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@riddlersexymancompetition Update on the dog story. He was rescued from death by our man our hero: LEGO DC SUPERVILLAINS RIDDLER! NOW THIS IS SEXYMAN MATERIAL.
#i have things to do#i rly should be studying#college is hard and I wanted to finish at least one of the obligatory readings#but i have a problem#lego dc supervillains#dc super villains riddler#edward nygma#riddler#rsmc2023#riddler sexyman contest
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congrats on your recovery n all yuuji but unfortunately for you I thought the scars were cool >:/
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#these took so long i kept getting distracted cries#but they r done and this is yuuji's post canon scar map to me. argue with a wall we should have had this#looks at canon this sign won't stop me bc i cant read >:(#smh robbed!!!!!! the potential!!!!! the aesthetic!!!!! th angst the symbolism!!!!!!#gege i respect u i do not want beef after u let my boys live#but u rly couldnt have scuffed him up a LITTLE more.....there were so many to choose from didnt u have a favourite.....#all he has to show fr all that r two little scratches. rly.#((not counting the ear n fingers thank god i get That much))#anyway i made a whole post abt why i think yuuji should have kept the scars n what it would have stood for symbolically#its along th same lines as the yuuji Big Face Scar agenda hh i just care a lot abt character design n visual storytelling ok#anyway fine he can keep the eye but in this house it grew back wrong it's lighter and foggy and now his prescription is stronger#as fr the rest#megumi has dibs on the upper right eye apparently so yuuji can have the bottom half#i would have doubled down on the scars on his left but a. the right side is the symbolic one#b. he healed an entire eye so it makes sense tht he'd heal other more minor injuries as well#c. tbh it's mostly based on what looked good i think this arrangement guides the eye across his face nicely#gave him a lil nose nick bc smth smth sukuna idk it's just there to balance things out#also as i said. the jaw and neck scar are there for kissing purposes i make the rules im salty and i do what i want smile#in other news thank u past hina fr doing those hair render studies im very happy with my yuuji hair as of late
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a leyendecker homage for the first postcard of 2024!!
#my art#year of the dragon#can join anytime in jan + anywhere in the world!#and theres a bunch of stuff ive only posted there and not anywhere ellse#i rly like how it turned out! think its funnn#was fun trying to get the scales in there#i should be like every other artist and do a proper study of his style at some point LOL
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19.09.23, tuesday
tired !! but nOT SLEEPY damnit
things done today:
2h lecture
4h of coding
#but i should be sleepy bc it’s 8pm and i’m trying to go to sleep early#but I also would need an evening walk to reset my brain I think#but im tired#but if I won’t go I might not be able to rly sleep too well#but !! i am !! tireddd !!#and i dont want to go !!!!!#studyblr#bookblr#booklr#aesthetic#books#study#reading#read#book#studyspo#dark academia#september 2023#2023
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Therapy? Expensive. Drawing your oc and her boyfriend in the outfits of one’s beloved childhood ship? Free!
References this specific art of Sailor Moon and Tuxedo Mask
(Sidenote, I’m not actually sure which book this particular illustration is from, so if someone could lmk that’d be stellar.)
#this took me back to being 10 and pouring over pages of the s@lior moon manga and trying to ‘study’ the art style#drawing pretty girls in pretty dresses is forever ingrained in me now#my art#art#eugene finch#oc x canon#oc victoria#drawtectives#IDK if I should tag this as S@lior moon because it is a redraw of some of the offical art from it?#but it’s also not really s@ilor moon art yk…?#:P#speaking of I think think whilist drawing this piece abt how Vic and Gene’s personalities. Don’t rly fit this ship?#However the aesthetic is on point so I have chosen to disregard this#(I’m just out here writing whole ass essays in the tags lol(
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painting pinterest studies from last month, mostly done in procreate! avoided painting on the ipad for so long because it feels so different but these turned out surprisingly fun to do!!
