#i think this is the first scene in this show that ive watched with my hands actually over my mouth in anticipation
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hi!! this is for the 300 bash 💗 congrats!! it’s a huge milestone and i can’t wait to read more of ur work!!
could you write about yeonjun and the reader being castmates in an upcoming drama? they grow close because they spend so much time together, maybe they practice a kiss scene in the dressing room (even though no one asked them to) and it goes a little off-script…
when it’s time to promote it, they fake date to get the drama trending and that’s when they realise they really like each other!!!
hehehe idk ive been thinking about this a bunch and it’s driving me crazy
𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐘𝐎𝐔 - 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐈 𝐘𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐉𝐔𝐍
Actor!Yeonjun x fem!reader
in which Choi Yeonjun really messes with your head when he suggest you fake a relationship with him to promote your upcoming drama
wc 2k
warnings kissing, lot's of flirting
↪ izzy speaks... okay I loved this idea. I do feel like some of the parts are a bit rushed since I had to fit it in my word limit, but I think it's still good :3 this is NOT proofread by the way
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“And…cut!�� You hear the director’s voice and breathe out, your lips slightly shaking. It feels like you’ve breathed for the first time in forever, but at the same time, you still feel like you can’t breathe. It’s his fault. Everything is his fault.
“Hey, are you feeling–” your co-star – Choi Yeonjun starts, but before he can finish his sentence, you’re backing off from him, excusing yourself to go to the bathroom.
You run away as fast as possible, locking yourself in your dressing room before anyone can stop you. You slide on the closed door, pulling your knees to your head and closing your eyes, trying to calm yourself down. Stupid Yeonjun. Stupid show. Stupid, stupid, stupid– “Stupid kiss,” you mumble, your cheeks red.
How did all of this even happen, you wonder? It’s simple. It all started when Choi Yeonjun, the prettiest guy you’ve ever met, decided to charm you and do everything in his power to make you question your feelings for him.
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A few days ago
“The trailer for part one has been released.” You look up from the script in your hands, locking eyes with your co-star who had brought the news to you. “Really? We have to watch it together!” You beam, automatically getting a smile on his face. He nods, sliding into the chair next to you as he takes out his phone. “I saw a bit already. You’re gorgeous in it.” Blush creeps up your face, and you can’t look in his direction. “What? Don’t you believe me?” He whispers, and you can practically hear the smirk on his face as he leans in closer.
“Turn on the trailer,” you whisper, sounding more desperate than you would want to. Yeonjun chuckles, “Alright, sweetheart,” leaving his lips as he straightens his back again.
You do your best to focus on the video playing on Yeonjun’s phone, but the boy beside you makes it much harder. His black mullet fits him perfectly, and you might as well admit he is the most handsome guy you have worked with. You can’t keep your eyes off him, barely paying attention to the trailer. He would have to be blind not to notice you.
“See? You were stunning,” he grins, turning his phone off again. You snap out of your thoughts, averting your gaze. You feel his eyes on you, swallowing a lump in your throat before you look at him again. “Can we rehearse a bit?” He asks suddenly, and you have to blink to assure yourself you aren’t just hallucinating. “Which..scene?” you ask confusedly. He smirks, pulling your chair from the table and turning it so you would face him.
“I had a great time today,” Yeonjun recites one of his scenes. You’re too caught up in the moment to mentally go over all the scenes and figure out how your line goes, so you stay still in your place, waiting for what’s to come. He reaches for your hand, bringing it to his lips and kissing your fingers softly.
“Yeonjun,” his name falls from your lips in an instant, making the scene much more genuine than it should be. His eyes meet yours, and he leans closer to you. He whispers your name right next to your ear, sending shivers all over your body. “And then they kiss,” he continues in the script. “Right,” you mumble, but before you can say anything else, one of his hands is on your waist while the other holds your face, pulling you in for a kiss.
