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Maybe Yuri or Rika? :33
this turned out somewhat decent!! (ignore the uneven eyes and how rushed the sketch looks)
#tenkuu shinpan#high rise invasion#Honjo Yuri#thanks for suggesting her!!#i sort of like drawing things that are out of my comfort zone because it makes me feel more confident in my art :)#i will draw rika dww! i tried earlier but i dont think i gave him justice#he needs more loveee#giving it a second look the chicken scratches are an eyesore#the eyelashes too eeeuue#i should have used a different brush#i'll redraw if you want :3
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I am so normal about them
#listen i had a couple of horrendus weeks and whats better than super self indulgent art to light up thw mood#these are actually based on a looooong convo i had with the friend who got me into watching yyh#something about post canon future youko#when shiori dies at the ripe age of 120 yo or smth#and youko acting like a domestic animal makes me feral#they be the happiest murder couple look at them eeping covered in blood at the bottom#missing some other things like big dog youko zoomies but i lost the interest in drawing at some point because i really wanted color em#this wasnt supposed to see the light of the day like mostly of my self indulgent stuff bc they re for myself but i feel generous (?)#they have 292 different skin shades because using a semi transparent brush and constantly neglet colorpicking first makes the job tricky#digital art#csp#clip studio paint#yyh#yyh fanart#yyh hiei#yyh kurama#youko kurama#shuichi minamino#hiei x kurama#hiei jaganshi#hiei#kurama#kurahi#yu yu hakusho#yuyu hakusho#the og convo was actually more bittersweet and i could i have material to draw angst but this is supposed to be comfort art so#ending the yap#i should stop yap under my posts#pick your fave mine is hiei poisoning himself with the seed
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they would get divorced in one universe just to find eachother in another one
alternatively titled: sometimes you're the level-headed token flesh-head impulse-control-and-polycule-member of a stubborn, eccentric, and hearty telephone-headed drug addict, and there's cruelty in the world you deem fit to suicidally fight, and that either goes about as well as you'd expect it to, or you learn about love and the value of your life and junk along the way
#scribbles#milton r wallace#callum crown#phonegingi#sgt norm allen#norm allen#dialtown#dialtown a phone dating sim#..uh idk if callum and milt have a ship name orz#normgingi#milton norm parallels save me. Save me milton norm parallels#very specific but its why i prefer to look at the callum-milt-marla situation as like tragic polyamory#as opposed to a cheating one#it adds to the callum-gingi parallels. theyv both got polycule situations C:#though i suppose you could call a cheating situation a dark parallel to gingi's polycule the same way you could call#milton's entire deal a dark parallel to their relationship with norm/the narrator#However i just like tragic polyamory. my visions of milton and marla ALSO being in love yet having the mutual#realization that they hate callum more than they love eachother (esp milton) is highly specific yet also everything to me#misery loves company and all that jazz. a THIRD combination of people having divorce shit going on#this guys ruining my life IM GONNA FUCK HIS WIFE! (They are already in a consensual polyamorous relationship milton is just making it weird#Sorry these tags were going to be like meaningful discussion about this art and then i was enabled to talk about THIS AGAIN#OH YEAH this art in particular i discovered halftones and also started actually using blending brushes#milts face isnt drawn. obviously. but im imagining a kind of 'oh you!' exasperated fondness#as opposed to norm who's just a cranky little tsundere. jokes on milt though HIS relationship is HEALTHIER#also i will never pass up the chance to draw gingi and callum together#theyr both characters i adore drawing gingi's round shapes and different textures and callums cute little bolts#but also they do look soooo similar and yet so different its always really fun to do#and theyr just. my favs lol. my top 3 favs go gingi-mingus-callum hehe#Ok thats all. thank you for coming to my rambles#fig said i should post my art at better times and so i am and that means when i post my art im AWAKE ENOUGH TO RAMBLE ABOUT IT LOL
