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bugsoda · 1 year ago

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someone take this device away from me i am much too tired to be dignified. pay this buffoon no mind.

#is that that word #much too #those are words #when i am sleep deprived i get rambly so thats what this is #please tune me out i will tired post and comment and tag and it is humiliating bc its not my true potential #i am better than this!#go to sleep!#nay #i shall keep on for some reason #old speech posting i guess. what era is this #shakespearean? early modern english? what era was that #anyway the Some Reason is boredom and need of sleep #i will continue to ramble stop laughing at me #bloop #ren faires are so fun even though they have like. nothing to do with the renaissance. im in the process of making a cape. sewing machine is #a bitch. why do i keep adding tags #fuck off stop looking at me #dont reply to this please spare me some pride #why did i even make this post #anyway i shoudl really be more educated on history #fuck what was i thinking about. bees?#no ren faires right #who wants to come with me that would be so fun. actually i have only been here for like 3 months and ive only dm’d a couple of you #and even then not a lot. but in my defense how tf do uou keep a conversation. how does that work i cant even do it in person #ive decided to cut myself off #bye

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magiertama · 1 month ago

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"So, do you actually like hanging around me? How about we play some games?"

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forevermore-quoth-the-kitten · 9 months ago

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strong urge to write an Obey Me fic where MC figured out really fast human fascinate demons for many reasons and gets a Devilhub account. they're really popular on it really fast. but the thing is

they're just doing normal shit and chatting about what life is like in the human realm

and demons go wild for it

#obey me #obey me shall we date #fic idea #mc would say all the time not to tell the demon brothers #having no idea they all know within the first 2 weeks about it #thats the ongoing joke though #the demons know and mc doesn't #asmo thinks mc was a fucking genius #lucifer keeps an eye on mc to make sure it stays safe #levi finds out they're not a normie from a stream #mammon makes it his person mission to be a sugar baby without realizing #satan got mad when mc made their bed it was so inefficient #beel was kind of whatever until he found a cooking stream in the kitchen one day #that was some good fucking food #belphie still has a ddd for reasons #he hates this bitch ass human #less so as time goes on #no i dont take criticism #thank you

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pepperpixel · 29 days ago

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I haven’t posted art in forever, (I am currently working on art tho!! It’s just taking me a bit cuz.. job..) but! But… what about if instead of the art u guys came here for. I instead posted pictures of the cool lil outfits I’ve been wearing recently that im rlly proud of… what about that???

#part of the issue w art is also for some reason. FOR REAL. the default shit I want to draw is just ME. IN MY VARIOUS CUTE LIL OUTFITS #I’ve become a narcissist… a fashion obsessed narcissist.. i just want everyone to see and admire my cool fits…#I struggle. so much more drawing shit that is not me nowadays. and I have so much less free time #but then I don’t FINISH the pics of me cuz I’m like ‘this is too self indulgent!!! stop!! draw fanart!!#like a normal person!!! ghgh-‘#ur rlly gonna come back from an art hiatus w just a bunch of silly pics of u being cute… get a fucking grip..#uhhh.. but anyway lol #I am still drawing. I’m currently working on some expiremental lineless digital art #cuz I felt shaking stuff up might help #we shall see if I finish it tho!#it me #pepper words #anyway look at my fits #my one. 2 curses r in bad at taking pictures #and I live in a dingy basement so the lighting fucking SUCKS #u cannot see all the detail…. u cannot make out All of my lil accessories #it’s sad…#all these outfits r very black and white i do in fact wear colors… mostly red. n green #but I am rlly In my aristocratic vampire / witch era right now… and I’m loving it…#middle 2 pics r the same outfit. just w and without cloak lol #also pls do me a kindness and ignore my messy ass room #lady outfit is actually my most recent and my room HAS gotten less messy! I cleaned it up!#but it’s still kinda. got some clutter lol #*last outfit. not lady outfit ghghg- these r gender neutral femme leaning outfits I’ll have u kno typo!!#also pls ignore the shit on my mirror!! the lil white speckles and stuff! I rlly gotta fucking clean that.. if I wanna keep taking cute #pictures of my outfits lol… I mean. it’s not MY mirror so I don’t think to clean it.. but it is in my living space…#mayhaps… I should clean it lol

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sideblogforhitgameobeyme · 4 months ago

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Call me Mammon the way I'm doing everything in my power to get more grimm

#I forgot how quickly I use this up #Like girl #I need to level up my memory cards because I was not doing that for some godforsaken reason #I would also be stealing valuables for some money to be able to keep getting 3 stars on stages again #obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me shall we date #omnb #omswd #obey me nb #And the way Im broke IRL tbh #I need to get some form of income fr fr