sources: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9
#artists on tumblr#studies#collecting painting refs on pinterest rly makes you aware how every artist is just using the same 100 pinterest photos for studies lol#it's fun to compare but i should probably find some other places to source from
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oc piece from 2022 i never finished but found recently & quite like :]
#i should finish this sometime........#oc tag#bembly#no new art sorries! i've been drawing but it's been horrific atm bc i'm still troubleshooting csp#and drawing on paper is for once not really doing the trick bc i want to do my art studies on my computer#what HAS been going good tho is oc planning#ive made more progress on bembly than i have in... the three years since i scrapped & restarted the project?#also ive been making oc inspo lists for bembly + 131000 and its rly funny. do any of you remembre my oc colette? her list is ATROCIOUS
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Resident Evil really makes me wanna become an unhinged scientist creating horrors beyond our comprehension yet made of our own flesh and maybe a sprinkle of virus/parasite/mold in it to give it some extra ooomph
#txts#this is mostly about re4 bc its on my mind rn#the las plaga is like a dog to me#look if its big enough to be petable at some point then its a puppy-i dont make the rules#its just a more fucked up spider#which then growns into an even more fucked up spider hiding in a human suit i guess#the usual things y'know#i say this but the concept of parasite(anime) fucked me up#just the thought that i could sleep and SMTH could crawl into my ear-fucking disgusting oh god who thought of that no please#nothing you can do except die i guESS#good aesthetics there too tho#fleshy long bits with knives on the end are just a go-to-aesthetic for me i guess#i rly should go buy re4make tbh#like i already watched others play through it and enjoyed that#but i also saw some achievemtns which also made me wanna try my hand on this#which is a first#but expected tbh#resident evil#little me thought i could be whoever does autopsies bc A i cant smell B i am not easily grossed out at all and C if i studied just a bit#more and had the energy for it I could do smth smart but i dont wanna do smth like doctor smart so...dead ppl#this is just that but with extra steps and more corpses walking#to be fair-young me also thought i could go find a way to become immortal if i only managed to get cells to stop dying out#which seems really easy#but like...i am NOT a doctor so dear god do not quote my hubris here#'just stop dying'->younger me#so yes i would like all the funding and all the experimental fluids and.....things 👀 in the world to play god with thx <3#it's been quite a week i am sure you can tell
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the forest looks like heaven today i woke up feeling the heaviest weight at the top of my heart
#yesterday on the study they said they were dating two others and it was going well and i cant imagine fucking you but#you have great tits. they got upset at me not inviting them to a party. my research partner told me to write a 1000 word essay on why they#should come. they spoke about how much they wanted theiir ex and they wouldnt tell me much about who theyre dating bc#they thought i still had feelings for them which. god. theyre right but the assumption is so arrogant#the streams r rly beautiful im walking to a date and shes gorgeous and some of my friends know her but i look#exactly like ive slept on my friends floor for the past few days so . aaa anyway#god after that whole call i just felt so deflated like i felt over it but now its all . back. like seeing them being happy w smn else#inflicts active misery upon me which means ii think im becoming a worse person bc of them. i called my friend and i just . idk i walked home#i kept wanting to weep but . woah the sun is so pretty#there are petals and dandelion seeds floating in the air#med school students walking to their lectures#she does biochem btw. the person im meeting now#there are two butterflies dancing together. i cant make this shit up the past few days have looked like actual heaven#ive spent them being on survival mode and not even bc of my studies like ok focus on log functions while the person kn the screen#tells u abt how if her ex were to call shed fold immediately and the new girl is a singer and its going well and maybe ill tell you#more abt it in a few months. SO YOU KNOW IT HURTS ! SO WHY WOULD YOU TELL ME YOUD MAKE OUT W ME AT THE CLUB WHY WOULD U FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO#ME WITHOUT CLOTHES ON ! WHY WOULD YOU CARESS YOUR OWN SKIN LOOKING AT ME IN THE MIRROR !!!!#anyway im like . sane.#i just . felt like it was over#i realised i kept seeing ppl who i thought were more attractive etc etc than her bc i needed to prove to myself#that im attractive enough to be liked or that i can be liked at all and a part of me wanted to prove it to them too#its just a horrible mindset to have and yh not only do they not care but they also bring out the worst in me actively like . I DONT KNOW#BUT THEN WHO ELSE KNOWS THAT THE GOLDEN HOURS IN TEHRAN ARE PINK AND LILAC WHO GOES TO TECHNO RAVES AT THE BASE OF DAMAVAND#WHO CAN PIN YOU AGAINST A WALL LIKE THEM !!!#anyway#standing up it just feels so#exhausting#like this the most exhausted ive felt from all this ever
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Is Kagerou Project discontinued, or will Mekakucity Reload ever see the light of day?
ermmm. answer is maybe to both questions.
