#i need to sleep. and process this
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i finished. catching up. ha. haha.
#OH MY GOD#OHHHHHHHHH MY GOD#WOAH. woah. going through uh. what the kids these days call Emotions#so many times they went through the horrors.. and they continue to do so... AUGH#I am going through second-hand horrors on behalf of them. what#who said that#anyway#woah haha#craaaaazy am i right#ohhhh my god...#i need to sleep. and process this#i reread from picture perfect arc so it was A Lot#i am soooo awake rn though. dear god#favourite is still kou love that guy. god does he suffer#jshk is sooooo good and for a reason#and the art is so amazing as well!!!!#sumire and hakubo's relationship also. their last moment was engineered specially in a lab for me to Think About for a Long Long Time#i'm still screaming in my head over Everything btw#ALSO the latest chapter. woah okay haha so you're just gonna do that to me huh#or in other words: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#okay it's almost 3am so I'm going to sleep goodnightttttttt#rrrramblings
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Hunk with Samoan-style tattoos, they feel very at home in him ☀️
#voltron legendary defender#tattoo design#voltron#hunk garret#hunk voltron#tattoo#fanart#i loved how most samoans talk about their families and their love for them and their roots when they talk about their tattoos#i think thats a very hunk thing too#and also the style looks completely at home in him#and thus it concludes my quest on designing tattoos on all of them and i learnt to tattoo in the process#bc life#i couldnt bring myself to completely design them bc it is a way too complex style#ive also heard a lot about how it may or may not be recommendable for foreigners to get them and even less do them#or also how they are happy when others do them because it is their culture being alive#missed his bday bc ii needed to finish jb stuff and zine stuff and sleep probably
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@devinsisland apocalypse AUs, but it's just chill gardening between two raids outside to scavenge seeds
#star wars#apocalypse AU#tbb#tcw#is it okay to jump into someone AU like this?#hope it's okay#Hewwwo I'm trying colors again#What is a clean coloring process#I just put colors on one layer and never clean ever#Oh my actually now I look at it I feel really bad posting this#looks like I did throw up on my screen#listen just look at it from afar if you're not happy#Sorry 99 I tried my best#sorry Tech skin tone I tried my best too#I need to sleep#I just wanted to draw a small color test#anyway bye
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#new method of dining & dashing: dine and doze. sleep until they give up on u and u get out of the bill. its genius#he didnt even order a drink like silver ur bill wouldnt be too high. surely. glances at azul#im actually v curious abt the finances of briar valley students beyond malleus. like im sure lilia is taken care of from military days#but like? the guy is retired. so when did he officially retire in a 'no longer getting income' way. or do they do pensions#or did he invest. or save. does twst have 401ks. what abt roth iras. what abt etfs. money market accts? high int savings?? i need to know#did he get a bond for silver as a baby that he can take out at 18. does silver get allowance. or part time job? i NEED TO KNOW#sebek seems middle class so do lilia and silver BUT I NEED DETAILS#also in the bg pretend trey is talking to jade offscreen. and the canonicity of this drawing is after book 5#so no ortho OR sebek in freshmen squad. not yet#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#azul ashengrotto#ace trappola#deuce spade#jack howl#epel felmier#trey clover#suntails#i would say mostro lounge was fun to draw but i dont make a habit of lying#well i mean. it wasnt NOT fun. it was satisfying? i felt accomplished? but the process was a bit rough
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jo scores the game tying goal with 8 seconds left! ft. love, jubilation, and vengeance | sabres @ avs, 3 january 2025
#colorado avalanche#jonathan drouin#also#nathan mackinnon#cale makar#devon toews#mikko rantanen#artturi lehkonen#avalanche.gif#ok these are bad quality but i needed to gif this moment in order to be able to process it and sleep. also the video is not amazing quality#if i remake them tomorrow i remake them tomorrow#happiest i have seen both nate and tazer all season#REDEMPTION!!!! VENGEANCE!!!!! LOVE FOR YOUR NEW GOALTENDER WHO HAS BEEN INJURED!!!!!!!#natejo goal SO beautiful#and avs scoring TWICE with an extra attacker and not letting any engs in....beautiful#avs#c.gif#al62#mr96#nm29#jd27#dt7#cm8
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Workplace so weird they will have a 30yerld being all besti besti whit 20s and sobay ex son (they look so cute)
#I’m I need to sleep and gett back cause I’m not processing this as real like yes it it but has a weird glimmer to it#motogp#marc marquez#pecco bagnaia#valentino rossi#rosquez#marcnaia
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Probably just mangling the body to be SURE she was dead, and not doing a cannibalism. Right? Right???
