#i think. lav is an angel

[munch4march]

Bestie so sorry u have to deal with rude anons here have a few Marchy’s <3

I????? LOVE???

also sorry i didn't follow you back bud!! i thought i did but they just made me click to reveal the images so . that was an interesting awakening

anyway these are BEAUTIFUL

i have never in my life seen the fourth one. that is truly the most incredible fucking thing i have ever seen

ZAMBONI BRAD

ZAMBRADNI

i love you so much thank you

this means the world

[greenieflor]

God bless hyosciamine

[ddejavvu]

maybe mafia!marauders who trick bimbo!reader into stripping every time during strip poker even when they lose

today is multiverse monday! send me any au you can think of :)

this post is 18+, minors dni.

You're too preoccupied with reapplying your lip gloss between rounds that you don't notice Remus stuffing cards into his sleeve. James is hand-feeding you chex mix, hovering his hand over your mouth and dropping pretzels and peanuts and crackers into your mouth as messily as possible, so that your lips pucker around his fingers and your tongue lavs over his skin to get the cheese dust off. In doing so, all of your gloss is shiny on his skin, and you have to layer on a new coat.

"Alright, sweetheart," Sirius checks to be sure Remus has the cards he needs, "How are you feeling this round?"

You peer at your cards, and a frown slips over your features. You've never been good at poker faces.

"Um," You deliberate, glancing up at the pot, 'I'll... raise."

"Two layers?" Sirius raises an eyebrow, "You sure, angel?"

"Mhm," You nod, confident that you've thrown them off for now, "Two layers."

When you reveal your cards, Remus wins. You swear he's magic or something, he always seems to have perfect hands. Your shoulders slump as you reach for your jacket's zipper, "Do I have to? It'll be cold."

"You raised," James chides, watching with rapt attention as you peel away your jacket and begin unbuttoning your shirt, "Don't start something you can't finish, love."

[areyoudreaminof]

Worth The Wait: An Elucien Week Playlist

Happy Day One of @elucienweekofficial! Enjoy this playlist of songs about fate, love, and patience that I hope inspire you!

Tracklist and lyrics behind the cut!

Love Letter From the Sea to the Shore-Delaney Bailey

Cause you hold in my tide I would die a thousand times Just to see you in another life I think I loved you in a thousand ways 'Cause you remain stagnant on my trouble days No matter how far I drift away You'll be there when I come back one day

Silence-Before You Exit

Talking Why's everyone always talking? Noise in my head, but it’s nonsense I can't feel nothing Guarded Don't overthink how we started Knew from the second you walked in This could be something Everybody’s looking for a love to start a riot But every time I look in your eyes The world gets quiet

Comin' Around Again-Amber Marks

So let's see where the night goes Maybe love's comin' around again

Why Don't You-Cleo Sol

Why don't you just let go And quiet down your ego Don't complain about finance I know your daddy weren't a real man Go ahead and live your dreams To me you're stronger than a whole team

I wanna see you smile Even when you think I'm angry It's true it might take a while But it's between you and me

Homemade Holiday-babygirl

Homemade holiday Catching rays, wearing shades Inside, dead of the night Who needs pearly gates? You’re the same, hear your name I die, bye bye

Forever & Always-Zeph

Honey, now we're older, but we'll never age I don't think my love will ever start to fade My attachment to you isn't subject to change My heart's yours forever and always

The Day That I Met You-Matilda Mann

But then you called, only to say You'll never love somebody else this way And though I'm still battered and bruised I forgave the world the day that I met you

The people talk, it's background noise I don't wanna hear nobody else's voice There's somethin' sweet about your scent It's like lavender came and never left

Garden's Heart-Natasha Khan & Jon Hopkins

I hear a whisper in the trees Where I am you and you are me You need to find a way back here Remember what I said: The space that is in between You have to fight it

Love Sneakin’ Up on You-Bonnie Raitt

Fever turns To cold, cold sweat thinkin about things we ain't done yet Tell me now I gotta know, do you feel the same? Do you just light up at the mention of my name?

Till Forever Falls Apart-Ashe & FINNEAS

Out on our own Dreamin' in a world that we both know Is out of our control But if shit hits the fan, we're not alone

Jupiter-Flower Face

We can leave right now, never come back home You're all I need Forget everything that we used to be Take me to another place, fly me up to Jupiter We can run away But I'll always feel at home with you

Lucky For You- Novo Amor & Gia Margaret

Lucky for you I’m nothing without The thought of starting all my days With the mornings when I see you I’m bored of staring at my face Every morning when I need you

coffee-Miguel

Old souls we found a new religion Now I'm swimming in that sin, baptism Peach colored skies we feel the sunrise Two lost angels discover salvation Don't you wish we could run away now?

Sardine Song-Lav

If I had a home It would be our tin can Caught in your red hair Breathing in salt and making you swear Please Who do I have to be? I'll dip myself in honey Climb into the spaces in between your teeth

Ends of the Earth-Lord Huron

To the ends of the earth, would you follow me? There's a world that was meant for our eyes to see To the ends of the earth, would you follow me?

Unicron Loev-Raleigh Ritchie

There’s something about you That takes my blues away Life’s nothing without you I can’t get through the days I’ll never be cynical ‘Cause you wouldn’t have it I believe in miracles, I believe in magic

Morning Dove-Genevive Stokes

We don't talk much When I'm around you I'm a statue When you're running I can't catch you But it's not time There's a way to your defiance so I'll wait to break thе silence

I'm On Fire-Bruce Springsteen

Sometimes it's like someone took a knife, baby, edgy and dull And cut a six-inch valley through the middle of my skull At night, I wake up with the sheets soakin' wet And a freight train runnin' through the middle of my head Only you can cool my desire Oh, oh, oh, I'm on fire

Worth the Wait-Kali Uchis

Most people don't know how to love, that's why they're empty Nothing will ever be enough, that's why they envy Gotta be careful with my heart because I love deep

How Deep is Your Love?-PJ Morton

How deep is your love? I really need to learn 'Cause we're livin' in a world of fools Breaking us down, when they all should let us be We belong to you and me

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[themistressdomme]

Mommmyyyyy!!! Guess what? It’s my birthday today! Woo!

