#i think theres beauty in the differences
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
me and diluc are opps because i enjoy talk to the moon, writing poetry, reading tarot (among other spiritual practices), and filled with whimsy whereas he is very firmly rooted in the tangible and knowable, is justifiably jaded, and keeps close to himself. and i know for fact if we were in an english class together he'd day that the curtains were just blue whereas i could give a dissertation as to why they aren't.
#signed fawn#opps as in 'enemy' 2 lovers#opps as in we have fundamentally different beliefs and we hate each other a bit for it bc we wish we could have certain aspects of one-#another#idk i like highlighting my differences with my faves#i think theres beauty in the differences
8 notes
·
View notes
Note
Yuuji: Bye, im going to the fire nation!
Sukuna: Not dressed like you aren't.
Proceeds to give Yuuji a boob window in his clothes
ngl anon i took this bit way too seriously n got carried away thinking abt what yuuji's fire nation alternate fit would look like ,, then after figuring it out I thought well now I /have/ to draw air as well ....
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#atla!au: art#atla!au: design#lmhs#answered#anonymous#my sandbox my design i make the rules yuuji hates th air acolyte clothes. i decided bc i didnt like drawing him in them GHSDFH#its in character fr him !! he likes clothing he cn roll n brawl n thrash around in#theres too many layers n folds with those robes th poor boy is gna get tangled :(((((#hes right at home in th fire nation getup tho :D !!#still probably not *exactly* to sukuna's standards but hopefully he appreciates th deep v#its more yuuji coded i think#tho tbh ?? if u take off sukuna's..what even is that a chest piece? pauldrons?? either way if u take those off its just a low cut robe also#sukuna voice u know brat maybe we're not so different u and i#side note i 100% stand by our decision 2 make yuuji a born earthbender but *clenches fist* yuuji in red.............#i love u i miss u#tho in green he gives sakuramochi and i think thats beautiful in its own way
547 notes
·
View notes
Text
are transwomen lying and they dont actually trick straight men into sex because that is a flex to them
or are those men bisexual in denial
or are straight men really so misogynistic and uneducated about female anatomy they think an inverted penis is the same as a vulva and vagine
or have straight men rotten their brains with porn to the point they are attracted to femininity more than women
edit: not about victimblaming - it is not okay to lie about your sex to a sexual partner ever. im just wondering about the how
#polls#i mean if theres a term for the practice it probably happens at least sometimes#i just saw an except from an interview with a transwoman who said he had men eating his genitals for 2 months#without realising#and it made me wonder#because i didnt think he passed that well but also the more#obvious beauty surgeries someone has the less natural it looks the more sexless it looks#but i just cant imagine seeing someone fully naked and having sex and not noticing that something is different?#like how is that possible?#this is not a debate on if its okay or not it obviously is unconsensual and not okay#im just wondering
93 notes
·
View notes
Text
one of my friends is a biologist & i was really amused hearing some of her stories yesterday because they put into context just how believable newt's kaiju drift is as Shit A Biologist Would Do. like my friend has personally met both a guy who got infected with a botfly larva and didn't do anything to remove it (because he just didn't mind), and another guy who identified a tapeworm species by intentionally exposing himself to it (he had it narrowed down to 2 species and needed to know if it was the one that would infect humans) (it was)
#newton geiszler#unscientific aside#drifting with a kaiju is on a whole different level of dangerous. but still.#he's an expert on them. he knew (thought he knew) what he was doing#can also confirm from personal experience that hermann is extremely accurate as a mathematician#like theres a whole range of personalities in mathematics so that part is just 'hes believable as an eccentric academic'#but mathematicians have A Thing about chalkboards#90% of the math profs i had used chalkboards and the 10% who didnt have chalkboards used powerpoint slides#cant remember seeing anyone use dry erase boards except one poor TA who had to fill in one time and was STRUGGLING#well and profs from my non-math classes#also if you ask math people why they like math i think roughly half of them will say something about the beauty of the universe#also his exhausted sigh when pentecost says 'i need more than a prediction' lmao. buddy i have BEEN there#oh and the fact that they have him doing some computer modeling & that he wrote code for the jaegers#extremely overlapping disciplines. i had mandatory computer science courses alongside algebra and stats and all that#& you need to be able to write at least a little code to do the predictive model stuff hes doing#anyway yeah i love them. best eccentric scientists#ask to tag#parasites
37 notes
·
View notes
Text
ok so im still thinking about hadestown but also im thinking about tragedy and why I love tragedies so much. so not to once again talk about hadestown lets be real ill never shut up about it BUT there's a line in the last song:
“to know how it ends and still begin to sing it again, as if it might turn out this time”
THIS right here. its why I love orpheus and eurydice, its why I love jegulus and wolfstar, its why I love so many other stories of characters that are inherently tragedies. because it shows how beautiful love can be, even when it doesn't save you. theres something so !!!! about that. I can't even put it into words.
dont get me wrong I fucking love a happy ending, a story tied up neat and in a little bow, but oof a tragedy? a tragedy? I'm gonna eat that up every time.
