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radlegowaffle · 8 months ago

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a late celebration to them reaching 1000 subs (theyre at 3.3k now lmao)

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mcytegg · 28 days ago

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i think im in too deep w charmander duo. bc i was thinking abt how flame thinks very little abt bans, and how theres a genuine possibility he helps the Guardians ban people not even bc he thinks bans should matter, but just like for fun bc he doesnt think of it that seriously. which led me to thinking "wait but pangi could help him change his mind ^-^" nd now im just thinking of an au where pangi does Just That .

#lifesteal spoilers #charmander duo #pangi #flamefrags #i gen think only losing mane or pangi could help change his perspective tbh #i don't see pangi doing this realistically but that's why its an au :D #bc to me in this au its like worst case scenario of flame banning more than just already banned players #maybe not at the end of s6 but approaching the end #so thats why i think pangi would be more okay banning himself to help flame see things differently #i think hes aware zam and derap seperately will Not let him stay banned too bc zam is zam #and derap would stop at nothing to revive pangi like theyre buddies!!#but he would at least say he wont come back to emphasize how permanent it is and how no matter who is banned #it will matter to at least one person. itll impact SOMEONE. just like pangi is intending for his own life to matter to flame #tho if pangi did ban himself i think itd upset zam and derap a lot ToT #like esp if its for the guy whos been banning other people. even if it does change flame its like #itd feel like a loss nonetheless for the team intent on keeping everyone alive #esp bc its someone derap actually cares abt #sry idk if zam cares abt pangi like that which is why im focusing on cringe and charmanders #LOL #ik empires are a thing but zams way of treating pangi def doesnt show his care tbh #like the only people who actually seem to value pangi on ls is derap and flame #and even they would never choose him first #but they care enough that I think pangi being banned would impact them the most #sorry for angst posting on christmas #it might happen again #later #it depends. im in a Mood.#n e ways! im gonna nap before my social obligations ^-^

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ducktracy · 4 months ago

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30 second MS Paint self portrait but my director pointed out that i always start every meeting doing this and said that my energy is admirable and something to aspire towards. and i'm documenting this because i genuinely think a part of my brain is subconsciously being influenced by HIM

#horrible angle for the screenshot but it gets the point across #which. it is really funny they never really reanimated this intro beyond giving it color #i mean they do reanimate it for the 1938 season and onward because the previous iteration is scary. scary Porky. but i've always been so #focused on how the voice stayed the same that i never realized just how primitive the animation #particularly the motion is in itself #the ending pose which is the most memorable is fine but the actual motion.. the perspective is all wrong the effects are rudimentary #the drawings are spaced way too evenly and there are too many it feels stiff and floaty #and i mean i'm not knocking it but i'm saying this mroeso because it's fascinating #you can tell they were still learning and traversing this very new medium of animation #and the standard of animation rose so drastically throughout the years it's very funny they kept this 1937-1938 era animation tacked onto #the end of every LT (not Merrie Melody) up to mid 1946 or so which is such a drastically different landscape #i think the switch to color helped make it look fresher and newer but it is amusing to me seeing how primitive the animation is in comparis #n. anyway.

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gt-daboss · 1 year ago

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GT Writing/Reading Question

Ive been writing GT stories for some time now, and reading them for much much longer, so I'm curious what the consensus of this topic is (my opinion and reasons in the tags if you're curious)

#Opinions ahead!!!#don't read until you answer the question #i dont want to influence your answer!#okay #personally i don't really include to many details when writing gt stories #or any story really for that matter #I rather focus on the interactions and showing what is happening #instead of focusing on the ways the characters hair flows in the cold spring wind #or the way the trees were wet with dew after the light downpour of the afternoon #I still include details when i feel they are necessary and HELP to further the experience #but i feel that a lot of the time these details are just fluff #and not the good kind #the kind that slows down pacing and makes it harder to stay focused #this is obviously my personal opinion but unless a GT story is truly truly captivating me i usually will skip over the super fine details #I often find myself skipping around to the dialogue of the story #I think details that describe the setting and like situation are totally fine and ADD to the story #and I love it then but i feel a lot of times it is just wasting the readers time #I don't wanna waste yalls time i want you to enjoy my story to the fullest #soooo yeah #I like detail but using it sparingly is a virtue IMO #very curious about the general consensus because i feel like this is an unpopular opinion on GT tumblr

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fennopunk · 1 month ago

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I have now had 3 days at the new, smaller group at the workshop, and I planned on keeping a low profile, because being treated as some kind of crochet prodigy feels fucking WEIRD. It didn't work, because apparently I'm unable to hide the fact that I crochet at lightning speed without looking at my work, which is the point where people start to pay attention to things I have around me and notice my backpack and crossbody bag and other stuff.

