#i needed to shake things up a bit
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not "i ship these characters" or "i want them to bond platonically" but a secret 3rd thing (I want them to be forced to interact by the Narrative bc they would HATE that)
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wildsaltair · 20 days ago
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maybe I’ve just totally gone off the deep end but the fact that I can see (1) his thigh and (2) that bit of skin on the back of his shoulder is literally creating a sexual tornado in the kansas of my heart
#GUYS I’M#this is SO HOT IT’S SO HOT#i don’t even care that he’s wearing like 2847538 layers of clothes#it’s probably better that way because if he were even slightly more naked than he is. i’d be dead#he could run me through with his sword anyday i swear#look at the IINTENSITY#look at the SNARL#the fierceness in battle and the grit of determination to stay alive#he’s got me clenching my legs biting my lip giving him the most inviting look possible#HAHSHFHFHSHSJSJDJF his FOREARMS THOUGH#i need to be gripping those in the heat of passion#in this picture he looks like he could growl and. it’s doing things to me#i am a sucker for sweet gentle loving tender husband maximus first and foremost#but i am also a total simp for feral raging intense warrior maximus every day of my life#this man could get it every day all day any place any position any combination of whatever he wants#sitting on his lap while he holds me tight enough to break my ribs would fix me i think#i need to be the one waiting for him in his gladiator cell when he comes back#and from there it’s up to him!#everyone go away my beloved husband and i are going to shake the very foundations of the arena tonight#but yeah the thigh being visible here?? i need to be institutionalized#WHY am i not on my knees kissing my way up his legs????#WHEN will that be possible??#i swear at this very moment i am taking off every bit of his armor and kissing him until my lips go numb#i need to TOUCH HIM I’M GOING INSANE I WON’T MAKE IT MUCH LONGER MAXIMUS#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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russell-crowe · 6 months ago
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i have been listening to quite a bit of U2 today and now the age old question of "which member is actually my fave?" has resurfaced
#text#i really like all of them#though i never had a particularly strong Thing for larry (im sorry larry)#larry is the backbone of who they are and i really appreciate him a lot#and i love his attitude#but right now i am kinda going back and forth between edge and adam#i think adam is my current fave because he is just so chill#he has such a natural elegance to him#and he is such a gentleman#he also came up to me after i played on stage with them and was shaking like a leaf the moment adrenalin kicked my butt#and he told me that i did great and reassured me with his gentle aura and we hugged#i just really love the balanced at peace energy he has#edge is the sonic architect of the band!!!!#and i just think he is So Incredibly funny#(and he was also kind by teaching me the chords 😭)#bono is just.....#he is A Lot and loving him is like trying to idk stand in the middle of hurricane winds#it can be difficult to hold onto him without needing a bit of a breather every now and then#but he is very loveable and he has his heart in the right place#even if the execution is not always... great#and i have never met someone who could read people so well as he can#and i love how he uses that to just give everyone memorable experiences#such a natural showman and people person i suppose#he can center you out in a crowd of dozens of people screaming for his attention and give you that personal moment#... yeah im having U2 feelings#not in the way that i feel an intense moment of hyperfixation on them brewing#it mostly feels like visiting an old friend
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perilegs · 4 months ago
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i think it's unfair that anxiety can cause an upset stomach. why are you doing all that.
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gingergari · 8 months ago
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baby’s first fakemon 🎉
Brairn
Type: Grass/Rock
Height: 8’0” 2.4 m Weight 247.0 lbs 112.0 kg
Ability: Wayfinder, Sturdy (Hidden)
Wayfinder is the Brairn evolution family’s signature ability. This Pokémon’s moves will always hit, but it will always move last.
Pokédex Entry 1: Brairn prefer to remain stationary if possible. Hikers can reliably use them as cairns.
Pokédex Entry 2: It is believed that Brairn originated from the emotions and spirit of hikers on trails.
Origins: Brairn appear to be based on mossy cairns.
Etymology: Bryophyta, the taxonomic division of moss + Cairn
Brairn evolve into ??? at level 31.