#hadestown#orpheus x eurydice#jegulus#tragedy#I dont think ill ever be able to shut up about this!#tragedies hit my heart in such a specific way#its painful and beautiful and I always want it to end up different#but it doesnt#and theres something so beautiful about that too#its why the ending of hadestown hit me so hard and I cried#because they started over#THEY STARTED OVER FROM THE TOP#THEYRE SINGING IT AGAIN#ugh
21 notes
·
View notes
Text
"Seungmin would be SO hot if he got muscle like, can you imagine?" You would be hotter if you shut your mouth but we can't always get what we want so <3
#the amount of times ive seen this exact comment or sentiment over the past 6ish months in particular#truly pissing me off <3#like first things first- hes already handsome so if you dont see that... its fine. we all have different tastes but also be quiet <3#but like we know first hand from him that he isnt particularly interested in the gym and working out#hes not a changbin. its not his thing- he goes to keep up stamina for live shows#and the fact hes been very specific in saying so any time anyone mentions him working out and going to the gym is so like......#its kinda obvious that hes doing a polite 'please dont hassle me about getting bigger' so he makes sure to always go Its For Endurance#and yet i still see this and also. um theres other members who are muscley so why does seungmin also have to follow that route?#like if you want muscle theres people you can go look at... but also half these people cant even identify actual healthy muscle#vs. someone being so skinny that they have no fat on them and somehow think thats real muscle so like lol#its been so specifically the past half a year tho like whats that about why#its really one of those be quiet im so tired#well on the otherhand i was so stressed about my doctors appointment but now annoyance took the worries place so 🤷��️#like its funny how X should lose weight comments are recognised for being shitty but the 'x should totally change his physique' is chill tho#like if seungmin organically of his own accord ever becomes a muscle bro bc /he/ wants that than for sure i'll be like Woo go seungmin !!#but only if he wants it. not the fans being annoying not bc of staff or beauty standards not bc of the other guys
32 notes
·
View notes
Text
Something I've been thinking a lot recently after becoming a lot more social and going out is like. How different people really LOOK in general. Or rather, I've always seen it but I've been noticing it more. Different body types, different faces, different features.... etc. Everyone is so different looking.
There isn't a way you could possibly gauge how "beautiful" someone is because everyone is so different, and everyone's perception and preferences are different. Someone who you could consider extremely handsome could have deep seated self image issues, and someone who looks unremarkable to you might be someone's ideal.
I feel like being online and constantly exposed to the same types of faces, especially the type of people who become popular online due to the appearance, they always have the same set of features, same set of body types. It's not inherently bad, people do gravitate towards them because there's beauty standards that certain people fit. But in general exposure to people who look all similar rots the brain. It rots your self image. It distances you from your own community as well.
It bleeds into how people handle their relationships, it brings prejudice to people just based on their appearance, and it sucks so much to actually like, fully consciously REALIZE. Everyone is worthy of love, no matter how they look like (this includes you btw!! Yeah you!!! <3) no matter what the media says. It sounds like something sooo obvious but it really is something that grows roots in your brain given the chance and is hard to pull out.
Feeling like you're in an arms race against your peers to "score" someone who you could pass for an instagram model, instead of finding someone who you truly connect with. Having to deeply justify your partners and friendships to your family as being worth it, when they don't look like celebrities on TV and just look like regular people. (This has been my personal experience for a long time, but I feel like theres probably more people who have gone through the same)
"What will other people think? What will my family think?" is something constantly on my mind whenever I make any friends, and im only recently realizing that it really does not matter what they do think what matters is one's own happiness.
