#i rly need to tag shit more tbh

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

making a sorta wip/unfinished compilation video thing for all the vsynth projects ive sorta lost interest in/abandoned sounds like it'd be fun to do and help me clear up some space on this got damn computer but im always like uouguhhh but what if it fucking sucks :( when it comes to like actual cover stuff 😔✌️ like mannn

[honeydots]

What do you think Siegbert’s relationship with Laslow and Soleil’s relationship with Xander are like particularly as they get older/teenagers.

anon you're enabling me i LOVE their parent/child relationships as they get older!!! read more cause this got looooong

for laslow and siegbert--well first off, i think laslow always can provide a particular brand of emotionally-based support that develops more as siegbert gets older. siegbert has his Anxiety Issues, and where laslow and xander both struggle w sociality as well, i think laslow can relate in a more... empathetic way? dealing with some of the emotional aftermath and letting feelings be feelings (this isn't to say siegbert doesn't go to xander or that xander doesn't help, i just think they're good at different things). on a more lighthearted note, i think laslow's really good at getting a giggle out of siegbert, and good at finding ways to alleviate pressure. he's been doing this for years with xander. and yes, xander and siegbert need different things, but laslow's good at pinpointing those things

something i rly like abt their relationship is that i think that where siegbert more openly shows his idolization of xander (like we see in-game), he still does something really similar with laslow. looking up to him, taking inspiration from him. it just comes out in different ways. for example, siegbert probably trusts laslow's opinions... a lot. considers his sometimes more than his own. and he's just fascinated by the stories he tells. even after laslow's married to xander, i like to think he still travels (and drags xander with him as often as he can--and also drags their kids along as often as he can hahaha), and those stories in particular really entrap siegbert. which is good for a budding prince, i think something laslow (and eventually siegbert and soleil) has that xander lacks is some open mindedness, and not being so narrowly nohr-centric in his perspective--esp in upbringing, if that makes sense. this is also why i like laslow taking xander traveling, cause ultimately i think it would do him good.

ONTO!!! soleil and xander!! ive mentioned before how much i like the grumpy-dad and peppy-daughter dynamic, but. to reiterate: i really really like it gjsjfjsnf soleil, similarly to laslow but probably even more, tends to go to xander and ramble about her girl successes and failures. just barging into his office like i hope you're not busy cause i have things to SAY!! and i don't think xander dismisses her, but he does make her wait sometimes, hahaha. i also think xander will often tell soleil what she needs to hear, rather than what she wants, and ultimately for her that's better than the alternative. he's not entirely harsh (though he can be and that's something to work on), but honest. he also dotes on her more than he should by a xander-standard LOL

i think soleil provides to xander a lot of brightness--it is NOT lost on me that they named her soleil, sun, in a place like nohr. i think surrounding xander with bright people is a fantastic idea. and just like laslow's doing with the traveling thing, soleil probably gets xander to socialize a little more, haha. he isn't a brick wall that can't talk to anybody, but--he does strike me as the kind of guy who has coworkers, but not friends, ya feel me. soleil's confident and full of energy, and tbh i think she's the type to really want attention from her parents, so asking xander to come along with her is a frequent request. and that eventually, naturally, leads to xander getting out more. she doesn't have the same setback as laslow that if he gets shy enough he'll retreat entirely while they're out, hahaha

and one final note to round this off: i like to think!! that xander and soleil are both cat people (xander = cabbit, and soleil has lines about owning kitten posters), where laslow and siegbert are dog people (i have many aus where laslow has a pet dog so this is more of a 'because i said so' kinda thing) (also you might be inclined to think cat for siegbert also but i need you to look inward. deeper. i think he'd like the enthusiasm...!!! i have more i could say but i'll leave it at that)

there you go!! :D

[harrylights]

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[arolesbianism]

I <3 viewing things typically seen as positive traits as completely neutral traits that have no inherent moral value and simply just are. For better or for worse.

[fardf150]

ig my problem is that when ppl who ive never spoken to who dont and will never have a reason to refer to me ask my pronouns it feels too much like the "are you a boy or girl" question. like im cool when theyre asking everybody bc they plan on knowing and talking to all of us. but when they approach me and only me and i dont know them it's like Oh youre just uncomfortable with the fact that i confuse you and you need to be able to classify me

[butchcarmy]

silly little idea i have in my brain where you’ve got carmen on his back, both of you giggling and gently teasing each other before you hop on to ride him. you lean down and kiss at his chest and he’s just smirking, letting you have your fun until your tongue brushes against one of his nipples. the moan he lets out could only be described as surprised, almost like it was punched out of him, like he didn’t expect it to feel that good. his face goes beet red and he’s blinking in shock

just,..idk carmen might have sensitive nipples who knows

Anon I’m sorry for the wait! I SO agree. I kept looking back at this ask and being like😳Anyway tbh I already had some stuff like this in the works but I rly wanted to write with this prompt, so here’s this. Enjoy!

Word count: ~800

Tags: explicit MDNI🔞, subby carmy, nipple play, slight overstimulation at the end

You didn’t know Carmy’s nipples were so sensitive until today.

