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SPELL OUT YOUR URL USING SONG TITLES. do you know how fucking hard this was ?? it was hard!! there are no 'N' songs! none of luffy's original songs started with the letters! i did so much digging, but here, have the finished product~ luffy's playlist is pure chaos
tagged by: @ferromagnetiic tagging:Ā if you would like to do it, you! (then tag me saying i tagged you)
FIREBALL // pitbull, john ryan
UPTOWN FUNK // mark ronson, bruno mars
TIC TIC TAC (REMIX) // verdun
UNBELIEVABLE // emf
ROMPE // daddy yankee
EYE OF THE TIGER // survivor
POCPOC // pedro sampaio
I DON'T WANNA TALK (I JUST WANNA DANCE) // glass animals
RASPUTIN // majestic, boney m.
ALL THAT SHE WANTS // ace of base
THE KETCHUP SONG (ASEREJĆ) // las ketchup
ELE TE BOTA SOCA SOCA // mc mazzie, mcrd
KOKOMO // beach boys
ISLAND IN THE SUN // weezer
IT GIRL // aliyah's interlude
NO MONEY // galantis
GOOD FEELING // flo rida
#dash game tbt.#ā every pirate ship needs a musician ā ā music#i realize it took me forever to do this#but this was 17 letters long#luffy and his upbeat brazilian/latin and dance music#and beach vibes#if anyone wants to know what parties on the sunny are like
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Oh, there he is! Just in time.
#911verse#911edit#maygrantedit#bobbynashedit#may grant#bobby nash#911#mine.#gifs#may#bobby#911 spoilers#THEY HAVE RETURNED TO ME#i have realized that there is a typo even though i swear i fixed that before i posted this#and now photoshop is broken and won't let me do anything to fix it so i guess it's just gonna haunt me forever now#update: it took over half a day but eyyy i finally got to fix the typo
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It's so weird and messed up to me how society puts marriage on this pedestal as something we must aspire for as part of growing up, and how it's literally treated as something folks in committed long term relationships have to do in order to be "truly committed" or "truly serious" or "truly longterm".
Like why does a relationship have to have a legal contract involved that is sanctioned by and dissolvable only by the law to be considered valid and true?? Why do folks have to enter a legal commitment contract to be considered "actually truly for-reals serious" long term partners? Goverment's really gotta be in our business in order for us to be seen as fully adults or for partnerships to be seen as fully valid? You kidding me?? Society so weird for that fr š
No hate to anyone ofc, but the way marriage is largely considered an expectation for people and for partnered relationships is so weird and damaging.
#random vent#the amount of crap I gave myself for so long for being hesitant about the idea of getting married and how the idea of it gave me anxiety...#but I felt I NEEDED to do it eventually in order to be ātruly never alone in adulthoodā or ātruly committed/in partnership with someoneā#it took me years into adulthood to realize I can actually choose not to abide by societal expectations like this#and how a person's or a partnering relationship's value shouldn't be dependent on any ritual or contract or whatever#you can do whatever you want forever and nobody and no societal norm gets to determine the value of any part of you or your life#aro#aromantic#ace#asexual#aroace#romance ambivalent#marriage-averse#amatonormativity SUCKSš
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source: That's Ms. Bulldyke to You, Charlie! by Jane Caminos
#year: 1992#publisher: madwoman press#illustrator: jane caminos#that's ms. bulldyke to you charlie!#lesbian literature#lesbian#dyke#thatbutcharchivist#archived#lesbian books#lesbian comics#dyke comics#lesbian humor#lesbian jokes#man how do i tag this#lesbian meme#sure why not#it took me forever to figure out what the joke was because i'm blind#i just kept rereading the text and trying to analyze what the joke was#and then i used my eyeballs#and realized
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Twelfth Doctor Style āØ
It's Doctor Disco š±šŖ© š¶ļø šø
Finally finished the twelfth doctor edit! Inspired by Moonbike's amazing second doctor edit (go watch it, it's awesome!)
