#i never left 2020
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EXUSE ME MORTAL U ARE A MEMBER OF MY POPTROPICA OC CULT? UR BLOG HAVING POPTROPICA STUFF IS WHAT MADE ME EVEN GET TUMBLR U ARE AN ICON TO ME
HWJAHSHDHWHH YEAH!!!!! SNOOPYPILOT WAS THE ONE WHO INVITED ME
I'm genuinely shocked that my blog is what made you get Tumblr!!! It's been a while since I've POSTED anything poptropica related... It's honestly shocking to me that you were there for the 2020 poptropica fandom era and remember me??? (if I'm interpreting this all correctly)
I never lost interest in poptropica though!!! I just stopped interacting with the fandom, but I would still play it and make theories in private <3 it is such a huge part of my life I cannot express enough
But!!! Idk something happened this year!!!! Poptropica GRIPPED me by the shoulders and dragged me back into the fandom and I'm not complaining <3 it feels like nature is healing again to return to this long-term interest of mine
But ANYWAY all of this to say I joined the poptropica oc community because I really wanted to interact with the fandom more :^) I miss hearing about people's poptropica theories!
#i hope we're able to interact more!!! im honored that im an icon to you#i never thought of myself as that impactful to the poptropica fandom in 2020!!!!! but maybe i left more of a mark than i thought!#theyve been stewing in my brain though#and providing like MASSIVE drawing inspiration#which is super nice#i would love to share oc lore at some point as long as learn about other's!#ask#poptropica
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2020 coming back in 2025 on tiktok was not on my bingo card but it makes me so incredibly happy. The anime pfp picture, junko posing, anime addiction, the alt style its all back! lets go babyyy
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some old ocs of mine: R3XEE (pronounced Rexy) and YIK3Z (pronounced Yikes)!
2020 characters of mine where i dabbled in scenecore, although i wouldnt consider YIK3Z to be as intense as R3XEE. idk what id call their aesthetic
old designs under the cut, eyestrain warning:
#my art#my ocs#r3xee#yik3z#oc#original character#art#digital art#scenecore#i originally didnt like my design of yik3z in 2020 so i called them yikes .#and that name just kinda never left#i think the designs have improved although yik3z could use a bit more? maybe?#they kinda look like a toon bc of the white gloves. which wasnt intentional i just think its neat#unsure abt r3xees wings#i may get rid of em or i might keep em cuz i rlly like the colors#im just worried abt the silhouette#these designs arent final i just rlly wanted to bring em back :]
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political boy is shigaraki
this is so dustbunny to me because i headcanon rumi as a little bit illiterate in japanese because her parents spoke to her in english as a kid so she would get into arguments with her peers and teachers in elementary about what a certain word was
#mha#bnha#rumi usagiyama#miruko#shigaraki tomura#dust bunny#saw this pair once in 2020 and it’s never left my mind even though i also ship spinneraki#what the hell#sure
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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner
#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr#me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel#and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need#space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time#but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single#Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was#much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh#i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups#and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that#definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him#its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh#cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did#like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess#guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here#and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno#we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff#that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting#i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it#i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu#anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu#publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago#n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus#being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the#stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)
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#hamsters#comfy#kawaii#photography#my photography#hampter......#fun fact on this day my friend and i decided to open my sunroof which i promptly left open for an entire week and didnt notice until it had#already been raining for 2 days straight.#now my car has recovered entirely from the water damage its like it never happened but that. THAT. was a torment that lasted so so long#everytime i drove to my uni's bi weekly mandated covid test (2020 thingz) i would have a wet spot unless i laid my#'emergency trapped in snow' quilt on the seat beforehand#btw i cured it via copious moisture sucking bags (not the powder ones those spilt twice on me and were a pain in the ass to get out and#didnt help) and driving to the nearest sketchy carwash to vacuum out the water daily for a few weeks#and then promptly moving to sunny florida where the sun dried the rest. pro tip: car got wet? just move to florida ez#i think of my sad wet pants walkig thru kroger everytime i listen to nickelbacks 'far away' which was playing when i first drove in it afte#2020