jin doesnt WANT to stop kagerou project. its more like he was forced to. i dont know all that much about it, but he's basically in copyright jail -> cant do anything abt kagepro until he clears out legal stuff with it. i think rn kagepro belongs to a mobile game company or something LOLLLL i knew of this back in 2019 or something but i really had thought it had cleared out... it didnt. apparently it's been a problem ever since the anime released and rly sealed off in 2018 with the release of the last album. that's all i know
so for mekakucity reload, same answer. this anime and the no9 novel he announced (and he also mentioned a manga actually) wont see light of day til that whole thing blows over and jin gets the copyright sorted out.
personally im split. i kinda just want him to leave it alone... like its fine as is just stop adding stuff stop touching the characters just Stop. remember all the insane stuff he was saying... how he thinks kano would be a cop, takane would be a mom, shintaro would be a teacher and his students would become the new main characters... girl just STOP TALKING FOREVER
But also huh..no9 novel protag haruka... takane birthday reveal tease...?!?!?! GIMME. but also then i come to my senses and i still think its for the best it doesnt see light of day lol. The idea of jin ruining haruka and takane for me of all characters terrifies me. do not touch them (i KNOW theyre his characters but eugh theyre so sidelined and shit all the time and my brain is plagued with them 24/7 i know its kinda obnoxious to be possessive of someone elses characters and i dont wanna be like Theyre mine cuz theyre not but also i understand them better than anyone else in the world thank u. like no one even has the tiniest grasp over how insane i am about them. i hold my insanity back. what i show here is me with a filter. just imagine.
and like takane as a mom+novel would be set 3 years in the future.... ARE U MAKING HER A MOM AT 22/23😭😭😭LEAVE HER ALONEEEE!!!!!! i like mom takane thats cute but AT 23??? GIRL GO TO THERAPY FIRST. COP KANO? ILL KILL YOU. TEACHER SHINTARO IS FINE BUT I DONT WANT NEW CHARACTERS AT ALL EUGH STOP IT. JUST... LET IT GO JIN♥️ THANK U FOR EVERYTHING BUT♥️ NO♥️
#alexa play thanks 4 the memories by fall out boy#ask tag#kagexplain#like its rly sad this is why he had to stop#i wish hed rather just stop by his own accord#artists should always have complete freedom over their creations#i still think the lost day hour comic is such a perfect ending to kagepro#if anything id be all for a little post str novel abt what everyones doing in a SMALL timeskip of a few months#and its nothing grand its just casual and stuff#but alsl fuck that bc its like so implied stuff abt growing apart and shit and ugh its so#i cant stand that stupid fucking endind trope. characters go their separate ways. kys#if u know me from amphibia as well...lol. heya. i hate the amphibia ending.#i shove jin in a locker and walk out of kagepro studies with a paper with takanes birthday written on it up my ass#faq
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Intrusive thoughts won and damn is Vanitas fine. 😩👌
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Most important thing in the world to me is that IMO in order to be ant man you gotta be fucked up in the head*
#marvel#antman#ant man#dinu yells into the void#dinu yells in the void#*H@nk not included because I hate him#anyways. i miss ant man.#i miss my wives tails. i miss them a lot#Literally id have to dig for it rly bad but its sooo important to me that like. in order to be ant man you gotta be some kind of asshole#eric is well. you know. it was in the title. zayn iirc literally almost destroyed like all of civilisation in his future because he let#hubris get the best of him during his scientific studies#a lot of ppl i think think scott is like the obligatory Nice One#and i do think scott is an kind person. but like .#scott is compassionate. but hes not nice.#scott in the old comics (aka the GOOD comics#had like an INSANE temper and would regularly threaten Ultra Violence#against people#like he was literally mister ‘i will torture you with the ants if you piss me off’ to criminals he fought#IM JUST…. its rly important to me that all of the antmen are people who inherently fucked up or did shitty things in some way#or like have a lot of flaws#and yet still choose to be heroes anyways.#id need to find it but i need to find my like ramble i sent to bracken abck in like 2021 2022#about the point of antman as a mantle#and about how it’s inherently a superhero title thats about ppl taking from the predecessor and making it their own identity#instead of living up to a ‘legacy’#the original ramble was in regards to scott and eric but i think it holds true to Zayn as well#sighh. i miss ant man.#i should do a digimon ant man crossover. for meeee :3
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been thinking on & off about akira..........gbf akira.......farming sim akira.......rf akira.........roleswap & isekaiswap akira............anything akira..........