#just in time for the anniversary of Deep Breath#finding the right clips took forever agghhhh#it was fun to do though#first time I've edited something for fun in years#this made me realize I need to rewatch season 10#I wanted more bill in here but it's been forever since I watched it and I don't have as many scenes memorized#doctor who#twelfth doctor#clara oswald#bill potts#paradox posts
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Hey do you remember all those videos of Fernando smelling flowers? Haha yeah....
#posting this both while im asleep and after whatever bee event ends up happening#so who knows what will happen! will we get nothing? will we get eye contact? will we possibly get an interaction? its a surprise!!#anyways this is basically me hearing about seb's bee event and he said the drivers will be there#me deep in my vettonso brainrot: OH MY GOD THEY'RE GONNA BE IN THE SAME VICINITY#will be so funny for me if when i wake up i find out fernando didnt even go š#but we remain hopeful š#also this is just very funny to me bcs like both seb and fernando have very specifc quirks#and what are two of their specific quirks? seb and his bee thing. fernando and his flower thing from this season#so this fanart is perfect y'know š„°š„°š„°#also screeching over how this is the first canon au drawing ive ever drawn. ive literally never drawn non-au until now ššš#okay and now some horrible jokes thay happened during the process of this:#thesis of this drawing: whats Fernando gonna do? Pollinate him? š#C. why did you have to make me think of bees that produce sex pollen šš this is gonna haunt me forever. but also vettonso post-japan fic-#and then also the barry benson thing. im like what do humanized bees look like and then realized 'oh no....oh no.'#fernando to seb at the bee event: 'ya like samurais...?' SORRY š#also having to pick the colors from one of my historical au drawings was haunting. just the sheer difference btwn them yknow......#anyways please take my old men yaoi. took a break from historical yaoi to draw this šššš#this is my peak vettonso fanart cannot improve from here. also a fever dream#vettonso#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#catie.art.#*not gonna edit the tags bcs i like the time capsule of it all but like. yeah. we were fed.#*catie from 2 hours prior(atm its 3 am) would be so pleased right now i think
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Kn8 OC relationship chart
(ft. @izfaish's ocs with an orange outline)
#kn8 oc#kn8 ocs#kaiju no. 8 ocs#i do not want to tag all of them lmao\#this is also for artfight. i want to link these lMAOOO#anyways#this took forEVEr#the kaiju trio on the left hand side is like. my guys that are uninvolved#i love that for them#also 'dog' is so funny to me.#anywyas#jun is universally hated#good for them#murakami is more like. genderfluid. i realized semi recently#but whatever im too lazy to change it#have my gays#and my non gays
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A couple of days ago i felt so apathetic and thought that my hyperfixation on clone high is leaving me forever, i didn't want to rewatch the show, to see any fanart on pinterest, i marked some edits on tiktok as "not interesting", I even changed my wallpaper from clone high fanart to something else, that made me so depressed, i was like "It's over....... isn't it....."
Yesterday evening i spent inking the last pages of the third part of E!280 and listening to abandoned pools, especially the clone high intro, i replayed it like 5 times.
And you know what? WE'RE SO FUCKING BACK!!!! I feel alive again, the intro literally healed me and I want to rewatch the first season today after I come back home from college.
This fandom keeps leaving my mind and coming back for four years straight, and every time I'm reminded of clone high, i remember why I love this show so much. I've never felt such a connection with a cartoon before š„ŗ
It's so funny, it has cool characters, the satire, the artstyle!! I know some cartoons are objectively better (especially compared to the newer seasons), but clone high is forever in my heart and lives in my head rent-free. And I don't mind.
#i love clone high more than my own life i swear#clone high is literally the source of my highest kin and f/o#btw abe is literally me#guys i literally took a photo for my passport in Abe's t-shirt and included the first three letters of his last name in my signature as wel#DO YOU REALIZE HOW STRONG THE CONNECTION IS#it changed my brain chemistry forever#hope i don't sound too obsessed because I AM OBSESSED i'm so sorry#ok this is just a small confession or smth I'm just feeling better and wanted to express it#clone high
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i know too fucking much about qsmp badboyhalo.