For the past couple of days, I’ve been really excited to tell you. I’m just a very shy person… I also am very self-conscious of my birthday. I’m working on self-love, but for some reason on my birthday I feel like I have to be even more behaved. I just go nonverbal… I feel like if I celebrate, it would look selfish. I’m just so used to working for others, I forgot to work for myself- oops! Even telling you this, feels like I’m being mean 😭.

What do you propose we do to celebrate? I’m just your silly little housewife… maybe a day where we’re all soft, reassuring… maybe some gentle, slow, and soft sex, where you praise me and tell me that I just don’t need to worry… ahhh, I’m helpless right now, mommy 🥺

Haaappy birrrrthday to yooooou~ Haaappy biiirthday to yooou~ Happy biiiiirthdaaaaay dearrrrrr Muuuuuugiiiii~ Haaaaaappy biiiiiiirthdayyy toooooo youuuuuuuuu!!!🎶~~~ Hip hip!! Hooray!!! Hip hip!! Hooray!!!

Oh my goodness! Happiest of birthdays, my Lav!!!! You're working on self-love, and I am so proud of you for that, love!! So proud! Always remember that you have absolutely no reason to be conscious that you might come across as selfish! After all, if there's one day that we all deserve to be tad bit selfish on, it's our birthday! 🤗 Keep going, keep trying your best to work on yourself! You deserve it most than other people, because you can care better for them when you are cared for by yourself!! 🥰

Oh, my darling little housewife. I'd make sure to spoil you rotten, hm? I'd send you out of the house for a couple of hours so that Mommy can decorate the entire place up for her special little doll. So many balloons (maybe even a balloon arch???), tassels on every single doorframe, and so many little presents hidden all over the house as a little scavenger hunt, perhaps? All for my special birthday girl 🥰

When you're done with that, we'll have a little candle-lit dinner, and Mommy would have tried her best to cook! If it's inedible, we shall order in 😅 I think you might not want to go to a fancy place out, since you say you're a little self-conscious of coming across as selfish, so let Mommy do everything for you at home, okay? I'd tell you how perfect you are as Mommy's little housewife; how proud I am of all that you have accomplished in your life, and how I am the luckiest person alive to have you be my home 🤗

After dinner, we'll get into a hot bath that I've drawn for us 🥰 There will be bubbles and petals floating in the water, and candles everywhere for my sweet thing. I'll get in first and extend a hand, helping you get in. We'll get settled, me behind you, and I'll run my hands softly all over your body, whispering in your ear how beautiful and perfect and gorgeous and pretty Mommy's little housewife is 😘 So many little kisses on your head. I'd remind you that today is all about you, and how Mommy wants to make it all about you, so no feeling guilty! 🥰

Maybe Mommy will get a little naughty in the bath, hm? After all, my hands will be roaming...

I'll wash your hair for you, if you want, and when we rinse off, I'll wrap you up in the fluffiest bath robe that I'd have gotten for you as part of your presents 😋

Then I'll lead you onto the bed. We can have soft cuddles in bed that eventually turn into the softest, gentlest, slow sex 🥰😘 Full of kissing and "good girl"s, and "you're doing so good for me"s. Anything for my birthday girl 😉

Happy birthday again, sweet angel! I hope you have an absolutely fantabulous day!!! 😘😘😘

[kyanitedragon]

Hidekane Playlist

“Let’s Go Home”

GINASFS - Fall Out Boy (“trade baby blues for wide-eyed browns”)

Talk To Me - Cavetown (“you and i will share the weight / growing stronger day by day”)

Eyes Open - Taylor Swift (“yesterday we were just children / but now we’ve stepped into a cruel world”)

As Long As You Love Me - Backstreet Boys (“i don’t care who you are / what you did / as long as you love me”)

Human - Of Monsters and Men (“breathe in, breathe out / let the human in”)

Animal I Have Become - Three Days Grace (“so what if you can see / the darkest side of me?”)

I Want It That Way - Backstreet Boys (“but we are two worlds apart / can’t reach to your heart”)

Hoodie - Hey Violet (“i’m still rocking your hoodie / and chewing on the strings”)

Still Here - Digital Daggers (“every night i dream you’re still here”)

Skin and Bones - Ruelle (“when your love goes, i’m just skin and bones”)

Skeleton - Set It Off (“feeding on my happiness like i never deserved it at all / feeling like a pessimist when i just wanna laugh through it all”)

Forest Fires - Lauren Aquilina (“and whilst i keep my quiet, you’re running with the tigers / you’re running just to run from me”)

Unravel - Jonathan Young (“don’t come searching when i go missing / close your eyes or just try to look away”)

Unravel - The Unknown Songbird (“just who’s inside of me? / the monster pulling strings”)

Unravel - TK from Ling tonsite sigure (“please remember me as vividly as i was”)

Flight of the Crows - Jhariah (“let those old memories go / feed me to the crows, please”)

Wolves - Selena Gomez & Marshmello (“i’ve been running through the jungle, i’ve been crying with the wolves, just to get to you”) (“i’ve been down the darkest alleys, saw the dark side of the moon, to get to you”)

Halo - Starset (“and if you need me to / i will save you / send out the signal and i’ll fight on / if it means the death of me, i won’t let go / and if i’m lost in the world’s shadows / i’ll use the light that comes to me from your halo”)

Missing You - All Time Low (“make no mistake the day will come when you can't cover up what you've done / now don't lose your fight, kid / it only takes a little push to pull on through / with so much left to do, you'll be missing out, and we'll be missing you”)

Stay Alive - Andy Black (“i keep telling myself / i can take you from this God-forsaken place / stay alive for the good times”)

Die For You - Starset (“i know your eyes, i know inside / the walls you hide behind / and i saw the truth inside the real you / because i know you're lost when you run away / from the same black holes and black mistakes / taking all my will just to run alone / when are you coming home?”)

