#i sound like a brat idk

[mik0is0bored]

Im genuinely so fucking done guys i say one thing to my mom and she treats me like I'm the scum of the fucking earth saying "you've treated me like shit all day today" like I'm sorry😭⁉️ i haven't said anything that had an ill intent all day and the second my brother speaks up she acts all sweet and nice like she didn't just tell me to "shut the fuck up" and acting like telling me "to go to hell" last year didnt happen, saying i told her to go to hell, when I didnt.

[olasketches]

I know sukuna is often praised for his beliefs and the wisdom he "bestows" on others and as much as I love the guy and all the impactful dialogues he had with characters like jogo or yuuji, I also think he’s got to be the one of the most childish characters with mindset a of a 13 year old.

[alaskan-wallflower]

i feel selfish for saying i’m upset about this but my moms considering cancelling our trip to see outsiders because my brother has the weekend off and i guess she’d rather spend that time with him

[collectivemesses]

I think rejection sensitivity dysphoria (RSD) is probably one of the worst things you can have in the rp community because it basically sets you up for failure. Like, you know in your logic brain that this is just a fun little hobby and its not that serious and that most people are just here for a good time, but when you find something you enjoy or someone you want to be friends with or someone you do become friends with, things can get hairy. The constant doubt, the constant worry that your stuff isn't good enough, or if theyre replying to anything but you, or if you try to start something with someone and they aren't feeling it, or threads are dropped or even just not hearing from someone for a few days is just... logically you know it's fine and it's chill and all is good but RSD just triggers this intense, horrible, heartwrenching reaction of... Im not good enough. They hate me. What the fuck did I do wrong. What am I not doing right. And it spirals. And then you see the posts from people about how rp isnt that serious and how you its unfair to be upset about dropped threads or someone not feeling something or hyperfocusing on someone else and while you know that that is all true, its just another little addition to the oh great i'm an overreacting butthead who shouldn't have friends anyway cycle that goes round and round and round

[nyxypoo]

two yrs since i started putting up with this bs

[bunnihearted]

,,

[johndonneswife]

someone really should be talking about how difficult it is to plan a wedding - a gay wedding - when both of your families fucking suck

[maliciousalice]

Count the ways I've had a fucked up life:

-Shoved my twin sister when we were 3 and saw blood come out of her ears from the knock on her head. From that point on she was half-deaf. -Twin sister and I nearly drowned at age 6 by being pulled into a powerful rip-tide at an unsupervised beach. My parents thought it was cute until we couldn't swim back and they both had to swim out to get us. I remember being really tired, and them being unsure about being able to swim back to shore.

-At age 11 witnessed my mother forgetting to apply the brake to her car. She tried to get back in and tripped, it subsequently rolled over her, crushing her foot and dragging her down the road. She bled profusely. The crimson stained pavement haunted me for a long time. I blamed myself because I arrived home from a friend's house at the same exact same time and believed I distracted her.

-Accidently electrocuted myself when I was bored while watching my siblings play on the computer. Without looking, I fiddled with the back of an old lamp with my finger tips, but I didn't know that fumbling the cables would cause it to surge. The large shock sent my arm numb for about an hour. Didn't seek treatment because the power tripped and I was worried I would get yelled at.

-Deep in the bush, during a particularly dry summer, family friends stupidly made a bonfire, and I saw our campsite get quickly lit up. As the flames surrounded us and the cars, I was yelled at to go get help/manual water pumps as if it was my fault. Somehow we managed to put it all out. We had to try something because the alternative was getting trapped.

-Was on the phone to my grandma when she had a stroke, I had no idea what was going on, to the point I thought it was a prank. I was crying because it wasn't something I was even aware could happen to someone, I continued to listen and her language skills deteriorated the longer I was on the phone. She became convincedly desperate despite her incoherence and somehow I broke away from my fear and got my dad to help her.