#and also. not enough#that one big summary of his Deal was like . 1k words.#and it brushed over so much shit#like his trust issues and the vacation arc and his criminal background (on qsmp) and the way he was the first to take protecting the#eggs seriously and i dont even KNOW enough about his relationship with maxo and the french that is a big blindspot for me but bad and max#(and foolish?) og founders of the theory bros the first people who started questioning cucurucho and then the french his family the people#who keep proving to be on his side over and over and i love it when he hangs out with pierre and talks create#and when he chills with antoine and helps fix the big spinning ring#and his WEIRD warrior's bond with etoiles (bad always gets along with the protectors have you noticed that#forever was the second big egg protector and baghera took care of pomme from the start and cellbit threw himself to the feds to try to help#the island and etoiles took the weight of the code attacks from bad's shoulders to his own in entirety. he respects them all a lot and i am#chewing him to pieces)#and his relationship with baghera!!!! she can read him so so well and he fucking trusts her enough to be dapper's mom#he may have felt weird about it and was jealous and :c because tahts HIS dapper but#he didn't kill her about it#or really do anything to discourage it#and he noticed her tear streaks and her leg and got Worried about the federation 'fixing' her and#genuinely he was so so happy when he realized she was back he went !!! mode#look. LOOK at these fucking tags. look back at the post. i can Keep Talking.#my point remains i know too fucking much about qsmp badboyhalo#shit and i didn't even TALK about his weird bullshit with foolish#i need a giant corkboard
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I wanna hear your helmet thoughts when you have time
helmets to dinās version of the creed are literally so amazing because of the connections and similarities of other religious/cultural head coverings. ofc, iām not implying that the helmet is the SAME as a hijab or a turban or a niqab, they obviously have different rules and implications, but there ARE similarities, ones that a lot of people (such as hijabiās) find comfort in seeing that sort of representation on screen.
helmets to dinās version of the creed are sacred and are to never be removed. not all mandalorians think, believe, or practice that way of course, and dinās covert specifically are the āwarriorā type of mandalorians, different from the pacifist type of mandalorians that were shown during saltine kryzeās rule of mandalore during the clone wars.
the pacifist type of people were not shown to be wearing helmets, and even some of the royal guards who DID wear helmets (shown under satineās rule) did not wear the same type of helmet as the warrior mandalorians that lived on concordia, one of mandalores moons.
^^ the pacifist mandalorians during the clone wars (why are they all white and blond lol space racism)
^^ satine's royal guard helmets (they have similar armor but the helmet design is ofc drastically different)
most of death watch wore helmets, but they removed them casually. pre vizsla, the leader of death watch (until maul beheaded that bitch) removed his helmet openly and so did many others in the group. though they held on to the āwarriorā ideals of the mandalorian culture, they werenāt clearly as religious as the children of the watch.
^^ pre vizsla and other members of death watch. most wear helmets while doing their goofy little terrorism but they're seen having their helmets removed often.
after the children of the watch formed from the warrior ideals of death watch, the religious aspect of the helmet and the creed formed out of necessity. the children of the watch refuse to remove the helmet for probably many reasons, as it has protected their identity and preserves their culture and creed. one thing i LOVE about the warrior culture is how because of the helmet and armor, the mandalorians have created ways of expression that are SO interesting. theyāve adapted to create the keldabe kiss, which is a tap of the foreheads of the helmets. they also have cheers such as tapping their vambraces and pounding their chest armor. they have other forms of expression that i DESPERATELY hope to see more as the mandalorian progresses.
the rules of the helmet are simple. donāt remove it. if you remove it, you become an apostate and are deemed āmandalorian no longerā. ofc because of chapter 21, the armorer has clearly shown that the adaptation of accepting helmetless mandalorians is necessary as they progress with reviving mandalore. so more recently, theyāve begun accepting other mandalorians who do not follow the Way the same as they do. that does not necessarily mean that THEY will stop following their version of the creed, it just means that they will start accepting other versions of the creed regardless of their own personal beliefs.
