#i wanna watch this ep for them and them only
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Missed Connections
It's my first attempt at anything x reader, but thanks to a few notes from @darktrashsoulbear I think I've gotten it. I hope so at least. Comments are always welcome. Reader uses she/her pronouns. Now to enjoy another Ewan Mitchell x Reader oneshot!
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It had been a last minute thing, Ewan had fully intended just to hole up in his hotel room for the night and rest with a book he was attempting to read. He’d read the same page a few times when a friend on the crew called him–inviting him out to a local show. At first, he’d been teetering on no, but had asked what kind of show–something metal. Matt’s girlfriend knew the band, had even helped get them sorted out with a small label that wouldn’t take them for all they were worth and then some.
What the hell
He’d thought, he’d go and enjoy the evening. More than anything, he wanted an outlet–to do something fun that made his stress melt away. What better way than to go a little mad in the pit?
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No matter the city or even the country, clubs were all the same: strobe lights thumping along with the bass of varying degrees of quality, shouted conversations to and from everyone and no one, the smell of spilled and shake liquor on top of a hundred perfumes and colognes with a base layer of sweat, the clank of ice and glass as overworked bartenders kept up with the ebb and flow of humanity in search of social lubricant.
It was sensory hell before trying to get through the crowd and Ewan had been firmly left at their chosen table while he nursed a drink and watched his friends “dance”. It had at least started as dancing and now it was a scant step up from grinding. Now he was looking at anything else to avoid an accidental eye fucking he’d never recover from. Everyone was a stranger here and he wasn’t prepared for that, not tonight at least.
Drink in hand, he headed outside to save some of his hearing and to have a smoke. A nasty habit, sure, but one he had no intention of quitting…
“Fuckin’ hell.”
After a thorough pat down of every spare pocket he had, Ewan realized he’d left his pack of smokes god only knew where.
“Ewan? It’s Ewan, right?”
A woman had come up to him and for a long moment, he didn’t recognize her. Was she a fan or…
“Yes… Wait, I know you–from the flight to Heathrow?”
“I thought this was you! Your hair looks good!”
He’d been dark blond the last time she saw him, not the bleached blond he’d chosen for the premier of the second season. He’d run a hand through his hair out of habit, a little smile at receiving a compliment from a pretty girl.
And god she was pretty with that big smile of hers. She looked intimidating, but that could just be the nerves… Oh god, but that smile… fuck, she could light up all of London.
A hug was offered and accepted, they’d become fast friends on a red eye from New York to London. Yet he hadn’t ever expected to see her again when she sprinted away to make a connecting flight to Helsinki. Fate was funny that way, it seemed.
Their conversation was about everything and nothing. Sharing a pack of cigarettes he later learned was from Finland. She’d come back to London to do press for a new ep. Just like he had just finished his own press tour.
Over shared experience, one drink turned into two, then three. His phone buzzed occasionally—Matt had been an unexpected friend and he was grateful. Tom was an even better friend and both liked to check on him from time to time. Especially Matt in this case. He and his girlfriend had invited him out. The least they could do was check on him.
“You have good friends, they like to check on you. Nice for a night out in a loud club.”
“I do, it’s a gift.”
“Any of them here? I can release you if you want.”
“No, it’s fine. I came with a mate and his girl, they’re about to call it a night.”
“And what about you?”
“Haven’t decided yet. The company is good.”
“Hmm…” She played with one of the pendants she wore. “I could eat. Wanna get out of here and find some food?”
“Yeah, I’d like that.”
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Which led them to perhaps the seediest kebab shop he’d ever seen, but it was open all night.
It was the sort of place Matt’s girlfriend had called “a greasy spoon”. It fit: the tables were a little sticky, napkins were thin, the plates were almost as thin, but it was the best thing he’d ever eaten. Something about the beer, tobacco, and the company.
It would be a warm memory, he knew it already. Knew it when he brought her back to his hotel only for them to both fall asleep at the beginning of some 2000s horror movie.
A perfect surprise.
A perfect night.