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I remember I while ago(years ago) I made a headcanon about transfem nishinoya and like made an entire like story line in my head about it and stuff
And just never talked about it ever
Like I hyperfixated on this for weeks and weeks culminated all the details and stuff like I just thought of this cool idea and like thought it through and rationalized it
But it never left my brain
Literally actually cus I thought about it all the time
Didn't talk about it, didn't write anything down nothing, just brain worms
It was just a period of time where I just day dreamed about transfem nishinoya for weeks on end and nobody knew
#im telling you its been like 4 or 5 years#i think it was 2020 or 2021#i think i was still in highschool i don't think i started college yet#or was it the summer after my first year of college???#anyways--#i remember being at home literally staring at the wall putting together all the details for transfem nishinoya#and i was in my anime tiktok creator era too so the fact that this never left my brain is crazy#i had nearly 3k followers on tiktok and all i posted was shit about anime and the girlies ate it up#but yeah i literally had this thought fixated on it for weeks and never shared it never implied it never wrote it down#just let the transfem nishinoya brain worms eat away until they were fed i guess#kay just saying shit#haikyuu headcanons#nishinoya yuu#nishinoya headcanons#haikyuu
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#okay this is a fun one!#you know how I still have a private twitter account that I only use to lurk#I never check my follower requests though because it's usually just bots#so I just went to check it and noticed talecia requested to follow me (likely ages ago when I followed her to keep up with interview news)#on the incredibly off chance that you see this talecia hi love you!#yeah that weird private account you requested to follow ages ago was me sorry#btw (I feel like if you've read far enough to see this it's fine)#if you look through the people listening to preshow spaces chances are you'll immediately be able to tell who I am just by the pfp#it's not exactly that stan twt esque but it's great and I'm so attached to it#and also yeah that is my name#don't try to follow me though - my only mutuals there are people that are still left of 1d/louie twt from about 2020/2021#and tbh i'm getting closer and closer to just deactivating my account because of that asshole m*sk#alas the fomo and memories are too strong
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I spend last year barely writing anything, this year I am back on the keyboard with more opinions on everything than ever before.
#hmmm one thing that has become very important very quickly to me is to try to hone my own voice and not get carried away by trends and fads#the way we speak and phrase everything is a sign of our times! its all a sign of who you let influence you and who not!#not just in written form. speaking too. speaking just like everyone else... I'll never get far as an author in that way#itll be another 2020s novel like all others. i need to find my footings i need to Lock In.#thats been on my mind a lot i think?? i find it is so easy to just use a meme format to say what you want#no!!! at least thats the rule i impose myself. try to find your own way to say it!!! try!#another thing i dont want to is to sound just like myself from before. no again!!!#i want my new voice to be a natural continuation of my old one but more purposeful now#much more thought and care intk how i phrase things#being intuitive is nice but it's also very much (imo) the sign of a novice writer. i wanna be well read and well spoken!#also writing intuitively for me = just repeating speech patterns and phrases that i just picked up left and right without much thought. hmm#not what we want!
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I was just listening to a song I used to love while we were friends. I listened to it so often, we talked so often, it became the background music to our relationship.
I'm listening to it while I knit. I often forget that I started knitting because of you. I remembered tonight. It's strange, I never knitted anything for you. I've knitted for other loved ones, rarely for myself, but never for you. I remembered you showing me the amazing things you made, and I wished I could get to that level of skill. But at that time, you had to explain to me how to purl because I couldn't get it.
Everything reminds me of you in a terrible way. Everything I do is an echo of you. I started painting so that I could paint for you. I started knitting to bond with you. I hear your voice in the music I listen to. You're haunting the things that I love. Will I ever make a brush stroke or stitch without you on my mind?