anyway the helmet is clearly a religious head covering that DESERVES to be respected, as it is often a window and mirror towards the audience who relate to and who learn about religious head coverings. for me, personally as a hijabi, i see the helmet as a mirror. not that the helmet IS a hijab or niqab or anything, but because itās the head covering is a CHOICE and it PROTECTS. i know a hijabi (my lovely mutual @hinderr) who personally views the helmet as a mirror because it is an identifier. when you see the helmet, you identify the person as a mandalorian, same way as if you see a hijabi, you (usually) identify the person as a muslim.
the helmet plays a good window as well, to show the audience more religious head covering representation. not that the audience has an excuse to complain about how they donāt agree with the religion, but just to understand a new viewpoint.
moving on, i really like the idea of warrior mandalorians not being able to sneeze. you sneeze when something foreign enters your nose that your body rejects, but since the helmet filters everything, nothing foreign is entering and therefore your body has nothing to sneeze out. kinda funny honestly but itās cool to think about the technicalities of the helmet.
one thing i HATE about this whole thing is the designs of the helmet. specifically the stupid t-visors being for men and y-visors for women. like great job favroni, way to destroy gender roles. anyway, i think the most effective style (for any gender) is the y-visor (like bo-katanās) because it gives you a greater vantage point for the eye position. t-visor (like dinās) is fine, i just think itād be more comfortable to have a y-visor.
^^ bo-katan's y-visor helmet
^^ din's t-visor helmet
you can probably get why i think y-visor has a better vantage point for vision. din's t-visor does have a ton of resources and functions that help him though. i'm not gonna assume all helmets have seals, but some of the warrior mandalorians (such as din and bo) do have seals that make it impossible to remove the helmet without force (proven bc y'all can hear the pressurized hiss when they remove the helmet)
thank you SO MUCH for asking about this, i just LOVEEE talking about dinās covert and creed and ofc the helmet is my favorite thing about it. feel free to ask or follow up with anything else you wonder about.
#SO SORRY IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO RESPOND I JUST HAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS#also i passed out once i got home and then had work to do sigh#BUT THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH FOR ASKING I LOVE TALKING ABOUT THIS#star wars#the mandalorian#din djarin#bo katan kryze#the armorer#oil.#pre vizsla#satine kryze#just realized i spelled satine as saltine lmfao it fits
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And Now, The Dynamics Of The Valicer Trio In Gif Form
Alice and Smiler:
Smiler and Victor:
Alice and Victor:
Alice, Victor, and Smiler:
#ot3#valicer#victor van dort#alice liddell#smiler alton#very pleased to discover that you can add image alt text to animated gifs as well!#I thought I was going to have to do IDs underneath each one#and that would have kind of thrown off the flow of the post I thought#good work for once tumblr#now if only your gif search wasn't as shit as your real search#like seriously it took me a lot longer than I expected to track down some of these gifs#the Dr. Bunsen and Beaker one and the 'Heart Eyes Motherfucker' one were happy accidents#but it took me FOREVER to get the 'Bastard Son and The Devil Himself' and 'Singin' In The Rain' ones#like seriously why does searching the TITLE OF THE SERIES/MOVIE NOT WORK#bleeeh#anyway this all came about because I was remembering the whole 'someone will die' 'of fun!' thing from Parks & Rec gifs past#and realized 'hang on that is TOTALLY an Alice and Smiler mood'#and things came together from there#enjoy!#queued
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The detail of that eene fandom person is WILD
MY GOD YESš I mean, their "broken record" comments are only a very mild annoyance overall and it might be some autism-related thing anyway, different strokes, no harm done. But when I found out they were the one who put up that screenshot where they asked Danny for the character's ages it was a discovery, real obscure fandom lore stuff. Especially cause that pic don't really mean a damn thing in the end, 50/60-something-year-old Danny is not gonna care about giving accurate canon answers (assuming the pic was real lol) regarding a show which had a loose sense of canon anyway. I just despise whenever it pops up in discussions like it has any canon merit, I guess the pic is the main fandom sin commited by this person imo š
#thanks for humoring me about this š finally someone i could rave to about this dark secret lmao#btw now i'm thinking of the concept of āfandom sinsā lmao#certain posts or fanarts just have massive repercussions and they haunt the fandom forever#like the person who did the kevedd comic in 2013 and it single-handedly took off into a sub-fandom#do this people realize what they've done... how can they sleep at night /j /lh
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intaglio prints i did of my oc Dave for a class assignment like a year ago! a bit about Dave's feelings being a friendly but eternal, undying, and interdimensional sort of guy. being a little outside of the rest of the world's phase of reality, wanting to connect but knowing it can never last etc etc. was very fun!
