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a late celebration to them reaching 1000 subs (theyre at 3.3k now lmao)
#oriondraw#dooblenauts#art#illustration#artists on tumblr#vtuber#vtubers#vtuber art#vtuber fanart#eve orion#vega orion#my art#what else do i tag im going insane#this didnt take as long as i expected to finish#am i getting quicker with drawing??? me??? idk i had fun though#fuck drawing hands though that shit drove me nuts#also streamed drawing this on youtube#i think that helped me stay focused#idk its fun to draw on stream. its a nice chill vibe with spotify ads sometimes#ANYWAY i need to figure out what to work on now#i have such a backlog of things i want to draw
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i think im in too deep w charmander duo. bc i was thinking abt how flame thinks very little abt bans, and how theres a genuine possibility he helps the Guardians ban people not even bc he thinks bans should matter, but just like for fun bc he doesnt think of it that seriously. which led me to thinking "wait but pangi could help him change his mind ^-^" nd now im just thinking of an au where pangi does Just That .
#lifesteal spoilers#charmander duo#pangi#flamefrags#i gen think only losing mane or pangi could help change his perspective tbh#i don't see pangi doing this realistically but that's why its an au :D#bc to me in this au its like worst case scenario of flame banning more than just already banned players#maybe not at the end of s6 but approaching the end#so thats why i think pangi would be more okay banning himself to help flame see things differently#i think hes aware zam and derap seperately will Not let him stay banned too bc zam is zam#and derap would stop at nothing to revive pangi like theyre buddies!!#but he would at least say he wont come back to emphasize how permanent it is and how no matter who is banned#it will matter to at least one person. itll impact SOMEONE. just like pangi is intending for his own life to matter to flame#tho if pangi did ban himself i think itd upset zam and derap a lot ToT#like esp if its for the guy whos been banning other people. even if it does change flame its like#itd feel like a loss nonetheless for the team intent on keeping everyone alive#esp bc its someone derap actually cares abt#sry idk if zam cares abt pangi like that which is why im focusing on cringe and charmanders#LOL#ik empires are a thing but zams way of treating pangi def doesnt show his care tbh#like the only people who actually seem to value pangi on ls is derap and flame#and even they would never choose him first#but they care enough that I think pangi being banned would impact them the most#sorry for angst posting on christmas#it might happen again#later#it depends. im in a Mood.#n e ways! im gonna nap before my social obligations ^-^
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30 second MS Paint self portrait but my director pointed out that i always start every meeting doing this and said that my energy is admirable and something to aspire towards. and i'm documenting this because i genuinely think a part of my brain is subconsciously being influenced by HIM
#horrible angle for the screenshot but it gets the point across#which. it is really funny they never really reanimated this intro beyond giving it color#i mean they do reanimate it for the 1938 season and onward because the previous iteration is scary. scary Porky. but i've always been so#focused on how the voice stayed the same that i never realized just how primitive the animation#particularly the motion is in itself#the ending pose which is the most memorable is fine but the actual motion.. the perspective is all wrong the effects are rudimentary#the drawings are spaced way too evenly and there are too many it feels stiff and floaty#and i mean i'm not knocking it but i'm saying this mroeso because it's fascinating#you can tell they were still learning and traversing this very new medium of animation#and the standard of animation rose so drastically throughout the years it's very funny they kept this 1937-1938 era animation tacked onto#the end of every LT (not Merrie Melody) up to mid 1946 or so which is such a drastically different landscape#i think the switch to color helped make it look fresher and newer but it is amusing to me seeing how primitive the animation is in comparis#n. anyway.
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GT Writing/Reading Question
Ive been writing GT stories for some time now, and reading them for much much longer, so I'm curious what the consensus of this topic is (my opinion and reasons in the tags if you're curious)
#Opinions ahead!!!#don't read until you answer the question#i dont want to influence your answer!#okay#personally i don't really include to many details when writing gt stories#or any story really for that matter#I rather focus on the interactions and showing what is happening#instead of focusing on the ways the characters hair flows in the cold spring wind#or the way the trees were wet with dew after the light downpour of the afternoon#I still include details when i feel they are necessary and HELP to further the experience#but i feel that a lot of the time these details are just fluff#and not the good kind#the kind that slows down pacing and makes it harder to stay focused#this is obviously my personal opinion but unless a GT story is truly truly captivating me i usually will skip over the super fine details#I often find myself skipping around to the dialogue of the story#I think details that describe the setting and like situation are totally fine and ADD to the story#and I love it then but i feel a lot of times it is just wasting the readers time#I don't wanna waste yalls time i want you to enjoy my story to the fullest#soooo yeah#I like detail but using it sparingly is a virtue IMO#very curious about the general consensus because i feel like this is an unpopular opinion on GT tumblr
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I have now had 3 days at the new, smaller group at the workshop, and I planned on keeping a low profile, because being treated as some kind of crochet prodigy feels fucking WEIRD. It didn't work, because apparently I'm unable to hide the fact that I crochet at lightning speed without looking at my work, which is the point where people start to pay attention to things I have around me and notice my backpack and crossbody bag and other stuff.