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My favorite Jackie & Hyde moments #9
Bonus moments (ignore Kitty in the first one haha):
#that 70s show#that '70s show#otp: anything for you doll#zenmasters#jackie x hyde#hyde x jackie#burkhyde#my gifs#my stuff#het ship#zenmasters anthology 2k22#fave burkhyde moments#been 84 years#i should make more stuff for them#they were my brand after all#going back to my roots y'all#i loved how hyde willingly spent the whole day with jackie#shows a lot of growth from his asshole Winter self#i wanna watch this ep for them and them only
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Oh this scene has a chokehold on me,,
#what if i went to see you at the crucifix in your hometown so we can make out and have you question your devotion to god?#drawing them instead of watching the show cuz i only have like 8 eps left and i don't wanna finish it so soon :'(#hilda furacão#hilda furacao#malthus#hilda muller#fanart#hilda hurricane#lukasdoesart#sketch#illustration#artists on tumblr#ana paula arosio#rodrigo santoro
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I PROMISE IM STILL ALIVE AND THAT I STILL LOVE THIS SHOW i just dont have time for podcasts rn :( innn the meantime did anyone ever think about fish n chips Edyn Edition alot alot alot orrrrr was that just me
#NO TAGS bc itsa small doodle. BURN!!! also rrrauauughh thinkinnn about edyn againnnn#like i dunno man i just think its rly funny if edyn just finds her mind wandering back over to gillions weird ugly friend#like... hes kinda cute... in an annoying boy sorta way....#I THINK THEY WOULD BE CUUUTE TOGETHERRRRR or atleast it would be cute to see them interract more#i just wwant those two locked in a high stress situation together#i also want edyn to eat people. i aalso want edyn to be just as violent as gill if not mmore. please.#I HAVA DOODLE PAGE but i wanna show it more love first b4 i post it anywhere. in the meantime u get this. u only get this .#unless u ask me very niciesss#i might ramble more here later if more thoughts come to mind. i GOTTA rewatch several riptide eps. but NO.#im gonna go watch rly stupid anime instead forever okay byeee love yoouu
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tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry
#tw rant#studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not#its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels#so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday#i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me#n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone#yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my#friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep#of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle#but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today#i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts#and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics#just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people#im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier#im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk#and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know#but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac#h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe#ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch#people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and#seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want#are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to#spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was#i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next#“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes#me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good#but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im#intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout#but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone
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household enemy to the yyh watchthrough number one is the olympics. it's taken us a week to get two episodes into the gamemaster fight
#out of three. please the third episode's what makes it okay im fighting for my life out here#it is NOT for lack of trying on my part but theres only a brief window of time when the olympics is not happening#and as it turns out the watchthrough is Not my mom's first priority (how dare she etc)#i do feel slightly bitter that we've gotten through two eps of band o brothers in the same time#we are fighting for the same timeslots yet somehow the hour long show's gotten a leg up??#you don't have time for a 23 min ep but DO for a 60 min one?? explain the math to me please#idk how to explain the vague feeling of betrayal bc it Does Not make sense Nor matter in the slightest#but cmonnnn we were doing so well. and my little bro's starting up school again soon and my dad's gotta go back to work#sometimes eventually (<- hes on medical leave) and my grandparents are coming over next week We're Losing Time Soon#ughhh if i'd known the olympics were happening (<- somehow completely oblivious to this) i'd have accounted for#my mom getting whisked away by the land of synchronized divers and shot putters and whatever the hell#happens in the summer olympics (<- only pays attention to winter olys)#bc that always happens. and *i* have to go back to school in Some Amount Of Time Im Too Scared To Check (p sure it's late aug though) and#when that happens i'll (hopefully) be stuck across town which means we won't be able to do it any time besides the weekends#and i don't wannaaaaa#i know this is the least important problem anyone's ever had like i get that i know but#it's important to me that