Not sure where I am going with this post I just wanted to write it out for a few days now and I finally did it <3 have a swag day
#thunderclap#words#i just think people should live without the constant pressure of appearances both your own and your peers. its literally brainrot#everyone everywhere is so different there are a thousand faces a thousand bodies a thousand features theres eight billion people on earth#its so terrible that we are always focused on the same ones and call them beautiful when theres so much to people in general#does this make any fucking sense? god im so tired but im feeling this a lot recently. man..........#my own appearance has been both praised and degraded for years years years and its fucked up my way of perceiving people for my whole life#idk... theres so much nuance to this whole conversation ofc i cant fit it all into one (1) post#like... recently realizing my mom is to blame for like 90% of my body image issues has had me reeling. like hello.#dont get me wrong i love her but damn that family can self project their flaws needlessly on the next generation huh
131 notes
·
View notes
Text
I like to to think mcs who wouldnt fall into the conventionally attractive category getting shooked when multiple demons find them attractive
#and i dont mean in a 'ur scary looking' way#unless thats what the person reading this would want of course#but uk theres kinda a look thats in right now#so what if its different in the devildom?#i would hope they arent constrained to a super strict beauty standard like humans tend to be#like they are more willing to engage with a variety of features#if that makes sense#its kinda like how ud think someone is gorgeous but society says the opposite#so ur definition of attractive is more broad in a sense#but i wanna take that thinking and apply that to a whole country lol#of course everyone still has their own preferences but theyre still very open to other things#like i prefer pancakes over waffles but i still like both of them and sometimes i want waffles more#anyways i think this would be cool u know#like 'wow i never got this much attention before this is almost jarring'#obey me#obey me nightbringer#the idea is interesting and i think it would make sense!#if uve lived long enough i feel like ud be more flexible right?? cause youve had more exposure and experiences to different people#i mean the brothers all liking mc regardless of looks could be good proof#theyre very different in personality but they all still find mc good looking#what i guess im trying to say is that demons in general are more versatile when it comes to looks or something like that#see how i said looks#cause they still be hating on angels and humans#tbh im giving this game more credit than i should#but i think the idea would at least be interesting to consider
54 notes
·
View notes
Text
obsessed with their different reactions to being called starcrossed lovers
#im gonna pretend mattie didnt die and visits them sometimes back in toronto#it's such a cute dynamic they have#the two evil (affectionate) sisters who just loving teasing laura#also one of my favourite things abt this show is the choreographing they do for the static camera#i bet it's so annoying to have to think about but i love watching them all move so coordinatedly through the frame#somehow still making it look natural#also i know laura is the storyteller one and i dont really know enough abt romanticism to make any definitive claims abt carmilla#but having scrolled her blog a bit to figure out her tastes in music and art#i wonder if theres a part of carmilla that kind of enjoys being starcrossed. or doomed in a sense#or maybe she that she wouldnt have CHOSEN this story necessarily but that she has resigned herself to it#on account of her vampire nature#and sees a certain beauty in it#that all her romances are doomed#idk. im still figuring her out#also im reinterpreting that exchange mattie and carmilla have in this scene#carmilla calls mattie a utilitarian which is probably right#mattie then callls her a nihilist and carmilla corrects that to existentialist#and mattie says absurdist at best#but those arent designations like back and forth as i had read it before#it's just carmillas philosophy theyre arguing about. i THINK. or maybe it's both of them#putting a pin in that until ive read more books#also kind of obsessed with how laura and danny and maybe the other humans are so quick to ascribe a morality to the vampires#based just on the 'shes a vampire!!' while obviously by necessity the vampires have spent wayyyyyyyyyy more time thinking abt their ethics#or maybe not by necessity for all of them but to mattie and carmilla it definitely seems like a necessity. or inevitability#they mustve spent countless hours over the centuries talking abt this if they can joke abt it in this way now#and in different states too like i can imagine distraught Im A Monster type conversations but also just sort of academic debates and also#carmilla reading some new book that has come out and mattie being like what newfangled thing are you into now#i guess utilitarianism was also newfangled at some point. theyre both older. but you know#carmilla is a poet. dont know if she writes poetry but she looks at things in a poet's way i think#also dont think shes entirely a romantic but i do think some of her tastes lean more toward the romantic
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
Oh uhm well shit
I mightve accidentally gotten too silly and
ever so slightly based some small things about pa/gh! Jane/Penny on AM from IHNMAIMS