#art#traditional art#printmaking#intaglio#done with like a vaguely photogravue-esque method: putting transparent film with drawings on a plate that has a photosensitive film over to#transferring the image via a uv light partial cure - removing the less cured parts (where the drawings lines were)#and then fully curing the film so its hard and can be used as a very low profile intaglio!#its very fun and fast - and thats why the drawings look so drawing-ly LOL they were pen drawings photocopied onto transparent paper#these were supposed to be like a sequential storytelling thing for the assignment where each plate was supposed to stand alone well#but i lost the plot half way through and made mine too intended to be layered so i understandably got docked a few marks for that LOL#BUT thats okay i learned a lot (1. remember the assignment instructions) and i still like these!#i should do more intaglio. i thought i hated it but then i realized the method for inking i was taught first was overkill#(i was taught to put way more ink than is needed and it took FOREVER to polish) but now that ive figured out easier methods#its really fun! and works well for someone like me who loves their sketchy lines
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now I got someone to hold
to keep me warm when life is cold
a little sun to melt away the gray
stranger things rarepair collection
#when I tell you it took me forever to find a fitting song for them#I tried so many and none of them felt right#but Iām happy with these lyrics#theyāre from āwhat can I do (but love you)ā by joy williams#stranger things#chrissy cunningham#argyle#(still canāt believe he has no canon last name that we know of lmao)#argyle x chrissy#st rarepairs#yes I realize that the girl in the lower left pic has dark hair#but listen#I already had to edit the guyās skin darker and I couldnāt figure out how to make her blonde in a way that looked natural#cut me some slack I donāt have photoshop#been using the layout app + procreate for all of these
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stole this chart from @asubakaa and spent wayyy too much time making my own so. yeah. also i did 6 instead of 5 bc i know no restraint
#aughh i just spent ages typing out an honorable mention list and then i was like i don't like this actually so i deleted it#whatever you're not getting an explanation. unless you ask then i mean sure i don't mind#i find it funny that the straight ship canonicity ratio is lower than the lesbian one. there's just smth about het stuff when it's not cano#each tier had its own challenges with brainstorming which was fun#i don't have a lotta straight ships i think about in a frothing seething howlilng way. fakiru and tamaharu are really the biggest ones atm#gay ships are the most common for me bc i consume a lotta guy-dominated media and things get homoerotic pretty fast#but that also meant there was a lot to sift through and i always felt like i was forgetting something#like i almost forgot killugon. KILLUGON. the same killugon that i was painfully obsessed with for multiple years yes that one#formative to my life in middle school and everything. my little gay guys forever. theyre very sweet how could i forget them#and with sapphic stuff it was various issues in depiction. like 'no one ships these two from this obscureish movie but me' and 'they're boo#characters so how do i depict this visually' and 'no one knows these two the fandom's bone dry :('#there's a lotta ships i like but it was sometimes hard to find ones i LOVEd enough to put alongside the others yknow. a problem with all 3#categories. anyway a fun thing for my brain to do hooray#the most violently snubbed honorable mentions are probably griffith and guts bergerk. i wouldn't say i ship them exactly but they were in#love and should not be together in the present. as far as i've read. complicated but they're in my brain real good real deep in there#and hua cheng and xie lian tgcf. probably shoulda been there over the lawyers now that i'm thinking about it just in terms of sheer brainro#bc they took over my life about as hard as the other mxtx guys did. but yeah anyway#also i realized after this that i forgot horikashi.. which would probably take seowaka's place </3
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the higher-ups (and Yaga) immediately trying to leverage Gojo & Ieri's absence to put Yuuta on the roster??? God that's such a stark moment. Thank god Nanami and Gojo saw through that one immediately, because Yuuta wants to justify his own survival so badly he would've fallen straight into it.