#i should be able to block all music i listened to on Spotify from 2018-2020. i was not doing well and i dont need the reminders pls#im fine this was just kinda reflective#so much of what i do was inspired by her. i havent spoken to her in three years. we havent been friends for five#but my first painting was a gift to her. i started knitting because she knitted. i got so much music from her#we bonded heavily over music. and i used it to cope after she left. so unfortunately shes mixed into so much of it#she got me into dnd which got me into a different ttrpg im playing now (unknown armies)#shes a big reason i applied to the summer camp i worked at for six years#and a big reason i took the position i had the last two years. and the reason i told our camp legend (long story)#she was in my christmas in july gift i gave and received this year#i dont think ill ever be able to forget her. on good nights thats a good thing. its reassuring. she'll always be with me#but on bad nights. i feel like im never going to stop missing her#i was knitting tonight while listening to music. as the post suggests. and i was just overcome with her#this is the bed i was in when she called and left me. this is the bedroom we used to video call to practice sign language in#oh theres another one. i was going to be an asl interpreter. years ago in another life. i always practiced with her#we're both autistic and asl is easier than speaking a lot of the time#fuck. it reminds me of the ship of theseus. its 2:30am so i wont be able to explain well but#no actually i tried and i cannot explain. youll just have to understand. some days i wish i ciuld replace all the parts that were her#and sometimes im so afraid to lose the parts that were her because thatll feel like losing her#if i ever consciously decided to stop knitting (which i may have to do soon) it will feel like im replacing a board that was hers#how many of my boards are hers? are any of hers mine anymore? how many of hers can i lose before shes gone?#that last one was asked with fear and hope. and fear. depending on the day#god im tired. goodnight
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“Harris being a woman (and Black) had nothing to do with her loss!” Stupid white leftists live in delusion…I know people love marrying a narrative but you are a horrible ally or accomplice to BIPOC if your stubbornness causes you to ignore this obvious issue.
Your fellow whites are overwhelmingly sexist, misogynoiristic anti Black racists. Saying that someone pointing this out is “losing their mind” is ignoring reality.
#and this is why you guys will never earn the respect of the Black American population#honestly I am always willing to admit when I am wrong and I was wrong to go along with white twt leftists re 2020 primaries#i would urge other Black people in these toxic denialist filled left spaces to be wary#these ppl think they are not the white moderate King spoke of but they literally are#they just spice it up with their bastardized grasp of white theorists
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me in high school: my parents are such liberals! ☺️☺️☺️☺️
me after october 7th 2023: my parents are such…liberals….
#fuck off dad israel does NOT have a right to exist#i only learned that liberalism and leftism are different in like 2020#you can imagine my surprise when i found out that liberals DON’T want to dismantle capitalism actually#and like. i assumed my parents were far left until they disagreed with me on israel/palestine and that just turned my world upside down#because we’d never really disagreed before??#but ever since then more and more cracks have begun to show#i do still think my mom can be saved
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just finished my rewatch of gravity falls. can confirm it remains the best cartoon of all times. gravity falls i love you <3
#chatter#forever proud to have my ‘canon’ url lol#acacia is a tau character so she counts <3#but man…..it’s so fun to rewatch bc it brings back SO MANY GOOD MEMORIES#remember cipherhunt. cipherhunt was so wild.#still have my confusion hill bumper sticker from went I went to visit bill :333#and the lizard I got from the little treasure box#I think I left a llama eraser#if anyone got a llama eraser from the treasure box around 2017 that was me :3#GRAVITY FALLS MY LOVE……#now idk what to do with my life. lie on the floor for a bit I guess#and return in a month w my tau fic that I did resurrect#from the ancient year of 2020#never say a fic is abandoned sometimes I do return!
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look at my neopets, boy
#(yes again)#hehe featuring a new one!!! (top middle one)#aren't they so cool my goth mutant edgy pals#again they're not pets to me they're basically ocs#top to bottom left to right:#rossenrit (she/her lesbian)#especttra (she/it ??? haven't decided)#ksala (he/him ???)#iosefke (he/him bi)#faustianne (he/him lesbian - dating rosen)#😗 the last one's in-game name is very lame it was poorly chosen in 2020 LMAO#but he's a he/him ok... i have to choose a new name for him now that i think about it#rossen is based on your typical silent cool ninja guy that never speaks. but woman#and iosefke is a shady vampire hunter probably#especttra is well. a shadow. likely up to mischief#''jen those names are ass'' you can't repeat names on neopets 😭😭😭#makes em unique at least amirite 😭😭#iosefke is nice tho it's a bloodborne ref :)
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I added an about me section that's mostly just characters/ships I like/dislike for anyone who wants to send in requests
#rule of thumb is i tend to gravitate towards minor characters and rare ships#also i previously left the fandom in 2020 so i've never drawn the newer characters#esp since i'm irish and my bestie is indonesian#and the moment we fell out of hetalia our countries become canon lol
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