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i wanted to put these four together chatting, cooking, dancing, and trust
#witch hat tag#orufrey#sorry for repost of 3 of these images the 4th is new.#based on kitchen chapter 10 and all the emotions that a COOKING SPINOFF gives me. it looks uh. weird. to me. now#but i understand what i mean. always. i like that art can be a way of capturing that for you (and writing)#secrets and food and the one dance we've danced our whole lives and The mountain apple - your heart - the trust i have for you#“If you're the one saying it then it must be true” no offence but yet again official translation chose something paltry compared to that#What if i would die first before i would poison you but what if your trust in me is killing us#What if you're the one who should be trusted wholeheartedly yet still I'm the one who holds back? Who does not take the apple?#What if this is SO evocative of yet so different to the cantarella scene in utena and cai loses their marbles for real this time#drawing wine drops from the apples makes it look like the snow white apple. i cant take it#a week (or 4 days) of randomly trying to be more intuitive with composition or..idk. this weird sloopy brush is good for that. Sloopy i say
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I somehow only Just noticed how Lucifer's wings move when he laughs in Surprise Guest interactions and I'm. Kind of obsessed? Like that's inexplicably adorable what
I've been due for some wings brainrot for a while now, hoping this one sticks around for a while afhsfjsf the tails got more than their fair share of my attention i Need to be spinning the concept of wings around in my brain at all times for the next three months At Least--
(Bonus hc infodump in the tags bc I have minimal self restraint)
#obey me#obey me headcanons#<- all in the tags💀#obey me nightbringer#obey me lucifer#lucifer#how have i not fully processed this big scary* demon having big fluffy probably emotionally reactive wings#his feathers probably fluff up when he's content and comfy#he 100% uses them to make himself seem even bigger and more threatening when he feels like he needs to#which now has lost its threatening capabilities to me bc he's just doing Bird Things xfjjgxgx#he's threatening enough on his own adding the bird tactics on top just loops back around to Little Guy territory somehow--#anyways wings good#they probably make nice sounds when they move and the feathers brush against each other and they're probably really soft in some places and#he'd probably start purring if you pet them (while you're alone ofc lol) especially the places closer to his back#or wherever else he might struggle to reach himself#I'm gonna be so real tho i think doing anything that could qualify as preening to Any of the former/current angels would get to them a bit-#Lucifer would be more subject to returning the favor tho (subconsciously or intentionally. probably both at different times lmao)#the instinct/cultural association with it has died down a bit in the rest of the brothers (at least conciously)#bc it did mostly just apply to helping other angels they were close with with their wings specifically#so lucifer being the only one with feathers would've probably had that habit/association stay more ingraned than it did for the rest of them#bc he'd be reminded of it all the time#ok i should make an actual post about this at some point i think instead of dumping it in the tags bc jfc-#bc im about to start spiraling into how the brothers adapted to their new bodies and being so out of their own culture when they fell#and etc etc#and I'll yap for Years and also maybe cry a lil--#tldr Preening As A Sign Of Affection (mutual) and it effects Lucifer the most for several reasons#personal headcanons
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[Id. Three yearbook style pictures of the customer servide department. 1. Sougo sleeping with a eye mask on. 2. Saitou Shimaru yawning big. 3. Yamazaki with a tired expression, he has an Anpan in his mouth. End Id.]
Introducing the most sleep deprived department at Gintama Inc.


[Id. 1. Hijikata, very far into his descent to madness, saying "What would it take to convince you to murder me?" 2. Sougo awakes and says with excitement "Say no more!!" while Saitou grabs him by the collar of his coat while holding a sketchbook where he wrote "NOPE!!" End Id.]