#stardust speaking !#T_^ when u wanted to write but the past days went to hell ough lets try again another day#i need to study murr cuz i think using him to have him & akira travel in rf...............u know#just rly fond of akira & murr who always meets no matter the universe <-goes for all the wizards#april fools soon............i have grievances Again about their event scheduling but whatever#been thinking about the current dreamscape in alchstar too...ludweiss writing down their life & memories.......#'u should stop writing everyone should just forget us' 'it does matter. even shooting stars#have a home in those who see their beauty' ughhT_^ dont forget about us.................#you have to wake up....dont watch til the end...........#i havent hated any dreamscape but they havent felt as strong as eve's and then they hit me with adras. me who didnt care for regalia#frostfire says some things that i......i wanna write something for u in the future....#ANYHOOOWWWWW i should get to pt2&4th anni but then im like oh but i wanna finish events first & then i go#actually i should catchup to main story and Then read events to heal my heart but then....#do u understand my personal fighting
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I was just watching a video on men playing women in Shakespeare performances and it said "remember, Ophelia was written to be played by a man" and my IMMEDIATE FIRST THOUGHT WAS
"Oh, so like, Dean Winchester"
#hm#the Ophelia/Dean thing rly eats at me sometimes#idk what the parallels even ARE#is it a daughter being forced to die as the communal expression of her family's generational evil? that she never asked for?#and in that death and the spiral into despair that precedes it. bringing the truth of her and her loved one's situation to light?#is it being doomed by the narrative? defined by heteronormative romances that are arguably the LEAST interesting part of their character?#being sad and insane and soaking wet?#i dont get this. hamlet isnt cascoded (EW) but ophelia is deancoded. Hamlet SHOULD be deancoded. WHY IS OPHELIA DEANCODED#SHE SHOULD BE THE CAS OF THIS#SHES NOT#supernatural#spn meta#dean studies#shakespeare#hamlet#someone needs to take literature away from me#like thematically literally narratively Ophelia is the Cas of Hamlet. but someow also on literally every level she is not#i am confusion
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barry is a great show for many reasons, and one of the reasons i like it so much is that it has villain protagonists that are softer archetypes while still evil, and how these villain protagonists struggle with their moralities and personalities and their downfalls
#barry#barry hbo#i might write more later and rly get into it#but yeah!#if you’re a writer you should watch this show for the villain character studies#(no shortage of ‘em! most of the chars are villains)
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the way my heart sank . lol
#tried to get on a call to study w my gf bc weve both been avoiding stuff we Have to do and its been making us anxious#but esp her bc shes been in this cycle for a while and shes struggling w it a lot . and i love her and i want the best for her#and all my friends r like u should push each other to do better even if its uncomfortable somewhat and i agree#so we were like. yh lets do stuff / get on our work tmrw even tho its anxiety-inducing etc...and then we got on a call#and this is the most like. bored/displeased ive ever heard her sound like she seemed extremely disinterested and even mildly irritated#and it honestly shocked me ??? so i ended the call bc i need to do work and it was making me sad#and im trying to listen to words more than tone but it was so extreme and such a sudden change that it literally wasnt good for me . im so#confused rn . like ik facing tasks youve been avoiding for months causes anxiety ik theres like a mental block around it that makes u not#want to deal w it or become irritated at ppl who suggest that you should#but omg?? it was so weird and like. when i said she was making me sad so i wanted to end the call she was like. ok 😐#which is a fair response ig but shes never responded to me that way b4...like what is this what is happening...#i want smn who encourages me to move forward and who appreciated that i want them to do the same#instead of staying stagnant and anxious for months. i talked abt this before on here and everyone collectively was like Be More Patient and#work through it w her etc etc (my friends said the exact opposite tho) and i have been Trying To but its making me feel actively . bad.#like. im Afraid.#to bring it up . and then when i finally did say yh lets do smth lets get thru this tgth she just shut down on me somehow#idk what else i can do#i will talk to her abt it later i just need to work rn. i had to get this out of my system first.#shes so sweet and wonderful and supportive usually. but when it comes to thsi topic. im rly shocked idk#i knew she felt bad abt it but i thought she agreed to move through it w me and i didnt expect her to direct it at me#like whatever i said shed give me the coldest ok 😐. like. again nothing inherently wrong w that but when contrasted w#the way she talks to me usually there IS smth wrong it . its jarring and uncomfortable and made me rly upset bc it felt like she was mad at#me for trying to help . idk#UGH whatever ill talk 2 her later i have to do this lecture itll help distract me
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