That whole scene, with Yuuta immediately jumping on the opportunity to help people even though something is Extremely Wrong with him and he's on the brink of physical collapse--this boy is selfless to the point of self destruction and I am chewing the drywall about it. I love him so much.
If only he was able to summon his newly found homicidal rage in defense of himself, the higher-ups would no longer be a problem. Alas, this boy is Extremely Unwell.
(Sea Glass Gardens is absolutely incredible and i am obsessed with it in a way that is totally and 100% normal. I'm so normal about it, trust me <3 )
The thing about Yuuta is that he really is prime to be taken advantage of right now and the higher ups know it. They had him try to kill himself for them--they know that there's a window of opportunity that they can use to get him under their thumb and avoid The Problem of Gojo, which is, namely, having a human weapon who you cannot fully control. Gojo nailed it from the beginning: they want a magic gatling gun with no personality or free will. They learned their lesson with Gojo and are trying to rob Yuuta of his agency before he learns how to protect himself.
And Yaga's part in that scene really was meant to kind of emphasize how, even with the best intention's, he just doesn't work to protect the kids. Like. everything he said was technically true, and he meant it with the best of intentions. He's the guy who has to think of everyone's needs. he has to manage this crisis. he's got a lot of people hurt badly who just came out of a war, and a lot of people going into fights with some very aggravated curses spawning without sufficient manpower to address the danger and no healer to save them if they cut it a little too close. He didn't have the intention of manipulating or sacrificing Yuuta, but he was aware that it would come to his detriment and risk.
The issue is the higher ups. They don't give a shit about the people in their workforce. They should be the ones doing whatever it takes to solve this crisis and save their people--and if that means giving up on their machinations? They should have already done it. It's their responsibility.
They just don't care. They want Okkotsu Yuuta under their thumb, and their society hemorrhaging is treated like an opportunity, not a dire problem to be solved. They don't care if half a dozen of their own people need to die to do it. Hell, it's better if they do die--they can put it straight on Okkotsu for not being willing to sacrifice himself, when they should have been making whatever promises they had to in order to make this work.
Gojo's done this before, is the thing. He was Yuuta, a long time ago. Nanami was right there watching it happen. They both know what the higher ups do: They let society get to a crisis level and put all the responsibility on you to save it. they let you maneuver yourself into a vulnerable position as a result, and then they use it as leverage to put their goddamn boot on your neck.
The thing is that Gojo adopting megumi all those years ago really did put them into a crisis state. the zenin pitched the mother of all bitch fits trying to secure his unconditional return, and they were a huge percentage of jujutsu society's labor force and resource pools. instead of the higher ups managing the problem at all, they took advantage of the situation and shoved more and more of its weight and responsibility onto gojo, until he was dropping off his own kid at his abusers' compound thinking it was the only compromise that could resolve things. megumi paid the price for gojo not calling bullshit, and right now, with him in a hospital bed? gojo's less willing to repeat mistakes than ever.
he knows that they're going to use the safety and suffering of everyone else as the leverage against him, and he knows that as terrible as it is, he cannot blink first. He's played this game before, and he knows that the only way to get the higher ups to back off on something like this is to dig in your heels.
I think what happened to Megumi all those years ago and how bad it got before they put a stop to it is something that haunts all three of them. When they first started raising him, they were very young, and they were very broken, and they loved him very, very much. He was their little boy, and he was never the same after the Zenin. They were supposed to protect him, and they didn't, and not a single one of them has forgiven themselves for that.
