causing your opponent to be pushed backwards. You'd intended just to scare him but he instead tripped and fell down on his arm at a not so nice angle, luckily managing not to break it but unfortunately it was still pretty battered.

"...He shouldn't have been acting like an idiot." you eventually replied, receiving another unhappy look from Riddle. "Look, he was going to use elemental magic on me too, okay? I had no choice!"

"And you know that, how?"

"Because he was bragging about it to his friends in broad daylight like an idiot."

"If you knew that, then you should've come to me. In fact, why didn't you?" Riddle crossed his arms, confusion now showing on his face. "I usually mediate all your duels. So why—"

"B-Because I don't want to keep dragging you into my messes!" You say.

A pout forms on Riddle's face. While you'd usually consider it cute, you knew it meant he didn't believe your lie. You internally cursed yourself for not thinking of a better excuse.

"(y/n)," Riddle's voice grew sterner, "why didn't you talk to me?"

You mumbled under your breath. Riddle gave out another frustrated sigh.

"(y/n)."

"...because then he'd have known."

Riddle furrowed his brows. "Known? Known what?"

"That we're dating."

Riddle blinked, unsure of how to reply. "Why would you talking to me make him know... that?"

"That was the secret." You told him. "He said he knew we were... y'know. But I could tell he wasn't 100% sure, so I played it off and tried to keep away."

Well, that explained your lack of presence being made up by late-night texts, then.

"I mean, I still don't see why we have to hide us," you continued, "since you shouldn't care about what your mother thinks after what she did to you! But... you don't want that, so... I had to break the rule. I... I'm sorry."

Riddle froze. "Huh? Could you... repeat that?"

"Repeat what?" You feigned innocence, knowing exactly what he meant.

Riddle wasn't going to give up so easily, however. "The last thing you said."

"I had to break the rule."

"After that."

"...I'm... sorry." A blush spread across your cheeks. You didn't exactly mean your words - you were sorry, yes, but really for worrying Riddle rather than for standing your ground. You were pretty sure Riddle knew it too.

It didn't matter. Your apology and your expression caused Riddle to soften. He stood up from the lounge's "throne" couch and made his way over to you. Using your bodies to shield your hands from any unlikely late-night visitors, Riddle intertwined his fingers with yours, giving your hand a light squeeze. As the two of you rarely made any contact, the action caused a light red to spread across both your cheeks.

"Thank you, (y/n)." Riddle said. "However, this does not mean I approve of you going around and disrespecting not only the school's rules but also the Queen of Hearts' rules. Understand?"

You huff. "Even though they're so pointless?"

Riddle raised an eyebrow. "Does that make rule 2 pointless as well?"

"Of course not! Scones without fruit tea is unforgivable." You argued, shocked Riddle would even suggest the idea.

Riddle sighed, though you saw the corners of his mouth twitch. "Then you need to follow the other rules, too. You can't just do what you think is right concerning rules - I think what happened to me should be proof enough of that."

The thought of Riddle's overblot sent a cold feeling down your spine. "I would never... get that far. I promise."

Riddle smiled. "I know; I wouldn't let you. Not that you'd let yourself get 'there' either."

"Thank you." You whispered. You dropped your voice even lower. "...I love you."

"I love you, too." Riddle replied, words so quiet you had to read his lips.

His lips... before you could stop yourself, you placed your lips on his, clutching his hands. Secrecy temporarily forgotten, Riddle loosened his grip on one of your hands to move his to the back of your head, adjusting the angle of your head so he could kiss you deeper. The kiss likely lasted no more than thirty seconds, but like every time you touched, it felt like a thousand years.

For the millionth time, you cursed Riddle's mother and the fear she'd pushed into her son that caused the two of you to keep your relationship on the down-low. You couldn't help yourself - you wanted more. You dove you head closer to his again, only your aim was off, causing the two of you to bump noses.

Riddle let out a cry of pain as you cursed your bad luck, using your free hand to massage your nose. Once the pain subsided, you and Riddle caught each other's eyes. Laughter started coming out of Riddle as he had to look away, your pout too cute for him to handle at the moment.

"I'm getting better!" You insisted. "It's just dark in here, that's all."

"Of course." Riddle complied.

He brought his free hand away from the back of your head and began to caress your cheek. You leaned into his palm, though your pout still remained. Riddle giggled and placed a quick, chaste kiss against your lips. Like always, he adored the look of surprise bliss that decorated your face.