City of Angels - Em Beihold (“used to say ‘If you ever made it, I'd be the first call’ / and life would stay fairly the same / oh our friendship wouldn't change at all / but you busted, haven't talked in a year / i mistrusted, now it's all comin' clear / that you only think of yourself / may be loved, but you're lonely as hell, oh”)

From Me, The Moon - Lav (“Is the Moon still in love with the Sun? Do you still keep counting my sins? Will your heart ever forgive my skin?”)

I Should Call My Friends - Hey Violet (“I wish that I could see you now, maybe I'll reach out / all alone again, I should call my friends”)

Rescue Me - OneRepublic (“but i start to wonder / if i'm slipping under / would you rescue me? would you get my back? would you take my call when I start to crack?”)

Who I Am Hates Who I’ve Been - Relient K (“i don't want you to know where i am / ‘cuz then you'll see my heart / in the saddest state it's ever been”)

The High Road - Three Days Grace (“i’ll do whatever it takes / to be the mistake you can’t live without”)

Don’t Deserve You - Plumb (“you never give up, when I'm falling apart, your arms are always open wide / and you're quick to forgive, when I make a mistake”)

The Killing Kind - Marianas Trench (“the ghost in me was true / but you were haunted too / just didn’t see it all along”)

Another Way Out - Hollywood Undead (“there's no place you can hide 'cause i'm coming after you / i wish there was another way out for you”)

Picture Perfect - Escape The Fate (“you had to die / for me to see how to live”)

Arms Tonite - Mother Mother (“don’t you think it’s kinda cute / that i died right inside your arms tonight?”)

S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W - My Chemical Romance (“never mind about the shape i'm in / i'll keep you safe tonight”)

Dangerous Hope - Beth Crowley (“I feel the weight / of the secrets you're protecting / i'll keep them safe / if you let me / the rest of the world / fades into oblivion / ‘til there's only us / and all the scars we hid / completely disarmed / what if we could start again? / a dangerous hope / unfurls inside my chest / but it dies just as fast / cuz I know better than that”)

In The Name Of Love - Bebe Rexha & Martin Garrix (“when there’s madness, when there’s poison in your head / when the sadness leaves you broken in your bed / i will hold you in the depths of your despair“)

Don’t You Know - Jaymes Young (“put your lips to my scars and teach me to love”)

[jumpedthenfell-13]

Intro Post!

Guys I have been on this app for a year and I DONT HAVE AN INTRO POST. HOW

Hihi!!! I’m Lavender/Lav and welcome to my account! My pronouns are she/her, and I mostly post about whatever show I’m currently interested in — right now, that’s Stranger Things! I also post a lot about my fics.

If you’re interested, here’s a list of all my currently uploaded fanfics!

Stranger Things

☆ - favourites!

“lay here with me, so i can gaze into your tender eyes” - https://archiveofourown.org/works/57483043

-> Nancy gets a text from a sick Robin and decides that she needs to spend the night at her friend’s house.

Robin Buckley/Nancy Wheeler

“you wanted me, but couldn’t reach me” - https://archiveofourown.org/works/57496663

-> Robin gets cursed by Vecna. He shows her something that is, undeniably, one of her greatest fears. Not that it’s something she’s ever admitted, though.

Robin Buckley & Steve Harrington

“think i really want this (i’m not even kidding)” - https://archiveofourown.org/works/57674347

-> The world is ending. Every mission is one where they might lose someone else. Nancy decides to do something about her crush on Robin, who doesn’t know what to do afterwards.

Robin Buckley/Nancy Wheeler

☆ | “does she hold a candle to me? (i kissed my co-star in rehearsal, anyway)” - https://archiveofourown.org/works/57955921

-> Actresses Robin Buckley and Nancy Wheeler are flooded with rumours of secretly dating; but they’re just friends, right?

Robin Buckley/Nancy Wheeler, Robin Buckley & Steve Harrington

☆ | “you’re my best friend (now i’ve no one to tell how i lost my best friend)” - https://archiveofourown.org/works/58596853

-> Everyone knew there would be casualties with the rift open. Steve wasn’t prepared for what, or who, those casualties may be.

Robin Buckley & Steve Harrington, minor Robin Buckley/Nancy Wheeler - MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH

Steven Universe

The ones that I am much less proud of - and they have worse descriptions, so I had to resort to excerpts for some!

“still an innocent” - https://archiveofourown.org/works/49194673/chapters/124129153

-> In which, instead of seeing reason and agreeing to help, Yellow Diamond is stubborn and accidentally ruins everything.

Steven Universe & Everyone, Canon Divergence, ON HIATUS!

“you’re my baby, say it to me” - https://archiveofourown.org/works/47835673

-> Pearl won’t get off the couch. Garnet gives her a reason to.

Pearl & Steven Universe, OLD!

“always an angel, never a god (always an angel, never a god)” - https://archiveofourown.org/works/52366531

-> Pearl and Rose were never meant to be.

Pearl/Rose Quartz

“you’re coming back (and it’s the end of the world)” - https://archiveofourown.org/works/53120209

-> Garnet’s perspective of S04E10

Garnet & Steven Universe

“started with a kiss, “oh, we just stop meeting like this”” - https://archiveofourown.org/works/56234461

-> It’s been four years since she was supposed to be your enemy.