It was just a playful little thing, a gentle flick of your tongue against the smooth surface of his soft nipple. However, the sound he failed to stifle was nothing small. The moan that came out of him was abrupt, like it appeared out of nowhere.

Carmy’s face has gone bright red now, evidently shocked by his own reaction. His mouth keeps opening as if to say something, but he can’t get the words out.

So naturally, you lick his nipple again, slower this time, and Carmy sucks in a sharp, deep breath.

“I didn’t know your nipples were so sensitive,” you murmur, your fingers thumbing back and forth over his nipples, hardening them.

“I, I didn’t either,” Carmy pants. His cock weeps between the two of you, dripping pre cum onto his stomach. You were going to ride him, but this is suddenly more important. You don’t even think you’ll need to ride him anymore, not when he’s reacting like this.

“Really? Even when your shirts are always rubbing up on them?” You don’t mean for that question to be as sexual but it is, but his nipples are reddening and swelling as your fingers pinch at them, and Carmy’s moans are making you drip.

“It’s not—sometimes, I mean, it’s a little—“ You can tell that this whole thing is embarrassing him, but he’s too turned on to shy away. He can’t even bring himself to say it.

“Just didn’t wanna admit it, then.” You suck one of his erect nipples into your mouth, wrapping your lips tightly around it, and he moans loudly. You release it with a wet pop, and it comes out shiny. You suck at the other one, too, leaving both of his nipples swollen and glossy with spit. “Y’think you could come with just me touching your nipples?”

“Shut up, I don’t know, maybe,” Carmy groans, back arching and chest pushing towards your mouth and hands. You glance down at his nearly untouched cock to see it still dripping. Your aching pussy still wants to sit on it, feel it come inside you when you make him finish with just his nipples. Not tonight, though. You wanna see him make a mess of himself.

“Come on, Carmy. I wanna see you come.” You suddenly pinch both of his nipples with your index and thumbs and tug, and the sound he makes has your clit throbbing. It’s as if you’re deep throating his cock with the noises he keeps making. “You’re getting close, aren’t you?”

“Yeah, shit,” he admits, rolling his head back. “So close—“

You have a feeling you know what he needs. You’re eager to see him finish, so you decide not to make him beg for it this time.

You pull one of his swollen pink nipples into your mouth again, flattening it under the flat of your tongue before sucking it between your lips. While your hand tugs at his other nipple, you suck rhythmically, cheeks hollowing. You hear Carmy’s ruined moans right from his chest. He can’t form words anymore.

“Fuck me,” Carmy cries, and he writhes as he comes deeply all over himself.

You lick his nipples as he comes onto his stomach, streaking his skin and hairs with white. You feel a glob of wetness leak from your pussy from listening to his moans. You never expected him to react so well to having his chest touch. Not to say you never thought about it…just not like this.

Experimentally, you give his nipple a little bite, just barely tugging with your teeth, and Carmy’s moans spike in volume instantly.

“Too much,” he whimpers. Although you would never push him like that, the thought of biting more at his nipples and making him scream does pass through you. It rushes heat into your stomach. But you know this isn’t the time for that, and you roll back into gently lapping at his wet nipple instead.

Even then, he eventually just pushes your head back with his hands, overstimulated and beautiful. His curly hair’s a mess from how he was pressing his head against the head board. His warm skin has this gorgeous flush to it, and his half lidded eyes are staring at you in a haze.

“That was so hot,” you say with a grin. His eyes crinkle in a smile, and he shakes his head as he laughs under his breath.

“I didn’t know I could…come with just that,” he mumbles, clearly bashful. “It was…wow.”

“If I had known earlier, I would’ve gotten these in my mouth way sooner.” You give his chest a solid squeeze, and that makes him laugh again, but it’s a bit breathless.

[ca-suffit]

how do you think the show will portray Marius? I see people looking forward to it and I don't think I could stand to see people ship him with Armand, I need them to choose a not so attractive actor.

I think they've already showed us how they'll likely portray him by how they portrayed lestat in S1, along with how armand has spoken about him already too. idk what his level of attractiveness would have to do with it tho. I know what ur saying in terms of if he's rly hot it'll be all over the tags, especially cuz he's also prbly gonna be white. but being shitty isn't something that makes u outwardly less attractive? ur more likely to get away with bad shit when u look good tbh, and I think that's an interesting thing to explore. it's a lot of what anne rice was always writing about too, although she could have written it a lot better.

armand and marius has always been a big book ship so tbh I expect it to be big in the show as well. I personally hate tf out of it but I've seen how the fandom has treated it already, along with how they dismiss any "negative" portrayals from the show about their favs.

unfortunately ppl are prbly gonna lean hard into their racist fantasies with it now too. I want to be wrong about that so badly but I don't think I'm gonna be. they're already doing it with daniel and armand in ways.

