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class swap design masterpost for convenience (from top to bottom: bard!riz, cleric!gorgug, sorcerer!kristen, barbarian!fig, artificer!adaine, and rogue!fabian)
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhfy#fhsy#fhjy#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#figueroth faeth#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#my class swap stuff! oh yeah I think I got a tag for that I'll call that#fh class quangle#gna slowly go back and get that tag on relevant posts too. for organization's sake#even tho I didnt really intend this blog to be that kinda blog lmao. we were all just gonna be out here dealin with that at our own pace#anyways uh! they! u know all the lore for the designs already I put em in tags. but otherwise this also collects like the#color keys kind of for these. mostly the things that change between designs#doing this did make me realise half of these are a Lot more consistent in color keys than the other half lol#like kristen's palette stays pretty much the same. and fabian's. the hit's mostly in the construction#a lot of this is overall like an exercise in remembering what high schoolers would actually wear and how to work in Costume pieces#on this point at least I straight up have No relevant recollection lmao all the basic education establishments I went to have uniforms#and outside of school I was. well kind of a shorts and tee guy. so#on that topic I feel like fabian's is the furthest stretch lmao. like if a guy in high school wears the same bright yellow raincoat#to school every day that's like. people would Not like that guy. fabian really is saved by being cute and a rogue#he will still have stans when he's deep in his fishing arc in junior year he's the manic pixie dream bf#anyways uh. things to do! stuff to get done. sleep first tho. have a good night lads#I have not caught new nsbu yet! seems I mostly catch them like two to three days late nowadays.#so please uhh. don't reply on my posts with nsbu spoilers? we are all excited and having fun but that's rude#ok thank u. signing off for the day have a good night#!!
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anyone else ever have to pace around their room for hours and hours?
#pacing#thinking sometimes#listen to music too#but just#i paced all night#did not sleep#paced until i was so sore#then paced some more#except then i didnt sleep and still had to come to school#from 8am until 5pm#four more hours#then i can go home#ive been awake since before 7am yesterday#why#why do i do this to myself
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sometimes i hang out with a herding breed dog and it really makes me go damn girl you live like this?? ://
#dogblr#do you know you could have a sporting dog?#do you know you can have a dog that doesnt stare at you 24/7?#do you know you can have a dog that sleeps through the night instead of pacing for eight hours?#anyway yet again i am made aware that herding breeds are not for me#in general i feel like people really overuse the place cue#but then i spend time with a herding dog and im like oh.... you do actually need to be on a cued place....#so so so not for me sorry#(this is me just being a hater i love and respect all of your dog breed choices)
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i love thinking abt reiju and sanji in parallel to each other in their fucked up sibling dynamic. i always write the tension between sanji's humanity/monstrosity as intrinsic extremes in HIM that he's capable of simultaneously. but for reiju it's like. the monstrosity is the only intrinsic extreme she has. her understanding of humanity takes the form of her little brother. her understanding of humanity is forever tied up in her understanding of her brother. do you get how fucked up that is. she's incapable of knowing what's morally right unless it's directly related to sanji/communicated to her through sanji's wellbeing in some way. she doesn't free sanji bc it's morally the right thing to do - she frees him because sanji is miserable. can you imagine being capable of having the lightbulb moment of 'This Is Wrong' only in relation to the subject that you're perpetuating a cycle of violence towards. you free him from that and you'll never have a point of reference to what's right ever again. and doing so is the right thing to do. what the FUCK. she was like twelve years old btw
