#i needed one fucking win this week
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me at buckt*mmy stans rn: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
#911 abc#911 spoilers#buddie#anti bucktommy#the racist white man has been defeated!!!#HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LOSE#CAUSE I SURE AS FUCK DON’T KNOW#thank god this happened#i needed one fucking win this week#just one#may we now exorcise the racists from the fandom along with him 🙏
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"another charles pole and max win" me personally i know the only reason charles is fighting versus the rockship that is redbull its purely because of how well he manages the car and how much he has to fight it for it to be able to be competitive and guess what! is not enough! because the sf-23 is still a tractor and rbr have won almost every race this year! and they've dominated the past 3 seasons! and i think the amount of poles he has had just shows how good of a driver he is and the potential he has to show when he finally has a car that will fight alongside him, not against him
#like this argument is sooo tiring#you dont see any of the other drivers on the grid being close to him on quali day and that just shows how insane of a driver he is#he is not slow and he will never give up and i need people to understand there are so many factors that dont allow him to win#and winning races is nice and he 100% deserves it but i promise you all he wants is a wdc#like people just like to mock him and make fun of the stat but i think its fucking nice hes one of the only drivers that can put up a fight#vs rbr ! no other driver can do that on a normal day! so i need his fucking fans to stop being so negative about it jfc#anyways just one more week until we burn the sf-23 🙏🏼#charles leclerc#las vegas gp 2023
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❤︎ MY BDAY BOYYY!
#formula one#lando norris#ln4#mclaren#papaya#my fav driver#my lil boy bday#i don't wanna mature I'm happy where i am#you have no idea how much i love him#our future world champ 🥹#how he can be so god damn hot#it's hard to choose just 10 photos#he looks god damn good on every photo#i need lando's first win 😭#fuck he is so hot#he can choke me#las vegas gp 2023#race week#our beautiful lil boy Lan
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Today my parents told me that they care more about their business profits than my reproductive autonomy and that prioritizing my safety and wellbeing in pregnancy is a "difference in political opinion". Fucking cool guys, thanks.
#personal#when I said it was be terrible if Trump wins my dad looked me in the eyes and asked for who#ME DAD#the one who had a traumatizing abortion 7 weeks ago#he legitimately could not connect the dots#he completely dismissed me and said it won't happen#wtf dude it did happen and it's only getting worse#they legit don't care if I live or die as long as their taxes are lower#this doesn't even touch on all the other groups the Republicans terrorize and the horrors of project 2025#I don't even need them to change their views I just want them to fucking care
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idk i just hope the tournament organizers see this (and tbh probably inevitably rome also) as a real wakeup call as to how scheduling goes and how they need to give them a goddamn break. i honestly doubt it because i do not think any organizers really give a shit about the actual players (otherwise this would probably not have happened tbh) but i hope they get it together
#this is unprecedented how many injuries we have like genuinely is this not terrifying to atp??#i think i heard rumour of dubai or someone being given a 1000 level tournament. NO!!! WE DONT NEED ANOTHER ONE!!!#and i know that no city will want to give up their tournament#but somethings gotta give we cant be putting these ppl through the fucking ringer every goddamn week#i think if tennis had a more unified business model (aka novak’s players union or something)#and players had a base salary (the way literally every other sport does) rather than only getting money if you play and win#then players would be allowed to have more breaks#and not rely on pushing themselves because they have to pay coaches equipment flights doctors etc etc#idk. i think about the logistics and business and economic end of tennis A Lot#also more standardized courts/balls etc is needed but i really dont know enough about the physical aspect as much#like obv i like having three different surfaces i think its unique and fun and the adjustment period for the players is not the worst thing#but even still theres so much variation between courts of the same surface even at the same event#and balls are different too i think#idk everything in tennis is so fragmented and disconnected#like atp and wta and then each tournament has vastly different organizations so theres so many competiting stakeholders#again. novaks players union is sorely needed#whoops i wrote an essay in the tags about sports business again whateverrrrr#tennis
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having a crush is like poison status effect whenever u have to think.