#watermelons talks#LISTEN I KNOW HOW FUCKING TERRIBLE AM IS BUT. I FIND EM SO INTRIGUING LIKE. OH MY GOD????#im slowly getting into IHNMAIMS send help AM is so. genuinely intriguing to me#paranormal activity/ghost hunting au rtc#paranormal activity/ghost hunting au legoland#PARANORMAL ACTIVITY AU#ride the cyclone#rtc#theres a. specific line i think about a lot#“Because in all this. wonderful. beautiful. miraculous world. I. alone. had no BODY. no SENSES. no FEELINGS. I. was MACHINE—#—AND YOU. were flesh.“#GGOODDD IT HITS SO FUCKING DIFFERENT IM NOT NORMALLLLLL#ride the cyclone musical#jane doe ride the cyclone#legoland#legoland play#penny lamb#penny lamb ride the cyclone#jane doe rtc#the inspo is moreso like. the hatred she has for a specific character.#yeah shes. still technically human. but all she can feel(physically) is agony#she heavily struggles with processing & identifying her own emotions. she doesnt remember her life#nor what being truly human felt like#and so. she hates said character. she cant be truly human because of them.#m an :(
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
so i read cyrano today. here's some parts i thought were funny in/out of context
cyrano's debut comes with bullying an actor he doesn't like offstage. two acts later he sends a band of musicians after him just to get them off his hands. he also tells them to tell this actor he sent them
and, of course, marmaladegate
#anyway i love cyrano lol#ive seen two different theater productions of it but this is the first time ive read it#anyway. ow. sad. but it's also very beautiful to me#cyrano#cyrano de bergerac#i didnt feel like taking pics of all the space travel methods but those were good. im fond of the magnet most of all i think#theres also bits like where he tells montfleury he's a full moon and after three claps he should eclipse himself#like if you're gonna be fatphobic at least be clever about it yk#plus i think it says more about cyrano's projection of his insecurities than anything else. kinda central idea to the play#i have no idea if these are funny out of context. it's a funny show though. i think seeing it really drives home the humor#kinda like seeing vs reading shakespeare. seeing the actors really breathes life into it#EDIT I FORGOT THE oh wait. an hour? psh PART THATS ONE OF MY FAVORITES. theyre so real for that tbh
41 notes
·
View notes
Text
Traje de luces are seriously peak design, they will literally never get old for me. Every once in a while I'll go on a hunt for more matador pics, and I feel like my art isn't even brushing the surface. Just the amount of poses, colors, situations I could draw is so endless WAUGH
Sometimes they're truly the only thing I want to draw :,) I want to live in a parallel universe where all our f1 boys are bullfighters instead
#my AUs are actually just me wanting to draw different clothes WHO KNEW#i mean yeah i write lore but 🥱#though its funny bcs i do really love racesuits but god i really have no interest in drawing them#on the other hand: 18th century fashion. traje de luces. hussars. IM EATING THEM !!!!!!!!!!#im looking at pics of this one famous matador and like. hes not that attractive objectively but god he looks so hot as a matador#and hes an older guy but im looking at these pics like MAN MY ART WILL NEVER BE THIS GOOD#like I feel like nothing i draw will ever be enough nothing will ever fufill the urge in me ig#and i make up my own poses a lot but then i look at actual matador pics and god theyre just so fucking good its insane#and i keep seeing new traje de luces like new colors and designs and man truly the best costume ever designed#just the fact that they can wear a beautiful peachy pink color and it still looks so good even soaked in blood#yeah idk i think i feel this way w all my AUs#no matter how muvh i draw i still never feel satisifed or fufilled#I NEED TO EAT THEM.#maybe ill reblog w some pics i downloaded lol they make me insane#lol just saying this cause theres other things i reslly should be working on#but im constantly like matador go brrrrrrrrr#especially since my last one got a lot of notes 🤭🤭#catie.rambling.txt
7 notes
·
View notes
Note
Discussion was a few days ago (I'm late to the party), but can verify: Zhongchi in Youn's style is highest quality! The most beautiful of this entire website, definitely worth digging down to it and indulging in it (shame that only limited amount of it now, but everybody better respect Youn's choice or you bouta catch these hands!)
Youn's style is prettiest style, full vibes, very feeling, best content <3 <3
i wouldnt say its highest quality or the most beautiful. thank you for thinking so tho, and that you like those
if no one minds can we just move on with this topic......ppl constantly bringing up zc and how they like this stuff and praise it and miss it or anything kinda feels like im disappointing with the things i currently draw and that make me happy and bring me life (which is silly bc i only draw what i like and want and not what others want or expect me to do so i shouldnt think about this disappointment thing but uknow)
if anyone misses zc, i rlly suggest looking for zc artist to follow and not me bc i def dont want to draw them anytime soon
ever since i draw hkvthm i feel joy in drawing again and actually like how my art turns out; im flooded with too many ideas even and also love using colors (which stressed me out before) even my friends pointed out the change in my hkvthm doodles, that you can see and feel how much i love and enjoy what i do
before that i had too may art blocks and no motivation. just thinking about zc makes me feel the mood i was in at the end of it. endlessly tired and no motivation or energy. constantly forcing myself to draw smth, anything. thats not how you should do art. thats why i dont want to draw them anymore and there wont be any zc of me in the next time.
saying this directly so ppl will understand, is not directed at you. its in general.