#gintama#gintama fanart#my art#salary men au#office worker au#the website photos saga continues#okita sougo#shimaru saitou#yamazaki sagaru#hijikata toushirou#tax thieves#so that's the brush i was using uh#they're in different departments but the Tom and Jerry dynamic is here#sure kondo should be here too but i dislike kondo too much#i was thinking earlier there's someone in this company that actually works like come on these probably let everything to poor zaki#well if there's no one to answer customer's complaints there are no real complaints#going with Gintama inc for now but still thinking about it#i keep introducing people I have another department in my mind but no clear joke yet
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heheheheh the lovelies 💚💜
#base credit goes to @/kim_gilgyu! they have a lot of great reference poses <3#had to draw this after comm work aheehe i love steven brbrbrbrbrrr#i tried painting! sorta! i guess I should say i used a different coloring brush WHAHAHAA I think painting is an overstatement#i really love how it came out!#its a little tedious but its not boring if coloring is your favorite process <3#ggyuuyyhg i got SO ANIME here so sorry guys xoxoxoxox#i love listening to until i found you while drawing this EHEHHDHSHES IM CHANNELING MY INNER JAIDE FOR THIS RAAGHH#pokemon selfship#selfshipping#~ art#♥️ memoryshipping#this is probably like... matching the redjaide drawing with the pink bg heheh#he's not really used to her affection after she became more open towards him#its just a little surprising since shes so uptight but shes a sweetheartttttt#I FORGOT TO MENTION HER NAILS FUCK YEAH GREEN NAIL POLISH 💅💅💅💅💅💅💅#IM DIGGING IT#for anyone wondering where does steven's other metal ring go since hes married - he let jaide wear it on her right ring finger EEE
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motherfucker (affectionate) (derogatory)
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#jo sawashiro#snap sketches#quick break from comms cause if i dont draw my favorite disasterpiece old man i just might explode#every day i think of his cunty lil arms-crossed-hip-jutted-while-smirking pose cause it makes me giggle#like cut to ten cutscenes down the line and hes The Most Kicked Dog man ive ever seen. actual peak comedy#also i am using a different brush hi. im testing things#ok bye i should eat cause i have to make a phonecall in like. thirty minutes LMAOOO FUCK--#oh before i forget. Obligatory Lips Mention like at this point its so illegal to Not draw them but i also know whenever ttm smiles#theyre literally just gone they literally vanish. its actually magical#ok bye a blt has my name on it
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I buy csp i fuck around with the model feature for about 3 hours i give up i sketch a single vaguely miserable testament bust in like 10 minutes and i close my computer
#what do you mean i dont perfectly mesh with a new art program after using a different 1 for like 10 years. should i die?#i know im just not used to it and it can probably do everything fucking firealpaca can do but it was pissing me off lol.#muscle memory. everything should be where my brain thinks it is.#i was excited about the models… ill try something with them tomorrow maybe…#i wish i could just like. have a model with heels. i can put heels on the model but i have to position them . its annoying#when i went testament art crazy last summer i loved loved loved posing them but strugged with heel angles. this could save me.#BUT ITS STILL KIND OF ANNOYING UNFORTUNATELY so i have to die#whatevs… i was kind of happy seeing testament in my sloppy style again. like an old friend. i know them#urgh also the brush stabilizer feels different but maybe i need to calibrate my tablet for csp or something idfk im sleepy#the kat goes meow
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ngl. every time i see someone talk about a fairly standard/innocuous bong or pipe that isnt that structurally complex and they talk about the way it would be "impossible" to keep it clean my concern for the ways y'all treat your glass (and therefore your lungs) rises by 10 notches........
#as someone who smokes DAILY: PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD CLEAN YOUR GLASS OFTEN#if you just change the water daily even/try not to leave it filled with wet it will significantly improve your smoking experience#if your bong is getting BLACK AND MOLDY WITHIN THREE DAYS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO ANYTHING DIFFERENT OH MY GD#filters.... change the water more.... DON'T ash into the water........ anything??????#😭#also not rbable bc this is very judgemental in tone and i dont feel like ppl crying to me about why they Should be able to do this#like ultimately do what u want im just really concerned for ur lungs & u can Genuinely have such a better smoking experience 😭#(<totally not autistic ab weed & smoking (lying))#also if u genuinely dont know how to clean ur bong effectively: get at least 70% alcohol & the frequency of cleaning depends on how much u#use it but when im smoking from the bong a lot i do it before every sesh (yes it takes extra time. i find it peaceful but regardless. you#will just need to keep track of ur own habits) and fill the (empty) reservoir ~1/3-1/4 with the 70% and then plug the mouth piece and stem#hole with your thumbs and shake that bitch a couple times to slosh the alcohol on the walls. if theres grime add a couple spoons of coarse#salt (or rice if its a lot!!) and then shake shake shake (be careful dont hit it ofc) and then dump that out and rinse repeatedly#(i personally fill it with as much water as i can and dump it out lile 4-6 times but just MAKE SURE THERES NO MORE ALCOHOL)#bottle brushes and straw cleaners help with residual grime / harder to clean spots but are unnecessary in my experience if you are cleaning#it often enough. for bowls (& pipes) I recommend letting them soak for a bit in some rubbing alcohol while you do this#and then by the time the main piece is cleaned you can use a straw cleaner in the hole part or even a toothbrush or a q tip to clean off the#resin/gunk (i clean my actual bowl less often than the bong itself but also i use filters and the resin helps that stay better)#anyway i love cleaning my bong and i love glassware so much and bongs can be beautiful just be niceys to it!!! it needs baths!!!