You missed the heat when he eventually pulled his hand away. Your hand felt empty without his to hold.

You were happy you could still look into his eyes. "(y/n), even if someone is threatening to reveal our relationship, if anything like that happens again, make sure to come to me. Understand?"

You frowned. On one hand, you were happy he was willing to risk your relationship to keep you out of trouble; on the other hand, you didn't like the implication that you couldn't handle your own problems. It may have ended badly this time, but that didn't mean it would always end somewhat tragically.

But one look into Riddle's worried eyes and you knew you couldn't say no. "...Okay. I promise."

The tension seemed to literally fly off Riddle's shoulders. "Thank you, (y/n)."

He placed a kiss on your cheek and smiled. "I'm expecting a five hundred sentence essay on your self-reflection about the school rules and rule 590 in my room by tomorrow night, as well as a written apology to who you injured."

"Wha- Riddle!?" You turned, too stunned to grab his arm as he walked off. "That's unfair! Riddle!"

The red-head chuckled, looking back at you with a smirk. "Would you rather it was off with your head?"

No, you didn't. It didn't stop you from grumbling about it however.

Riddle chuckled. "Be glad I'm making you drop it off in my room instead of in front of everyone. Good night, (y/n)."

Riddle left, leaving you alone in the lounge. You let out a frustrated sigh, even though you were getting off leniently. And why was he making you drop off the essay to his room specifically, instead of just letting you just hand it to him whenever? And at night! He-

Oh. Alone. A blush invaded your cheeks. Maybe it wasn't such a bad idea after all.

[ask-ivory]

RWBY Random Rant #2!

What villain is the best? (Cinder vs Roman)

Second rant everyone! This one may be a bit longer than the first, so if you don't have time but find this interesting, then I suggest reading this later. If you have infinite time on your hands and your board, then this might help depending on your interests. So let's jump into today's rant!

So, the world of Remnant is a big place. There, you'll find friendly people, weird people, mean people, and people who are just flat out crazy. But today, we're looking at a certain group of people: Villains. Now before we jump in to the blender of craziness, this post is an analysis that can be used for predictions and plot lines. I may be wrong, but I'm writing this off of what I know.

Anyways... Let's start with the basic question, What IS a villain? A villain (or for the more technical term: antagonist) is a character who is trying to stop the hero (or protagonist) from accomplishing his or her goal. Either this, or they're trying to get something and the hero is trying to stop them because what the villain wants is wrong. This is the loosest definition, so you can imagine that this goes way deeper than you think.

There are some things that you need to ask and have answered before you confirm who is the villain in a story. Some of which includes the following:

Who is this guy? (Basic background)

Why is he or she interested in this scenario? (Could this benefit to their cause?)

Why are they doing this? (If so, then why?)

So if we take this and try and apply it to the "villain" we can tell if this is a VILLAIN. Another important thing to note is the quality of the character. What sort of events cause the villain to act like this, and why?

Well, when we're talking RWBY, then villains come in different shapes and sizes. Some villains are immature, and others have experienced enough pain and defeat to know exactly what will work to achieve their goal and/or stop the hero. Then you have the peeps in the middle who aren't as overwhelming as the big baddie, but have enough common sense to know what's going on, what needs to be done, and why they're doing it.

So I'mma gonna start at the bottom of the rainbow and work my way up to the best colors. I'll also be rating these characters on a scale of one to ten. I won't do everyone. Let's start with the entire fandom's LEAST favorite character.

Cinder Fall

Stars: 0/10

Now if I was a writer for the show, I think the most interesting thing that could happen to Cinder is if she just dropped dead. That's how bad she. Literally. Now, what makes her so disgusting? There are two answers.

She did horrible things. Like hacking the communication towers (With help from Watts, of course), making the people at the Vytal Festival Tournament doubt the leaders of Vale, and, to top it off, KILLED Pyrrah and Ozpin.

But these are the actions a normal villain would do, so what really makes her Terrible? The second answer has the reason.

2. She's a poorly written character with a lack of depth are perception.

I have no idea what made the writers want to make Cinder a hated character, but whatever did worked really well. Honestly, it's like Roosterteeth did the opposite of what Disney did to Cinderella. But when I say she lacks depth, I mean there is nothing that makes her character any good. She's also one of the biggest mysteries in the show, and I don't mean that in a good way. Here are some of the questions that I often ask about her:

Why does she want power?

