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ME MANIFESTING THAT EVERYONE WHO SEE THIS POST GETS WHAT THEY WANT.

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The ever amazing @ladylilithprime let me adopt a truly dark prompt 4 years ago, and *hahahahahaha* I'm a little fucked in the head and figured.. WHY THE HELL NOT?!

My demons are LOVING this prompt, and the chance to delve into mental health issues we live with daily.

It's not easy.

I am NOT OK.

But writing is cathartic, yea?

Doing my best with what I know, and have an amazing support system.

Without much ado..

The first story I've written since Fall 2021!

Sorry not sorry.

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Gonna link this ko-fi shop from a fellow member of the @indiesellersguild because he's recently started making these door hangers requesting (or demanding, if you like) that no one enter the room before putting on a mask.

He's said that you can message him about getting them for less if you need to.

It was originally made for medical appointments, but you can really use it anywhere.

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From The Little Girl from the 1981 Lego Ad Is All Grown Up, and She’s Got Something To Say.

“Toys are supposed to foster creativity. But nowadays, it seems that a lot more toys already have messages built into them before a child even opens the pink or blue package. In 1981, LEGOs were simple and gender-neutral, and the creativity of the child produced the message. In 2014, it’s the reverse: the toy delivers a message to the child, and this message is weirdly about gender.”

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I drew this based on the view from my living room window. I saw two crows sitting on birch trees and felt like it needed to be remembered.

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Anatolian shepherd dog puppy in training 

(Source)

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Ok, I've seen this sentiment before, but the amount of Kindle Unlimited ads I've been seeing is forcing me to repeat it-

Kindle Unlimited is offering two free months of unlimited ebooks. As a trial. Which will then become a paid subscription.

Your local library is offering unlimited ebooks all the time. Forever. No contracts, no predatory practices, no tracking of how long you spend on each particular page in the hopes that information about your habits can be sold for a profit.

Use your library. They want so badly to give you all of the things for free.

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A Checklist Of Possible Reasons I Am Upset, To Review When I Can't Seem To Figure It Out:

did not eat

new hyperfixation and no time for it

have not done a creative in 24 hrs

Bad Sounds

clothes are touching my body

cold

people

one (1) comment is stuck in my brain like a popcorn kernel

last time I drank water was ??????

nervous nervous nervous nervous

got a Slightly Worse grade than expected

last hug was ??????

slept a full 45 minutes

lonely ............

guts are shredding (again)

have not seen sunlight in 24 hrs

stuck inside

too much screen time

Yay Overwhelm

room is disaster area

have not talked to Person in a while

bored

imposter phenomenon (again)

no current routine

how long have I been working???

Too Much Socialization

and then. and THEN. I may consider:

something is actually wrong

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“how do walkable communities help disabled people” as if wheelchair users don’t need safe streets or autistic people don’t need well marked road crossings or people who CAN’T DRIVE, who are often disabled and poor, don’t use sidewalks and transit………………..

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when will tumblr users learn to make posts spreading information without guilt tripping people

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If I do something good because it makes me feel like a good person, is that technically selfish?

no, only if you’re choosing to make others suffer to make yourself feel good

enjoying making other people happy is a great thing

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Light it up, Blue! happy autism acceptance month, don’t support autism speaks!

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“if somebody becomes panicked when you accuse them of lying theyre obviously not telling the truth” shut up ugly im a survivor who got punished for shit i never did all the time of fucking course im gonna panic when im blamed for something i didnt do