#REIJU. YOU ARE SO.#i think it's a reiju kind of night#pacing around this room thinking abt reiju (and sanji)#it's like you can't analyse her character without sanji#but it wld be most satisfying for her chara to exist without him#for BOTH their charas imo.#like she can never really apologise to him in a way that matters#bc i think she wld still do it all again. she wld look out for herself#and in turn i don't think sanji has any obligation to forgive her#but is the only one in the world who understands why she's do it again#SIBLINGS.#✨#vinsmoke reiju#sanji
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ms paint with mouse time
#qkdraws#id in alt#scribbled this out in like two hours while watching johnstone repeatedly fail at nuzlockes <3#i know it doesn't seem like a 2 hour thing but . shut up im slow#ignore the ''''''shading'''''' on the sunflower i know it's gross. ms paint was not made for beauty it was made for raw lines#twas made for the people in the wee hours of the night that have art block and decide to break it by ditching their tablet (me)#mob psycho 100#mob psycho#mp100#mp100 shigeo#shigeo kageyama#mp100 mob#gonna be real w u idk how to tag the noose#uhm#tw sui implied#???????????#i literally don't know please lemme know if i should add or change tags#i missed drawin with a mouse it's a nice change of pace from pencil#i do think it's Fascinating that even when using a completely different tool the art style does not change. that's so wild#makes u think (it is past 10pm i should Not be thinking at all. abt anything rly)#anyway .throws my nonsense tags into the void bye
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doodled them 10 minutes before my final exam in field methods class…
#jarvis cocker#kylie minogue#wip#my art#life update ->#my cat dorian passed away last night and my grandmother is in the ICU in critical condition right now#and i still had to take my final exam in field methods#but i didn’t study at all bc u know ive been pacing around my home like a ghost and crying myself to sleep u know how it is#guess what i got during my finals#85%!!!!!!! with puffy eyes and constant grief#and i was like using every piece of stock knowledge and common sense i had#it’s pretty much the worst day of my life right now but that’s okay#hope everyone is well
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Why is Cassie so damn slow in Ruin. Like she runs at a light jog at best girl you are literally being chased for your life pick up the pace
I even went and started a new Security Breach file to check if I was misremembering/exaggerating how fast Gregory was in my head but no, even with no upgrades the boy runs at light speed compared to Cassie honestly. HE runs like he's running for his life, she runs like she's being forced to do track at school
#It makes sense from a game perspective I guess#Bc the Pizzaplex is pretty big and open and you're running around it all the time in SB#Still annoying though. Cassie pick up the PACE#fnaf#fnaf ruin#fnaf cassie#fnaf gregory#fnaf security breach#fnaf sb#five nights at freddys#security breach#my ramblings
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i can't look at him i can't look at him i can't look at him i won't i can't im not allowed to why is he I CANNOT
#everyone is@ing me and trying to direct my attention to the reveal#and I've been ducking my head all day#actively averting my gaze#i don't know why I'm waffling and dithering and pacing and#now that I've run out of tasks for the night#all that's left is internet#and i can't....#. . it's going to happen#my self control is waning with every second. I've been awake too long#AUGH WHY IS THIS PAINFUL#WHY IS IT PAINFUL TO LOOK AT HIM#but STILL PAINFUL TO ////NOT///// LOOK AT HIM#WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME#I'M G#I'M GOING TO cook some salmon.#oi'mm. going to. chop and steam ... food............#where are my vegetables. i have to wash the sand out of them#I'm going to watch the 6 hour nuca plot video#I'm ignoring ALL OF YOU GOODBYE#mirage of scales
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challenge: make a poll with five of your all time favorite characters, and then tag five people to do the same. See which character is everyone's favorite.