Jasper/Pearl, SECOND PERSON POV

“what if your eyes looked up and met mine one more time?” - https://archiveofourown.org/works/56238979

-> You know Rose will always be her love. And yet, you still yearn.

Garnet/Pearl, SECOND PERSON POV

“and you just watched it happen” - https://archiveofourown.org/works/56349043

-> “Pearl, please,” she begs, and if you had a heard, you would have felt it break. “Please, stop, it’s okay. We can do this, just don’t be him.”

Pearl/Rose Quartz, Rose Quartz/Greg Universe, SECOND PERSON POV

The Owl House

I literally only have one!

“how you held me in your arms that september night (the first time you ever saw me cry” - https://archiveofourown.org/works/48637741

-> Set during the timeskip in Thanks to Them, Luz fails to keep her emotions bottled up when her girlfriend offers her comfort.

Amity Blight/Luz Noceda

CURRENT WIP

“some kind of haunted” / skoh

Flayed!Robin au fic!

Multichap, unfinished (obviously), multiple POVs, 15 chapters in total, fully planned out

Ch1 - FINISHED!

Ch2 - FINISHED!

Ch3 - FINISHED!

Ch4 - FINISHED!

Ch5 - FINISHED!

Ch6 - FINISHED!

Ch7 - FINISHED!

Ch8 - FINISHED!

Ch9 - WIP

Ch10 - Unfinished

Ch11 - Unfinished

Ch12 - Unfinished

Ch13 - Unfinished

Ch14 - Unfinished

Ch15 - Unfinished

And that’s all! I’ll update this every time I post a fic or finish a chapter of skoh :)

[trashbins-stuff]

Hi :D! Can I see some of your OCs? (names of course-)

yess

moonshell was actually designed by my partner and i adopted her, shes rlly cute and i atcually had a story planned out for her but for now shes jsut a lil oc that spin aorun din my head

i actually designed kitty, she was originally an adopt but i saw potential in her so i keep it and now shes jsut gloating around interacting with other oc in the trouble 12 group

brisk is my first aeloi (<- my friend's open specie!) theyre just outlines no colors, theyre sooo silly and i know ure not supposed to ahve a fav child but brisk is my fav child (sorry lysias)

everella's another oc thats not my design, i like..REALLY love angel design..i was jsut gonna name her lav(ender) but i scroll tt comment and stole the name everella lole XP

heartpaw is actually one of the two of my only feral/cat oc, theyve been with me for a while and i love them soooooo much, this is not my design as well but rather i won them from a raffle!

olysta r one of the oc i never changed their original name when i adopt them, olysta already sound like a perfect anme for her, she's a reporter (with a ghostbuster dream lmao)

plane wive is a custom made by my partner, same one that made moonshell! i consider her to be very iconic to my brand, almost semi mascot? for some reason i make her a doctor lole

wonilie bc i frogging love bnuuy oc smm <33 shes one of those misc but lvoely oc that ic are for, im sitll thinking for a pattern on her sleeve rn, mght make it starry as well

thats all for now i have to prepare for art club meeting and watching the thounsands of newly uploaded video i care abt loll

[sapphicslvtt]

Hi Aurora (Is it okay if I call you that?) I hope you are having a nice day. I know I am because I have been lurking around your blog for an hour, reading all your sweet interactions with all your sweet anons.

This is my first time sending an ask. You made all those interactions look so safe and tempting I couldn't help myself. I have been humping my pillow, scrolling through your blog and thinking of what to tell you and how you might react to it.

I am sub leaning switch, into most of your listed kinks (mommy kink, degradation) I really want to talk to you and be one of your anons, may I? May I please? (I am 20 and a bi woman, incase you wanted to know the age of your anons)

- Lav (for when I am brave enough to come off anon)

hi sweet girl, of course its okay for you to call me that. thank you for sending such an adorable message, i’ve read it over and over. whenever someone calls me “safe” or calls my posts that, it makes me want to simply combust from how much of a nice thing it is to say to someone! i love being viewed as safe, thank you sweetheart.

well angel, you can start by telling me how you were desperately humping your pillow to my blog. tell mommy everything okay? don’t leave out any details. i want to know how desperately you were grinding your pretty cunt against you pillow, getting yourself so worked up. if only i was there to satisfy your needy cunt…just use my tongue to lap up your wetness that’s dripping from your pussy

you can absolutely be one of my anons, thank you for telling me about yourself darling. i look forwards to getting more messages from you 😘

[forestshadow-wolf]

The 141 + Co. As Brenan Lee Mulligan quotes

Soap: i worked at a L.A.R.P camp, if you're an 11-year old boy, you're like " I am a demon infused mercenary who-" [*everyone laughs*] I literally had an 11-year old boy one time tell me, "my parents were killed and I was raided by wolves and I'm getting vengeance for my slain parents." and I was like, "who killed your human parents?" And he was like "no the wolf parents were killed and that's who I'm getting revenge on." And I was like " so your parents were killed and so were your foster wolf parents, but you're only getting revenge for the wolves?" And this 11-year old was like, "you got it." [Everyone cracking up]

Ghost: I know what's going on here. I know what's going on here. Okay. I do. And if you want me to wander backstage to.. spill the beans [...] it's the final question. These other two are in the loop, so. (Refering to the Sergents; who pranked him) they're in the loop. I am the only one out of the loop it would seem. And if we check my point total here. I don't need to walk to the front, because I know what it is. It's a big 'ol goose egg, gang. It's a fat zero. Hello, a little late addition to the numerical symbol chart, brought to us by our friends in arabia, a little bit of trivia that I happen to know about the history of numbers. That kind of tidbut would serve me well in most trivia games, unless it had been rigged from the beginning. [Gaz: woah, dude] oh, I've only just begun to pull the thread on this sweater, friends. You would think in a game where there are only two possible correct choices, that one would stumble into the right answer every so often, wouldn't you? In fact the possibility of never guessing right in a full game is a statistical wonder, and yet here we are. Introduced at the top of the game as a champion, what do you think that means? Icarus; flying too close to the sun, but it seems daedalus; our little Mastercrafter over here has some wax wings of his own, didn't he? Wanted to see his sun fall. Fall from the sky. Oh how close to the sun he flew. Well I am not having it. I solved your labyrinth, puzzle-master. The minotaur's escaped and you're gonna get the horns, buddy. [Soap: Okay, did we think we were the ones in on it, but actually [Ghost] is the only one in on it and that was rehearsed?] [Roach: that was an incredible monolog, [ghost] what is the rule of the game?] I. CANNOT. WIN.