I am again the crochet prodigy of the group.
The upside is that I get to craft whatever I want, because who's going to tell someone who crochets backpacks and cardigans to make potholders? Not the counselors at my workshop :D
#diaryposting#at this rate I will earn back my phone using privileges before February#technically you're not allowed to use headphones or phones during working hours#I have permission for headphones bc of noise sensitivity but I'm still not allowed to watch videos :<#but I think I may get that privilege back once the counselors realize that it really does help me stay focused
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Ive been thinking about writing something for seojun from true beauty but i need to focus on what i got rn… idek if anyone would even be interested in it😭
#nonenoticedmvo#true beauty#han seojun#x male reader#please help me i cant stay focused on one thing for more than one minute#i need to work on what i have rn but i keep thinking about seojun idk why bro…
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bahhhh okay sorry 2 make it CALLIST0 tuesday 2 weeks in a row instead of CALLIST0 monday but this update is just ending up longer/more involved than i expected and i'm not getting the panels done tonight!! 😵 it's underway tho and i'm stoked
#i do think updating once a week works better than sporadically so far tho. for sure#it helps me stay focused too rather than getting carried away and working feverishly on the quest (at the expense of other stuff)-#bc when i get the itch later in the week i can gently remind myself i already did it and the plan is to wait til next week to go again#it's gonna make the plot move way way slower but i think it makes things way more sustainable in the long run :D
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I need to draw my rook bc I actually do have some ideas for them I just. Have NOT been in a creating mood idk I'm so tired... Aoughgggh
#crow rambles#i want to write and i want to draw and i want to do a million things and i am doing NONE of them...#insane... crazy even...#like. i have several fic ideas i wanna write (nothing new there) but i am not writing them#i. well i dont have any art ideas now but i WANNA draw but ohh. hard :(#i think i may be having a little creative burnout... give me like four days ill be back on my game#i can never stay away from art for too long. i get itchy if i dont draw for a few days#longest ive went without drawing in the past like. decade. has been a week and that was when i got covid#my ass can NOT put the pencil down#i do want to get some of my rook ideas into fic bc i think it may help me flesh them out a little bit#while i do have a lot of criticisms of dav i kinda wanna stop focusing on them so much#bc i KNOW ive been posting about them alot on here#and while i don't think the game SHOULDNT be criticized (it definitely should) i dont want to be solely negative on it#bc i actually did have fun playing it#and i want to reflect it in my posts lmao#however. i love bitching. i am so good at bitching#its a competitive sport and im winning. top tier bitcher thats me#idk i should probably replay the game bc its always easier to make a protagonist for a dragon age game once you know the plot#but also i want to finish my dao replay... and replay da2... and finish my dai replay i never finished lmao#im at the landsmeet in dao so it shouldnt be much longer. i plan on skipping the golems dlc this go round bc i dont really like it and it#doesnt add very much to the plot imo. everytime i play it i get pissy over the harvester. fucking AWFUL boss#tried killing it on hard mode. once. i am never doing that shit again i HATEEEE that stupid thing#<- by landsmeet i meant i am doing the denerim quests right before the landsmeet. im just before the whole 'anora got locked up' thing#am NOT looking forward to the alienage... idk i really want go get to witch hunt 😭😭
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For the love of all things beyond human comprehension can someone please please just tell me what is wrong with my brain and why I act and think like this and why nobody has ever thought I’m normal except when they’re trying to deny that there’s something wrong
#cyberr speaks#vent#rant#brain#there is something wrong with me#✨psychologically✨#and I need help that I will never get#gods I just want to know what it is#I’m so tired of always playing this guessing game#of#‘is my inability to keep my room tidy just laziness or a mental block of some kind’#of ‘why can’t I just stay focused for one second’#of ‘oh hell I just zoned out’#of ‘I’ve been surpressing this thing for so long that I no longer know if it’s a real thing i experience#or if I’m just making it up’#of ‘is this a melt down or I’m really just that weak as to cry all the time’#of ‘why am#getting these thoughts. they’re not me’#of ‘why aren’t I like them. why don’t people like me. why can’t I just act like them. why do they think I’m weird. what’s wrong with me’#what’s wrong with me#always the same question#over and over and over and over#and over#again
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Remembered I have an Eyebrow Wound rn and honestly. Hfkshfks I have a doctors appointment tomorrow and I hope they don't comment on it 😭😭😭 like pay no attention to the gash on my eyebrow or my slightly raw nose. Don't even worry about it.
