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walterkov · 1 year ago

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Devin Townsend - Moonpeople @giftober 2023 | Day 29: Backpacks/handbags ☼

#spain #walterkov #musicgifs #musicedit #devin townsend #dailymusicedit #giftober2023 #dailymusicians #me too dude #me too #you would not believe how i relate to him in a lot of ways after i started to listen to him #and how i changed #and how much better i feel because of him #he's so silly #and i feel less miserable myself #i started to believe in myself #*sigh*

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notbrucewayne48 · 1 year ago

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"aphobia doesn't exist"

bitch literally not that long ago an aroace youtuber animator was insulted by almost half of its community for being it

#i did some research about it and found out that the problem was principally that she had previous experience in the romantic area #so people just didn't take her seriously and said she was lying #even though she stated multiple times that she wasn't comfortable in those situations #now things are more calmed but damn #mind your own bussiness #i believe she knows more about herself than you #sorry if i offended you with this comment but i hate how aro/ace/aroace people are always left behind #insulted and rejected because they “dont know what they are talking about”#or because they “just have to wait for the right person”#or because they are “psychopaths and they are missing something”#i love that animator and she helped me realise a lot about myself #and now that i know the context i think i will start making a list and killing aphobes one by one #aromantic #arospec #asexual #aroace #acespec

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potato-lord-but-not · 6 months ago

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a beautiful John as the fallen angel on this fine evening anyone?

#I ATEEEE #no actually that’s a lie I was running on a bowl of grapes and a java monster when I painted this #I did this in ???? 3 hours ???? what #I know I joked about selling my soul to do art but now I’m starting to believe it myself cus like ????? how #anyway. I’m impressed with myself. this is doing indescribable things to my ego #artists on tumblr #traditional art #gouache #gouache painting #malevolent #malevolent fanart #malevolent podcast #john doe #john doe malevolent #john malevolent

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mikeyfrickinway · 2 years ago

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Since I'm almost done working on em here's my demolition lovers costumes so far!

I started this in like mid/late March I believe

This is my first time doing beading ever, I probably should have started with something smaller or even tested on some scrap but I am nothing if not stupidly ambitious.

I wanna say this is roughly 14hours of work so far, I still want to add more to the dress and possibly make some accessories, we will see what I can get done by Saturday lol

#goin to the helena church Saturday for ghouls day out :]#i had this idea for so long i cant believe im actually doing it #i wanted to talk abt it SO BADLY but i didn't want someone to steal the idea and finish before me lol #i started with the dress and i can absolutely tell so im gonna go back over some parts #id show the side/back of the dress more but i cant close it properly in the back by myself lol #mcr #my chemical romance #demolition lovers #demolition lovers cosplay #my posts

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inkskinned · 1 year ago

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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag #writeblr #it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal #fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy #im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind #and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes #2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh #im sure there are people who have this experience normally #but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists #when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful #once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large #but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes #but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes #people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism #but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY #and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in #i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change #was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL

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daeyumi · 1 month ago

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🔹 Anamnesis 🔹

[Cycle of the Stars au]

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most-likely-fandom · 5 months ago

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✌️✌️.

#Ohshc #At last. I finished this manga #Ahhhhhhhh I'm so glad I finally read it #You do not know how many times I rewatched it as a fourteen year old thinking to myself #'damn I NEED to read the manga. I NEED to know what happens with these dipshits'#The plot does just start throwing #I've been rewatching a lil bit of the anime on the side and maybe I'm biased bc I grew up with it #But compared to the manga it still stands up. I love how they rearranged a few things to develop the characters in the time they had #The manga just takes more time with it #They're both objectively hilarious #I do believe my sense of humor was forever altered by ouran #I've been losing my shit it's been great #Code talks

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sugarxinim · 8 months ago

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I promised myself I wouldn't draw supercorp 🙃

#i started watching and was in love with alex until lena showed up #uuugh #wtf her voice???#i'm obsessed #why are they not a couple??!! hello??!!#god I can't believe I'm suffering in 2024 #i guess i did that to myself #my art #supercorp #lena luthor #kara danvers #supergirl

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royaltea000 · 2 months ago

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Certified DILF chaser

#by talos I will jump start this ship myself if I have to #only a handful of Chinese authors on ao3 get my freak #I thought you guys LIKED yaoi why tf did this take so long??#black myth wukong #sun wukong #destined one #jttw sun wukong #journey to the west #digital art #my art #you’re tellin me that the destined one has been training his whole life to chase after a MAN #okay faggotron9000 #but also I can’t believe black myth made wukong such a DILF #like okay damnnn grandpa sun kill em #silver fox wukong real #Asian creators are truly the backbone of rarepair fandoms #I owe like 4 people my life #sun wukong x destined one #I am NOT drawin all his armor lol #guys it’s my bday reblog to spread the ship I can’t be the only one creating content for it or2 #mamas sick a cookin o(-( ain’t nobody help me in this household #guys please the degradation kink go crazy in that boss fight

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shhroomer · 1 month ago

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Oh, help me God, this hellboy got me coming back for more

reblogs super appreciated !!! close-ups under the cut !