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#my art#cw gore#honkai star rail#hsr himeko#hsr kafka#kafhime#i like to think Himeko programmed a little personality onto her drone#her trusty traveling companion 🥺#poor girl is not processing like#70% of what is happening#let her sleep!!!#she needs some rest 😭
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I miss my son, Tails
#it's 2:40 am#technically a WIP but screw it#mahoutsukai no yome#the ancient magus bride#joseph cartaphilus#I keep drawing him with these glowing plants because I have an AU rattling in my brain#where travelling mages come to his village and he becomes something of an apprentice even though he's not magically gifted in the same way#but he needs magical ingredients for his healing potions and mages provide (hence the plants)#and he provides with the potions in return and learns some stuff in the process#yeah I'm talking about Ľudmila and Alžbeta here who am I kidding#adopt the child!!! adopt him!!! it'd be so easy!!!#anyway#time for bed#go to sleep R
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Athena: trying to have a deep philosophical reunion with odysseus
Odysseus: interrupting Athena no offense but this is not as important as seeing my wife
#epic the musical#epic the ithaca saga#epic spoilers#Athena#Odysseus#Incorrect quotes#Yes Athena is a little bit offended and a bit hurt not that she'd ever admit it#Telemachus pats her shoulder after this and reprises if not his friend then mine#Odysseus processing what he saw and what Athena 12 hours later sitting fully upright from a dead sleep shouting#ATHENA WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR EYE WHO DO I NEED TO KILL#and then they go on to be friends after that#Daily reminder that Athena just lives in odysseus's house
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Can’t stop thinking about Viktor and Jon parallels cause I have tma brainrot and anytime I see anything even remotely similar I go “is that a magnus reference?”
Anyways thinking about the differences in the choices they did and did not make and how both of them came back from the dead and were involved in ending the world.
I talked a bit about it before but Jon chooses to come back to life and become a monster. Granted it wasn’t a fair choice but he did choose it. Meanwhile the end of the world was not his choice. As much as he thinks otherwise it was not his fault. He didn’t “accidentally” start the apocalypse, he wasn’t “manipulated into it” he straight up did not end the world. Jonah did. Using Jon. Yes he was manipulated to prepare for the ritual (still not his fault), but actually ending the world? Jonah did that. He straight up took control of his body. Jon was the tool. The key to open the door. Jonah shaped the key and turned it.
Viktor is the opposite. He did not choose to come back to life. In fact he had basically accepted his death and was actively suicidal. Jayce brought him back (and I don’t really blame him for that. He didn’t know the consequences and he was trying to save the man he loved). Viktor did however, almost end the world (and succeeded in some timelines? I’m confused). Now it’s hard to say how much of that was Viktor. He was heavily influenced by the arcane, but Jon was also heavily influenced by the Eye (not that you can really compare them). We don’t know how sentient the arcane is but we can guess that its main goal/instinct is to spread. If it worked through Viktor or if it was simply influenced him, altering his thoughts and feelings to more easily rationalize what he was doing. Either way Viktor would not have done what he did without the arcane. But he did do it. The arcane isn’t a person. You can’t really put all the blame there. And we did see that Viktor was still in there, deep down, enough that he could change his mind. Meaning that to a certain degree, he did choose it. Viktor’s actions were his own, even if they were influenced. He’s the most responsible for what happened. Jayce also carries some responsibility for bringing Viktor back in the first place and creating hextech alongside Viktor, but again, he did not know the consequences of that. Neither did Viktor at first. So how much are they to blame?
I just find it fascinating how such similar events (even if they are still vastly different) happen in two completely different series and how the characters had different levels of agency throughout it.
#their stories end the same way too#dead or somewhere else#some of this is pretty speculative#since we don’t get much insight into Viktor’s thought process and we spend very little time with him#compared to Jon who we get to know and see change over 200 episodes#and im still fresh from watching the finale#I’ve only seen it once and still need to process what I actually think about some of it#but these two will not leave my mind#btw I’m not saying nothing Jon did was his fault#he’s done stuff that was 100% his choice#but I’m focusing on the apocalypse specifically here and that was not his fault#I really hope this is coherent#it’s almost 4am and I can’t sleep#viktor arcane#jonathan sims#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#tma#the magnus archives#echoing thoughts
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I drew this instead of sleeping like a normal person
#i dont need sleep i need to draw#fnaf#william afton#purple guy#my art#michael afton#springtrap#five nights at freddy's#idek what the thought process was behind this#i had the need to draw a stinky rabbit
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Halfway to the sofa, they stopped, making a small sound like a grumble of annoyance. For a second, the red glow in their eye grew faint. "Sleep," they rasped out in a low, halting whisper, "I saved you an ache in the neck." It took him a second to register that the kid wasn't talking to him. Mostly 'cause Frisk didn't speak. To him. Or ever.
Sans wakes up late into the night and sees something he shouldn't have.