[bluenightcomedies]

uuuugh i keep procrastinating cuz i wanna make new refs n' arts n' all for us all but art slow so fuggit placeholder pinned abt the system better pinned with comm details, other accs, etc later :3 will reopen for commissions once arty verifies me! as a whole we're legally deaf and disabled! we can all draw but have diff styles/preferences :3 body is 30 (eugh i don't like admitting that) so am adult BUT we don't wanna be involved in nsfw art so pls respect that⭐ We can't get a formal diagnosis due to various real life issues, so we're not going to claim any particular diagnosis, but we can't exactly ignore the symptoms and stay masked forever. We're going to stay out of syscourse as much as possible, of course. 🌙 each alter has an assigned emoji so ppl can tell us apart easier if needed, use em as our tags too (when we remember) note- using they/them for any of us fine too!⭐

(doesn't include alters that rarely or never front) ⭐star emoji = Blue! she/her pls~ guess i'm the honorary host cuz i front most. uhhh... nothing rly too fancy i can say abt myself, i'm p affectionate and love y2k art and hanging out, i try to be as nice as i can >w< my art's usually sketchbooky, with thin lines and soft colors/shading!

💠this blue gem/flower emoji is Azure! she/her, she's kinda new to the system. looks n' acts a lot like me but uh... more childish i guess? very silly, very 'cringe culture is dead'. loves to rp, say silly things, n' cling to people. hyperfixates on Dot Hack (RIP) her art looks like mspaint x3 🌙 (Writing for myself since I'm available.) The name's Lune, hence moon emoji, and I use she/her pronouns as well. Formerly "Starry" but people kept confusing me with Blue due to her star symbolism. Used to be the designated mask, I'm glad I don't have to do that anymore... Sometimes I re-mask out of habit so if something sounds like me but wasn't marked as an alter, it probably is me. I have a flat tone and chronic paranoid anxiety so uh... Let me know if I come across as rude, I usually don't mean to. I enjoy doing research and organizing information, so I'm often the one to fact-check things or find guides and how-to's for the system. My art's very bold and colorful, and friends describe it as 'angular'. Clashes with my personality, huh? 🗝️key emoji = Sylverwynd! he uses he/him! he's super laid back and chill, i've never seen him upset or anything, but he's rly long-winded talks... kinda poet-y? he loves reading and talking abt lore and myths so he'll pop in if ur talking abt something he likes or if he has trivia 2 share! fave genres r horror n' fantasy he's still experimenting w/ style but likes drawing rly soft

❌cross emoji= Laceburner! it/its or they/them pronouns! tbh i'm not used to it/its pronouns but Lace wanted em; it's very uh... emotionally empty i guess? aroace, agender, can't socialize or empathize v well. it usually fronts when the rest of us are tired or in pain cuz it just ignores all that. likes 2000's scenemo aesthetics though which is surprising but ye idk how to describe its style, but it's trying to mimic emo art n' likes bright colored lines with dark bg/colors 🗡️the dagger is Kal! he/him pronouns, he gets angry and stressed abt things really easy but he gets too hostile abt it so he tries to not front too much; need to find him a way to de-stress n' chill out... when he's not mad at smth he's a good sympathetic listener imo, still swears and talks all rough tho hasn't drawn much yet but does rly harsh lines and fast/messy sketches when he does (and gets riled up by mistakes =w=;)

❤️heart is Weiss! genderfluid, goes by any pronouns, usually uses whatever they like at the time x3 has a hard time fronting but tries to. flirty, loves dumb jokes, overly confident... (we worry they'd get us in trouble sometimes cuz the shit they want to say) loves demon and monster-related stuff! still experimental style but uses bold colors and thick rough lines a lot, may get suggestive (forbidden from outright nsfw, don't ask >:c) btw ur always welcome to direct asks @ someone specific >w< we just might take a while to respond

[cuntycthulu]

Update 5/11/25: Still semi hiatus, but I’ll be somewhat active.

This has been long overdue. I’d love to introduce myself, and hopefully make some new kinky friends. Hello fellow transgender autistics and weirdos in my phone :3

I like and follow from @tarajinsiyati-cthulu. This is my second blog.

This is a kink blog: Minors do not interact. Put your age in your bio, or I block. No asks or private messages from anyone under 20. 18 to 20 year olds that are flirty in the tags/comments are on thin ice. 

Outside of minors, I do not have a comprehensive DNI list, but I reserve the right to block anyone I feel like blocking. [Yes, whatever groups of people that commit or encourage violence of any type against any living breathing beings, I block.]

🧿🧿🇮🇷🧿🧿⚧️🪬⚧️🧿🧿🇮🇷🧿🧿

I am Axtar (‎اختر), and my pronouns are he/they (‎آنها/او). I am 24.

(No, that’s not my irl name. It’s one I’m using to protect my privacy.

If my Farsi is wrong, please kindly and respectfully correct me. I am an adoptee, and learning about both Persian and Nordic culture to reconnect with my heritage.)

Get to know me:

I am a fat autistic chronically ill intersex trans man. I’m epicene, queer, abrosexual, and figuring out whether or not I am caedsexual. Honestly, I think trans and nonbinary people of all genders and sexes are incredibly hot. Romantically, I am so T4T, ofc including nonbinary and intersex people. I am autistic with ADHD, OCD, and cPTSD. I have hEDS, POTS, and chronic migraines with brain stem aura. I’m a switch and vers.