Does she want to rule the world?

Why does she wear an outfit that's guaranteed to help her freeze to death?

Does she want to kill Salem?

Why doesn't she learn from her mistakes?

WHY THE HECK DOES SHE EVEN EXIST?!?!?!

Well, after some examination, I found out something shocking. She is just a plot device. She may talk and act evil, but in reality, she's just there so that the characters have something to worry about. She has nothing that makes her good, or relatable. To add to that, she's like the Grimm, all she does is attack and kill and if she loses, she DOESN'T reflect on her actions, and she DOESN'T try to fix her mistakes. She just goes back into the fight with the same strategy as before. If the main protagonists studied Cinder's basic movement, then they would be able to take her down, no doubt.

Can Cinder be saved? The answer is no. I bet that, judging from the road she's going down, her strategy will be her ultimate end.

Hazel Rainheart

(I may have spelled his name wrong. Sorry.😁)

Stars: 2/10 ☆☆

Now Hazel is a bit more interesting. Unlike Cinder, he has a reason he's on the side he is now, but like everyone, he has his flaws. He lets his anger get the better of him, and he's quick to judge. But the real reason why he's not so good is because of his reasoning. His sister died on a training mission because SHE chose to become a huntress. But Hazel takes all of his anger out on Oscar and Ozpin just because he (Ozpin) was the headmaster of Beacon, and let her into the school in the first place.

And I gotta say, this reasoning is understandable, but it's still dumb.

But there is something that makes Hazel a huge threat to the heros: his semblance of pain nullification. This gives him the ability to block out pain. And I kinda get where it comes from.

When his sister died, he was broken. She was probably the only family Hazel had, and when she was killed, he wanted to block out the emptiness, the grief, the pain. Thus his semblance was unlocked and he could no longer feel pain. This ability is probably how his aura charges up so quickly. If pain can block aura from charging, then he has the tools to be a force to be reckoned with. The only downside is that just because he can't feel pain doesn't mean that he's not hurt.

Can Hazel be saved? Maybe. But if he goes on a redemption arch, then he will probably die. But that doesn't mean that he's a lost cause. There's still plenty of things that can be added to Hazel's character to make it better. But at the present, he could be better.

Adam Taurus

Stars 2/10 ☆☆

This character is relatively horrible. In fact, he's worse than Hazel!

But the thing is, he's like Hazel in a special way: he has a tragic past. Certain events that wreck a kid's childhood can scar them for life. Adam was discriminated for his faunus traits, and this set him on a path of revenge that would be his bitter end.

He was a threat, but small compared to the real one. His semblance made him very dangerous, but it also makes sense. To be more specific, his semblance is, what I like to call, absorption of impact (or for the EruptionFang version, moon slice). This gives him the ability to absorb any damage done by the enemy into his blade, then release it back at a more powerful rate. This can cause devastating damage to both the enemy and the environment. As for why he had this semblance is pretty basic once you think about it.

Adam desired to get back at those who mistreated him. He wanted them to feel his pain, but a lot more extreme. He wanted them to feel what he felt, but worse.

Adam had a lot of potential, but, well when you get stabbed in the back, it's not easy to get back at your enemies. Over all in terms of writing, the thing that would've made him better was a better understanding of what he went through.

Tyrian Callows

Stars 4/10 ☆☆☆☆

If Adam wasn't crazy enough for you, then Tyrian's your go to guy.

I think that Tyrian is insane enough to join Salem, but has enough sense to know how to kill. He's kinda tough to figure out, but thanks to some much needed information in Volume 7, we now know a bit about Tyrian's past.

Tyrian was a mad man killer on the continent of Anima but was captured. He was then rescued by Salem and her Grimm. Since he's mad he owed his life to her ever since.

He's mad, so there's no bad excuse. And to add to that, he is flat down dangerous. His semblance is the ability to cut through aura, making him a hard to beat.

Can Tyrian be saved? Not really. The only way to kill him is for someone to fall victim to him while another strikes the killing blow.

Doctor Aurthor Watts

Stars: 5/10 ☆☆☆☆☆

Alright. Here we go!

Watts is very interesting. That's saying alot. Now that we have more information on him, it's easier to see why he wants to screwer Ironwood.