Your eyes widen, your body freezing. You’re not sure what to do. A part of you wants to reciprocate the kiss, kiss him until you won’t be able to breathe anymore, but you know you shouldn’t. Still, your lips move on their own. You give in. As you close your eyes, you feel even closer to him. Just for a little bit, you tell yourself.
Yeonjun is the first to pull away, a small smile that almost passes unnoticed by you on his lips. “And cut,” he mumbles, crushing every scenario your mind created in the short moment. “Cut,” you repeat after him, refusing to look him in the eyes.
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You’ve been trying to avoid him since. You weren’t sure how long you could keep going. Every time you locked eyes with him, you could only think about the kiss. You saw him right in front of you. Every movement of his stayed in your mind, and you couldn’t seem to get it out. He was like a virus.
“I’m coming in!” You hear your co-start behind the door, panicking immediately. You think of locking the door, but before you can get up from the floor and do so, you stumble as he opens the door and hits you. “Shit, I’m sorry. Are you okay?” He worries, running to you as if you were on the verge of dying.
“I’m alright, it’s fine,” you assure him. “The door barely touched me.” Yeonjun sighs, shaking his head at you. You’re not sure why. “That’s good,” he slightly nods. “I wanted to check up on you. You’ve been…” he looks around as if to make sure you were the only ones in there. “Acting strange lately. Ever since the ki–” he starts, but you interrupt him before he can finish his sentence, not wanting to get reminded. “Strange? No, I haven’t been strange at all! Maybe I’m a bit worried about the rest of the filming, that’s all.”
“Are you sure?” The anxiety in his voice breaks your heart. It destroys you because whenever he looks at you like this, so genuinely, he gives you hope. “Will you be okay during today’s interview?” Your eyes widen. Fuck. You forgot about the interview.
“Uhm, yeah, definitely,” you nod. “Okay,” he nods too. “The director and I had talked about our promotion strategy, so I need you in the right mind.” You question him with your eyes, a wave of worry washing over you when you see him smirk. “We are going to fool the public eye,” he explains. “And pretend that we are dating. It will attract more viewers. They’ll want to know what our relationship is like behind the cameras.”
You swear you must have hit your head when you ran here. There was no way. Absolutely not– how could you? You couldn’t play his girlfriend even if you wanted to– “I see. Okay,” you agree. Great. Just how stupid are you? “That makes sense, I guess.”
“Okay,” he smiles at you, and for a second, you don’t regret your decision at all. “Great,” he nods. He stays still for a second afterward, and it’d be obvious to anyone that he wants to say something. He sighs, speaking his mind. “Are you sure we’re okay?”
You chuckle, nodding. “Yeah, we are.” And you mean it. You’re as okay as you can be at the moment. If it stays that way once you start pretending you’re his girlfriend is a different thing.
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“We actually worked on…a surprise,” Yeonjun admits, teasing one of his upcoming projects as he answers a question for the WIRED interview about how he and Soobin, one of his close friends, met. “But you will have to wait for that.” You smile, watching him talk.
You remember the look on his face when he told you about the song they were making a few weeks ago, unable to hold back your smile. You don’t even notice him revealing another question on the board. Instead, you snap out of your thoughts when you hear him answering.
“Ideal type…” his eyes drift to your figure, and he thinks for a second before looking back at the camera again, smirking. “I’d say it’s someone who gets me. Someone smart, who could be there for me and I could admire. Someone who gets as excited for me as if my achievement was theirs,” he smiles, your cheeks flushing red when you notice his eyes on you. “Safe answer,” you joke, trying to brush the tickling feeling in your stomach off as you avert your gaze. “Then maybe,” he starts, leaning closer. “I should use the not-so-safe answer and remind everyone what your name is.”
You freeze, swallowing a lump in your throat. Then you remember. He doesn’t mean any of the things he says. He doesn’t like you, and you definitely aren’t his type. You bite your bottom lip, remembering his idea of this fake relationship. You knew this was coming. You didn’t expect it this soon, though.