Hellraiser is my favorite film. My favorite colors are aquatic blues + greens, mystic indigos, and blood reds. My special interests are horror, drag, makeup, fashion, sex/kink, Marvel, forensic science, animals/nature, spirituality/theology, history, and art (art of really any kind tbh). I especially love film and TV. I am currently working on a short film script.

(Yes I am in the spideypool and poolverine fandom. Honestly, I have participated in a shit ton of ships and fandoms. And yes, I freaking love Dragula, the Shudder horror and alternative drag competition reality TV series.)

My best friend and chosen little brother is a furry. I have a deep respect, fondness, and appreciation for the furry community. My government assigned fursona is a binturong, and I do plan on drawing him 😎

I am an eclectic pagan, and I worship several deities of different origins. I look to Nahid and my ancestors for guidance. My fulltrúi is Loki. Currently learning more about Krishna.

My List of Kinks and Limits:

Please assume all my kinks are only for enthusiastically consenting adults!

Kinks:

- Watersports, omorashi, really any kind of piss play (Except for piss drinking and piss enemas)

- Squirting/milking. (I’m a double Virgo of course I’m insanely aroused by making my partner and myself feel good)

- I am a size king, make that shit hurt.

- BDSM (Including shibari, restraints, spreader bars, dom/sub relationships, whips/paddles, pain play, chastity, etc)

- Biting and hickeys (in places where no one could see the marks <3)

- Breeding kink goes burrrrr

- Edging

- Desperate fucking with clothes still on

- Forcemasc [and/or anything gender affirming/encouraging. We (especially right now) need some fucking positivity]

- Roleplay

- Monsterfucking

- Aphrodisiacs/gentle intox

- Leather, PVC, wet-look, and lingerie. Just fetish wear and gear in general.

- Kink with historical context like flagging

- Body hair on literally anyone of any gender or sex. I will go absolutely feral.

- Exhibitionism

- Strapless strap (this isn’t rly a kink, just an extension of my body lol)

- hierophilia and blasphemy (a way of life 😈)

- Age gap (Only in a situation where my scene partner is older than me. I have a thing for people in their thirties to forties.)

- I just want to say, because I think they don’t get enough attention: I fucking love submissive men, and men that are in touch with their emotions. Men that are desperate to please, and whine for my touch. Men that roll their hips, and arch their backs. Men that get wet and/or hard easily. Men that whine to come. Men that can ruin their orgasms just to last longer for me. Men with scruff. Men with happy trails. Men that aren’t afraid to wear makeup and lingerie. Give them to me.

- There will probably be more kinks listed here.

Soft limits:

- ONLINE, STRICTLY FICTIONAL, roleplay involving scarification, blood, needles, torture, etc. can be a turn on in some situations. (I mean come on, you read that my favorite movie is Hellraiser. This shouldn’t be that much of a stretch.)

- CNC (and some harsher forms of intox) as a submissive, never as a dom. (this has the potential to be a turn on for me, but only ONLINE, STRICTLY FICTIONAL. Even if we are ever in an irl relationship, CNC will never ever be a real kink of mine. Always make sure I am awake, aware, sober, and enthusiastically consenting before making a move on me.)

- I’m curious but also nervous about anal training.

Hard Limits that I (usually) won’t block over if a blog posts them, or if a scene partner enjoys them, I just don’t want pms/roleplay about these:

- No scat /ABDL /messing

- No catheters.

- No enemas.

- No snot or sneezing.

- No vomit.

- No farting.

- No inflation.

- No feeder/feedee play nor content.

- No misgendering, detrans, force-fem, etc.

- No roachification.

- Somno might get a block from me if it goes with the kinks I go over next…

Hard Limits that I will block over:

- [No age regression, no pedophilia (including faux/illustrations), no incest (including faux/illustrations), no zoophilia (including faux/illustrations) etc] Basically, nothing “icky”.

- No “birth kink”. No images or videos of a person nor animal giving birth (including illustrations/animation). Please dear god I do not want to witness the miracle of child birth.

- No medical kink, including odontophilia, even if it’s just sharing fantasies. Please do that with someone else.

- No kink that involves the fetishization of trauma and/or systemic discrimination, including “Master/Slave”, and “race play”. (Black sex workers and kinksters that engage in this will not be blocked; I get people have different views on it. It’s just something I personally would not like to engage in.)

- No talk, footage, images, or illustrations surrounding irl physical harm (including rape/abuse) of another real living breathing being. [Including no talk, footage, images, or illustrations surrounding irl physical harm (including rape/abuse) of another real FORMERLY living breathing being. Basically, no necrophilia]

If there is a kink that you have that you haven’t seen in my list of kinks, soft limits, and hard limits: please ask me for my consent first before including it in a scene (including both irl and online).

And, my list of soft and hard limits for real life is obviously going to be different than my online ones. For anyone that I engage with in IRL kink spaces, I’d appreciate if we had a discussion on our IRL soft and hard limits before entering a scene.