#my ocs#hello yes see i draw#I hate this so much ???????#what the fuck ??????#do u know how much effort I have to put in to not think about it. Like. Should I just kill myself at this point tbh.#and there’s people around me who are purposely trying to get a crush for like. Fun. Why.#this is psychological warfare.#though I guess their goals w crush is have one and never speak to him huh 💭 they just want a guy to think about when bored.#This happened to me by accident 💭 and I am. speaking to him often. I didn’t today though. hashtag winning 💪 (?)#I will get over it. I will speak to no one over midterms week and I will get so over him.#and then I will be so normal platonic about it.#this was supposed to happen in highschool I think I was supposed to get comfortable w this way earlier in life.#I don’t know I don’t care I just need to survive this at this point Jesus Christ.#and hey guess what I was just about to start gushing in this tag it snuck up on me wtf.#I do not want him. (<- affirmations)#I can never let anyone have my Tumblr or my art socials ever god imagine. Anyone seeing this.#it would suck so bad. Guys. I would have to kms.#why did I meet the most attractive and nicest and coolest guy immediately. why is this my first friend in 5 years.#sorry that is gushing huh. god this sucks so bad. I hate. having emotions.#well it’s not gushing it’s like objective fact people will not stop saying he’s won the genetic lottery to his face.#And I get crazy 2nd hand embarrassment every time but also not wrong.#they’re not wrong. ugh. killing myself.#guys why does every tag ramble end this way. guys. why. why am I becoming a real boy I want to be a puppet again actually.#ok. normal time 4 minutes left in movie clean bathroom then sneepy time and I will do so good not thinking about him and will sleep immedia
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i think people should be fully allowed to opt out of working jobs and still be able to live comfortably no matter what their situation is and im not fucking kidding
#i keep thinking about my dad a few weeks back being like 'i think everyone needs to earn their share by working' and internally i was like#actually i think thats fucking stupid LOL but ive thought that for a while now#it also only just occured to me that i dont even know how disabled people fits into that idea of his#but theres many flaws to his idea#granted theres also flaws to mine but im not a fucking government dude idk how that shit works. and idc#cause i still think this should be a thing anyway#and people can be like 'but then no one will work! what about all the jobs that we need!' people will still work dumbass#plus honestly people dont like the idea of jobs being taken by robots but i actually do think some would be fine being taken by robots#like self check out is a thing and old people are like 'wah wah why should i use it if im not being paid to do the cashiers job wah wah'#shut the fuck up who literally gives a single fuck. when im alone i literally always use the self checkout its genuinely faster and easier#and also i dont like interacting with people if i dont have to. win win. plus retail workers are famously miserable#most retail jobs like. might actually just be replacable. not all of them. but some#this has become a lot ignore me lol im just saying stuff#also i know people will be like 'whaaa but youre anti ai wdym you think jobs should be replaced by robots!?'#i think art cant be replaced by robots. but being a fucking cashier? the biggest issue there is just shoplifting i mean come on#whatever this isnt a full on debate or anything im just rambling lol#ignore me
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MY SPM BOOK IS HERE
#A WEEK EARLY!!!!#it’s the prima guide and I don’t need it but like#there’s only like six sellings total and even Amazon has only one left#so is it rare?? probably not#but I still copped it#bro on Amazon it’s 150 fucking dollars????? what#i got mine for fifteen#win
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Why must dieting be absolutely fucking miserable
#ed blogs please dni i am not associated with you#i’ve only been calorie counting for 2.5 days and i’m already SICK OF THIS#why is every food i like to eat like 200 calories per mouthful#i’m planning dinner because i’m SO hungry already and why is a dollop of mayonnaise like the same amount of calories#as a whole can of butter beans. what’s the reason for that#i’m NOT switching to light mayo. at that point i’d rather just cut mayo from my diet altogether#light mayo; reduced fat margarine; light cream cheese & reduced salt marmite all taste horrendous to me#light cheddar as well. i’m not eating it!!!#don’t get me started on having to cut out weed because i will just start crying#being sober turns me into such a hater but the last thing i need is anything that will increase my appetite#i’ll be fine in like a week once my body adapts to eating 2074 calories instead of like fucking… 3000 or whatever it was#most of which were junk. i’m very sad that i can’t eat more than one sweet or piece of chocolate per day but i’m just trying not to think#about it. and while i’m on the subject; since when are fibre one brownies so boring. i feel like they used to taste legitimately good#i’m going to take up running again. because then i will be able to eat more. but also i will be hungrier. i CANNOT win#they really need to invent a low calorie food that actually tastes good to me. every time i google it i’m like eurgh#celery and nuts. fuck off#if i didn’t have arthritis in my knee and a family history of heart problems i wouldn’t be doing this shit but alas! i probably should#i just want to take like 20kg of strain off my knees it should not be this hard. and yet!#personal
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crazy how fast grad school went from “i suck at my job but i’m ok at my classes” to “i’m ok at my job but i suck at my classes”
#fuck this shit i just wanna get back into research#and i mean im still sort of useless at teaching but like. in ways that aren’t my fault. not my fault the answer keys are so fuckin vague#at least vague answer keys mean i can give my students more points#which is a win for them bc higher grades and a win for me bc i do not get paid enough to spend time nitpicking#but like. i am lowkey failing my classes lmao#i just need a B or higher in one of them and to pass one more and if I have to I can still drop one#which i think i will probably do bc trying to find an advisor takes way too much time and they’re also wasting our time with the#stupid teaching class that would have been helpful as a second week of orientation but at this point is literally just taking our time and#energy away from. yknow. actually fucking teaching#anyway#i am going to send my goddamn emails this morning#it’s 5:30 if i don’t have all four of my emails sent by 7:30 you all have permission to publicly shame me on tumblr dot com#screams into the void#update: i sent my emails (all 5 of them) now its time to go back to hiding in bed
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UGH Why do so many songs I want to sing require a huge amount of charisma to pull off.
