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“I just look SO good” - in New York’s voice💋
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Firefox-official vs electronicmail
Hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby
okay come up with a better idea then. firefox-official is gone asshole it’s electronicmail or nothing
#this one was hard to respond to because it elicited the usual anon rage in me#but i had to think about it anyway.#this blog has been around for less than a month and it is driving me fucking crazy#don’t you think i know?#dont you think it hurts enough already#i dont want this blog either i want my old blog back with all my stuff on it#i would like to stick around#because i loved posting#and i get that you’re just having fun#but i’m making an example of you#less than a month vs five years#‘household name’ firefox official#spent five years building that thing#and now it’s just this.#i keep forgetting#and then i’m here again#not home#i know you all feel bad enough for me already#but it’s so hard to be myself because the environment on here is SO different#we were HAPPY#WE WERE SO HAPPY#Umm… Or whatever.#guess i could go back to firefox unofficial#but that feels far too close to the sun. and i’m done with the wings i think.#i dont mean to be so serious#a total mood killer i know#i just dont know how to proceed exactly#because when i post like normal i cant help but feel sad#and when i post about being sad its just sort of obnoxious#i’m not really asking for pity i just want to explain where i am at
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do you ever get reminded of a ship, remember a piece of fanart of it that you loved, then after a day long search realize that you just imagined it? and then try to draw it yourself?
prllb btbtt ALT VERISONS
#since im submitting this to radar: hi! my main blog is stupidusernamepolicy. this is my art sideblog#rick and morty#rick & morty#gravity falls#stan pines#stanley pines#rick sanchez#stanchez#rickstan#stanrick#admin draws#fanart#inspired by spinetrick slightly in the color palette because i didnt wanna do a style copy. but i first imagined it as it being THEIR art#dont. dont ask. i have a weird brain. ive done this shit before.#if im not alone PLEASE sound off. its funny but im also like. please dont let me be the only one.#anyeays. i always loved this ship#i know rick ford was the big thing but i personally think its much funnier if theyre rivals and cant stand each other#bc of science ego and personality differences#all the while rick is canoodling with his brother#i feel like theyre a great match in that theyre kind of immature old conmen who are both game for pretty much anything#RIGHT before i posted i caught a shading issue and also that i forgot stan's five o clock shadow. HA#imagine i posted this yesterday before those fixes. god what a nightmare
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redraw of one of my favorite panels from i want to hold aono-kun so badly i could die
yuu-chan ❤️ ace
#aceyuu#twisted wonderland#ace trappola#ace trappola x yuu#twst#disney twst#twst ace#nyuudle#<- the name of my yuu btw.#oc x canon#twst oc#twst yuu#my art#aono kun ni sawaritai kara shinitai#i want to hold aono kun so badly i could die#gonna be posting my twst art here too!!!! which i shldve been doing in the first place LOL…#which means im uploading some REALLY old art too teehee ^w^#i think it’s funny that the first twst art i put on this blog is my second fav ship…#you guys will know octopup (azul x my yuu) one way or another.#2024#pupheart
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one time, i did an 8 hour drive just to buy a specific kind of bread i was craving. what im saying is cant relate to bread hating nerds
#whyd you think my blog titles are bread crumbs#one piece#heart pirates#trafalgar law#bepo#sachi#penguin#ink version of that old doodle i posted#anyway hi i still paint i swear theyre just zine pieces and like...full rendered pieces
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pov your boyfriend asks if you're really not going to stay the night :(
#river dipping#theodore doe#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#ts4 screenshots#stayed up last night playing with him and matthias in his little apartment and took some posed screenshots so i'll probably edit a few more#this one is fun bc the pose is definitely not meant for someone with his frame but i think it's sexy so. his imaginary b cups <3#btw if any of you have pillowfort :) new mattodore pic dropped on there <3#i've been pretty busy since saturday because i'm taking care of a cat with a fractured ulna at the moment#and she's on meds that upset her stomach until the 28th :(#so i'm still not done backing up my old mattodore lore posts to google docs and i also haven't really been online#tho! tbf! that's also bc i separated my personal blog from this account#so i spend most of my time logged into there and logging in and out is a chore to me jkngdhkjns#i might follow some mutuals over there bc of that tho so if you see me again. waves. hi
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I've been pretty busy with art fight and life in general lately so I haven't been drawing Warriors but I do have a collection of doodles I never did anything with, so here they are!