I am open to dms and asks only from other trans, nonbinary, queer, intersex, and/or GNC people. That may change eventually, but that’s where I am right now. (And again, I do not welcome dms from anyone under 20.)

If it sounds like we’re a good fit, don’t be afraid to send me a dm/ask! If you want to stay anonymous, specify who you are with an emoji. I’ll list the taken emoji’s here:

[hinamie]

3 & 8 for the fanartist ask? hope youre well <3

WAH HIII thank uuuu i am doing well ty fr asking <3 <3 <3

3. what sort of compliments do you love hearing?

gJHSG i'm not picky at all tbh any compliments r enough to make my day :'> i read tags like the morning news n if i see something particularly sweet i screenshot it n put it in a lil folder on my desktop to look at when i need a pick-me-up.

I wld be lying if i didn't have favourites tho :'>>> don't get me wrong keysmashes n short and sweet compliments r never unwelcome but whenever people leave extended tags rly explaining what they like about a piece or how they interpret certain details i included,, or if they have a bit of art knowledge themselves and are able to comment on specific technical elements i use...thts the good stuff . i eat tht shit up it is like crack to me

I also get a special kind of thrill when i get ppl crying/telling me they're in my walls/yelling at me threateningly (pos) in the tags of an angsty drawing sdghjfgj ik those r not exactly compliments but it means i have done my job well so it counts :3

8. what inspires your art style?

I mean i'm a fanartist so i think it goes without saying that the themes and look of the media itself will inform how I approach making art for it hjdsfk . like, in my fruits basket era my style definitely leaned cutesier than it did/has for tg/banana fish/jjk. in the same vein, the work of other artists also in those fandoms has always been something that inspires me almost as much as the source material. everyone is so fucking talented sdhjhgfdsj no matter how happy i might be with my own progress at any given moment i'm always looking at other artists and styles I admire and trying to kirby them into my own stuff :)

but as far as parts of my actual /style/ tht transcend whatever fandom i'm working in, I think above all else I'm inspired by things I see in real life and find beauty in

in the past I have spent a lot of time doing more. static (?) fanart where the main focus was often the character's clothes moreso than where they were or what they were doing. ik part of that was definitely because I wasn't comfortable enough in my technical skills to push myself to draw more elaborate scenes, but it was also due to the fact that at that time in my life, I was mainly inspired by fashion and people I found beautiful. lately i've been much more focused on emotions, intimacy, and little pockets of time--i want to draw moments that make you want to hold them between your fingers before they slip away. lately i find myself thinking about what it's like to be loved or left and overall just the nature of time passing, and i think those themes have definitely made themselves known in my work. the light the colours the themes i use,,. it's all hopeful and sad and fleeting and beautiful to me, or at least i try for it to come across that way.

fanartist ask game

[pensiveabstraction]

15 questions 15 mutuals

ty @dont-leafmealone and @elfinfair for the tags

were you named after anyone? for my deadname one of my middle names was the same middle name as my mum, my new first name and first middle name are indirectly and directly taken from the names of characters i like

when was the last time you cried? i think it was, i finally watched into the spiderverse for the first time like two months ago seeing all the hype abt the sequel, and when the big sad emotional climax moment happened, the one during the big fight, i was crying, not silent leaking eyes maybe sniffling a bit, like full on open mouthed sobbing. shit just hit me rly hard, that movie's so good

do you have kids? nah

do you use sarcasm a lot? i think so yeah. unfortunately i am also extremely monotone so i frequently have to be like 'no i was kidding' bc out lout my normal voice and sarcasm voice must sound a lot closer together than in my head

what's the first thing you notice about people? idk i guess i notice if their clothes style and whether face looks like someone i know/know of

what's your eye color? greenish-grey last time i checked

scary movies or happy endings? both. depends what mood im in tbh. if im watching a movie i dont usually have a huuuge preference of genre, i tend to prefer stories w somewhat developed characters who have arcs so u'd think that'd make me averse to scary films where the characters r sometimes neglected/used as a blank slate to experience The Horror through the eyes of but i ALSO rly like well built up tension and just,,, interesting creepy vibes. i usually try to stay open minded w watchin stuff. however there are times when i feel down and just wanna watch some dudes fuck around and have everything come up alright in the end

any special talents? hmm. man idk. im pretty good at making minecraft skins does that count lol.

where were you born? england and i shall say no more

what are your hobbies? writing, reading fics (do not look how many bookmarks i have on ao3 why would you need to), drawing's fun. used to watch twitch a bunch but the main streamer id watch aint comin back so w for my sleep schedule ig

have any pets? yes a dog he is an old man he looks sort of like a skeletal dark souls creature (not through maltreatment he eats like a king his breed r just skinny asses lol)

what sports do you play/have you played? netball, softball, cricket, bit of tag rugby, loads of rounders, street hockey was my fav out fo em i was pretty ok at defending (all of these r from when i was still in p.e. classes in high school idk if that counts but its what i got)

how tall are you? last i checked 165cm (like 5,5 in the other measures i think)