I am again the crochet prodigy of the group.

The upside is that I get to craft whatever I want, because who's going to tell someone who crochets backpacks and cardigans to make potholders? Not the counselors at my workshop :D

#diaryposting #at this rate I will earn back my phone using privileges before February #technically you're not allowed to use headphones or phones during working hours #I have permission for headphones bc of noise sensitivity but I'm still not allowed to watch videos :<#but I think I may get that privilege back once the counselors realize that it really does help me stay focused

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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months ago

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hey um not to be parasociall but how did the meeting with your advisor go???? also would it be possible for you to switch advisors/program or something so you can change your research interests if that's the issue? Im a doctoral student as well so I get how tricky that stuff can be depending on your program.... Anyway I hope things better for you xoxo

Lol, ur fine! It went alright

#basically i just told him ive been paralyzed from working on my project out of fear from what happened when i had a breakdown in april #which is true but is still an incomplete picture of whats happening. and he was like yeah thats understandable. let me kno what i can do to #help. so that was good. tho he did look a bit deer in headlights lol #and ive started reading project relevant papers again and i understand what theyre saying which is good #i feel like im behind where i should b but im also like: ok right i do actually think this is interesting. evolution is sick as fuck #but i wouldnt want to switch advisors bc hes like one of 2 bacteria ppl in the department #i would have to go to a different school to do what i want with eps. either like a industry focused lab interested in slime as #like a thickener. which sounds boring. or go back to my old boss who is desert ecology focused #its just a matter of: do i really want to b an Evolutionary microbiologist? a very academic job? or do i want a job that's just a job?#and like maybe to stay with cyanos i would have to leave and then go back to school to focus on toxic algal blooms #then i could probably get water quality jobs. but like would that b fulfilling? idk. it just sucks #bc i fit in so well with my lab interest wise. its just a matter of whether or not i want my Job to b my whole life #unrelated

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idiotsonlyevent · 1 year ago

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reiju's situation is awful, but i think it gets even worse when you realize that in fascist states, not only are women generally deemed lesser than men, but also the role of women is primary to be child-bearers and caretakers. germa...... doesn't need that due to its cloning technology.

so, not only does reiju's name have レイ rei 'zero' in it, so she literally Doesn't Count! not only is she not first in line for the throne, because judge has three other sons! but the only position she would normally be allowed to occupy(?) in society is useless, bordering on non-existent. like her only option is to keep doing what she's doing as a mercenary/soldier. at any point, judge could decide he needs her as a political pawn, or even worse: another source for genetic experiments (or both! at once!) and she Cannot Say No

#like no wonder she decided she needs to protect herself above everything because thats fucking horrific #once again: i hate judge!!! im going to beat him to death with a baseball bat!!!!! a metal pipe!!! a comically large hammer!!!!#i need sanji to stay away from his sibling but can someone else help them please.#on one hand i think this draft is stronger if it focuses on both ichiji and reiju and allows their specific issues to play off each other #in a way that makes it more targeted. on the other hand. i REALLY dont want it to read like im using reiju to prop up ichiji #like i think someone should kill me for real if that happens #L.txt #L.wip #one piece #vinsmokes

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iraprince · 1 year ago

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bahhhh okay sorry 2 make it CALLIST0 tuesday 2 weeks in a row instead of CALLIST0 monday but this update is just ending up longer/more involved than i expected and i'm not getting the panels done tonight!! 😵 it's underway tho and i'm stoked

#i do think updating once a week works better than sporadically so far tho. for sure #it helps me stay focused too rather than getting carried away and working feverishly on the quest (at the expense of other stuff)-#bc when i get the itch later in the week i can gently remind myself i already did it and the plan is to wait til next week to go again #it's gonna make the plot move way way slower but i think it makes things way more sustainable in the long run :D

