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#precessed it) and practically going feral because of it and then. having So Much catching up to do when it came to. basically every
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#anyway i continue to Lavellan post because i did some stuff and I'm tired now anyway. thinking about the beginning of the game and
#how he's mostly leaning into the herald bullshit because he thinks it'll help him belong here and make people like him and how
#devastatingly it's going to hit him after in your heart shall burn (I'm basically leaning into it as much as
#possible without establishing him as faithful since it's more difficult to make Leliana pope that way but in my head
#he took every 'yeah I'm herald I'm heralding so much andraste right now' option besides one with cass and one with Leliana)
#like. he doesn't even really believe it but most people either like hearing it or if they react negatively it's in a way that still
#acknowledges him as in charge so he'll roll with that. but then. everything in YHTB happens and it's just like. Oh. Oh Shit. like
#it was this mix of bullshitting for fun and saying what people wanted to hear and kind of believing that maybe he was chosen by
#Something at least. and like. it's not like he didn't do anything on his own or at least without any special abilities but then
#The classic seeing all that be swept aside. realizing how this is going to be remembered because it's already happening. maybe
#he should have known that the second he was asked if there was room for more among his gods.
#but then. what do you expect. his first memory is being discarded (that's not entirely what it was but that's how his child brain
#precessed it) and practically going feral because of it and then. having So Much catching up to do when it came to. basically every
#aspect of being a person
#and like. he was accepted along with Rella but that still gets to you. especially since. sure he didn't fully understand what it means to
#be pitied but he could still recognize that from others. could still want to prove he was Better Than That. could still want to shatter tha
#sheet of glass between himself and seemingly everyone else (even Rella to be honest. if only because she almost left him behind too). how
#would he not lean into being seen as something special. whether he fully believed the narrative others were spinning or not
#i dunno i see a lot of people talking about their Lavellan pushing back against the narrative from the start but i kind of like the
#idea of going along with it. thinking it won't get that far and surely he can correct it if it does. he's in charge after all. right? only
#to get hit harder than an avalanche by the realization that he's not in control after all. he can direct as many forces as he wants
#but he can't change how he'll be remembered. how he's already being remembered. and he contributed to it too? i dunno his specific
#combination of pride and insecurity and need to just Belong. to just belong as himself. is. compelling
#If anyone is reading this Ive seen posts about all Lavellans having the same personality but no one's elaborated? am i just doing that?
#i actually want to know. you know. assuming anyone is reading this.
#i dunno just thinking about his continuous need to prove himself for so many reasons (partially because of Rella too since
#yeah Rella is a mage but not the first or anything. she's just there because people knew she had nowhere else to go). okay I'll shut up now
#but yeah what is this Standard Lavellan Personality i keep hearing about?
#original posts
#but like. something something he's being discarded again but he understands it this time and he can't fight it and just
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