#i too think of ed often
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it's just so so so so so so important to me that ed knows how to read. brown boy grew up dirt poor in a white country in a time where learning to read was a luxury mainly meant for white people. but my stubborn little bitch boy did that. and he was rewarded with a love letter 😭
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i feel like people often equate spice tolerance with spice enjoyment. Like not being able to exactly handle spicy foods does NOT mean i won't continue to seek them out. I will simply suffer for my enjoyment of food.
#els.txt#food#i genuinely LOVE food and eating actually. like not in a 'haha quirky depression' way or whatever but#i look forward to food. it's a simple need that is so often over looked and should be appreciated#(also before anyone comes in with 'but well i have an ED' i understand <3333 i do too (arfid) <3. but i still think food should be loved)
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Cheers for more unrendered art
#a classic Ed ripping his jacket to shreds#so you think he abuses doing that because he can fix it so simply?#he’s so fascinating to me#i like this sketch in particular#it’s pretty messy but I don’t draw characters from the back angle very often#some details are omitted since my sketches are sometimes too lose to make out details anyways#Edward Elric#fma#fullmetal alchemist#fma fanart#digital art#sketch
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I'm pretty sure I've said this before but the reason my Elrics & Roy relationship tag is "Roy is a dad" is NOT because I see their dynamic as adopted dad and kids or think it's particularly parental
it's because the idea of Roy willingly saddling himself with two chaos-prone teenagers and ultimately making himself the closest thing to their guardian (outside of Pinako who is mostly unaware of what they're doing at any given time) while being so completely unprepared for and annoyed by is so funny to me
my guy, you did this to yourself
you encouraged a minor to join the military, put him under your command, and then failed to be heartless enough to NOT care about his wellbeing, you forced the role of guardian on yourself
my elrics & riza tag is "riza is a mom" because riza is a Mom
#don't know if i'm explaining this well#i don't think the dynamic is adopted parental figures#the dynamic is more like I care too much about your situation to just leave you to the wolves so I'm sort of appointing myself as the perso#who kind of looks out for you#not really in the way a parent would bc Roy has his own problems and his go-to problem solving method is too often “point Edward at it” to#be TRULY parental#but like#he and team Mustang are uniquely in a position to try to protect Ed and do to the best of their ability#it's like#not adopted dad#it's adopted uncle who doesn't even really want that responsibility#roy mustang#edward elric#c: roy mustang#roy is a dad#fullmetal alchemist
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Bootblacking is my favourite kink to give Izzy, because of course this guy would get his rocks off doing precise, repetitive, manual labour. OF COURSE he gets off on what is essentially just another chore on his list.
#this is genuine btw#i think it fits his character so wonderfully#taking this time to relax & forget about everything else. to kneel at his lovers feet and fall into a sort of trance doing the same motion#over and over. the satisfaction of a task well done.#i also think he often struggles to calm his brain down- too busy thinking about what still needs doing and what could go wrong-#so he finds it hard to allow himself the time to truly relax. something like bootblacking lets him feel like hes doing something while also#getting to have that moment of peace he so desperately needs#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#nsft#a little. mostly to be safeeeeee#thinking about ed tricking him into it when they were younger- after they got their own ship they stopped having time to be kids#and izzy got so anxious about the whole deal. its not that he pulled away from ed; hes still just as present as ever when ed wants him#but he never sits in the captains cabin in the evening. he never stops. the second theres a moment of pause hes onto the next task#and eds boots do need dealing with. so ed frames it as something he needs izzy to do for him. sit there while ed works out their next move#the cabins only small so izzy takes the floor while ed works at the desk- better to keep the mess away from the maps anyway#and ed chatters as he thinks about where theyre going; just mindless noise that izzy doesnt need to really listen to.#and the brush is moving in his hands and its calm and. his brain goes quiet for the first time in months#(ed notices this obviously)#(hes gonna start making izzy do this every couple months)#(this is the real reason he wears so much leather- gotta get a rota going!)