they sit down and watch this with me. and watching it pull apart and being#the one who's easily the most invested it makes me look all desperate when i ask them for their time and they can't give it#we can only pull this off neatly in the summer and we were so close and now we're losing it right at the finish line#i don't want life to get in the way of this little bubble i've fought so hard to make y'know#and it's childish and embarrassing and whatever but i just want them to have fun with me with this thing i care about a lot#but i can't do that bc my mom needs to watch the judo matches at Every weight class#even though she's recording a lot of them? i don't understand but whatever i know it's her thing im just moping about it ig#i want it to be as perfect an experience for them as possible and it's slipping away from me#and i don't wanna leave this project unfinished when i start school y'know. sighh#i think they might feel like i only want them around when we're watching stuff. whcih is weird bc that's like#The Singular Way we family bonded literally my whole life so idk why they wouldn't get that when reversed#but either way that IS how i wanna spend time with them. i want them to understand this thing that's become a part of me#and i wanna talk With them about it. and so far it's been fun in a way it's never been before. my mom at least seems to really like it#and i want it to Keep going well bc if we lose momentum im worried they'll start finding it tedious. sighh
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it’s sooooooo insane how much gege akutami completely fumbled nobara. society if she was someone else’s character entirely. society if gege akutami never even attempted to write women. society if gege akutami never attempted to write
#watched the new ep since my roommates anime only and wants to watch#at least my roommate understands one of the make reasons i hate jjk now !!! win for me i guess !!!!!#wanna take nobara fumi and saori and make them have their own show but instead we have to um. idk#make a dumb culling game and get to the us president i guess#oh well. it’s funny i don’t care about jjk at all anymore and i don’t like talking about it bc people are annoying#but it’s just sooo blatant how fucking awful every one of these writing decisions are#and nobaras death is just like. the most succint culmination of that#mine
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i absolutely love what their dynamic turned into in the show but whenever i watch the sf pilot im reminded of how much i love the way charlie just kinda slugs on behind pim and lets him do his thing and the only time in the episode he really gets his own moment he has no idea what to say to desmond and can only say they’ve failed. like i love the side of charlie that can be like overly passionate and kinda unapologetic and the way there’s nothing that can change his mind when he’s set on something and i dont even want it to be changed back to that but man . i just love it
#my quest of liking charlie more has been a huge success!!#all i had to do was stop staring at pim at all times whenever i watch the show and only hearing what he says and does … stop Temporarily#tbh i think the pilot is one of my favourite episodes of Anything ever#why r the first episodes of both seasons So good . idk if its just the effect of hype and excitement but dude#the gwimbly ep is SOOOOOO good to me ive had to have rewatched it around 20 times by now#its just so lovely. love how its another episode where the death of another character is what makes the client smile#and in this case it worked for both of the two clients. isn’t that so cool that there were two of them this time#and also how the b plot of the ep takes place in the office just like the pilot#i just wanna see more of the office… everytime we see it anytime other than the beginning of the episode#i always get so excited cuz that’s like The main setting of the show n we know barely anything about it#💝
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Really Really wanna continue watching destined with you kdrama... but the cheating and forced relationship is kinda putting me off of it... also it's weirdly confusing
#destined with you#kdrama#wanna drop it but also dont wanna#like im almost finished#6 eps left only#ive come this far now it a matter of will i guess#im not strong enough to digest all that cheating#honestly might just be watching it for that other silly couple!!#ma sajagmin & team manager i think#love them both
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#third nebula#the marvels spoilers#//#watched ‘the marvels’ earlier today#and i had. so. much. fun.#like. so. much.#ngl i was initially a lil worried that i wouldn’t enjoy it as much bc i only watched 1 ep of ms marvel so far#but that actually didn’t affect my enjoyment :D#the pre-battle scenes in aladna has my heart#i need a marvel one-shot/short film on how exactly the ‘marriage of convenience’ came about#preferably one where they also confirm that prince yan && his people are fine after the battle in the movie#could be a musical w the whole singing-is-their-language thing 👀#but it doesn’t have to be#i just wanna see it acted out bc it’s one of my favorite tropes 🥺#oh and also . . .#i can’t believe the rumors i’ve heard floating are true??#i mean- i kinda expected mcu to do them eventually#but oml i def didn’t expect that they’d start building them in ‘the marvels’#the gasps i let out in the theater . . . i almost started screaming 🧎🏽♀️
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Sam Beckett. A real sweetheart. Quantum leaping from one melodrama to the next by the powered of science... and God? Like actually?? Genuinly God???