He was an Atlasian scientist who went against Pietro in the effort to make something great for Atlas. While Watts helped write the Atlas security code, Pietro found that the best inspiration is found inside. That was were Penny was created. Watts was disgraced and faked his death. Then Salem found him and he joined her group to get both revenge on Ironwood and respect from Atlas. Though he is clearly unaware of what Salem's true plans are.

He is a wiz when it comes to technology. Besides that, I believe he has some experience with combat. His semblance could have something to do with technology, but we're still figuring that out.

Can Watts be saved? Writing wise, maybe we can get more details about Watts in the final episodes. He's not a lost cause when it comes being a more interesting villain.

Story wise though? He's a dead man.

Salem

Stars: 6/10 ☆☆☆☆☆☆

Yes, I didn't save her for until the end.😼

Now from the writer's point of view, Salem's backstory has been completely fleshed out. It's pretty complicated so I won't go into details. But from that alone, Salem's actons make sense. As a prisoner of life, she yearns to be free. She wants to die. And she believes that the only way to do this is to divide humanity and summon the gods in there darkest hour. Then the gods destroy the world and Salem is free. She doesn't care about the people she is hurting. She hates humanity and wants to destroy everything. But above all, she wants to get permanent revenge on her ex Ozma (or Ozpin or Oscar). She wants him to die and stay dead when millennia ago she made great sacrifices to try bringing him back from the dead.

Now she has nothing to show for it except endless years of war, hatred, and suffering. There is some relation that one can have with Salem. If anyone who is reading this tried to do something for someone you cared about, but got nothing to show for it in return, then that's what Salem would be feeling. And this has caused her to spiral into madness. She is the purest definition of crazy.

Can Salem be saved? It depends at this point. Story wise, most likely not.

Emerald and Mercury!

Stars for them both 7/10 ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

These two are going to be paired in honor of their beloved ship: Emercury.

Both characters have tragic pasts, so that gives them some common ground, but both are looking for something different. Emerald is looking for love, the one thing that she never had in her entire life. Mercury is looking for a purpose in life, a way to make himself Worthy of greatness. He claims that Cinder recruiting him was just destiny.

Both of these peeps are incredibly good at what they do. Both can fight better than the members of team CFVY.

Emerald's semblance is Perception manipulation, which makes perfect sense in her case. In a very special case, her semblance is similar to Adam's. She wants others to see what she sees, Emerald wants people to see how alone she is, and just how much she needs family. Her semblance is an incarnation of her desire. And she uses it to make people see what she wants them to see.

Mercury's semblance is currently unknown at this time. But we do know that his semblance was stolen by his father. After killing him, Mercury probably got his semblance back, but lives under the illusion that it's still gone.

Mercury grew up in an abusive household, under the guard of a murderer. He was tortured everyday by his father.

Emerald grew up on the streets.

Basically, these characters are well written, and both have great potential as well. There's even some hope of a redemption Arch for these two, and possibly some romance.

Can Emerald and Mercury be saved? Writing wise, yes. More trauma and info can definitely help. Story wise? Hopefully, yes.

Roman Torchwick

Stars: 9/10 ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

Time for the classics!

This charming young schemer has been the first character in the actual show. Fans everywhere love him, and will often mark him as the best villain. Honestly, I have nothing against it. But for the sake of this post, let's break down this lovely character and examine his awesomeness.

Roman's origin is currently unknown, but maybe we'll get some light cast on it with Neo's backstory as well. Many believe that he is somehow connected to Brunswick Farms, and it's still a possibility that has yet to be ruled out.

Roman is a good fighter and a master mind behind the underground crime rings of Vale. By himself, he is a relatively good fighter. Though his semblance has yet to be determined, he has his own Roman candle.

Another aspect of this character that won the hearts of fans is his charming personality. I mean, who can blame him? Though his death was sudden, and unfair, his handsome face will live on in the hearts of many.

Neo Politan

Stars: 10/10⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

The star of the show, folks!

Neo made her big enterence in Volume 2 episode 4 Painting the Town, and ever since has been one of the most popular characters in the entire show. If you break down Neo's character based on what we know, then it's actually really interesting. Let's scoop ice cream!

Neo's backstory is unknown, but we're hoping to have some light shed on the subject. Based off of the song "One Thing", we can tell that Neo's backstory is tragic in some way. She lost everything except for Roman. And she is willing to fight to protect Roman from the death. How do I know?