#im glad you guys like my zc stuff but pls can we stop bringing them up#you might not push me saying it directly or even intending it but this kinda feels like theres an underlying#'so beautiful and pretty and amazing-- saying this in hopes it makes u want to draw them again soon'#which is prob just my brain being stupid but if different ppl keep saying this now it kinda does feel like that#anw thankyou you like them sm and think of it as pretty etc i dont wanna come off as ungrateful#its just a little bit too much about art and ship i feel tired about and want to move away from for a while#sorry and hope no one is upset or smth wasnt my intention#i just rlly need to voice my general displeasure everytime i see their name pop up in my inbox#reply#tbd
27 notes
·
View notes
Text
LOOK WHAT I MADE
#honestly all lino is is attentiveness and regularly feeding your tools and plate with blood#theres a bit of fuzz on the right one but i think its beautiful because it tells you where she came from#i fully believe in the 'if something is perfect demons get trapped in there' thing from knitting about EVERY creation#theyre on different paper which is a shame i would have mounted them together if they were the same#mum will get the one on the right eventually#i almost think framing them will make them worse#i love soft edges
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
this need for approval is a fucking disease it is absolutely mind boggling that i need feedback on what i say & post or my mind decides everyone takes a look at it & goes yep here goes this annoying freak again talking about his annoying freak things. & im not even like that with everyone. it literally does not fucking matter oh my goddd grow UP! im normal now. i understand my minds machinations. misto is nodding in approval at me
#i do not have this kind of insecurity with anyone in bitches. it is baffling that im letting it get such power on me elsewhere#i know its because of the difference in familiarity & like. knowing bitches much longer. & the fact we are from the same community#it is definitely a trust issue in this case but there isnt really a fix for it. except trying to get closer to everyone i guess?#but that would feel forced. i mean i love making friends & i love having close friends & i do not like feeling like this#but im also not gonna force friendships just so i can stop being insecure. its ridiculous conceptually#not that i have beef with anybody of course. just not sure anybody would care to get closer to me atm#considering what people have seen of me i would very much understand the opposite. not in a self conscious way#though that would be quite the opposite of how i personallt would react probably... my complexes#apologies for ruminating on my thought process in front of tha whole world to see but admittedly u did not have to read it.#i suppose ive gotten worries waap was mad at me in recent ish times but the thing w waap is that if theres an issue ill know#& like. waap & i are like two peas in a pod like they say... its presence makes me overall more comfortable & safe#damn. does it realise how important it is to me. emotional break im tearing up thinking about it fuckkk i love my friends#bahhhh okay anyway... i love my bitches. my god. ppl complain about that server's channel system#but its my beautiful maze where my beautiful friends are... & i can trust them so so much i have a channel for being a hater...#fukkkkckkck did i woke up sappy as fuck what is going ONNNN ahhhh i love mynfriedns collapses to my kenes#IS IT SO BAD TO WANT MORE FRIENDS TO LOVE JUST AS MUCH!!!! & TO TRUST AS MUCH!!
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
oh i saw a dove for maybe the first time the other day so that was pretty cool :] was looking out the window on the bus and there was a dove resting on a windowsill of a building we drove by and i went !!!! but didnt have anyone around me to point it out to :[
#idk if ppl would be excited abt seeing a dove anyways#or at least. i think it was a dove. it was a white pigeon so i ... am pretty sure those are doves?#tried to look up if theres any actual difference btwn doves and pigeons and the websites were not giving me a straight answer#''they arent different zoologically speaking but one is dirty and yucky and the other is beautiful and graceful'' hitting u w a big hammer#PIGEONS ARE NOT DIRTY AND GROSS THEY ARE WONDERFUL AND NEGLECTED#i am on team pigeon forever and ever even if their cooing drives me batty when i am around them for too long#the same would happen w doves. i think pigeons are more interesting to look at so maybe i like them more than doves.#shaking my fist at society. you absolute fools. pigeons are so smart and wonderful and yall abandoned them :[#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
6 notes
·
View notes