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aleharoldddd they make me sooo ill
#i love aleharold so much#i promise im not mentally ill#or am i#this took longer than i expected#since when are memes sohard to trace#anyways yaoi…….#ily yaoi#total drama#my art#td harold#art#aleharold#td alejandro#meme redraw#yaoi
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LYTA HALL & ROSE WALKER The Sandman, S01E08: Playing House dedicated to @violetoftheendless
#lyta hall#rose walker#the sandman#sandman#kyo ra#razane jammal#sandmanverse#sandmancentral#*#*my gifs#this has a part 2 which is important to why i really really liked show!lyta over comics!lyta#dont get me wrong i still liked comics!lyta#but i really love her in the show! much more than the mourning widow/mother or scorned woman trope which makes her more 3-dimensional#i think ill post it tomorrow? we shall see#i havent had much time or mental capacity for creative stuff recently so im sorry for the delay! ik i promised this a couple months ago#anyway <3 more to come#btw i went ahead and fixed the aspect ratio. they look so much closer to their actors now#i experienced so much whiplash looking up kyo ra and razane jammal. i was like who are those ppl??
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Saw the new movie and was legally obligated to draw ✍️
#I love em#movie was so fucking gay#they had sex in that car I know it#also I AM working on those kk request I promise#im just mentally ill#deadpool#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#deadpool x wolverine#wade wilson#logan howlett#x men#marvel
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i don't understand how some people interpret norman and ray's relationship as like. this vaguely competitive thinly veiled rivalry for emma's heart. or even that theyre not friends at All and only tolerate eachother for her. like did we watch the same show??? i know our brains have been rotted by lame heteronormative 2/5 star romances but yall.
Ray did not spend six years planning an escape and literally staking his life on the escape of a guy he tolerated. i guess i understand how people can think theyre not Really friends like they are with Emma from the scene where Ray gets revealed to be the traitor. but Norman's initial thought to use Ray wasn't some plan he'd just been Waiting to use to get his rival out of the way, it was just logic. Norman relies on logic above all else as a default, which is why he needs Emma, but thats a whole other conversation. Anyways- if nothing else, the time between it getting revealed that Norman's getting shipped, and him Actually getting shipped shows just how Much they All care about eachother. Ray was willing to break his arm and get sick to save Norman, he abandoned all logic for their makeshift plan to save Norman. Not to mention Norman's little speech about how he couldn't bare to have either of them die in his place. oh yeah also all the grief when Norman realized what Ray planned to do to trigger the escape. it Is a little more subliminal in the anime though so i can get that being missed. i know i missed it the first time i watched it
#i have seen this much less this time round in the fandom thankfully. but it was Prominent back when i first read the manga#i have a lot of thoughts about this but im not that good with words#also the anime like. Heavily focus on noremma to the point of changing scenes that included both emma and ray in order to push that ship#which definitely bothers me a LOT JSBDJS#like i adore noremma but acting like ray just?? isnt someone norman cares about????#ash is mentally ill#norman#ray#emma#tpn#the promised neverland#rayemma#noremma#norrayemma#norray
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Bro he can say one thing to me that feels off and now he is the equivalent of every person who has ever hurt me.
#girlblogging#girlhood#girl hysteria#this is a girlblog#hell is a teenage girl#just girly things#this is what makes us girls#female hysteria#female rage#im just a girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#just girlboss things#just a girlblog#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#cluster b#actually mentally ill#you stink#i speak#I’m trying to get better I promise!!!
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its too late at night im having too many gay thoughts about these idiots so. here we are i guess.
It's Ian. No one else is going to fucking caress him. For all the informality of the company's content and general atmosphere, with this video concept especially, he's still their boss. And no one is going to want to, or have the guts to just fucking stroke his face like that. Even as he laughs and asks 'What is this?' he knows what's happening, knows who those hands belong to.
Two fingers drag down the right side of his face, and he feels the chalk that's left behind. It's going to stay for the rest of the video, and there's something to be said about that, he thinks. Something symbolic, something romantic, or even something funny, the last thought being slapped into his head when Ian's hand collides with his face.
It doesn't hurt that much, and immediately after he cracks a joke.
"This person thinks they're hilarious."
And they are, he wants to add. They're ridiculously funny, with a dark, somewhat skewed sense of humour to match his own, and they're brilliant and kind and so many other things, but right now they're making it easy for him.
"Who would caress my face and slap me outta nowhere?"
He, and everyone else in the room, and everyone who's going to watch the video, knows.
"Feels like an Ian move to me- Did you just boop me?"
Ian's locking it in, making sure that it's clear that, yeah, in case you couldn't figure it out already, it's me motherfucker.