“Oh, come on,” you gently push him back, rolling your eyes playfully. It pains you how unreal you sound, and you’re sure anyone with eyes will see through you. Still, you don’t back down. “You’re here to promote our drama, not flirt with me,” you mumble with a smile. Yeonjun chuckles, spreading his legs apart and resting his back against the chair. “Shit,” you mumble quietly, hoping the microphone doesn’t catch your words. He is hot. Too hot.
“I can do both, don’t worry, sweetheart,” he teases, glancing at the cameraman before his eyes land on your lips, carefully watching you. You definitely won’t be able to air this. You hesitate, rethinking if it’s worth it. They won’t air your kiss. They’ll definitely cut it out, so why bother pretending to that extent? Except maybe you aren’t pretending. You lean closer to him, catching him off guard when you connect your lips. You hear the direct cough, reminding you you’re not alone, but you don’t care. And it looks like Yeonjun doesn’t care either as he pulls you closer.
There it is again. The weird feeling in your stomach that makes your heart skip a beat. It feels almost dangerous. The speed at which your heart is beating and the way you’re getting addicted to his lips.
“Okay, cut the cameras!” The director interrupts you, making you giggle as you pull away from your co-star. “Keep rolling, we’ve got it,” Yeonjun laughs, throwing the board he was previously holding on the ground behind him. You laugh at him, waiting for the staff members to bring you a new board with more questions.
The interview flows after that. Even though Yeonjun keeps flirting any chance he gets, you stop minding and get used to it. You’d dare to say you even enjoy it now.
“That went well, don’t you think?” Yeonjun asks, wrapping his arm around your shoulder as you leave the set. You nod, briefly glancing at him. “I’m sure your plan to make us blow up worked,” you agree. “Yeah, I’m sure it did,” he nods, stopping. You question his movements, raising an eyebrow. “But you know I’m not doing all this just to make the drama do well, right?”
And then your heart stops completely. “What?”
“With you, I don’t have to pretend anything,” he mumbles, taking a step closer to you. He holds your hand in his, carefully watching you. “I never had to.” You blink a few times, assuring yourself this isn’t some weird dream of yours before you open your mouth to answer. No words leave your mouth, though. You don’t know what to say. Instead, you close the gap between you, pressing your lips on his once again. “Good, I’m not sure how long I could keep pretending this is fake,” you mumble against his lips, and he wraps his arm around your waist, keeping you as close as possible.
“Let’s not pretend then. Let’s make us real,” he says confidently, not letting go of you. “I want to be with you for real.”
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here's one reason i dont think this is applicable to normal grammar errors like wary/weary and using idioms wrong: whenever i hear a youtuber do this and then take the time to scroll through the comments, no one else is commenting about it. if i leave a comment about it, im the only one. in the notes the example of mispronouncing a pokemon is given, and i think that's way more likely to be done on purpose. but just being bad at speaking generally doesnt actually seem to generate engagement
ive started leaving comments for youtubers whose videos i click out of IF they seem like basically good people who are actually interested in making videos that arent garbage. ill be like "hey sorry im clicking out now, you obviously spent a lot of time on this and i appreciate it but 5:13-10:45 is just completely debunked misinformation, you need to de-ess your audio because it's painful, and the author your cited is a actually an antisemitic conspiracy theorist [citation]. will be checkin your vids out in the future though, have a good one". the single comment "increases engagement" or whatever but i have all notifications off on youtube on my viewing account so i can just throw grenades and run, i never get into arguments. if they're interested in improving their material then fine, maybe my comment will be useful, if they aren't then whatever.
watch hours seem to be the primary metric for youtube channel success and determines when you get monetized in the first place. so clicking out immediately when you're getting pissed off is the best way to "vote with your dollars" or whatever.
idk. maybe none of this shit matters. certainly big accounts wont pay any attention to you, but the smaller ones often will. i recently followed a small lets player who was using AI thumbnails for all his uploads and it genuinely was so confusing because every thumbnail looked the same and didn't show the actual game, often inventing monsters and scenes that weren't in the game at all. and i left a kind, patient comment about how this was uncool, and two days later the next thumbnail i saw from him was an actual screenshot. after a couple refreshes it switched to a third thumbnail that was AI again but showed the correct "type" of monster for the subject of the game, rather than a Krampus, which the AI thumbnail i saw first had initially shown. so he's at least A/B testing AI vs normal thumbnails. i clicked on the screenshot thumbnail because youtube creators get feedback about the A/B results on videos uploaded with multiple thumbnails.