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fauchart · 4 months ago
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I been doing so many fanart requests, I need to start posting my OC more.. Me when I fear people will forget/stop caring about her
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ageless-aislynn · 8 months ago
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I drew this picture for you. It's me, sending you a hug with much love. 😁🤗😂😉
But wait, there's more! Here's an exclusive variant with me offering you a high five instead! 😎👍
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lightblueminecraftorchid · 8 months ago
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My roommate and I had a conversation last night and I keep rotating it in my brain and I Don’t Like It
#blue chatter#they called me a resilient person. and no the fuck I am not. I break down so easily over everything and my body is falling apart on me.#I scream in terror when someone knocks on the door too hard the fuck you mean I’m good at handling adversity#I pointed out that I freak out whenever my grade gets low even a little bit#and they were just sitting there like ‘yeah. and then you pick yourself up again and you do the work.’#and no? not always? oftentimes I give up and don’t try hard enough to fix it and let points go that I could have earned#I barely ever go for extra credit opportunities and I’ve never gone to office hours of my own free will#I can’t even think about talking to a professor about a bad grade without wanting to cry? hello?#but they were insistent that even with those things I am still managing Incredibly Well in class given the circumstances. which made me#uncomfortable. like. I don’t think of myself as resilient At All and I feel a bit like I’m lying or tricking them.#I start shaking like a chihuahua when people are upset and I’m In The Vicinity. even when they’re clearly not upset with me.#I really struggle to advocate for myself ever and even when I do I usually feel guilty and walk it back partway so I don’t cause a fight#and I always get way too emotional for the situation when someone has anything they’re upset with me for. which isn’t fair to them bc I need#to be able to take constructive criticism without taking it as a personal attack on me.#like what the fuck do you mean *resilient*. I can’t even handle seeing a bug flying near my face or getting a B in a class. or being told#that I did something wrong. I’m actually significantly worse at handling adversity than I used to be. high school me was a resilientish kid.#and it’s not like I was ever *good* at handling my emotions. even when it was essential for my safety. I’ve always cried way too easily#even when it actively made the situation I was in Much Worse. even when I knew better.#I would get angry and scared and sad and start shaking and crying and even screaming at my parents when they were mad at me even though#I knew that it would always make my life much worse. and extend an already beleaguered argument.#I brought this up with my therapist and she was like ‘well. anybody would have done that if they were treated like you were’.#which. okay. maybe so. I still feel like I should have been able to handle it and just shut up and move on and not make it worse.#but I am aware that this is probably a cognitive distortion. even so. that definitely doesn’t make me resilient.#I just. I feel gross being called resilient. I’m not. I’m weak and easily scared and unable to handle even small amounts of adversity.#the fuck is my roommate even *seeing*.#the annoying part is that they’re generally an insightful person about other people and I know logically that they’re probably right#which is why I’m not going to complain any more about this to their face bc I should just drop it and not make it a Thing#I talk too much about myself and my problems anyway. not every conversation has to be about my brain worms.#but the discomfort is Distinct and Unpleasant. and now I’m just having to sit with it. and Feel Uncomfortable. and try to accept what was#definitely intended as a compliment. I know it’s draining to talk to someone who doesn’t accept any of the kind things you say about them.
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deityofhearts · 3 months ago
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my friends birthday is approaching and I don’t know what to buy her
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sleepy-crypt1d · 1 year ago
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love people making jack this suave sexy put together badass like babe we are talking about a man who canonically wont say fuck and says "yahtzee" when hes excited
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meowrimo · 11 months ago
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good morning + happy monday friendz. the yearning is pretty bad today, let’s weather the storm together <3 i hope you all have a great start to your week ෆ
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heartyearning · 2 months ago
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needing to exert massive amounts of self control bc a) i am feeling ill rn b) the second hand shop (which is in my street) is having a sale week again c) I Want Stuff and d) i do not Need Stuff
#i want to go and just buy the stuff (shirts specifically) in natural fabrics but like#i already have two silk shirts (probably 3 actually but im not sure about the last one) and i actually just want smth that i cant have#(i want more white linen and cotton button ups but i have a lot of body acne that just makes wearing white impossible#or at the very least implausible) but also i have some disposable income rn but also im on a low buy but also I Want.#shaking myself. YOU DO NOT NEED!#one last thing that might convince me if this happens again next month tho:#i actually Do Need a LITTLE BIT. like as in: yes i have enough clothes to dress myself daily and to function in society#i have more than enough clothes on that level#but i dont have a lot of clothes that actually fit in a way that makes me feel able to function on a professional / worksona level#like all the clothes that i DO have that are within the worksona category are either too big or they have various rips and holes in them#that i have patched but usually they are quite visible so they dont at all come across as profesh#its def not the end of the world but its hard when i work 3 days/week and want to look both profesh and also like myself#but i am limited </3 but that is life </3 and i dont need linen and cotton button ups like also#if theres one thing i FOR REAL do not need its more button ups. altho actually even there a lot of them are at the end of their life now#ugh i should maybe actually do a proper closet purge and mend what needs mending and throw out/donate/recycle what i cant wear#- to most situations bc thats an issue i have: i love my clothes but im aware i cant wear torn shit to my daily activities#but im not going to wear THOSE clothes at home holes&all because theyre not my ultimate comfy clothes#so then as it turns out i cannot wear those clothes so i should not hold onto them
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morgenlich · 3 months ago
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ik we’re all boycotting target rn but they have a $40 coffee table i like but the color that would match furniture i already have is clearly being discontinued bc it’s not available online but there’s 3 in stock at the store nearest to me….