favorite subject in school? hmm. probably either art or english. though i only rly got an appreciation for english when i did this additional gifted kid project thingy and rather than just literally tell us an interpretation of a text to memorise for an exam the teachers gave us a bunch of analytical lenses to choose from to analyse a text and i was like "yo wait interpreting meanings from the text is kinda fun when you havent got bitches in your ear telling you 'ok so this is exactly what the author meant and you just need to memorise that and write it in the test'"

dream job? i honestly have no idea. i wouldve said author once but i enjoy doing it for fun, i dont think id be able to make smth publishable and if i somehow did i feel like itd ruin it. if i had some kind of like repetetive but simple task and i just had to do it over and over, maybe listen to music or a podcast or smth in one ear i feel like so long as i earnt a decent amount id be cool with it. i am a simple little guy my dreams amount to 'eh id like to do some cool stuff :]'

i dont think i have 15 mutuals so ill just tag a bunch @jctko @thinkingjasico @captainchibi @zodismegalame @aroacekitty @glummar @ablueeyedarcher @erisenyo

[schilders]

things you should know

i frequently lose interest in writing, so i may churn out fics like its nothing back to back or i go weeks to years without even opening a word doc

disorders and such leave me w basically the whole day to myself which is why i'm able to write so much in such little time. tho recently i've been losing steam

i'm not a strictly smut writer, but i'll admit that i suck at writing plot in fics and a lot of my stuff is just short lil smut drabbles. if you're one of those ppl that hate to see smut in their fave characters tags then i am not the one for you

occasionally a character will be ooc and i'll admit when such, but if it's a headcanon, y'know, or a clear indicator that it's a diff ver of a character, say nerd!gojo for instance, then you shouldn't have any problem if said character is 'ooc'

also, everyone can see a character differently than you. even i have times where i'll close off a fic if i think my fave is mischaracterized. there's no need to get up in arms abt it. if you go out of your way to complain abt it, then do not follow me bc i do not want any of that near my acc

i was originally gonna use this blog as a way to have a second place to post my fics from ao3 so, like, i'm not upset if my stuff doesn't get notes. i just like the added aesthetics of tumblr lol

i don't personally age up minor characters. it's hard for me to see/write for them as adults unless they have an appearance in the source material where they're already portrayed as adults

i haven't written normally in a long time like i was only super active as a teen and since then (before now) i would only ever write a sentence or two, no joke. so my writing is extremely rough and rusty and my vocabulary has gone to shit.

another reason i'm able to write a lot in such a short period of time bc it's all short smutshots. that's it. anything that has an actual plot will take me weeks to write. i use the smutshots as writing practice plus my brain hates me so i'm unable to write proper substance

i'm multifandom and while i don't lose interest necessarily i do tend to cycle what media i'm currently fixated on. so, if i haven't posted for a certain fandom in a while it doesn't mean i lost interest it just means it's not at the forefront of my brain

if i write a kink you don't like don't come to my inbox with it. idk u can go cry abt it ig. i'm not talking abt things like underage or incest bc i don't write that

i don't take requests rly bc like i said my writing inspo comes and goes but you're welcome to suggest stuff and depending on how i feel i'm prolly guaranteed to write it bc i'm a ppl pleaser lol

to add on to the request/suggestion point there's a lot of charas i prolly can't write for tbh lol like for example there's a large number a sinners in ptn that idk if i can write for so keep that in mind if i ever have to turn down your suggestion, it's not bc i don't want to do it

another point to add to the suggestion box is, you're better off suggesting in the comments over on ao3 bc i check there more often lol and then i'd post it both here and ao3 if i ever get around to writing it

i repeat myself a lot in my writing like A LOT

english IS my first language i'm just bad at it

i'll add more as i see fit

[aizoushibasaki]

writing out my thoughts on an astronomer/mermaid 0222 au (refer to my insane pepe silva sky/sea symbolism bullshit)

this is just stream of consciousness into the keyboard tbh it's just getting too long to fit on my google slide LMFAO

class a (the big 5) r on a marine research vessel looking for the reason why boats keep getting fucked up in this area despite no known dangerous organisms documented there (but th class e mermaids r there just hidden). gakuhou prob knows theres smth fishy (pun not intended) going on & is sending them on a wild goose chase ig. gakuhou is fully intending sinister bullshit but the big 5 dont rly know the whole of whats going on but they are still assholes.

mae is astronomer who got to tag along for plot reasons but hes focusing on the stars in the region where theyre sailing around instead of the water. mae is prob mistreated on the vessel cuz he got on it thru connections or watever & they dont Ljke him so they like fuck with his research n whatnot cuz it disrupts their own. idk. like they prob throw his files into the water and r like oops haha lol accident sorgy. (not accident not sorry).

umm well i cant decide if this instance would be like the big 5 throwing something off or class e trying to fuck up the boat (to keep ppl away from their home obviously cuz they dont wanna be discovered!!!) but mae falls off and iso saves him (typical mermaid au bullshit) but like mae only sees a flash of isos torso before he swims off OBVIOUSLY cus theyre NOT SUPPOSED TO LET PPL KNOW THEYRE THERE LOL but iso prob saved mae cuz he saw that mae wasnt one of the big 5. like he saw mae was getting mistreated n whatnot n couldnt let mae also be a victim.