@3liza Thoughts? I think it's bullshit but I wouldn't put it past some of the worst Youtube Grammar offenders.
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#this man and his poster!!!#he wants to believe!!!#dailytxf#txfedit#i think this is the first scene in this show that ive watched with my hands actually over my mouth in anticipation#because i KNEW where we were going and we got such a sweet payoff!!!#they way they made us wait i was DYING#also the colours here are *chef kiss*#this ep started extremely strong with the s1 vibe#went downhill when scully was randomly jealous with no motivation#then picked up for this excellent final scene#hopefully ill make more gifs of this ep...#my gifs#the scientist speaks#x files#the x files#david duchovny#fox mulder#notes: 100#s06e16#alpha
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of all the star wars movies, which of them do y'all 1) enjoy the most 2) consider the best quality and 3) think you've rewatched the most. add your answers in the reblogs or replies, i'm genuinely curious how much of an overlap there is within everyone's three answers. mine don't overlap at all! they're revenge of the sith, empire strikes back, and the force awakens :^)
#len speaks#star wars#revenge of the sith#empire strikes back#the force awakens#not tagging more films than that bc i cant b bothered. incoming tag ramble ahead bc i have sw brainrot rn and im making it everyones prob❤️#i rlly struggled 2 remember if id watched tfa or aotc more. i went w/ tfa bc it was formative to me as a teen and ive seen it probably 6ish#times? whereas aotc was the first sw movie i remember (specifically the scene of obiwan serving c*nt in the bar lmao) but i've only seen it#for sure 4.5 and maybe 5.5 times. the .5 is from when i got bored after obi-wan's scene ended and ran off to go play in the mud or smthn 😭#i'm sure tfa will eventually get surpassed in number of rewatches by aotc and rots bc i don't fw the direction of the ST but that's my#current ballpark estimate of my total number of rewatches#as an adult tho if i just wanna watch a star war i'll go with aotc bc it's fun and ends semihappily and i can turn my brain off for the#spinny lightsabers. it's great background noise or for if you're sick or whatever. rots on the other hand? i won't talk through that unless#i'm quoting it with my brother and i am LOCKED IN 100% entirely entranced by it all#i almost picked rogue one for the best quality answer but i think the character writing is weaker and the facial cgi is creepy. esb beats#it by a hair imho bc of that. the vader hallway scene goes hard tho!!!#also i'm not covering shows or games or books or anything else in this post - simply the films. might ask abt shows later but that might#also give me hives bc so many of the shows suck ass and i don't rlly want ppl extolling the virtues of t.bb in my notes 💀#and yes i do think one's enjoyment and one's opinion of quality are two things that often overlap. but sometimes you just like something#bad and that's awesome. like rots is the best of the prequels by a large margin and i adore the opening and characters and many of the#scenes but that doesn't mean it's the best star wars has to offer ykwim? it's my specialest most favoritest sw movie but that doesn't blind#me to the dialogue lmfaooo
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Fernando S1E3 - "Anything is Possible"
#that last gif...i will not speak...i will not say anything....#me first episode: okay i will only gif one scene and one scene only#me three episodes in: uhhhhhhhh maybe more than a few is fine :)#i really love him in this racesuit(then again black white and red are my fav colors soooooo)#i think ive randomly mentioned this before but tbh this show is what i wish DTS was like#showing the behind the scenes and the drivers life but not adding any unneccessary drama nor jumping around too much#also ahhhhhh this ep makes me wanna watch le mans(it just sucks bcs its at a super inconvienient time for me)#fernando alonso#fa14#f1#formula 1#formula one#we do a little bit of f1#fernando s1e3#fernando(show)
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ive decided that andoras almost always has crazy makeup and wigs on simply bcus its fun for him. and everin doesnt see him without any of it on until after the birthday party debacle and loses it slightly bcus she thought that was his real hair the whole time wdym youre BALD (hes not bald his hair is just short)