#i'm posting these mostly for me tbh. bc this blog is kind of an art archive for me#the drawing of berryheart and sunbeam is a reference to a particular scene. i think at the end of shadow?#when berryheart comforts sunbeam briefly after nightheart leaves#also that drawing of leafpool and hollypaw is so old. i finished it recently but i've had the sketch sitting around for a couple of years#i think the sketch was originally going to be yellowfang and cinderpelt actually. bc i was reading the first arc at the time#idk why it changed. i should draw those two sometime though. i don't really have any proper drawings of yellowfang#unless you count that one old comic. which honestly looks good for my skill level at the time and the fact that i drew it on the 3ds but#well anyway. what's this post about?#my art#ouughh tagging everyone for sorting purposes#berryheart#sunbeam#harelight#frostdawn#bristlefrost#rootspring#shadowsight#leafpool#hollyleaf#sparkpelt#nightheart
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reposting a bunchhhh of old pizza tower art to this blog bc i feel like it
#pizza tower#pizza tower fanart#you can TELL who the favorites are 😭🙏#ummm shoutout to anyone who remembers my old blog y'all are perhaps real ones#i posted most of these already i think. but i wanna put them on this blog so it can feel more like an archive of my art
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just some min-su
closeups
#i almost posted this to the wrong blog LMAO#hes a little cross-eyed in one of em. dont look at it too long it's evil and will put a curse on you.#anyways. ill draw him more maybe hopefully :)#wanna draw gi-hun and thanos too...... i think theyd be fun to draw#i need to get on that thansu grind yall it beckons me#apologies for the meatless post#but i wanted to try schlorping out a design for him#i actually like him/his character despite what it may look like with my bullying#i understand him#controversial opinion: i LIKE that 27 year old man#(wistfully)min-su...........#i hope we see more of him in season three#squid game#squid game 2#squid game season 2#squid game fanart#park minsu#min-su#player 125#meowmeow art#there's a spoiler but only if you acknowledge it
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fairest of the fair
#hi! im alive and back and etc.#six the musical#six the musical fanart#katherine howard#thinking of that post going 'i think eventually you become the person you needed most' and like maybe that's the thing with my art#this started out as a redraw and <improvement meme> i think i've finally reached the stage where i'm making the things that my younger self#aspired to create. like i can do this now! i've reached That level of technical skill! tiny me would be so proud. it's very gratifying#redraw from august this year actually. i've made a surprising amount of improvement HAHA maybe it was the adamandi stuff getting me#back into digital rendering. i think that obsession has quietly slipped away but yknow. one never truly leaves a fandom. just less intensit#also speaking of old fandoms! we're back with the six stuff haha. as of writing i'm in the midst of blog revamp- figuring out how to chill#multifandom status doesn't mean ditch all the old stuff ! but i do feel much freer and less stressed. i think hiatus has been good for me#notes on this piece particularly: redraw about cutting hair and thinking of the lyric above. also lowkey &j ref + pinterest poem excerpts#of female suffering. and maybe a dash of amanda heng let's walk inspo. this work is really just full of contradictions..#1. the mirror and cutting hair as an act of self liberation 2. the & is part of the lyric but also a nod to &j (in another iteration it was#pink but the white looked better) and like. &j is really all !!! girl power!!! etc. and i was like hmmmm. also matching pink shiny aes#3. the frame as a cage; the mirror as a self reflection idea (ie. saville's propped insp) but also as a sign of vanity. 4. sparkly costume#and pretty pose- read one too many poems about women feeling like they have to be pretty even in their suffering. something i wanted to#explore. and also in 5. the show itself... all you wanna do is. despite all the dancing and pink and sparkly the content of the song is#darker. and even though it's a story of her suffering it's still presented as a shiny fun pop song and ajshdhfhfh ok... 6. the lyrics fall#outside the frame. sort of a caught inbetween. sort of a trapped in the narrative and yet#within the frame it's all. vaguely handwavy breaking free vibes. like i said contradictions?#7. cutting off the long ponytail vs the pull my hair lyric at the end. yeah#8. the blocked off & looks a bit like scissors. positioned to cut right at the neck#anyways yeah irl remains hectic! but if i get around to more doodles they'll appear here :)
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I know I've mentioned the Journal before, but this Saturday marks the one year anniversary of the day that I decided to play Alan Wake 2 for the first time, and my life changed for the better. I've used this journal to keep track of various gameplay stats (not pictured is the AW2 page where I'm literally keeping a tally of how many times I've played it which I'm in my tenth full playthrough); notes such as the stash puzzles, deer heads, etc though I still gotta finish the list of nursery rhymes and maps beyond cauldron lake; dreams I've had involving alan or anything remedy related; doodles and drawings (which is huge for me on a personal level cause I have this like. slightly traumatic experience with drawing early in my life that I won't go into detail here); and even a few poems I wrote...and I hadn't written poems since maybe high school.