"That's the only one you truly needed to get right."
Anthony laughs. He's not wrong - It wouldn't matter if he got everyone else dead wrong [even Angela, after hearing her speak and feeling her entire cast]. So long as he got Ian right, then it would be fine. There's probably also something to be said about how sweet that would be, but after having all the fucking braincells knocked out of his skull from the second person, he's not very poetic.
All that matters is that he guessed Ian correctly, and can still feel the two stripes of chalk on his cheek. [All that matters is that now there's a phantom warmth ghosting across his face, a replication of the gentle, almost loving strokes a distraction from the slight sting from everyone else's hands.]
#i actually have no idea if this makes sense and if its coherent. im too tired to reread it so. here we are! 1st rpf w/ fully stolen dialogue#smosh#anthony padilla#ian hecox#ianthony#implied??? idk they implied it p heavily enough themselves w/ that fuckin 'my boyfriend' title so idk anymore lolsies#fanfiction#smosh fanfiction#rpf#very veyr reluctantly#my writing#i can do better i promise [mostly lying almost all my writing is done unedited and at ungodly hours]#sighs. if any of my irls or ppl from my main blog find this its over for me the bullying will never cease.#thanks for listening to my tags ramble ill be going to bed now im too mentally ill to also be physically ill
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Exile, day 1
#dsmp#c!tommy#c!wilbur#ghostbur#c!dream#exile arc#my art#ITS EXILE DAY ITS EXILE DAY ITS EXILE DAY#im definitely not mentally ill i promise#this took so long and im not super happy with it but it took too long to not post#forcing my art/au upon thee#au but its like just worldbuilding and some characters are very different and also tommy has wings#they're based on mourning doves :>#ok ramble over pls like and subscribe
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This is random drama im looking at rn from captain laserhawk fandom,i dont post about i know but i like its content,so feel free to ignore my rage moment cause hhhhhh ill be very angry<3 /
istg the rayfrog drama is the dumbest shit alive in the clh fandom AUHGG💀
no it isnt pedophilic and yes im pointing and you people who said that dumbest shit,directly to your eyes BWBDBE
Just cause in your head you just made it up,ITS NOOOOT CANON,they are both adults,rayman is a guy who literally can live/sleep 100 years and mf can't age physically after origins,he is a ageless, a literal magical fantasyland creature made by gods,its actual creepier that you guys infantilize bullfrog on trying to make him like some kind of CHILD or teen who barely got to be an adult when in reality he is an old grown ass man who has been being an assasing for who knows how many years,that you guys had more that mindest speaks more of how creepy you are,stop infantilize grown ass adults istg
u can not like or u can feel uncomfy with rayfrog like thats absolutly fine dont get me wrong,that is not the problem and u can have for whatever reason,if u hc that they had an age gap,if they are just friends,familiar stuff,like other ship related to Bullfrog or idk but, don't try to made up arguments and do shit ass ship wars,they are adults PERIOD,grow up and stop crying about it,just block tags or be healthier for your own life to just shrugh about it and move on ITS NOT HARD 💀
#rayfrog#drama discussion#like HECC this dang ass ship isnt even my stupid cup of tea#i can give two shits about it except for unwanted MMMSUUS art on my sfw twitter#but people bitching about it is like UHHHHGGRRRR#move on really#is not hard i promise#but istg for all the drama i had the mental state of#please made the ship canon so people cna stfu#or with dolph there too so we csn have the fun polys#OR KILL THEM ALL SO WE DONT DISCUSS MORE SHIT XD#captain laserhawk#and if u go to try to argue with me ill just send to u a video of “touch grass” from youtube#cause im not arguing more than this once cause my time is more valuable
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Follow ur leader
#lmao sorry for not posting any art in so long#mental health is a bitch and art block is a cardinal sin that shouldn’t exist#ill try get more stuff out that has better effort#dw#tmnt#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt raph#but uh yeah#i promise im not dead#storms art
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PLS PLS IM BEGGING UPDATE COLLARS AND CAGES PLSSSSSS IM GONNA CRY THE CLIFFHANGER OF CHAPTER 4 PLSSS UPDATE IT
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#okay but seriously#im sure you didnt mean to be rude#but im genuinely struggling so much with my physical and mental health#i can barely use my right hand at all#and some days i push myself through to try and write and you know what??#it makes my wrist worse#and yet every day i sit with this guilt and pain bcs im not doing enough#not writing enough#not good enough#and its not like i have my usual outlets to relieve stress#so yeah#ill update at some point i promise#its coming#but i literally struggle to physically type because i have one hand and one finger#and then wrist pain#and shoulder pain#and i was just SICK#like im trying my best i swear <3
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so fucking embarrassing to be like. this is probably my favourite character in all of fiction at the moment. and shes a cat that shows up for five pages in the backstory of some pathetic guy