#my post#the wondrous oc tag#madineau#the lore is stored in the tags#world so beautiful. i love making shit up about my ocs#did this partly bcus i wanna include more ridiculous hairstyles in this bcus i realized that i can#and this is perfect for andoras bcus he literally doenst do anything all day anyways. so he just gets up spends half the day gettnig ready#and then spends the rest of it hanging around ev and bothering her#theres a bit of bright colors and markings like aposematism. like watch out hes toxic do not approach#like ev gives a shit though#ANDDDD ive managed to incorporate MOON SYMBOLISM. bcus god what is this story if not just the moon a thousand times over for no reason#(the reason is it was like 2 am i was delirious on sharpie fumes and got really emotional about the moon out of nowhere)#so like when hes first introduced his makeup includes a new moon. new beginnings and all that#during the birthday party hes got a 1st quarter moon. for intention. bcus thats when ev and an get a little normal about each other#and an specifically realizes oh hey. i actually liek this person. and i think she likes me too. i dont want this to ever stop.#smilesss he realizes this while theyre dancing. and ev is laughing and relaxed and SMILING for once and an wishes he could watch that smile#forever...#dreamy sigh. ive had that scene living in my head for years now#i think i came up with that after reading knifetrick. bcus i loved the party scene soooooo much <33#where was i. right moon makeup.#so in the very very very end andoras has a full moon#sealing of intention slash continuing the cycle. because its implied hes gonna overthrow the government and kill the current leaders#thats a big jump from where we just were. bear with me here a lot happens in this story#like the birthday party and that tender moment. is interrupted by the rev squad showing up and trying to convince a crowd of people to#murder ev#which more or less works pretty easily btw. they all just go 'ok bet' as if they werent attending HER party.#its fine its whatever its ok. ev doesnt think theres anyone she can truly trust but she does so anyways and just prays they dont turn on he#bcus the only people she has left in the world are her 2 advisors who hate her and her best friend who also maybe hates her
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Here's something crazy... Still haven't watched Bridgerton s3, but seeing everyone fawn over the kanthony cameos, and then now having moved on to just fawning over iconic kanthony scenes apparently in response to it, has got me like sdkfa;sdfkadsk ABOUT TO REWATCH S2.....!!! AGAIN....!!!!
I saw the Dancing On My Own first dance scene on my timeline like 3x today and I'm foaming at the mouth, have been thinking about them all day LMAO
#ive mentioned the show here and there i think but idk if ive mentioned im... crazy about them LMAO#it was a slowburn on me too bc i put off watching s2 since idgaf about anthony#but everyone was raving about their chemistry and kate was so beautiful that eventually i watched it and#it rly is lightning in a bottle w those two#in that dancing on my own scene the way they look at each other rly feels like they are the only 2 in that room together it takes me tf out#anyway this post brought to u by me realizing i hadnt logged my tumblr back in on laptop since getting it worked on#and also being stressed and avoidant so here i am making a long ass text post w rambling tags about NOTHING#no no im gonna watch s3 first tho im gonna watch it... i just dgaf about colin EVEN MORE than i used to feel about anthony#look i know no one here cares about bridgerton but unfortunately I DO#also i keep trying to remember to get active on tumblr and dont remember how to write posts so heres this#text posts#i have a lot more to say but it is truly aimless rambling i have no organized thoughts to share about this show goodbye
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so my mom got like derangedly obsessed with the manifest so obviously she wanted to tell me all about it after she was done binging the last season in way less time than what should be humanly possible and holy fucking shit this is catholic lost. its literally catholic lost its so funny