This year has been rough on a personal level especially with work but like other cornerstone obsession's I've had, Alan's journey resonated with me on so many levels and gives me strength to keep going. The night I bought and played AW2 on a whim just because I saw a meme that "friendship ended with Silent Hill now Alan Wake 2 is my best friend" will go down as a tremendous turning point in my life. I was on a creative dry spell, I had stopped everything and never thought I'd start again, I had exiled myself from any sort of fandom space/interaction thinking I was poison, isolated myself to such a terrible degree from my family and friends, I was in such a deep depression and a new level of hopelessness than I had ever been in before, and I can just go on and on forever on how much this game means to me but the most important thing Alan Wake taught me is the beginning of the final draft, that realization that all is not lost, that my life is not just a loop of depression then fleeting joy then depression then fleeting joy then depression then fleeting joy (yes, sometimes I wonder if I'm bipolar) and his monologue sums it up best:
A fictional poet once said "Beyond the shadow you settle for, there is a miracle, illuminated." I will not settle for a shadow. I will find the miracle, through the night. It's not just victims and monsters; I see now, there are heroes as well. We can find our way through the darkness. We will break through the surface and crash into the light.
#alan wake#alan wake 2#mk.op#was gonna wait till saturday but i'm in a VERY deeply reminiscent mood right now going back and reading some old posts#(not just from this past year but on my original blog)#and idk i've been seeing a lot of fandom related posts on my dash lately and as mentioned i kinda like.#exiled myself from fandoms at one point because by my own fault I think I got myself into too deep of a parasocial relationship#and paired with even just the slightest hints of rejection i panicked. overreacted. multiple times.#never realizing it was likely all just in my head (again my fault)#and so when i got into AW i lurked and liked and never talked#but then one day in march i said fuck it and posted a cap of ilkka screaming about him being wet#and out of all the fandoms i've been a part of even though i'm just a super small part#this has been the best experience ever#and i won't let myself ruin it this time
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A little costume with eyebrow whiskers again.. making their return lol..
#fantasy costume#fantasy fashion#fantasy aesthetic#No idea what to tag this generally or which tags are even used on tumblr lol... I think thats the thing I'm worst at with social media#is just knowing how to understand and use tags. I think I take them too literally or something or have trouble categorizing#Since I go to the tag and check it and it's too scattered of a group of things then I'm not sure whether something fits there#or not since it's like 'eh.. well.. there are also a lot of things in there that ARENt like what i'm posting''#I have like the opposite problem of those spam blogs that will tag their posts with 800 barely related things. like a picture of a random#girl in a dress and it's tagged 'the simpsons. macklemore. downton abbey. fortnite. girly things. gothic horror. vibes. brad pitt. golf.''#or whatever lol.. where I will feel like if less than 85% of the tag is exactly completely related to what im posting then its like 'eh...#maybe I shouldnt post there...who knows what its even for.. . what if theres some tv show named 'fantasy costume' which im unaware of#and people will assume i'm mocking the show' or some weird thing like that. Anyway lol#Another one I almost didn't post since I've just hated all my costumes recently.. I'm not sure why.. maybe my camera is getting old??#Because they look fine in person - it's more specifically that I dont like the PICTURES of them for the past 2-3 yrs or so. like i know#it's not my facial features it's more like... the lighting or something?? I just always feel so much like it looks nothing like how it#did in the mirror in real life. Like the colors will be off or it will be too bright or weirdly shadowed or something. maybe one day I#accidentally changed a setting on my camera and never changed it back. But it used to be a lot easier to find images I was okay with. -_-#I did just really want to do the eyebrow whiskers again though since I've always found them fun. And also to use the star things as part of#mouth jewelry. They're actually just star shaped paperclips that I kind of bent to be larger. Then the green shawl thing is a pillowcase#Looking back on it I would've liked to do horns or something since the top of the head is a bit bare lol#self
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my beautiful wife
#my tumblr has been sanji-less fornfar too long#ACTUALLY. looking through the sanji tag in my blog is insane like it's been SO LONG since i've last posted anything about him#just fyi he never left my brain ok i am always thinking about my babygirl#sanji#black leg sanji#sanji fanart#one piece#one piece fanart#40 year old sanji#40 yo sanji#old. that's what he is.#implied zosan#the earing is very much intentional xoxoxo#art#fanart#digital art
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thought about Tokyo Ghoul for like three days straight in December, drew these and stopped thinking about Tokyo Ghoul again
#my art#tokyo ghoul re#tokyo ghoul#tokyo ghoul :re#tg:re#ken kaneki#haise sasaki#<-aka my favourite dude in that series#tg#bottom two drawings are both redraws of one i made i think in 2019 and probably posted to my old and since deleted art blog#is anybody even browsing these tags in 2024. i don't think so. whatever#it's 4:20 am goodnight popolo di tumblr!!!!!!
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I turn 40 this month.
#No one look at me#maybe I’ll just say I’m 39 forever#“Why do you make so much text on your blog big or bold?”#because I’m old I can’t fucking see 🤣#honestly you never feel 40#I still feel 25#minus the health problems#but like inside… I feel 25#my mom is 70 and she said the same thing#I don’t think I look 40 though???#Some of you saw my face reveal#I might post a selfie on my birthday so you sweethearts can tell me I’m cute for my age and make me feel better lol
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