#south park #south park fanart #stan marsh #shroomer's art !#shroomer's archives: south park #artists on tumblr #my ramblings + thought process starts here (warning. its a lot) vvvvvvvvvvvvvv #"heyyyyy shadowww. its mee. da devil.#the amount of eyestrain i went through while rendering this #gradient maps!!! are so fun!!! (they are not i hate them so much)#lots to improve on still. but that's for next time!#the process of making this was so arduous.... but i learned a lot i feel #(and also if i had spent any more time working on this i would have actually lost it)#BUT YIPPEEEEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAN MARSH THE LOSER BOY I CANT BELIEVE I FINISHED THIS ON TIME #2 days in advance too by the time the queue uploads it #anyways.... stupid loser boy stan marsh..... i found out his birthday was coming up soon #and i had this idea sitting in my head for like.... 2 weeks i think #popped up when i was listening to lexie liu's album the happy star and the song diablo came up #and i thought wait.... doesnt stan get possessed by satan at some point #and so here we are!!#I ACTUALLY RECENTLY WATCHED THE EPISODE TOO AND THE THEME OF THE SONG FIT THE THEME OF THE EPISODE CRAZY WELL AS WELL #sometimes my genius is almost frightening #anyways this emotionally sensitive animal lover boy has really grown on me over the course of the series <3 #i still havent.... finished cartman's sheet.....#the self designated deadline i gave myself of 2 weeks is coming up soon and erm. guh.#dies #this took so much effort and brainpower that needed to be allocated to my assignments.......#but its ok!!! im gonna sell this as a print!!! so its kind of!! productive!!#guh i hope this one performs well sob theres this nagging feeling i have that its not gonna do well at all #try painting some funky lighting + greyscale painting she said. it'll be fun she said.

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loucifersbitch · 8 months ago

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#something something i have no fear/something something i have one fear #started thinking about this today and made myself sad #because i still 1000% believe in buddie endgame #but bucktommy is also very important to me #anyway #911 abc #911 spoilers #tommy kinard #bucktommy #lou ferrigno jr

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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was talking to my brother the other day after i rewatched dark phoenix and he was like 'why is everyone so mean to charles in this movie?? were they always this mean to him ?? is it cause he's bald now- he lost his pretty privilege??' and i fear i havent recovered

#xmen #xmen movies #dark phoenix #charles xavier #professor x #snap chats #LIKE HE'S RIGHT 1000% I JUST DIDN'T EXPECT HIM TO SAY IT VLERKVJAKLJ #ANOTHER banger of a quote from my brother chat i screamed when he said that #adopting that into my belief system i fear #like really thinking on it they really did only start being especially rude after apocalypse im crying #dont quote me on that i have to rewatch apocalypse but as far as im aware. yeah 😭😭#and its SUCH a travesty cause i love how mcavoy looked in DP SO much he looks so good bald #like please if we were going to wrap up this era of xmen films why did we have to rerun DP #can we try again. please. i need him bald one more time in a movie i dont have to argue with myself i like #see DP wasnt the worst thing ever. probably. like scott got to do things again ..... and kurt .......#and the paris proposal. never forget that.#ALSO THE FUCKIN. 'no one cares charles' BIT ???? 97 ref'd that directly i know they did and i cheered #listen if they can ref the 'black leather suits' from the xmen movies i can believe they called back to that too <- delusional #anyway when james said thats the meanest thing erik could say/do to charles .... he was cooking ....#'thats the type of thing your wife/husband says' he was so right .... we know james never misses with the cherik takes tho #ok bye i have obligations that i need to complete so i can draw my favorite cue ball

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bookshelf-in-progress · 5 months ago

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I love how a well-written romance is so often structured as a mystery. A person starts with a certain idea about another person, and over the course of the story, they uncover more evidence that gives them a fuller picture of who the other person truly is. They learn about layers to the personality and backstory that give the other person more depth. They learn how the other person's personality meshes with theirs. Even the third-act misunderstanding fits the mystery structure--it looks like they've uncovered the final secret to the other person's identity, which is that they're not the worthy person they seemed to be, but then discover that they misinterpreted that evidence, or the other person takes steps to apologize and repair the level of trust. When the mystery is resolved, they've reached a full understanding of each other and know they've found a partner they can trust their whole future to.

#also comedy works along a mystery structure #so a romantic comedy is like a double mystery #two different types of mystery clashing with each other and causing hilarity before the truth is finally revealed #if nothing else this batb diversion will spark some interesting romance thoughts #this came to me because i've been slowly rereading beth brower's 'the q'#and i just hit the scene where quincey gets to observe arch outside of work for the first time #just a lovely moment of revelation #and i think that's the one thing that story does really well #and the author in general is very good at applying this mystery dynamic to all her character dynamics whether romantic or platonic #i rarely find myself able to believe in the strength of her characters' bonds that are supposed to exist before the story started #but the developing relationships are so good because of this endless uncovering of mysteries deepening the bonds in a very compelling way #adventures in writing

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ryllen · 5 months ago

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