#what do you MEAN it ends w the evil guys being literally burned alive by divine judgement#what IS this show#and she was like no dont spoil yourself you should watch it i think youd like it#BESTIE????? IVE DONE MY FIRST COMMUNION IM GOOD THANK YOU#every time i walked in and she was watching i swear something christian was going on#like they had a bible or smth#there was a scene that was like one woman quoting smth and someone else said 'is that from the bible'#and she said 'no its rage against the machine'#AND THAT TOOK ME OUT#i feel like it at least was self aware from what little ive seen#which i guess is a winning point
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thinking abt saw was not part of the plan when i watched it
#p#alshdkj#might rb w my silly joke later but like. ive been thinking abt it dude!!#only seen the first one so far#fucked up how sometimes u (meaning me) arent as into smth til its over or near the end#less bad for shows cuz like. theres more of it in general ofc#but then w movies im like. i need to rewatch this (probs wont) or at least the scenes that i care abt most lol#oh n i didnt mean 'thinking (derogatory)' like in a bad way. im havin fun#remember (to the 2 ppl i said this to. i dont think i posted it here) how while watching most of it iwas like#'its wild that some ppl decided these guys are in love n had gay sex in that gross bathroom'#but now...........i understand#it rly was the clinging to each other all bloody near the end#adam begging not to be left there but lawrence can go get help so hes gotta#no happy ending there but. aaaaa ok#also idk if its just cuz ive been seeing Posts but. the blonde doctor (yes i know his name now) is hot maybe#question mark??????#been lookin at pics of the actor n it depends idk#im easily won over by dilf/milf characters its well documented#n amanda!!!!!! im v intrigued from posts on here And her in this one ofc#n i know shes in at least some other ones so. wanna see more of herrrr
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#. hm.. thinking about la chopper ……. mayb he shud look like a capybara#fucked up deer looking human thing whatever creature#solar-talks#i was talking abt this w my sister but like i think it was a really fun choice not to disclose how kuina died in la#like when i first watched his backstory in la i really thought he was going on some revenge quest or something#so watching ep19 was really fucked up actually i remember being real iffy about it but god the Layers#zoro’s thing with fate and not really luck but his acceptance of wtvr outcome he gets is doing some cocomelon shit tio my brain#itd b so neat if they revealed her death in loguetown like Come On having it right beside the kitetsu scene would b such a smart choice#WITH TASHIGI god i hope they give tashigi a little more something#ok now im thinking abt the la changes …#what iv noticed is how they seemed to isolate the eastblue kids from their islands a little more .. not exactly a flaw tho#zoros basically the same but usopp didnt have his oh my god i just realised usopp didnt have his babyguy gang oh my godddd THAT was what was#missing my whole train of thoughts derailed NOOO USOPPS BABYSITTER CHARACTER TRAIT …….i get it they couldnt fit the vegetable kids bc#of the tone but waugh…. primarily hanging out w a bunch of 8yos says so much abt him………. it was cute#anyways back to it yeah they didnt syrup village noticing his absence and the rest of baraties connection w 3ji which honestly i dont#really mind either i think the only ): to me was how they did cocoyashi#lost a bit of it’s depth my making them hostile to nami tbh#its a good thing i watched the anime After la bc i feel like i wouldve been way sadder abt that decision#these arent real complaints btw the la did a reaaallyy great job#if they didnt i really wouldnt be here thinking about this show . in depth . god how did it come to this SKFHDJFJSHF#anywho . they missed some bits of course but oughhh they did baratie really good ..#ill b honest zeff n 3jis backstory is seriously my favorite thing about the la#some absolutely breathtaking execution it really Got Me ..#the all blue speech …. taz skylr yuoure line delivery skills are insane#whats rlly crazy is how when u take away 3ji’s 1 flaw hes fucking unstoppable . why r u favorite character material . explode forever#head in hands its the themes of hunger .. hate it here so bad …..#ack he grows on u like mold . it was the stupid curry filler episode that got me i rewatched a while ago goddd hes so annoyinggggggg#the curry filler ep was cute . i liked it . <- mad about it#ugh spent 2 hrs writing these tags i dont wanna do my psychology essay .. nico robin save me ……. save me nico robin ……………..