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I really wish that antis stopped using real life sa victims in their shit especially since they tell real life sa victims that we deserved our assaults cos we all handle our trauma differently.
#sa mention#proship#fandom discourse#fiction is the closest i can feel to normal cos my severe ptsd irl makes me violent if strangers so much as brush up against me#we all handle it differently and yes i write utterly fucked up shit to desensitize myself & somehow managed to stabilized through the years#despite me still having my snappy “scary” moments if people touch me without permission and i punched a dude for standing too close to my#back. he was literally smelling me and i lost my shit and now im banned from that walgreens but meh#now im unloading in the tags but if you're an anti sincerely gfy cos y'all literally attack sa victims on here like its your day job#y'all also don't know the first thing about psychology cos guess who's a psychologist here??? yes this unhinged bitch that covers up like a#gothic church mommy and cusses like a trucker is an actual professional in the field. i studied thinking studying psychology would make me#cope better... it somewhat did help but i should have just gone to a therapist rather than bottling in a going to a freaking university#yes i troll and say fucked up shit on here. this is a social media for my fandom shit so i aint gonna act like the doc i was ages ago and#fiction actually can help some people (especially those like me who are still having violent ptsd eps affecting them) little by little#retake their lives back#there's other forms of therapy but not everything works for everyone and its ridiculous to put all victims under the same umbrella#and its condescending and ignorant af to expect all sa victims to be your perfect little victims of convenience and treat us like crap cos#not all of us fit your toxic narrative of attacking freaking fake people in a nonexistent fictional world.#i have friends that are sa victims that can't handle it in fiction but they know thats my mechanism. since im a now retired professional#i have done everything i can to help them cos yes there's multiple ways to help victims cope with this. even regression exercises help#but that's another thing#and it involves multiple sessions. i no longer practice but can teach people some techniques to regulate their emotions in high stress#situations cos the aftermath of sa is brutal regardless of how you cope with it#you'll need a support group to catch you when you can't handle it sometimes. you're not alone or broken. pls know this
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it's amazing what you can do in six hours! for example make one rather shit painting because not only do you not really know how to paint you also can't use a paintbrush to save your life
#I have to accept that it won't be brilliant not only have I not painted like that in years#the closest I have come have been using poscas which is a very different process and honestly style too or the paintings I've started#and note that. started.#but like. it's five by seven inches. I can't do details with brushes on that size even if I had the dexterity required#I should keep at it though. I do want to get better with paint
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To ease my current virtual pet brainrot I drew this Kougra from Neopets 🐯
#on hindsight I should have used a different brush for the stripes#not quite vibing with the way they turned out :')#neopets#neopet#kougra#neopets kougra#digital art#digital artist#artists on tumblr
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June pt. 2
#2nd day/part of this#Ended up coloring this one (I'm starting to get used to aseprite and its tools). Gradient tool and 2x2 brush my beloved.#I'm staying away from shading until I can actulally place shadows correctly#One of my favorite parts of the game (from my favorite route)#Didn't know if I wanted to put the backers' characters (CJ and Michelle) or to keep them for day 3.#Ended up doodling the two as I have a few more charcters for this month...#Anyways... Jackie and Bombshell!!!#Jackie is one of my favorites (even if she appears twice in the whole game).#This is a few hours after Mae and Bea left btw#I'm sure Jackie is super happy to talk about her best friend Samantha Stevenson!#Remebered to put my signature this time because I felt silly#There's only the cat now.#I should start to add immage IDs to these before they become too many#Also I could (and maybe should) write my thoughts on the text-part of the post#but writing in the tags feels different so I'll problably stick to the tags#I also don't know if I should give a title to each and every drawing (30 drawings if I commit until the end) but can't think of anything#oh well#nitw#night in the woods#june art#art#nitw fanart
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experimental commissions are open! here’s the form if you’re interested - https://forms.gle/1g1vVJ22PCRnc9678
#dungeons and dragons#dnd#ttrpg#dnd commissions#commission#dnd oc#oc#my art#calling these things experimental because uhhh im in kind of an uncertain phase with how i render stuff and im having a hard time#pinning down something consistent enough for commissions but also . im unemployed and this is all i got for income so i dont exactly have#time to wait for something that i feel like i can really stick with unfortunately#it should all be similar enough though? idk experimental is also kind of my way of saying disclaimer i might use a different brush or w/e
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now i’m thinking about hair. i never had black friends growing up. didn’t have a black classmate until freshman of high school, then moved to a different school with no black students in sophomore year. hell i didn’t even have black online friends. now i have more black online friends (i don’t leave the house so black irls is tricky) and even THEN im not very close to them.