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loveisunison · 6 days ago

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Knight's new design is officially done!! I'm planning on drawing his past unit outfit (hy's not an idol anymore), but for now you can have the autumn-winter and spring-summer casuals ★

#𝜗𝜚 ┈ symphony ｡　🎻#𝜗𝜚 ┈ knight ｡　⚔️#this took way too long #for some reason i spent a whole day fighting with that trenchcoat so it'd look right #a lot of changes i know #but #we shall persevere #I'm a lot happier with this one so I'm hoping i get to keep it for longer #anyway if you see any mistakes. no you don't actually #questions are always welcome 👍#for all you curious souls out there /j

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agentcricket-art · 9 months ago

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happy valentine's day!!! 😘😘😘

#kiss challenge #valentine's day #valentines day #dungeons and dragons #dungeons and dragons meme #dnd #dnd meme #dnd art #dnd harengon #dnd tiefling #dnd dragonborn #dnd goliath #jack harrison #wick #rootsmasher #hornmiir #rotten luck #meme #my art #fun fact i spent a really long time trying to decide on jack's expression for kissing wick #i settled on the current one because i think the only scenario in which jack would actually kiss wick is as like a flirty joke #i think wick fascinates jack because he's just like a genuinely kind and good person with very little sense of self-preservation sometimes #but also deeply unsettles him for the same reason and also because jack did sort of indirectly lead to wick's death whoopsie #so sprinkle some guilt into that too #all that combined with jack's general trust issues & traumas & need to keep people at a distance means he's allergic to genuine feelings #complicated feelings that i am not skilled enough to actually accurately roleplay so they shall live in the tags instead #carlos if you're reading this no you didn't

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foreverxdaydreaming · 2 months ago

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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people #'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately #mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year #familys always got me up the wall #i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED #it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG #ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again #wtf is the purpose #i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth #how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit #years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing #and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be #of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying #(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired #and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness #and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot #to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding #common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm #but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies #if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol

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icewindandboringhorror · 4 months ago

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Lineup of all of the characters that appear long enough to need a visual representation of them in the game lol

#I added a few people that you can randomly run into around town (like at the inn or in the forest or etc) and have very short conversations #with just to kind of flesh out the world a little more in a more natural-ish seeming way. Like nobody in the main cast would really #have much reason to talk about the actual city you're in or anything. Since most of them havent lived there that long anyway.#But if there's a ''city inspector'' that you can run into whilst he's writing up notes examining the local inn. then maybe there could be a #few dialogue options with him where you can ask about things like that. since he would know more about the area as an offical Government #Worker or etc. Optional of course. since I have to be so wary of my natural inclination to lore dump lol and am trying extra hard to make i #all stuff thats easily avoided/skipped. But for the people like ME who deliberately choose to exhaust every possible optional dialogue #option and explore every single inch of the world and try to collect as much information as possible - then there are a few extra places to #do that. Though obviously not all of them just give exposition for like 15 paragraphs blandly. Some you don't really learn anything from #and it's kind of just.. random flavor to make the non-shop map locations more ''lived in'' feeling. Like the random #little girl you can talk to in the park doesn't bizarrely start reading out the wikipedia description of some War that happened 10 years ag #or whatever. she's just complains about school a little and asks if you've tried the nearby ice cream cart treats and etc lol #ANYWAY..#some of the art is so so evil but I'm not going to spend 800 years trying to clean it up and update it. whatever the hell mess I sketched #out in 2018 or whatever is just what I'm keeping lol... it is what it is #One of the many trials of the whole 'briefly work a few months on something and then abandon it almost entirely only to pick up work #on it literally like 4 - 5 yrs later and now you must contend with trying to decipher whatever weird shit you did years ago' experience lol #Also given the population breakdowns of the world in general I think there's an unrealistic amount of jhevona in this lineup since #they're a much rarer species to just see out and about anywhere but.. it IS a global trading center type area. and the game #takes place in the north (the country of Asen. near the coast. for the maybe 2 or less people who actually keep up with my worldbuilding #enough to know where that is lol (the same continent as Navyete (where the avirre'thel live)) and there's a decent concentration #of nothern jhevona only a short ways away so... tee hee..I shall pretend it makes sense and not merely me just wanting #to represent more of that species because I think their lore is interesting lol #I MEAN also realistically there would NOT be a human here because humans are extremely isolated species that don't even know the rest #of the world exists really and human territories are extremely protected from the outside world but... of course it's like.. well we need #at least One of them to be there for the Optional Lore. Same with the Ythrili. But at least those are like.. PLAUSIBLE.. not nonsensically #outlandish. If I had a Verrucalt or something in there THEN that would be truly lore-breaking almost lol #ANYWAY.. rambling that only means anything to me because nobody else knows what I'm even referencing but hbjh #also I think my character designs are so funny in the sense that I really do just love to do the same thing over and over again ghbjh #wow... random asymmetry and belts and arm straps and high collars where the neck is completely covered?? you dont say..how novel