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give me your headcanons for a minecraft server with the fmab kids
#im talking ed al winry paninya mei lan fan ling (+ greed v2 honorary dumbass child on account of being 6 months old and lings bestie)#im literally just bored right now but also if i like them enough im putting them in my modern au fic#bc im like “these guys NEED to play minecraft”#al and mei having a cottagecore base that you think is just a cutesy building#but theyve dug out a million blocks and there is a shit ton of minecraft breaking nonsense down there#lan fan is NOT a pvp master like youd except but she IS a hardcore girlie and she grinds for hours for the best gear#paninya has minor griefing tendencies and shes the reason ppl build elaborate vaults#winry is a redstone genius but she often doesnt use this for good#(god forbid she teaches paninya tnt cannons)#ed does a lot of modding but mostly just to adjust his hitbox and make himself taller than everyone#ling loves parkour (finally he can jump out of windows without breaking his legs!) and you can usually find him on hypixel ect#if not hes off advancement hunting and dragging along whoevers online#greed goes mining for hours. just like a straight tunnel. he steals lan fans shulker boxes so he can go mining for longer#he wants stacks and stacks of e v e r y t h i n g and winry tries to make a self sorting storage room for him but he fills it too fast#all of them are varying degrees of builder as well but al and lan fan are the only ones actually good at it#fuck whoops my hand slipped i didnt mean to make headcanons#STILL TAG YOURS i would love to read them even if they are the exact opposite of mine#fmab#fullmetal alchimist brotherhood#edward elric#winry rockbell#paninya#alphonse elric#lan fan#ling yao#greed the avaricious#greedling#headcanons#moss' madness
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i love it when people reblog my poetry on their thinspo blogs. that isnt triggering at all. (i cant blame this person, even, its tumblr, shit happens, but you could TAG YOUR POSTS)
#i have every thinspo and ed tag i could possibly think of blocked#it doesnt help#bc these posts are often untagged#so im just getting an eyeful of someone elses calory diary or chronicling of their various cravings and incredibly fucked relationship with#food and fatness#“eat only healthy meals” is an eating disorder too. btw.#you can survive on a lot but your body does in fact need fat and sugar#i promise the kale won't order a hitman if you leave it out once#(hi im recovering from an eating disorder and im fat)#eating disorders#eating disoder trigger warning#hm. maybe i should write smth.
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Well, I actually have the most mundane of questions, but it’s been so long since I’ve been in an English class that I feel like I’ve completely forgotten (and I’m curious how you do it): how do you go about reading a book as a class? Do you assign them the chapters to read at home and most of them actually do it? Or do you give them class time to read? Do you have the kids who try to spoil the rest of the book for the class? Basically, how does one teach a book in the year 2024? 😀
And do you have your students annotate inside their books? (I know the English teachers in my school require the students to do that, and I get why, but I inwardly shudder every time I see a student marking up a page.)
Haha I love this question because I too am always asking myself how DOES one teach a book in 2024?
It’s sort of a combination. I absolutely assign reading every night (almost) unless it’s Shakespeare or any play in which case we read it all in class. But for a novel there’s a couple chapters a night. I read aloud to them a lot too. Sometjmes I make them read aloud to the whole class, rotating kids who read. Sometimes I assign a chapter to be read in class silently with questions or quotes due at the end of the reading. Sometimes I put them in groups and make them read aloud to each other. There’s no one way that works for sure and of course ultimately I have no control over how much they read and I’m not naive enough to think that most of the reading assigned for homework doesn’t get skipped most of the time buuuuuut.
My bottom line is that I believe it’s my job to get excited about the actual text itself (easier for me in some cases than others but overall pretty easy because it does fill me with excitement) and then commit to taking them on the journey of the story with me. And my goal—that I’m sure I often don’t reach—is to make that experience so much more fun if you have actually read. And the way that I teach is pretty text heavy which is why I always make sure I’ve read the chapters for the day and am not just relying on my memory because the way I do it is just sort of absorbing it all up like a vacuum-cleaner, schwooooop, and then either pulling stuff out of the reading to look at directly or directing them to do the same thing. So the big thing that I have going for me, if any, is buy-in. Is getting kids excited about actually reading the actual text. I also speak often and passionately about the evils of sparknotes etc. not because they help kids get better grades or whatever but because they present you with the husk and shell of a story, stripped of all that makes it interesting, and that by reading that alone they’re reading something so dry and dull and are not achieving what I always want them to achieve —which is, have an Experience with the Literature.
Again, it never works perfectly by any stretch and there are so many ways I want to explore in my quest to get better at it but overall I think, at my very best, I can create this wave of energy and excitement in the story itself which is the most organic and ultimately most helpful way to get them to want to read.
Also no haha. I don’t let them annotate! Though occasionally kids DO of course. But sometimes they bring in their own copies in order to do that. The spoilers absolutely happen and are annoying but I sort of get by it by moving on very quickly and/or talking about how it’s often not the ending but how you get there that makes it interesting. Because that’s just true!