so my experience with my blackness has been centered by my family. my dads side is the worst cause my grandma hated black hair (given she grew up when our hair was called nappy and messy). she always complained when i wore it naturally. insulted me and constantly questioned when i’d get it “fixed”. my mom is from the islands so she appreciates it. she doesn’t understand how americans do their afros tho (she kinda just wets the hair and add oil and call it a day. no shaping or anything). i think my sister and cousin are the only ones who know how to take care of our hair! they both keep theirs really short.
i really like color and longer hair. i despise wearing wigs and weaves aren’t for me. it’s either dying my natural hair or braided extensions/other styles like locs or twists etc. i prolly do have more options but my mom does my hair.
it’s so fascinating to think about how other people get their hair done. friends always tell me about how they got their hair cut, dyed and fixed up in salons and barbers. it’s so fascinating and it’s like. a few hour process!! or less!! mine is like a whole weekend thing. never is a one day thing. never. cut the braids shorter, take the braids out, detangle then wash well, and prepare to braid. that alone takes most the day for me. plus my mom does it alone 9/10 of the time. she works on her feet all day so she needs more breaks, we don’t have good spots to have us both sitting while she does it, and taking out my own hair is awful and nearly impossible. do you know how tiring it is to fiddle with the top of your head for hours? that’s a whole workout right there! i can only do so much!
by the time my hair is washed and detangled again i’m exhausted. so is my mom. we usually continue it for the next day. preparing my hair and then braiding. i never learned to braid when i was younger so learning now isn’t ideal on my own head. but my mom and sister help which im so grateful for. i used to be so tender headed when i was little but my mom stopped yanking my hair as hard and now i can handle it better. a lot of my memories are sitting in the chair in front of my mom, me sleeping or on my laptop/listening to music on my phone, while my mom watches her shows. i have thick tight curls and my hair is getting longer each time i take out my braids (which is good since my hair had grown super slow my whole life. i blame all the relaxing and straightening). so getting each braid in is hell.
of course it’s also being braided with the fake hair. whatever color i wanted, and now im getting more creative with the styles! making bangs or putting beads or leaving the ends open or braiding all the way down with charms and stuff. it’s the best way i can do to express myself! it’s my hair! it takes time and effort and work to get my hair done. i’m stuck with it for a while so i better like how it ends! having my hair braided makes my life so much easier, especially since i’ve had depression since 10 years old. it’s been a struggle to take care of myself at all, so having the huge HUGE possibility of my hair getting knotted and matted and dirty was also right around the corner. braiding has been my savior.
not sure what this post is but i like talking about my hair :3 don’t get a lot of chances too. i never realized how much my hair means to me.
#yeah#it’s 4am rn i’m just thinking a lot#flojouno#text#black hair#also learning to draw my hair has been AWFUL growing up#no easily accessible tutorials#if you didn’t have straight or wavy or curly you were fucked#tight curls? you better run cause no one’s helping you#braids? locs? good fucking luck#i’m happy there’s more resources now! plus there’s custom brushes!#also the different hairstyles you can do with black hair is amazing#i just never understand how other cultures take these hairstyles and act weird#like yeah they look cool but they mean something to us#it’s not a simple aesthetic thing.#anyways yeah i should go back to sleep gnnnn#4c hair
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