#the shows premise is so so so good and kinda baffling#im not so much a fan of the actual episodes bc they just feel kinda bland but im obsessed with taking the show seriously#like sam is a really sweet guy and his situation is kinda horrifying. im desperate to see what life is like on Als side#also Al unironcally ogling sam is incredible. sam should b a girl most of them time. they should havechange the ratio of male 2 female eps#im just tyring to ward off the creeping terror bc my time off is almost at an end and i dont wanna think abt it. i just wanna think abt#girl sam. but my parents r watching football >:-[ and i wont b able to watch when im banished out west again#quantum leap#also im only on season 2 idk if for real god is the one messing with sam???
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i had.....r2ani/obikin dream
#so it starts with anakin and r2 and r2 fucking anakin#they do their stuff and then we cut to obi-wan with r2#so he's tryna get some classified info that r2 has and goes through his data files/recordings/whatever#only to see that the first thing that comes up is a recording of r2 fucking anakin (bc r2 saves everything)#and he's like 'oh fuck'#bc it's like shit that's so hot watching anakin get fucked is making him feel some kinda way (horny) but he isn't supposed to feel like tha#that's one thing but then there's the whole thing about him realizing that anakin is getting fucked by r2???????? what??????#he doesn't know what to think of it#but he tries to ignore that for now and do what he's supposed to (get the info) only to realize that r2 holds TOO MUCH info#and stuff that he was supposed to get his memory wiped for (literally that one clone wars ep)#so well he has to memory wipe r2 and tries to get anakin to replace r2 with another identical droid (same color design everything)#anakin gets PISSED bc no!!! i want R2 i dont want any other droid im NOT letting u memory wipe him FUCK YOU#so after some fighting obi-wan goes FINE u can keep him#and then they go on a mission (with r2 with them :D)#and other stuff happens!!!! but i dont really remember 😔#im not sure if it was a dream per se or just a daydream while i was very sleepy but it was suuuuper vivid and cool so#bc i had been thinking about a fic a bit similar to this (obi-wan finding out about r2ani) so now this is kinda making me wanna write hehe#f.txt#this is essentially just that clone wars ep except anakin and r2 are fucking#sw#r2ani#obikin#knivash's dream land
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so yea i finished watching tristamp. absolutely bewitched by the animation. but also wanting MORE... and so . i am planning on watching the original anime. at some point soon.
sometimes joining the bandwagon of what's currently popular is fun if it coincides with my preexisting interests lol
#speculation nation#me ABSOLUTELY refusing to get into any popular live action shows bc that's not what i'm about#(minus The Untamed. that's like the only exception lmao)#you can rave about it all you want. i'm not watching it.#but an anime? Oh Yea bro now we're talking#ok really though i'm just fascinated by the concept of Whatever vash is#inhuman. the bridge between humanity and plants. and in a way an Angel#that's not what he is in a literal sense but with the framing of it all in a religious sense and him and knives being the Core of that all#and just. the Way They Are... they are like Angels. for all the power and immortality that grants them#and yet. we have absolute babygirl Vash who's the sweetest nerd and PAINFULLY caring#the dichotomy between him and knives is just................... aghhhhh#and in the FINAL EP when knives was chasing him across the city and they both had wings#but only one each. mirroring one another. they are each others' mirrors.#it's all just so. it's Captivating. genuinely. i adore this concept and i want to see it in action more.#and of course i'm a wolfwood girlie(gender neutral) i cant deny my nature#ive already been reading fic for trigun sdlkfjsldkjf#tbh i was reading it even before ever watching. bc it just. got to me ok#i knew i was probs gonna watch it and after the last ep came out it became a certainty. and i'm so glad i did watch it#i'm probs gonna rewatch that last ep bc i'm a little buzzed and i wanna absorb it all with a clear head#bc the animation is SOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD helppppppppppppppppp#but yea sorry if u dont like trigun lol this is gonna become in part a trigun blog now
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Finally finished watching all the Capaldi seasons of Doctor Who