#gosh does this answer make sense#I am so passionate about doing it well and there are huge gaps in my teaching in terms of concrete stuff#but I am doing ….. Something in terms of bringing literature closer to them#and that’s what I want to do!#also love love love the bonus of getting to reread great works over and over until they start sinking into my brain#and I think (well I usually don’t think about it) but I think that the experience for them of watching me read it again#(and sometimes literally I won’t have time to read I need 10 minutes to finish this chapter and tell them to shut up)#(while I sit there and read it)#reminds them that I AM committed to doing the work with them. that I am actually doing it and that I want to!#and idk I think that is both a rarer experience and one that’s kind of underrated in terms of how much warmth it can create#because I have nothing in common with 16 year olds we couldn’t be friends in real life without it being very weird/possibly inappropriate#but in class we have a Thing to be friends about#we have a shared goal! and not just an arbitrary one but a deeply beautiful one#idk. there’s still a lot of boredom a lot of pushback a lot of disinterest#but I’m always amazed at how often kids do want to …. idk sink their teeth into something real#it’s REAL food for their minds. and the hunger for it is there even if they decide they’re too lazy to join the group#my goal is to —merely by the situation itself—make you feel left out of the fun if you refuse to do the work#so you can CHOOSE that but it’s less fun. it’s cold. it’s boring and it’s isolating#because refusing to do the work and insisting on being a little toad SHOULD come with natural social punishments in the form of exclusion#from the best kind of fun. it often does NOT. but yeah. I think I’m also getting better at shutting down toad behavior from adolescent male#this is where teaching co-Ed helps because there are some girls who are like ‘if you stop my learning I will kill you’#not ENOUGH girls but some#ooooof this is a long answer but literally always on my mind#thank you for asking!!! also haha I assumed you were an English teacher yourself!
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i know i said Haku is the most suspicious but that doesn't mean i don't have other suspects in my mind. anyway! here's my list of spy suspects → 1) Haku 2) Rui 3) Tohma
if you let me go even more wild with my ass-theories, i'd say even Kaito can be a spy candidates if the writers are into the whole "guy who spents more than half of the story being a cowardly underdog is actually super smart and works for the enemies" trope.
or Haru if they're into the "shady fox eyes" trope.
(※ don't take this seriously, they don't call me Detective Reaching #2 for nothing)
#one thing that i keep holding onto tho: whoever the spy is i don't think they do it willingly#first years and Luca are clears一they only got into Darckwick recently (and Lyca was jailed)#Jin isn't exactly someone who would bend to the will of the institute (also he's a shut-in)#Alan is too earnest and doesn't have enough cunning to be a double agent (unlike Tohma)#Towa is too unpredictable to control#Taiga is the one who warns you about the spy so chance is small that he's the one#(unless he's playing some 4D chess and purposely mess with MC while being the spy) (doubt it tho)#but Taiga seems to also have somekind of animosity towards the spy? yet he maintains a close relationship with Romeo so idt Romeo is the spy#Subaru seems to have developed an even greater distrust towards Darckwick#i really don't think Darkwick tasked him with anything greater than monitoring Lyca#Zenji is dead#Ed is under house arrest (and i don't think Darkwick has enough guts to try and control him more than they already has)#the Mortkranken duo seems to be always so busy in maintaining the health of the students and doing whatever experiments Yuri is cooking#there are more than one opportunities where we were shown that those two often pull an all nighter for days#and with Jiro having to constantly renew his meds idt those two are fit to be the spy........#oh... actually them having to work so closely with the students and ghouls may be advantageous if they were to be the spy........#ok so perhaps Jiro but definitely not Yuri. he's to prideful for that.#[Detective Reaching Mode Activated]#plot twist: the spy is a ghoul from one of the defunct houses
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shopping trip
#bg from wandering around mumbai in google street view again#elise attempts to art#jetpack story tag#i was listening to anniversary by SID a bunch while drawing this so this is part of the jetpack story anime OP or ED in my head now#i'd like to paint this eventually......We'll See........#might have made them too small...hmmm#edit i sized them up a bit this feels better#i think dill is pretty often following either rook or icah around
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Started the audiobook Gender Euphoria by Laura Kate Dale, who also wrote one of my fav books I read last year that has helped me accept who I am, and sometimes it does blow my mind that technically I am so closeted bc also hasn't everyone clocked it yet. Like sure I'm giving my work the legal name and pronouns but I without thinking that one time confirmed my real name (like im a fairy) to my one superior at work and she was like ?? and I was like "oh fuck what if shes not cool" (she was). Anyways, this one essay from this collection already hit way too close to home I almost started crying. Oh Laura Kate Dale I feel like you always come to me when I most need you, your books I guess will help guide my hand as I continue to survive and slowly improve my situation to reach the radical joy I feel now and know how I will feel it easier in the future too.