Megumi was sort of sacrificed for the greater good when he was a kid. None of them thought that that was what they were doing when it happened, but that's what happened. His happiness, safety, and wellbeing were sacrificed to pacify the Zenin and make it easier on everyone else.
Megumi and Tsumiki had to become their non-negotiables after. They had to become the things they refused to compromise on. The Zenin would take miles and miles if you gave them a millimeter, let alone an inch.
Gojo didn't think he was compromising them when he left them on their own to deal with Geto's war. They were disgustingly self-sufficient kids. They had been alone for longer stretches of time when they were practically toddlers--they should have been fine on their own for a couple of weeks.
But they were still his kids, and he still left them alone for everyone else's sake, and now his kid is blind and half dead in a hospital bed. It's like being punched in the face by old mistakes.
So they're off the roster completely, all of them. And they're not compromising an inch on what their focus is, and they're not letting anything happen to any of the other kids in their care.
It's terrible that their coworkers are suffering, but it wouldn't be happening if the Zenin hadn't fucked with Gojo Satoru's kid, of all the goddamn people. It wouldn't be happening if the higher ups would actually do their job and start managing shit.
And if they use Yuuta as an anxiety riddled bandaid on the bullet hole in their society? Then they'd be sacrificing him the way they sacrificed Megumi all those years ago. And they have never been less willing to do that.
I'm so so glad you like the story! Thank you for talking with me!
#i think gojo has such a big emphasis on giving kids the tools to protect themselves because no one ever did that for him or geto#geto snapped under the pressure and was lost to gojo forever#Gojo repeatedly focuses on giving the kids the tools to enjoy their childhood without being hurt#like with yuuji--he doesn't want him to sacrifice his youth and happiness with the others#so he focuses on giving him the strength to protect himself when gojo isn't there#in my mind that's also why gojo was always trying to feed yuuji the fingers#like when i first started the series it seemed kind of weird to me because gojo very obviously didn't want yuuji dead#until i realized that yuuji canonically had a good chance at suppressing sukuna even at 20 fingers as long as he had them spaced out#if yuuji had sukunas power level and had gotten it in increments eventually the higher ups couldnt touch him and hed still be under control#honestly none of the adults are doing well right now#a little under a decade ago the issue with the zenin came to a head and megumi ended up being very small and very hurt in a hospital bed#and they promised him that it would never happen again#now he looks very small and very hurt and he's in a hospital bed and the zenin put him there#as much as he's an angry teenager who hates displays affection he really is their little boy and they adore him#nanami was the one who took him from the zenin the final time all those years ago and he personally promised megumi that he would never eve#go back to that place. he feels like a complete failure right now.#gojo always blamed himself for not digging in his heels and refusing the custody compromise and now he's FURIOUS that this happened under#his nose a second time. i think gojos really interesting in the hero role because he's canonically low empathy and struggles with homicidal#impulses and let me tell you he thought about just killing all the zenin back then and he's REALLY thinking about it right now. there's one#fucking way of making sure this never happens again.#shoko generally feels like shit because this is supposed to be the one thing she can do to help and she /can't/ do it right now to help#megumi. also she privately thinks she had the most opportunity to realize how bad it was with the zenin back then and /didn't/.#she was going through a lot of her own issues back then and the zenin had some kind of believable excuses for why megumi was always banged#up. like. he was already getting into fights at school. its not like the zenin had issues procreating. they said he was picking fights#with other kids and that's where he got hurt. they actually blamed maki more than once. and some bruises here and there is expected for a#kid in combat training even at what was meant to be a very preliminary level. he was supposed to be in like. kiddie karate classes and they#didn't realize the zenin were training him like a fucking marine. it was SO obvious in hindsight and that tortures them.#protecting yuuta right now kind of feels like a chance to get it right the first time and all of them need that now that they feel like the#fucked it up with megumi a second time#sea glass gardens
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