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#( ooc . mun speaks . )#i have been feeling. so not good lately.#i PROMISE it’ll be the last i talk abt this for awhile lol#i just cannot get the feeling of being replaceable or unwanted out of my head.#i keep feeling like . . . i’m not good enough#like. my writing isn’t good enough & my portrayal isn’t good enough.#& like i’m annoying or too much ooc.#ik ppl come here to get AWAY from yuckiness so im sorry to spread that.#i am just in a bad way i fear. just sad & anxious & feeling awful abt myself all the time.#there are such wonderful & kind souls here & i dont want to discredit their sweetness#ive just overall been having a rough time w/ my mental health. ill be okay though! just struggling atm.#tw vent#tw negative#tw negativity
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all the movies i watched for October, i managed to stick mainly to horror and sci fi with just a few exceptions
highlights: Faust, Doctor Mordrid, Eyes Without a Face, Gothic, Ravenous (<- if you decide to watch any of these movies please let it be this one)
lowlights: Dracula 2000, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Night of the Demons
#jeez this is a lot. i promise I don't do this for show lol im just mentally ill#scooter.txt#movies#letterboxd#letterboxd: scooterino
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Don't pay attention to this-
I was bored-
#rottmnt#rottmnt donnie#tmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise of tmnt#rise tmnt#donatello#rise donatello#IM NOT A SIMP I PROMISE (lie)#it gives mentally ill and autistic
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I believe Kamala- despite every word she has ever spoken on the matters- is actually deeply pro-Palestine, pro-trans & overall a progressive hero, because I understand that when democrats say repugnant reactionary things while campaigning they are actually lying! which is good & normal for so-called democratic elections!!!!! if you listen to the gnomes who live inside my walls you'll understand her real values, which she'll totally pinky promise act upon once you reward her lies & elect her! you dumb third party voters would understand this if u payed attention in civics class 💅💅💅
#do you votescold blue no matter whos even hear yourselves#like i say this from the glass house of mental illness i too live in but yall are fucking clinically deranged#'u see the good guys will lie to us to seem like bad guys until the season 4 finale when plot twist reveals thay r good!' LUNACY!!!#santa clause is more real than a promise out of the mouth of a democrat i am BEGGING liberals to understand (and give a shit about) this#sorry i guess unlike the 'injustice sensitivity' many american neurospicies love using as a shield for when they do racist things i just#have boring I Dont Like Being Lied To autism which uh is preventing me from (well a lot!) getting on the imperialism train that many#of you are twisting yourselves into pretzels of cognitive dissonance & ahistorical nonsense in order to cope with!#vote if you want idgaf but stop posting electoral cope!!! stop seeking absolution for the crimes youre cosigning!! you cant have it all!!!!#i'll see you in another 4 years when nothing has been done about climate catastrophe or genocide or lgbtq rights or reproductive rights#bc if- and its still a huge if- kamala wins i know for FACT the usual suspects are already cooking up excuses as to why she cant follow thr#through on any of the crumbs of progressive policy she claims to stand by. its already the senates or SC fault right 🙄#ugh anyway now im just going down the 'every easily identifiable lie of the dems that I'M somehow the bad guy for noticing' rabbit hole#and that leads to nowhere but madness and an afternoon wasted 😤
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I've always wondered if you happened to have a discord? If not have you ever considered making one?
i do have one! however i use it very sparingly because 1) new people (especially groups) scare me & 2) brain's been fucking weird for a hot minute and i barely talk to people i'm already friends with let alone strangers
#so i say this So Neutrally and Impersonally#please don't ask me to join your group chat lmao#i promise you i will appear Once and then ill never open it again bc ill get nervous and awkward and guilty#its too much stress!#Also dont ask to chat there same rules apply Sorry Sorry#like... the Only exception is if we've already been chatting but that very rarely happens bc#again! my brain's fucked and i have the mental constitution of a wet cat!#rambles from the bog#i havent opened discord in. a while#when life gets stressful enough i just Shut Down and huddle into a proverbial corner with a blanket over my head#there are like. two people on discord i have / want to actively talk to#and one of em is an irl friend ahaha#so if you were thinking of sending me an invite or something: Thank You For Thinking Of Me! Please Don't.#i think... i think this generally extends to dms too#abrupt dms frighten me. so do random @s. apologies im a Very nervous person <3#and then even when i Do chat over dms or somethin with someone i can see myself befriending#i often forget to reply for a while and then it gets to the point where its been so long and i feel so guilty#that i Cant Bring Myself To#sigh. anyway. long story short Yes i have a discord
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