#creepy? good. pathetic? good. awkward? good. murder? excellent.#confidence? magnetism? FUCK no.#I promised I'd sing a Gay Song if the anime lesbians won and it's looking like they actually might#and everything I can find that's in my vocal range (i.e. NOT TOO LOW) is a duet or is about 'women love me I'm an icon'#slash 'I'll steal your girl' which TO BE CLEAR I am in favor of these songs existing I think we need even more of them actually#but there is no way in HELL I could ever make something like that work it would be THEEEEE biggest joke in the universe#so there's nothing for me to comfortably sing ;-;#unless you count 'lacy' as a gay song which I go back and forth on#I GUESS I could do rem's sacrifice song in the musical but that song is HARD I do not think ANYBODY wants to hear me sing that lmao#I USED to be able to fully belt 'you oughta know' (of which there IS a gay Broadway Version) and that was my one (1) pop/karaoke song.#but I can't do that anymore.#I might be able to build it back up again but that would take. a while. it's not something I could toss out within the week of the poll#ending (if they win)#ugh why did I stop singing every day I don't know how to do anything anymore a;lsfkja;slfjadslfk#unhinged lady screams about music
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I want to be a hater about the cyl results so I'm making my own post so i can bitch in the tags about it. The tags will get long so the tldr is BOOOO everybody but Alfonse.
#man. MAN!!! after all the hexes and curses I tried to set upon her Bern sure did win huh.#like on the one hand i'm impressed on the other i hate her!! i hate her i hate her and I'm tired of pretending I don't!!#when i was playing 3h i could appreciate her good moments in between being insufferable and i liked her alright. she was fine#but like. we're 5 years out from 3h at this point and i'm just fucking sick of her. i don't understand her lasting popularity. i'm tired#Felix... should have been Sylvain.#i like him fine. he grew on me. but he certainly is not one of my enduring favourites from 3h. he fades into obscurity for me.#that said i don't hate him. i'm happy for his fans. you guys worked hard (clearly) deserved i just#i love 3h!! i do! but like. the accident was 5 years ago it's time to let her go.#and out of all the guys in 3h! if it had to be one of them! him? fr? whatever.#i've just never cared for f!robin. i feel nothing looking at her. less then nothing.#so i guess her winning isn't. bad per say. i guess it's a non issue.#that brings us back to MY MAN!!! ALFONSE!! lets goooooooooo#i'm so happy for him. always really liked Alfonse he's so <3<3#i know i don't post about him that much but#it's just that me and feh itself have a tumultuous relationship so i don't see him as much as i'd like >_>#he's the one i'm going to pick and i'm not going to bother rolling for the others#also the fact we have to wait til the 31st for the full results is agonizing#i wanna know if Rein survived. he didn't make ton 20 but i have to know how bad it is#if it's horrible the reason is obvious. he got an alt the week before cyl#can't imagine that'll put him at the top of anybodies list for needing at alt (except mine lol)#but still. at this point i'm just hoping for top 50 orz#snow blogging
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Okay so, my one question is… name three movies that you could watch over and over again without ever getting tired of them? 🎬
alright so I’m honestly a romcom girlie so I think it’s the same answer it’s been for the last decade (I have yet to find ones that make me feel as at ease as these do):
- the holiday
- 10 things I hate about you
- notting hill
which I’m sure can’t be a surprise DNNDDN but we like what we like (used to be prisoner of azkaban too but the bitch did ruin that a bit for me sadly)
#also…. like. I come from a very media oriented uni experience which means that#well. you have this thing where you all watch all the Good Movies#like the indie ones the Oscar winning ones the ones that Mean Something and for the longest time I was like#ashamed of my romcom afflictions snsnsnsnsn#that’s not to say I faked it with the movies we watched I enjoy those a lot as well but for Different Reasons#I watch those differently#the thing is that my brain is a very anxious place and can come up with things much worse than any horror movie will ever do#or any thought provoking movie that will fuck me up for a week#a lot of the time I need the exact opposite I need my brain to shut the FUCK up#so for that I just enjoy watching feelgood/romcoms most because it reminds me there’s Good things#and will watch them over and over and over again for that safe feeling I inherently lack sometimes#you know?#first time I am explaining that out loud but eh snsnsns