tagged by: the lovely @crithir and @thatswhatsushesaid
this threw me for a loop and i had to face my ✨not like other girls✨ media persuasions. humbling. also i read almost exclusively children’s fiction for work so once again i am plumbing the depths here. thank you so much this was the best fun!! 🤗
tagging: @down-and-out-in-guicheng , @wonderingcheshirecat , @icarus-suraki , @oyasumiaow, @galadhir and @jingyi-ma-boi — and anyone else who sees this do join in, i love seeing everyone’s blorbos and assorted strange guys (gender neutral)
#picture me pacing around my room glancing at all my stuff and asking out loud what media have i experienced#it has been SO FUN to see who is into stuff I’ve literally never heard of#i am googling avidly pals#i tried to be honest instead of favourites from shows i have recently watched#because that would very quickly become aziraphale and edwin payne#tumblr polls#poll tagging game#can you imagine i almost included puck from midsummer nights dream#insufferable#🥰
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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Tissot Sprint, Aragon GP 2024
#marc’s times on lap 2-7 of the sprint would’ve still gotten him pole during qualifying lmao!#two of jorge's laps under pedro's q2 time too marc was onto something when he told jorge he'd probably have set a better time in q2#if he hadn't crashed in the beginning#no one outside the top 3 did any 1’47 laps although enea as usual had great late race pace#marc had eased off by lap 8 as well with the almost 4 second lead he'd built by then#mm93#motogp#aragon gp#finally wrote my proposal i'd been procrastinating yesterday night i have nothing to do all day today 🥳
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#astarion#astarion ancunin#astarion bg3#astarion x tav#tavstarion ????????#girl what is the ship name#tav bg3#baldur's gate iii#oc: orion#bg3#baldur's gate 3#myart#i think . i think the cazador palace area goes very differently for the both of them#i think orion's dialogue choices arent even close to what's in game hgjsdh#but i do wish u got to just . hold him the night after it happens#when he's numb and trying to process it all#i know it cant rlly be that way for the sake of pacing but i also wish it was mandatory to wait a few long rests w him acting#u know. out of it ! weirdge#before u get to the graveyard scene#btw celebrating my 1 year anniversary of drawing the way i find fun and comfortable !!#havent had a SINGLE breakdown over my arstyle since#be proud of me#oops uploaded the wrong one
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Christopher Eccleston spam → part 51/∞
A Christmas Carol. 11 Nov 2023-06 Jan 2024 at the Old Vic
#christopher eccleston#cecclestonedit#christopher eccleston spam#a christmas carol#ebenezer scrooge#by angelic37#damn it's been a while#season's greetings#everyone#♥#(i went to see it for the opening night and what a night!#it does bring joy all around and get people in such a festive mood)#i'm sorry i made these so fast that the lightning is sh*t and the pace just as bad haha /run
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alright everybody have your zoloft handy, it’s gonna be a long night
#2024 presidential election#why was the nbc live feed on youtube just a guy drinking coffee and nervously pacing back and forth???#like can we get some actual coverage or am i just meant to watch this guy have a nervous breakdown all night#no hate to the guy like i get it man#election 2024#kamala harris#kamala 2024#us election#2024 elections
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Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!
#cats#holiday#OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few#days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below)#My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart#rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart#so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag#and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day#last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few#hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent#ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect#because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make#me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these#'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a#few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is#getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better#and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo#I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm..#pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c#Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after#like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread...#I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was#doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally#ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully#whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos#ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever.#And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely#though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart#stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive#things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***
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AHHH DAY 14 OF TF RARE PAIRING FEST…simultaneously relieved and sad that today's the last day ;___; Here's my final fic!! It’s for the prompt “Fantasy Creatures” and it's Dead End/Perceptor. I doubt this will come as a surprise to anyone who's ever heard me talk about this pairing.
@tfrarepairing (thank you for all your hard work running this event!!! <3)
The comm comes, of course, as soon as Perceptor is settling down for a much-needed stasis nap after astrocycles of searching through all of the still-accessible Cybertronian databases and reading through the large quantity of information he was able to find on the Quintessons.
«We have a problem,» says Hot Rod.
Perceptor’s processor already hurts. If he sets his comm to ‘Do Not Disturb’ right now, he wonders if Hot Rod will assume he never picked up his comm in the first place and thus leave him alone.
«Hello? Perceptor? Perceptor, are you listening? There’s a problem! A big one!»
Ex-venting, Perceptor sits up on his makeshift berth. «Hot Rod. What is the big problem?»
«Uh, it’s kinda hard to explain. It’ll be easier if you come here and see for yourse—» A strange, high-pitched yowling sound tears through the comm, making Perceptor wince and quickly lower the volume of his auditory input. It’s immediately followed by the sound of screeching metal and frantic yells in the background. Perceptor can make out the distinct voices of Clobber and Whirl trying to scream over each other’s incomprehensible words. «—sending you our coordinates now. Hurry before we’re all—»
Another high-pitched shriek, and the commlink abruptly shuts off.
(read the rest on ao3!)
#2024tfrarepairingfest#transformers#cyberverse#deadceptor#perceptor#dead end#writing all these fics was a super fun challenge#but now i think i need a little break from fic writing lmao#or at least a break from writing at such an intensive pace#gotta make some time for my other hobbies. like sleeping. good night everyone <3#c's writings
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