#red eyes and hallucinating and sleeping on my keyboard. WAKE UP. new fic droppedd#fixed up that old wip i posted and added a new bit so i put them on ao3 as well do you remember that sans & chara post i made that was like#uhhh i've got 20 bucks.#this is the fic development of that initial idea. or at least it will be. when i get to the point of actually making those two interact#anyway good NIGHT. i am going to die. i mean sleep. die as well probably. haha get it bc i had no beta#ok goodnight. peace!!!!#undertale#sans#frisk#mywriting#underfic#i promise toriel gets more space for her issues later i needed to set up a tinsy bit of helicoptering first. trust the process etc
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✧ Regret
✧ Rememberance
✧ Reunion
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All men are equal in death. To Clotho, such is their reigning tenet.
And to Clotho, a man like them sheds no tear for the departed. A necromancer need not fear death, for it is a cycle devouring upon itself, and they are the ringmaster of this primal instinct. As in— need, should, must. One must not fear, one must not ache or pine or rage. A snake is still a snake. Death is still a wild animal. Show your soft palm within the ribcage of your fist, and it will not yield to you. Clotho, for all their cool expertise, knows this through trial and error.
All men are equal in death. So this mantra becomes their epitaph for every sentiment buried under the grave of their tongue.
It's a corpse beneath the floorboards; this memory. The tremble in their fingers - the shortness of breath. Their prized coherence pooling out their ears like brains on a sidewalk. Black is all they've known the world to be, but this time it is blue. Saliva spilling past the shore of her lips. Piercing red lightning streaking through the sky of her eyes. She does not respond when they shake her. By God— what have you done?
All men are equal. Their mother was no man, no monster. Mother, simple and sweet, was cruel enough to damn her. As they were.
Their tears come soft on the linen of her robes. She is softer still. The used crowd of spellbooks and artifacts and alchemical instruments behind them laugh hollow at the display. Wire is taut, so is cloth. Neither will hold them now, after destroying the muscle that stretched to cradle their wretched self. So they bind her in her day shroud. And they bury her in the belly of the primordial Mother.
On her grave, they plant a singular Asphodel. Their one specimen.
And when they shakily kneel back to look down at the mount of soil, for a moment - just a moment, their nails slip back beneath the dirt. Back to where home was.
A moment was all it took. Soon as it comes, they rip it out her shabby resting grounds and lay it on their crown. That brain-shaped gilded mausoleum of theirs. So it has remained all this while - so has she, with that memory just as equal as a dead man.
But you know they never stay where they're supposed to for long.
In the land of the dead, asphodels are for the gray in between. They are the sustenance of the dead. They are my regrets, following you to the grave. O, Mother. You raised a walking corpse. As long as I hold you in my heart, the grave goes where I go; and dead men tell no tales, so... I love you. Isn't that the worst thing you've ever heard?
#im literally fighting sleep deprivation as we speak WhILE i haggle for my documents so#if i make no sense. no the fuck i don't!!!!!!!#tldr clotho killed their mother (ex senobium mage) in a rage for ;) reasons i won't say just yet#and they could not resurrect her because their grief always impeded the process#one parallel with leander and clotho is their tight hold on their emotions#where leander runs his like a well oiled machine. clotho is - for the most part - entirely aloof and apathetic#still. when it counts. that wretched passion interferes when they need it absent the most#the asphodel they wear is the same one. they let it wilt and then they rejuvenate it over and over again#they've spent the next few years learning to resurrect beings of any and all make up. by trying to form bonds#only to break them. in every sense of the word. practice if you may; for when one day they try again to bring her back#clotho is the most mr nonchalant oc i have and yet they're motivated solely by love#maybe not a love that's soft. it's a damned and wretched it#but it's a love nonetheless#touchstarved game#touchstarved mc#touchstarved vn#touchstarved oc#clotho
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Ash via Perola Navarro's IG Story
#yes i accidentally screamed when i clicked on this we really don't need to talk about it#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#instagram#other ig#kh4f post#he is just sooooooo#ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 👹👹👹👹👹🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️😭😭😀😀🥰🤩🥲😘🤪🫠💅🏻#so that's that on that#he sure has a face#it definitely has lips#and a chin that sure has a dimple#that's the last tag actually I can't do this actually#have i mentioned yet today that i got like 2 hours of sleep last night lmao#so I'm definitely in the right place to process this#godddddddd#i think in the name of self care i need to commit myself to writing again these feelings need to go somewhere jfc 💆🏻♀️
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I'm so tired and stoned I can't tell if this picture is blurry or if my eyes won't focus but either way I need you to kiss me until I fall asleep please
#i might grind on your thigh a little bit#but that's just part of my falling asleep process#if you need to slip your cock into me tho i understand#just rock me to sleep with your gentle thrusts 🥰#somno#me#cryptid sighting
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Ask box is open and I am taking poll suggestions
#yes I made this one to be educational#we need to talk about these symptoms more#and just how disabling adhd can really be#fuck marry kill#fmk#fmk game#fmk poll#poll#polls#tumblr polls#adhd#adhd symptoms#apd#adhd apd#auditory processing disorder#rsd#adhd rsd#rejection sensitive dysphoria#intrusive sleep#adhd intrusive sleep#adhd sleep
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