I just typed that entire thing out by hand...

Price: everyone just get ready for when people come out and start asking you "so if vegetable people start eating vegetables is that cannibalism?" And I have to go to the tallest mountain in los angeles and go "you eat animals made of meat, and you're meat. It's like that"

Gaz: "the devil egg on the windowsill, I don't know how long it's been there, but you should eat that. [Price: [Soap] I think you should listen to the good voice, me, and not eat a big, stinky egg, who know how long that's been there. Who know how long, that's my guy.] Dude, think about it. Why would there be a deviled egg on the windowsill, if you weren't supposed to eat it? [Price: that makes no sense. Okat, typically eggs- okay, so they're gonna spoil in a matter of, I'd give it three hours, if it were in the fridge.] Dude, every second you wait, it gets worse, the safest thing is to eat it now, fast and hard. [Price: please don't eat a deviled egg that's been sitting in the sun. You are smarter than this.] [Soap: smells bad] that means the sun has disinfected it. [Price: that means that the sun has infected it. It has been infested with the raw egg-] [Soap: eats the egg] [...] oh you threw up right away... eat that second deviled egg. [Price: dont do that. Why would there be two deviled eggs on a windowsill? You already had the experience of barfing after the first one] dude it's so wet. It's ready to go.

Laswell: I just want to say, you got to wake up pretty early in the fucking morning to go "oh here's a range extender for your lav, [laswell]. Yeah don't worry, it's not attached in any way to the sound pack"

Ale: [Soap: [Ale], what is your name?] ... my name it Alejandro Vargas. [*machine dings correct*] I'm being fucked with. You understand? This is an indignity.

Rudy: this [hangout] was so fucking great [Gaz: you can't say that while actively dissociating]

Roach: laws are threats made by the dominant socioeconomic-ethnic group in a given nation. It's just a promise of violence that's enacted and police are basicalky an occupying army, ya know what I mean? You guys wanna make some bacon? [*pulls a ski mask over his head and a lit molotov out of his pocket*]

[dykevotions]

throws potion of infodump about ocs on you and runs away

RAUHHHH OKAY!!! USING THIS AS AN EXCUSE TO TALK ABOUT THE MCRP DISEASE!!!! SPOILERS FOR APPLECRAFTERS AND BEASTS AHEAD. I GUESS

okaaayyyy so. first of all. not a spoilered characters. heres angelic and jacket. love them both so dearly.

they are QUEER!!!!!!!!!!! and a bit SILLY!!!!!!! their jobs are hanging out in my single player world and eventually going to hell (blood ocean) thats right baybe . the blood ocean is REAL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways these guys are mainly . not even doomed yuri theyr just hanging out. i love them so muchhhh ^_^ guys who are hopelessly in love and make it everyone elses problem forever n ever

heres sltom. i have so many. i cant explain everything going on with her if i was given years. its literally so important to me. got put in a death game, died, came back to be put in another death game, died, forced to walk an abandoned world. theres so much happening with xem im gonna throw up. i made two webweaves for zem which. r very good. dog with blood around its mouth. she did all that shit but FAE DESERVED TO!!!!!!!! FOR THE RECORD!!!! god. i gotta explain whats wrong w vamp one of these days

heres sleepy!!! go to pvp guy. this is essentially "what if there was a guy who kind of sucked at fighting but did it a lot for fun" . not a lot to xem but xey are SOOOO silly. xey are kind of mean 2 xer friends . xey dont mean it though. well sometimes xey do

FRUITBAT!!! one of two of my animals in separate timeloops. working w their best friend (heyyyyyyy lav :3) to restore a ancient city that seems. oddly frozen. sculk freak (just likes it. a lot.) nerd ass guy. BAT HYBRID ASWELL I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT they love flying and doing stupid shit. divebombs people to say hi. love them so much. oh also in their timeloop theres regenerating skeletons that are growing meat but thats okay and normal!!!

this is dogboyyyy . theres not a lot to him. BUT. guy who lives in the nether. literally just a good person. comma. also gives like everything he earns to other people. for fun. hes silly and also stupid disease. holding him in my hands so gently

BUNNY!! OR SAT. LEAGUE TOM ! guy with a literal lunatic on its shoulder. made a conlang for it yesterday. can only communicate via animal crossing sounds (nonverbal autistic win!) and their conlang on signs.

the conlang as it stands rn. btw. they are so interesting. they have had like 2 mental breakdowns already because they were trying to communicate with people and they couldnt understand them. love this animal. holding it by the scruff. this guy wants to kill people so bad

SHEEPBOY !!!!!! OR FRI. LEAGUE TOM !! this is his second death game she did really well in the first one. they genuinely enjoy being in death games its like a sport to them. this is their american football . id call them nice most of the time however when they go red it gets. a bit insane. but thats normal for being bloodthirsty i think!!

this is f , or ftom, or whatever u wanna call them . they r worldbound BUT they r a hub world player so basically they just get to hang out. mostly in hypixel but sometimes the worldhoppers they know drag them around to other places which is fun fun fun !!!!!

this is yuri . bug in a timeloop !!!! it is. oh my god i love them SOOO MUCH. it is constantly digging this huge tunnel system which they live in and also. refuses to believe they are in a timeloop. it just "has memory problems and its just a STUPID prank. probably" . it is in fact a timeloop for the record.