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crows-of-buckets · 2 months ago

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I need to draw my rook bc I actually do have some ideas for them I just. Have NOT been in a creating mood idk I'm so tired... Aoughgggh

#crow rambles #i want to write and i want to draw and i want to do a million things and i am doing NONE of them...#insane... crazy even...#like. i have several fic ideas i wanna write (nothing new there) but i am not writing them #i. well i dont have any art ideas now but i WANNA draw but ohh. hard :(#i think i may be having a little creative burnout... give me like four days ill be back on my game #i can never stay away from art for too long. i get itchy if i dont draw for a few days #longest ive went without drawing in the past like. decade. has been a week and that was when i got covid #my ass can NOT put the pencil down #i do want to get some of my rook ideas into fic bc i think it may help me flesh them out a little bit #while i do have a lot of criticisms of dav i kinda wanna stop focusing on them so much #bc i KNOW ive been posting about them alot on here #and while i don't think the game SHOULDNT be criticized (it definitely should) i dont want to be solely negative on it #bc i actually did have fun playing it #and i want to reflect it in my posts lmao #however. i love bitching. i am so good at bitching #its a competitive sport and im winning. top tier bitcher thats me #idk i should probably replay the game bc its always easier to make a protagonist for a dragon age game once you know the plot #but also i want to finish my dao replay... and replay da2... and finish my dai replay i never finished lmao #im at the landsmeet in dao so it shouldnt be much longer. i plan on skipping the golems dlc this go round bc i dont really like it and it #doesnt add very much to the plot imo. everytime i play it i get pissy over the harvester. fucking AWFUL boss #tried killing it on hard mode. once. i am never doing that shit again i HATEEEE that stupid thing #<- by landsmeet i meant i am doing the denerim quests right before the landsmeet. im just before the whole 'anora got locked up' thing #am NOT looking forward to the alienage... idk i really want go get to witch hunt 😭😭

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cyberr-v0id · 10 months ago

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For the love of all things beyond human comprehension can someone please please just tell me what is wrong with my brain and why I act and think like this and why nobody has ever thought I’m normal except when they’re trying to deny that there’s something wrong

#cyberr speaks #vent #rant #brain #there is something wrong with me #✨psychologically✨#and I need help that I will never get #gods I just want to know what it is #I’m so tired of always playing this guessing game #of #‘is my inability to keep my room tidy just laziness or a mental block of some kind’#of ‘why can’t I just stay focused for one second’#of ‘oh hell I just zoned out’#of ‘I’ve been surpressing this thing for so long that I no longer know if it’s a real thing i experience #or if I’m just making it up’#of ‘is this a melt down or I’m really just that weak as to cry all the time’#of ‘why am #getting these thoughts. they’re not me’#of ‘why aren’t I like them. why don’t people like me. why can’t I just act like them. why do they think I’m weird. what’s wrong with me’#what’s wrong with me #always the same question #over and over and over and over #and over #again

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orcelito · 4 months ago

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Remembered I have an Eyebrow Wound rn and honestly. Hfkshfks I have a doctors appointment tomorrow and I hope they don't comment on it 😭😭😭 like pay no attention to the gash on my eyebrow or my slightly raw nose. Don't even worry about it.

#speculation nation #nose thing is. well. my dermatillomania has been acting up this past week.#i think it's starting to calm down at least 🤔 but my nose skin is a Little Bit Raw still.#oh well. im actually not entirely sure what to say at the appointment. bc it's about the adhd meds #whether i stay on this dosage or adjust it or switch to something else entirely.#like my side effects have gone down a lot. outside of that one bad headache event last week it's been Fine ??#honestly i barely feel it now. which. is kind of also a concern.#like theres maybe a slight brain squeeze but otherwise i dont know if it really has helped me with focusing.#certainly hasnt helped me with my executive dysfunction. but idk if a different medication Would help with that.#i guess itll be a conversation to have with the psychiatrist tomorrow. hopefully she can help me figure it out.