#speculation nation#nose thing is. well. my dermatillomania has been acting up this past week.#i think it's starting to calm down at least 🤔 but my nose skin is a Little Bit Raw still.#oh well. im actually not entirely sure what to say at the appointment. bc it's about the adhd meds#whether i stay on this dosage or adjust it or switch to something else entirely.#like my side effects have gone down a lot. outside of that one bad headache event last week it's been Fine ??#honestly i barely feel it now. which. is kind of also a concern.#like theres maybe a slight brain squeeze but otherwise i dont know if it really has helped me with focusing.#certainly hasnt helped me with my executive dysfunction. but idk if a different medication Would help with that.#i guess itll be a conversation to have with the psychiatrist tomorrow. hopefully she can help me figure it out.
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I highly suggest writing fanfic on the clock it’s great
#I’ve already got a fair bit written#I think it helps that I can’t really go anywhere lmao#I have to stand here the whole time and it helps me stay focused on my writing
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#when will i stop staying awake for 30+ hours at a time i am surely causing irreparable damage to my brain#i say this like it's a choice the reality is i blink and whole days have passed when my dissociation is especially bad#i feel so far from everything it all feels wrong and unfamiliar then again that feeling itself is familiar#might put on that james spader audiobook on low volume (low enough volume that i don't start focusing on his voice and keeping myself awake#in the process......)#maybe that'll help maybe it'll make it worse#i have a habit when listening to it where i'll hear him say a certain thing and think i Have to write down a timestamp to go back#to it haha#and that would keep me awake#i almost started a fire earlier accidentally while testing out one of those big ol tv's from the aforementioned (like a month ago) moldy#house down the street#the second i switched the power on it started popping and zapping at me and i swear i smelled smoke so i panicked and unplugged#it and lugged it outside and now i'm paranoid that somehow a slowly burning internal fire will start while i am asleep and spread from the#porch to the house. i mean not Start but Continue. if there is one to continue somewhere in there.......#it's a solemn life i lead#i need to try to sleep now. so i can wake up#so on and so forth#i need to purchase a fire extinguisher.
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i need to draw more secretsweets stuff....
#i haven't really talked about saguaro and katy's clubroom interaction bc i've been focusing on kieflo#but oh my god it drove me up the freaking wall#katy calling him her favorite customer and talking about his freaking muscles nearly killed me#i know she was trying to convince him to help her out at the bakery but i also like to think she was flirting too#they're very cute to me....#i'd stay to draw them but i need to sleep...#mj.txt#sv dlc spoilers#indigo disk spoilers
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It's funny cause for the most part of the game, I didn't really care about people's criticisms of Engage's writing and thought they were just mad the story was straightforward and didn't try to be overly complex... But now that I'm (finally) reaching the endgame, there's a loooot of weird plotholes that 3H would be jealous of lol.
#i think that what bothers me the most is the fact that we don't know how elyos really works#because with a few exceptions the supports don't really go into it#and the paralogues focusing on the emblems and fanservice references to the older games is a huuuuuge missed opportunity#my experience has still been overall positive but the cracks are definitely showing lmao#thinking thoughts#to be fair i do love how unlike 3h we do actually get to see the four nations have their own identity and explore them after a battle#because BOY was 3H lacking in that aspect just because they wanted to sell you a red herring#but there's telling and not showing. and there's showing and not telling. and one isn't necessarily better than the other#i need a bit of both you know#3h doesn't wanna delve too much into the intricacies of each country because the second it would do so#the whole ''da church controls errything'' red herring would fall apart and the devs really don't want that#so we gotta stay in the monastery at all times and since the monastery is in the very small chunk of land the church DOES control#it helps to keep you in the dark about how things really work#even though the storytelling makes it clear the central church barely controls anything and only intervenes when ASKED#meanwhile elyos really really shows you each kingdom with detail when it comes to aesthetics and culture. which is neat!#but we know little to nothing else even though they keep hinting that the kingdoms each work differently#and we know even LESS about lythos which bothers me the most!#and none of this would bother me at all if we didn't have stuff like the brodia/elusia conflicts in the background#or the existence of a fell dragon religion. or fucking gradlon. or the many dragon races. or kagetsu being a prince#or lumera suddenly having a child and everyone going along with it etc