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whentherewerebicycles · 2 years ago
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it's good news thank god 😭😭😭
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good-beanswrites · 2 years ago
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hiihiii i love the way u write shidou smmmm so if ur requests r still open id like something with shidou + lies <3
Hellooo thank you!! Shidou zoomed his way into my favorites and I really enjoy writing him, haha! Here's a bit of him hanging with the smoking group T1
The problem with lying, Shidou had found, is that you end up fooling everyone involved. If you spend time trying to deceive someone, the people close to you will also believe it. If you continue, it will affect all those in proximity. And, if you do it for long enough, you’ll start to deceive yourself. 
Shidou had certainly lost track of his lies for a while. Right before it had all come crashing down around him, he’d almost believed all the beautiful tales of hope and health he’d been spreading. He’d almost seen the world as the place he’d been describing. 
And then the truth hit him; it crushed him. Seeing all the blood on his hands, he’d tried to swear the whole thing off in what little time he had left in this life. But, like his other habits, it was a difficult one to break. 
He exhaled smoke into the room, listening to Mikoto go on about the busy days of his office job. Shidou was concerned how he still spoke about everything as if he’d be heading right back after all this. 
He wanted nothing more than to sit him down for an examination. There were several reasons he may not remember his crime -- it was most likely the emotional shock, but Shidou couldn’t rule out the possibility of a head injury, an illness, a seizure, a stroke, or even it being a side effect of whatever drugs Milgram must have given the prisoners when bringing them here. It took everything in him to let Mikoto be. After all, no one was going to request help from a “killer doctor,” and he didn’t have any of his usual equipment. 
So he just stood and smoked in silence. 
“What about you?” Kazui asked. “My line of work definitely stressed me out, too. But I don’t think I’ve seen you bat an eye at anything since coming here.” He nudged Shidou. “Are you just as cool under pressure as those movie doctors?”
Shidou’s lips angled to a smile. “I suppose so. Though, I believe they look calm because they’re meant to appear perfectly competent. I’m calm so that patients don’t realize I am imperfect.” 
Was that all he was, when he killed those people? Just ‘imperfect’?
Seeing the way Mikoto’s eyebrows shot up, he clarified, “I’m very competent, mind you. But no doctor is perfect. Many patients will panic if you show even the slightest sign of doubt.”
He teased, “so you just lie to everyone all day? Damn, remind me to watch out the next time I go in for a checkup.”
“No, it isn’t like that.” Wasn’t it? 
The other two continued the conversation, but Shidou grew quiet. Was that something else he’d started to believe? Another thing he’d convinced himself was normal when, in fact, it was very, very wrong?
“I get that. Confidence is really important when dealing with dangerous situations.”
“Heh, I’ve definitely put up a bit of an act around here for some of the younger prisoners. I think it’s been helping, they seem calmer from when this all started.”
That’s right -- his goal was always to help, to calm. He watched Mikoto rub his temple absently, and knew another headache was approaching and knew what to do for it. He’d helped Haruka get over a cold the past week. He and Kotoko had discussed nutrition tips the other day. He was still doing good. The smile that he put up for the others was still doing good. 
“Well, I’m glad we’ve got a professional around here.” Kazui gestured his cigarette to Shidou, snapping him away from his thoughts. “Nothing against the guard, but it’s nice to have someone like you who can help me look out for everyone.”
“Yeah, feel better about being here already!” Mikoto slung an arm around him. The boy's expression showed he was trying to appear in on some joke. “So, doc, you think that all of us are getting out of this crazy place in one piece?”
Shidou wanted to warn him the situation was more serious than he knew. Milgram was not a big joke. He was not a man to be trusted. He was not a man to be forgiven.
But old habits die hard. 
“Oh, I'm sure of it.”
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freddyyeti · 5 months ago
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