#i wanna *** this is so depressing
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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life
#tw sucidal ideation#tw selfhate#mentally drained#sorry for being depressing#anxitey#i hate me so much#tw depressing thoughts#tw sui ideation#depressing shit#mental health#tw depressing stuff#please let me die#please let me kms#let me go#you’re losing me#you’re on your own kid#mental problems#i wanna die#i want to disappear#i wish i was dead#i’ll never recover#what is wrong with my brain#tw sui vent#tw self h4rm#mentally fucked#so fucking exhausted#tw sui talk#very unstable#im going to kms#what is wrong with me
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healing is taking too long what if i just kill myself
#trauma#i wanna kms#mentally tired#i want to die so bad#mentally unstable#recovering is hard#healing#i can’t move on#mental abuse#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#i want to be okay
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I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry.
I didn't mean to be like that. I don't want to act this way.
I'm sorry I can't communicate. I'm sorry that I try and push you away. I'm sorry. I just want you with me.
I'm sorry that I can't say that to you. I'M SORRY.
I'm so fucking sorry please don't leave me?
I know I'm hard to love. I KNOW.
I don't want to be like this.
I promise I am trying to change.
I promise I can act normal.
Please?
#mental health#vent blog#depressing shit#vent post#relationship#boyfriend#i wanna relapse so bad#actually bpd#bpd favorite person#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd#borderline problems#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline#sorry
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no time to celebrate
#drew this thinking their bdays were during night yorb summer for some reason#i went looking for the clip midway and when i saw it was the other way around i kinda died a little inside#BUT I AM NOTHING IF NOT COMMITTED !!!!#fantasy high#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#gorgug thistlespring#riz gukgak#so anyways we can pretend this is a time quangle thing yes yes#they fall asleep making the solar lasso and no one has it in them to wake them up (esp riz)#so the rest of the bad kids leave them stuff for when they wake up#joint birthday party is real and depressing ! but not really ! the power of friendship is still very real#dont ask me the logistics of the hangvan interior ill die#i dont wanna thnk about this piece anymore it aged me 10 years#my art
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Miss Belgium
#sorry for being so inactive apparently having a full time job doesn’t make depression go away#crazy shit#I wanna draw more Emma so I think I’ll at least try to in the sketchbook#hetalia#hws belgium#aph belgium
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もう一回、もう一回
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#fushiguro megumi#yuji itadori#itafushi#ryoumen sukuna#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#gomen its hina posts self indulgent art hours#this is fr me first and foremost. any1 else liking it is just a bonus in my eyes#i may not be able to animate but i am so happy with these regardless i think they turned out great :') treat fr Me#rolling girl megumi u mean so much 2 me suddenly#fun fact ! actually the first vocaloid song i ever listened to. stumbled across an audio post on this very tumblr dot com#and it forever changed the course of my taste in music#so it alr has a soft spot in my heart fr tht reason but Also the lyrics Also th whole deal w wowaka and Now w megumi.....#rolling girl u have become too powerful#anyway in th context of canon n megumi choosing to live i am choosing to interpret the song the less depressing way#where the boy represents a saving grace rather than being a personification of miku's char's demons convincing her to end it#n the ending being her deciding to stop fighting on her own n instead accept help from those around her#but i did also want to pay homage 2 the interpretation of him representing her inner demons#so i have redraws of both yuuji And sukuna as the boy#choose ur own adventure if u will#clutches heart why does it fit so WELL what cosmic force decided tht miku and jjk should overlap at all i just wanna talk#clearly something has it out fr me
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I should just stop existing
#..Death.and.Decay.#tw sui ideation#depressing shit#sad thoughts#i'm so lonely#depressiv#i wanna die#sadgirl#i just wanna sleep#i'm going insane#i'm just a girl#i'm sorry#i'm tired#i'm so tired#why am i like this#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually cluster b#fp bpd#bpd fp#bpd thoughts#bpd#borderline blog#borderline pd#borderline things#borderline thoughts#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd stuff
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I cut myself to bleed the tears I cannot cry.
#st☆rve#3ating d1sorder#tw depression#tw depressing thoughts#alone with my thoughts#i need to lose so much weight#sadgirl#bpd#actually bpd#sad thoughts#cw sui ideation#cvtaddict#cvtblr#i wanna cvt#sh cvt
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Just a silly little girl with silly little thoughts of suicide
#girlblogging#just girly thoughts#it would technically be#the virgin suicides#im so funny#tw sui ideation#coquette#birdie's chestbox#s3lfharmm#tw s3lf harm#s3lf harn#s3lf mutilation#tw sh implied#shblrr#sh things#depressing shit#sh cvt#i wanna cvt#self h@rm#slef harm#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant#female sedness#female hysteria#female manipulator#hell is a teenage girl#obviously doctor you've never been a 13 year old girl#cvtting addict#tw sui implied
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i genuinely want to relapse so bad like it’s not even funny.
#i wanna relapse so bad#tw drugs#dr0gs#druggie#drug relapse#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#someone help#bpd vent#bpd#kinda depressing#tw depressing stuff#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#depressing quotes#fp bpd#bpd culture is#bpd safe#bpd fp#actually bpd#bpd problems#borderline personality problems#borderline problems#borderline culture is#actually borderline#depressing life#sorry for being depressing#depressiv#$uicidal#$u!c!d3
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I walk into a room and immediately think of all the potential ways to kill myself that exist there
#mentally drained#mental health#anxitey#sorry for being depressing#depressing shit#i hate me so much#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#tw sui ideation#mental problems#tw sucidal ideation#tw selfhate#please let me kms#i wanna cvt#let me go#you’re losing me#i wish i could disappear#you’re on your own kid#mental illness#mentally exhausted#i wanna die#ready to kms#let me disappear#please end my suffering#please let me die#why am i this way#please help#i cant do this#i’ll never recover#why can’t i just be okay
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as i get older i really do understand why people abuse substances now
#tw drugs#mentally unstable#trauma#tw depressing stuff#mental abuse#i wanna kms#i want to be okay#pls help me#i’m so tired of living#im so tired of being me#i want to end it all#mentally tired#tw depressing thoughts
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I don't deserve a family I don't deserve friends I'm the worst friend ever I'm the worst child ever
#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#sorry for being depressing#su1c1d4l#su1c1dal#tw depressing stuff#i am so tired#im going to kms#self h@te#s3lf hate#ihms#i wanna kms#bpd favorite person#bpd vent#bpd thoughts
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It hurts.
It hurts so much.
I need someone, anyone, to love me.
Being unlovable hurts.
It's the pain of knowing that noone can ever love me the way I love them.
To love the way I do is to burn and scratch open my skin just to try and show you a part of me.
It's to always wait for something.
#mental health#vent blog#depressing shit#vent post#actually bpd#i wanna relapse so bad#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd problems#bpd#borderline fp#borderline problems#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline#love#gay yearning#mlm yearning#ftm mlm#mlm thoughts#trans mlm#gay mlm#mlm love#borderline love#bpd relationships#mentally unstable#sh#tw self destructive behavior#tw self destructive thoughts
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He's not a toy, Val.
#but he sure is fun to play with#i wanna squeeze him#so bad#being for real 2013!vox is so the face of russian depression to me#his october vibes bewitched me#2013! vox#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin vox#hazbin hotel valentino#voxval#staticmoth#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#my art
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