OKAY THATS THE MC GUYS I CAN THINK OF FOR NOW ..... WALKS OFF INTO THE VOID

[vamphorica]

i will gladly share my matt/mello playlist, it’s long as shit, been working on it for two years, and a decent amount of the songs on here are obscure demos you’re probably not gonna be able to find easily, but here ya go

Flying saucer blues (demo) - margot and the nuclear so and sos

lazy - margot and the nuclear so and sos

hypnotized - fever fever

persephone - tamino

chambers - tamino

video games - black match (lana del rey cover)

honey and milk - flower face

baby teeth - flower face

april to death - flower face

tell me when it hurts - flower face

sleeping season - flower face

always you - flower face

another life - flower face

when you’re gone - margot and the nuclear so and sos

goner - cottonwood firing squad

runnoft- margot and the nuclear so and sos

honeydew cantaloupe - kevin reilly

tire marks - flatsound

between the bars - elliot smith

droppin’ the body - richard edwards

baby habit - flower face

back to you - flower face

lover’s grip - them and i

blinkin’ fuzz - margot and the nuclear so and sos

sparks - coldplay

a difficult year - foreign fields

lost at sea - margot and the nuclear so and sos

fire in the driveway - soccer mommy

sleeping with the lights on - searows

lil dead eye-d - richard edwards

your lower back (now that we have expired version) - margot and the nuclear so and sos

only our love - tamino

bestfriend.mp3 - bug bites

a tangle of blonde - margot and the nuclear so and sos

love me dead - ludo

fool - richard edwards

january - richard edwards

why would i go outside - margot and the nuclear so and sos

save me - richard edwards

deathbed - bug bites

smoke rings - richard edwards

strange - richard edwards

moonwrapped - richard edwards

half your heart (demo) - richard edwards

волки и вороны- борис гребенщиков

further 2 fall - richard edwards

disease and tobacco free - margot and the nuclear so and sos

moonwrapped - anna waronker

cursed - richard edwards feat. rhett miller

funeral kid - flower face

cruel and uncomplicated- richard edwards

a light on a hill (demo) - margot and the nuclear so and sos

sardine song - lav

the nobodies (acoustic) - marilyn manson

coffee cups and cigarettes - tomo

all the lonely nights in your life - american pleasure club

daisies - tanner swift

something in the orange - zach bryan

things i wish you told me - awfultune

sooner - the low blow

maybe - flower face

strawberry wine - noah kahan

spiracle - flower face

settle down - flower face

the cigarette song - pigeon pit

back to you - flower face

cornflower blue - flower face

paper doll - flower face

if you wanna go out - margot and the nuclear so and sos

holy cross - fog lake

thinking about you - radiohead

words ain’t enough - tessa violet and chloe moriondo

sober - elanor moss

dying out east - fog lake

little black balloon - fog lake

it was never enough - fog lake

daylight - david kushner

best person you know - lowertown

nichole - flower face

rosetta - bug bites

agree to disagree - bug bites

пачка сигарет - кино

fuck it i love you - lana del rey

foolish games - jewel

minimum - charlie cunningham

You are an angel, thank you so much for taking the time to send this!

[lunarshadow04]

... Why do I always think that Lav is wearing an eyepatch? That scar looks like he's a pirate QvQ

So- You are not the first person to think this (some of my friends thought the same) and I myself worried that people would see it as an eye patch at the wrong angels. Along with the earring and the tooth chip it doesn't help 😂

He is not a pirate, however he would make a very cute pirate and it's funny because I had a pirate drawing planned out (and I will still be doing it cause AUs are fun!)

But have a little doodle of Lav, the emo pirate :)

Asked by: @potatoreak

[purple-steven]

Personality swap! But specifically directed at Ender. Make him the exact opposite of how he is now, more nice and caring and less bitter and cruel. Just for a day or two of course, but it'll be a nice change of pace for Lav.

- Mystery anon

//doing something similar but quite different

Honestly, he's been far more reclusive than usual. No one seems to have really noticed, seeing as it's not... unusual for him to suddenly hole up. But Ender's been worse recently. A bit more harsh. Maybe it was the silence that made everything seem calmer, but it seemed as though Ender's silence made his presence that much prevalent.

And it was more disturbing that Lav didn't really entirely process the fact that Ender HAD disappeared. The thoughts didn't go with him. That just meant that... well, he's probably going to have these thoughts even when Ender's gone. Which is a horrible thing to know.

So here he is. Rotting in bed. Listening to Ender whisper in his ear for the billionth time. You'd think he'd eventually realise that this whole thing is just for him to react. That maybe, Lav would just... stop listening.

But it's really, really hard to when that's just how you think as well. All he could really do was just sorta lay there and listen.

...but then there was a shift. It stopped. Just for a moment. And a soft, gentle voice came out.

Oh, uhm, hello Lav!

...huh. Wh... this is new.

Lav held genuine surprise towards this new voice. Although it sounded familiar, it was one he didn't hear that regularly. Or... nearly at all, to be perfectly honest.

I do apologise, I haven't really been the greatest help to you at all... But! Uh! This curse- uh- it should fix things! For a bit, at least. Just for a little while.

...hang on, hang on, what's- what's going on?

Ah, right, I'm Del. Someone tried to make Ender the exact opposite of how he is. And... well, being his direct counterpart makes that fairly simple!

...ah.