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networksupported · 1 year ago

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man i love this kid sure am glad shes never experienced the horrors ever haha!!!!!!

#:DISCONNECTED:#SEVEN... i blow you a kiss so gentle through the screen..#i do NOT draw her enough #probably becuase my style for her keeps changing for some reason idk #ANYWAY. mission 2: learn how to draw coda. i shall report back.#ive developed a new plot where every time cas insults rex's kids i draw one of them #so you might be getting an influx of them. terribly sorry #tobyart

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coldercreation · 1 year ago

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TMI emo rant - I'm just moping lmao ( don't read if others being emo makes you mopey too, I don't wanna mope-fy this space :'< take care xx )

When the lady in the workout video says ‘the fact that you showed up for this exercise today is already something that deserves a pat on the back’ after you have felt like a hot garbage of a human being the whole day, week, month, just…

damn lady. coming for my praise and attention starved butt like that 😒

#legit made me feel some sort of way lol I wasn't prepared #not even sure why it stood out like that #like it felt like praise obvs but also made me a bit more sad and disappointed with life lmao #just doin my silly little workout bc I have nothing else to do or going on #don't get me wrong #working out is amazing #it is an achievement to do some sort of movement and it can feel so challenging at times to get it done #but when I don't have anything else going on it just felt like...#well yeah... sad and disappointed in life ig #like oh yeah #THIS is the biggest thing I've achieved recently #sometimes that is a huge achievement for real #but for me atm this all just feels so insignificant :(#and by 'this' I probably just mean me #so basically I'm just being all emo today for some reason #and I shall keep doing my next workout after ranting here unsolicited #and hopefully tomorrow will feel better #xx

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keeps-ache · 7 months ago

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oops‎‎‎, i, ‎did it again - i overcheesed the spaghetteh,

#just me hi #WWhhhyyyyY #my catastrophic cheese issues continue hfhshd #went 'oh noooooo' and looked up at my mom and she already Knew lmaoo #that's how often these things happen !#i'm also not allowed to make macaroni anymore btw ://#/oh also i discovered some time ago that the seasoned pecans they sell at costco are AWESOME with sharp cheddar cheese #it's GREAT i highly recommend !! :D #my siblings keep going 'ewh that's gross' and then trying it and being enlightened to the way of the cheese-nut lolll :3 #it's also apparently a grave crime to take off like a fourth of the cheese block and just nibble on that for some hours #joke's on those jokers i forget i actually have to eat anything for at least four more hours after doing that Hfbshd #//but anyway in other news !!#what is up with colours? i have no idea. neither does anybody else! peace and love on the celestial meatball we all adore #/octopus are neat i like octopus :>#so are crabs but i think they're a bit scarier for some reason so !#octopus are just kinda more gross but i can appreciate their squiggyness #octopusses... octopie.... is this the 'plural platypus' thing again hfbsh #/i have Gottt to finish these refs before june or i'm going to do what i did last year which was NOT fun loll #i rushed like 5 refs in two weeks ! did i enjoy it? naauh hbhfs :')#/also thinking of opening comms next year ? maybeeeee #it's definitely under consideration though ~!~#/also made a new yt cuz i changed my email lol :>#RIP the old one. you'll be remembered o7 and iiiiiiiiiiiiiii will always remember yyyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu #//think that's all though ~!~#<- doin that cuz i can't have my wiggly exclamation point lol :)#but it's summer again which means i'm going to ddddiiiiiieeeeeeeee #that one guy who wanted to set fire to the sun had a real idea goin there..#//anyway toodles :33 perhaps i shall return. oo bYe ~+

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hirokiyuu · 2 years ago

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Hello! I'm sorry to add in to the overfilled pile of the askbox, but after your second part on Vace's person, I gotta ask. What is your thoughts on Vace in the Disconnect the Array ending? When you romance him by the time of the ending?

help ive never romanced him and done this, does anyone have the text for this for me to look at i'm curious now wwwwwww

#U GUYS STAY TOGETHER THO RIGHT..... FOR ONCE #without even dying in space about it..........#and dw abt askbox crimes #non-prompt stuff usually takes abt two minutes to answer unless i decide to write a whole fucking essay for some reason #which i have done before! guy who is Like This #really its just that i have abt fifty billion prompts i havent done LMFAO and keep accepting more even LMFAOOOO #guy who is besieged by hubris always #asks #va1iant-viridity #teenexo stuff #i may or may not have thoughts abt this after i see caps we shall have to see

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monster-noises · 2 years ago

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it's a very silly thing to turn your nose up at something just to be ~different~ but all the same I will continue to refuse to wear button up t-shirts.