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Submitted my final final paper of the semester
#ooc.#tbd.#im fucking tired my dudes#i dont actually remember how many pages i ended up writing for my summary notes#but between my two final papers i was at 46#im definitely in the ballpark of 60 pages written this week#luckily i do not have any more papers i need to write. just one that i need to revise by jan 31st that i wanna get done during the week#at some point. not tomorrow. i have done ENOUGH.#tomorrow i will write up the powerpoints from the last week of classes. as that needs to be done.#and will take hours bc it always takes hours BUT i get to jam to music the whole time and thats a WIN#so i probably wont do the r&r until Tuesday and hopefully soonish ill have a grade for the paper i just submitted#and i can write up an abstract for the survey im gonna do after that and submitt hat#and then ill be done with everything that needs to get done for the year and can enjoy my winter break
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SO fucked up that when u study languages they also make u study architecture history and ant biology and economy and european politics hierarchy so by the end of the semester i still cant tie a proper sentence in any language but sure i can differentiate the neo gothic style from rococo or tell you what a bull market is
#shut up dave#im tired im tired im tired i dont care abt any of this#i mean i do enjoy architecture and art periods. i dont want to be required to know all of them#i have an exam tomorrow and one on sunday and one on wednesday and one on next saturday#then on monday and tuesday and the following saturday and monday too#and frankly. im only confident i can pass 3 maybe 4 of them#for the rest??? idk ill need to study and im very bad at that#but hey we got the grades back from the first exam!! the one i took last week and i got a 9 yippeee#that is out of 10#it was in german interpreting n like. genuinely. im good enough at consecutive interpreting that i dont think theres a way 4 me to fail#like even if i mess it up i cant do THAT bad#i had to do it 4 english today and i think i fucked up sooo big it was so embarrassing. but then we got to the critique of my performance#and. it was all the usual nitpicks? like few word choices#the occasional discordance with adjectival conjugation. few points that 'havent clearly come across'#in my mind i had missed like a whole half of the speech but apparently it was p good still#now the problem is. same prof who teaches that subject also teaches specialized languages#and im. very bad at that one for simple reason that i have not processed any information all year#um maybe next time dont make your class about the stock market? idk just a suggestion. i dont care for wallstreet or whatever.#tho to b fair i didnt care for the european parliament last year either so ig u just cant win me on those terms#but if we get to specializing on the judiciary field i think i wouldnt be able to keep ignoring it. because of the circumstances#i have two more shirt designs to finish before the month ends but as u can see school wants me dead at the same time#one of said designs is a full 7 character thing :/#and the other. well ive already made 3 thumbnails for it and nothing rly clicks the way i want it to
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AT MY FUCKING LIMIT!!
#got an email saying that the colleges software marked my paper as being ai written when I literally wrote it all in one day and hated every#second of it#like no I did not use ai unfortunately I guess I must type like a robot. here is my entire version history that marks every edit#these past three weeks have been so stressful and then this happens and then one of the assignments I turn in is auto marked to a 0 like um.#wtf is that.#I did the fucking assignment I turn it in fifteen minutes later it returns to me 0/25 no comments no nothing#so I sent out two emails and I’m being very brave abt it but if one more thing goes wrong I don’t think I’m ever leaving my room again#like ok I’ve had enough actually#I need a break can I please get a break can I win once please oh my god#I speak
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