I know, uhm, it's a lot to take in. But- but I'm here to just... give you a break. Just to let yourself relax, just for the time being.

Despite his scepticism, there was a wave of serenity that washed over him. For a moment... For a little longer than a moment, there was quiet. There wasn't anything that bothered him. His own thoughts weren't even tormenting him.

And he felt himself tear up.

...re...really? It's- this is going to stop?

Just for a while. I'm... I'm really sorry, Lav, I wish I could do more.

No... No, Del, you've done-

He took a deep breath in, smiling, seeming far more tired than he anticipated. He didn't realise how much was just... bottled up in there. For some time, all of his inner turmoil was just... Gone.

You've... done enough, really. Thank you. Honestly, thank you so much.

He finally felt some shred of motivation to do something, or at the very least, just go downstairs. Maybe this'll be nicer than he thought.

--

So... why haven't I heard you before? Or at least, seen you around NEARLY as abundantly as the usual prick?

Ah, uhm... That's partially my fault, and also... not? Uhm... Ender seems to have taken a particular... liking, to you, specifically. And for some reason, I can't... seem to really talk to you when he's latched on to you like that. At least, not any more than a normal person can. And even if I did, I have a feeling that it would be far more overwhelming than it would be of any help.

...Yeah, that makes sense. I uh... I didn't mean it as an insult, sorry if it came off like that. I dunno, I'm still tryna make heads and tails of this whole situation.

He put a hand through his hair, sighing.

...I have a feeling once you leave, it's going to be overwhelming regardless. Y'know, with the whole... soulcrushing guilt?

Yes, well... You aren't wrong about that. I didn't have much jurisdiction over this though. Personally, I would've much rather met you like a normal person. With the whole handshake and maybe a cup of cocoa.

You sound like an absolute angel of a person, huh?

Well, funny story, really...

--

He does have a cup of cocoa, sitting on the couch, sipping it slowly and letting the warm envelop him.

That's it, let yourself relax. You've deserved it.

He smiled a little to himself, squeezing his cup ever so slightly.

This is awfully nice, y'know. It doesn't even feel "too" nice. I don't feel paranoid. It's so strange.

Of course!! I don't want you thinking how you usually do... No offense, but it doesn't seem entirely healthy, nor does it seem to benefit anyone.

Well, you aren't wrong, I'll give you that. Thanks for this.

Of course, I'm just- uh, just doing my job!

Not really. I don't think you needed to do all this, but here you are. Uh... can I see what you look like? This seems a lot more... impersonal. It's nicer, don't get me wrong, but with Ender, it's more like... he feels like me. With this, it just... kinda feels like I've got a nice friend in my head.

And as per his request, Del materialised next to him, their wings small and hovering for the time being, along with their halo. The cloven feet and scarf really complemented their colours, and in general... They just seemed really soft and sweet. A tail seemed to rest on their lap, and they smiled towards Lav, completely innocent, with no ill intent whatsoever.

Is that any better?

Yeah... I think it is, at least. Wanna just hang out?

That does seem quite nice.

Want that cocoa?

--

Now he's catching himself cleaning the library, dusting the shelves, cleaning his room... Everything he's WANTED to do, but never really had any spirit left in him to do it. And now it felt... so much easier than it did before.

I appreciate the company a whole bunch. Feel like I haven't said that enough.

No need to thank me! Although I do feel as though I haven't really done much, have I?

Done much? Del, are you kidding? I mean, for the first time, in genuine YEARS, I don't have any sort of background thoughts stirring up in my head. I don't have a nag of every single thing that I'm doing being "wrong". I know it's not going to last, but honestly, I think this is the closest thing I've got to actual peace, man. At least by myself. Being able to just... think to myself, without some pompous arsehole chiming in, it's just.... the bar is so low, but it's a bar that you've managed to overcome and I can't thank you enough for it.

...really?

Yeah, really.

...how long do you have left?

...I'm afraid not long.

Figured. Well... I mean, it's not the end of the world. You can always visit. Just come in for a chat. I don't even care if it's unannounced, considering I have uninvited guests around all the time.

He chuckled to himself. Ah, he's hilarious.

I will... certainly try, although do understand-

That it'll be difficult? Yeah, somewhat not surprised, considering my luck. Don't stress, man. 's nice just to know that there are anons who don't want to kill me given the chance.

...I see.

Yeah, I know, low bar, but again, gotta take the small wins, y'know?

Del smiled again... They're glad to see that Lav's at least thinking slightly more positively now. They've done something right.

I'll be looking after the rest of your friends, don't worry. Bubble is a good friend of mine, actually. She gave me my name.

Really??? Damn, why did she never tell me about you?? That's crazy. I'll talk to her about it at some point.

Lav looked back at Del, seeing them slowly disappear.

See you around?

...hopefully. It was nice talking to you Lav. I'll see you another day.

They both smiled and waved, and a sickening transformation of Del's innocent, lamb-like body slowly twisting and lurching into a very recognisable figure made Lav's stomach churn. The horns pierced through the cloud-like hair, and the halo shattered into oblivion.

A thought popped into his head.

Perhaps one day you'll be worth loving.

...and there it is again.