Her semblance is called illusions by many, but Unicorn of War calls it Mirrors, which I think is the most accurate. Her semblance gives her the ability to reflect her opponent's attacks upon themselves, and she can change her appearance right down to her hair and eye color.

What does any of this have to do with protecting Roman? She will use Any means necessary to protect what little she has left, and to her, that one thing is enough. She Will change her identity as many times as possible, and she often gets away with it. But she is so fierce in protecting that during a fight, any pain that the enemy can dish out to her dumdum would make her determined to kick her opponent's butt. She would give them a taste of their own medicine and literally reflect their attacks upon themselves.

She is a reflection of protection. And like that reflection she represents, she says not a word, but shows people how exactly they can hurt the one she loves.

After Roman's death, Neo Politan is determined to reflect her loves justice upon the true enemies. If you can't face yourself, then you can't face Neo.

So, there you have it, villains everywhere.

Be sure to reblog if you found this interesting!

If you have questions, then ask away!😁

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Happy Selfie Night everyone!

As a few of you know, I have been really having a rough go of it lately and haven't felt good about doing a selfie, so here's a throwback picture of me on the Man Of Steel set...salute to me, your chronically ill queen 👑

So that's what I was going to post for Disabled Selfie Night (I'm chronically ill); however now that we're all coming together tonight, I figured I'd try to add on a few things that, to anyone interested, would be good to educate yourselves on regarding the rights of sick and disabled people and the things we have been having to worry about:

-Healthcare. It's a very scary time right now. Healthcare has always been tricky as it gets really expensive really fast when you're sick or disabled; you can find yourself completely and permanently entrenched in overwhelming medical debt overnight. One big thing I worry about? The pre-existing conditions issue. When that is in effect, it means that I cannot lose my medical coverage for even one day; one day without coverage and I'm screwed as no healthcare insurance provider will want to take on someone with so many existing conditions. So I have to do everything to keep my coverage continuous, which sometimes means getting hit with massive bills that must be paid immediately or having to pay for several months in advance because of debt and so on. It means having had to sacrifice things like buying food or Tylenol or other basic things in order to pay for that coverage. And it's still held over my head every day.

-Don't even get me started on the "opioid crisis," which has been massively falsified and misrepresented, with people who live in horrible chronic pain becoming the collateral damage in a "war" that really comes down to business and politics and has nothing to do with providing proper medical care to those who need it. Quality of life is important. It's a human right. More people need to educate and understand what's really going on before demonizing and stigmatizing a medication so much that it's being denied to people who really need it. Imagine if this was done with insulin to diabetes patients? Educate.

-Medicare and Medicaid. Learn about them. Learn what each is and how it all works and what's being presented as possible changes to both. Medicare comes from Social Security, which is money that we put in with every hour we've worked, supposedly to be like a savings account of sorts for our future when we need it. Now there's talk of cutting it back or taking it away. And qualifying for either requires jumping through so many hoops it's insane. Which is why there are so many children, sick, disabled and elderly people going without any coverage or financial help when it sounds like most people assume that government assistance is easy to get for those people- it's not. Which is why, sadly, homelessness and early death is rising rapidly for us. It's all so much more complicated than you can imagine but again, you can educate yourself and maybe make a difference, maybe speak up and fight for those who can't.

Anyways this has become a really long post so I'll end it there. Stay strong everyone. Xo💕

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This is the funniest thing I've ever heard of no this is the most terrifying this little boy is trying to run a plane or something he's making a big mess out of our realm it seems to be pounding s*** he doesn't care cuz he doesn't have a thing okay and this guy is going to be fighting foreigners and the Max and you can't figure it out I do understand what you're saying that his clan is kind of like that and she says it too cuz I need stuff they don't need people that's kind of true too but that's not what George thinks like so we have more in store for us okay

Mac daddy he believes in having a big army a strong one though and you guys are a bunch of weak piles of s*** and he knows it it's a weed out process