#monster noises #I'm trying to figure out how to make my summer wardrobe more Interesting #particularly for being at work #cause like at home I have plenty of fun tank tops and band shirts and other stuff that make me happy #but I can't wear those to work sadly so I'm kinda stuck with... plain black t's #which is like Fine #but it's not Fun #and I it doesn't make me Happy #so I need to find a way to craft a work friendly summer wardrobe #with the same vibe as my fanciful dress shirts #whimsical embroidered vests #and brilliant colourful cardigans #so I can hit the hardware store looking like a Hot Weather Wizard #and sadly the Easiest solution for whimsical summer wear is the booming button up t-shirt industry frequented by my trans-masc peers #but alas I have a long held refusal to partake in the tradition for reasons not fully known to me and also I don't think I'd look good #but I'm Also not thrilled by the thought of patterned Regular t-shirts cause that's some Average Joe type stuff #unless I can hunt down some Radical Prints #so I think I'm gunna go the route of seeking out weird shorts/pants I can make into shorts and keep the plain tops #but we shall have to see..#also to be clear I'm basically working on clearing out and replacing parts of my wardrobe #lots of my stuff isn't necessarily Old as it Could Be but it is From Another Time #if you know what I mean #and I'd like to bring it up to where I'm at #They're all Milo clothes and I'm Bartholomew now #y'get me?#anyway yeah if anyone has suggestions I'm open to em!

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vanibear · 2 years ago

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they werent lying. the end of ddd really is a nightmare if you are severely underleved but also refuse to go back and grind

#no game has ever made me angrier than this game .the combat is just so much more stressful for some reason #probably bc my dreameaters lives are literally on the line #hgguuh . as your flesh bears the sigil so you shall your name be known as that of a recusant .ok I know #its so funny the duality tho .I lovee the story but loathe the combat #and the world designs are so good too (even tho I keep getting helplessly lost)#kh #kat post

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pebblezone · 2 years ago

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Idk how welcome home has overrun literally all of my social media but I guess I welcome it

#talkingcore #I love puppets it’s all on me I’m engaging this actually isn’t a complaint more like a I Didn’t Know This Existed 24 hours ago #and now it’s literally all I’m seeing like 80% of the videos I’ve seen today have been welcome home which like honestly is super impressive #hell yeah to those creators they’ve got some insane drive #album adventure update: finally rolled good ol honorary Beach boy Glen Campbell maybe I’ll give you guys ram ranch #pip would’ve loved ram ranch 💔 rip king fly high 🕊️🧍‍♂️ 18 naked cowboys 😭 at the ram ranch 😰#I’ve been fucking around with lip syncing shit and it’s tedious as hell but heeehee it’s fun woooah the mouth moves wooooahaaahhhhhh #also this dude keeps leaving his Apple Watch in the practice room in my dorm and like thankfully I’m such an amazing and perfect person #that I didn’t take it the first time but the second time (like 2 weeks later) I said fuck it and just used it while it was still in there #(I’d checked at 2. saw it was there. didn’t use it. came back at 5 it was still there so like a reasonable amount of time to get it)#so I fucked around as normal but like I started getting freaked by the possibility of it listening (it probs wasn’t)#so I left but like bro how do you forget it twice why are you taking it off #I gave it to the help desk people which I think was the right thing to do but also Dude think how easily I could’ve stolen it please keep it #no longer dying of the plague but I need to hang onto my t boy swag pleasepleaseplease let me keep at least some lower notes #I will accept not hitting a G2 again but like. a C3? even just a D3 like regularly? please? please? please? hello? you’re nothing #anyway I’m avoiding my work you guys should look up The Beach Boys and Charles Manson have a gander at that for fun #thanks to my lovely institution having a strike going on by mid Thursday I’m done for the week which means I get to indulge and boy shall I #love you 🫶 go slay 🫶 have great vagina 🫶 byeeee

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