#why did i suddenly think is this too much ? to post#on my own tumblr#its the eepy sleepy hitting me after today and also some news uguuughh#didnt help the above mentioned#i love my companion saying i pass as cis to them like football player build#and i got sir-ed one recently but often i have no idea#gays4vulo#thats the new personal catch all tag#bc i do want to make does not one be a terror specific#my reblog system will never change sadly sorry
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Jacob and Sam truly looked like zygotes as older teenagers/young adults. Those are just little babies. Adorable, but definitely examples of how some people reach peak hotness starting in their 30s.
Kind of interesting, for Sam in particular, it seems like he's played a lot of roles where being handsome is part of the character, and I'm now being a weirdo and wondering if he was considered handsome as he grew up or if he grew into that. He somehow doesn't always act, to me, like someone who's viscerally aware of being as handsome as he is. Not that I expect good-looking people to all be arrogant, the most beautiful people I've known have tended to be very nice, but there's just a quality...i don't know how to explain it.
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They both definitely grew into their features, haha. It must be such a weird thing to age as an actor, and constantly have people discovering performances of yours from when you were younger. I think about that a lot with child stars, particularly child stars who are part of shows and films that become pop cultural juggernauts like The Goonies or Stranger Things. Like to grow up and have your (sometimes very!) younger face be a part of everyone's history instead of just your own must be a really weird feeling.
As for Sam - - I'd say yes and no? He's definitely done a few romances, which I think does usually mean being handsome is high on the casting agent's requirements list, haha, and I think having a certain look was a consideration for both Lambs of God and The Riot Club, but he's also played a lot of roles where I think he's cast as a bit of an Australian every-man, actually? I'm thinking of the roles that I've seen him in, and he plays a highschool teacher in The Hunting, a sergeant in The Drover's Wife, a country boy in Bloom, a soldier in The Railway Man, hell, even playing Dale in The Newsreader is I think is more about being photogenic than it is about necessarily being handsome. Even that clip of his first TV role, he was a plumber.
If he was considered handsome as he grew up - - who knows, haha. Probably. He's also well-documented as being a theatre kid / farm boy at a very prestigious all-boys private school in Sydney in the mid-00s though, so I imagine he was humbled pretty regularly to put it mildly.
#i'm trying to think of my experience of highschool#i went to a private school too#but it was a relatively cheap co-ed hippy one in brisbane#so obviously the experience would be very different#we were a pretty chill year level in general#but idk i think appearance is probably a lesser factor in highschool here than other aspects#at least it was at my school#like the boy most people were obsessed with wasn't particularly good looking#but he was really funny and he'd made the junior reserves for a major sports team#(he had a career ending injury a few years after highschool and has since become a sports journalist which isn't something i expected given#how often he skived off english lol)#the theatre kids were definitely low on the social hierarchy though#even at my hippy-ass school haha#(it was hippy in an environmental-science-save-the-whales focused way not an arts way)#(my mum was a zoologist lol)#sam asks
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i still stand by my cole has anxiety hc. dudes just been sublimating it by force in order to tolerate a life on stage and the moment he got the chance he moved to the top of a mountain. not normal behavior. learning to wield a kickass scythe was just a bonus of finally not having to be stressed about being Perceived all the time
#text✨#ninjago#cole ninjago#relatable king i too would drop everything to learn how to kick butt if given the chance#jay’s anxiety is functionally canon but people DRASTICALLY misrepresent it in fic… cole is my relatable guy. cole’s a guy with anxiety with#some coping mechanisms he had to juryrig while jays a guy who had so much support it wrapped back around to him coping badly ‘bc it shouldnt#be a problem anymore’. ignore me i’m projecting#obvs ed and edna were super supportive but often that’s not the problem#meanwhile i think lily was goodish with emotions but lou’s just a little too self absorbed. this is the furthest from trashing just#observations. idk i have way too many opinions on how anxiety is portrayed in media/fandom. bc i am a person w it#anyway. underutilized potential in reading cole w anxiety. enough stereotypes the strong supportive guy can have anxiety and be coping
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thinking abt hohenheim 2day