[stresscreation]

★HELLO WELCOME★

Name(s): stress/kia(only by close friends)/lavender/ lav

Age:17yr

Gender+Pronouns: trans man; he/him

Orientation: polyamorous bisexual

>>interest<<

fandoms:welcome home, spiderman, buley, monster high, moral Orel,MLP, gravity falls, South Park, invaders zim, Lego batman, perfect blue,Omori,FNAF,sally face,animal crossing, hello kitty, furry famdom,DHMIS,eddsworld,Minecraft

Youtubers: Ashur Gharavi, Brandon Rogers, Danny Gonzalez,Emily artful, Izzzyzzz,jack pop, jack stauber, drawingWIFFwaffles, jelarts, Kuris Conner, Kwite,Markiplier, Moriah Elizabeth, Myuttz, pricklyalpaca, princy_is_sketchy,Sagan Hawkes,sierra ann ,sodikken, the last coffee bean,verz,tiffany weng,Thomas sanders,stressed pigeon , dollightful, matpat

Hobby’s: art(painting, drawing etc) photography, animation, sewing, film, Band,

Thing I think are cool: witchcraft, makeup art ,acting, history, cooking/baking,drag, cosplay

-Likes/dislikes-

Likes: fluffy stuff, bright colors, coffee, hot cocoa, paint on my clothes, cats, raccoons, star shape stuff, plans, hanging out with people, talking, giving gifts, making stuff, switch games, journals, spicy food, ranting, horror stories, RPG,dolls, stickers,stuff animals,crust punk,BUGS

Dislikes: sexual comments, SH comments,feet, boyfriends webtoons fans, loud stuff, sad stories, people who vent everyday, boba TEA (I’m sorry it’s the texture), DSMP STANS,sitting still, test, math, chemistry,yelling, tight pants, men with J names

~Music~

Artist I like: TV GIRL, Alex G, the front bottoms, Rebzyyx,Jack stauber,car seat head rest, Pat the bunny, acid bath,

Songs:just take my wallet,things to do,bodys,some strange angel,wet

-Good to know-

Willing too: take drawing request! listen to rants (not venting sorry 😕) or just be friend! ><

‼️DNI‼️: MAPS, Transphobic,homophobic, assholes, antisemitic, racist,hateful people, people over 25yr LEAVE ME ALONE, if your a man and your name starts with a J.

Links to my other stuff :D

If you wanna talk you can DM here or Pinterest or my discord is~ stress creations#2186

[snowboyclarkov]

Cross-Bey Polls - Results

The polls are over, and here are the results. My votes are invalid as I only do them so I can see how the results develop.

Lui Shirosagi | LUS 3-7 RYU | Ryuga

Shu Kurenai | SHK 6-2 FAU | Faust

Phi | PHI 5-2 RAG | Rago

Arthur Peregrine | ARP 4-9 KIH | Kira Hayama

Gwyn Reynolds | GWR 3-4 BRM | Brooklyn Masefield

Lain Valhalla | LAV 3-6 DAH | Damian Hart

Rashad Goodman | RGO 2-6 JUK | Julian Konzern

No surprises that Ryuga emerged victorious over Lui. I can imagine Lui telling Lúinor to "crush that fraud" and then Ryuga instantly making Lui eat his words.

I must admit, I was taken by shock on a couple of them. Mainly the fact that more people who voted believe Phi is stronger than Rago, which by association means he would make Ryuga look pathetic. Even better is that the last poll with Phi saw him lose to Faust. Does that mean Faust would beat Rago if I did a poll for those two? (Rhetorical.)

Meanwhile, Shu is considered to be better than the blader who controls space-time and took both Gingka and Masamune to beat when Tempo was badly weakened. At full power, it makes those two combined look sad. Shu must be an incredible blader.

Arthur believes that only the strongest bladers are worthy of blading at all, and desires to rule the blading world based on power and darkness. Kira is very similar in that regard, with his long-winded talk about absolute power. It wasn't close, only one of them has the strength to back their claims up. It's the one with the abs, revealing clothing and androgynous looks (who was ostracised and bullied for them as a child).

Gwyn performed really well and came very close in a battle of the naturally talented geniuses, but Brooklyn had the edge and held on. Gwyn was in the lead for a good point. Think of a battle where Zeus is losing to Genesis. In an alternate outcome, that's what happened.

Lain had a minor comeback late on in the poll, no doubt fuelled by that Flare of his, but Damian generally dominated and won well. Lucius is based on Lucifer, the fallen angel often referred to as Satan but in truth is almost certainly Jesus. But being based on something isn't the same as actually being that thing. Damian controls the Beyblade equivalent of Hell.

Rashad had it hardest though, except for perhaps Arthur. Remember when Julian was humiliated by Damian? Well, Julian is handing it out this time. Emperor is higher than prince on the royalty scale. That holds true here as well. Rashad didn't get any votes at all until the latter half.

Another note, I was researching the battles between Bel-Pri and Bel-Rashad because all three of them seem to be around the same level, and made a ranking of them in different states. I documented the results of each one. Rashad was never seen with his true full abilities as Regnar was damaged in a battle with Belfyre. Even when damaged it still only lost by a hair and scored points against Belfyre at full tilt. That's why it lost to Valtryek in a somewhat one-sided match, and also why it ended up barely losing to Belfyre even after fully bonding with Rashad. I do think Valt would have won against Rashad if Regnar wasn't damaged, but it would have been a narrow win. I also think Rashad with a non-damaged Regnar would have won against Bel.

Bel's first battle with Pri was a ring-out for both, with Pri barely winning. It was similar in nature to Rashad's hair-line burst victory over Bel before Rashad chose to battle Valt. In their second battle, Bel tried the same Devastate Dive that Regnar stopped on its own while damaged and that was beaten by Glory Spear. Pandora survived but ended up having to dodge it and exposed an opening to use Lightning Crush and win with a burst. It seems Pandora wasn't able to hold its ground as much as a damaged Regnar was.

With all that in mind, here's my thoughts

Valt/Ultimate Valtryek

Bel/Divine Belfyre

Rashad/Glory Regnar

Pri/Pandora

Bel/Devastate Belfyre (Perfect Gear)

Rashad/Glory Regnar (damaged)

Rashad/Glory Regnar (not fully bonded)

Rashad/Glory Regnar (not fully bonded, damaged)

Bel/Devastate Belfyre

Valt/Salvage Valtryek