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ilkkawhat · 4 months ago

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Heya! Hope you’re doing okay ❤️

well, i didn't cry today (and more importantly didn't cry at work in front of everybody) so I'm taking that as a sign that things are getting better...I hope 😅

#suuuuuuuuuuper awkward moment when i just started crying yesterday as one of my employees came up to me #(not one of the ones who went to HR)#and she was like 'uhm are you okay' and then i just told her to ask me what she needed to ask me lmao #god i'm just so embarassed that i cried so much this week #esp cause like. i hope it's not some sort of idk defense mechanism?#like did i just start busting out crying cause oh no my boss found out i'm not doing my job so i'm just gonna cry so she doesn't yell at me #or something like that and then keep crying to garner pity #cause that's certainly not my intention at all #i know i fucked up. badly. i'm not donig the job i SHOULD be doing #and was focusing on things i shouldn't focus on...especially like having my techs do their actual jobs #but that's my fault for not laying down the law #for not training them right in the first place for not giving them the proper expectations of what their job entails #but then they're crying that they're overwhelmed which hurts to hear when i see them disappearing just to come back with a cup of coffee #or talking to people across the building when there's no reason for them to be up there #or sitting on their phones while things pile up to be done #and then like my boss is now jumping in and is going to meet with them next week #and inserting herself and two of my other co-workers into the picture to help #which like yeah i need help. a lot of help. but they all have their own jobs #hell there's things my boss does really i should probably be doing #so knowing all of that and again just feeling like a failure at my job makes me feel even worse #like i'm not carrying my weight for the team--i've honestly never felt i have since i became supervisor #i don't think i'm meeting the expectations as a supervisor #as a tech? yeah i was a BEAST and maybe should have never applied for the supervisor job #and i even already told my boss long term career? def not in management for me lol and if i can get out of the supervisor job i will #but i would still want to stay with my boss and co-workers cause we're all trauam bondeded at this point from this workplace #but hey if the worst thing that comes out of this crisis is me getting fired for not doing my job maybe it'll be for the best #..........that's not making me feel any better though

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nonenoticedmvo · 6 months ago

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Ive been thinking about writing something for seojun from true beauty but i need to focus on what i got rn… idek if anyone would even be interested in it😭

#nonenoticedmvo #true beauty #han seojun #x male reader #please help me i cant stay focused on one thing for more than one minute #i need to work on what i have rn but i keep thinking about seojun idk why bro…

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janeway-lover · 7 months ago

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I highly suggest writing fanfic on the clock it’s great

#I’ve already got a fair bit written #I think it helps that I can’t really go anywhere lmao #I have to stand here the whole time and it helps me stay focused on my writing

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eithernich · 10 months ago

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#when will i stop staying awake for 30+ hours at a time i am surely causing irreparable damage to my brain #i say this like it's a choice the reality is i blink and whole days have passed when my dissociation is especially bad #i feel so far from everything it all feels wrong and unfamiliar then again that feeling itself is familiar #might put on that james spader audiobook on low volume (low enough volume that i don't start focusing on his voice and keeping myself awake #in the process......)#maybe that'll help maybe it'll make it worse #i have a habit when listening to it where i'll hear him say a certain thing and think i Have to write down a timestamp to go back #to it haha #and that would keep me awake #i almost started a fire earlier accidentally while testing out one of those big ol tv's from the aforementioned (like a month ago) moldy #house down the street #the second i switched the power on it started popping and zapping at me and i swear i smelled smoke so i panicked and unplugged #it and lugged it outside and now i'm paranoid that somehow a slowly burning internal fire will start while i am asleep and spread from the #porch to the house. i mean not Start but Continue. if there is one to continue somewhere in there.......#it's a solemn life i lead #i need to try to sleep now. so i can wake up #so on and so forth #i need to purchase a fire extinguisher.

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wildflowercryptid · 1 year ago

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i need to draw more secretsweets stuff....

#i haven't really talked about saguaro and katy's clubroom interaction bc i've been focusing on kieflo #but oh my god it drove me up the freaking wall #katy calling him her favorite customer and talking about his freaking muscles nearly killed me #i know she was trying to convince him to help her out at the bakery but i also like to think she was flirting too #they're very cute to me....#i'd stay to draw them but i need to sleep...#mj.txt #sv dlc spoilers #indigo disk spoilers

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