#actually i started thinking abt him (and ed's abandonment issues) Yesterday#but that was After i accidentally smoked too much and couldnt actually put together a real thought other than 'wah' about it HDHSSHFHDF#hohenheim shows back up after Years and ed is fuckin Pissed#hates his guts wants Nothing to do with him#but there's still that. small part of him even amidst the Everything that is like. //well Maybe Maybe Maybe//#//maybe things could work out. somehow. some day. even though he's immortal. and things are complicated. maybe they could be Okay//#and by the time ed even starts to maybe come around to the thought of Trying to maybe hash it out. hohenheim fuckin Dies like For Real#i think abt like. how often ed play the What If game with himself yknow#like in the manga he's straight up like //i dont have any memories of That Man ever being parental towards us// and ed will tell Anyone-#-that he doesnt need - never Has needed - hohenheim#but he still thinks about like. what couldve happened maybe if hohenheim had stayed. if he had been there for them when trisha died#if he had been able to teach them the true cost of attempting human transmutation.#he wonders if hohenheim being there couldve prevented this whole mess#sure that fantasy crumbles when he remembers Father and the other homunculi and the fate of the country that's been set in stone (hah)-#-since its conception#everything is complicated and messy and logically never would have worked out no matter what#but ed's still a kid. he doesnt want to Understand he just wants his dad. or literally fucking Anything (as much as he'll deny it)#welcome back to another patented tag essay btw. my bad-#one day ill make proper meta posts. one day
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"You look like you've lost weight"
Oh???? My????? God?????? IT'S NOTICABLE?????? FUCKING FANTASTIC
Now I just have to keep going!
#that was the first thing my mother said to me today#I gave some nonsense excuse about having an apple watch again and trying to fill my rings even on my days off#I've got to think of reasons to tell her for this if it's already noticable#I can't SEE IT#but apparently she can#i wanna be weightless#ed no sheeran#ed not sheeran#tw ana shit#I don't think she would suspect... this#because my main tactic has been to only eat when someone else is also eating and/or give me the food#so I eat with my brother when he drags me out to lunch#and I eat dinner on my days off work#and if she hands me a tiny snack (often a couple pieces of cheese)#but never never never at work or when I get home from work at 11pm#So I'm doing 2-3 day fasts#and a lot of omad on the days I do eat#Saturdays off being the exception because of my brother; we drive up to cedar point and eat out twice#I honestly think this is a good way to do it too#because it feels MAINTAINABLE#it's really a very small tweak from my old habits#and the loss is still pretty fast. :)
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y'all ever think about Sam & Izzy in a no-name port, in a house, in their house, the place they've met in secret for decades? sharing the few days they can snatch from the unforgiving passage of time, holding each other, knowing it's going to end again before they're ready? knowing that perhaps this is the last time they'll ever get to do this, and they won't know until it's already happened? I sure do
#this post was sponsored by the song '400 bones' by frightened rabbit#trying to commit it to memory just in case#knowing youll always be led back here and hoping you wont be alone#coming up with excuses to stop somewhere you have no business being?#thats the reason you chose it after all. nobody would ever suspect it. its safe. but it wont be safe if youre here too often#does ed know? does izzy have to make excuses and lies just to have some time with sam?#but they couldnt meet anywhere else. not the prince of pirates and the dreaded first mate hands#not like this anyway. itd never be safe#no weaknesses#everyone knows the story of them coming up under hornigold#a few know that they used to be close and wonder what happened#nobody can know that they still are#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#sam bellamy#bellhands#another one for the list of ideas i may or may not do something more with at some point. i sure do think abt it#do you think at the darkest moment that izzy would bring the crew there? betray the sanctuary they built to keep his kids safe?#do you think sam would agree with his choices? do you think hed know?#sams been waiting at the cottage a few days now. he always hangs around longer when izzy wasnt there. just in case. its pouring down#outside. no sensible ship would come into harbour. he waits anyway. theres a knock at the door#he opens it with caution- you never know whos been drawn in by the candle in the window really. but its izzy. of course it is#he sweeps him into his arms; greets him with as much fervour as he normally would. it takes him a minute to notice the bodies behind izzy#...to be continued if i feel like it maybe. im outta tags
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