Wow so we can try and fight them this makes sense insane what gives will work and it doesn't want and it makes a lot of sense so we have to get her s*** together these Harley-Davidsons are going to do it you can't do it with a hard knock so he says you take the Harleys that the frames work you pull the hard knock Harley Davidson motors out and SNS and you put a hard knock Life motor inn or even a lawn mower for driving around so you can get to work and build more Harley hogs and I say this is a good idea and we can use any engine he recommends The Ride lawn mowers with gears and you just need the front end and or Chinese motor if you can get it and you can order them new and I know what he's saying the 250s have decent power now it's around 17 horsepower and it will move a Harley not really well but it will move it and he said if you can get a 300 or 350 it's better and they do move them better but the lawn mower 65 or 45 at the least works very well and they have about 35 horsepower and 45 horsepower no it's 45 horsepower and 65 horsepower and they were great and they make a weird sound but they work and the point is that you're putting it into a hard knock kicker and we sort of forgot actually I start seeing anything I pulled him over and it was stupid we mean you put those in the hard knock and then take your Harley motor out of it that's too heavy anyways and you can use about 25 or 35 all day long there's plenty of power that 15 will push it pretty good really good he says because we're light. This is our stuff we like to overcome people and overwhelm them and pull them over and we beat on these big hogs with big motors and we have a lot of these hard knock with Harley motors I mean it too you know older motors most of them are from the late 80s or '90s so it's the evolution anywhere pretty good and they're going back home and we're going to do this now

Bja

I have to tell you this is a great idea and we're going to do it too people don't think we are but we are

Trump

We have a lot of people who are unemployed looking for something to do and this is something to do and we need to do this I will be mobile cuz we can't ride around a hard knock with the Harley motor we're getting it out going right now

David Bowman's brother

I have to tell you this is a nice idea and it's pretty good and we have it of course but only a small scale but to say and say why is meaningful and in order to catch a Mac we're going to use their hardware and that would be their motor and their bike it's a great idea and that's the code so let's get it going I'm putting it out there

Woody harrelson and Mallory harrelson

We have too much riding on this to make mistakes I suddenly get the idea our choppers are not really set up for this no but they have the motors and we have a lot of Harley-Davidson chassis and we can put the lawn mower engines in there in the operate when they sound fairly crazy it sounds wicked okay nasty I had to put a 35 in and you'll go faster because it weighs less originally go 140 with a 35 in one of our standard choppers it will go about 185 miles an hour and it's pretty rigid and solid frame and everything is high quality and we recommend our customers do that we have a lot of them out there and a lot of choppers we have only about 10 trillion that's a lot but they have probably three or 400 trillion choppers you can do this to and add that to the already huge number and we're going to have we're going to have a whole new world and we can do it for the street too I urge mine to get going on it now and

Dan

This is our area and we kind of missed it people saw it just sitting there but we have Harley-Davidson plants we're opening we're opening 200 and we're going to make them and the metal is better and the motor is better and we might make the hog parts there and send them out together and they can change them up at the shop and use those Harley Davidson order and we got that they might make it into a special order eventually right now they're making so many x350 and x500 you can't even count them they're banging them out they got there high speed stuff going and they made the frame a little different so it's faster and they're using some of this ideas and it's going to make a stitch frame possible it's very high-tech and cutting edge and we shouldn't be treating like this but we keep doing it

Trump

We're mobilizing now and we see how many they're making it's a ridiculous number and these mods are going to add to it it's going to be many many trillions several thousand trillion when they're done with it and that is a lot and it's going to keep happening like Honda other manufacturers are getting ready to do it like Honda Kawasaki Yamaha Suzuki Ducati yes and BMW even trying and they're all going to have their and it's triumph and they have several South American and African and Russian companies and India and Pakistan too they're kind of the same stuff and they're getting ready to gear up into it huge numbers of them are in production it's a gigantic industry they're making the frame sturdy so I can have weaponry and other and they're moving out and they're making them ready to modify into a flight motorcycle too and you can use the engine it's just incredible there's massive massive numbers of these being made we're going to probably have 100,000 trillion of these in just a month and that's that's a lot my friends and they're going to make all these small spaceships too it is a huge number and they know what's going on and they have to intend with it and this is the only way they can do it now and the economy is going to start going gangbusters right now we are claiming that 300%. It's not in yet so we're not going to say it but really by the end of the day it's going to be 3150 percent increase after well it's right before covid begin at that time though manufacturing was cut into half but this is well back over the half and it's over what was lost during covid bring it back from cut in half would be a 200% increase so you can see if it really the economy suffered very badly and during covid it was cut into like 120th so 2,000% would be a recovery but that's only on essentials and things which were way behind medical equipment included in even disinfectant and surgical items and then you have to catch up with everything else so we're finally getting there and that's why I said $3,000% so we will be up and over it by the end of the day that was a dark time and our two leaders were panicking and they're working on a lot of stuff and we were too he came up with several ideas and she didn't work great now we can't stand you already and we don't want to hear that s*** out of your truck Trump and you'll pay for it and you're the people down. And Tommy f is that you and he is supervision but okay. Pestering and threatening our son does not constitute laying low or acting miniscule and you're getting hammered for it