regardless of whether it's just mae who falls overboard or if all of them fall their boat isnt fully destroyed and is fine to operate so theyre still there but now mae at least knows theres like. a person or something !?! so he starts to get more interested in the water along with the stars which makes the big 5 Suspicious 🤨 but they dont know the whole story either. then for plot related reasons they finally capture someThing (someOne) (it's Iso) in like some net or some shit n since mae is more interested in the sea now he ends up being the one closest to it n he sees iso there n they look at each other and mae is like Holy shit its that beautiful beast who saved me earlier. and he also has a fucking beautiful koi tail what the fuck. and isos like Hey man whats up lol im kind of in a pickle here. n even tho mae is like awestruck by this beautiful person (?) infront of him n he has so many questions he also knows the big 5 r gonna come asap so he makes the split second decision to fuck up the net on purpose so iso can escape n iso stays around in the water long enough to hear that mae takes the heat for it so that further enforces in isos mind that mae can be trusted u know what i mean.

i dont have any specific plot related ideas beyond this YET but i needed to get it all out before i died, badly. thanks.

[actuallyitsstar]

🫓 What is your most popular fic?

🥘 What category do most of your fics fall under?

🍛 Have any comments, tags or reactions to one of your fics every made you laugh or cry or both?

🍢 Have you ever gotten hate on a fic?

🍣 What helps you focus or get in the mood to write?

🍥 What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

✨ send me an emoji and ask me about my fanfic! ✨

🫓 : what is your most popular fic?

this is most certainly time takes no prisoners (you'll see). very much hands down, very much no contest lol 😅

🥘: what category do most of your fics fall under?

found family lol. what can i say. something about it does in fact hit different for me. i always want more and the brainrot is never ending and it's arguably not the most popular fic genre, so when i run out of content in the fandom of choice atm, i start making my own lol

🍛: have any comments, tags or reactions to one of your fics every made you laugh or cry or both?

well, yes, for starters, several of yours!! ��� like when someone leaves a nice/heartfelt and/or detailed comment on my silly little fics i am quite LITERALLY screaming crying (and only metaphorically throwing up) about it. that shit does in fact mean the most to me and i wouldn't push myself to actually try and do things i don't feel very good at if people did not seem to want me to do it, so when people feel Some Type of Way after reading something i wrote that is the ultimate goal. i wouldn't write stuff if i didn't want whoever's reading it to connect with and remember it, so i connect just as much back when they do!

🍢 : have you ever gotten hate on a fic?

thankfully i actually haven't yet!

🍣 : what helps you focus or get in the mood to write?

oof tbh i think me being ~in the mood to write~ is controlled by the whims of deities interested only in toying with me 😭😭 ive learned that even if i am not exactly in the mood i have to just Do it. and eventually i will either stop bc im like wow everything i am writing right now absolutely sucks! or i will get into it and figure out a whole bunch of shit and write 5k words. there is basically no in between lmao

🍥 : what’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

this is also gonna have to be time takes no prisoners. it is kind of a big first fic for me- longest, first top gun fic, first fic to rly get comments or kudos, most chapters, fic i am the most proud of, first series based work, etc etc- and the story (though obviously not my own, as it IS just a retelling of largely canonical events i can't take any credit for) means the absolute world to me. it's probably going to wind up being my fanfic magnum opus lol. it is always gonna hold a special place in my heart. i just adore this fandom and these characters and i just akdhdjhfjfhf love everything about the whole mav-is-bradleys-dad shit and the by extension found-family-w-people-mav-knows shit. it is just major *chefs kiss* for me <3

if i needed to give a more creative answer in the pre ttnp timeline (bc that is how it feels sometimes lol. there is pre and post ttnp/top gun brainrot and nothing in between), i'd have probably said all this effort to make it look effortless, which was the first writing of any kind i had done since like 2018 or something idk. i wrote and posted it last year, not too long before i began to write ttnp (it was actually right before i saw tgm at all), and it's for the world's most obscure fandom and it's very very self indulgent and i rly did just write it for myself, there's like under 50 fics in that fandom and mine has less hits than that lol. but i was and am very proud of it! (tho w the hindsight of rereading i hate the formatting so much god learn to use paragraph breaks what is wrong with you aaaaaaa).

[regular-john-16278]

20 Questions for Fic Writers!

(no one tagged me I just wanna do it)

1.) How many works do you have on AO3?

7, officially, but I've been writing for yonks and I used to like write a fic and then orphan it when I was younger and I did that a lot so idk fully lol

2.) What's your current AO3 word count?

again officially, 166,268 (although this is due to start increasing again)

3.) What fandoms do you write for?

AOT & kinnporsche. I have WIPS for good omens, marauders, LOTR, Not Me, manner of death, mdzs, mortal instruments/shadowhunters & supernatural tho

4.) Top five fics by kudos?