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loosing my mind btw no fucking wonders hannigram fucked my mind at a time my brain was still developing like. this. i have no words. how to live and consume any other media after watching these crazy bitches do anything in each other presence???????? i think other dudes that made me feel as insane+++++ recently was honest to god tomgreg. they're also so silleyyyy and each scene Nour showed me of them before i started the show made me go as much "?????" as rewatching scenes of hannibal and will does
#i don't remember much of. anything in my life really. but i do remember the first night ive watched the first ep back in middle school wit#my childhood friend!!!! and i'm realising only now that years after I've watched the final when it aired in high school#with her sleeping right on my side. so i had to silently sob and quietly put my laptop away#I THINK I DIDN'T SEE THE POST CREDIT SCENE THAT NIGHT ONLY A FEW DAYS LATER#COS I WAS TOO CHOCKED WHEN THE FINAL AIRED TO DO ANYTHING ELSE THEN CLOSE LAPTOP CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP#it was insane it was bonkers omg#NO FUCKING WONDERS I WAS OBSESSED WITH THIS SHOW!!!!!!!!#i truly wish i could rewatch it for the very first time again#tomtom_is_rambling
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has any body else had a time in their life where they had excruciating chronic pain and now its better but you barely remember anything from that entire year
#its so depressing i dont realize how bad it is until i rewatch shows and im basically experiencing it for the first time#someone asked about my experience with byler and when i thought it would happen and i didnt remember so i opened this app#called daylio where ive written about my days every day for like 5 years and i went to see my reaction for st3#and i couldnt even watch the last two episodes the day it came out because the strobe in the hospital scene hurt my head so bad#i dont remember that i thought i watched it all in one day#and i cant get over what my friend said about dark a (show ive always said was my all time favorite) she mentioned something so fucking huge#and i have no recollection of that at ALL#and its from the season that came out when the migraines#were at its worst#when i think about 2019 the first thing i think about is this one day i went to a drag show and thats only because it was the first day in#like 6 months where i wasnt in pain#thats the only day i remember i dont remember fucking anything else#i took a screenwriting class i KNOW i wrote two screenplays but i could not fucking tell you what either of them were about#i had a major surgery and i barely fucking remember recovering from that at all#i dont fuckign remember anything its all gone
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okay I'm done.
#my autism did that “kid who like to memorize train numbers but has no interest in riding trains”#to me with startrek#like unless its TOS related i have a really hard time caring like. its on the same level as just another show to me if its not TOS#so i feel kinda out of olace in the fandom. like i wanna get into all the kther Treks but ahhhhh theres so many#im like two seasons in to TNG#its been six years.#when i first started wathcing TOS i rewatched it three times in the course of like a few months#and watch so many interviews and looked at behind the scenes stuff and fandoms history i LOVE fandom history#ive seen the AOS movies cause they are close enough to TOS that im still like 👁️👁️#also i LOVE. i just. Characters. in my brain#i think j just need like a doorway series that will get me through the door into the rest of startrek#i really wanted to just watch them jn order but thats not working 😭#i think im gonna try below deck next? ive heard from muktiple people is sucks major ass even more than the other trek series that suck major#ass. but... cartoon........#i also havnt seen the TOS cartoon! so istill have that to munch through.#i also like dont want to reward them so this like. it genuinely makes me just want to stop watching startrek all together. but like. i dont#want it to die or anything i just want them to AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#you know?