Thor Freya

Olympus

[the-firebird69]

The hat our son is trying to find in John Cena is intercepting because he's a f** is kind of like Grandpa's hats he gave to him a little smaller and it kind of crinkle a little and Arnie had one and used a lot and that's what it is and John Cena posted a pic of someone in a shadow with a trench coat on briefcase and one of those hats in New York City and said it's your dad and he's threatening him then he couldn't find anyone with the proper hat. And the a****** put Hampton up instead of hat and her son is sitting there saying you're a dead retard and John Cena ignores him so we're going to put the b**** in the grave so f****** huge moron just like Trump you people are stupid and you die all the time. There's a song coming up we're going to post to show us how dumb he is and where the f****** he is and how bad things are. He doesn't know what the math is for the most part it's going around saying yes and I got that and condescends doesn't really get her son's point of view he's really stupid doesn't understand what it means Giant versus giant can't comprehend the George would do it or the Max and he's soft okay that guy's stupid he's just blithering right now then pull him out and come with a little pieces and burn them so I have to listen to stupid crap from you idiots now I see what the problem is you're so God damn stupid that you don't understand a damn thing going on you don't understand how to cover things up and you don't want to relax at all about anything and you just animals that's what he's been saying who cares our son is saying he wants to challenge you to a wrestling match where he walk in with a suit and is that big guy that he doesn't play sabertooth but he'd be better for it because he's bigger he thinks he's one of the Goldbergs but is not a wrestles with them and he's good size he wears a suit all the time you look like that but bigger and more muscular but the suit would fit so they're kind of similar he wants to come out with it and have it a paper suit and there's a way to do it they have a stunt and you cook yourself with something and he'd have flame resistant clothes and he'd be wearing his black clothing with the Dane vest it's the one that's like a bullet vest and his mask which would have a black mask over it in The mask would be shallow and he said he'd come out and he had a line that was pretty good and it was to John Cena and he was challenging him and John Cena doesn't want to it was something like '"you're the one who's going down here not me and we're going to wrestle for it" or something like that

Thor Freya

Gross and that was not it at all it's more like ,"you're here John Cena just where I need you to be"

Hera

Listen there's enough insane people here I don't remember the line that's why I'm not saying it

Zues

We all want you to remember and we can't get you to and he admits that's true it doesn't want to be pestered by everybody to remember s*** when the assholes are blocking it. That's what he's saying everyday all day long every day all day long every day all day long and you people are used to repetition and you're old so we're going around killing all of you cuz we can't stand it and father and mother can't find it it ain't going to make it you're just a bunch of heaping piles of s*** and this is proof again you think we're just mad like a bunch of crotchy the old senile assholes that you hang out with they're going on vaporizing your armies your stupid people you're going to see it tonight too let's go up there and mess with New Vegas and we're going to make Vegas and you're going to be working there and you don't want to so you're going to die

Hera

You know John Cena you're a huge p**** but you're running around using space and telling people stuff and saying stuff and we hit you for it you think being a giant p**** that you would not do that and afraid of cat and a skit you're scared of a word or a hat or a challenge it probably would never happen it's amazing you're such afraid of things and yet here's this thing you're doing it is vaporizing your army your ships are going to be surrounded soon underground will be erased your matrix facilities gone and basically basically it's because of this you you are afraid to have like a fake challenge brought you have any comment about your stupidity

Zues Hera

It's kind of like this I don't want to tell you the line it was a good line and people use it which is probably b******* but they'll try and they'll fight each other and you know this sucks cuz that's how it goes and I guess I'm being stupid but I can't stand it you can't stand you can't say those and they say shut up you f****** p**** ass w**** bag you're a f****** p**** and you can't f****** put the line up there cuz you don't know what it does and you don't even remember what it was I bet you're so f****** stupid... I swear to get something you're not a retard and you're stuck here and I'm having to say it and Trump is too and yeah you're saying they beat us up and they do cuz they can see our hand signals and s*** and they know you're smart and they're not and it's happened for a long time I'm going to tell you something I'm the one blocking him from saying this line it doesn't make any sense right now and it was stupid he just wants to see it have a little fun and he wants to introduce something else and it's holding it up it's another revealing thing