Take Me Somewhere Nice

Blood Hands

The Usual

Don't Tell

Hear Me

(which only tells me I need to write more bc i dont like 2/5 of those anymore lol)

5.) Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

absolutely every single one if i can, although I usually leave it until ive updated then go through em all while the nxt chapter is fresh in my mind idk why

6.) What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

uhhhhhhhh they all have pretty happy endings tbh i actually rly dont like angsty endings they stress me out lol. if i had to pick maybe New Dawn Fades but thats bc its a horny ending

7.) What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

hahahahaha uhhhhh probably The Usual just bc its sooooo fucking corny and cheesy like tooth rot shit that i wrote in 2019

8.) Do you receive hate?

eh not rly, sometimes get like constructive criticism n people correcting my errors but i respect that like ur helping me out at the end of the day so cheers.

9.) Do you write smut?

yeah mate im getting my head around it i had a break but im back on that bullshit

10.) Do you write crossovers?

nah. my brain is too small to get my head around diff universes. take my metaphorical hat off to people that do write crossovers tho that shit seems super complicated to me

11.) Have you ever had a fic stolen?

not that i am aware of but ive had people offer to publish my shit elsewhere which i have no interest in

12.) Have you ever had a fic translated?

YES by ME into ITALIAN but thats it no one else has translated my shit. I am tempted to translate all my fics into italian tho maybe

13.) Have you co-written a fic before?

sort of? i proofread for a bit, and i had a rly cool idea for a crossover collab situation with an old discord pal but that never hit the ground alas. still have the WIP somewhere on docs, who knows one day it could come into fruition.

14.) What's your all time favourite ship?

........ all time is a ROUGH question.

up until like 2020 it was eren n levi from AOT, like there was a time when i ONLY read AOT fics.

but now....

hmmmm thats rough actually. I think maybe malec just because they were like one of the first gay couples i consumed in media. Just imagine little John sat in the back of the library reading my cool nephilim demon killing book and BAM gay and bisexual characters got me feeling all warm and fuzzy n shit ygm

15.) A WIP you doubt you'll ever finish?

that is ACTIVE, lol probably New Dawn Fades idk why apologies, maybe one day

that is in my docs drive, 1000000000% the mdzs fic thats set in a lotr-esque universe AKA all the sects are elf clans. I put a shit ton of effort into planning it like honestly HOURS but im so intimidated by my plan idk if i cld ever finish it haha

16.) Writing strengths?

hmm

i like that moment when a character sees someone they are bound to fall in love with / are immediately in love with. idk if thats a strength thats more of a like

dialogue i guess, mainly bc my best fic is currently PURELY dialogue

tenderness and hurt/comfort situations omfg i live for that shit

17.) Writing weaknesses?

I get overexcited and rush shit lol

i never wanna end stuff so i drag it on for ages too so direct opposite

18.) Will you write dialogue in another language?

yessir i frequently do and intent to continue doing so

19.) What was your first fandom?

if we're talking fanfic fandom, then AOT

20.) What's your favourite fic that you've ever written?

like all my WIPS hahahahahha

if we're talking active then def take me somewhere nice tbh for some fucking reason, although im still chuffed with the concept of blood hands

do this if u want, i just saw this and felt like it bc i am procrastinating from fic writing how mad is that

[criminal-sen]

Thx for the tag prev<3 I suppose I'll be nice guy and put mine under readmore too, but tagging @r473n and @seeveekat (no pressure as usual)

fav color: fuck it, usually say blue but ive been rly digging that one color of super bright red that's like !!!!!!!! in color form. Poppy red maybe is what you'd call it, more of a digital art thing tho I don't just. know the values off the top of my head. It Bright

last song: idk Last Song but a bunch of weird repetitive shit by Popof and similar artists, is good bg music for writing

currently reading: ppfffft. Still technically plugging along on FB expose book (is very good, just keep Not Opening it)

currently watching: bff and I are very slowly watching (rewatching for me) HxH, I'm just impatiently tapping my foot waiting for Chimera Ant arc, tho there's been some rly good bits so far. It's hard sitting thru the beginning with someone bc u KNOW it gets dark, it's just NOT DOING it. But we're approaching Greed Island so some shit has gone down>:3

currently craving: coffee. I have coffee, just need to make coffee. A conundrum

coffee or tea: coffee, would u even believe it. Tho I wish I drank more tea bc it is also rly good. Ough I've been finally making some recipes in Indian-ish (a cookbook thats supposedly easy but they didnt mention the Thousand Million spices u need that arent available in most stores) most spices have finally been acquired tho and Anyway. there's a few recipes for Chai (which literally just means tea in India lmfao. So saying Chai tea is just. tea tea) I'm gonna try making cardamom Chai sometime soon and i hope it becomes coffee contender tbh

Thanks for the tag @my-my-my

favourite colour: Honestly black, but if that's not an option then blue, probably

last song: 火星人ーヨルシカ

currently reading: 傷物語

currently watching: 薬屋のひとりごと

currently craving: Pizza. Why is there no good pizza in Japan

coffee or tea: I do like coffee paired with something sweet, but I try not to drink too much caffeine so I tend to have non-caffeine teas more often

Tag: @fractoluminescence and/or whoever wants to do it :)