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#liveblogging crazy rich asians#this kind of thing used to go on twitter RIP#i like her and shes adorable#but omfg that frenzy of texting took place in /literal/ /seconds/ omfg 😭😭#like#no wonder he wanted to put off his notoriety for as long as possible but still#(and ive seen that entire opening scene a half dozen times on tiktok and it EATS every time i fear 😂)#and asking his cousin and soon to be in law and showing her the warm side of the family and culture first is sweet#you know#before the cold harsh reality sets in to being a Society Bride 😭#astrid is really sweet (and i love her voice 😖☺️)#*sigh* i know money doesnt automatically equal taste and im sure thatll be used in juxtaposition to michelle yeohs embodiment#of grace and refinement but this is still kind painful to watch 😬#😬😬😬 big yikes#but mhmn here we are back with Prince charming 😍😍😍#at a massive estate 😳#and i do appreciate that peik lin gave her at least semi-subdued formal wear (instead of the goh family special of nouveau riche 😭)#and i really love the music in this whole thing thus far 🤗#ohhhh baby girl 😭😭😭 think uppercrust and distant british family omg 😱🫣#astrids right nicki-boy 😭😭😭 you should have given her dossiers and shit 😭😭😭#/gdi/ nick DOSSIERS I TELL YOU 🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️#cmon man let miss Astrid be a part of things#dont let your prode be your downfall (i know i know the fact that shes breadwinner has to chafe traditional masculinity)#(and he wants this one thing on his /own/ but STILL)#shes trying to be part of /your/ world bc its so clear youre uncomfortable in hers and she just wants to spend /time/ with you 😭😭😭#😱😱😱😱 michael /no/ 😭😭😭#well at least grandmas a sweetheart#momma is giving hints of boy mom and no two bit american is good enough for /my/ beloved boy#ballin colins bachelor party tanker 😭😭😭 ohhhhh this looks like a mess#and OKAY BUT IF ARAMINTA WAS ALSO PART OF THE CLUB why not take rachel shopping or at least prep her FR
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did i mention yet that i got skerples to start watching cg a couple weeks ago? we're nearing the end of the first half :)
#oughhh ough ogh. The Horrors#just thinking about. it all#just as insane abt cg as i was when i first watched it...wow <3#dont want to say anything specific since she will probably see this but . Man.#this is maybe the second anime that ive just started going off abt how much i love some of the like.#writing choices and themes and shit and skerples has just been like “bro make a video essay <3”#the other being trigun.#which is a whole nother level of brain worms this is my third watch of cg and with stampede included ive watched trigun like. 8 or so times.#but yeah............#also watching anime with her is so funny bc she like. will make gay jokes (is it really jokes w cg tho. i mean seriously.)#like suzaku and lelouche will be on screen having a fight and shell just be like “JUST KISS ALREADY DAMN.”#we had one of the scenes with nina and euphie earlier and she was like “and history will say they were just friends”#its so like...refreshing.#also . shes heard me say “if lelouche and suzaku teamed up from the beginning the show wouldve ended in 2 weeks”#& in one of the last eps we watched they were fighting together and she just turned to me and smiled and said “two weeks”
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I’m sorry but this scene in ‘Jubilation’ where it suddenly shifts from being a quick & purposely comedic montage about them being together, to a deeply emotional dramatic moment where they realize its all fake is just hilarious. Like I laughed out loud, its so goofy
My review of Miraculous Ladybug S5 so far is that it has a lot of scenes that I like in theory, but in action just end up being very silly and way over dramatic
#this show is so perfect for me im obsessed with it#sorry to anyone who deeply loves this episode. but oh my god it comes out of nowhere#it wouldnt have been as weird if they didnt waste so much time in the first half of the episode on nothing#if the montage had more time to breathe i think it could have worked#but the montage is just so so short lol#they really pulled out the umbrella scene music too. you cant emotionally manipulate me ML. you did not earn this emotional moment#i say 'sorry to anyone who loves this episode' as if that doesnt include me#ive watched this episode like 5 times now. it just kills me#the idea of this whole scene is fine but its so fast!!!!#just cut some of the fat from the start of the episode and leave room for the payoff!!!!#also cat noir almost murders someone over this#cat noir has already cataclysmed someone earlier this season. and now hes almost done it again#i pray for a cat noir corruption arc please#not art#reblog
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