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anyway thinking back to riley though. she was done incredibly dirty by the writers in a lot of ways. like i know we discussed at length the 'maya became riley' storyline (which.... another day) but we don't discuss how they belittled riley so, so much and never offered her a chance to grow in the eyes of those around her. her parents weren't even good parents to her lmao and a lot of their dismissive nature is brushed off for gags and giggles which is crazy. peak riley moments that come to mind were her in girl meets stem. in stem she's the brilliant riley who's top of the class right next to farkle and we can see why. she's brave, loud, proud, and refuses to be belittled and i needed more of that. anyway fuck you michael jacobs
#see everyone coddled riley so much that when she finally went out into the world and didn't immediately shed the persona she crafted during#that time she was insufferable and as lucas would say 'too much'#the world was sunshine and rainbows and no one allowed her to think otherwise because they had a whole thing to stunt her growth!!!!#you're telling me a caring and intelligent person would be like that? she wasn't even topanga weird at times it was just like get a grip!#a lot of the lessons she kept learning were things she'd already learned and it was o#nvm season 3 lowkey being a mess with storylines left and right cause they made up so much and allowed that damned triangle to consume the#show#realistically with their friendship maya and riley would've ditched the triangle AGES ago and focused on something else#it'd be a long time before they'd address it again and by that point their feelings for him would've either grown or faded which would've#been a great indicator because maya and riley would not have let themselves do that!!1#topanga should not have allowed her daughter (and riley bc it's a joke to even call riley topanga's daughter at this point) to be in that#situation for as long as she was! feelings are complicated but hello your daughter's pride and feelings shouldn't be messed with like that#and it clearly negatively influenced everyone involved or not so what did we end up with!! they were to cocky and thought they would get s4#which would've helped them continue to flatten the triangle discourse as they had attempted those last few episodes#and instead we're left with an ambiguous and unsatisfying ending#and riley not growing much at all!!!!!!!!!!#i'm screaming!!!!#realistically we would've seen riley try to rise and stay on top right with smackle and farkle but we didn't and ugh#tag: i speakth
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hi clari! this is so random but what about screenwriting and film in particular draw u to it? i always found it so interesting how people develop interests and how for some those change frequently and others not so much
feel free to ignore this lol
hi anon! (´∀`)♡ oooh good question! well my first love has always been literature—i read (and wrote!) like a maniac as a kid—so i always consider film (and screenwriting) my second love. i developed my love for film when i was 15 years old, in my high school film class! idk it’s hard to pinpoint exactly what draws me towards film because i love every single aspect of it, but i think one of the big reasons i love it is because it combines multiple art forms (same can be argued for video games! and theatre to a lesser extent); writing, photography (cinematography; framing, shot scale, camera movement, camera angle, blocking, lenses, etc), acting, music, illustration if it’s an animated film, editing in and of itself is an art (the shots + takes chosen, the way they are specifically arranged, the duration of them, the transitions, the colour grading and colour correcting—all of this helps convey meaning in a particular way decided upon by the editor + the director), fashion + costume design, set design, etc etc the list goes on. and it all comes together in this beautiful way to not only create something new, but something that is such a collaborative art piece. you can technically make a film on your own, obv, especially if it’s an art or avant-garde film, but it’s quite hard to make a fully narrative film entirely on your own. you need other people and you need other people with expertise in all areas of art, and i think it’s so beautiful that these people will come together to create something! film in and of itself is a celebration of art in general, of art in all forms and types.
more specifically, i like screenwriting as a mode of storytelling because it more often than not focuses on the characters (character driven stories are my favourite type of stories); the characters tell us SO much even if the story is more plot driven than character driven, and the show don’t tell rule is heavy heavy heavy in film + screenwriting, especially since it’s a visual art. when you write for film, you are using almost solely dialogue (a few actions and directions but 90% or so is dialogue unless u write like wes anderson) to convey a story. that’s fucking hard, but it’s so rewarding when you get it right.
#i wish i could find the lil story i wrote about four ducks for my third grade EQAO test and share it with u guys LMAO#so we could giggle sweetly abt my third grade writing#BUT ANYWAY#that’s why i love film!! or one of the reasons#it’s so special to me as an art and i do not at all regret getting a degree in it#i think it’s helped me as an artist and a writer immensely#one day i hope to maaaybe work in film but atm in my city were more focused on television and i don’t care much for that#(writing for television and writing for film is different as television is episodic)#(because you have to have a narrative for each episode while also being able to connect an overarching narrative throughout the entire thing#hope this answers ur question anon!!! <333#stay safe n drink water n have a lovely day <3#inky.bb#clari gets mail
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