-My mother stabbed my older sister in the arm with a kitchen knife and they both just walked off. I remember being around the corner listening to the argument escalate and saw my older sister clutching her arm. (my sister is very violent so I think it was done in self defense???)

-Dad threw that same sister into the drywall multiple times--Not to excuse it but she was a devil, and would attack / lunge at us, and disrespected my parents from a young age. Dull thudding against walls sends me on edge to this day because it was one way to identify a scuffle with her.

-Mum had a cabinet pushed onto her by my older sister. The cabinet had a glass panel that shattered on her leg and sliced it open.

-My twin sister got upset at me and swung a 10kg metal bar stool at my leg, the blunt force tore my leg open, I now have a very sensitive scar on my shin. -My mum ran at me in an anger spell and I blocked it by pushing her away from me (that's legitimately all), she slipped on the slippery cork floors we had and fell over hitting her head hard. She was unconscious for a few minutes. Her tongue was sticking out and her eyes were open. I thought I had killed her. I wanted to call an ambulance. She woke up and I begged to her that she needed to go to hospital but she brushed it off because we had to catch a flight.

-On my way back from a lunch break I saw a woman go under a Truck. Once again I blamed myself because I crossed in front of the driver at a crossing, and nodded to him. As he rolled forward to leave she sprinted across, I turned and saw that she got hit. -My older sister took advantage of my mum and got into large debts by getting her to co-sign loans behind my dad's back. My mum was paying off things like her phone bill and eventually a car loan. This caused a lot of violent contention.

-Older Sister was kicked out of multiple times but my parents never fully cut her out and now she lives scott-free in a brand new granny flat in the backyard because of their guilt.

-lived in relative poverty and mess most of my teenage life because it was too expensive to send 4 kids to school for my parents. They worked full time but didn't really provide us with any emotional security. Both parents were very messy but blamed us for it as we got older. I tried my best to keep things clean but it was often in vain (it is to this day as things have escalated to full hoarding)

[bambiraptorx]

ngl i've been debating taking down my commissions stuff so if y'all see it disappear that would be why lol

[caffeinatedopossum]

I just accidentally brought back a bunch of memories of stuff my mom used to say to me :')

[solaaresque]

fucking love when my stepmom takes away my phone so i don’t “talk to my friends” like what. what is the fucking logic behind that???

[syntheticspades]

sometimes i wish people cared about my art

[farharbour]

dinner with my grandpa went fine surprisingly, it was nice to see him again and to stop feeling anxious about our relationship. it felt really shitty to have him put the blame for the lack of communication all on my shoulders though but i knew that was coming so it's w/e

we talked about me getting my driver's license too finally and. ok listen i hope i'm not coming off as entitled when i talk about this. but. i think it's wild that my family is willing to gift me a car (which i am deeply and eternally thankful for) but not tell me anything about it, how to get it insured, inspected, any of that, and then get upset with me for not having it magically figured out all by myself yet. like sure i'm 27 i have my learners permit and i can use google but i don't know the first thing about a car i don't know where to start with this. i'm so unbelievably overwhelmed by it all it's sooo frustrating to be so close to something that will change my life forever but to still feel so helpless. shrugs

[dreamofimmortality]

really do need a tag for the post chapter 50 + haunting the narrative + there is a hole in the narrative in their shape + died wrong shit going on in nabari. any help

[caruliaa]

idk its just not fair that everyone else has sm like. freedom ig to like get to leave to house alone/when they want and have a future living alone and like. just do shit just get to have friends and go out and dress how theyd like and not have to hide the small way theyve found freedom so much and im just trapped in this situation where i dont have any of the freedom at all and i have to live with the people who have and are caused me so much trauma and pain and ill probably always be stuck here

[yelloworangesoda]

i know im fortunate to have a large sum of money to spend on college but the idea of spending it on college instead of something i actually want makes me sick. i would rather not even have it so i didnt have to worry about it