John Cena

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These two are singing because they saw plaques and they felt that Max destroyed the trees and then she said names and that they were gone and they wanted him to feel haunted and dejected and he started saying I could not feel more dejected than I already am and to add to it is sheer lunacy. And basically the max are causing you to feel dejected without hope it's not really the monstrous it's what they're doing with them and to them and for them and what they're doing is a plan and both sides make you feel that way but he says he's controlling them so I understand you want me to be haunted but you're not dead at all and I made the plaques. I also had them go up there and they're in character my son says so they can't really shake that easily I get off and said we know they're not dead I said you don't really have an idea if it is true or not I sent you up there just sing the song because I want them to be haunted and say they're gone and then say they're not and then say they're gone and then see what I did and they're going to puke all over the place this is assholes and I needed it is Max cuz they use you guys up it's true tons of macs were there dead.

So the two say they got it later cuz they did and they're smiling because it's against the max mostly but they started a war and we're in trouble and they won't get office and they won't leave us alone and now we're doing all this Avant garde stuff because these two big ouths and it's horrible are going to be ruined. And what you did is very gross and Olympus I'm going to hold you to it because some of our kids names are on it you say so what is that they're thinking that they're my kids and even going after my race and Dave's kids without Mercy saying you're his friend you can kiss my sweet ass you little nigger. I'm holding all your crimes against you and I'm going to bring them up to Olympus and ask for them to divulge them there's nobody says that s*** to me ever especially after I told you to find half the city to revive kids of mine that are trees that are really monsters your fruit you're on your mind you're insane this is not normal stuff you f****** piece of garbage where do you get off saying this stuff to someone who can wipe you out without trying you all running around saying stuff so now you can say stuff you're going to hold me to it you're going to be held to the letter of the law the letter of the law goes against Satanist no matter what you do because your religion and your way makes no sense try and keep that in mind when you getting torn to pieces because you're holding me to it.

All of a sudden see something this piece of s*** is up in your face all the time no he says I've killed more of my own kids than anyone else so I'm starting to see your point but the point is is Mac is having to do it and was you might not be in control now but he's the one who started and had to do it you're getting very uppity it's kind of stupid because you can white people out and we don't care cuz he started it I'm saying is not going to hold you to it means you're the one who's guilty of doing it.

So what

Now I understand the attitude what are you going to do go against the house here run right up against the chapa I understand that this is what I say if you ever kids were there and I'm pissed off about it and I can't shake it

BG says

Then we'll shake it for you you're probably encouraged to go there so can I ask around trying to get some Intel on it most of time when you have a s******* like that a death place like mental health for instance you ass wipe others are influencing people to put people there

Zues Hera

That's an answer I can use if there's any backup and I'm sure you'll find it this is about sacrifice and Corky's being sacrificed he needs to be doesn't he no gas for you no house for you no money for you it says it to you it says it to Max no machines no Jets no guns and he took the jet engines and put his piece of s*** rocket

Zues Hera

He blames me for that too trying to see something Brian you're so evil that he's going to get out of trouble on everything because he has to fight you and frankly I know that he's very evil to us and we have to hold him to it somehow but I don't know what to do some of our kids went in there that's probably because of mac and you and you're absurd you're having a free the trees you haven't free the state you're helping him block everybody off take everything get rid of the entire race or kind what is it with you to you idiots

Bg

We thought we had it under control well I actually had it partially under control and he ruined whatever control we had it's bja

Mac

It's true too but those are our kids down there we're going to need more evidence than you saying when I say is why don't you go get the evidence cuz I can't question these people and I can't ask him and there's some people who saw it happen and they're like foreigners and stuff and may have influenced it to happen is what Max will say I mean happily hand over people who are doing it happens in Africa you know they have Gators and they throw people over there and they lead them in and they haven't feed him and they get dragged In

Zues Hera

It is the same thing and nobody knows what your relationship is to these trees

Bg

Hahaha it is kind of funny what's your relationship to these trees sir well when I was young we helped make trees to make oxygen for the planet thank you very much Zeus

Lois