#tldr it was really good#and i can still identify every single plot point that made teenage me pissed#and i either really like them nor or am just ambivalent to them#like i really enjoyed everything that these seasons put out with few exceptions#and from what i remember of watching the ones before him capaldi probably had my favorite finale#and s10 def had my favorite actual finale out of the 3#twice upon a time was also really good#and prob my favorite christmas special out of the bunch#wedding of river song is a very close second though#definitely would use the capaldi seasons as my baseline recommendations for anyone i tried to get into it#again from ym memory of watchiong the smith run as it was airing i didnt like clara much#but watching the capaldi seasons ive either warmed to her a lot or shes jsut way better in these than she was in s7#bill was also really good#if sort of underdeveloped#but one season only thats kinda expected#overall i do now sorta wanna move into s11 but ive not heard a single good thing about how cinbal has handled the show#so im really hesitant#especially since i know the amster comes back#which is just souring my entire preconception of it since i found missy's end in s10 to be perfect#ill probably watch the first ep tonight and then give it some time before the next one#if i even watch it#for now though i should probably get back to qc'ing ry*kendo so florida doesnt kill me
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#yoongi's suchwita ep with hoshi was sosososososo lovely 😭😭😭#ive only seen hoshi in the hybe games thing before but i love him now#and yoongi going into sunbae mode the whole time sososo sweet#also got to me with the talk of enlistment and time running out#i feel the latter with the end of my degree nearing and having no clue what i want etc#and then with bts just... i missed so much. i missed their whole journey to where they are now and :(#it's gonna be all different after this. i would've loved to get to watch them live at mama etc more often and with other groups#but i am glad that they seem to be in a much better place now. that's Good. it must've been so hard to be there pre-2020#2020 etc were already hard seeing how much rough it was for them#anyways. just wanted to see if anyone feels the same and to put it out there#feeling tired and always younger than i am and re-trying to figure out who i am#also feeling 200% more autistic lately which in turns feels like im pretending but yk#anyways. this is all meant to read /lightheartedly etc it's alright im doing quite okay#and also i love yoongi. would love to have suchwita talk with him#also wanna ask him about what he's said about having ocd and adhd and depression and anxiety#going for bingo like me <3
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More random 911 snippets:
WHAT DO YOU MEAN BUCK DIED?!?!
SPRUCE!!!!!!!!
HE GOT STRUCK BY LIGHTNING AND DIED FOR LIKE 3 MINS AND SMTH SECONDS AND THEN WAS IN A COMA FOR AWHILE BEFORE WAKING UP N STUFF ITS CRAAAAZYYY
#foxieasks#spruce tag#literally couldve sworn i'd answered this but ALAS tumblr ate my reply bawling#anyways.#fun fact!! before i got into this show this was around the time that i started reading fics for it without knowing any context besides+#what my stepmom had told me#and so far she'd only told me about the ship buddie#but anyways so i started getting interested in it but not enough to actually decide to watch the show#but i was like hmm im curious as to what its like actually like#so i sat down to watch this ep but like the OPENING SCENE HAS SOMEONE GETTING JABBED IN THE NECK BY GLASS (long story) AND THAT WASTOO GORE#FOR ME SO I ENDED UP LEAVING TSKJDFKJDS like damn couldve seen this man get STRUCK BY LIGHTNING IVE SEEN THE GIF IT LOOKS SO COOL#anyways THE EP AFTER THOUGH#IS THE FIRST FULL EP I WATCHED OF THE SHOW LMAOOOO#it was wild coming in and having my stepmom be like “yeah so last week he got struck by lightning and now hes having a fever coma dream”#but spruce. spruce. THIS EP HAD SO MUCH FATHER SON CONTENT ITS ACTUALLY INSANE#ohgodimgonnarunoutoftagshelp#BUT YEAH SO IM WATCHING THIS AND I WASL IKE *STEPMOM U DID NOT TELL ME HOW MUCH FATHER SON CONTENT THERE IS*#and she was like “oh yeah lmao theyre really big actually u get a LOT of content in the show”#and i was like YOU SHOULDVE TOLD ME THAT SOONER NOW I NEED TO WATCH THE SHOW#anyways it still took like a year for me to actually start watching the show bc i was in the middle of a diff show and i was waiting to#finish that before starting a new one#but yeah. it sold me on the show bc of the father son duo skjadfhksafdkj crying i love them so much#but yeah speaking of that now i wanna rewatch the ep bc i am even MORE attached to this duo LIKE THAT EP TOOK ME OUT WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING T#CHARACTERS#NOW???#IM GONNA DIE SPRUCE IM GONNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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